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THIS ONE I WROTE AFTER I CAUGHT MY EX CHEATING (DON'T GASP IT HAPPENS TO EVERYONE) You shattered my favorite dream.... And lowered my self-Esteem... You shattered my heart... I thought you had class.... But now I've realized you were just an ass You shattered my life... With your filthy Cruel Lies And stabbed my heart with a damn knife You shattered my dreams- I thought I was your girl But you left me And you're not in my world You shatterd my heart and my mind And your cheating self left me far behind But that's alright I'm okay I don't need your lies- or your ass anyway. You thought you could make me jealous By putting your arm around her But you know what? Think again You told me your lies and said your goobyes But you know what? This is not the end You had your turn-now it's my turn my friend You thought you could get away with it... But you know what? You Guessed Wrong You were hateful and treated me like shit One day you would see how I Did feel And then you will know... Your friendship with me is not for real It's your turn to apologize... And you need to change your attitude That my friend you need to recognize... But I know you're not cuz you are 2 scared.. I would never forgive you... that My friend I have declared.... You're a low down, pathetic prick That needs to get a life and stop being a dick Don't tell me you are sorry Cuz baby it's too late now I will get back at you- some way some how
I remember how great it was while we lasted, But we are no longer strong, In my heart you will stay, But I know I should move on. Even though you are still right here, I miss you so much still, You are not mine now, And maybe you never will. I remember your voice, And I miss your touch, This hurts so bad, Because you mean so much. It‘s so hard for me, To live without you, Because every little thing, Reminds me of something we used to do. I remember the way, You‘d hold my hand, Or by my side, The way you‘d stand. I remember your kiss, And your words so sweet, I loved you so much, You meant alot to me. I remember how you changed, And anger replaced love, But still you were the only thing, I was ever thinking of. i remember you words, Harsh and stabbed like knives, I don‘t understand why you were so mean, When all I ever was,was nice. But I stayed with you, And put up with all your games, Even though you said you cared, It wasn‘t the same. I remember how I would see you, And you would look at me and walk by, I remember the way I just wanted to grab you, Look in your eyes and say Hi. I remember how I would cry, Late at night on the thought of you, About how I knew weren‘t together, And I hate the fact that it was true I remember how stupid I was, To just stick around and get hurt, I remember how dumb and blind I was, To let you treat me like dirt. I remember I was scared, To let you know how I truly did feel, I didn‘t want you to get mad, Or make a big deal. I remember how you would yell, And make me feel so low, And the way the tears fell, And how bad I wanted to let go. I remember how I would try, Time and time again, To forget about you, And put my feelings to an end. I remember the anger, That I held deep inside, I kept it all in, Until the last day I cried. I told you how I truly felt, And I heard your words equally cruel, You told me never to speack to you again, And I told you this I would do. But know I can‘t ignore the fact, That I am still in love with you, I can‘t forget about us, No matter what I do. But I know I can‘t do this, Let mysaelf fall for you again, Because all you did was hurt me, So its time for us to end. So now I am saying good–bye, So remember me please, I will remember you, For you meant a lot to me. And now as I think back, I remember how sad i was, so I‘m letting go, Now as I stand here, I am very alone.... This is deticated to matt for all the years I put up with all your games.

let it go

( i wrote this one about 3 yrs ago ) Scared to Love, Yet Scared to be Alone!! Day after day I sit alone at night thinking about all the things I had never said and all the things I shouldn‘t have said. I try to tell myself never look back, the future is all that matters but somehow the past still haunts me. I try to convince myself that I dont love you anymore but then I wonder if I didnt love you then why do I still have a problem moving on, maybe its because I dont want to feel the pain of heartache again or maybe its that im scared I might actually fall in love again. I was strong had built this comfort zone around myself that no one could reach until I had met you and I let those walls fall to let you in my heart. You had became my weakness and I couldnt stand the fact you had so much control over me and I cant stand the fact that I let you get to me in that way. People tell me not to let you know how much you hurt me because it shows I had a weakness for you and that you would one day use that against me..but I say they are wrong! After all I am only human I will get thru this without you..and I will be strong again!! And when that day comes, you‘ll realize what you had takin for granted. So many times you have hurt me and left me and I had let you back in because I wasnt strong enuff to turn you away..but pain heals in time.. and with time i will be strong. ***Ladies, never let a man bring you down..if he cheats he doesnt love you..no matter how many times he begs you to stay or pretends to cry..if he really loved you he wouldnt have thought about cheating. There IS NO EXCUSE FOR CHEATING. If he cant put you b4 himself and love you the way you love him then he isnt worth having. Love is a prison when you are in love alone. Love is both giving and taking.. you cant love enuff for him and you both..if he isnt giving what you are giving then let it go.!

only for that moment

The tip of your lips, when we kiss. The feeling you give me, that‘s what I miss. I miss holding your hand and touching your chest. I feel like I did something wrong, but I did my best; I didn‘t know the whole story, and I wanted to know the rest. I tryed so hard, to make you happy. I love you so much, but I guess my best just isn‘t enough. I love you sounds good, Don‘t it? But I guess that was just for the moment!
I WROTE THIS ONE FOR A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE ( I LOVE YOU GIRL ) I trusted you more than anything, And claimed you as my friend. But I made the biggest mistake, And you lied to me in the end. I believed you, I trusted you, I cared for you, and at times I cried. But in the end I didn't get the real truth And for so long you lied. I can't believe I was so stupid, I believed all your lies. I made the Biggest mistake And now my heart cries. So now I'm asking you why? Why did you hurt me that way? I called on you when I needed help. But in the end I was betrayed I did everything in my power, To make you suceed, to achieve your goals. Then you turned your back on me, And now my heart is filled with holes. I helped you out of problems, The secrets that only you and I shared You took the guy I was in love with We called each other, I told you "I cared" I told you my problems And at times we both would cry I told you my feeling for him And in the end the feelings you denied. And now I'm the fool I believed you, I trusted you Now you say you are sorry!!! Is that all you have to say???? But it doesn't matter any more Cuz in the end I was still betrayed.
You forgive me for liking you too much, And I‘ll forgive you for not liking me enough. You forgive me for missing you so, And I‘ll forgive you for being so cold. You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, And I‘ll forgive you for not hearing it. You forgive me for playing your games, And I‘ll forgive you for toying with my emotions. You forgive me for finding you so attractive, And I‘ll forgive you for not noticing. You forgive me for raising you up so high, And I‘ll forgive you for bringing me down so low. You forgive me for wanting to be with you, And I‘ll forgive you for avoiding me. You forgive me for being so pathetic, And I‘ll forgive you for taking advantage of it. You forgive me for not being able to let go, And I‘ll forgive you for never having latched on. You forgive me for having hopes and dreams, And I‘ll forgive you for crushing them. Forgiveness brings inner peace. Do we have a deal?
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