The eight legs blocked my vision,
This creature known to most superstition.
Mesmerized by the stripes on it's back,
Venom turning my sight black.
Trying to figure out its secretive lies,
But I'm warped in its multiple eyes.
The poisonous fangs pierced my skin,
Yet I was only bleeding within.
Spinning webs where we were torn apart,
If only the spider had a heart.
Ever mine, ever thine, ever ours
Ever mine, but whats mine if you and I never intertwine?
Separated like two star crossed lovers ... never to meet
Ever Thine, I'd be yours and only yours,
for no one else can love me the way you do
And love you the way I do you....
so why can't you just be mine ?
sweet. funny. valentine.
Ever ours, but that's not true
because I was never you.....
and you were never me....
And we've never been ours
two star crossed lovers don't you see?
like Romeo and Juliet we were never meant to be
And of umpteen moments, a life, unlived
It's flame of warm intimacy
Shielded deep, so untold
Of a heart, love strung in sad harmony;
In that ever and ever ......
Of solitary bind, with me
Were many moons of suns and stars,
Our intimacy ,a secret we share ....
Infinitely....
As none other, my heart's suitor;
Yet, a sleepless heart in that borrow,
Is not without expectation and desire,
Maybe tomorrow, maybe a portent, on a flaming arrow
My love for you is a sin
The way I crave for you to taste my innocence
How I cringe at the thought,
Yet it makes me want to fall on my knees
You are my subtle intoxication
The drug I can’t stop myself from taking
A needle in my vein that stops my heart
With or without you I’ll fall apart
You are the smoke that clouds my lungs
The reason I find it hard to breathe
A lighter in my dark
I burn my hands to watch your spark
Something about you is so bad for me,
Yet you're the best I've ever had
Your body tempts me
Please say you would like
To share heaven
Live a life of lust
Your body given freely
Beware who you trust
Hidden in your arms
Away from worldly danger
I trust you always
My Thoughts, Are Heavier Than The Deepest Depths of The World Oceans.
My Heart, Is Darker Than The Vast Void Of Space.
My Empathy, Is But As Cold As The Polar Glaciers.
My Worries, Are Sharper Than Knives.
My Pain, Is The Liquor I Drink To Numb The Feelings In Which Are Felt.
Take A Sip And Slip.
Fade Into That Word Of Abandonment.
For I Am The Only Person I Have To Cling Too.
While I’ve Become Fairly Familiar To Depending On My Own Strives.
For Seeking Aid To My Wary Soul, Has No Deeming Line Of Savior.
The Hollow Thinker.
The One Who Ponders Over Everything, When There Is Nothing Left.
For I Am Nothing Worth Looking Into.
Do I turn right or go left
or let my heart report for identity theft
Do I jump or do I fall
Can I just hit my head against the wall
If I fell would you catch me
or would you just leave me into eternity
Will you answer all my questions
Or do you think of me as a late-night sessions
While all my feelings still linger
I truly think that I'm a lost thinker
Last night I dreamed of us
What was
Last night I dreamed of a future that will never be
Last night I dreamed of the dreams I had for you and me
But I know that they are just dreams
And it's tearing me apart at the seams
Or maybe crushing my bones
And I keep waiting,
Wanting the phone
To make that familiar ring
For your voice to be at the other end
Telling me that you're just around the bend
And that you are coming to stay
I should probably try to force those thoughts away...
But I guess I am only dreaming
You are my
Curse..
You are my
blessing...
To never know;
always guessing.
To love and
not be...
Happy in my
misery.
To want and
never receive..
To know better
yet still believe...
Not addicted to it;
but unable to quit.
Truth in the eyes;
so hard to deny.
Still I do...
The curse
of you.
Blue Rose
Do you remember that first kiss?
Do you remember the first...
time you placed your hand...
On my chin and lifted my eyes,
to meet yours?
Do you remember the feeling of your heart....
Struggling to keep up with the
Surge of emotional totality
and physicality
wrapped in connectivity akin
to the
harmonious dance the sun and the moon
play from day to day to day?
I do!!
As I reach up to touch your...
face
Looking into those eyes again..
My blue rose.
I remember the scents, the touch..
Imagination and reality..meeting pleasantly.
I remember the hands of time and scraps of fate
pulling directions never fathomed...
Yet just as the magnetic pull of gravity can never be fully negated,
So goes the attraction of the past, present, and deems to be the future...
Sigh....
As the visions and dreams became real
There you stood my blue rose...the feeling inside..
words are pale.
How to explain unrequited emotions.
Looking into your eyes,
Reality to touch..
The absoluteness of words no longer bound by divisions
No longer a fantasy of facades.
Our lips met, my soul jumped, and
the gates of molten fire unleashed!
Your smell, your hold, your all..took me over so suddenly...
It was as if all moments of time had been compressed into
NOW.
As you tasted my world, gifting to me
delectations of pure bliss
There you stood, with all of your goodness
A visual delight, a work of art
A craft ready for exploration..
My blue rose...
blooming to fullness...
You took me so gently..entered my essence so sweetly, so perfectly
so rightly..
and I
Exclusively, uninhibited, unabashedly..
gave into you...
the rhythms ensued and the dance was so beautiful
the song played and we...
we...
danced
again, and again, and again...
An emotional rising like sweet cake..
baked just right...
sigh....
My blue rose
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