Anna's blog: "My Life"

Its been a busy and exciting week for me.. mostly in the fact we will be moving to Spokane! I've been wanting to move back there for years. I have my bro and his family there.. hubby has his best friend and his step dad there. And then something happened earlier in the week to make the final decision on going. He found his 20 year old daughter! And she still lives in the Spokane area. We are going there on vacation in a week or so and she says she wants to meet him so we will see how it goes. He found her on Myspace of all places lol. But hey I just hope she wants to get to know him is all. July 27 we will leaving good ole Montana for good. There was nothing here for us.. sure hubby has a blood brother that we only see once a week and we live in the same damn city! He consideres his best friend in Wa his brother.. blood or not now. So I'm excited as hell and so very very very happy.

So I was really hoping to get that stimulus check this week since we did have ours direct deposited. We never go it so I went to irs.gov to check things out. Well come to find out if you had your filing fees or whatever else taken out of your refund you will be getting a paper check.. so that means we wont be getting ours till July *sighs* And our vacation was gonna be next month.. we can still try our best to save we have a few ideas but it just bums me the hell out :(

Its been awhile since I've posted in here and well got some downer stuff mostly lol As for the diet and gym hubby and I were doing so good on lets just say that has been thrown in the trash. We are just so damn tired from work and other crap and got lazy we just dont want to do it anymore. And as for the diet.. pffttt its hard as hell.. but who knows might stumble upon it again. I'm starting to get burned out on my job.. getting tired of it. Mostly its the teenagers I work with calling in a lot, being late or even just quiting. It puts more work on me and it exhausts me.. Its like a double edged sword in a way since I work commision just means more sales.. but at the same time wipes me the hell out. I've been there 2 years and working retail really drains ya. I'm not a people person really to those that I dont know and the fact I have to fake being nice is just draining. This isnt the type of job I like.. I like any job that doesnt deal with customers.. I cant stand customers lol.. they are rude at times... yell at me when they dont get their way. Its frustrating. And Im getting really tired of it.. thinking I might loook for a job more suitable to me but I dont know.. made lots of good friends there and I do like the managers and its the best paying job I ever had. I dunno just getting burned out on it.

Its been probably almost a year since I've been back here and holy crap the changes.. first off noticed its not cherry tap no more lmao. And also noticed a lot of little changes.. hmmm get some getting used too. Life so far with me has pretty much been the same. Kids are doing find and dandy growing like weeds. Hubby and I started a gym at the end of december and also watching our calorie intake.. I've lost 17.5 so far and hes lost 24 in 3 months.. slow but good is better. spring is here! yay I so hated winter.. got a new van.. dumped the old gas hogger. And this summer I'm excited about going on vacation.. yay!

Austins 6th grade graduation and Mike's and I's 12 wedding anniversary was on the same day... May 25 so it was a busy day.. we both got the day off and spent the morning watching the kids get their awards (pics were added check em out!) Sissy that day got a award for being in honor rolls for all 4 quarters :).. the day before she got a bunch of others but I cant remember hehe. We were very proud of Austin that day cuz his last 2 quarters we really thought he wasnt gonna pass.. it was that bad.. but he upped his g.p.a to a C with a lot of hard work. :) After we got done watching that Mike and I headed out to pre buy tickets for the Pirates of the Carribean 3 cuz we just didnt know how busy it will be.. the first showing was at 10.. then 10:30 but we just missed that one and we got the 12 showing.. not many people there which rocked.. just had a few annoying kids below us and a parent that didnt know how to tell them to shut the fuck up! >:( but it was awesome of course! They left off at a good spot for them to make another one.. plus there was a lot of previews that looked pretty kick ass too. Picked up the kiddos and Austin decided he wanted to go to Old Chicago to eat.. we were down with that its a awesome place to eat. Well guess Sissy's order took like 30 minutes but we didnt even realize it cuz we were so wrapped up looking at the kids report card that they gave us the chicken free.. manager came over there and was kissing ass.. and we were like dude its ok we didnt even realize the time no biggy lol. We all got dessert.. Mike and I some cheesecake *drools*.. (yes the diet was blown for both of us that day hehe ) and the kiddos got some ice cream.. well after we were done the waitress said the original ticked was was we owed? whoa wtf?! we just got all our desserts and sissy chicken free.. yeehhaw! so with tip we only spent 30 bucks on dinner.. not to damn shabby if ya ask me! And we werent even really worried about the time thing anyway lmao.. we were to busy checking out the kids report cards.. but oh well. As for my ER visit.. ever since Thursday I think it was I started wheezing bad and I noticed it was right after I moved the old bird cage and all the dressers around it and vacuumed kicking up all sorts of shit.. but I just shrugged it off.. cuz we got 5 new birdies and a big ass cage which we ALL just love.. well ok except for Mike but hes growing on them Friday was still wheezing a little bit.. taking meds using my over the counter inhaler a bit.. thought I was getting a bit high off it lol.. but by Saturday when I went to work it just wasnt happening.. if I could just stay on the bottom floor getting shoes it would have been cool.. but the stairs were really kicking my ass.. taking my breath away big time.. few managers came by asking how I was cuz I was sitting or bending over panting for breath like you couldnt believe.. so them and some coworkers and hubby pretty much convinced me to go to the ER.. so I did.. come to find out I had a very bad asthma/allergy attack. I had to use 3 breathing treatments for my lungs to chill out. And they gave me a handful of meds and I need to take some for the next week. I've always known I had seasonal asthma but as for the allergies.. never really had em.. till now I guess.. but its mostly I've noticed to just like dust. It felt great to walk out of their breathing tho.. nothing sucks worse when you cant breath!

Ohh did you think this was gonna be a bash about him? haha NO.. Well since the punk has been on this diet with me.. he started probably almost 2 weeks ago.. he's lost 20 fucking pounds! *growls* I know men lose faster but still! *growls* He sucks lol

First my boy came down with the stomach bug and that lasted for 2 days.. and now since hes ready and able to go to school my little girl wakes up with it *sighs*.. I just had 2 days off at work and I'm hopeing I really dont get it.. cuz I really cant afford to miss work.. I can handle going to work sick and what not.. but not with a stomach bug. Hate it when my babies are sick :(

So ya I've been on a diet for about 3 weeks now and I am having weight loss.. its just so damn sllloooooow. I'm going through a hard time right now but actually it might be going better because the hubby started this same diet with me yesterday. *sighs* why does it have to be so damn hard.. to many damn temptations! I have so much weight to lose its probably gonna take me a year + with how its going. I just hope I have the strengh and willpower to stick with it. I mean I've lost 7 pounds in 3 weeks so far.. guess its not TOO bad but it just seems like it.. ugh!

Sometimes I could just kill customers. I wish a lot of them had some common sense and were at least respectful! Dont throw your shit around and just expect people to clean up after you cuz 'its their job and what they are getting paid for'. That attitude pisses me off. I wish I would win the lottery.