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Mz Infinite Blue's blog: "A woman fed up"

created on 10/25/2014  |  http://fubar.com/a-woman-fed-up/b360475  |  1 followers

Like A Drug

She writes to stop the cravings. An itch she can’t find to scratch- It’s a tugging on her heartstrings. The voices inside her head screaming- She has been quiet for too long! The slithering snakes in her abdomen demand her thoughts be written. Crawling up along her ribcage, They coil around her lungs. Angry fangs slash at her insides until their venom leaks from out her veins and through her pen.

#BLAH

Stuck in my head and cant get out reflecting and rejecting the random thoughts My mind starts to race and chest begins to swell my depression creeps back and I feel like I'm in hell The music is the only thing that slows and drowns the pain and static of the average day I push it back and bury it deep and pray it goes away avoidance is my key to success so my method will never change Smiling on the outside and planning on the in no one was a clue how close I come to sin Doesn't matter cause I scratch the thought and go to sleep only to repeat the cycle again

She's cold as Ice

She's cold now, Colder than anyone could Imagine, Her skin Ice, And her smile poison, She's toxic and broken, Angry for having her heart stolen, She doesn't feel, Her mind is like a spinning wheel.. She's broken and angry, Angry at the World, And angry with herself. She's so cold, And oh so broken, She's colder than ice, Only because the pain wouldn't subside.

Never enough

And no matter what, I'll never be enough. I love till my heart can't take it.. I give all of me if even for a piece of you. God. I try to be numb but you.. You make me feel I want so badly to be the one you need I give, and I give.. And I give. So much love for you there isn't enough for me. Fuck.. Why can't I be your queen? Baby we could build together with you, As my King. I dig so deep, in search of your lost treasures Desperation to be yours. Yours.. I dwell on the thought, if even for a little while I could pretend to be in this bliss with you My love. But I can only paint this picture with me and not you Because I'm not enough. I'll never be enough .. But still, I love you. And still I paint this picture of us On my broken canvas, my own sweet art. Because maybe one day.. One day I can be your queen And you my king. And maybe, just maybe I'll be even more than enough My love. 🌹

Valentines

Valentines day 
A day about love? 
Or just a constant reminder to those that 
 are alone 
 that hey your still alone 

On this day my heart feels as though its made of stone 
Hear that cupid give it your best shot 

That arrow won't enter my domain again 
I've built up a wall of brick 

Let me tell you baby it isn't thin 

I wont give you the key to let you in 
This wall was built for a reason 

Maybe to keep someone out 

Or to see who cares enough to climb 

Valentines day is drawing closer maybe 

One day I will say be mine 

But not today not this time 

Cupids arrow was broken last time

At War


“Not until we are lost do we begin to understand ourselves” walking with hail of shells, why do we hate ourselves,wise words, quoting Henry David Thoreau, paranoid,can’t see a friend from a foe,shit is hard,through hardship we grow,although I can’t escape the woe,the wise know, you reap what you sow,stay loyal, trust no one and lay low,no surrender, no retreat, going toe to toe. 
time to make amend, facing dead end,thoughts penned, so much I repent,my life lacks focus and intent.I’ll recommend the snake not to befriend, eminent with a pen,like Eminem,never meant to offend, just hate people who pretend, never condescend foe or friend,unique, so I don’t blend,only real ones comprehend, a peaceful poet, but push me and I’ll pull the piece.
yo I am at war with my Self,my ego ain’t much of a help,might win,but definitely lose,so many choices but can’t choose,got a couple of screws loose,this life will confuse and bruise,but it's war, and I refuse a truce, you are a fool if you trust the news,speak the truth when someone you accuse,and hold your tongue if you can't prove,my Self I try to improve,I payed my dues, word is bond, the teaching of a woman pushed to the brim 

Guarded


A person can only take Being hurt so much Before she starts forbidding Intimate touch 
The heart is broken And the passion flees Dropping this victim To her knees 
She keeps her arms folded And her head is down She rejects a kiss By wearing a frown 
She always expects pain So she doesn't try anymore If a man shows interest She's out the door 
Her spirit is broken Her emotions won't show Her confidence has been Reduced down to zero 
She's given up on love And forgetting about romance She's not sure if she'll ever Give another man a chance 
It's not because of hate It's just simply the fear Of being hurt again That's put her here 
She's locked away What's left of her heart In case there comes a day When she makes a new start 
Does any man out there Possibly have the key Is true love for her; Really meant to be 
Only time will tell Until then she's on her own Living her life In sadness and all alone

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