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Poems (ripped From All Over The Net)
ALWAYS AND FOREVER Author: Freida Martinez Basking in the warmth of your smile And the music of your laugh I feel your tenderness And your oh so witty style I don’t know why god blessed me With such a friend as you But it makes my pleasure complete And very happy too The way you always know me And exactly what to do When my loneliness gets me down And I’m so very blue The way you see into my soul And looked behind my eyes And I don’t have to hide my feelings And put on a disguise With you I learned to trust And as I person I have grown Who could have possibly told me How could I have known That you would come in to my life And my beauty would start to bloom And like a pretty butterfly Come out of my cocoon To share your tender heart The warmness of your smile The courage of your wisdom For these I’d walk for miles To be thinking of a time When you’d no longer be there For me to gaze upon in delight And all ou
Confessions Of A Lovely
MyHotCommentsthanks a lot! you know who you are! OK so me and cutie8782 WERE TALKING ABOUT THINGS AND WELL WE ARE REALLY INTERESTING IN CREATING OUR OWN LOUNGE ON FUBAR....... NOW THE PROBLEM IS, WE HAVE BEEN IN OTHERS LOUNGES AND WE HAVE NOTICED THINGS THAT WE WANT AND DON'T SEE, BUT WE WANT TO KNOW WHAT EVERYONE WANTS AND DOESN'T SEE....SO I'M ASKING EVERYONE TO POST ME A COMMENT, SEND ME A MESSAGE, TELL ME WHAT KINDS OF THINGS YOU WANT TO SEE IN A LOUNGE, WHAT YOU DON'T THINK SHOULD IN A LOUNGE..... ME AND CUTIE WANT TO GET THE BALL ROLLING, WE HAVE IDEAS BUT WE WANT TO SEE WHAT THE GENERAL PUBLIC WANTS TO SEE...... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP US, HELP US, HELP YOU !!! SOONER WE GET THINGS TOGETHER, THE SOONER WE ARE GOING TO NEED BOUNCERS, GREETERS, AND DJS...... POST THE COMMENTS TO MY PAGE OR CUTIE8782'S PAGE !!! THANKS EVERYONE !!! WE APPRECIATE IT! Here it is 2:30 in the morning and I'm not sleeping to save my life...I can't sleep...I keep wanting somethi
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Islam a peaceful religion? My Ass! Millions of these warped misled sons-of-bitches are plotting,  as we speak, to destroy our country and our way of life  any way they can. Some of them are here among us now. They don't want to convert you and don't want to rule you. They believe you are a vile infestation of Allah's paradise. They don't give a shit how "progressive" you are, how peace-loving you are, or how much you sympathize with their cause.
None
Anyone who is interested in joining the SCF Bombers send me an email No commitments here to have a good time and help our friends in contests. Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. Why does it have to hurt inside? Why do I have to cry each night? I think I have to walk on by... Cuz I am starting to lose sight. What is it that changed your mind? Who is it that keeps you blind? Why did you change so fast? Did you really have to leave me behind? I start to think about all we could have And how it turned this way I guess I'll have to leave your side And turn my face away... Although my soul will die Although my heart will cry I've got nothing else to do I'm hurt deep inside But although I will
Observations Of A Tabbie Eater
Sleep was impossible last night, as in most nights. When it seems impossible to achieve sleep it shows mercy or may be it just got board and then rest becomes reality. As demons of past subside and as i drift off i realized that i have a song in my head from Bruce Springsteen. How relevant this song is to me at this time and believing has never been my strong point i think i see. I see a world where the allusiveness of sleep is vanquished. I see demons that though may never be slain will be no more than an exhibit on display. Too often misdeeds are overlooked because of intent. What we want and what we need seldom have the same destination. All too often we travel roads that lead to nowhere only to say "We had the best intentions". How sad is it to be human to know this truth and still go down such a road. How easy it is to be human to know that all we need to do is ignore what we know and in the end intentions were all that mattered.
Things That R Dear To Me
today is YOUR day. embrace it, be one with it. Read Desiderata. Remember the part of Loud and Aggressive persons and realize why you felt the way you did. Find your peaceful place today. Strive to be happy. Know the universe is unfolding as it should, and God has placed you here and in this situation for a reason. You are stronger than you think. Walk proud, walk in beauty. When all else fails, give it to God and he will carry you. Love yourself today. Love yourself as a sun loves and warms the rest of us. By loving yourself, you will make this a trully NEW day. And you will carry your light to this world and cast that light on someone who needs it as much as you. Today is an opportunity for learning. Medicine Wheel. Embrace it and make it part of you. Remain positive. Recieve the love from others, but recieve first the love from self. Make today the day you want no one other than yourself. Then allow others, after you have loved yourself, into
Sex
I knew she was dirty. I knew it from the moment we met. I tried for to avoid her but there was no hope. She wanted me and I could not resist. It was the wednesday before thanksgiving and of course we were the only two in the office that day. She wore a short black skirt and a white top. She was a thick curvy woman and her clothes showed all the good parts. She knew I was avoiding her and she loved it. Around lunch she walked into my office and locked the doors. I acted surprised but I knew what she was up to. She never said a word. All she did was strip down. Her huge 38dd tits bounced as she removed her bra. She walked over to me an bent over ramming her pussy and asshole right into my face. She made me lick, suck and eat both holes until I could barley breathe. I could tell she was about to cum by her breathing. At that point my cock was so hard it hurt to be locked up in my pants. She fell to her knees and took off my pants. My cock was so hard to bounced off my stomach. She reached
My Thoughts...
Stats Rarest personality type; estimated 2% of population. Characteristics private sensitive quiet leaders great depth of personality - intricately and deeply woven, mysterious, and highly complex, sometimes puzzling even themselves introverted abstract in communicating live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities - part of an unusually rich inner life abstract in communicating artistic (and natural affinity for art), creative, and easily inspired very independent orderly view towards the world but within themself arranged in a chaotic, complex way only they could understand Towards the self INFJs value their integrity a great deal. They are generally "doers" as well as great dreamers. They have high expectations of themselves and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. They do this through total trust of their intuition. They believe in constant growth and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. INFJs are
Nightmares From The Mind Of Trippitaka
It occurred to me today that opening doors brings a lot of pleasure to a lot of people. What I mean is, it makes one feel good to open a door for someone or hold a door open. There's an almost impercetible feeling of well being gleaned from the process... a little smile, a thank you. A moment shared between two people that have maybe never even spoken before. It works the other way too. If a door is held open for you it gives you a warm feeling that a person took the trouble. The point of my story is: In the 23rd or the 24th century in Star Trek, all doors seem to be automatic, opening in front of anyone who draws near. This is possibly a generation of people who have never experienced the joy of door opening. It must be a somehow more hollow world. So apparently I'm smart... Go me... Haha Free-IQTest.net - IQ Test Cycling home from work today I came off my bike... doing a fair speed I might add. The thing that'll I'll remember from today, though, more so than the pain, is that I w
Thanx For The Adds To All My Cherries
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best one will get a reply...... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BO
Without Your Touch
Has it ever hurts so bad to look into there eyes? to see the world moving past you at such wicked speed.Had you thought you might be standing HERE? Thinking this? Was your mind wishing for more sunshine and your heart more love?Did you dream of kisses that would never end,of thunderstorms and shelter in someones arms?was your yesterday all you wanted it to be?Every step you have taken what you meant for it to be?have you made mistakes and prayed for mercy?Or have you laid down and cried a million tears?was there a day you gave your heart to that one person and you knew it would be crushed and broken, and yet you gave it with all you had?Were you the one that tried so hard or did you hide from the fight?Have you laid your will down and walked as others wanted for you?Rather than Standing for what you feel hope love and believe deep in your core? have you walked in someone's shoes?Or just pushed them around?DO you care to love others or look for only yourself?have you been beaten or so y
Interesting
A 2006 study by Texas A&M University found that the average American walks about 900 miles per year. Another study by the American Beer Institute found that Americans drink an average of 22 gallons of beer a year.That means, on average, Americans get approximately 41 miles per gallon - not bad! Only in Texas - folks!!!! If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a h
Imarii
You know... it really sucks that CT won't even let one GUESS who has a crush on them. Sheesh... OK - MY crush knows who he is. I told him flat out (he would have figured it out anyway). I'm NOT saying that my crusher absolutely has to come clean, it would just satisfy my curiosity. Open note to my crusher: If you want to keep your identity a secret. That's OK, I don't mind. Just know that you have my warm thanks for crushing one me. ~I I’ve been into the sweet chocolates my whole life. Milk… White… Cookies n crème… Dark chocolate was always too bitter for my pallet and I didn’t like the aftertaste. Then I was grabbing some Hershey’s Miniatures one day (just a small handful, less than five) and when I got back to my desk I realized that I’d accidentally grabbed a Hershey’s Special Dark. I decided to eat it anyway… chocolate is still chocolate. But… I liked it. I mean… really really liked it! A few days later I decided to test the theory. O
From The Keyboard Of Granadaghia75
OK ALL HERE COMES THE FUN STUFF.OUR VERY OWN WIKKAD GOT INTO THE CONTEST AS YA'LL KNOW IF YA READ MY BLOG.WELL THINGS JUST GOT REAL INTERESTING LOL...WHO WANTS TO TAKE ON THE MAFIA.TY MOLE FOR THE 411 ON THIS.SO AS OF NOW,WE HAVE ALL OTHER CONTEST'S SITTING IN FIRST AND WIKKAD IS GETTING HER ASS KICKED,ME AND MOLE CAN'T FIGHT OFF THE MAFIA OURSELVE'S.GET IN HERE AND GIT-R-DONE GET ON THIS HOSTS FRIENDS LIST ASAP... ~CT DADDY™~THE TEXAS GODFATHER™~Husband Of Ass Kickin Redneck Bitch™~I Love & Adore My Baby Angel~@ CherryTAP THEN PLS GET IN HERE NOW!!!... Well boy's and girl's time to pay the piper,this is what it means to be a bomb squad member.These people helped us out enormously in Bombfest and we return all that's done to us.So as alway's let's GIT-R-DONE. ~Sweet*Angel~ends the 21'st Chelle45365 of the Confederates(left her contest to bomb us) xxxdog2000 of the confederates ~TastyTease~no time limit to 20,000 Native Hunny-she helped
Special Night
You're at a strip club, watching a beautiful blond dressed up as a cowgirl remove her chaps to reveal nothing but a white lace thong. She came to the edge of the stage, tipped her cowboy hat at you and tossed her cow print vest at you. You watch her pert, voluptuous breasts bounce as she finishes up her dance. Then you watch as she struts through the curtain backstage. You sit there, hard as a rock, waiting for her to come back out and someone whispers into your ear from behind you, "Would you like a lap dance?" The voice is soft and sultry, making your cock pulse. You turn around and see the blond you're been waiting for standing close behind you wearing a blue lace nightie that brought out her gorgeous blue eyes. "From you I'll take whatever I can get, Gorgeous." "Follow me, " she says and leads you to a table in a dark corner of the bar. She pushes you into a chair and rubs her hands down your chest before she pulls away. She slides her arms through the sleeves an
Kimberly's Poem's
WHAT MADE THEM DESIDE TO CHANGE THIER NAME FROM CHERRY TAP TO FUBAR? IT DOES NOT MAKE NO SENCE TO ME WHAT SO EVER?AND I SIGNED UP FOR CHERRY TAP NOT FUBAR. DO I WANT TO STAY ON HERE OR GO TO A NOTHER SITE THAT WONT CHANGE THIER NAME IN DUE TIME?BUT AT THIS POINT IN TIME I REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO... HEY ALL I WONT BE ON FOR A FEW DAYS AFTER THE 25TH HEY EVERYONE THIS IS YOUR FRIENDLY FRIEND KIMMY I JUST THOUGHT I WOULD SAY HI TO ALL OF YOU ON A BULLETIN HOPE YOU ALL DONT MIND?I WELL BE OFF LINE FOR A FEW DAYS AS OF THE 25TH OF JUNE AS CAUSE I AM GOING IN FOR KNEE SURGERY .AND WONT BE ABLE TO GET ON LINE AT LEAST FOR THAT LONG .AND I MISS YOU ALL NOW AND ALWAYS DO AND ALWAYS WELL MISS YOU AND ALSO I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU .PLEASE THINK OF ME WHILE I AM OFF LINE FOR THOUS FEW DAYS COMING UP SOON.I KNOW I WELL BE THINKING OF ALL OF YOU AS WELL..STAY SAFE AND SWEET LOVE ALWAYS YOUR FRIEND KIMMY AND COUSIN AND SISTER AND WANNA BE LOVERS LOL GOING IN TO SURGERY THIS a.m.
Recipes
1/4 cup oil 1/2 cup chopped green onion, tops and bottoms 1/2 cup all purpose flour 2 stalks celery, chopped 3/4 cup milk Salt, black and red pepper to taste 1 pint oysters Hot sauce to taste 1 small clove garlic, minced 8-inch unbaked pie shell, top and bottom 1/4 bell pepper, chopped 1/4 cup minced parsley Make a roux with oil and flour, stirring constantly until it reaches the hue of a brown paper bag. Add milk. Stir well. Drain juice from oysters and add only oysters to sauce. Cook for 15 minutes or until oysters have thrown off all their juice. If mixture is too thick, add oyster juice. Add chopped ingredients and salt, peppers and hot sauce to taste. (Salt must be added last to keep milk from curdling. Put oyster mixture in unbaked 8-inch pie shell and cover with top crust. Start pie at 450 degrees and cook 15 minutes to prevent inside crust from being soggy. Reduce heat to 350 degrees and continue cooking until nicely browned. Ahhhh, Bourbon Chicke
Misc
HELLO EVERYONE. IF YOU WANT TO CHAT WITH ME ITS COOL JUST TYPE IN SOME WORDS AND U WILL SEE YOUR CHARACTER...IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE UR NAME CLICK ABOVE THE GIVEN NAME AND A SCREEN POPS UP THEN U CAN CHANGE....IF YOU WANT A DIFFERENT ICON CHARACTER JUST CLICK ON THE ONE YOU WANT AND CLICK OK ITS AS SIMPLE AS THAT GOT IT? KISSES N HUGS XIOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXO BTW I HAVE 3 CHAT BOXES...ONE IN MY STASH 2ND ONE ON MY PROFILE AND 3RD ON MY PROFILE PAGE:) Get your own Chat Box! Go Large! They Rock:)woot woot:)

Search Video Codes The mature love is not lesser in intensity. It is only quiet. He is not lesser in extension. More he is defined, colored is poem. He does not lack of demonstrations: he offers the truth of the feeling. He does not need demanded presences: he extends yourself with the significant absences. The mature love has and wants problems, yes, as everything. But it lives of the problems of the happiness. Problems of the happiness are laborious forms to construct to the good and the pleasure. Problems of the misfortune do not interest the mature love. In the happiness it is the meeting of skins, being with the taste of the mouth and of I smell it, is the anticipated understanding, knowing before, the gift, the emotion lived in set, the quiet speeches of the perception, the pleasure to coexist, the spirit and meat balance. The mature love is the relation and valuation best of the other with the safe part of each person. It lives of whom he did not die exactly having been stops la
I Got Jokes! = )~
Due to increasing products liability litigation, American liquor manufacturers have accepted the FDA's suggestion that the following warning labels be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whisperingwhen you are not. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like an asshole ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may lead you to be
Thoughts Of An Army Wife
I found out Jan 1st that I'm expecting again. I'm having another baby...YAY!!!! My daughter is going to be a big sister..I'm so excited! Join me on MoneyExchange. It’s free to sign up, and you’ll even get $25 when you open your account. After that, it’s free to send. What a day yesterday. First of all when Mike got paid the 15th of August Mike switched banks. He transfered $760 from Bank of america to USAA bank. It didn't go through the first time. He called bank of america and they said it didn't go through and to try it again. So he did. This time it went through. There was $760 in the USAA bank now. A few days later there was another transfer of $760. So now we had $1400 in the bank somehow. Mike checked the bank of america account to see if it was overdrawn $760 for transfering it twice. It said we were not overdrawn so we figured maybe some other way we got this money and it was ours now. Well yesterday we found out the USAA bank is taking the $760 back now. So our account
Angel
Just What's A Cleveland Brown? A Bengal is a tiger And a fast plane is a Jet. A Cowboy comes from Texas And a Raider's tough I'll bet. A Viking's from the frigid north. Seahawks live near the sea. All are names of football teams, Just like they ought to be. But there's one name that makes no sense It causes me to frown Can anyone enlighten me? Just what's a Cleveland Brown?! I don't know if it is true, But I think I've heard a theory; That Cleveland named its team After the color of Lake Erie. Brown does not describe A big and strong athletic man. It's what's inside the diaper Of a baby Steeler's fan. The guy who named this football team Must be the Cleveland clown Who else would think to call A football warrior a Brown!! If I'd been born in Cleveland And there my life was spent, I'd find another team to cheer From pure embarrassment. I myself, have always loved The Steelers Black and Gold. I did when I was very young, And I will when I
Poems
People are lonely- Because they build walls- Instead of bridges- People are caring- People are sharing- People are friendly- To one and to all- So no one can see their frayed edges- People hide their pain- By acting sane- When they feel insane- People are blind- When they're weakening- Until they find Serenity. Watch those with the sad eyes- Trying to hide their pain- Putting on a happy disguise- So no one will ask them to explain- Always ready to run away- If not tomorrow- Then today! I THOUGHT WRONG I thought you were my friend- I trusted you not to tell- All the secrets- That I kept hidden so well- I thought you cared about me- But you made me see- How much you betrayed me- I thought I could trust you- But I can play your game too- I thought you loved me- I thought that you would never hurt me- But you almost killed me- I thought I loved you- I guess I thought wrong.
My Poemz
My pen hath not the ink, Nor my mind the wit, To capture here in verse by my hand, Her Beauty I behold. Light from an endless star filled sky, Her eyes. Countless summer's warm gentle breeze, Her whisper. A thousand crystal cool mountain streams, Her kiss. Miles of pure white sand beach, Her smile. Wave after wave of crashing crimson tide, Her passion. Ranges of majestic snow capped mountains, Her strength. Deepest and widest of dark blue oceans, Her love. All of Creation itself fails to compare, In the entire depth of Universe, No single being past or now resides, Her Beauty I behold. Tears in my eyes can tell no lies What we feel should never be hidden I sit in depressed not knowing who I am Time heals wounds and my heart shatters into 1000 pieces Tears in my eyes cant tell no lies Noche's contigo abajo del los estrellas siento que estoy in los cielos My tears run gently down my cheeks For every tear represents loss Emotions of diff
The Times, They Are A-changing!
Is it just me.....Is anyone else feeling this deep, all encompassing sadness? I'm working really hard to keep this feeling at bay, not permitting it to overtake me. Maybe just the Mercury Retrograde getting closer, the Full Moon, the approaching Autumnal Equinox.....? Glad I slept halfway decently last night! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for one and all! Later! Muah! Another installment of Karen Bishop's Wings - Emerging Earth Angels! Enjoy! And remember to always assess these through your personal "truth meter"....if it feels like truth to you, take what speaks to you. If not, let it go..... Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for you and yours, my dear friends! Welcome! A few days ago, I went out my door for a walk. After going down the gravel road in front of my house for a few minutes, I found myself staring straight on at a small group of deer. What a beautiful sight they were. As we stood there locked in a long gaze for several minutes, I noticed tha
News Flash!
COULD IT BE? IS IT POSSIBLE? COULD IT BE... GONE? LOUISIANA- Today, in a small suburban home in South Louisiana, a priceless artifact has gone missing. This peice of history known simply as "the helmet" was found sitting on the ground the day after halloween of 2004... no one knows where it came from but many beleive it was a gift from the gods. It is said to grant the wearer the ability to say things that make no sense and still not feel stupid. Many fear that if this sacred relic of yore was to slip into the wrong hands, it could be the end of the world as we know it. NEWSFLASH 1:16 AM: This just in- a group of homicidal terrorist ferrets claimed to have taken the helmet and are holding it hostage! NEWSFLASH 10:38 pm: Still no sign of the helmet. Authorities fear that if it is not returned soon reality might start to fall to pieces. Friday and still no sign of the helmet, things are begining to look bad. NEWSFLASH 10:20 PM: The ferrets have made their list of demands for
Dmx Music And Lycis
Uhh Swiss beats (Uhh uhh) Nigga, ryde or die (uhh uhh uhh) DMX what what (uhh uhh uhh) [Chorus - DMX] Ain’t no way you’re gonna stop my flow Ain’t no way ya niggaz you just don’t know But niggaz is about to go oh no oh no Ain’t no way you’re gonna stop my shine Ain’t no way you niggaz wanna stop mine Ya niggaz must be out yo mind, I don’t know why What the fuck is you niggaz pressin me for I saw more ass than a ho and you stressin the raw If I was testin your jaw, maybe then you would respect me But you can’t respect me cuz you dont even know me Nigga check me (come on) I’m that motherfucker that’ll put you to sleep, while you sleepin Red dot from a hundred feet, you just knew you was creepin Bad decisions lead to last decisions Fast collision, now yo ass is missin (what) Take it over there now you bring it back to the streets Have you forgotten what it means when a dog shows his teeth? Let me break it down for you he’s about to attack yo
Love
seems that a while back when iwas younger like about 18. i was told that when i get older someone will walk into my life and make me happy...25 years later 2 women came into my life, one from bc who used me like so much rags and then toss me aside and says, "I dont love you like that anymore" The other just wanted me for my money and used a cred card so ican get good credit and spent it on her aunt then split on me..leavin me with a $1100 bill to pay (which i did this past summer). is it womens's (not all) to abuse feelings like us guys do? why cant we all see that we all have needs, why sit here and have our hearts broken in a billion pieces just cuz wwe see someone and fall in love, just because i know most of us wwear or hearts in the open, on our sleeves per say and let those who thought they loved us fill that need so amny times. I have needs...one basic need is to be loved, and love someone who would be mine and stay mine forever...unfortunately...there is no one Stan woke up
Poetry
My heartbeats echo bouncing off the walls the sounds are static your name it calls It's only silenced with your voice fact of life no free choice this bitter/sweet love consuming us both next lifetime is ours ................. ©dutchlips06/15/08 My face is painted the snowiest of white Enhancing my features for my Lords delight Black and crimson are my eyes and brows Expressing more then nature allows My lips are painted in a heart-like shape Crimson to lure eyes, there is no escape Dancing in my silks around my Lord My scented fans are not to be ignored Enticing his Lordship with all my charms Hoping at night he will take me in his arms I would let my passion and my learning's Kindle his fire and heighten his yearnings Kama Sutra I know but in Japanese I have learned it all. I serve to please The art of bathing and massaging too Dressed in silk so thin you can see through Which ever way his wishes lead I will grant and fulf
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I.Nhà nước luôn là kẻ mạnh, nhưng sức mạnh ấy là của nhân dân, là quyền lực của nhân dân khi nhà nước ấy thật sự là “của dân, do dân, vì dân”!. Pháp luật nhà nước là công cụ hợp pháp, công khai cho quyền lực nhà nước trong quản lý xã hộI; đảm bảo quyền dân chủ, bình đẳng của mọi công dân trước pháp luật . Nhân dân là nền tảng công lý của xã hội. Khi Luật pháp nhà nước không còn là công lý; nhà nước chiếm đoạt quyền lực dân trao; lợi dụng các công cụ luật pháp để thống trị, thao túng, bất chấp mọi thủ đoạn để chống lại nhân dân. Nhà nước ấy &
This Is My Life...
I am a single mother of 2 children. I am looking for someone to spend what little extra time that I have with. I'm sick of all the bull with trying to go out to meet people. Just looking for someone to treat me good, respect me, and will put that dang toilet seat down! lol. It would also be nice to bring me roses and possibly cook dinner at least once in a while... lol. I know that's pushing it, but at least the roses would be nice... lol. We're both adults here so why play games? Let's call a spade a spade. So man to woman, tell me what you think... I am a real woman and not a door mat for you. I have never been married. I'm not really sure what it is that I'm looking for. I have just about giving up hope that there is someone out there for me. So with that said... I figured that I would go with something like this... By chance... The next best thing happens to read this (ok, a great guy willing to treat me good and my children) (The best thing in life right now is my children, so h
Two3five7
Dollar-bills and coins enter and leave the wallets of enemies and friends Mornings, afternoons, evenings, and weekends fill with reminders of your dreams Demographics enjoy comforts that you are failing to endure Now you wait for a last chance to remain as innocent and pure Kings, queens, bishops, rooks, knights, and pawns rule the face of the Earth Feet march, left and right, race against time, forgetting to breathe Now you wait for more lessons in sharing everyone’s frivolous concerns Dollar-bills and coins enter and leave the wallets of enemies and friends Welcome to Quicksand Island, the home of Lower Fort Knox Here, you are fed for helping to move ginormous gold-bricks Here, you are clothed for flattering every briefcase, each tie Shelter you get for punctual shift-attendance each day Now the complacent-people, without even a clue to stand on People who wave a magic-wand back at each solution People who read a high-verb low-pronoun diet We
Daily Rant
For personal reasons i haven't been on much lately... don't ask, no one's business. When i signed on last night I find my owner/friend/family memebr is gone. I was told she was embarassed off because she lied about having cancer and messed with too many men and 'hurt' too many of us. I was directed to a Blog which outed her. Had a convo with that wome who said she was tired of the lies... So i ask you how much of your profile ad what you spew forth on a daily basis is 100% true? Really? How much hurt can a little on line flirting cause? It seems to me that this friend of mine was outed by someone who, util a short time ago was 'single' and visited her boyfriend across country, now that person's profile reads "married". But who the F cares? Are we all little fu-cops now? It's the internet, it's FUBAR, folks. Only a percentage of what you read and write is real!!!! Take it for what it's worth... why darken another's day...? It will come back to haunt you! DP Interesting
~ Walls ~
I just wanted to say Thank U to all who showed me sum awesome fu-love w/ my Auto 11's..I am blessed w. Sum GREAT friends..and for who stuck it out at the end...Ty for all ur time..I know it's a lot of work...muah Love ya'll , Laura ♥ 1.) FIRST AND FOREMOST GOD , MY FAMILY , AND MY COUNTRY ARE MY MAIN PASSIONS....WITHOUT EACH OF THEM...THIS OL COUNTRY MOMMA WOULD BE LOST FOR SURE. 2.) I am half Cherokee Indian of the Cherokee Nation Tribe and have learned many family secrets and recipes from my Grannies on both sides!! 3.) OK...I AM A MAJOR FLIRT BUT I DO KNOW THAT IF YOU REALLY KNOW ME YOU KNOW THIS...I AM NOT A SEX FIEND...HAHA...I JUST KNOW THERE ARE A FEW OF MY FRIENDS I CAN REALLY HAVE FUN AND PLAYFULLY FLIRT WITH WITHOUT ANY IMPLICATIONS MADE....IT'S ALL IN FUNNN AND THAT'S WHAT WE ARE HERE FOR ...FUN!!! 4.) TO ME...WAKING UP AND FINDING A NEW MESSAGE OR COMMENT FROM ONE OF MY FRIENDS IS JUST """MAGIC"""....AND ESPECIALLY IF IT IS FROM GREAT FRIENDS ON H

ok this is a list i am making of people that i hate or have treated me the wrong way. http://www.fubar.com/user/1491881 http://www.fubar.com/user/1613467 http://www.fubar.com/user/1590276 http://www.fubar.com/user/1919116 http://www.fubar.com/user/1317941 http://www.fubar.com/user/1767259 http://www.fubar.com/user/1453320 http://www.fubar.com/user/2038982 http://www.fubar.com/user/2115135 http://www.fubar.com/user/133227 http://www.fubar.com/user/522975 http://fubar.com/user/148724 http://fubar.com/user/2970796 http://fubar.com/user/299084 http://fubar.com/user/441376 http://fubar.com/user/848983       well the day was october 30 2000. i had to go into the clinic for a blood draw, since my nose had been bleeding non stop for 2 days. well the lab had called my mom up and told her they thought they had made a mistake. so i had to go back and get it drawn again. the next morning one of the nurses from the lab sad i had to get to the er because i have end stage renal dis
Auctions
Please click this picture and rate it for me; if you want to own me; leave a comment! Thanks! Tulsa's Angel@ fubar OCTOBER 31, 2008 - - - AND THE WINNER IS: ~*sherrylynn59*~ *{Shadowlevelers}* Fu-Owned by Chuckiiboo, owner of Tulsa's Angel@ fubar Halloween Theme - Techno Remix
Random Thoughts
its not that i miss him or still love him, but..........its so sad that once I thought we had was gone so easily. how come I feel like I know what its like ..... to get stubbed right in the middle of my heart, twisted 90 degrees, taken out, watch its pumping blood right in front of me, yet still cant die...... Feeling lost in the ocean all by myself no lights to guide me water is cold and i cant swim I want to cry out but I cant part of me wants to let it all go and let it all be leaving myself in the bottom of the ocean it might be so much easier it might be so much painless but it might be too heartbroken to be peaceful I want to cry but I cant I am lost in the ocean  
Just Rambling
Women speak two languages - one of which is verbal. ~saying about meaningful friendship by William Shakespeare I have no special talents. I am only passionately curious. ~quote about Attitude by Albert Einstein Decide what you want, decide what you are willing to exchange for it. Establish your priorities and go to work. ~quotes on Self Improvement by H. L. Hunt ok thought i would come here and explain not that anyone cares to hear about it. on the 11th i went to go help my mother clean her house this is after she had started getting sick all the dr. did was up her lasix and she was getting worse so that morning when i showed up she was not responding to me no matter how i tried to wake her so i called 911 i got her to the er and none of the dr.'s were listining to me or answering any of my questions then we were sent to icu same thing the dr.'s got rude and tried telling me and my brother that my mom had tried to commit suicide this is not true cause my mo
How To Be Popular...
“Popularity is the easiest thing in the world to gain, and the hardest thing to hold.” -Will Rogers Popular people… Never: 1. Show off their looks, talents, or possessions. 2. Allow others to get “fresh” with them. 3. Gossip or say spiteful things about others. 4. Tease or mock other people. POPULAR: adj. Widely liked or appreciated; liked by acquaintances; sought after for company. Popularity. We all want it. Why? Because being popular means being liked. Everyone wants to be liked. Sadly, however, not all of us are. What do popular people have in common that makes them all so popular? They all have: A friendly way about them. An eagerness to pitch in and help get the job done. An interest in everything that goes on at work in life. A look that's fresh and neat. These aren't traits popular people were born with. They've cultivated the characteristics that make them so popular… …and you can, too, by following the tips that I will gi
My Writings
In a clearing, by a stream; The water glints and gleams, Rippling in the moonbeams, As lovely as a dream. The moon, just a sliver, Shines a flowing river Of shimmering silver Across her shoulders. Like a delicate fairy, She dances there, With flowing hair And ivory skin so fair. Her beauty is so pure; Through time it will endure. Any man, she could lure And he would fall, for sure. She is his goddess- Lovely in all her fairness. To be able to caress Her skin, a man would be blessed. She is a sight so heavenly, Dancing along dreamily. He watches her longingly; He loves her dearly. Copyright 2006 Missy Harrell Some folks don't understand; They just can't see The beauty in the land, Or hear the whispers of the trees. I once was one of them; Blinded by things to acquire; A heart of flam and flim; Deafened by my own desires. Suddenly I was awakened By an unimaginable power. Before me it all opened, Like a blossoming flower. My heart swel
Quizzes, Surveys, And Music
What Song Should You Strip To? Your Song Is Super Freak "That girl is pretty wild now The girl's a super freak The kind of girl you read about In new-wave magazine" Freaky? Yes. But you're also pretty darn funny. Click the link at the beginning and take the survey then post the results in here! This song sums up exactly how I feel and it does it perfectly. I want someone to love me For who I am I want someone to need me Is that so bad? I wanna break all the madness But it's all I have I want someone to love me For who I am Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense anymore Nothing is right, nothing is right when you're gone I'm losing my breath, I'm losing my right to be wrong I'm frightened to death, I'm frightened that I won't be strong I want someone to love me For who I am I want someone to need me Is that so bad? I wanna break all the madness But it's all I have I want someone to love me For who I am Hey! I'
Love Hurts
What did you get for Christmas? Was it something nice? I'm sitting here in Casualty, My face is packed with ice. I dread it every Christmas, They never give me toys, Daddy will get drunk again, His nights out with the boys. I know he doesn't mean it, He's far to drunk to know, He hits me hard for nothing, And bruises always show. A Christmas to remember, The policemen had to call, They took my Dad away this time, He said I'd had a fall. He's really done it this time, An ambulance had to come, That's why I'm sitting here in Casualty, Waiting with me Mum. and one more I was only eight when it began Late at night, when I was alone. You preyed on my innocence and my trust. How did I know that it was wrong? You did things so horrible to me, My soul and body were bared. What you did to that little girl Left me feeling alone and scared. You said it was to show your love By taking my body for your use. But now I know that what happened to me Wasn
Poetry
Sickening twists Forgotten mists Nights in the loam Forever the mind roams And the fingers hit the keys Trying to report what the mind sees Drinks of whisky And darkened thoughts risky Droughts of liquor And loves succor Life rolls on an on Another night another morning sun Looking And digging For the word And the sword Whispers in my head As I prepare for my bed Forever the fight Forever the past's sights Another drink As the cat's bell clinks One more drink yes again I want it to rain Off with the lights A darkness bright Off to take a piss Water hitting waters hiss Off to bed And dreams in the color red STR 2:24am 12-23-04 inside these tears continue to rain the realization of a loss so deep and so painful it only mounts with time building and swirling th realization that i most likely will never feel those arms that held me like no other or see the eyes that would turn me to butter never to kiss th
Help A Friend
19,985 Points to go! to become Fubarlord sassy4me2008@ fubar This is my very dear and sweet friend, she is trying to get fu-bucks for a spotlight, but not for her, for breast cancer awareness, she is a survivor and still fighting it, so please send her what you can to help this awesome cause, I sent her what I had left I can at least ask my friends to do something. ~sinfullydelicious~@ fubar Ok people Here's My Birthday request there is this Guy ★Big Papi Smurf★ he is 703,748 Points away from Fu-King, He use to be a bouncer and everyone would go rate his page and talk to him , So What cuz he is Normal now like all of us we can't Stop by and show him some Love. He is a very special friend to myself and my wife EmilyIMAX Please take a little time from rating the Fake people on Fubar that could careless about you and go rate a true friend.. ★Big Papi Smurf★@ fubar
Things I Write..[comment/rate If You Like Pls!]
A few semesters ago, I took an english writing course. My english teacher allowed us to turn in poetry, stories, anything to do with literature for extra credit. She approached me in the South building while I was waiting for my College Algebra class and asked me if I would write a poem about matters of the heart. For a happy, upbeat person, she really liked my dark style of writing. She entered it into a contest. So I thought I would share it with everyone else. :)   My Serpentine My only desire was to hideTo ebb the ache insideI can hear the voices laughing at my demiseForced to walk aloneBroken into pieces like my only homeNothing left of this manNothing left, not even prideMy memories thrown awryI feel like it's eating me aliveHelping me die insideNothing but remnants of a broken manI feel I've done all I canThis infection was just a lieI've lost all the vital parts of meFeeling the light, sense of smellNo longer blind but I cannot seeOf these consiquences I can't repentA path I
A Whole Lot Of Nothing
  I just wanted to bring attention to some people who make fu more enjoyable for me. If you don't have them on your friends list, you are truly missing out. If you get a chance stop by and check them out. These people are always nice, DRAMA FREE and all have salutes! Please take a moment and go check these people out. Add them if you don't have them. Rate, re-rate, fan, buy them a drink. Something! They are all amazing people. Let them know that H2H send you! (They are in no certain order. And I am sure I am missing many many people. Please don't be offended if I didn't get you in this bulletin. ) §ŦΣƒƒ¥ @ fubar *~La*La~* Hard2Handle FuWife @ fubar MsCharlotte2U~ No Rate~No Add~ @ fubar Ryot Gyrl @ fubar ~JEWELIA~ @ fubar babyjesus @ fubar [[FüĸFäcє]]™@ fubar
Songs..
Comparisons are easily done Once you've had a taste of perfection Like an apple hanging from a tree I picked the ripest one I still got the seed You said move on Where do I go I guess second best Is all I will know Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into your eyes You're like an Indian summer In the middle of winter Like a hard candy With a surprise center How do I get better Once I've had the best You said there's Tons of fish in the water So the waters I will test He kissed my lips I taste your mouth He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into... You're the best And yes I do regret How I could let myself Let you go Now the lesson's learned I touched it I was burned Oh I think you should know Cau
Poetry
Just imagine the stars How bright they must be tonight magnified be the teardrops brought forth by all our pain It’s amazing how cruel life can be how heavy her hand can feel All we want to do is smile but yet the teardrops fall like rain There is no time for holding these days nor a second for a simple kiss just the time to stare at the moon while crying out in vain All we need is each other to make it all go away like an emotional drug that takes away the pain It’s just so hard to keep an open heart when the world is out to harm you But without your gentle words it’s a struggle to stay sane So as I roam the darkness I’ll be calling out your name Haunting all of our demons until they’ve all be slain Some days i just want to quit drop my love life, fed up that's it tired of being used and mentally abused It always ends the same starts with that mind game i tell myself things "things aren't fine" Just can't get rejection out of my mind Don't know how to fi
For My Beautiful Wife Violet
You make me feel like a sticky pistil Leaning into her stamen. You make me feel like Mr. Sunshine himself. You make me feel like splendor in the grass where we're rolling Damn skippy baby you make me feel like the Amazon's running between my thighs. You make me feel love You make me feel like a candy apple all red and horny You make me feel like I want to be dumb blonde In a centerfold, the girl next door. And I would open the door and I'd be all wet With my tits soaking through this tiny little t-shirt That I'm wearing and you would open the door And tie me up to the bed. You make me feel love Lover I don't know who I am. Am I Barry White - am I Isis? Lover I'm laced with your unconscious, I will be your Desdemona Rock me baby, rock me all night long Rock me baby, honey, rock me all night long I want you to rock me baby, Like my back ain't got no bones Roll me baby, like you roll a wagon wheel I want you to roll me baby, like you ro
Cool Video Clips.
Create Your Glitter Text ..Powered by iSOUND.COM MOST OF MY SONGS ARE HERE AND I HAVE IT SET UP FOR ALL OF THE SONGS TO BE FREE TO DOWNLOAD ANY SONG FROM MY WIDE RANGE OF STYLE AND FOR YOU TO BE ABLE TO PICK OUT WHATEVER SONGS YOU LIKE THE MOST. THERE ARE ALSO LYRICS AND LIVE VIDEOS OF THE SELF PRODUCED SONGS.
Harley
I have never been a truely stupid person ... at times I challenged the line between stupid and mildly intellegent.( i actually have a genius level IQ nearbouts loll ) With men in my life it was always frustrating and always an epic fail in one way or another ... Still being the eternal optimist i would continue to wait ... test the waters ... That being said ... I love a man so much it hurts ... i am patient with him.... he was battered by someone who used him and played with his heart... some days all i want to do is take his pain (or severly kick her ass all too hell )....... he says no ... he learns from it........... i will stay with this man thru whatever comes along ... i am committed in a way i have never committed before...... Have i finally found the man that makes me shiver with a whisper .... yes i wear his collar....and it calms me ....i feel total trust and have no doubts he loves me and would protect me as i would him... He is the Man- the Father-the Lover- the
Videos I Like
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Music Is The Glue Of The World..
What a wonderful hesitation Who would bear to feel sorry for me Dropped another pill just to calm me Collapsed to my knees and fell fast into sleep There I was drifting Way out into the sunshine Expecting to crash but I'm tied to a string Look at me I'm a tangled puppet I might be a mess but I sure can survive Find myself awake counting sad days 1-2-3 that's too many for me Dropped another pill just to find me Reached for my hand But It was already there Then I started believin' That I fell out of a tiny raindrop That lost its way when it decided to roam Chasing me was a hungry dweller But I had escaped it by pretending to die Come follow me you won't expect the illusion You'll see, it's my imagination Hand me your eyes I will put them in front of mine You'll see a little better You'll see a little better What a wonderful destination Where I am now I can no longer see Dropped another pill just to kill me Collapsed to my knees And fell fast into sleep There I was drifting Way out into t
The Crumbs To My Oreo (aka The Thoughts In My Brain) :d
      This plot is pure chaos Missing scenes, missing parts We’ve reached our resolution Before our story starts   The conflict and the fighting The climax of our lives The tragedy of our words Scream we won’t survive   All our sadistic memories Make us who we are All our filthy thoughts Won’t get us very far   We improvise the laughter The smiles they are fake We paint our selves a comedy When reality we cant take   This theme of pain is horrid The irony of our fate This symbol of love is awful Two hearts filled up with hate   Our simile of happiness Like sunshine in the night The metaphor of love A necklace worn too tight   Our dialogue is broken You won’t talk to me My monologue is lost And I’m left my soliloquy   No chance to show my feelings No chance to make amends Misplaced from the beginning No chance of being friends   Your satire is discarded Your act of chivalry This paradox is twisted This life real
Witchwerks
Crow has brought the messageto the children of the sunfor the return of the buffaloand for a better day to comeYou can kill my bodyYou can damn my soulfor not believing in your godand some world down belowYou don't stand a chanceagainst my prayersYou don't stand a chanceagainst my love Wow.. Can you believe it? I've been a member on here a little over two years already! Time really goes by quickly! In that time I've commented on lots of pages, uploaded a bunch of pictures, shared some recipies as well as some HTML tips and tricks (they're in my Stash - check it out!) and have made some really great friends along the way! This week, I'm hoping someone will give me a "Big Pimpin" gift from the Gift Shop! Don't worry.. No money required - it's all Fubar points. You can get to the Gift Shop here http://fubar.com/giftshop.php#gtab9 and then just click the "Big Pimpin Gifts" tab. I'd love any of them but here are some of my personal favorites: Make It Rain Deluxe Hot Tub Tropical Vac
Ramblings
my 2 year FUiversay today... miracle I made it without being deleted... the powers that be do not like me... I am Wicked's bitch...   You may think her for my hoaring ways today... HH coming up at noon... rang and famp will be turned on around that time... I am Wicked's bitch...   My vacation was great... I did absolutely nothing and loved it... I feel better about work now after that long break... I am Wicked's bitch... The Flaming Gerbil Legend Posted in Yuck! on February, 07 2003 1:01 AM "In retrospect, lighting the match was my big mistake. But I was only trying to retrieve the Gerbil," Eric Tomaszewski told bemused doctors in the Severe Burns Unit of Salt Lake City Hospital. Tomaszewski and his homosexual partner Andrew (Kiki) Farnom, had been admitted for emergency treatment after a felching session had gone seriously wrong. "I pushed a cardboard tube up his rectum and slipped Raggot, our gerbil, in." he explained. "As usual, Kiki shouted out 'Armaged
Poetry
I know we just met a short while ago. but i feel a strong connection to you. not just sexual but.. i guess you could say its as if i have found something special that was missing and has been missing for a long time.   When i see you pop up online.. i find myself grinning likeand idiot.. when i get a message from you. I smile to myself waiting to read what you have said to me.   When i hear your voice on the phone, my pulse quickens even if we are talking about normal everyday things. Your voice does something to me. its like your velvet voice.. finds itsway to my heart..   i know alot of
Careergyan
Getting your small business on social sites and building a strong social media platform can help you gain more customers and ultimately make more sales. However, what specific actions can you perform on social media to drive more sales to your business? Here are a few ideas: Create Short Videos for YouTube One of the biggest social networking sites is YouTube. Its capacity for storing and sharing millions of short video clips seems endless. While it started out as a way for anyone to post their short videos online, it has evolved into a successful social media marketing medium for small and medium business. Using the highest video production elements (sound, light, editing), create short videos that you can share with customers and potential customers. There are a wide range of topics you can use for your videos, including: Product demonstration Customer testimonials Manufacturing process Tour of facilities Management interviews Keep your finished videos short. An aver
Dark Poetry I Wrote.
As My Spirit Does Fall Apart My Soul in State of Decay Please Be Still, My Beating Heart Dispel the Pain Away, .. Please Be Still, My Beating Heart Of This I Vehemently Pray Great Suffering is My Own Impart And Now You're Cold and Gray Please Be Still, My Beating Heart Unfeigned, I Ask Today From This Cruel World, I Must Depart For HELL, I've Debt to Pay KinkyScreams 2006 © I love without knowing how. I love with the depths of my soul. I love with all I am and all I have. I love without eyes or sound. For my love is blind and deaf. I love with the gentleness of my heart. I love with the only passion known to me. I love with desire of you and me. I love so much that we as two become one. I love without judgement. I love with mind,body,and soul. I love in sickness and in health for all eternity. For all that I am, all that I have and all that I will ever be, I am forever yours. KinkyScreams 2006 © I'd sleep until the sun forced me out of bed and I'
Inside My Head
A mother of a friend of mine who was KIA is making a video;however, she is looking for pictures of soldiers, their families, and well pictures of more then just one soldier, unit pictures. If you have any and are willing to let me let her use them please send me a message ASAP! Thank you. Heather Well on Christmas Mike purposed to me...I said yes. We don't have a date yet but there it is. I'm engaged. Hey everyone. Sorry I haven't been on in a long time. I've been busy with school and my free time is spent with Michael. Speaking of which I figured you can get guess from the pictures..but he is my boyfriend. But if any of you want to stay in contact more often let me know. Or email me lizzy_one@yahoo.com school is going good. My professor told me there is NO WAY I can fail the class...always a good thing huh? Anyways talk to you later. Thanks
Nothing Special
Why is it that people who always seem to have a grip on life and know exactly where they're going and who they want to be end up turning out to be some of the most childish and petty people that you will ever come across? I have encountered this recently with more than one person I have come across here on the net. It makes me realize just how fake people really can be and how much the internet helps them to get away with it. Why pretend to be something you aren't? What pleasure do people get out of it? Are they so in need of the attention and the drama that they need to dramatize things that don't really happen or even exist? People need to learn to be themselves. There is no point in all the utterly fake bullshit! Though it may make you feel big or important to be something else it really isn't. It only shows how untrustworthy you are. No, I am not claiming by any means to be perfect. As a matter of fact I am far from it. My life for the past 10 years has been filled with
Jokes
I am 65 years old. My parents told me about Mr. Common Sense early in my life and told me I would do well to call on him when making decisions. It seems he was always around in my early years but less and less as time passed until today I read his obituary. Obituary - Common Sense Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with
To My Friends
Girl endured 'torture' 4-year-old's mother located; medical inquiry in abuse case to continue Jody Lawrence-turner And Amy Cannata Staff writers March 14, 2007 ..Code for Big Ads------------------->..End Code for Big Ads-------------------> Summer Lytle was killed by "homicidal violence," Spokane County's medical examiner said Tuesday. Dr. Sally Aiken said she will continue to examine the body of the 4-year-old girl to pinpoint the exact cause of her death Saturday. In other developments Tuesday: •Summer's mother was finally located, so she can be informed of her daughter's death. The woman's identity has not been released, but police said she lives in Poulsbo, in Western Washington. •The Washington Department of Social and Health Services released a statement saying that despite the agency's previous contact with Summer's father and stepmother, abuse was not apparent to workers. ..> ..>..>..> "What is very unfortunate about this case is that we did not rece
Music News
Who wants some Madness in their life? Well Sir Jim will be rocking the air waves with a bit of madness thrown in from 9am to Noon (eastern). Click on the Hot Rocks Radio Lounge banner below to join the party! Come Rock with Cali4nialovin's Pacific Coast Party; only at Hot Rocks Radio Wednesday 3-6 P.M. Eastern. I'll make sure you get your rocks off!! Click on the Hot Rocks Radio Lounge banner below to join the party! Who wants some Madness in their life? Well Sir Jim will be rocking the air waves with a bit of madness thrown in from 9am to Noon (eastern). Click on the Hot Rocks Radio Lounge banner below to join the party!
Life
so yall its been forever since i blogged. well i been feelin kinda down the last few days, comin up on christmas and its a hard time for me, that is my dads b-day, and its been a long road to get here but i miss my dad still, july 4th 2003 he was takin away from me by cancer, it sucks bad cause i really want him here to just talk to and i wa=onder if i made him proud ya know those kinda things that are on my mind. dad i miss and love you so much you always on my mind R.I.P dad and happy b-day on christmas so i sit here thinkin about this site and why i am still here. i have made some wonderful and loving friends and the love of my life, lots of the friends i have made will continue on into the real world, but there are time i ask why am i here, i feel ignored alot and i dont know why but seems wy i type i get looked over and it really hurts. so i start to think i should have never joined this site as much as i love bein here. just wanted to get down some thoughts ty for reading if u do
Social Misfit's World Of Mayhem
Have you ever felt as though life takes a turn for the worst when you least expect it to..I am usually always the one that is very optimistic about things and hopeful of a change. I often sit and wonder here recently how i can change or make my life better, but in the end its never changed. Im on this spirling rollercoaster of fate and for some god aweful reason im scared to death that im going to fall off of it at any given moment, and if i do where would i land? I am 26 yrs old and im not able to get out and enjoy life, yeah i go to work and stuff but hell thats hard on me to do now. I fear every night when i go to bed if i am going to wake up to see the next morning. My fears have overcome me so much in the last month..I just wanted to write this and get it off my chest..Thanks for reading if you did and commenting if you did also.later okay i guess this blog is about the way the world is now and how it was years n years ago. Then again it could just be my random bitchin about thing
Not A Pretty Picture
Many of you may know that I am a single mother with 2 young boys, living with my parents. My mom and I never got along very well as I was growing up and even though everyone said it'll get better when you have children it hasn't. I can not take living here with her much longer. I'm not allowed to see my friends, to drive the van, or to take a minute to myself. I stay home most of the time unless she's off work and I have to go some place. If I do want to go somewhere I have to ask her. I want to work but she will not let me drive the van. So she gets pissed at me for having her drive me places and for me not working. I clean all the time and watch my boys 24/7. I'm trying to lose weight and the doctor for my boys wants my oldest to eat better. He hardly eats as is, so I'm trying but she ruins it by offering him dounuts and candy, just plain junk food. I don't know what else to do. I don't have anyone that I can talk to about what I'm going through as I'm not allowed out of the house. M
A Day In My Shoes
I haven't heard from my man in a week and a half and that worries me. Since he is sitting there in Jail Waiting on bedspace for restitution camp. This is dead time! he wants to get on with his life he wants to be a father to his son and he wants to continue our relationship and let it grow. I'm worried because i know he borrowed in there and anyone knows u have to pay back double. ALL i have been able to send him was 15 bucks and im wonderin' if he got his butt in another fight if something serious happened. I called the jail to make sure he was still there and not at the restituation camp. He is still there waiting on bedspace at the restitution camp! He only has to pay like 410 bucks and then he is fancy free...I have thought about saving my money but first i gotta have a few visits and make sure he stilll feels as deeply as i do for him. I want everything to work between us but I am not stupid nor neive and I know im not being used but before i put out that kinda dough (which would
Thanks
HAPPY EASTER TO ALL ATTITUDE There once was a woman who woke up one morning, looked in the mirror, and noticed she had only three hairs on her head. "Well," she said, "I think I'll braid my hair today."? So she did and she had a wonderful day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and saw that she had only two hairs on her head. "H-M-M, " she said, "I think I'll part my hair down the middle today."? So she did and she had a grand day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that she had only one hair on her head. "Well," she said, "Today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail." So she did and she had a fun, fun day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that there wasn't a single hair on her head. "YEAH!" she exclaimed, "I don't have to fix my hair today!" Attitude is everything. Have a Good Day! Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle." My Gift To You > by Lo
Fun Quizzes
SLUT QUIZ Congratulations your a OFF OF THE SCALE MEGA SLUT You have given more rides than a second hand bicycle When you hear the word "Slut" you think someone is addressing you! You have been banged more times than your screen door! Your Motto: "Your TURN!" Your Sign: "Please Take A Number!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube! And at your rate I am sure you can get volume discounts!Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0*** Guess Your Gender! (Really Works) Babe! You're a girl! Are you amazed? I bet you are! (If you're not, then you're most likely a guy... and if you're a guy then wow... just wow!)Take this quiz! Quizilla |
30 And Ready To Live
Beautifully Broken -- [adjective]:Fetish oriented 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com You scored as Phone Sex. "Talk dirty to me" describes your idea of a good time. A sexy voice really sets the tone of a good evening for you. Oral Sex100%Phone Sex100%Cyber Sex94%Orgy94%Normal Sex72%Anal Sex50%Gay Sex45%What kind of SEX do you love? (pics)created with QuizFarm.com
Funny Stuff
I saw this on a guys Myspace "About Me"... Which he got from George Carlin.... "I’m a modern man, a man for the millennium. Digital and smoke-free. A diversified multicultural, postmodern deconstruction that is anatomically and ecologically incorrect. I’ve been uplinked and downloaded, I’ve been inputted and outsourced, I know the upside of downsizing, I know the downside of upgrading. I’m a hightech lowlife. A cutting edge, state of the art, bicoastal multitasker, and I can give you a gigabyte in a nanosecond! "I’m new wave, but I’m old school, and my inner child is outward bound. I’m a hotwired, heatseeking, warmhearted cool customer, voice-activated and biodegradable. I interface with my database, my database is in cyberspace, so I’m interactive, I’m hyperactive and from time to time I’m radioactive. "Behind the eight ball, ahead of the curve, ridin' the wave, dodgin' the bullet and pushin' the envelope. I’m on point, on task, on message and off drugs. I’ve got
Words Of A Empty Carcuss
im sitting sitting in pain not knowing why you have these thought on you brain im crying my eyes out and i cant control it you are the one i need in my life and you know it u made me a promise i ask not to break it cuz you gave me all of you and i beg u dont take it u know i make u happy and u do the same for me but sometimes jealousy makes us not see but you know in your heart as i do in mine cuz every time we talk we get a tingle in our spine so am asking you now with love in my heart please my sweet mommy dont break us apart suck whats left of me devour every piece swallow every remnant take in you the beast eat every morsal dont leave a drop un caught taste the pain and ecstacy through the years you wrought feed my little raven drink to your hearts content sip on each pint of love for you there only meant empty me so i can live releave the presure from this brain gulp on my eternal soul until im finally drained sometimes i wish i was never born that way my he
Love Poems
I searched this world all over, For that one special girl, Who was looking for love Not diamonds or pearls.... From out nowhere You entered into my life...... Like a ray of sunshine So warm and bright...... I'll love you forever, Forever and more, For all that you gave me Its you I adore.... Things of time have changed, You drifted away. But you left me with something, To cherish each day..... A passion for life, The courage to be strong, The will to succeed, And the sense I belong..... I'll love you forever, Forever and more, You know that feeling that you get when someone you love comes near. The kind that when they touch you, all your feelings shift a gear. And when they speak all you can do is listen, grin and smile. The pain of knowing you and him will never walk the aisle. And when you see his shining face, you wish that it was yours. To hold, to touch, to kiss all night. To cradle in your arms. For him to be the one that will
Rantings And Vents
It's not about ptz or gifts. It's about the bragging rights and who can honestly say they have the hottest and most creative pic on CherryTAP?!? To make it fair, we'll have one vote and one comment per voter. No comment bombing. It's about truth and not who's got the most online time. Tell one, tell all...a real contest will be underway! If you've taken the shot of yourself, some one else or if you know some one who's got this amazing picture that makes you stop in awe and says a million words in a single moment, this is for that one priceless pic! Please let me know. Contest will open June 8th and run until June 15th. So is your hot pic art or just sleazy? First of all, it's cool to hang out with the guys. To know that you've got friends you can count on when a car needs fixing or lay new tail in the kitchen floor. but...sorry fellas...I'd diss you in a heartbeat for a good woman. Girls are a dime a dozen. More intersted in getting attention and you need some Tum
Just A Blog........
Make Your Own Globe ok you can laugh Which Rocky Horror Picture Show character are you?Brad MajorsA HeroClick Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. Hi everyone, cool guys and sexy ladies. Is it me or LostCherry is messing actually ? the scrolling gallery don't stop block, the changes i make on profile are lost ...... do you have the same problems ???
Poems
 A feeling came over me tonight one i didn't want and wish would go  It filled me with sorrow, pain and fright something I never thought would happen  I trembled, shivered and shook with tears I opened my heart and took you in  held you there and dreamed of the years and in one night you shut me out  the words you spoke, true but fierce don't worry, you left no doubt  My heart it shattered, but will mend though the feelings are there, I love you  I wish you the best, my friend To ourselves, we are true but in time, we slip away Become someone new someone we don't want to stay When people start to change they move on, try something new The world begins to rearange and life changes with you To become someone better you reach out to the unknown Seeking the things that matter finding a place to call home I don't want to travel this alone please let down your gaurd Why should we go on our own I know we are both scarred Lean
All Important
Ok during happy hour i do go around rateing pics and profile and stash. that doesnt mean you half to do mine. it would really be nice thou:D but if you want me to get to you durnin happy hour you got to leave a message on here sayin you want me too! thats if i havent already rated all of it! And if i don't get to you thats because im out ratein already or outta rateings so i will get to you as soon as possible i promise yall Ok all if you want to come to my page to be stupid and start childish shit then stay the fuck away. cuz quite frankly im sick of childish shit thats going on on this site! and if you don't fuckin have a salute pic of you up or more then 1 pic of you then don't fuckin worry about me adding you cuz more likely ur fake! so piss off for every 100 10s ill give you 10k fubucks for every 100 11s ill give you 15k fubucks i will be watchin to make sure nobody cheats when you are done please make sure you private message me so i wont forget to give them to you
Blog! Seriously, Who Came Up With That Word?
I can't figure out how to have a live streaming webcam broadcast without having to pay money I'm bearing myself on webcam and no one wants to see it.let's me know who I really am. Plus, i signed up for another ten weeks with my personal trainer. And since shoe gets to make up the program she's killing me. in total on yhe weight loss I lost 15 pounds and 15 inches. I'm eating a jello cup without a spoon. why am I telling you this?
You Know What I Fuckin Hate?
After about two months of a "Break" my now ex girl friend decided that maybe her and I shouldn't date but just be friends. I knew it was comeing though we were far to different in all things. Anyhow yeah I'm kinda happy and kinda pissed at the same time. It's like we had everything nice and good but neither of us really had the effort or will to change to be with one another. Meh oh well I will recover in less than an hour likely. Anyway yeah that's an update in my life... I nearly forgot I owe you guy's something to my loyal readers at least. Well if you haven't herd I've basicly finished the book I was writeing so now I am going to give you the sneak preview. This is the prelude of the story of the Lasher. PreLude: To Beat A Dead Whore. Written By John Stocker Inspired by Daughter Of Hell, Beautiful Nightmare, and my own sick twisted little mind. Every person in this world is driven by one thing, every person has th
Gorgeous Eyes Shine Suicide
With all this high school work. I will finally be getting my diploma, and have officially graduated in the year 2007. I may be 22 years old, but Im thankful that I finished.. The snow is falling Upon this cold cemetary ground She kneels down to the stone To talk with her lost lover below The tears from her eyes The pain in her heart She misses him so much Why must they be apart She comes here when she can Just to have a talk with him And although he has passed She can still feel him there She bows her head And begins to speak... Hello my love Its been a while I'm sorry I haven't been by I'm still going through the turmoil I miss you my love With all my heart And I would give anything to just be in your arms So I have made up my mind And its perfectly clear That I can no longer go on without you, my dear Soon I will be with you For this life I can no longer stand I've chosen to take my own life Just to be with you again And on that very cold night Slain
Soul
dance of a kiss together in conjunction symphony of breaths tasting desires pressing into urges eyes open eyes closed absorbent motion sea of love floating two souls joined in union of entrancement ravishing one anothers passionate kiss tongues darting swirls in rhythmic time with lips pressed together tasting desire's brine there is no there only here in bliss where lips lap a dance of a kiss This is for those of you that wanted to know more about me. First off I don’t like to write about myself so this will be short and sweet. I am a wiccan a mother of 2 and I’ve been married for 12 years. The person you see on this site is me. I run my husbands family business and in my spare time I take in unwanted lizards and snakes. I have a B.S. in photography. I am 5’11” and when you piss me off be very careful. I have 6 brothers and 4 sisters and we are all backwoods redneck hillbillies. A friend of mine said that I reminded him of an Amazon woman
Misc
1. Constipated People Don't Give A Shit. 2. Practice Safe Sex, Go Screw Yourself. 3. If You Drink Don't Park - Accidents Cause People. 4. Who Lit The Fuse On Your Tampon? 5. If You Don't Believe In Oral Sex, Keep Your Mouth Shut. 6. Please Tell Your Pants It's Not Polite To Point. 7. If That Phone Was Up Your Butt, Maybe You Could Drive A Little Better. 8. My Kid Got Your Honor Roll Student Pregnant. 9. Thank You For Pot Smoking. 10. To All You Virgins: Thanks For Nothing. 11. If At First You Don't Succeed, blame Someone Else And Seek Counseling. 12. Impotence: Nature's Way Of Saying "No Hard Feelings" 13. If You Can Read This, I've Lost My Trailer. 14. Horn Broken... Watch For Finger. 15. It's Not How You Pick Your Nose, But Where You Put The Booger. 16. If You're Not A Hemorrhoid, Get Off My Ass. 17. You're Just Jealous Because The Voices Are Talking To Me 18. The Earth Is Full - Go Home 19. I Have The Body Of A God... Buddha 20. This Would Be Really Funny If It We
Would Like To Know ?
Thanks to all of you that have voted for me in the Hottest Cherry contest !!!! Only up by about 250 votes now so if anyone has time and is bored they can bomb away. LOL Really, Anything would be great !!!!!! Thanks again !!! THANKS TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS THAT VOTED !!! YA JUST ROCK !! NOTHING ELSE I CAN SAY !!! When I get caught back up all my friends that vote for me will get a special thank you. The contes isn't over til next Wed. so if ya can get more friends to vote it would be much loved !!!!I started out like 300 and something behind and now I'm a couple hundred ahead. Thanks Friends !! Paranoid by Black Sabbath Finished with my woman 'Cause she couldn't help me with my mind People think I'm insane Because I am frowning all the time All day long I think of things But nothing seems to satisfy Think I'll lose my mind If I don't find something to pacify Can you help me Occupy my brain? Oh yeah I need someone to show me The things in life
Fyi
ok so not that to many of you people on here would read this anyway but to the ones  that i KNOW will, i just wanted to let it be known that after today i may or may not be on for a a while. i got to go to the doctors today and based on what he says i might be put in the hospital today or sometime this weekend. i will make sure the TRUE friends on here are kept updated on what is goin on.i do not know why i bother to write these things cuz some people on here are all about leave me this and that but when you do and ask for the same in return ya get nothing but oh well i dont need that kind of people ./ that is exactly why my list went down WAYYYYY short and is about to go down again. so therefore IF you read this and dont like what i got to say oh well delete me then cuz honestly i really dont care. i DO however would like for the very few friends..well i should say TRUE friends that i got on here to stop by while i am gone and keep me posted on what is goin on well the docotor doesnt
Carrie Unleashed
Your Kiss is Blue You prefer kissing to be a meaningful, emotional experience. You don't like to kiss strangers, and you don't like to kiss someone you're mad at. A kiss can change how you feel about someone - for better or worse. You don't take anything lightly... especially kissing. Kissing Type: Deep People See Your Kisses as: Genuine You Kiss Best With: A Green Kisser Stay away from: A Red Kisser What Color Is Your Kiss? You Are a Flashy Red Bra! Outgoing, friendly, and fascinating. You're a charmer, with your pick of the men. But you want a man who's as magnetic as you are. You need someone who can keep up with your all night gab fests! What Kind of Bra Are You? You scored as Normal Sex. You like to do the things the way they were meant to be done. But this doesn't mean you can't be an animal in bed.Oral Sex89%Normal Sex89%Anal Sex83%Phone Sex
Lyrics
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling down You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Paint, I can't get enough Words like violence Break the silence Come crashing in Into my little world Painful to me Pierce right through me Can't you understand Oh my little girl All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Vows are spoken To be broken Feelings are intense Words are trivial Pleasures remain So does the pain Words are meaningless And forgettable All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm All I ever wanted All I eve
The Music That Drives Me!
I'm walking through your streets I'm looking in your windows I am elemental now You'll never even know I'm there I'm watching over you I'm living in the shadows I'm just a word to you But I am very real And cold... Cold to all of this Cold to how you feel Cold to all your lose of reason I AM EVERYTHING I AM ANYTHING I AM AUTOMATIC I AM YESTERDAY I AM EVERYDAY I AM GONNA BE... I'm all there is to know I'm all that you've forgotten I'am enigmatic now You never even knew my name I'm dressed tragedy I'm by design immortal I'm just the last one left I'm always here and old... Old and very strong Old as all you feel Old as all the world around you I AM EVERYTHING I AM ANYTHING I AM AUTOMATIC I AM YESTERDAY I AM EVERYDAY I AM GONNA BE... REBORN (This is the start of something) REBORN (This is the start of something) REBORN (This is the start of something) RE...BORN I'm just a secret now I'm just a vague illusion I' a lie you tell yourself Th
Jokes
A little boy and his dad are standing in line at the grocery store behind a big fat lady. The little boy says, "hey dad, look how fat that lady is!" "Shhhh, quiet son, she'll hear you." "But dad, look how big and fat that lady is!" "Shhhhhh, don't say that son, it's not nice!" "But dad, LOOK HOW BIG AND FAT THAT LADY IS!" "Shhhhhhhhhhhhhh, don't say that son, it's not nice and it's rude!" Suddenly the fat lady's beeper goes off. "LOOK OUT DAD, SHE'S BACKING UP!" An Irishman named Murphy went to his doctor after a long illness. The doctor, after a lengthy examination, sighed and looked Murphy in the eye and said, "I've some bad news for you... you have cancer and it can't be cured. I'd give you two weeks to a month." Murphy, shocked and saddened by the news, but of solid character, managed to compose himself and walk from the doctor's office into the waiting room. There he saw his son who had been waiting. Murphy said, "Son, we Irish celebrate when things are good and celebrate when thi
**my Blogs**
Oliver Wendell Holmes called it "The Hub of the Universe." It has also been deemed "The Athens of America." To many it is known as "Beantown." Whatever name you choose, Boston is a unique city that has played a major role in the American experience. Boston is a city of history, of neighborhoods, of education. Our nation's oldest major city, Boston is a city of industry and finance, and a city of firsts. Boston is the city where we "pahk the caah" and love our "chowdah." World famous for its medical centers, Boston is also a city of seasons, where every spring is a time of hope eternal for the beloved Red Sox, until reality sets in with the chill of autumn and the call becomes "wait until next year." The streets of this old city are winding and narrow, and many of them are one-way, which adds to the charm of the city. It also makes driving in Boston a memorable experience. If you miss a turn and plan to circle the block to get back, you may see why it is rumored that the express
Trish's Thoughts
Why is life so uncertain so unclear. Nothing ever cut and dry, always areas of grey. Sometimes it seems no one cares if I fade away. Shades of grey in this life looking out my window as my life floats by on a cloud. Tears flowing down my face like rain on a rainy day. Uncertain of what comes what may. Dont walk behind me I will not lead Dont walk in front of me I will not follow Just walk beside me and hold my hand Lets take this as far as we can. Shades of grey comming through today needing you to hold my hand to let me know you understand. Blending in with the crowd, voices echo all around. Dreaming of stars in the sky. Shades of grey bluring my eyes. Little things you do. Funny things you say. Make me like you more with the passing of each day. The feeling That I get, when I see you come online., brings a smile to my face and all my troubles far behind. And on the days I don't see you which are far and few between makes me very sad and blue my e
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Help her get the lead back in the CT Valentine Queen Contest...She always helps others. Bomb the hell out of her, show her sum mad love. Help her get the lead back in the CT Valentine Queen Contest...She always helps others. Bomb the hell out of her, show her sum mad love.
Train Of Thoughts
Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you’ve told him all along And pray to God he hears you Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break with the ones you’ve followed He will do one
Doug
i have alote of friend's on hear and no one will talk to me anymore so iam saying that i'am not love anymore by you all on hear? i'm here and hello to you all i hope that i can hear from some one i am a sexy man and horny at that. I LOVE YOU ALL i was hopeing that someone would be so kone to tell me why you all thank that i'am hot.if you can help me out with this i will show you a lote of love or you can show me some love to. thank you all love everone
Angel's Palace
- Get Your Own please go to this link and bomb my babies ... PLEASE!!!!!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=205723&i=1524683044
Blogitty Blog Blog Blog!
I'm probably preaching to the choir here, but the state of the healthcare-reform debate has me almost embarrassed to be an American right now. Death threats to senators, bringing loaded firearms to events with the president, seriously believing that the president wants to euthanize the elderly; how does the rest of the world see this? We're supposed to be a moral authority and example of the virtues of Democracy, but this epidemic of Stupid undermines our efforts to do good works in places like Afghanistan, Iraq, and anywhere else where we'd prefer a democratic and capitolist society. The bitter irony is that the majority of us can see that the emperor has no clothes, but don't want to dignify the "deathers" with recognition, or have more important things (like jobs) to worry about.Thanks, healthcare exec Betsy McCaughey.... This afternoon I got quite a few compliments on my haircut... All I did was wet it down, 'cause it was acting unruly. Who knew beauty could be so easy? I had a
Cowboy Doing His Thing
Can't believe it, I'm in another of these contests. A good friend asked me to join up so I made a photo that would go this morning and off we go. I'd appreciate any help you can give with bombing the living crap out of it. Thanks so much. Click on the image below to get there. This handsome young puke just changed his rating of me from a 2 to a 1. Makes me feel good that I don't match up to his standards. http://fubar.com/user/991098 Feb 7, 2007 I'm still looking for my next job. Been working contracts since 2003 and I really enjoy moving to different places and meeting new people. Never really does get lonely, there's just too much to do. The cold weather now really bites, I'd love to get back down south. My two bicycles are in the garage and it isn't even warm enough to work on them. Got the approval for the publication of my second book the other day. It will be published by Publish America and should be available by summer I hope. Also got a couple short s
Wow
Its amazing how life is. Just when you think your day couldnt get any better. Someone comes along and does something for you to make it an even better day. hense this about 4:20 it gets good obviously fake. but still.
Fireopal
I was just talking with a friend a little while ago and I was discussing with her maybe someday writing short stories. There is a special twist to these that I believe maybe I will keep to myself. Anyway thank you Talon for the wonderful idea, well, here goes. We will start at the beginning of this ordeal, when the first small things should have been a clue, they entered their new house for the first time as a family, smiles on their faces and cleaning supplies in hand, setting everything down mother divides the house into easy sections, thinking this will be a snap. Such a small house really, it's only a two bedroom, just one bathroom, Brandon and Jennifer are given the two bedrooms and the bathroom, and mom takes the livingroom and the porches that is loaded down with stuff someone left behind. Mom got the worst of the deal. After everyone was done with their space then everyone was to meet back in the kitchen
~ Life ~
There is a story many years ago of an elementary teacher. Her name was Mrs. Thompson. And as she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children a lie. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same. But that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard. Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he didn't play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. And Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers. At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise.
Bealzes Satanic Fubar
Somebody posted this in a message group I am in.  I thought it was so good, I wanted to share it with everybody.Realize, though, that this might be illegal to do.  Therefore, I am posting it as an entertainment only piece and refuse to accept any problems you might have if you actually do this stuff. THE 700 CLUB GAME It is simple to play. You just pick up your phone and dial 1-800-446-0700 (anytime 7 days a week, so they claim). When someone answers, just hang up. >CLICK
Time With M3
Her eyes are swollen. Her cheeks are red. Tears pouring out of the lonely girl. Love was all she asked for. She got walked all over. It seemed that no one cared for what she believed in. As she lays in her bed, saying a prayer to make the pain go away. She can't sleep, so she steers at his picture. Trying to put the memories in her past. She's waits to see, how she's going to make it. As she struggles to get out of bed, thinking of what went wrong. She has lost all the faith and all the happiness. She is lost in the waking of her day. As she has no one to talk to. She's done everything to try to make it. As one night she made her choice, She can't live without him. She swore that she couldn't make it without him. As days go by, she doesn't want to come out. She wrote him a note, saying that she will always love him. One night she lost it. Her mom came to get her because he came to see her. She can't get her to answer her or the door. As they break in her room, th
Pietrek
jadedheart - only 46 Y'y Dundee knows what is good http://www.livevideo.com/video/461065F0B0AD476DB45008E7D669C129/crocodile-dundee-linda-koslowski.aspx
First Blog
      WhiteDove dj cryme time Awww I Think This Is So Awesommmmmmmmmmmme Our Very Own WhiteDove & dj cryme time Are getting Fu Married WooooHoooooooo!
All Eyes On Me
what creature walks on four legs during the morning on two legs during the middle of the day and on three legs in the evening leave a comment and see if u can guess it and i will leave the answer at a later time : pick the month (number) you were born in: 1 - I shot 2 - I needed 3 - I ran naked with 4 - I ran shirtless with 5 - I killed 6 - I Banged 7 - I smoked with 8- I stabbed 9 -I slept with 10 - I cuddled with 11 - I ate 12-I killed Pick the day (number) you were born on: 01 - a tooth pick 02 -a jew 03 - a ninja turtle 04 - the kool-aid man 05 - barney the dinosaur 06 - a homo 07 - a horse 08 - a pornstar 09 - a jew 10 - a bag of weed 11 - a crackhead 12 - Santa Claus 13 - my lover 14 - a whore 15 - the trojan man 16 - a stripper 17 - a sexy girl 18 - paris hilton 19 - an orange 20 - a homeless guy 21 - a toothbrush 22 - a bisexual 23 - my crush 24 -ur dog 25 - a jar of honey 26 - a lesbian 27 - a french fry 28 - a bowl of cereal 2
Phntm4bbw's Wishes
He sits in his house his kids are not there. His love of his life, she has a new man repair. His broken hearted tears quiet the pain. His lonely birthday guess he deserved it that way. I have often sat and thought about divorce and the feelings it leaves behind. The inadequacies, the feelings of remorse, of loss and betrayal. This is the issue I have been pondering the most about. It brings out the worst in most people who at one time actually would have laid upon the road to protect the other. In my life I see it all the time from my divorce as my ex wife loathes the very sight of me. I can see and feel it every time I get near her. The actions of a women who felt the deepest betrayal in the world. I walked out on her over my own inadequacies to protect our children the treacherous life of watching us tear each other apart. She spites me at every turn in order to make me feel this pain as if I do not ever feel betrayed myself. I feel so much of it every time I think
X
Somewhere within the deafening silence of tomorrow I heard a shattering heart, shards of hope, scattered on the breeze, and within each glistening peice, was a crystaline teardrop, and within each tear, was a reflection of you... There never can be a tomorrow, without a yesterday, and yesterday is you. I want to kiss away your tears, to take away your salted pain, and replace it with a smile... Wake up with me, so that we both might remember? Sleep, my lovely, sleep, rest your eyes, as you rest your weary head upon my chest, let me comfort you, protect you, and watch over you, as you journey far away, to a better world, where your dreams are full of miles and miles of joy and smiles, and everything you've ever wished for. Sleep, my lovely, sleep, let the worries flow from your brow, and let them rest upon my strong body, let me carry your cares for you, so that you might be free. Sleep, my lovely, sleep, so that you might wake tomorrow, and find me here, holding you, caress
Murderer Of Love's Stuff
i am so fucking tired of people fucking ignoring me. like you cant tell me exactly what you are feeling, noooooo, dont have enough balls to open up and tell me you dont like me or that you fucking hate or you can't fucking stand me. even if all of those are not the case, people still make me worry about them wondering if they are even still alive b/c they cant pick up the phone or im me. damn i am not that hard to fucking talk to, open your mouth and move it up and down and just let me know what is going on. is that too much to ask? i guess so.... thank you people for your advice on my last blog (wtf) thank you i really needed some imput. muah! love deidre Crush this person!Get your own ThisCrush.com CrushTag!
Pictures
I don't know what happend but it looks like my NSFW was open as a parent under my private pics album that's why you couldn't see it... I have created it now under the default as a parent album.... so come come and check it out... I'll be putting more pics soon!!! Keep giving your Cherry love to your Mistress honeys!! Whips M I know so many of you would love to have Me squashing your balls like this!! hahahaha, that would be sooo much fun! These are some pics of while I was getting My piercings done, today, My tongue is swell... but hey! that's part of the fun.... GETTING MY NOSTRIL DONE GETTING THE TONGUE.. NOW THAT WAS A LITTLE UNCONFORTABLE!! ALL DONE!! MY BUDDY DAVEY THE SHOP OWNER.. HE ROCKS!
Poems
Falling: by David Fisher The cosmic destroyer snagged your feet You called for help and a path to safety I jumped in headfirst after you and extended my hand You took it and I gave you my back as a life-raft I promised that no matter what, I would help you out of oblivion The gravity of the place kept trying to pull us back down But our resolve was stronger and slowly we fought back Together we have brought you back to the light Even if the darkness continues to try and take you back I will be by your side should you lose your footing Always ready to help battle the darkness And show you that the world is not coming to an end No matter how strongly the darkness pulls you back. The Threshold: by David Fisher The end of twelve long years. A time which was home to many fears. A parting of ways. That may last for many days. The week of sadness. But also frantic madness. A time of friends. And a party that never ends.
Just What I Feel
http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=9201805 "A great person once told me that the word "Love" gets thrown around too much. You know when you're in love with a person when they fill your thoughts through the day and they are in your dreams through the night. You know you're in love with someone when they become a part of you, a part which you can't imagine your life without. This is the way I feel, this is Love." For attractive lips , speak words of kindness... For lovely eyes , seek out the good in people. For a slim figure , share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair , let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise , walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone... People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two
Military (god Bless)
Come On In And Learn Something
So I went camping this weekend with my dad and stepbrother. My dad knows some guy from work that goes about 4 1/2 hours away to a real great place to camp and fish every spring. We went two years ago and there were 5 of us - me, dad, bro, dad's friend, and some other guy (Ray). This year there were 14 the 5 from before and 9 all new redneck boys from WV. Oh my goodness. These boys were real down-home Mayberry good ol' boys toting pistols and chewing tobacco. They are nice folks, but WOW. Anyway, I came into work today (even though I am sore head to toe) and was telling my boss about our dinner on Saturday evening when we were eating like kings beef roast, pork roast, salmon, trout, baked potatoes, corn) and his comment was "oh, healthy huh?" So I continue to tell him about how it started raining around 8:30 that evening and he said "I would have been hiking back to the car after about 1/2 hour." The hike is 2 miles with about 40 pounds of gear on your back. Here comes the jok
Friends
HERE IS THE LINK TO THE PERSON DOIN THE MISSLETOE CONTEST http://fubar.com/user.php?u=1037258&friend=1037258 PLEASE READ THE ENTIRE BLOG BEFORE YOU ORDER OR ASK ME QUESTIONS :) THANK YOU!! Are you kissable? Let's find out who the MOST KISSABLE people are on Fubar! A new contest, only for Christmas, brought to you by the FuGraphics Gift Shoppe. Here is how to play... In order to enter, you must receive a personalized bough of mistletoe like the one below. Each bough counts as 1 kiss. The numbers will be changed with each bough that you receive, in order to match the number of times you've been gifted a mistletoe. On December 23rd, the male and female most often "Kissed" will each win 250,000 fubucks, a pimp-out, and an award tag to announce them as the MOST KISSABLE MAN/MOST KISSABLE WOMAN ON FUBAR. The Rules: 1. NO DRAMA. 2. When buying a kiss for someone, send me their FUBAR ID number or a link to their page. 3. You may purchase as many as you want. 4. A
My Blogs
~My Mother~ You are my best friend. You keep me safe and in your arms. You keep things in line when things go wrong. My mom is the best to ever love. She loves every kid even if there bad, she calls them her own. Mom is the best you can ever wish for. She smiles with joy and laughter with her family an friends. Mom loves to be called "Mom" by other kids cause it makes her smile. You put her down she will show the southern side of herself. Mom you are number one in spirit and love. I love calling you my mommy when someone asks who is that beside you in a picture. You are a lover,caring,faithful,and true friend of a mother any son/daughter could ask for. My mom is the best to have and to be around. My one true best friend in the world is you. Author notes This is for me and TheDemiprists mom please tell me what you think and I hope she likes it. Just please comment this peice my mom is the best. Made by Amber Kestner I just added new pics in my morphs album go check
Stuff
New post up on www.secretxsong.com. I think I will be updating the blog there instead of here... if you're interested. Its such a shame that someone I put a lot of trust into (more than with most people) and cared about has pretty much turned their back on me. I have a feeling that its because of some shit going on between him and my roommate's girlfriend. In all honesty, that does not/should not involve me, but apparently it does. At least in this person's opinion. I feel like I was lied to and my trust was betrayed. This person sat here and said to me not to take shit from anyone and stand up for myself. That I need "GOOD" people in my life - like him. Well, a lot of good that did me. Nice to know that I wasted 2 1/2 weeks of my life and money for this person. Not to mention the hours of sleep I lost so I could talk to him. *shrug* You live and learn right? My only advice to him: Don't shit on the few people that actually cared about you, and in all honesty, there
Ramblings Of A Mynda!
Watch to the end! OK so due to the latest things occurring on fubar (blasts have been taken away for stupid reasons that i wont mention here bc i may end up losing my stuff for badmouthing the site... can anyone say hypocritical capitalist?) ANYWAYS... Mark and I have been thinking and we want to know from both the bidders and the entrants what they think about our idea. What if we make it so that the person being bid on can decide if they want the FU gift (blast, VIP, HH etc...) or just the cash equivalent? So if a person bids a 7day blast, they can instead ask for just 20 dollars sent to their paypal or a gift card in that amount to some store they like etc... We arent saying all gifts must be in real money instead of FU related items, just that the entrant reserves the right to choose which they prefer. Please leave comments or messages with your opinons! HAPPY BIDDING! -Mynda! > > > HEY FUBAR! I am having my first auction!!! Just sen
Wasted Words To The Adultress
A low sweet kiss Like petals of flowers opened in the new fallen rain your flesh was as sweet as the anticipation of this moment. the whispers of dew on the leaves of a willow tree were never sweeter to me as your gentle feminine petals. I breathe them in now, and am intoxicated. To tenderly touch you just so, easing your Beautiful feminine flower open, fingertips Quivering, gently probing the sweet hot recesses That live and pulse behind that gentle sweet covering. I wanted to place my mouth there then, and pry the lovely shroud open with my tongue. You resisted, I persisted; and moaning gently, You succumbed to the touch of fingers lips teethe and tongue. Oh how you enjoyed the waves of passion coursing through your amazing tight little body. More forcefully now, I attack the tender folds, private little hot moist places within you, until you came thunderously, endlessly. Further and further I probed with firm tongue, whipping lips and sucked your mons
Boredom
contest is now opening good luck alll ~ ♥ ~lý$$å$ mºmmå ~ ♥ ~@ fubar my sister wants an fu hubby any takers lol Your need for fairness is strong now and that could mean that you're all fired up -- or that you're ready to bring the heightened tensions down a few notches. One way or another, things will go your way.........this is so close to how i feel right now
L.u.v. Club
If you are a member of L.U.V. Club, please add everyone below. Theresa – OWNER BGD'S Yummy~Hon. Soc. Of Wolves~Cursed Rebel LDC~ L.U.V. Club Co Fdr~Club FAR@ fubar HOLLIE - VICE - PRESIDENT .H♥llieH♥ttie™{President of I.A.R. Bombsquad}~L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER/VP~{Club FAR}@ fubar Laurie - MASTER MORPHER, ADVISOR `blakpnthr68`~Honorable Society of Wolves~Official L.U.V. Club Co-Founder~@ fubar CHERYLE -ADVISOR ASST. †Txtigerldy41™†OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar Brigitte - OFFICIAL ACCOMMODATER }:{MisssButterfly}:{~~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB GREETER~~Plz sign my Guestbook!!!@ fubar CAL - PUTER EXPERT wima08 L.U.V. CLUB@ fubar WENDY -BIG SISTER god angel-OFFICIAL L.U.V.CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar TERI - PROMOTER Sweet Witch**Bitch**Mom ~ PROMOTER &CO-FOUNDER OF L.U.V. CLUB~(Mskinn's Mistress)@ fubar CHRISTIE - Christ
Greater Things
Desparado..The Eagles described "freedom" as walking through this world all alone.. Janis Jopplin said "freedom's just another word for nothing else to lose" Freedom :: Being able to make choices. Performing an action of your own choosing. Freedom will always be relative to the environment/situation which you inhabit. (An attribute strongly sought by America. More laws strngthen the bars of your prison.) Freedom:: Does it exist... There are levels of liberty but none are free... despite what America says... Freedom:: 1. To bring under control; conquer. 2. To make subservient; enslave. Freedom:: one's way of living, meaning one's language (Wisdom), and customs (ways and actions) also Culture. Freedom, (a liberated mind) or to lack restraints. (freedom, justice, and equality). Freedom:: 1. Freedom is society providing a semi level playing field for individuals to pursue goals and achieve or fail as the individuals characte
Kinky Style
When I submit to my Master I do this completely at the time only thinking about pleasing him, this is when I feel most close to him… don't get me wrong, I always feel close to him... but in those moments, it's almost as though we're one... it is a very sensual and erotic feeling…that I have never felt before I feel that we've 'merged' somehow and while I may feel pain... I also feel his excitement, arousal, enjoyment... and it adds to mine.. and always leaves me wanting more… fantasying about the next time He always makes me feel very sexy that at times, I find myself feeling like the single most desirable woman on the planet.. Complete submission feels like I am no longer a separate entity, but rather an extension of my Master. I obey immediately, more readily, and without hesitation. I do not stop to consider the best way to do things, I just do them. Failure hurts more and is more frustrating. I give myself totally and my self-identity and thought completely disappears. I am p
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Hubby finds a shoe box under the bed with a large sum of cash and two eggs.  He askes "Honey, what does this box mean?"  She replies, "Well, you will have to wait until our anniversary."  After days of nagging, the big day comes and he runs downstairs to his wife and asks excitedl, "Well, will you explain the meaning?"  Well, the two eggs represent the bad sex he had given her.  Boastfully, he proclaims "WOW! Two eggs in 50 years ain't bad."  Wife replies "I was selling the eggs 50 cents a dozen." I believe God meant for us to be together, because He knew how good we would be for each other.  I think that's why our relationship happened so naturally and has been so good ever since.  We share a blessing of knowing that somebody will always be there for each of us.  To encourage each of us and give one another hope, or to simply sit and listen with understanding.  Success for one of us brings happiness to both of us.  And problems seem much less overwhelming when divided in two. I love
~wicked Storm Crew ~ Levelers And Bombers~
~&hearts~Good Morning!!! Wicked Storm Crew~&hearts~ Well YOLKs We love what we do and we do what we love! soooo... We're Back! Wicked Storm Crew is gathering again. Fubar has relaxed the bouncer, unfortunately as long as there are cheaters, he will always be with us. At least now the obvious cheats are known or will be because it's all old school. You, a keyboard, and as fast as you can manual comment. Period! When Rain and I started the crew thats the way it was, so we have decided to start bombing and commenting in contest again. Since the crew has been on extended hiatus we will only participate in three (3)contest at a time. You will find the new contest links below. If you decide that this is no longer for you please let us know, No hard feelings. If you decide to continue with us, also let us know and we are glad to have YOU. We have gathered some new members during the time off, so make them feel welcome. Lets get BOMBING!!!!! Bombing for tod
Contest Links... Bombs Away!!!
  This sweetheart of a lady needs a bunch of bombing help. Now I know that many belong to families and you feel you need to meet that commitment, however she's worked so hard in organizing a list of trains and letting people access it for nothing... She hasn't asked for anything, not even from me. How many times has she come by and rated your pics or stash or joined your trains?? Give a little back people...Don't be greedy with all the auto 11's and such, help her win something fun, and wow what a smile... I'm in Fat Sonny's Auction So come take a look at what I'm offering and make a bid... Just look at all the goodies... While you are there drop a rate... ABSOLUTELY ! NO Comment Bombing!!! I want to say Thank You!!! I want to say Thank You to everyone who helped me. Although I didn't win the contest I want to say Thank you to everyone who put forth such effort in helping me. If there is a time when you need my help
Contest
i have 3 ladies trying to get 30000 comments by the end of nov if they do i will give each a vip. its the holiday season wont you help them out? it would be very nice to know there are people who would like to see someone get something nice. so if you would like to show support the ladies are in my nov contest folder. you never know sometime you might ask me for help and i will see if you helped any of my contestants. thanks for reading this . bingo I will be holding a contest on 10/14/2007 thru 10/20/07 . Clevage photo comments ony each comment will be 1 point. contest will start sunday at 0000 which is midnight saturday runs thru midnight saturday winners will be annouced monday 10/21/07 1st place vip or 7 day blast winner choice 2nd place 3day blast 3rd place 1day blast 4th place 1day ticker 5th place 1day ticker anyone who doesnt have atleast 1000 comments by Thursday at noon will be removed from contest. no programs to blast bombing you will be r
Vampiress's Lair
WHERE WILL I GO AND TO WHOM WILL LISTEN WHO WILL MAKE IT RIGHT AND WILL SAY I CAN DO IT GOD WHAT AM I TO DO WITHOUT HIM TEARS FALLING LIKE RAIN HEART SADDEN BY PAIN AND REMORSE WHY DOES IF HAVE TO END JUST A LITTLE LONGER PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME HERE ALONE A CHILDS HEART A WOMANS TEARS A DAUGHTERS PAIN THIS IS ALL ME MY HERO IS DYING AND WANTING TO LEAVE I CANT SAY GOOD BY FOR THAT MEANS HE WILL BE GONE I LOVE YOU DADDY WITH CHRISTMAS FAST APPROACHING AND JUST AROUND THE CORNER I AM WORRIED! NOT FOR ME FOR MY DRAGON WILL SEE THAT OUR CHILDRENS NEEDS ARE MET. BUT FOR MY PRECIOUS SISTER APRIL. SHE GETS SO EMOTIONAL THIS TIME OF THE YEAR AND I THIK IT IS BECASUE SHE MISSES MOMMY SO VERRY MUCH AS THIS WAS MOMS FAVORITE HOLLIDAY AND APRIL IS OUR WORRIER SHE HAS THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON HER TINY LITTLE SHOULDERS. DID I MENTION THAT SHE IS THE PROUD MOTHER OF 6 WITH DAD IN THE HOSPITAL AND HALF OF HER SIBBLINGS SICK AND WITH MAJOR HEALTH PROBLEMS SHE IS ALLWAYS TRYING
Dizzy Lizzy Speaks
Ya know I thought I had made some pretty decent friends here but I guess I was wrong. No one here is but a drama causing, back stabbing, game playing jerk. So I'm done. You won't see me on much anymore. I don't need or want friends like this. I know very few read but in case you do, just wanted to let ya know that I'm heading out of town & will be gone til Tuesday evening. I hope everyone has an awesome weekend & a great start to their week come Monday. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy I'm turning my shoutbox off today; I have a ton of things to get done & it's a huge distraction. To those that have it; yahoo is up but I'll be slow to answer. To those that don't; fumail me. :-) I'm very irritated today someone called me a snob yesterday which just ticked me off all to heck. I sometimes go into hermit mode & don't send comments out for days at a time. I don't think that makes me a snob. I know if someone doesn't comment me it could be because they are busy; just not feeling it t
Random Thoughts
thought for this a.m. is..... BLAH! blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah and blah fucking blah! so if your reading this BLAH!!!!!! If it looks like a duck, walks like a duck, quacks like a duck... Its a duck I know I'm brilliant :P so life give ya a bunch of lemons what do you do? make lemonade of course :P a friend told me about the skype chat thingy so im bored over there trying to figure it out says there are 10,232,233 people online thats alot of people are any of them you? :P happy tuesday Brats :P
Music That Speaks How I Feel The Spoken Language Of My Heart
come home soon baby i miss you if i could reach higher........ SO FITTING FOR JAMES AND I
I Have Sumpin To Say...
I HAVE DELETED MY "NSFW" PICS FOR PERSONAL REASONS. IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND, I HOPE YOU WILL STAY ME FRIEND AND CONTINUE TO RATE MY PROFILE, PICS, AND STASH. IF YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND, THEN PLEASE ADD ME. I LOVE MEETING NEW PEOPLE AND TALKING TO THEM FROM DIFFERENT PARTS OF THE WORLD. I STILL HAVE SOME SEXY PICS, JUST NOT NUDE ONES. THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO A WOMAN THAN HER APPEARANCE. I HAVE A GREAT PERSONALITY AND A GREAT SENSE OF HUMOR. I AM ALWAYS THERE FOR MY FRIENDS. I WILL NOT TOLERATE SEXUAL OR VULGAR COMMENTS. I WILL BLOCK YOU. REAL FRIENDS DON'T DO THAT TO FRIENDS. I LIKE TO HAVE FUN AND INNOCENT FLIRTING IS FUN. I LOVE COMPLIMENTS, BUT PLEASE BE RESPECTFUL AND YOU WILL HAVE A TRUE FRIEND. *KISSES* We all love and want points so put ur cute lil midget right here..... A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco. "Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to
Poetry
You make them then break them because you can’t keep them. You make only as a bribe to get something you want. They mean the world to me but nothing to you. They’re just empty words, floating on the wind as you leave just like everyone else. My heart aches and a part of me dies each time a promise to me is broken. The tears I cry are nothing compared to the blood I’ll shed when the final promise, the most important one…to protect my heart and soul… is broken. The pain you cause me is taking a toll on my body. Neither of us can be happy. To make you happy, I have to be unhappy. Stop making promises you can’t keep. Make this one last promise to me. Promise me when I leave you’ll forget about me and move on, not dwell on me and your past. Just leave me alone. Don’t call me, don’t message me, don’t stalk me. I will have long forgot about you. The fire inside Burns the leaves of your soul. An entire forest burned down Because fire was created. The scars everlasting The memories never
Subtle Political Statements
There is light at the end of the tunnel SO, hang in there!! Ah . . . Sorry to bother you Mr. Obama, Sir Excuse me Mr Obama, I mean Senator Obama, sir. Um . . . know you are busy and important and stuff. I mean running for president is very important and . . . ah . . . I hate to bother you. I will only take a minute ok, sir? See, I have these missing pieces that are holding me up, and I was wondering sir, if you could take time out of your busy schedule and help me out. You know, no big deal, just some loose ends and things. Hey, you have a nice place here! The wife sees houses like this on TV all the time and says boy she wishes she had digs like this you know? Is that painting real? Really? Wow. I saw something like that in a museum once! Oh, sorry sir. I didn't mean to get off the track. So if you could just help me out a minute and give me some details, I will get right out of your way. I want to close this case and maybe take the wife to Coney Island o
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Nfl
Giants shock Patriots to win Super Bowl By Steve Ginsburg Mon Feb 4, 6:53 AM ET GLENDALE, Arizona (Reuters) - The New York Giants achieved one of the biggest upsets in NFL history with a 17-14 victory over the previously undefeated New England Patriots in the Super Bowl on Sunday. Quarterback Eli Manning engineered a 12-play, 83-yard drive for the game-winner, connecting with Plaxico Burress in the left corner of the end zone just 35 seconds from time and triggered wild celebration on the Giants' sideline. "This is the greatest feeling in professional sports," said Burress. "For us to come out here and win a world championship tonight, nobody gave us a shot. "We just hung in there all game and kept executing, never got down on ourselves. It came down to one play and we made it." New England was bidding for its fourth Super Bowl in the last seven years and to become the first team in 35 years to win the NFL championship without losing. Quarterback T
Verse
Death By BlancmangeLike Judas with a kiss,She brought me tea and biscuits;Darjeeling and Earl GreySaid all there was to say.  This gift told me we were through.The quarrel was so horrifying,In silence that was agonizing,Pregnant with a paralyzing love.  We clawed for words in desperation,Marked by frequent hesitation,Punctuated by a sense of dread.  The theatre was stimulating,Like cocaine and hyperventilating,So we sent out for kindney pie nonethelessBeing civilized to our planned scheduleDespite the press of overwhelming stress.Like the quick rip of a bandage,Vanilla Wafers did the talking;Ginger Snaps were terser than our row.So her heartstrings slipped the bow,Going free when colored paper tore.Fatal moments conspired to make a difference,While I gripped a river to come sooner,But she couldn't tell that I held onto her.A scalpel instant seered decisive resignation,But faith means hoping something has to work.After dinner in the dark,That funereal meeting in the park,The second-hand
Videos
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Dj Devine
Life before Fubar.com, I had only thought about DJing in passing when I hear some really good DJ’s on the air. Mind shifts to dream mode and only wonders what possibly it would be like if only I were in their shoes. I know. Rumor has it that there isn’t a lot of money involved in it, but (coming from a photobug family) I am a ham at times—the sizzling honey ham (j/k). Ha ha…. This year, through Fubar, I have actually had the opportunity to DJ and caught the bug enough to want to pursue the possibility of gaining additional education and insights to become more of a professional at it. In the meantime, I’ve created my own page where folks can try their hand at DJing under the direction of Fubar. I have DJ’d at a club in Canyon Lake, Texas, through a friend of mine and love the real life aspects of it. He would get on the mic and announce “Give DJ Devine a round of applause. She’s come all the way from Austin Texas!” and the crowds would
*this* Is What "nuwaubu & Nuwaubians" Are *really* About!
Decode the movie and the video. What do they know that you dont know? What are they showing you that you dont know? They have to show you, make you get use to or comfortable with. Then they do it. Everything is by choice and volunteering whether you are aware of it or not. Madonna - 4 Minutes Apocalypse (Greek: Ἀποκάλυψις Apokálypsis; "lifting of the veil"), is a term applied to the disclosure to certain privileged persons of something hidden from the majority of humankind.
The Affair
Her final court date was coming up faster and she was hurring to try to get everything ready  her hud cane thru for reduced rent so her and Ron moved into a 3 bedroom house got furniture from friends and family  got the rest of her things out of storage In Bob's arms, Jesse felt at home, never had she felt so much love and she was never more desired. Bob had never felt so alive in his entire life, Jesse brought to him what he thought he could never feel. He knew that he had to keep her in his grasp because she was his light. He watched her as she gracefully swam in the pool, by the moonlight she looked like a beautiful mermaid, she was everything he ever have never asked for in a woman, young ,vibrant,compassionate, sexy so full of energy, the turmoil he debated over and over in his head was that even though she was everything he could ever hope for was that it was just too late in life he was over 50 stuck in his ways and didn't know if he could give her what she needed
Music And Lyrics
I see your momma, and the candles and tears and roses I see your daddy walk his daughter down the isle Now my knees start to tremble as I tell the preacher Don't she look beautiful tonight All the wonderful words in my head I've been thinking You know I want to say ‘em all just right I lift your vale, and angels start singing Such a heavenly sight. Chorus Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feelings so absolute, there's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waitin' my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in this moment with you I smell the jasmine floating in the air like a love song Watch my words draw sweet tears from your eyes Bow our heads while the preacher talks to Jesus Please bless this brand new life Chorus Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feelings so absolute, there's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waitin' my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in
My Journal
Hey Everyone this is one of Kats Friends. I am sorry to say but Kat died Nov 24 at 0245am she had two heart attacks that weakened her heart than, while traveling, her artery near her heart ruptured and she bleed out. The funeral will be at 9am at fayetteville please write back and show your respects. Well happy vetrans day everyone and it's been a busy one at that for me. First: Got my computer fixed Second: Balanced that and my daughter Third: Went going going gone out of jacksonville for a while to fayetteville, charolette, and a couple other places. So yeah it's been busy but listen I got to go I'll ttyl. Love ya You kicked my ass when I needed it, You held me when I cried. You gave me advice that I could only dream, I could never think clearly but you brought me to see. All the pain, all the suffering, all the hell I put you through, I just wanted to say I love you. And now that your gone, words can't express, How lost I feel without your cares
Love Poems-dedicated To My Love
You froze me in place the first time I saw you, My feelings are deep and my soul full of many passions. Why do I feel so strangely after one glance? All those stories about love at first sight. Maybe my mom was right. Your smile was warm and reached from ear to ear. Your laugh is contagious and warms every corner of my soul. Why do I feel so connected after one glance? I try and shake it but you already have a hold on my heart. Your voice as resonant as a bass guitar and is felt throughout my heart. It is magical and soothing transporting me to a place I have never been. I try to hear the thoughts of my head but my heart whispers back, it is ok to love. Your walk both sturdy and fast, it reflects your strength. The vibrations of your surrounding energy engulf me. I can see and feel the essence of who you are. I want more but I am afraid, I know everything will be alright because I already love you. Time has passed and we have had so many adventures. What happened to
My Poetry
A Christmas Poem TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SO
Battle Of The New Rock Music
Tuesday and Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Tuesday 8/26/08 Last Night It Was: Slipknot - Psychosocial V.S. Anberlin - The Feel Good Drag The Vote Was 7 - 3 Slipknot Ramains Your Champion and is on one Hell of a Roll! They Will Return Thursday night with a New Challenger, So Make Sure you tune in at Midnight With Me .. The Big Bad Wolf, Only @ Dirty Deeds Radio. Tuesday and Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Thursday 6/19/08 Last Night It Was: Theory of a Deadman - Bad Girlfriend V.S. Apocalyptica - I Dont Care The Vote Was 10 - 2 Theory of a Deadman - Bad Girlfriend is on a Streak 4 in a Row! They Will Return Tuesday night with a New Challenger, So Make Sure you tune in at Midnight With Me ..
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> TURKEY RECIPE > > I thought this sounded good! Here is a turkey recipe that also includes > the use of popcorn as a stuffing ingredient -- imagine that. When I > found this recipe, I thought it was perfect for people like me, who just > are not sure how to tell when turkey is thoroughly cooked, but not dried > out. Give this a try. > > 8 - 15 lb. turkey > 1 cup melted butter > 1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is Good) > 1 cup un-popped popcorn (ORVILLE REDENBACHER'S LOW FAT IS BEST) > Salt/pepper to taste > > Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush turkey well with melted butter, salt, > and pepper. > Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn. Place in baking pan making sure the neck end is toward the front of the oven, not the back. > > After about 4 hours listen for the popping sounds. > > When the turkey's ass blows the oven door open and the bird flies across > the room,.... it's done. Feeling pressured, Feeling like a tiger in a cage. Needing away to let loose some major en
Quotes For The Day
The grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for. — Allan K. Chalmers We must be willing to get rid of the life we’ve planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us. — Joseph Campbell Poverty wants some things, Luxury many things, Avarice all things. — Benjamin Franklin It is the ability to choose which makes us human. — Madeleine L’Engle Don’t worry about mistakes. Making things out of mistakes, that’s creativity. — Peter Max There are two kinds of talent, man-made talent and God-given talent. With man-made talent you have to work very hard. With God-given talent you just touch it up once in a while. — Pearl Bailey Love is love. All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love. Everything is, everything exists, only because I love. — Leo Tolstoy Perfection is attained by slow degrees, it requires the hand of time. — Voltaire In the right light, at the right time, e
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And The Word Is Written...
  Why we remain resolute in our opposition to the Calgary Stampede rodeo and chuckwagon racing:   In the over 15 years of actively protesting the Calgary Stampede's rodeo and chuckwagon racing we have come to see the tide change in our favour, running counter to the claims and pronouncements of both the Stampede Board, and the local media. Perhaps the most telling proof of this came a couple years ago when, in response to the Cloverdale Rodeo decision to ban certain events from their rodeo, both myself and a member of the Calgary Stampede were invited to discuss this on BC Talk Radio as it applied to the Calgary spectacle. The Stampede of course refused to engage in any dialogue with our side, so it was left to be where I would discuss our position and then the Stampede would give their perspective. During the course of their dialogue it was admitted that every year there are animal deaths that occur at the Stampede-a far cry from their official position, which can be read on both w
Fun With Nerds
Tuesday, January 10, 2006- Class 1: Unit I 1) Introduction: a) Baroque: cloudy period concept. Comes from Art History, describes characteristics in Art. i) Goals: are these art concepts applicable to history. b) 1598-1680: c) Required texts: Half.com, Amazon, abebooks, powells, alibris. MUST have specified edition. d) Must about religious anxiety: possession witchcraft, and demonic possession. e) Book to choose by Tuesday 17th. Buy on line, cerrteau and fox are paperback. i) De Certeau: the possession at Loudun, series of events that took place in 1632, in Poitou- the outcome of the events, burning at the stake by Fr. Grandier. Certeau died recently. Nuns accused Grandier of possessing them by devils. Great analysis- very difficult to read, oblique and abstract. French. ii) George Fox: primary source- founder of the quakers, this is his journal of the first years of his movement. From 1645-1652, odyssey of Fox takes place during the revolutionary war. Good insight into his
Interesting Things
This probably does not apply to the majority of you but it just happened to me so I am doing this blog as advise to you all . A few hours ago I tried to purchase a bling pack and a one day blast. Neither of which were successfull, yet my card was charged with both charges I was told that my card had been declined. I had my online card account open in another tab so I know that the charges were taken yet I wasnt sold the goods. Im urging any one that reads this - please double check your bank statements and ensure that you have not been overcharged or double charged for things. ALthough I am fuming right now and had every intention of deleting account, a certain person who will be proudly named as MRCHARM2001 aka JIM D asked me to stay and I am !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have come to a stand still in my life where I feel nothing is happening right so I have decided to shut up shop on here and move over to Yearbook. Feel free to come over by copy and pasting the link be
The Travel Slut® Adventures Around The World
Jamaica & Hedonism Blog April 25 to May 3, 2009Day 1 Saturday, April 25, 2009Well, after working late into the night on some last minute travel arrangements for some long-time clients, my plan to spend the night at the La Quinta (park and fly) hotel near the Tampa Airport finally came to fruition. Unfortunately, my wakeup call at 4:30 a.m. came too soon and it was off on a shuttle to Tampa International Airport and a short flight to Miami on American Airlines at 6:30 a.m.An uneventful 41 minutes later I arrived in Miami but had a nearly a 4.5 hour lay-over until my connector to Montego Bay, Jamaica. That Florida-Jamaica 71 minute flight too was uneventful and landing in Sangster Int’l Airport then meant about 30 minutes in the immigration line (3 flights landed nearly at the same time) and then after baggage claim and a short wait in the customs line, I was whisked through once the customs official saw I was a veteran Jamaica traveler, a professional and had nothing but costumes
My Writings
I dream of holding you I dream of feeling your face I dream of kissing your lips I dream of us never being apart Looking in your eyes, i see beauty you are inside We might be far apart, our hearts will always be together as one i feel helpless. i want to be there. you just push me away. open yourself up. never doubt. i give myself to you. you always hesitate. you always let everything burn down. i feel helpless. there is a big empty space between us. i try to close the gap. you always go farther away. i feel like im getting nowhere. i feel like im reaching the end. i gave it all. i feel my world is going down. i feel very helpless. everything is clear now. i break down. i let my future guide me. my life is a book. my story is written for me. i just let it go. and let it guide me im dying , im breathing, this life is going fast. will my journey starts. will i make it home. which path should i choose? when my times starts, i cant refuse my fate. do you look at the stars? do you wish
A Jilted Womans Life
for those of you who have been trying to reach me just wanted to let you all know that i have been really sick and i a lot of pain so please dont think im blowing y'all off cause i am not i am tryin to get back with all who have left me messages, but i am still not 100% so not sure how long ill be here ok so i found out my ex is dating...am i supposed to care if he is or not? why do people keep tellin me i ought to be pissed about this? the only thing that pisses me off is the fact that he hooked up with her before he left us, and that the bitch sweet talked her way in knowing he was still married. i would never in a million years, even before this shit happened, try and hook up with a guy knowing he was married, let alone he had 2 young kids. i just dont understand why marriage still exists, all it is, is one big crap shoot anyway, either you lose it all right off the bat, or you can keep playing on what you've won along the way, but if your really lucky, you lose everything you hav
Hated By Many~confronted By None
Somewhere along the rosd you meet up with yourself. Recognition is immediate if it happens at the right time & place you propose a toast; May you remain as my shadow when I lie down. May I live on as your ghost. Then you pass knowing you'll never see yourself that way again. each man must realize that it can all dissappear very quickly. the dog, the girl, the job the front fuckin' tire. the bed, the walls, the room; all our "necessities includin' love, rest on foundations of sand- and any given cause, no matter how unrelated: the death of a whore on the lower east side or a blizzard in Omaha... can be your undoin'. all your chinaware crashin' to the kitchen floor, your girl will enter, and you'll be standin', drunk, in the middle of it, and she'll say "my god...whats the matter?" and you'll answer; "i don't know... I don't fucking know?" If you think I am foul or outta bounds, then I ask: do you judge the man
My Writtings
Looking out the window, they had pulled up in front of a very tall building. She saw the two men get out of the car ahead of them and drag a still unconscious Michael out of the car. The car door opened and with Jackal close behind her. They emerged from the car as well. She felt a nudge on her back to get her moving forward. Endora fell into step behind Michael and the bodyguards. The group entered the building, crossed the foyer to the elevators. When the doors opened, they all stepped inside the lift. Jackal hit the button for the top floor. The door closed and they were on the move upward. Endora looked over at Michael but he was still oblivious to his surroundings. Biting the inside of her cheek to keep from crying, she lifted her chin and tried to pretend to be brave. When they reached their desired floor. The doors opened and everyone filed out, walked down the hall to a door with a sign next to it saying: Roof Top Access. Jackal opened the door, and pushed
Poems Of Loves
If I had a thousand pages, I could never name them all, The reasons that I love you, For the list would be too tall. I love you for the melody, I hear within your voice. The way your blue eyes hold me, A captive, but by choice. I love you for your gentle hands, That melt away my pain. I love you for your loving heart, That made mine beat again. I love you for your loving smile, With which my old heart soars. These are some of the reasons, Every second beat is yours. The day you appeared I lost my heart To you, to love. And from that day I cannot part From you, from love. You hold me tight To you, to love. In my thoughts all day and night Of you, of love. I offer all that I have to give To you, to love. And all my days I want to live With you, in love. Your eyes, your smile. Your touch, your kiss. Your promise, your words. Our everlasting bliss.
Memos To Self
I see more than thoughts within my words. Prepare yourself for life's uncertainties. Validation of my thoughts will come from my words.
My Therapy
Out of my ashes will rise a new phoenix. A soaring being returning from death proving once again that life is eternal. I live forever because the spirit never dies. I will return in another body in another time, but it is me. The me who is me now will always be. As long as I live, I learn. And I live F o r e v e r The sound of your laughterIs what pulls me throughThe harshest winterThe sound of your laughterMakes every bright summer dayBrighterThe sound of your laughterIs what gets me up in the morningWith itI can take anything life can bringNot to make too much out of itBut to meEveryday Is a good day To liveTo The sound of your laughter Come take my hand and walk with me Share my likes . . . my wishes . . . my life Don't judge me . . . just love me Accept me for who I am For if I try to change for you Then you'll no longer know me As I am no longer happy with whom I am Always remember where we are going So you don't forget where we have been If we hold on to each other's hearts
Poetry From Lady Aimee
Battle of Love   The pain inside crowds my mind, Like a wave of confusion that blinds me all the time. A road I promised I wouldn't go down, Has been traveled without a doubt. I'm finding my self caught in a big battle. Over love for a man I know I'll never have. Why must I always go, Down a road without any hope? Just to watch me beg and plea, For just a little touch from thee. These thoughts crowd my mind. Leaving me no place to hide. Now all I wish to do is run away, and cry. I just wanted to be shown, The love that was given once. I look upon with sorrow, sadden eyes, And try so hard not to cry. But when you love someone, more than they will ever know. And you look into their eyes, without seeing the same inside. Just cuts you deeper than a knife, and makes you fight not to cry.
Harry Potter And The Mental War
The Hogwarts Halloween Ball went on that night, and Harry and Ginny attended as Harry had promised, but with Ginny still being weak from the battle, they didn't stay long, but the party lasted all night. Harry simply left with Ginny to the Burrow, along with the rest of the Weasleys.  Mainly it was for two reasons, as he explained to them upon leaving the Great Hall. "Look, we're exhausted, and we need the rest.  I also need some interference run for us so we can get that rest."  Harry pleaded with Molly. Molly simply smiled and gave them both a hug.  "Go rest.  Right now, I think if you asked to become Minister of Magic you'd get it.  If we tell people you're out of circulation to get some rest, they'll let you get some rest.  Especially if *I* tell them, in the way only a mother can." "Thanks, Mum." they both said gratefully, then disapparated to the Burrow.  They headed to Ginny's room, closed, locked, and silenced the door, and promptly fell asleep in each other's arms.  The re
My Poems Dealing With Heartbreak
Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see? Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you
Did I Need A New Blog,yes
Today I promised a smile,And to her I will give.Forever to this beauty,My smile will live. To see her shine,Would make my day.This for her I will do,Let nothing stand in my way. For you can I make you smile,in turn you'll give me one.And forever,I'll try to give you one. This ones smiles,She brings to me everyday.I value and love everyone,I thier own individual way. Some days when I dont have them,Seem so much darker more grey.But not on this morning.Her smile was there for me today. Thank you my beauty,Your smile always warms my heart.And I to cherish your friendship,I have from the start. The beauty from her eyes,Caught me so unaware.Then I saw her words,To try,do I even dare. Already my mind in a state of alarm,Wondering what this beauty thinks.Could I ever capture her attention,Make her see,I am the one she seeks. Time will tell with this beauty,How much we will ever be.But I know now I've seen her,Her forever my eyes want to see.
A Glimpse Of Madness, Version 2.0
So, I was going through some of my papers and found copies of several documents I was sent while I was in the U.S. Army. Looking back, I realize how amusing it is AND how stupid I was! So, of course? I decided to post it.     A list of things that the Sergeant is not allowed to do.1) The SGT is not allowed to end After-Action Reports with lyrics from "The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air".      1.1) ADDENDUM: Or "In accordance with the prophecy".   2) The SGT is NOT: A superhero of any sort, Head of "Public Relations", a doctor of psychology, a member of the Illuminati, made out of "bacon and pure fucking willpower", in possession of a IQ over 300, Head of "Female Recruit Review", or a member of "The League of Shadows".    3) The SGT is no longer allowed to make up his own cadence for morning physical training.    4) The SGT is not from an alternate timeline.     4.1) ADDENDUM: The SGT cannot override orders to "preserve the timeline".    5) The SGT is not allowed to challenge anyo
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I want to stop this aching pain in my chest just cut you out of my memoryevery single hurtful word you spokefrom those blame-ful lips.:+:.I want to forget every time we fuckedevery time you told me you "loved" meevery time I actually believed youerase all the places you ever touched meForget the way your scent smells that lingers on my skin for hours upon daysbreaking my common sence.:+:.I want to break your hearttear and twist at the chordssinging the sweet pain of your screamsHurt you so deeplythat it tears you apart.:+:.I want to stop loving you delete you from my hard driveevery memory obliterated completelyyour voice is all that I can hear
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Sexdrugg City. Please Comment Good Or Bad
My name is sex and its always about me, They try to trick me fake me buy me steal me or have me for...... totally free. My name is sex and its all about,,, you'll see,,, it's all about me. You are not to have me until u reach your certain certain age, yet i still have kids wanting, trying, begging like a trapped in lions cage. I have old ones new ones , bad ones good ones, terrible, nasty ones in prison over me. I have faithful ones, and non faithful ones,, I have mothers fathers, daughters and sons,,,,, I have them tricking tracking smacking for me and some are criminals, with or without duct tape, stalkers, ropes and guns. My name is sex and i am terrible, awesome , i am the one, lewd, romantical, self respecting disrespectful fun. U r empty Like the starless midnight sky. Blackhearted soul, Unable to cry Like endless teardrops, That come out of you dry. U r empty, Sadly,, U dont even know why. U r empty, But kharma gains ground, Sneaking u
My Thoughts
BEST TAT CONTEST LEAVE COMMENT peace President Bush, First Lady Laura and Dick Cheney were flying on Air Force One. George looked at Laura, chuckled and said, "You know, I could throw a $1,000 bill out of the window right now and make somebody very happy." Laura shrugged her shoulders and replied, "I could throw ten $100 bills out of the window and make ten people very happy." Cheney added, "That being the case, I could throw one hundred $10 bills out of the window and make a hundred people very happy." Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and said to his co-pilot, "Shit, I could throw three PEOPLE out of the window and make 300 million people very happy." __________________
About Me
Tuesday, October 31, 2006/Wednesday, November 1, 2006. Hey there all! I am so sorry that I have not been around here lately. I have been sick all week. (Since last Wednesday night/Thursday morning.) Tonight is the first time I have been on line since Wednesday night. Thank you all who left messages for me and comments. I won't be on too long tonight. I will play catch up with my comments as soon as I can. There are still a lot of things in my life that I am having to work out so I may not be on as much for a while. Well, I will be on just not for long periods of time. I hope everyone is doing well and had a safe and happy halloween. Take care! You prefer Romantic sex! You like romantic sex. For you, it's not all too much about being horny - it's more an expression of how you feel about your partner(s). It's an experience that you can share -- that you can experience and enjoy together. 'What is the best type of sex for
Wendells Blog
hi all sorry i have not posted in a while been really busy bout thought i wlound post and say merry x-mas to all and happy new year TEXAS ! Rules of Texas : 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. They are cattle &oil wells. That's what they smell like to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-20 and I-10 go east and west, I-35 goes north and south. Pick one. 4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we
My Poetry!
All the little white lies you tell come back to you in the time that you have lived and died You never knew what you did to deserve this All they have done is cheated and lied But when they have died Why do you care? Why should you cry? They did nothing for you They have showed and gave you nothing but pain You didn't deserve it What did you gain? Just a bad name from mocked fame But nobody's ever been there for you So, you sit alone Just you and you....... Silently planning your revenge Why should one live,when all they do is cause pain? Like torturous demons straining their rein No one to love You feel so alone No one to feel the pain in ones heart But there was one person from the start But this one person you had lied to,hurt,and torn apart I hate looking back in the mirror at you Your the one I want nothing more than to kill Only God knows how many times I've tried But you always come back to life Think about all the nights you cry
Wonders....
Dad is a tough man. He's not the kind of guy you think of when you think of a 'teddy bear' kind of guy. He's loveing and kind in his own way. We may have been on the lower side of middle class, but we had food to eat and clothes to wear. He taught me to be who I am. The kind of person who I am is becuase he taught me that others are more important than oneself and it's never enough to simply be alive you have to life. Take joy in the small things and live for more. Live the life you want to live and not live for others. Granted that last part has been a tough lesson learned. My dad is the strongest man I know. He's not afraid to die...he's faced it before. Then his country turned thier back on him. They spit at him and slapped his face. Thatis not how we remeber veterans. Vetrans made this land ours to live in. Vetrans are the reason we are free. So who do we think we are to sit back and say that they are fighting in vain. If you don'tlike the war fine be mad. But NEVER turn your back
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This Should Get You Going
Silly But Funny A fleeing Taliban, desperate for water, was plodding through the Afghanistan desert when he saw something far off in the distance. Hoping to find water, he walked towards the image, only to find a little old Jewish man sitting at a card table with a bunch of neckties laid out on it. The Arab asked, "I'm dying of thirst, can I have some water?" The Jew replied, "I don't have any water, but why don't you buy a tie? They are only $150. Here's one that goes very nicely with your robes." The Arab shouted, "I don't want an overpriced tie, you idiot, I need water!" The Jew replied "OK, don't buy my ties. But to show you what a nice guy I am, I'll tell you that over that hill, about four miles is a nice restaurant. They have all the water you need." The Arab begrudgingly thanked him, then staggered away towards the hill and eventually disappeared. Four hours later the Arab came crawling back to where the Jewish man was sitting behind his card table. The Jew sai
Hi All
hi i know i havent wrote much or said hi to all of you lately and im sorry for that.my dog demon had a seizure tonight a really bad one so tomorrow im going to take him to the vets and see if i can get some blood work and x-rays done on him because i think its a blood clot near the brain thats doing this to him so i guess ill just half to wait and see how things go at the vets .will thats it for now ill keep you all informed my friends . life is precious to us that some times it takes just a littel thing lia baby being born to wake us up and realize that life is to short on this planet .yes i took my female husky haveing puppies to make me realize that life is really precious and dear to me.i love life and all it has to offer me.i know i wrote some things i shouldnt have and i plan to wrecktify that.i just love watching puppies being born it is so nice to see littel ones come in to this world .will my granddoughter was born at 5 am this moring just found out the doughter just called to
I Feel Sooo Sad :(
it was such a bad stretch--and i owe so much love here to so many. just as i reach the peak of getting my strength back--i get kicked down bad. i dealt with my self-abuse issues--that part of my life is so over--it was a way with dealing with pain from darkcycling as well as the joys of upcycling--but i'm so done with that--i suffered with this crap for 38 years--i should know how to ride it out and i'm learning that with the Help of G-d and of course me daughter Bek'ah-- ok--so i play the 2nd best show of my like 3/27--see the pix--like 200+ ppl there they screamed for me--i had 101 fever that nite but the show did go on--everything was good-until-- as i come in for a horribly busy week of work the following monday--i'm unlawfully suspended from work(with pay) for a period that came to 2 weeks--can't publically talk about it cause of litigation matters. the fact that this happened caused me to lose whatever ability i had to communicate--i still can't even open e-mails cause o
Some Kinda Blog
it has been a long time since ive blogged. i suppose it shouldnt really matter because A. no one reads them and B. im sure they arent fun to read anyway.   that said, your expectations should be lowered to the right level.   im in kind of a shitty mood, they are calling for about a foot of snow in the next few days and my truck is broken atm. woe. wow, i had alot of things i wanted to say but now that im typing , ive gone blank.  sorry if your time was wasted here. anyway....  since posted, there have been exactly zero made. 0 / 2,170    these stats are horrible.       woe is meh getting locked out of like 5 peoples bewb files in the last week, wtf is up with that. srs guys. give em back.
You Too Many Mind..
eat you own words choke on your lies let their seeds fester consuming til you are nomore true face is gone left here with a facade your honey soaked words your promises, a blueprint to build a utopian future reality crashes down destroying the foundation your throne of lies tumbles illuminated by the truth now i can see reality shall i be the deliverer the hand of the righteous let the deceivers cower on bloody knees they plead kowtow before me as they may i must fufill this destiny and deliver divine justice their blood flows tonight the lies will no longer infest when i slit the throat of hypocrisy. by john m ok once again this is not my religion but i find christianity has some good stories. so once again i took one and maybe gave it a little personal artistic changes...but what ever...you like it great...you don't oh well....you want to hate me for it well then you are probably a narrow minded idiot so oh well. if you haven't noticed by now i really d
Last Minitue Details
since xmas is this bad am a voiding it i dont much care for it being that spend it a lone in any case so with out further a do am going to just pass and sleep right throught it my my xmas is here all most i neds some ideas so who would like to throw me some sugestion am well comed to give some good ones if they want yepo i got throught a lot the acuseing of my father beign a ass and still trying to keep it together and me looking like hammered shit like havent shaved that and me and dad are no longer talking to each other
The Layman's World
So, there's this woman who I see on the bus, every morning. . . I always thought that she was really pretty, but I never gave her much thought beyond that. I'd just see her, have a seat, and try to enjoy the semi-crowded twenty minute ride to the office. I never saw her on the way home, though. Only on the way in. One evening after work, I stopped off at Borders to browse for something new to read. I picked up this book, Blink, and fretted over it for about forty-five minutes. I carried it around the store, and kept flipping through it. I'd read little excerpts and just try to get my brain around the content. I didn't end up buying it, that night. I guess I just didn't want to part with the sixteen bucks, at the time. I have tons of stuff in the stack to read, after all. The next morning, I board the bus at the normal stop, and there is the woman. . . reading the very book that I was so curious about. I'm not a believer in signs or fate or anything, but I definitely
My Story
[amanda pov] christina: i need to talk to you. amanda: *sighs and takes out the three boxes of pregnancy tests* christina: wait? you're pregnant? i thought you were on birth control. amanda: i was i hadn't taken it in like a month cause i haven't had the money to get anymore... christina: and this afternoon... amanda: yeah... christina: condom? amanda: *you shake your head no* christina: *gasps* uh-oh amanda: but i don't know yet, i may just be paranoid. christina: you gonna tell him? amanda: i don't know, i don't want him to leave me again. christina: well, i can't make you do anything, and i don't know matt as well as i used to, but if he's anything like he used to be, he won't care, he'll prbably be excited, but either way, you need to tell him because he is worried as mess right now. amanda: are you serious? christina: yeah. tell him soon. he was almost in tears in there. amanda: *feels like crap* i don't know officially i mean i could tell him tonight after dinner
Poetry Blog
DEFINATELY check out Humble Voice. It's sort of like myspace, except its for normal people OR artists, writers, Bands/Musicians, photographers etc. Whatever your artistic venue may be, there's others who share it, and want you to share your Humble Voice! Anywho, leave Crystena as your humble referrer and message me to let me know you signed up, and your username, so that I may add you. =P It's definately neat! Plus, I almost forgot! You get points for uploading images, writings... whatever floats your boat! And from those points, you can purchase TANGIBLE merchandise from the store! It's spiffy. So check it out. Hey guys! I opened a forum today called Crystal Kiss! It is located at http://crystal-kiss.toxic-pink. Now. Before you go and join, keep in mind it has more of a girlishness to it and if guys want to join, please sign up and private message me anything you want to see added and I will add it to the forum. Also, the template is girly, when you sign up and create your
Rede's, Charges And Chants
The Charge of the Dark God Heed my voice which will come to you as the thunder on the wind for I am thy Lord of Darkness, The Dark God, the Stag Lord, Whisper my name: Cernunnos. I am the sleeping dawn, the twilight, the dark of night that covers the Heavens above you and beckons the Star Goddess to shine. I am the final end that comes so that life may flourish, Behold, I am Immortality; The living die and the Dead are soon reborn. I can see your inner darkness; the dark side of the soul; The hearts desperate yearning. Step into the Empire of Darkness, and Come to me boldly and without fear; For I am he that protects and leads you; I am the echo of the forest; I am the evening sky and the autumn storm; I am the passion within you. I am the hunter and the seeker of Enlightenment. I stand in Light's Darkness and am called Shadow, I am He whom you have named Death. I call forth to thee and bid you step forward. Come with me into the darkness; Fear me not. Feel my love
Poems
Pools that form from tears are the deepest and darkest. A crying voice is louder than any avalanche. The breathe behind the words, "I don't care" is more destructive than any hurricane. The weight that bows a head in forlorn could crush a mountain. Shattered dreams take more to rebuild than any city. And so the hardest puzzle to solve is why we hurt one another. There is nothing I can do to stop the light from opening my eyes, ending my dreams and shedding light on a harsh reality. No way for me to replay them in my mind, because I know they are lost to a selfish world. Too restless to sleep and too tired to move, I lay here hoping for an end, or a beginning. The will of my body is forced to yield to the iron clamp of my dead heart. No hope, no desire, and no reason to search for either, having tried so hard for so long. I look in the mirror and I see a face, But unfamiliar, different on the outside than what I’ve formed from within. Am I still here or have I been replaced?
About Me
sandy's Existing Situation Active, outgoing, and restless. Feels frustrated by the slowness with which events develop along the desired lines. This leads to irritability, changeability, and lack of persistence when pursuing a given objective. sandy's Stress Sources Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and to bridge the gap which she feels separates herself from others. Anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to explore all its possibilities, and to live it to the fullest. She therefore resents any restriction or limitation being imposed on her and insists on being free and unhampered. sandy's Restrained Characteristics An unadmitted lack of confidence makes her careful to avoid open conflict and she feels she must make the best of things as they are. Feels cut off and unhappy because of the difficulty in achieving the essential degree of cooperation and harmony which she desires. Feels that sh
My Blog
I know you where drunk but i hope, you remember it. because it ment so much to me, even if it was drunkin ramblings. So I said i might want something more innecent right?   well i don't know I've got several guys on the menu so to speak and now another one has joined the specials... there are to many specials on this menu im teling you   lets use descripters for them so as to not name names   Fuzzy Virgin Artgeek WannaJew anyrandom hot guy   ok so any random hot guy isn't really on the menus but the whole thing has been to keep options open but i think its getting close to chosing time, or shuting up time cause im not really all that good about not sharing everything thats happening.   heres my situation with each   lets start with Virgin I have thought that this guy has had a crush on me for some time now, and recently i realized how much i missed him and how missing him might be more then just as my friend, that i might want something more, well if he does, and
Goddess Blessings
embrace the breath, the air you breathe the winds pull fast,but strong indeed embrace the womb, the waters of life tide high or low,, embrace the strife Buried at PhotoCasket.com embrace the land, divine and green embrace the life, the world serrene embrace the hand, held dear to your heart embrace what is left in this world, though torn apart Buried at PhotoCasket.com swallowed' shallow waters fall within followed by barely breathing life sinking in hallowed echos reaching inside the rim expanding through oceans falling........... in the deepest........ end reaching for something lost again this world, an unravling journey.. to far for the mind to bend... a whirlwind of emotions, follows till the very end.. take not what is given.. what could have been.. but the dream you'd be given if fate made it amends Buried at PhotoCasket.com
Romancing The Net
You're on my friends list; I'd like to know 25 things about you. JUST HIT Reply to sender Thanks! You would be surprised how much u didn't know about your friends after this! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? When is your birthday? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? 9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know about it, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself would you? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? while you were still in it? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19
On Passion
  And the priestess spoke again and said: "Speak to us of Reason and Passion." And he answered saying: Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your reason and your judgment wage war against passion and your appetite. Would that I could be the peacemaker in your soul, that I might turn the discord and the rivalry of your elements into oneness and melody. But how shall I, unless you yourselves be also the peacemakers, nay, the lovers of all your elements? Your reason and your passion are the rudder and the sails of your seafaring soul. If either your sails or our rudder be broken, you can but toss and drift, or else be held at a standstill in mid-seas. For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining; and passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction. Therefore let your soul exalt your reason to the height of passion; that it may sing; And let it direct your passion with reason, that your passion may live through its own daily resurrection, and like
Jeremy's Streaming Thoughts Of Something
I went to my mother's place to pick up Frank and took him to the vet. He was weak and he stopped eating but he was drinking a lot. From what the vet told me and my mother, he was very dehydrated and most likely his kidney's were in the process of crashing. He was going to get blood work plus they were going to try to hydrate him. I got a call later that my mother decided to put him under. It was her decision. He's at a better place and I will miss him...This is just an epitaph for him. To everyone out in never never land.. Hello!! I do hope things are well with everybody out there. I have one more week in Kiev. I also have a case of the stomach flu. That's what I get for cooking bad sausage at the apartment. Besides the feeling of midgets with asian knifes dancing in my stomach I am doing okay. I just hope everyone else is doing fine out where you live!! Take care, Jer
The Dark Side Of Salem
How come this wasted time is such a loss expressed on minds side? I'd give you everything if you just let me stand beside you Your kind is so amused and still confused by what you live with Your darkness just won't go away Your light, it's time for you to shine on today Nothing but darkness in me Darkness, night time No moon in the sky tonight Feeling like our lives been tucked away, today Life is darkness, forever remain, and again How come these things you say they always seem to grow and haunt me? I'd give you everything if you just let me stand beside you You seem to think that I would let things slide and have you change me This darkness just won't go away No light, inside for me to shine on today Nothing but darkness in me On a magical misty morning I was standing in the Autumn rain Suddenly the birds fell silent Would I ever hear them sing again... Hear them sing again... Without a word of warning I saw a shadow in the Autumn rain Ju
Me
You look back in life and you think where did you go wrong and wish you would have never fucked up but you did and you just wish you could die.You wonder why you ended up like you did and you wish you could change it but you can't.You wonder why ppl do what they do and why they treat you like they do and then you remember what went wrong.You just don't understand life at all but all you know is you have a purpose but you don't know what it is at all.You ask what it is but know one can answer.You pray and sometimes you wonder if there really is a god and then you do believe in him till he lets you down.Ppl you love die and ppl you love get hurt and you just wonder what the hell happened and still no answer. Never Say I love you if its not really there, Never talk about feelings if you dont really care, Never hold my hand if your going to break my heart, Never say your gonna if you dont plan to start, Never look into my eyes if all your going to do is lie, Never say h
Alleycode
Have you ever found yourself inside yourself wondering again? I't does'nt seem to make much sense When you think about where you been" You travel the circuit and play the role of what you have to be Then turn around,Look back at it all And don't know what you see Its' an amusement park,A shot in the dark Your never gonna find the reason why It's some kind of game,That can drive you insane And you play it until the day you die You make up your mind so long ago Your mind would never change There's a new generation that grew up all around ya Well don't look at me cause I can't tell ya? The storie's too damn old I can't even tell ya the answer to it all? And I don't think there is an answer to know? It's an amusement park,A shot in the dark Your never gonna find the reason why It's some kind of game,That will drive you insane And you play it until the day you die" Jimbo/Copyright/7/23/07 Sitting on the crest Of a newly formed rainbow Sat the sad eyed angel
Reflections
"...Either we don't know what part of ourselves to give...or more often than not,the part we have to give...is not wanted. And so it is those we live with and should know who elude us...but we can still love them. We can love completely...without complete understanding." ~ Norman, A River Runs Through It It's not who I am underneath, but what I *do* that defines me. In case you ever run out of gift ideas, here's a little tip: give me your laugh. Whether it's mischievous, tender, loud, or quiet, simply give me a laugh from your heart. Your laughter brings me never-ending joy. ~Helmut Walch There is an innocence in admiration; it is found in those to whom it has never yet occurred that they, too, might be admired some day. ~Nietzsche Those who danced were thought to be quite insane by those who could not hear the music.~unknown
Gregoire's Blog.. Original, Eh?
For those of you that know me, you're aware I've been off work for the past two months due to problems with my left knee due to osteoarthritis. The results of that arthritis are a detached kneecap, a torn tendon or two, swelling in the entire leg that's been chronic for two months now. I've started injections of a chicken based product to try to reduce friction in the knee. It hurts a fair amount, but there seems to be about a 30% chance I'll have some improvement in the knee, but more likely I won't see any change at all. When meeting with my primary care doctor, he discussed having the lapband surgery done to lose weight. Over the past 20 years, I've gained 80 pounds... Mostly since I lost my therapist position, had to start working in retail to have some sort of income, and my feet and legs couldn't handle the stresses of working the sales floor for 40 hours a week and trying to maintain a program of distance walking and running. That sort of surgery scares me, so I nee
Hello To All My Friends
To grow up and knowing that you’re never loved, Knowing you were alone, Knowing you’re never accepted. Feeling the whips hitting you Across your face, arms, legs and back, Knowing you’re hated day after day. Nobody becomes your friend Thinking you are always wrong, That child always crying for anyones’ help. That abusive person trying to destroy you Bit by bit, testing your self-esteem, Feeling yourself slipping away not caring. You start tearing yourself down Letting go, falling deeper and deeper, Only to find out God won’t let you go. You wonder why God wants you to live When you have no spirit to go on, So into darkness you’ll never see light. I know I’m needed, now someone calls me I want to help others but I wonder how, I ask myself will I be able to help them. I love so many, and helped so few No one has had the pains as I had or will No one could ever feel the pain but me. I tried to fill a void for my life But so far I have found alot of
History/major Events
Over the years Superman has acquired quite a list of formidable foes... Below is a list of the most recognizable of the Man of Steel's worst enemies... * Lex Luthor * As the powerful but corrupt CEO of a conglomerate called LexCorp, he harbors a deep resentment towards the Man of Steel blaming him for stealing the spotlight from his own achievements. He has battled Superman on many occasions always failing yet somehow managing to keep himself from prison. His Presidency was taken from him due to both Superman and Batman in the wake of a PR war waged against the World Finest heroes. Most recently Luthor's mind has become warped and he will stop at nothing to see the end of Superman. * Darkseid * A cruel and merciless alien who rules the planet Apokolips and only deals with Superman when it benefits his own agenda. A tyrant whose only goal is to possess the Anti-Life Equasion so that he may rule the universe in his own hellish fashion. * Doomsday * A mindless, impossibl
Exercise..
With time, women gain weight because we accumulate so much information andwisdom in our heads that when there is no more room, it distributes outto the rest of our bodies.  So we aren't heavy, we are enormously cultured, educated, and happy. Beginning today, when I look at my butt in the mirror I will think, “Good grief, look how smart I am!”    Must be where the term Smart Ass came from!!         "Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words.Be careful of your words, for your words become your actions.Be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits.Be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character.Be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny." With time, women gain weight because we accumulate so much information andwisdom in our heads that when there is no more room, it distributes outto the rest of our bodies.  So we aren't heavy, we are enormously
Rants Of The Goddess
My father is being released from the hospital today so this Goddess is soon on her way to his side. I will be in S.E. Alabama in a town called Dothan. Yikes lol Be good my babies I will miss you all. The Goddess Ellen Am I the only one who’s noticed the barely legal females who are so full of hate? I mean really here I am minding my own business and I have been getting down-rated by a bunch of 20 year old twats being sent nasty emails and off color comments. But hey if you think about it it’s awesome for me. Here I am 46, chubby and with NO nudes showing etc yet these 20 year olds have to come and say something negative. LOL poor little girls must be a bitch to be threatened by me. Keep them coming girls you are making my day. LOL Its time, I have made my decision and am now looking for a live in lifestyle slave to join me in the French Quarter of New Orleans. Requirements are as follows. Single. Over 30. Have a job skill with the ability to support oneself. Able to
No Idea
Okay if you have talked to me for more than 2 days you will have noticed I make sounds for things I want to say, well if you want to know what they mean I made a list MEOW=LISTEN TO ME FUCKER Meow!=HEY!! DAMN IT! Meow=Hello or I want something Purr=I want your attention hiss=do you really need a translation for tht one? mmeeeewww=Pay attetion to me! nneh=No not really but okay Meow?= "Im confused...what?" meow?!=Ah prevert!! Na. eh waa meww..= Leave me alone It's all like purr= "it's sexy" It all like Ahhh= "It's ugly" Well okay, here goes nothing. Today I heard that all the roads would be blocked off ect. Well that's great for me. Work is canceled ya know? Well I don't know how many people will look at this and say oh.. she's right or anything. It's nice when someone loves you. Maybe Im just rambling on about things that dont' even make sense but ya know what? Even if I am Im happy. I have two things next to me that make me happy music and my friends...(my friends aren't
Anything That Pisses Me Off Or Things That I Hate
IF YOU AGREE WITH ME ON THIS SHIT ABOUT SASSYONE THEN PLEASE BY ALL MEANS GO DROP HER A FRIENDLY COMMENT IF YOU DONT AGREE OR JUST HAVE NOTHEN TO SAY THEN LET THE FUN BEGIN YEHAW GIDDY UP THIS IS DEDICATED TO THE ASSHOLE OR BITCH THAT THOUGHT THEY COULD PISS ME AND LONG HAIRED COUNTRY BOY OFF YOU SEE YOU THOUGHT YOU MIGHT HAVE RUINED A GOOD THING BUT YOU DIDNT ALL YOU DID WAS PISS THE WRONG PEOPLE OFF AND LET ME TELL YOU IF YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD BEAT US BY FUCKING AROUND WITH SOMEONES CUSTOM TAG THAT I MADE FOR LONG HAIRED COUNTRY BOY YOU WERER SADLY MISTAKEN IF YOU THOUGHT IT WAS GONE FOR GOOD YOUR WRONG AGAIN IF YOU FUCK WITH IT AGAIN WE WILL JUST KEEP BEATING YOU AT YOUR OWN GAME ALSO WHO EVER YOU MIGHT BE I JUST WANNA SAY YOU SERIOUSLY PUT THE TARD IN RE-TARD YOUR A FUCKING COWARD ARE YOU NOT MAN ENOUGH OR WOMAN ENOUGH TO COME AFTER PINK YOURSELF OR ARE YOU SCARED TO CONFRONT LONG HAIRED COUNTRY BOY YOURSELF? YEA YOU PROBABLY ARE YOU LOW LIFE PIECES OF SHIT IF ITS ONE THING IF WE F
My Fist Ct Blog
Do NOT Take This Quiz » QuizRocket.com's fun quizzes! ~ Jonas Brothers Quiz ~ Wedding Sweepstakes ~ The Dumb Test ~ Quizzes | Movie Trivia & Movie Quizzes | Dumb MySpace Quotes Dumb Test by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes! » » Internet Sweepstakes - IQ Tests - The Dumb Test « « Quizzes | Hollywood Movie Trivia Quizzes | Dumb MySpace Quizzes You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all
My Poems ♥
What I want in a Man! I want a man who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long. One who thinks before he speaks One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I want him to be gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, be not annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! For a man who makes love to my mind and knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I want this man to love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. Ex’s You say you like me, then the next time around you say you like my best friend! What is wrong with you? I fell as if my body is just going to shut down in front of you. You ask me to hang out with you but do you show up? No, your out screwing’ some other chick, I hope you burn in hell. You say that your sorry, And you what to get together again, And I say yes to that, And get my heart broken How dumb could I have been? Now I lay thinking of what will ha
Quotes And Questions
When you put 'THE' and 'IRS' together, it forms 'THEIRS'. Coincidence? I think not? "whoever said nothing is impossible, never tried slamming a revolving door...." "When you lose someone, you realize just how much that person means to you, So maybe its a good thing they're gone. So you can see just how much that person means to you." -Anonymous. Guys are like port-o-potties. All the good ones are taken and all the bad ones are full of crap! -Anonymous You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say will be misquoted and used against you I'm in no condition to drive...wait! I shouldn't listen to myself, I'm drunk!" -Homer J. Simpson On top of a pickle relish jar: I relish the thought of meeting your buns. There is a light at the end of every tunnel....just pray it's not a train!. life isnt a garden ........ so stop being a hoe. when ya got em' by the balls...their hearts and minds will follow. Don't think of yourself as an ugly person, just a beautifu
Sleep?
why do these fucking nightmares always have to come back?seeing vern at target the other day fucked me up really bad. every time i close my eyes all i can see is the shit he did to me when i was little.i dont have anyone to talk to. ive been alone for the past couple days and all i really want is to not be alone.what makes men think that they have a right to hurt little girls or girls in general?how can people be so hurtful?why wont this just go away?my dreams are horrible and i cant get his fucking face out of my head. you disgust me so much.i just dont want to feel anything anymore.i keep running in my dream and i dont get anywhere except right in his path and everytime it ends the same. he wins and i lose. i lose everything.i lose my mind and my happiness each time i close my eyes and i dont want to hurt like this anymore but i dont know what can help.i wish to god i did or that someone did. i had the most amazing sleep i have ever had. the nightmares come worse than before now, w
Random Thoughts
Military Pay Somebody has started to straighten some of these thoughtless and ungrateful people out. I am even more grateful that it was someone serving in one of the branches of military. Military paid too much? You be the judge! This is an Airman's response to Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America. On Nov. 12, Ms Cindy Williams (from Laverne and Shirley TV show) wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" and I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Fina
More About The Midget
100 truths about yourself 001. real name ¨ WHy I am Angela 002. nickname ¨ The most obvious are angie and ang..oh yes and midget. WhooT you can call me whatever you wat 003. single or taken ¨ Now does that matter, if you want to be a friend you will if you only want to get in my pants then you won't talk to me. 004. zodiac sign¨ Saggitarius 005. male or female ¨ Female the last time I check..unless I some how grew a penis and balls over night.. 008. cell phone ¨ Meh. I hate phones. 009. best friend¨ I talk to people here and there but meh 010. hair color ¨ I dye it blue black but it is fading so it looks black 011. long or short ¨ Long I love long hair 015. are you health freak ¨ ha ha ha no but I do obesse over my stomach and chest. 016. height ¨ 4' 11 and 3/4" 017. do you have a crush on someone ¨ Meep. 018. do you like yourself ¨ eh sometimes 019. piercings ¨ 11want to count them?? A majority of them are in my ears, I also have my tongue pierced, and b
My Poems...
I still can't believe What you mean to me There's nothing to stop This love of you It crosses state lines It knows no physical limits It can't be stopped By any human alive You're the world to me I can't live without you You're all I got You're all I need I love you so much I can't say it enough You're all I have And it's a boundless love I still don't know why This world is so cold A lot has happened And it's all senseless Thirty two people Shot dead at school The man who did it Killed himself to end it all People betraying others Breaking hearts and telling lies Never knowing how much Their words hurt the ones they do We have enough heartbreak In this world to last for eternity Would someone, somewhere please Stop this world from destroying itself? This is love You're all I need Others will hate me for it But I don't care You're my world You're just everything to me No one else knows But they don't really want to You've been there
Book 2 Bram Stoker Dracular
Sadly, thats the end of a brillant book Dracular. It is one of the best books by Bram Stoker, i hope you enjoyed the full story. Regards LEKRAFT
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Poetry And Thoughts
There are times when the days pass slowly, Sitting here looking forward to our next visit. I sit in amazement at how my feelings have grown, From our beginning conversations to today. You have grown to fill a place in my heart, It was a place that had been empty for so long. Now it is filled with a joy and peace, That had been missing for a long time. A feeling of having a friend to share living with, This is something I thought would never be mine. Soon more chances to be companions will be here, No more to wonder at when we will get chances to be together. Do you have any idea at how much I look forward to it, It will mean that I have my Best Friend near. For you have become that to me Honey, Thank you for all that you are. By INXS421 05/28/07 A walk on the beach, sounds of waves caressing the shore, The one I long for, too far away to enjoy this with me. The smell of the salt air floating on the breeze, 900 miles away she is, missing her at times
Shay*ren*
PLEAE LEAVE COMMENTS AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THING....THANKS..... ¢¾MUAH IM NOT A HATER, BUT WHT IS IT WHEN YOU SAY YOUR SORRY AND MEAN IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF YOUR HEART OTHERS CANT SEEM TO ACCEPT IT? I DONT UNDERSTAND. IM NOT A BAD PERSON REALLY, AND WOULD GIVE MY LAST DOLLAR TO ANYONE EVEN A COMPLETE STRANGER. ID HELP ANYONE IF I COULD...WHY DO SOME PEOPLE NOT ACCEPT IT WHEN I SAY IM SORRY WHEN I REALLY CARE ABOUT THEM...AND THINK ABOUT THEM ALL THE TIME WHETHER I TALK TO THEM EVERYDY OR ONCE OUT OF A BLUE MOON...DAMIT..IT MAKES ME WANNA CRY, WTF....DAMIT IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY JUST WANTED TO SAY GOOD NIGHT TO ALL....TO THE ONES IN MY HEART...I LOVE YA...AND I MEAN THAT..GRACE IF YOU READ THIS THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND....GOOD NIGHT...NITE TANK
My Blogs
A minister decided to do something a little different one Sunday morning. He said "Today, in church, I am going to say a single word and you are going to help me preach. Whatever single word I say, I want you to sing whatever hymn that comes to your mind. The pastor shouted out " CROSS ." Immediately the congregation started singing in unison, "THE OLD RUGGED CROSS......." The pastor hollered out "GRACE " The congregation began to sing "AMAZING GRACE, how sweet the sound." The pastor said " POWER" The congregation sang "THERE IS POWER IN THE BLOOD ." The Pastor said "SEX " The congregation fell into total silence. Everyone was in shock. They all nervously began to look around at each other afraid to say anything. Then all of a sudden, way from in the back of the church, a little old 87 year old grandmother stood up and began to sing "PRECIOUS MEMORIES ." Pass this along and make someone smile today (I just did). GOTTA LOVE LITTLE OLD LADIES I have
Pamela's Random Thoughts
You Don't Know Me (dissociative anonymity) You Can't See Me (invisibility) See You Later (asynchronicity) It's All in My Head (solipsistic introjection) It's Just a Game (dissociative imagination) We're Equals (minimizing authority)) Personality Variables True Self? Self Constellations Across Media Altering Self Boundary It's well known that people say and do things in cyberspace that they wouldn't ordinarily say or do in the face-to-face world. They loosen up, feel more uninhibited, express themselves more openly. Researchers call this the "disinhibition effect." It's a double-edged sword. Sometimes people share very personal things about themselves. They reveal secret emotions, fears, wishes. Or they show unusual acts of kindness and generosity. We may call this benign disinhibition. http://www.rider.edu/~suler/psycyber/disinhibit.html This is ridiculas, more and more daily Im considering leaving this site, its ridiculas to think that they can *force* people to post thi
Poetry Corner
When your heart Has been broken And stepped on It leaves you hesitant Reluctant to try To give in once more To open up To emotion To dip your toe Into the mire Into the ocean Of desire To dip your toe Into the ocean Of unknown emotion If you don’t Enter the water You wont get wet There is no danger Of being dragged under Should you take a chance? On love again Throw caution to the wind Open yourself up to the pain Or the pleasure Feel the love Washing over you Immersing yourself The waves washing over you It may drown you If you do If you resist the temptation You will be safe Unharmed in your segregation Yet a single moment spent In the refreshing waters Stood on the ocean floor Is worth a lifetime Spent safely on the shore The empty ache of loneliness A hollow emptiness A desperate want For their caress To fill the void Left by invisibility Butterflies flutter When you meet their gaze Knees weaken, just for a second As they brush past
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Fu Poetry... A Message To My Haters And the shallow... The Drama Queens and Point/Attention Whores This goes out to all my haters... The two faced fuckers & the shallow imitators, You think these Drama queens & cam whores mean what they say? Its just their method to be noticed... For their own ego's Sake Coming online just for shits & giggles, Mind fucks, & wastes of time, I should have figured... You are merely hams for the cam... How you love to be seen Str8^ Chat hoz & attention fiends It's like a video game to you... u don't give a fuck, Cuz you'll just make it go away with one click or touch. How sad & pathetic that you're so fake, You'd rather hide your face... Than to be put in your place Well, I've had enough now, I detest your ways & this web of deceit that has spawned my rage This is my coming, call me karmas messenger, I am sorting out the frauds... No disrespect to the rest of ya. But my disappointment in humanity has been growing all the whil
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Random Shit? I Think So.
His kisses are still haunting me...still lingering on my lips. My body is still yearning and hot from the feel of his fingertips. He has my heart in his hands...does he even realize? Does he care? Am I just another notch in his bedpost? Or was I able to captivate him in some way...a way that will make him come back for more? it's funny to me that all my blogs seem to be about men but I don't have a steady man in my life. I'm starting to think I don't want one. Have you ever just thought...that you sucked at being single? I suck at being single. I've never been a cheater so sleeping around is a foreign concept to me. Although, my number of partners has increased in the last 7 months since the husband and I separated. I hate the idea of NSA sex. Is it ever really that? I think guys are able to be that way and there probably are some girls that are...but...wow. I just don't think I'll ever have it in me to not want ANY strings. Sex is more than that to me...and since I'm not a
My Tribute To "john Lennon"
My Poetry
Why must you reenter my life? Is it just to toy with my emotions? Make me yearn for what we once had? You wreak havoc on my heart How easily you penetrate the wall surrounding me Emotions erupt whenever you're near You bring to the surface my past regrets Of letting you go, of walking away Are you seeking revenge? Make me wish for what might have been? While you remain distant and aloof Just when I think I'm over you You remind me of the love we shared You instigate the possibility of reuniting Only to vanish into the ether Perhaps by questioning your motives I can somehow resist your pull Your control over my heart astounds me No one else has reached so deep You seduce me with your charm Your whispers promise heaven Yet your actions reveal the lies What I've always felt for you, It hasn't stopped or faded with time What must I do to keep you by my side? I take chances with you I'd take with no other I leave myself vulnerable to hurt But stopping the inevitab
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I Probably Hate You Unless I Tell U Otherwise
please big on me :) click here go to that link, thanks guys :) i entered a tattoo contest today, its my first contest ever, i dont really expect to win, but it would be cool to get real close so please help me by bombing the hell out of my tat! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=256110&albumid=757832&i=2946091137 EVANESCENCE LYRICS "My Last Breath" hold on to me love you know i can't stay long all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid can you hear me? can you feel me in your arms? holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight i'll miss the winter a world of fragile things look for me in the white forest hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) i know you hear me i can taste it in your tears holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight closing your eyes to disappear you pray your dreams will leave
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Thoughts
I was ask the other night "What Do You Want" After thinking about it I think I want what most want I want the stars,the moon , the world I want happeness I want welth I want the perefect mate I want to look down into your baby blue eyes as you kneel befor me I want to be the one who makes you breath fast when I touch you I want to make you squirm from my touch I want to take you to a place you have never been befor I want to see you cry from from happness I want to kiss your tear from your face I want to be the one you reach for when you need I want to be the one that you think of when you touch yourself I want you to know that I love you and that you love me I want you to know that if you hirt you can come to me I want to know the answer befor you ask the question I want one to love me as I love them I want to taste you I want to use you as I see fit and have you love it and want more I want to hold you in my arms as you fall to sleep and as you open y
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A man suspected his wife was seeing another man, so he hired the famous Chinese detective, Chen Lee, to watch and report any activities while he was gone. A few days later, he received this report: MOST HONORABLE SIR: YOU LEAVE HOUSE. I WATCH HOUSE. HE COME TO HOUSE. I WATCH. HE AND SHE LEAVE HOUSE, I FOLLOW. HE AND SHE GO IN HOTEL. I CLIMB TREE. I LOOK IN WINDOW. HE KISS SHE. SHE KISS HE. HE STRIP SHE. SHE STRIP HE. HE PLAY WITH SHE. SHE PLAY WITH HE. I PLAY WITH ME. I FALL OFF TREE. I NOT SEE. NO FEE, Chen Lee 11 PEOPLE ON A ROPE Eleven people were hanging on a rope under a helicopter, ten men and one woman. The rope was not strong enough to carry them all, so they decided that one had to leave, because otherwise they were all going to fall. They were unable to decide who would let go, until the woman gave a very touching speech. She said that she would voluntarily let go of the rope, because, as a woman, she was used to giving up ev
Lyrics
Long before your rusted chains Busted walls and barbed wire cage Tried to hold me down Time was just a fist of change Tossed in the water just incase You ever came around I could lose myself I could curse like hell But I’ve lost the will to even try If you ever doubt listen to the sound No lies No, no, no This is my last goodbye Pardon me if I appear To see beyond the now and here To try and save myself I’m not the kind of them to blame I'm not the kind to pin the blame... But I can take more of the same But I can't take more of the same... Livin’ on your shelf I could lose myself I could curse like hell But I’ve lost the will to even try If you ever doubt listen to the sound No lies No, no, no This is my last goodbye Door closes Another one opens I feel the cold wind blowing Over me Long gone But not forgotten I might be lost I might be finally free I’m finally free Long before your rusted chains Busted walls and barbed wire cage Tried
Randomness
I want you to know one thing. You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you. If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land. But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness, if each day a flower climbs up to your lips to s
Reality Check
Ok for starters someone left me a nasty comment on my page and Ismael I am not seeing Jeff so get over it. I have been sick and tired because of my health so I haven't had the time to get online and when I do I spend most of it playing an online gaming program called Guild Wars. If you want to get in touch with me you can either stop by my myspace page or email me at my yahoo account..which i don't check often. myspace.com/desire_fetish_me or vmwerman@yahoo.com Ok to all my close friends that I have neglected I am terribly sorry and I do love you all...xoxoxo Once again I have messed things up. Letting myself feel instead of chilling my heart to the world. I have always struggled with getting involved or attached to others and well now seems to be no different than the rest. I just wrote this because my heart is aching...my love to all who have felt the same way..xoxoxoxo
Random Lyrics
Frozen in the place I hide Not afraid to paint my sky With some who say I've lost my mind Brother, try and hope to find... You, were always so far away I know that pain So don't you run away like you used to do Roses in a vase of white Bloodies by the thorns Beside the leaves that fall because my hand is Pulling them hard as I can You, were always so far away I know that pain And I won't run away like I used to do Pictures in a box at home Yellowing and green with mold So I can barely see your face Wonder how that color taste You, were always so far away I know the way So don't you run away like you used to do Like you used to do Bury me softly in this womb I give this part of me for you Sand rains down and here I sit Holding rare flowers in a tomb... in bloom Down in a hole and I don't know if I can be saved See my heart I decorate it like a grave You don't understand who they thought I was supposed to be Look at me now a man who won't let him
Users Who Should Be Put Away, Tortured, Have Their Balls Removed Slowly And Then Killed. In A Very Slow Painful Way.
wetwillie: whats up sexy ->wetwillie: the sky wetwillie: might be somthin eles by lookin at u! ew.. for fucks sake people... thats the cheesiest, most unoriginal line ever... If i wanted to hear about your dick, I'd ask. wow, back on here properly for less than a week (I'm still catching up guys, you lot in my family/friends know i love ya all, and i'll get round to messaging you all ^_^) and already I've had more retards than I can be bothered to count.. here's todays idiot.. in the oh so lovely shoutbox.. -_- "raiders0934: im naked on cam wanna see" my reply.. just so its fair.. ->raiders0934: LMFAO... god no... lol.. well.. thats a fantastic welcome back.. lmfao.. I'm sure I'll have lots more to post soon for whoever the 478 people are who actually read this section O_O read from the bottom up because I feel too damn ill to be bothered rearranging the fuckin thing or attempting to make a witty comment. ->JoeS: adding your stupid ass to my list of assholes for
Forever Here For You
I HAD A FOURWHEELER WRECK LAST WEEK BROKE MY PELVIS SO I AM LAYED UP FOR 6 WEEKS LEAVE ME SOME LOVE At last, when all the summer shine    That warmed life's early hours is past, Your loving fingers seek for mine    And hold them close—at last—at last! Not oft the robin comes to build   Its nest upon the leafless bough By autumn robbed, by winter chilled,—   But you, dear heart, you love me now. Though there are shadows on my brow    And furrows on my cheek, in truth,— The marks where Time's remorseless plough    Broke up the blooming sward of Youth,—Though fled is every girlish grace    Might win or hold a lover's vow, Despite my sad and faded face,    And darkened heart, you love me now! I count no more my wasted tears;    They left no echo of their fall; I mourn no more my lonesome years;    This blessed hour atones for all. I fear not all that Time or Fate  O my Luve is like a red, red rose    That’s newly sprung in June; O my Luve is like the
What I Wrote And About Me
Falling in love and love are two quiet different feeling. Falling in love can be either a flash of emotions or a first step towards love. Falling in love is a strong instinctive attraction to the person of the other sex. In case it's mutual and both lovers will work at their relationships one day that feeling can grow into love. Falling in love is crazy, it very physical, it's when knees are getting weak and temperature rises, love is calm, comfortable and mental. You have to do nothing to fall in love and often there's either nothing you can do to stop falling in love. It's very illogical: you suffer from splashes of emotions, doubts, can't fully control yourself and it's all because of a person you usually almost don't know. When we fall in love nature shows all it's power on us. Sometimes it even goes against our sense when we understand that we can't expect nothing good from these relationships that it's the wrong person but still can do nothing about ourselves. Falli
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I Love You
When I look into your eyes, I am nothing but surprised. I know about your past and how it didn't last, How you got hurt, burnt, Abused and used, and i bet your confused. You deserve better, if not always and forever. You said you didn't care, But you couldn't bare, Isn't it such a scare. Let me into your life and Ill show you that I care. Like an endless dream Ill always be there. I know your busy but please make time. Working so much should be a crime. You need time alone, and some time to think, Let your feelings out why having a drink. Forget about the past and look to the future, I know your not ready, and I'm not trying to push you, Just wanted to let you know that ill always be with you Looking in the mirror, At this invisible face, This soul has vanished, Without a trace, Only the memories, When left behind, And still I morn, For a love I cant find, A soul that was happy, Now lives in strife, Walking in the shadows, Of my empty life, Should
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New And Ready Rule
Just an Update everyone because it's the most commonly asked, How I'm doin so far. Well I drove down in my chevy impala from Watertown NY to Orlando Fl. Just my kid, the dog and I with only the stuff that I could pack into it. My sis helped me find a very reasonable and wonderful community to move into which was ready for me when I arrived. The trip down was such and adventure seeing all the different towns and cities as I passed through them. I really enjoyed it a lot. I couldn't bring my bike with me so I left it with my bestfriend and will get it in the summer when I go back to visit. So far I haven't made too many friends yet but everyone I've met so far seems really nice. Only time will tell on who sticks and who doesn't. I still haven't figured out yet on how i'm going to manage school and work full time because the field I want to study requires a lot of hands on. For those who don't know I want to study Mechanical Engineering. Getting back to what I really love is very i
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HOW MANY LUV IT DO U HAVE MULTIPLE ORGASIMS #1CHECKS IN THE MAIL #2 LET ME PUT THE HEAD IN @3 I WON'T CUM IN UR MOUTH
Showin Luv For My Friends
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Justice Blanket
Probable cause mingled over private parts. Stuffed inside a hollow shell. Like a pastry waiting to be devoured. His soul is cream. His body tender. Break him open and suck him clean. His soul is what you want. A new day begins when the old has died buried beneath a mound of rotting tongues. Propeled forward by the winds of hope The sun shines brightly in awaiting the horizon. The west can't see it The death of the day that was we mourn for her in pathetic weakness. Not yesterday, not tomorrow but today we mourn for that which was and that which will never be. Hope springs forward on golden rays just edging ever so close To the point to where it is visible at last then it dies like just like the past. To see the day, a living day, to truly see that day is a hope that someday will turn to truth and may someday shine brightly in these darkened eyes. You think you can love her? You think you can do anything that a real man can do? With your cock full pus and da
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What a friend is?You help them when they need it, you give them shelter when they have no other place to go. your the ear on the phone, when they need someone to talk to. Your their shoulder when they need you to lean on. They forgive you for the things that you do. They appreciate the things you have done for for them.. or for a kind word... they dont hold you responsible for the actions of others.. they dont blame you for things that happened, that you had no control over.. they overlook things that others cant or dont. ..they dont see you as others do..they dont see you for what you were in the past.. but for what you are now..They are there for you no matter what..They dont look down on you for who you choose to be with.. they may not like it but.. will try and stick by you and what choice you make...weather that choice turns out to be a mistake or not..they are there to catch you when you fall.Can you say you are a true friend? Is there truely a man,that can see past what i want
Be Still (song Lyrics)
Ok my friends...it has come time for me to take my yearly vacation to Walt Disney World. I'll be gone for a week but I just might pop on from time to time just to check mail and stuff. I will miss you all while I am away. Don't forget about good ol' Stitch! I can tell, I can tell how much you hate this And deep down inside, you know it's killing me I can call, wish you well and try to change this But nothing I can say would change anything Where were my senses, I left them all behind Why did I turn away Away I wish I could save you I wish I could say to you I'm not going nowhere I wish I could say to you It's gonna be alright I didn't mean, didn't mean to leave you stranded Went away 'cause I didn't want to face the truth Reaching out, reach for me empty-handed You don't know if I care You're trying to find the proof There were times I'd wonder Could I have eased your pain Why did I turn away Away I wish I could save you I wish I could say to you I'm no
Whatever
She'll walk through the night Like the whispering wind, Starting at twilight Until the new day begins. Searching for love lost, never found As she glides quietly across the ground. Silently she gazes through my window Calling, beckoning me to arise from my pillow. I hear her voice, weeping. I arise from where I lay sleeping To move across the moonlit room, Towards the sultry voice, my imminent doom.   Written by Danielle Nightshade and Blades of Darkness When I close my eyes, I become engulfed by darkness; Empty and eternal. There is no sound, Save a faint chiming in the distance. Memories flood back to me at the call of the chimes; In my despair I cry out, Begging my demons to let me go. There is silence but I know they are laughing. So I continue to fall Deeper and deeper into My Abyss. For love, I fight to keep. For love, I weep. For love, every waking hour I wait. For love, my heart longs. For love, my heart would break. Sleep brings release in hope of
Me Singing? Lmfao!
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Me
Hey all been gone so long!!!! Got anew cell number with unlimited everything so hit me up k 1-660-202-0427 Here it is almost 2010 time for an auction!!!   Here are the stipulations and rules: 1. All entrants must pay a 100,000 fubuck fee to join-payable to me 2. You must send me a link to the photo you would like to be used in the auction along with a list of things you would like to offer. 3. I will post all pics with lists of offerings on Thursday the 31st of December so that means you have 5 days to enter. 4. Auction will end on January the 8th 5. All bids must be paid to each member by that day, all offerings are good to the high bidder for 30days 6.Auctionees have the option to close the auction at anytime if they wish to accept that bid. 7. You are responsible for promoting your auction pic, although I will be promoting the actual auction!   ***here are a few hints about some things you can offer*** =Add their name to yours, Keep shitfaced, if vip offer 11's, salutes,
Just Me.
I am looking for some heroes. Please send me a message on here, SB me or send me a text at 636 524 1435 for details about how you can help! Thanks Amber She's just a whisper riding the tails of shooting stars falling from heaven to earth like an Angel blessed with unbroken kisses hidden deep within the gentle breath of a tempting summer breeze. She's just a whisper an immortal secret of intimate desire found in the quiet moment of a shared glance that lasted but a second but will haunt me for eternity for I never got to love her. I don't even know her name just her unspoken whisper. I'm just a whisper. I went there today, I went to the cross where Travis laid and where my life ended. A new chevron sign is up and the cross was leaning surrounded by weeds... I went there and I sat. I sat on the rocks with my paintbrush in hand. I painstakingly painted in the letters that Justin carved so long ago. The letters that we all carved with our agony and tears. I painted them blue
Poems
Look at me with lust in your eyes Smile like I make you happy Lean against me like you need me Kiss me like you want me Hold me like you mean it Tell me that you enjoy it without using any words.   Show me your dreams Share your hopes Let me see just a small glimpse of your world I'll surrender my heart open up and allow you to touch my soul If you'll let me teach you uncondtional love. You got me down on my knees Don't make me plead any more You're makin me wishin for more then huggin and kissin Let me know you can please Has much as you tease Let me slide in between your thighs Let me know there is more then your promise and lies Fuck, let's just get satisfied! Happy Birthday to the one who taught….me about life, how to love, to live, to feel pain, experience broken promises, and dreams.  My 1st broken heart, feel the rage of jealously, to never trust another man, to allow emotions I was never allowed to feel to pour freely from the depths of my hidden s
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The Truth About The Da Vinci Code January 8, 2008 by Wayne Jackson The so-called Da Vinci Code has been the topic of animated conversation for some time. What are the fact about this mysterious “code”? ”The Da Vinci Code” theory (both the book and a subsequent movie of the same name), has generated significant publicity over the past several years. Of course the crackpot journalists, TV talk-show hosts, and liberal theologians are vigorously promoting these productions as the “truth” about Christianity. Even some naive folks, who ostensibly are associated with “Christendom,” are encouraging their friends and associates to read the book and see the movie, and to use the information as a “tool” for evangelism. As a “tool,” these productions have the value of a one-handle pair of pliers! Most nominal “Christians” will not have two-cents worth of discernment in being able to separate biblical truth from error. The author of The Da Vinci Code book is Dan Brown, a former schoolt
Randomness
in my opinion the best Christmas song ever..  other than "X12 Days of XXXMASX" by From First To Last   "Christmas Song" by Owl City   It's Christmas and we walk alone  Two strangers with no one to miss us  On our own  Out in the cold trudging onward  Braving a harsh winter storm  You and I met passing by  And now our spirits feel warm    I don't have anyone at home to talk to  And you don't have anything to do  So I'll spend my Christmas with you    I'll spend my Christmas with you    Its Christmas and we are in love  With the way that the soft snowflakes kiss us  From far above the blustery breeze  Trudging onward  Braving a harsh winter storm  You and I met passing by  And now our spirits feel warm  I believe that Jesus is truly the only way  And I celebrate Christmas because it's his birthday    I don't have anyone at home to talk to  And you don't have anything to do  So I'll spend my Christmas with you    I'll spend my Christmas with you  I'll spend my Christmas with you  
2008
Ok people this is a song I sort of wrote. I have the melody in my head, so it looks more like just words or a poem, but it's a song. let me know what you think =) You can't imagine what my heart is feeling I am risking it all by staying away Always wondering, never saying Just keep walking past you. Somewhere, deep inside, I think you know Nex thing I know you've stolen a sweet kiss As I feel your tender lips kissing mine Suddenly I realize it was all just a dream Knowing it won't happen in reality Only you can make me feel this way Only you can take my fears away Even though you don't know this Somehow, I know you love me too. Now, as I'm standing right next to you Hoping that you'd notice me Suddenly I realize, it was all just a dream Knowing it won't happen... to a silly girl like me Only you made me feel this way Only you took my fears away Even though you barely noticed Somehow, you always knew you loved me too Take my breath away with a kis
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Marshall Klarfeld’s groundbreaking new book, “ADAM, THE MISSING LINK,” blows the lid off a closely-held package of historical and scientific facts proving that the human race was created by genetic engineering technology nearly a quarter of a million years ago. “This is the biggest news story of the century,” says Klarfeld, an engineer-turned-investigative researcher. “Once the public has seen the facts they can’t help but accept our history as descendants of extraterrestrial visitors. The evidence is overwhelming and irrefutable.” “ADAM, THE MISSING LINK” tells of mankind’s creation by an extraordinary species that occupied planet Earth 450,000 years ago. The book is complete with 145 photographs of the symbols and accomplishments of this highly advanced civilization, that makes Klarfeld’s new book a spellbinding and ultimately convincing account of non-fiction. “The artifacts left on earth are convincing evidence of this enormously intelligent species and their many accomplishm
Domina Of Discipline And Dark Desire
The realms of the positive and negative of phone sex have been debated for years. But in my stance, it's the safest sex you CAN have considering the element of STD's that running rampant in the real world. To entice a fantasy and live it out in your mind, the most powerful sexual organ in the human body, is a talent not many have. Talented young phone sex operators and Fem Dom Mistresses who ideally take your deepest fantasy be it a cuckold realm, an extreme stap-on session and even some of the lightest bondage thoughts and turn them into a reality in the clients mind. Safe sex... is your dawned by your own hand. After reading some of the symptoms and prognosis' of STD's that are spreading fast and wide... I think I rather enjoy knowing that I am 100% safe: Human Papilloma Virus:The human papilloma virus is thought to be one of the main causes of cervical cancer. It has also been linked with other types of cancers of the female reproductive system. While HPV can be treated to
Hes My Everything.
So ashley gave me this idea.. hugs and smooches to her!! and I know I left out some people and I sorry:( I was tryin hard not to studder:| and ramble to much. but I love you all and again thank you. as for mr tatoe eyes.. I love you. and you better watch this dakkit!! ps forgive me for lookin like a tard :D so chris's mom and I just picked out the wedding bands.as you will see below. I think its reather lovely..and love the design.. Honestly I would have married him with a cherry ring pop.. but these are beautiful. we'll keep ya'll posted. thanks everyone for the wishes thus far. later days Natasha xo So im not sure who all knows, im thinking the ones one here that are important to Chris and I know that Charlene will be joining us tomorrow!!! CHris has gone almost 5 months without seein his daughter..and its on our 5 month ann.! His mother will fly in with her tomorrow sometime in the afternoon.. we miss them both so much and I know she c
Contests
Hey, I need everyone that reads this to go rate this picture below. I am in a giveaway, and the one with the most rates gets a bling pack. I really would like to get a HH out of this giveaway, so if you have time, leave a few quick comments too. thanks to all! hugs Carrie aka Carebear Here is how you can get them. I am in a giveaway and need some help. I will give 2 - 100k fubucks. All you have to do is be 1 of 2 that give me the most comments. It will run from April 11-27. Also, dont forget to leave a rate. :) Rules: 1.You have to be a friend of the hostess. If you arent yet, please add this wonderful lady! ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE~LEVELER / BOMBER~*S*U*P*~@ fubar 2.Then you need to Private message me that you want to be included in the giveaway. If you don't private message me I cant keep track of who is in the giveaway. 3. You have to leave a minimum of 1000 comments. Good luck and have fun. Click on picture to get to my giveaway. This is brought to you
Special Poems That I Have Wrote Or Has Been Written For Me...
I promise to love you I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , your the STAR to my BURST, your the M to my M, your the POP to my TART, your the MILKY to my WAY, your the FRUIT to my LOOP, your the MILK to my DUDS, your the LUCKY to my CHARMS, your the ICE to my CREAM, your the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... your the BEST to my FRIEND As each day passes me by A little piece of my soul is taken
Word Of The Day
(noun) A quick and penetrating intelligence. Synonyms: acuteness, keenness, sharpness Usage: In order to boost her mental acuity, my mother spends each morning solving brain-teasers and riddles. a name, title, or designation force to quit; upset
Movies
Easter
Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we! are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late. I don't want to let that happen so I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. Send this to all your friends including me and see how many you get back. Even send it to your balloons that you think have flown away forever. You may be surprised to see it return There was a king who had twelve beautiful daughters. They slept in twelve beds all in one room and when they went to bed, the doors were shut and locked up. However, every morning their shoes were found to be quite worn through as if they had been danced in all night. Nobody could find out how it happened, or where the princesses had been. So the king ma
Empathy
Wasting time again.Ignorance suits me well.Maybe it’s my heart.Stubborn and, Trusting the unknown again.Faith found in the depths of another’s eyes, Our own manifestations of imageries.Constantly conjuring an infatuation. Nonetheless, I’ve let my guard down again.Wasting time again.A lesson I’ll never learn.Faith still flowing, A stubborn heart still beating.Will I ever learn Prevalent sunlight darts in through the curtains and rests conveniently on the eyes deliberately trying to wake me, I'm certain was the purpose as it set out from the skies I half open an eye and then the other rub them together, let out a cry and look to my left, then to my right, and remember I slept alone at night I look at the trees swaying together, and roses gloating united outside like they will continue to do forever amused at the companionship I've been denied 'You may be able' they claim, 'to hide from the rain, the glowing sun and its burning flame but never wi
Pimpouts!
October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month As we all know Breast Cancer is a very serious disease effecting many women. October is National Breast Cancer Awareness Month and we all want to be a part of it. To Join our train please rate the following folder then as usual fan rate and add all members. Once you have completed everything please send me a private message so you can be added. Once you have done this you have one more requirement, pick your Buddy, it can be your mother, sister, friend or neighbor and pick the day you will do your self exam and make the call to remind your buddy. Guys you are included too, make sure every woman in your life has a buddy. You can contact Georgetown University Hospital for your Free Buddy Check Kit. Take the time to go to the site and fill out the form. The few minutes it takes may save your life or someone you love.
Reflections
Thinking about this day was always hard for me. I lost my father when I was 12. So I didn't get to celebrate it much. Now I have a reason to. I have always wanted that reason since I was young. I knew I'd be a great daddy and I am. Unfortunately I cannot spend this day with my daughter this year. For reasons that defy logic is why. It's ok because nothing will ever or can ever break our bond. The herder some forces try the stronger it gets. She is my reason for existing for living. She sees my heart the way it's meant to be seen. Now it is seen that way. To some this is too drastic, not me, too different. That is on them not me. I miss my angel everyday it makes me more determined than ever the more certain people want me to fail. It makes me train harder, learn more, create more, focus more, and survive with less. I'm down to a 34 almost 33 waist now 202lbs and am in better shape I was when I was training. I was told I couldn't do that with my injury. I did it.
Tarot/horoscopes
Some may see you as a rebel of sorts, but you know how to be down-to-earth, routine and conventional when it serves you. Your deepest motives may actually be a mystery even to you -- but you don't spend a great deal of time and energy trying to plumb the depths. You're too practical for that. You may have a problem with someone who is asserting his or her authority a little too aggressively today. Avoid a head-on conflict. THIS WEEK'S CARD: THE HANGED MAN They say that going back to someone or something from your past isn’t normally a good idea, as though 'going back' is a 'step backwards'. Although this may sometimes hold true, it ertainly isn't always the case. Finding yourself in such a dilemma can cause a state of impasse or limbo where you really don’t know what to do for the best. This brings me to The Hanged Man card, a card that normally indicates the need to make some kind of self- sacrifice, or indicates a need for you to give someone or something up. We all
A Day In The Life...
Was watching some videos today and this one came up. One of the lines really did speak to me .... never did like those people who come at you like.... they gotcha all figured out... and they have known you what? all of 10 minutes? Its the site they foumd you on, where your profile is, where you chat, what city you live in, the things you are into, or not into, or that you dont like something they said.... some people just dont get it, it all takes time.   "Mr. Know It All" Mr. Know It All Well ya think you know it all But ya don't know a thing at all Ain't it, ain't it something y'all When somebody tells you something 'bout you Think that they know you more than you do So you take it down another pill to swallow Mr. Bring Me Down Well ya, ya like to bring me down, don't you? But I ain't laying down, baby, I ain't goin' down Can't nobody tell me how it's gonna be Nobody's gonna make a fool out of me Baby, you should know that I lead not follow [Chorus:] Oh you think that you know m
Just About Me!
Well everyone coming in about 10 more minutes by the end of tomorrow night my VIP is officially gone. At Midnight on 16th. Once My 11's are done on 15th I am deleting my VIP! Hey everyone if you see me on here and there its because I had another stomach attack last night when I was with my kids and my friends and their kids. I am very weak and I am hardly sleeping from time time. My kids are safe with their father. I will keep you all posted. Bye for now Hey everyone just to inform ya I am back home but I can't drive for a couple of days since the doctors put more heavy medication on me to rest easy and more. My following surgery coming up near is set for August 5 2008. I tried to walk around early this afternoon and my stomach and my legs got super weak on me. I tried to write and the pen would keep coming out of my hand. Well just to keep you posted on how I am feeling. With love from the Shadow Princess Talk to you all later.
My Poems
I AM A SOLDIER"I am a soldier, a prayer warrior, of the army of my God. The Lord Jesus Christ is my Commanding Officer. The Holy Bible is my code of conduct. Faith, Prayer and the Word are my weapons of warfare."I have been taught by the Holy Spirit, trained by experience, tried by adversity, and tested by fire."I am a volunteer in this army, and I am enlisted for eternity. I will either retire in this army at the Rapture or die in this Army; but I will not get out, sell out, be talked out. I am faithful, capable, and dependable."If my God needs me, I am there."I am a soldier, a prayer warrior. I am not a baby. I do not need to be pampered, petted, primed up, pumped up, picked up, or pepped up."I am a soldier, a prayer warrior. No one has to call me, remind me, write me, visit me, entice me, or lure me."I am a soldier, a prayer warrior. I am not a wimp. I am in place, saluting my King, obeying His orders, praising His name, and building His Kingdom!"I am a soldier, a prayer warrior. No
For You
True love comes only once in a lifetime yet it lasts an eternity It has the power to crush someone so deeply while at the same time they know there's no one else in the world they'd rather be with True love will knock down the walls of difficulty to be with that special one It will take your hand and fly over the world into a place where there's no pain, no tears True love will withstand the test of time, forever waiting until its love is returned It never fails, never dies, never lets go of the one they love I want to run with you in the moonlight, And hold you in the tide, I want to stare at you forever, Just to have you by my side. I want to watch you while you're sleeping, And listen to you breathe, I want to kiss you ever so softly, And make love 'til we fall asleep. I want to let you into my soul, Where you forever more would stay, I want to laugh with you 'til morning, And hold your hand all day. I want to breathe you in so deep, That your scent would nev
?????
Does the term dating apply to people who go to dinner, have sex, spend the night and see ya next week kind of thing? or is that just a booty call. but either way, would not consider that person you are dating, or sleeping with, a friend above anything else? So heres the situation... I was "dating" this woman Dawn, it was very casual to say the least, but what I have a problem with the termination of said relations is this: No phone call, no e-mail even...no text message, letting me know that she would not be seeing me anymore. I can completely understand that maybe she found the right guy for her and im happy for her, but some closure (or what ever you want to call it) to said relationship is what I deserved, right? or am I wrong?  I went to look her up on the myspace, since she hadnt responded to my texts or Yahoo ims when i was off shore last, and when i see that she deleted me from myspace, and i find her, cuz obviously i know her last name, she has her relationship staus changed a
Cancer Stuffs
I've been at the breast care center for an hour now... still waiting for the radiation oncologist. Yes, I need radiation treatments. This will involve 5 days a week, for idk how many weeks - they say it's usually 5 or 6. More details after I actually talk to the guy. I'm sitting in this stupid hospital gown waiting... waiting... waiting... --------------- Update: 6 weeks of radiation monday through friday then tamoxifen or equivalent to produce early menopause - just in time for my 36th birthday. I finally heard back from my surgical oncologist, who apologized and hadn't realized nobody had called me yet about my pathology results. Soooooo.... good news and bad news. The good news - my lymph node came back negative, meaning the cancer did not spread. The bad news - there was apparently a bit of tumor very close to where they were removing tissue during the mastectomy. The radiation oncologist will determine whether they feel I need radiation or not. He says it
Miscellaneous
No explanation necessary I love the way your skin feels under the deft touch of my fingers, Smooth as the most expensive silk. I love the way your hair feels as I brush it out, The delicate strands glimmering in the light. I love the way you look at me with those deep brown eyes, The love burning there like fire. I love the way we walk in perfect harmony, Like we are one and the same entity. I love the way you squeeze my hand, Like you're scared I'll run away. I love the way your smile can light up my whole day, Like the sun coming out from behind a cloud. I love the way you make me so confident in my own skin, Which no one else could ever do. I love the way you said yes, When I knelt down in the cafe and asked you to marry me. But most of all... I Love YOU!!! I want you.   I want you in my arms.   I want you to see me staring in to your eyes.   I want you to see the love I have for you flowing out of me.   I want you
A Little Of This And That.......
Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to? Be thankful when you don't know everything, for it gives you the opportunity to learn. Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow. Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement. Be thankful for each new challenge because it will build your strength and character. Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons. Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference. * Broom (brum) - a long handled brush used for sweeping (also doubles as a mode of transportation for your mother) *Vacuum (vak' u em) - much like the leaf blower except it sucks in, instead of blowing out. Don't let this alarm you. It isn't broken and doesn't need more torque, speed, RAM or whatever it is you did to the dishwasher. * Dust pan (DUH) - Contrary to popul
Pour Elle
  I love you. You know I do Yea, it's perfect...well, it isn't and it is   And I've been meaning to call you I've been meaning to call you Then I do   I've been meaning to call you I've been meaning to call you Then I do Phone rings once Phone rings twice Phone rings three times I am of you You are in everything I do I do I trust you, that makes you true I don't care if it isn't the way it isI've been meaning to call you I've been meaning to call you Then I do Phone rings once Phone rings twice Phone rings three times I am of you You are always in view Yea, I am my will But you are in everything I do I do. I do. I do In the Day Eraser's dark of night In the Excited States, gone in plain sight Under the wave or by cavelight I lose, things change, but never in your eyes I am of you You are always in view I am my will You are in everything I do  Song For A Winter’s Night The lamp is burning low upon my table top The snow is softly
Step In Back...
Under the blood-red moon; covered by the blood-red haze I don't wanna hear anything but your breath I don't wanna feel anything but your touch Your pale skin glowing in the dark; Your deep black eyes looking straight into my heart So beautiful a man can be but beauty in the inside is what I can see....   "FOR ALL BEAUTYFULL MEN..." I see no backdoors Only cold corridor At the end of it Door leads to the garden Of pain I hear notes Flames in the lines Who can compose Such a beautiful melody? These letters Storyline of mine Who can write Such an awful story? I listen the music I bury my head Into the pillow And I cry..... In this our lifeline Hate follows the pain Blind after mute Anger to the rage Nothing from everything Anything for something Everlasting evermore The pain and the greed Why all the pain remains Why all the tears faint In the end, end of the line It all fades away Why my scars wont heal Why my torment feels so real in the end
Sexy Saturday
My Shadowverse
Hands clenched I raise my voice against the choice made by the one who startled me with love. Upon the wind my frustration churns in echoing resonance and burns crimson tears from my eye, inside I die once again. Primal feelings of ferral rage that inundates my soul is smothered by melancholic darkness wherein lies fantasies of blood slattered lace as I forcibly place a brick in her face. Shed the bonds of a sober one, throw the chains assunder. Talk to your hands and make them weap, for they know of the distant lonely thunder, that trembles the boundries of your everyday life. Another town on this lonely road, Travelling from where my strife was sowed, Where I had become the walking dead, Yet I still bop to the elevator music in my head. Three times loved, three times wife, Love has failed within my life, To hell with love, I've no more tears to shed, But I will continue to hum with the elevator music in my head. Again I will walk this trail in hopes that someday I will not fail and i
My Writings That I Wrote
 Looking through a life like window, I only see what I mostly desire; to kiss the tender lips of an angel. Holding onto the urge of kissing the screen of my computer, I hold everything inside even I love you's and how much I care.  Those arms are so strong and muscular that I want to be held by them, to rub my hands up and down the smooth bumbs that the muscles make. Holding the urge to grab the screen to hug, I can only dream of the day to be in those arms. Dreaming of kissing those tender lips, you are my angel.  Those tender loving eyes that hold hope of the day I appear in front of him, those very eyes I see trying to look in my eyes to see what I mostly want. Those eyes that make everything bad go away, when something happens.  How those angel eyes say, " I love you, with everythinng I can offer." Those very eyes that I want to look deep into, so I know that he is wanting me there more then he shows. Holding the urge to get really close to the screen, I want so badly to stare d
Doin' It On The Cell Phone
We had a record blizzard. 3 feet of snow. I love hiking 1/4 mile through hip deep snow with 50 pounds of gear because some dumbass decided to a) boil beer in the middle of a blizzard, and b) dump the water outside, thus resulting in him slipping and spilling it on him. Then his wife decided to a) try and drive the SUV through 3 feet of snow, and b) got it stuck. So I got to treat a patient in an SUV while waiting for a plow truck so we could get him to a burn center. *Sigh* some people... 72 hours, 74 unit responses, one tired fireman. Slept for 12 hours. I needed that. Might go for another 12 tonight lol. I have a feeling this is how my weeks will be going for a while now. To say life went to hell in a handbasket this week is an understatement. I've having to choose between compromising my morals for the path of least resistance and letting a minor evil go unpunished, or making a mountain out of a molehill, which is the technically "right" thing to do, but which will screw me royally
New Only Open Blog
She wonders is she in my dreams,In my thoughts in the day.Will she ever relieze shes all,Shes all in everyway. She could be the beat of my heart,If she ever wanted to.Everytime I'd see that smile,My heart would run to you. For now on your shelf,Watching you go by.Everyday without you,My heart slowly dies. Without her smile,Some beauty hides.I know its there hidden,And longs to come outside. Does she realize about her,The main reason for her,why I care.I can't see all of her beauty,If it doesn't touch the air. Without it,she is still a dream,Well beyond my grasp.But her smile,Sweet beautiful smile,Breath,It will go with me to my last. Her stare never soften,As I looked into her eyes.The times they'd seen before,To her I would spin no lies. Her beauty and grace so impressive,Like a queen deserving of a crown.I would offer her myself,With my knee to the ground. To capture her attentionI could find no thing more rare.As I kneel,humbled by her beauty,And hypnotized by her stare.
My Writings
To Whom It May ConcernThis may be the last thingYou wanted to learnBut I'm tired of the painTired of the fightingSick of everyone takingBut no one compromisesI fought the best that I couldI gave it my allBut you just all sat thereAnd watched me fallAll the sleepless nightsSpent aloneYou left me behindIn a broken homeI never wanted all thisToo much on my plateThis razorblade against my skinHas sealed my fateI'm too far gone nowIt's far too lateYou had your chanceYou showed you didn't careSo now you can deal with lifeWithout me thereI hope the words are hard to findAnd make you feel ashamedBecause once the truth is outYou won't forget my nameSo save your tearsPlease don't cryI wanted it to end this wayI wanted to dieThis letterThe last thing I ever wroteI hope somebody finds thisMy suicide note. Sick and tiredWe've all been there beforeYou try to just shake it offBut it only hurts moreI'm trying my bestBut nothing seems to work outJust because I have a smileDoesn't mean I don't have doub
Poems
Don’t worry about me It’s the way things have to be No matter how things change I know in my heart everything will be okay   Don’t worry baby It’s the way things go I can’t be sad I never imagined I would have a friend like you   I finally understand Why things have to be this way You are who you are A rambling man Your world it the stage Music your life   Baby don’t worry about me I will do just fine I am stronger than I realize Just don’t forget   Follow your dreams Follow your heart I am here for you always 2000 miles away Doubts I have they care me away the fear of what maybe   I know they also drive you crazy when I tell them to you   Forgive me  for they are not  meant to hurt you   I thought if we both knew what they were we could handle them together as one   My mistake for they are only  MY doubts and fears   There really no reason for them to be here A constant fight with the feeling w
Three Strikes (read From The Bottom Up)
three strikes
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Robert Chrisley | ÄRÇ ÄÑGΣL ÇRØWΣ  "My Soul Asylum's Benediction Part I & II" The Book of Shadows (Devistating Se7en Chapter Rock Opera Event) Empire Europe/Erynn Song/Chrisley Music 1998   .......I'm weening my way I'm weening my way back to me Sorry, I can't stay The beast inside screams for release My dreams are all connected to collective Affirmations of the pathelogically injected And I need to be freed   I'm sowing the seeds I'm sowing the seeds for ascention to the next The tree of knowledge becomes the darkness I am the grievance of inner peace of inner piece Torn, twisted like a luciferian wretch   Come and break in to save my Soul I cry from the bars I see in front of me I travel down to the center of the Earth to the Peoples of the Past Whom cannot receive me And my body was made weak   I cry for Scarlett Rose While I feed my lust of Faust with Mephistopheles I'm pushing my limits I'm pushing my limits for the keys That will unlock th
Primate Poetry Corner
The God and Goddess of Fuck   You don't need a body To know where to suck When you're the God And Goddess of Fuck! Miles mean nothing. You don't need a truck When you're the God And Goddess of Fuck! All you need is your mind And a li'l' poet's luck When you're the God And Goddess of Fuck! How do we know each other like this? Without a meeting? Without a touch?
Classic
My Blogs To Everyone.
Your Power Level is: 68% You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within. Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals. How Powerful Are You? Booty Call Agreement . .Instruction: This Booty Call Agreement; (hereinafter referred to as the Agreement) is entered into on the ___________ .day of________________, 2007, by __________________, between______________ and _____________. **This agreement shall cover the following rules, regulations, and principles: 1. No sleeping over - - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9pm we dont have shit to talk about. 4. None of that lovemaking shit - - only mind-blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions - - i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me? The answer is no, so don’t ask. 6. No plans made in advance - - that is why
My Stuff
You know, it's never pretty when one grows older... especially when it is ungraceful.. time seems to fly by, and no one is paying attention to the changes around them anymore because they are so damned busy. I have fallen down the rabbit hole.. as I have always been the 'obeserver' now, I am in charge of my own universe. It's funny it took this long to finally figure it out.. what is life? who is god? Why am I here? Unfortunately, the answers to these questions only pertain to me.. it is a duty of all to figure out these questions for yourself...for me, I am God, I am here to create, life is only an illusion..and everyone I see is part of me, and they are themselves as well... by the choices they have made in their lives, and the 'programing' they have recieved from the stimuli they are surrounded by. I used to think that life was a situation of daily tasks and goals, however, I couldn't have been more wrong..it is about experiencing everything that is around me, and to
Beware
2 lbs cooking apples, peeled,cored and sliced 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1 lemon, zest and juice only 3 tablespoons light brown sugar 3 ounces unsalted butter, melted 8 thin slices brown bread, crusts removed 1 Pre-heat oven to 375°F. 2 Put the apples, cinnamon, lemon zest and juice and sugar in a saucepan. 3 Cover and simmer gently until pulpy, stirring occasionally. 4 Beat thoroughly with a wooden spoon, then cook, uncovered, over a high heat, stirring continuously, until any excess liquid has evaporated and the purée is very thick. 5 Brush the butter all over the slices of bread. 6 Line the base and sides of a greased 6 inch deep cake tin with the slices of bread, making sure that they overlap. 7 Spoon in the apple purée and cover with more over-lapping slices of bread. 8 Bake for about 30 minutes, until the top is golden brown. 9 Serve at once, turned out and accompanied with real custard or fresh cream or clotted cream to pour over it. 8 ounces plain flour 1 pinc
Erotic Tales
Pain was not the right word. Promise. Promise fit much better. It was a promise for something more. It was a promise for something fine and exquisite. It held the promise for pleasure and passion. These were his thoughts as the long black and grey straps struck across his lower back again—raising welts above and beyond those there before—her slight laughter at his deep almost concussive moan filling the room. She'd walked around him and the click of her heels on the wooden floor almost reverberated up through his spine in excitement. Her fingers moved carelessly over his chest through the tuft of curly hair, stroked his skin, and teased his nipples focusing on the silver rings through each. She moved close enough to him that even the barest of breath from her supple lips caused his shortly trimmed beard to gently sway. She planted one very long and deep kiss upon him, tongue burying into his mouth, probing as if pressing herself into his being but before he could react she
Erotic Stories
I have to tell you a story of what happened to me about three nights ago, an event that will change my life forever. First of all, I'm 26, 5'2, blond, and good looking. My measurements are 36-23-35, and I workout everyday to keep my figure. Men have always told me how much they like my body, and I have no trouble attracting them. I love sex, and love to have it frequently. In high school, I fucked about half my class, and dozens of others in other grades, and a couple of teachers too. After high school, I went to college and got my degree in nursing. It was a lot of work, but it paid off and I did well. I didn't have a lot of time for men then, and my sexual appetite reduced. I still love sex, but now I go for quality, not quantity. After collage, I worked as a nurse in a hospital for a while before landing my present job at a medical clinic. The hours are better, no late night duty, the work's not as heavy or demanding, and the pay is good. This is where I met Lee, the
Quiz's
You scored as Phone Sex. "Talk dirty to me" describes your idea of a good time. A sexy voice really sets the tone of a good evening for you. Oral Sex100%Orgy100%Phone Sex100%Gay Sex89%Normal Sex83%Anal Sex61%Cyber Sex56%What kind of SEX do you love? (pics)created with QuizFarm.com What American accent do you have? Your Result: The West Your accent is the lowest common denominator of American speech. Unless you're a SoCal surfer, no one thinks you have an accent. And really, you may n
My Heart Belongs To U
Why do i feel like my whole life is crashing down around me ? It should be a season for happiness , and great love. Instead i feel like i wanna bury my self .. The man i love is so so far away , and there is not a fucking thing i can do to get to him ... What is the point ? I ask my self . Should this person find love closer to him , And i stop being to fucking selfish .... But can i let him go . NONONONONONONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I
Charlie's Writings
4. Jumpdafuckup 2000 Soulfly [w/ Corey Taylor "#8" (Slipknot)] Jumpdafuckup! Muthafucka u don't understand All my hate! Muthafucka u don't understand All my rage! Muthafucka u don't understand All my pain! Muthafucka u don't understand... You seem to sever all my frequencies I'm tethered to your energies And everything turns inside out I can't be killed but I'm not too proud Maybe you would like to peek through the curtain At the same mistake you know you always make But...all I really want to know is Are you gonna lay the fuck back down Or jump da fuck up? Walking in da streets and looking at all this shit I'm full of hate, don't fuck with me Walking in da streets and looking at all this shit Open up your eyes and fucking see We got the tribe against society We got to fight the real enemy Get da fuck up, stand da fuck up Back da fuck up All this is making things a bit insane And I don't care who stares or stays The only thing that matters is
My Blog.. My Thoughts!
Sooo.. if you still wanna keep in contact with me.. send me a private message and i'll give you my msn, aim, email addy, or myspace :) this place is just bullshit. I've met some amazing friends on here, but i've also met an amazing guy on here, so I don't really want anything to fuck that up. xoxox When you look into someones eyes, and your breath is taken away...a simple touch from them, sends a shockwave right to your soul defining the very reason for your existence. To lay next to this person and not be able to fall asleep...because subconsciously, you know that you will dream of her, and she is laying right next to you the whole time, but you dread not spending every waking moment admiring her beauty and her charm. Every passionate kiss lasts an eternity. When you are with this person, every day is an adventure or a journey into the unknown...and then true happiness takes place of everything else, life isn't about money, or fast cars, or fancy furniture and a closet full of clot
Look At The Real Princessdi
The Pub Late Friday night and the place is crowded and buzzing for all the people who seem to think it is a great place to tie one on. Sitting quietly in the corner is this very sexy young man who has captured my attention for a few weeks now. The view of him sitting alone is just to much for this gal to take so I send a waitress over to see what he is drinking. She returns with word of a bottled beer, so I send a cold one over to the table. Well a smile and a nod and there is a invitation to join you at the table. I walk up with a firm hand shake I introduce myself as the owner of this fine establishment, and inform you that anything you want is yours. Oh really what is it is not something but someone I have interest in, I will do my best to accommodate your wishes, and I feel your hand go up my skirt. Well I guess I see what you are interested in? Am I right? You smile, yeah that is what I am looking for. I sit next to you and immediately let you know of my interest as well
My Little Nitch
High School reunion time, I am on committe, and was happy to find an alumni I had wondered about for 30 years. Lots to catch up on, which we did by email and phone. The ol' Irishman had lots of tales to tell,I got lots of laughs. To be honest this senior (when in high school, I know yuns are thinking as in age! thanks friends LOL) as I said, this senior had an eye on that young irishman and his harmonica playing brother. They always left a sweet echo in the stairwells at school. And I have been told they really loved when I dropped my books, (on purpose of course, I wasn't dumb or blind as to who was staring at me) When we talked about life since then I heard lots of stories, and big names came up. The younger brother cofounded the music group called "38 Special", and when my alumni friend got a dear john letter, the two brothers got drunk and wrote the song "2nd chance" Then the name VanZant, that caught my ear as well. Unfortunately younger brother lost his life soon after st
Ele From Hell
'I want to Thank You ALL for your Support And votes I was in the lead till One Princess shot up to 700 can't EVEN TOUCH THAT!!! So congradulations to her.. REMEMBER IM NOT A BITCH IM A PRINCESS IN TIGHT SHOES!! LOVE U ALL!!!' YOU ALL ROCK!!! Ele
Family Tree
Soldier who died smothering enemy grenade to be recommended for Medal of Honor By Mark St.Clair, Stars and Stripes Mideast edition, Thursday, December 14, 2006 A Schweinfurt, Germany-based infantryman who jumped on a grenade to save other troops is being recommended for the Medal of Honor. The 1st Infantry Division soldier, Spc. Ross Andrew McGinnis, 19, was killed Dec. 4 while on a combat patrol in Baghdad. Soldiers in his unit said he used his body to cover a grenade that had been thrown into his Humvee by an enemy fighter on a nearby rooftop. McGinnis’ actions probably saved the lives of the four other soldiers in the vehicle, his company commander and other officials said during a Tuesday memorial ceremony. As the U.S.’s highest award for wartime valor, the Medal of Honor is approved sparingly, and only one has been given out since Sept. 11, 2001, and the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq. That award, to Sgt. 1st Class Paul Ray Smith of the Army’s 3rd Infan
Just Things I Wana Say
if someone was looking for 2 people and they said... they're not in the livingroom, kitchen, bathroom, or bedroom but then they found the 2 people and said they're kas....sad.... WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN?!?!?!??! KAS....SAD....???? ITS DRIVING ME NUTS!!!! then i asked the person what they meant.. and they said... use your imagination and started crying. So... anyone have a good enough imagination to help me out here?! please?!?!?! im beggin yall! sooo because our basement keeps getting flooded everytime it rains we might be moving...AGAIN! this is such BS! Im so tired of moving! I thought this was going to be the last time for at least awhile! ARG!!! ~Christine~ do any of you know how you get tumors? cause i would really like to know!!!!
Random Nonsense
Sure, I'm a dude, but I can still tell you that you dress like an FFR. See, FFR is the new replacement for BFF, except that it stands for Fat Fucking Retard. So many dirty slobs looking like a douche. Well, I'm hear to help with some friendly tips for you losers: If you wear it to the gym, they are not clothes, they are sweats. This goes for all you IROC driving hair metal fuckers still wearing wrestling crazy pants. Be comfortable in your own goddam home. When you are out in public, try to look a little better than the jackass that always hogs the treadmill just to walk at 1MPH. Damn FFR. If you wear it to bed, they are not clothes, they are pajamas. You stupid little bitches know what I am talking about. Sure, you think it is all cute to wear fucking PJs out in public. Where is your dumbass teddy bear? Here, let me read you a bedtime story - "There once was an angry old fuck that kicked the shit out of people wearing pajamas outside and the world was a better place. The end." If y
Wine Me, Dine Me, 69 Me
Get Code | Create Your Own! http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=4847 HELLO TO ALL MY SEXY CHERRYTAP FRIENDS I NEED YOUR HELP IN VOTING FOR MY VERY SEXY FRIEND MISS CHERRY. SHE REALLY NEEDS MORE VOTES. JUST CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO VOTE. HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL XOXO
Music
Hey its Jade. If you guys havent heard Rockstar and her husband Josh go into a car accident last Tuesday. Everyone came out ok just a few minor injuries. They lost the truck tho. So if you guys could hit up Rockstars page and donate a buck or so and help the Godmother of GOM out. Her myspace ishttp://www.myspace.com/rockstarisacunt. Her and Josh are in a tight spot and they need our help so if you could stop by and donate something for them. They are out a vehicle and its a week before christmas. I know everyone is tight with money right now but if you could just stop and donate what you can that would be awesome. Rockstar and Josh have helped me through a lot this year and they are great people please try and donate what you can. Also if you wanna help anyother way please get in contact with me. Thanks so much!! Jade Msn mess- happygrl_2002_ Yahoo mess- morbidtaintedangel069 Gmail- jade.angel.gom@gmail.com Life at home is is a drag... Its not bad but I cnat get
Interesting
TORONTO, Ontario (AP) -- Doris Moore was shocked when her new couch was delivered to her Toronto home with a label that used a racial slur to describe the dark brown shade of the upholstery. The situation was even more alarming for Moore because it was her 7-year-old daughter who pointed out "nigger brown" on the tag. "My daughter saw the label and she knew the color brown, but didn't know what the other word meant. She asked, 'Mommy, what color is that?' I was stunned. I didn't know what to say. I never thought that's how she'd learn of that word," Moore said. The mother complained to the furniture store, which blamed the supplier, who pointed to a computer problem as the source of the derogatory label Kingsoft Corp., a Chinese software company, acknowledged its translation program was at fault and said it was a regrettable error. "I know this is a very bad word," Huang Luoyi, a product manager for the Beijing-based company's translation software, told The Associated Pr
A Great Poet Once Wrote...
Fall into sleep like a drunk coma's onset with no hope of waking. Press into me and I'll tear into you. The poison tastes like hope. Betray me with hollow words and blackened lips. Pull back the jaw and open the eternity of your decay. Sincerity nonexistant. Acid eyes. Pieces of you remain on the floor, only to remind of the years past. I drown the memory with every salve under the sun, but I can still taste you. I still smell you on my skin. Every night I'm awakened, disturbed by the same crushing dream. The same fucking reality. Her eyes gazing into those of another. She cried. Tears fused with dust. Trembling fear. Choking on mud. Helpless I watched. She was consumed. Skies fell inwards. Sinking... Tears fell from her face like petals from a dying rose. Caked with mud and her own spit she screamed. My name into a wordless wind. Leeches. Burning my skin. I'll follow. Soon reunited. Following farther. I too must die. Let by the hands of anothe
Little Dittys
The One Called Friend In this foreign land It has been noticed that the one called friend in this foreign land has been given the attributes of the lover. Nameless people at the jobsite disclose that they no longer keep boyfriends but have "friends" to serve their wishes. He takes her to the movies, dinner etc. and enjoys the privilege of being with her but not actually be with her, or so they say, sort of like an escort. ! He should be paid for services rendered! Anyways there is a secret desire for your friend. The guy would have no qualms with an actual love affair betwixt the two of you. Otherwise, he would not put up with the senseless stuff she has him to do. He figures this is the best way to love land. Show her an unyielding faithful guy and she'll come around to loving you. In reality, what really happens is he'll is forced, (well I shouldn't say forced, he wants to see her happy so…) to weather countless storms of bad boyfriends, indecisions, and P.
Some Poetry
there is no right or wrong to expression, there is but right and wrong when we are unjust in heaven, diamonds of wisdom falling from the sky, refreshing like rain. together we shall embrace the light of redemption for history has been twisted into mean streets and cold stares. fear not the unity of collective love, it shall heal and soothe the scars, broken hearts and weeping eyes we shall once more walk in the glow, swim in the delight unbind the chains and yell freedom with belief and passion till it echoes the universe from dawn till night ----dronutts---mystic music---- There was a 3 word poem titled Loss carved into a rock, the poet had crossed out the words, because you cannot read Loss, only feel it. definition of the booof.a booofinism. booofadelic.miss jenny booofette baron vonbooof. booofbionics.booofafied.into booofblivion.booofomatic stop look whats that sound, i possess the power to communicate with clouds baron vonbooof came to disappear infro
Tolong!!!
Hi! Me and my baby are in a FuCouple of the year Contest. IF you could help us out by just clicking on the picture below which will link to you the photo and rating our picture, it would mean alot to us. If you do help us out pls leave me a comment here so I can show some love back to you. For your one rate, I will rate your page and your default pic 11s. No need to leave comments unless you want to as its a RATES ONLY Contest.!!! Thank you!! Much Love!! PLEASE REPOST Thanks to FUBAR I've met some of the most wonderful people on here and of course you do meet some not-so-wonderful ones now and then. But one person in particular caught not just my attention but my heart as well. He always puts a smile on my face everyday and makes me feel special and treasured. I'd like to ask for everyone's help to make him feel a little special as it's hard being away from the one you love, especially during the Christmas season. I'M NOT asking you to FAN/ADD/RATE...BUT what I
Why Me
A bond so strong, I cannot, let go. A passionate desire, thats deep within my heart. Satin sheets, deep colors of, purple and red rose petals a flow everywhere. What do this lead to from the heart. My mind is telling me no, but my heart is telling me yes. Yes baby I love you. I wanna be the woman, to always, make you happy. A bond so strong, I cannot, let go. A passionate desire, thats deep within my heart. A bond so strong! A bond so strong!! A bond so strong!!! Come and play with us we wont bite unless u want us too.... Is it so hard to ask for a man who will respect me and love me, I have tried every route and im bound for failure I swear to god.. U got Mark together 8 yrs 1 child 3 miscarriages and we were engaged but yet I let his cheating slide because I
Hey Chatterbaters
Hi..ya you opened this...so here is your chance to get some FU LOVEEEE.....Pic a picture any one of my pictures and comment it 100 times..and i will give ya 5000 fu bucks...if ya comment on it 300 times, i'll give ya anything ya want totalling 7,000 fu bucks...now if you comment 500 times on any one picture of mine...(anyone 1 pic ) i'll make ya a fu tag and give you anything ya want amounting to 50,000...it is really a simply thing...Wanna try ?? Not going that well people......:( Vas185.........................479 Guardian Angel.................274 Kitty..........................142 Jmart4fun......................34 chris92........................15 Piercedstuff...................5 coming undone..................3 manda..........................3 Have had this contest open for 5 days, and this is all you guy can give me? My last contest was done in under 12 hours and Manly is the one who was like dam awesome.....Lets see if we can change this........... It's what ev
Prayer (1)........
is life a mystery? or it really never meant to happen at all? If only i could find a way to say the words I've kept for a long time Oh if only i could stay to make you Feel the way i do With us not parting i can If only i could let you know I love you so Oh i love you so much Oh if only i could find a way To say it easily Oh god, please let it be If only we could have more time To learn, to love, to know our feelings If only time could slow down and in every minute We are in each other's arms Oh if only Oh if only i can if i was why i felt i wasnt?
Radio
Its Time For the Fire Side Pimp out!! Make sure yall go and chack out FUNUSLADYBUG!! Shes a great person and will return all the love so make sure yall show her lots of love!! Fan Rate Add do all that good stuff and she has tons of great pics yall can go and comment and rate as well!! So show her lots of Love and tell her Bubba Sent ya!! (¯`·._)FUNUSLADYBUG(¯`·._)@ fubar And lets not forget Yesterdays Pimpout!! NeaBear!! ?Neabear?@ fubar Shes Crazy Shes a lil Psycotich!! Shes Dj Crazy Lady!! Rockin out in Paradise Cove!! Come see the Insane Crazy Lady live and Hear great tunes From Rock to COuntry To Metal and everything in between!!!
My Poetry Blog
My love can you see these tears falling from my eyes? They fall because I am missing you... I look to heaven and whisper the words I wish you knew. The words I should have said long ago to you. I would give anything to hold you once again... To tell you I love you more than just as friends. But your time came and to heaven you went. I never got to tell you that I enjoyed the time we spent. I never got to say I love you before you went away. I hope you can see the love in my tears, for I love you more than just friends. As do stars fall from the sky, let these tears fall from my eyes. They are a symbol of my eternal love. For the one I will soon join and give all my love to. My love, I can't wait to return to you. Eternity stole you away... But we'll love, together, someday. How do I make you understand? How do I make you see? That everything he told you were lies that didn't come from me. Words I would never speak. Things I don't believe. Th
Panda
Esskay - Come Home MaddieView | Copy MANY HAVE REPOSTED THIS FOR ME SO THANKYOU !!! SOME DID IT SLIGHTLY WRONG THO AND THE PICS OF MADDY DIDN'T SHOW UP........ SO PLEASE FOLLOW THESE INSTRUCTIONS CAREFULLY AND REPOST THIS FOR ME - LETS FIND THIS LIL GIRL !!!! *****CLICK 'REPLY' AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS BULLETIN A NEW PAGE WILL OPEN HIGHLIGHT ALL ALL ALL THE TEXT NOW GO TO POST A BULLETIN PASTE ALL THE TEXT INTO YOUR NEW BULLETIN GIVE IT A TITLE AND POST IT WITHOUT CLICKING 'REPLY' FIRST - THE PICS OF MADELEINE WILL NOT SHOW UP AND ITS IMPERATIVE THEY DO !!!! ***** PLEASE......PLEASE.....PLEASE...... THIS MUST BE REPOSTED - NO EXCUSES !!!!! READ THIS BULLETIN - AND REPOST IT FOR ME - IT MAY BE A BIT LONG BUT ITS A LIFE OR DEATH SITUATION - SIMPLE AS THAT !!!! IT CONCERNS LITTLE 3 YEAR OLD MADELEINE McCANN WHO HAS BEEN ABDUCTED IN THE ALGARVE IN PORTUGAL !!!! ANYONE WITH ANY INFORMATION ABOUT HER - GO TO THE BBC NEWS WEBSITE AND CALL THE NUMBER THEY HA
Bitchpal's Bitchin' Blog
I am deleting most, probably almost all of my photos and probably change my icon pic also, but I will still keep my account here for now. Just wanted to let you know.... I will still check in from time to time mainly to keep in touch with some friends.... But, I have become dismayed by fubar's drama, and greed. Please keep in touch as will I If you are interested in keeping contact with me, then please send me a message or leave me a comment in this blog and I will send you my email addy I have found a treasure in you as a friend and hope to keep contact somehow, some way.... Big Hugs to you, Tori All You Need Is Love... An old man and woman were married for many years, even though they hated each other. When they had a confrontation, screaming and yelling could be heard deep into the night. The old man would shout, "When I die, I will dig my way up and out of the grave and come back and haunt you for the rest of your life!" Neighbors feared him. They believed he p
Every Day She Wakes With A Dream To Describe
Outside shell is strong - confident But slowly eats away Like a man plagued with disease, I try to fight Through my pores it seems to seep... And I'll bleed forever Don't acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far - it's been so long Don't know why it started or where it came from And you sit there and do nothing You're content with doing nothing There's nowhere to run and hide when you're living to die Stuck alone inside your head, better off dead The phone would ring in the empty house, no one's around. Don't acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far - it's been so long Don't know why it started or where it came from But in my life, I wanted more, I needed more, I taste more Well, I am not going to have internet access very soon because I have just leased an apartment and I will be moving out of my parents house. I will be able to use mobile Yahoo since I h
Welcome To My Life And My Wolrd Watch Out You Might Not Like It Here
Well like it say life well what can i really say about i guess not alot i mean every time i turn around i fuck something up or something gets fucked up or whatever the case maybe and well it is getting alittle old but i guess at the same time i am kinda used to it by now but i really must say that i am trying to make thing better in my life for alot of reason that i really don't want to get into right now but i do have my regrets mainly from this past year and i would have to say my major one was fucking thing up with someone that means the world to me and that is Sara and i am trying to work on thing and i hope that it is working but i never know she has to let me know that and every thing elese but i am trying i know i have alot to do but atleast i am not giving up cause i have given up on to much in my life and this time i really don't want to give up there is something inside of me driving to to get this done and make things better and i am not really sure what it is but it is nice
Herbal Information
The Salvia divinorum User's Guide Version date: July 23, 2006 The most recent version can always be found at: http://sagewisdom.org/usersguide.html SALVIA DIVINORUM BASICS Salvia divinorum is a species of sage (the genus Salvia). There are approximately 1000 species of Salvia worldwide, but Salvia divinorum is the only vision-inducing species known. Salvia is a member of a very large family of plants known as the Labiatae. Because mint is a well-known member of this family, it is sometimes referred to as the mint family. Salvia divinorum makes a beautiful house plant, and it can be grown just for that reason, but most people who grow this plant are interested in its fascinating psychoactive effects. The botanical name Salvia divinorum means "Sage of the Diviners." Under the right conditions, taken in the right way, Salvia produces a unique state of "divine inebriation." For hundreds of years, it has been used in religious and healing ceremonies by the Mazatec Indians, who li
Music ? Life Bs
make everything all right reveal the light upon the darkness take my hand well run forever dance touch me my hearts beating faster baby cant you feel me in your arms you feel so good dont ever make it stop i dont hurt so much when your around just dance dance baby dance forever everything will be alright just stay with me tonight "Take my love, take my land Take me where I cannot stand I don't care, I'm still free You can't take the sky from me Take me out to the black Tell them I ain't comin' back Burn the land and boil the sea You can't take the sky from me There's no place I can be Since I found Serenity But you can't take the sky from me..." I'll help set you free any day just let the music take away your pain beautiful lights the bass intensifies let it take you away deep in the night listen closely as it embraces you don't be afraid it will save you stay in the moment dance for you not for them you'll gain your
Ship's Log : The Retribution: 1570- ?
January 30, 2007 Dear Mrs. King, Faculty of Marvin Moss, and Administrators of Marvin Moss School: Today, I completely lost faith in the Washoe County Public School System. It's been coming for awhile. But it came today. Because today, I received a letter stating that participation in the 6th grade fundraiser for graduation is essentially, mandatory and setting forth the "marching orders" for the children of the sixth grade class. According to your letter, either the parents "donate" $52.00 or the child is expected to sell candy bars. Frankly I object to this fundraiser on several levels and my daughter WILL NOT be participating. Neither will I "donate" $52.00. And I dare the school system to deny my daughter graduation with her class. 'Matter of fact, I triple-dog-dare ya! I found this entire project offensive for several reasons and they are as follows: 1. America, by both tradition and law, GUARANTEES a free, public school education for its citizens and legal residen
The Unexpected
DISTANT LOVER A kiss in the air from a soul intertwined. He moved my heart and my body trembled. He touched my face, and my tears did fall. A touch in the night from a lover afar He spoke my love, and my heart did ache. He kissed my lips, and my mouth did part. A spasm in the depths from a love conjoined. He caressed my soul and my body arched He swept my skin and my passions burned. I just got home from a horrible morning, guys.....Looks like it has just not been a good beginning for 2007....I have been sick off and on, and NOW...I have broken my tail bone this morning. I stepped down the steps in the cafeteria and twisted my ankle.....ankle is fine....but landed so hard on my tail bone that I actually broke a piece of my tail bone off....I will be out soon...vicodin and phenergan...yep..I will be sleeping soon....I will be off work for a week! Dammit. So much for getting more exercise. LOL...oh, well...I'm a klutz.....what can I say.
My Poetry
Tonight.Just now.Blowing its pipe.A high soft shriek.Crisp notes - higher they soar.Black air - hiss past the leavesstalk the darkness once more.Some men pay heed.Dim wind composed.This night.Exposed. Club master bludgeon mestring me up nakedlyexpose my useless soulmy father can't comparejab my rib shut my mouthostracized, leave me there A touch. Not a caress.No wandering hands.A touch.Full of finesse.Strong wonderful hands.Feelings.Not mere desire.Left wondering, who?Feelings.No need enquire.My warm-hearted who.A look.Not an ogle.No mischievous eyes.A look.Flashes so full.Deep mirroring eyes.Instincts.Not to ravage.Left emptying minds.Instincts.Full and lavish.Most impressive minds.
Jupie's Blog
How do you explain to people when you leave without a word? How do you apology because you had no choice but to leave?  I was here when Fubar first started. Back then it was Cherry Tap. I had alot of wonderful friends and people who were there for me. Some knew at the time I was with a horrible person. This horrible person abused me physically mentally and sexually. He tried to kill me more than once. To give an example he replaced my insulin with bleach. I noticed the smell when I was dispensing my medication into the syringe.  I found out what happened and why. It was over a insurance policy.  While working two jobs because this lazy fool wouldn't work, he beat my son who has autism. My son has nightmares still and he is in severe counseling.  I ended up going to a shelter and because he was related to some state police in the area they hid me. They had to.  I finally escaped far enough away and had to do alot of changes.  I couldn't contact anyone but immediate family. Which is whe
My Thoughts
ok ive had alot of people beggin me and askin me if i have naughtier pics.. well this is ur chance to see one of those. for everyone that can send me a naughty story that turns me on..to deadlycherryangel@yahoo.com along with their email address will recieve a pic. it has to be a story U wrote.. not one u found someplace online or in a mag. if u think this is a good trade then send away. i look forward to hearing ur stories. (hint: include details and make it believeable) the good girl - by ezlivingguy in fl (not from this site) I had been in an art class with Barb four or five times and really thought this tall, trim, big titted woman was a knock out. I spoke to her a few times and she seemed like a real prude. Yet I couldn't help thinking about her. Her long brunette hair and the freckles on her chest just above her barely exposed cleavage turned me on so much. I began to stand very close and behind her when I spoke to her, while she was painting. I was so close I could sme
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Who Knows
well today wasnt that bad of a day. went up to annies parents house and had easter diner, then went to my families. first time my family actually got along...cant believe it. got some new pics of bubba up. they are all the same pic but i did some different stuff to them. he looks totally differnt thats for sure. rob came down and spend easter with me and my family then left tonight with the baby. im letting him have her for a week. figured it was only fair to let him have her a lil while. but besides that aint much else going on you turn to leave hugging us first knowing its hard you write a few letters letting us know your okay and you miss us you call when you can thinking its what we need to hear your voice you dont realize that you are hurting us when you dont really pay attention we support you and try to stick by you but you are so different we want the you we used to know - Get Your Own
My World!!!!!!!!!!
Good morning everyone,and OMG I'm so glad it's FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!Don't have any planes for the weekend so far,but who knows?I might find something good to get into,mmmmmmmmmm never can tell, mmmmmmmmmmmm got some hot pics from someone today,but I'm not telling!and one would make your blood bubble hot!It does mine,aahhhhhhhhhhh!Thanx babe and you know who u are!!!!!I hope everyone is having a great hot wet afternoon,Catch ya later,I hope! I hope everyone has a great weekend,and if u see me on tap just shout at me or if your on my yahoo IM just pop in and say hello,you know I'd love to hear from you.If u want my IM on yahoo or msn just leave me a private message and I'll see about adding you,bye 4 now! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com
Char's Blog!
 vote for me=) I only need to reach my point level to level up=) Please help me out. Whats up just telling you all hi at once lol sorry i havent been around much i miss you all
Knightwing
i have always been here everytime u needed someone the oly one who love u for who u are the forgotten one one day i be needed again and my be gone of a broken heart  i always been stood with a cold black heart as a vampire should me. cold and un feeling. thats always the person i tried to be . then u came along and my black heart melted and loved for frist time. but it was more then a fu thing we both said.the real man behing knightwing fell in love and u said the real person u was love me to. took hours to say goodnite and we rush to be to gether when li was light.we would say i love u all the time it really made ppl watchen sick they say awww to cute but u and never care what they think.then lies and ppl try to makek us and did for a week and man behind knightwing cry his human tears as knightwing  shed his blood tears. u came back and said we never part man and vampire was happy.but it loseing u one time almost killed the man. and for the for time man and vampire was scared that the
Book 7 H.g.wells The Invisibel Man
XXIV. THE PLAN THAT FAILED "But now," said Kemp, with a side glance out of the window, "what are we to do?" He moved nearer his guest as he spoke in such a manner as to prevent the possibility of a sudden glimpse of the three men who were advancing up the hill road -- with an intolerable slowness, as it seemed to Kemp. "What were you planning to do when you were heading for Port Burdock? Had you any plan?" "I was going to clear out of the country. But I have altered that plan rather since seeing you. I thought it would be wise, now the weather is hot and invisibility possible, to make for the South. Especially as my secret was known, and everyone would be on the lookout for a masked and muffled man. You have a line of steamers from here to France. My idea was to get aboard one and run the risks of passage. Thence I could go by train into Spain, or else get to Algiers. It would not be difficult. There a man might always be invisible -- and yet live. And do things. I was usi
My First Fucking Blog
Too fucking many at this point. I don't god damned like fucking harry potter. I like harry potter as much as I like halloween movies. At least Mike Myers kills people. Seriously, I don't care abou the prepubescent antics of some fucking bespeckled wizard. Its not interesting. Shit when I was a kid I was reading about adults do you suddenly believe I will find the actions of children at school, regardless of the fact that it is a school for wizards, at least somewhat interesting. The only thing gaining my interest is the eventual porn career of whats her face when she grows a pair. Thats funny. Thats just droll. Seriously, how many god damned stereotypes did the woman have to put into her tales of the boy wizard. Doesn't that just sound gay? Seriously, Harry Potter boy wizard to save the day. Do you want to know one of the reasons I love horror movies. Stupid people get theirs. I am not a genius, but at the same time I know for a fact that I am quite far from stupid. I m
Poetry
i want my heart back should have never given it away want my heart back cant stand the fighting everyday give it back to me i'm begging you i want my heart back those words you said must not have been true i hate you today for the pain you put me through i hate you today because i dont know what to do i hate you today because i cant stop loving you and i hate you today because i cant hate you i want my heart back should have never given it away want my heart back cant stand the fighting everyday give it back to me i'm begging you i want my heart back those words you said must not have been true i loved you back then when everything seemed right i loved you back then when we never seemed to fight i loved you back then when we didnt want to say goodbye and i loved you back then when you didnt make me cry i want my heart back should have never given it away want my heart back cant stand the fighting everyday give it back to me i'm begging you i want my h
New Guy
A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend. You'r my friend and that is true, but the gift was given from me to you. we went thru moments that were good and bad, even moments that were happy and sad. you suported me when i was in tears, we stuck together when we were in fear, its really sad that it had to be this way, but it has reached its very last day. miles away cant keep us apart, 'cause you'll always be in my heart. I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need m
Angel's Journal
Well I haven't been on here all that much lately . Due to a bunch of things going on right now . I found out that my mom was just diagnosed with liver failure and she will need a transplant, so I have been trying to spend more time with her . I have to admit that its taking a toll on me and trying to remain in a positive mood is very hard right now . I still sign in to check CT every few days so if you have left me a message I will try to get back to you as soon as I can . ok so i'm doing just fine and actually starting to be happy again and then my ex walks back into my life saying that he missed me and that he had been thinking about how i was the only girl that seemed to love him and treat him right and now he is thinking along the lines of wanting me back with him ..well then i found out that him and his girl aren't even fully broke up yet . Why do men do this? I'm undecided about what to do . After they break up should i give him another chance? Or should I only be friends wi
Oh Heart Of Mine
I wish that you could feel My arms about you tight, Holding you up close All thru out the night. To know that I am there And never away far, That I will remain Where ever that you are. That you could press back Into my warm embrace, And feel my soft touch Warm against your face. Or you could shift your hips And press against me tight, To feel my body's heat And my lips kissing you light. I wish that you could hear My softly whispered song, To lull you into sleep For it's here that we belong. That you could hear me say All you need to hear, As I tell you of my love Whispered soft against your ear. And you could feel my breath Warm against your skin, As I let my presence beg you To let this true love in. I wish that I could hold you And whisper long into your night, Never would you wonder then As I held you to me tight... If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hope
Randomness
my god i am a sad loney person i comletely lostt my self i hate it and i wont even talkto ppl and the ppl i will talk to r just as messed up as me and leave me feeling worse i sit here will broken and i dont know who i am anymore i messed up i let my self down nd i am sitting here punishing my self for it tears down the face and i let it all slip i dont even know i dont know what i can do to i feel so i cant even explain it So she is strick no strippers soo tell me what u think about my idea ot re inact this So have u ever noticed that there r some songs u listen to them and u just ball your eyes out its like u cant control it they bring u back to a time and place and u cant control it. I put my my comp on random and omg that just happened it just took me back to a moment I had almost forgoten its strange how those emotions havnt changed its been years but when i hear that song I cry i guess thats y i never listen to it lol
Supporting Troops
how is all my sexy fubar family i miss u guys so much !!!!! happy sunday stay blessed i just wanted to all my sexy fubar friends fans and family have a great memorial day stay safe and god bless!!! i love u guys enjoy the day!!! i just wanted to say to all my sexy fubar family fans friends fans of contacts have a great christmas im going to florida today i will be back after christmas!!! dont forget the troops stay safe god bless!!
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WHAT IS PTSD? Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) is a distinct set of psychological symptoms that a person may develop after an especially horrifying or traumatic experience. This experience usually includes a threat to physical safety, or the safety of a companion or loved one, and results in feelings of helplessness, fear, and horror at the time of the event. When the psychological impact of such an event does not diminish, but instead continues to affect a person's quality of life for months and years afterward, a diagnosis of PTSD may be appropriate. PTSD YESTERDAY AND TODAY Historically, PTSD was most commonly recognized in combat veterans who repeatedly witnessed and experienced violent and life-threatening events. It was known among military personnel as "shell shock" or "battle fatigue." In the early 1980's, these symptoms became recognized as Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. Currently, PTSD is understood to affect hundreds of thousands of men and women, both mil
Matt's Blogz
Well as you all can see, I have decided to drink and pop painkillerz...yeah not a wise idea is it? Oh well, what's the worst that could happen? Anyhow, Glad some of you made it back to read this, sorry some 2000 of you got axed off my list...They wanted help but didn't return the favor, so fuck'em! I'm tired of sitting here bombing contests and shit, and when I ask for help, no one can seem to spare a few seconds, so again fuck ya! Don't ask me for a damn thing, if you can't help me in return. I think that's only fair ya know. And a few other things, If you don't wanna talk to me, tell me, I'll axe your ass off my list, and again, fuck ya! If you want to post 70 bulletins, hey that's fine, but don't shoutbox me, or send me a fucking message asking me for help, because chances are....I'll axe ya then too...and again, fuck ya! See the pattern forming here? I mean seriously I am pissed because everyone wants something, and yet refuses to give back. That pisses me off, Don't bug
Thoughts
People for the most part react to how they are treated. The way people react to how they are treated is either positive or negative. The reaction is usually positive when people are treated positively, and usually negative when treated in a negative way. So, the key to attracting that which is positive and good, is to treat others in a positive and good manner. In this way, what we practice, that which positive and good, will come back to us, because what goes around comes around. Choosing right over wrong brings remarkable rewards. In order to make the decision to choose right over wrong, we need to know the difference. This type of knowledge is valuable and makes all the difference in the world when choosing right over wrong. Sometimes it's easy to choose the right thing to do, and other times it can be very challenging to do the right thing. Whether it's easy or challenging, choosing right over wrong is always right, and makes a big difference every time.
The Way I Feel
Wondering about what might have been will just give you a headache in the here and now. Drop your doubts and stop obsessing about the past. Instead, think about ways to make your life better right now. Whee! Your love life takes off like a rocket. Who cares about steering or destination -- you should just sit back and enjoy the ride. The line between fact and fiction gets blurry. Is this your life or a romance novel? Somebody wants you to come out and play, but frankly, you're not sure you like this game -- or that you know the rules. Oh, go on! What's life without a little risk? Deadly dull, is what it is. It's time to suit up!
Family, Friends And Fans
The Lovely and Sexy Paradise is in a contest for the Sexiest School Girl Show her some love Please click her picture and leave her comments. If she wins I will give away 100,000 Fu-bucks to one of her friends Also if you leave her 100 comments I will pay you 5,000 Fubucks Let me know when your done this so I can pay you (repost of original by 'Lisa' on '2007-12-29 02:19:22') So please keep it going..... Another morph contest... come by say hi Hugs Texxas.... a> ** Personal note from me everybody, TeXXas is an awesome young woman so please show her the love and support she deserves in this contest! Cheers,Rick COME OUT AND HELP THIS WONDERFUL PERSON OUT IN HER CONTEST. THE CONTEST IS FOR A 30 DAY BLAST. AS OF RIGHT NOW SHE IS IN 2ND PLACE. SHE IS BEHIND BY 1100 POINTS RIGHT NOW. SO IF U COULD PLEASE HELP HER OUT. FOR THE PERSON THAT HELPS HER OUT THE MOST. SHE WILL BE DOING A SALUTE JUST FOR TH
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Firestar has finished For The Love of Risa, Sammie's Crazy Nuts and Arianna Meets Princess Butterfly.....these books should be out late...summer or early fall. When trust is lost... You can never rebuild upon it again, the person, who betrayed your trust is cast in shadows and doubts. It's false to believe once you break it, you can erase it or ever be trusted without questions? ©2008 Firestar I write this because of issue that I have to face with someone that was dear to my heart and soul, when I found Theo and David having the same pictures. I was made to end my friendship with two men that can not be the same man in pictures. I do not add or judge no one, but when people have to use fake pictures to say its them and you find another person with same picture. It causes trust to be broken. I hated to delete and block David aka Drkangel6, but I do not like fake people. When doubt is there....I must and will end my relationship with someone that is coming across fake, until proven
Read Mu Mumm If U Want Insight
NOW THIS IS FUCKED......... I have several friends that have no internet so they come to my house to get on here and yahoo and myspace and such to check their shit and stuff......well because of that.......thats why i was fuckin reset......heres the only explanation I got from fubar support: we have a policy if you have more than 1 account from 1 ip we see them as duplicates and therefore no points for them. THATS ALL they had to say......now how the fuck is that fair to me? Hes Fine Hes Sexy You Just Gotta Love A Baby Face Like That Come Show Him the Love Girls... Woot Woot ~~~Cobra Chris~~~~~~@ fubar I have been on Fubar ever since it was Lost Cherry....Well I have worked my ass off to get to where I was at....I was at level 22 as of last night and had 1 million fubucks.....i GOT RANKED #152 even today.....YET they have reset my whole fucking account.....I have no fuckin money and was a level fuckig 0 today.....This is bullshit considering how
I Cant Hide
"WHEN SHE SMILE'S" WHEN SHE SMILE'S, I FEEL ALIVE. DETERMINED TO BE, AS I STRIVE. WHEN SHE SMILE'S, I KNOW NO PAIN. YET STILL I BELIEVE, I'M GOING INSANE!!!! WHEN SHE SMILE'S, I KNOW SHE'S REAL. SO FOR NOW, I KNOW WHAT I FEEL. WHEN SHE SMILE'S, I'LL HIDE MY PAIN. BE ALL I CAN, TO HELP HER CHANGE.... by;Paul A. 11-9-07 "TWO HEART'S" TWO HEART'S, REACHING OUT. NEVER TO TOUCH, FULL OF DOUBT. TWO HEART'S, FULL OF PAIN. MEETING ONCE, AND MAKEING A CHANGE. TWO HEART'S, TRYING TO MAKE ONE. HOPEING EACH, CAN FIX WHAT'S DONE. TWO HEARTS, IN NEED TO HOLD. KNOWING NOW, THEY'VE FOUND THAT GOLD. TWO HEART'S COMBINE, WITH NO INTENTION. SO MANY FEELING'S, TO MANY TO MENTION. I GIVE MY HEART, AND ALL I AM. WILL YOU RUN, OR MAKE THIS STAND? by;Paul A. 12-5-07 here i am, shes tried so hard. i finally gave in, let down my guard. here i am, she holds me tight. i smile inside, its such a delight. here i am,
Wicca
Each time I try to throw away my pain It finds its way back up the drain. I want to go away. Each and Everyday. I look in the mirror I see dead, cold, glaring eyes staring back at me This isnt the way things are suppose to be. I walk away. Its time for a change. I get in my car. For once it not to a bar. As I drive, feel so alone. I dont know where I'm going. Man what am I doing. I turn the curb, and I feel my heart break. Everything is turning colors From Black and gray. To full colors and rays. The sun is shining to my soul. It Feels so good inside. I finally feel free. I stare at the door and all I see isyou walking out the door. I want so much to hold onto you. Im afraid if I blink you wont be there, You say your here to stay. But my heart don't take your words. Except push them away. You get close and all I want to do is push or run. It feels so good, but you cant get near. I fear. If i let my walls down I wont be able to rebuild them. I push to hear
Fubar Blogs
1. Jack was watching his Mom breast feeding his new baby sister. After a while he asked: "Mom why have you got two? Is one for hot and one for cold milk?" 2. Melanie asked her Granny how old she was. Granny replied she was so old she didn't remember any more. Said Melanie, "If you don't remember you must look in the back of your panties. Mine say five to six." 3. Steven hugged and kissed his Mom goodnight. "I love you so much, that when you die I'm going to bury you outside my bedroom window." 4. Brittany had an earache and wanted a painkiller. She tried in vain to take the lid off the bottle. Seeing her frustration, her Mom explained it was a childproof cap and she'd have to open it for her. Eyes wide with wonder, the little girl asked: "How does it know it's me?" 5. Susan was drinking juice when she got the hiccups. "Please don't give me this juice again," she said, "It makes my teeth cough." 6. Danni stepped onto the bathroom scale and asked: "How much do I cost?
Internet Connections
OK NOW THE RULES ARE SIMPLE YOU HAVE TO COPY THIS BLOG- REPOST IT IN YOUR OWN BLOG-YOU PIMP YOUR BULLY WITH THE LINK TO YOUR PHOTO. RATES AND COMMENTS ARE NOT IMPORTANT. HAVE BIDDERS SAY WHAT THEY WILL GIVE YOU , DO FOR YOU, AND WHAT YOU 2 WORK OUT IS PRIVATE. WHEN YOU FIND THE BID YOU ACCEPT THEN MESSAGE ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND ON YOUR PIC YOU ACCEPT AND WHO YOU ACCEPT . CONTEST RUNS TILL SATURDAY NIGHT.gOoD LUCK AND LETS HAVE SOME LOST CHERRY FuN. IT CAN ALL BE VIRTUAL OR A PAID OFFER IT IS UP TO THE BIDDERS. lEt tHe cOnTeSt I Had A Dream BY: Christian Safranca I Saw A Person Who Was Me Yet Wasn't Me ! ! He Had Friendship & Trust From His Peer's & Family He Had No Fear Or Humiliation From The Girls Or Guys He Had It All ! ! Looks, Brains, Style, Skill, & Stremgth Loved & Respected By Everyone Seen as A man People Couldnt Live WITHOUT A Person who was seen as Their Older Brother And/Or Best Friend A guy Who Was Dependent And True to hi
Words Of Pleasure
A Tail's Tale on the Trail by LateNiteFantasy© A Tail's Tale on the Trail The horizon cast a set of hungry eyes Plush lips of Lilley's rise across the swells of sheets she sailed like a genie she arose, 'My Erotic Tail' Under a romantic bright blue moon the river cast images in literary bloom dancing naked the wood nymphs 'hale' her mind's journey, 'My Erotic Tale' Swimming in flowers and 'cock-a-burs' driving hips with desires that burn Quests begin with a breath and an exhale a barefooted step up on... 'My Erotic Trail' A three legged male, a grizzly tail lips and breast are like hammered by a nail she engulfed me in one inhale the scribblings of A Tail's Tale on the Trail Deepest Heart by LateNiteFantasy© Walking alone, naked to the bone My heart had fled far from me, till another day. I find the one, who looks beyond the eyes in me Warming me 'till the frost has melted away. Make me faint with unending kisses, my passions have ret
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Jezzy's Random Ramblings
There has been a lot of SH*T going on in my life for the past month or so. And, unfortunately I have let all the negativity around me affect me in a lot of ways. In the last couple of weeks, it began to affect how I have treated other people around, some of them close to me. So, these two songs are for those people, and for those on Fubar, you know who you are. I want to say I apologize, I'm sorry, and as AKON says, "If I can't apologize for being wrong, then it's just a shame on me. If I'm reason for your pain, you can put the blame on me." BUCKCHERRY - SORRY Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same [Pre-Chorus:] Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me want to die [Chorus:] I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
I Can Feel You Now
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Naughty_by_nature
We drove to his apartment and got comfortable on his couch. He kissed me as my hand brushed the bulge in his pants. He responded by moving his hand under my blouse and pushed me back on the couch. He unbuttoned my blouse and his tongue moved purposefully over my breasts, teasing the nipples, nibbling on them. His mouth moved to my ear and he whispered what he wanted. I slid to the floor in front of him while he pulled off his pants. I peeled his shorts off of him to reveal his hard cock while he pinched my nipples. My mouth moved towards him and he leaned back against the cushions as I licked the precum from the tip. I love to watch he said. My mouth was full so I didn’t respond. Slowly I took him in, nursing on his cock. His hips moved, pushing his cock at me. I nibbled him slightly and he moaned from the sensation. My mouth closed around him as I moved my tongue around to explore him. I could feel every vein, every curve of him. My eyes were closed; I drew back to feel him slid
New Poems As Of The /22
god what a feeling trembling as you look me in the eye 'lock the door' it's a command god please i want this so badly touch me, more oh god please i'm going crazy insanity making me delirious feeling your tongue, oh yes your hot tongue ignoring my thoughts pressing closer, harder, no more words now but i feel you pulling, you wanting hesitant but direct please i want this i need this waiting has never paid off so damn well oh god! thoughts of you feel my mind, I think of you all the time. There's a thought of you in every rhyme, I thought of you in every line. All this thinking of you leaves me confused, so many thoughts of you, sometimes I feel used. I thought we would be together, till death do us part. You said we we're soul mates, nothing could tear us apart. I can't believe your gone, then again you weren't here from the start. I will always remember the love we've shared. I thought of you in every line, there's a thought of you in every rhyme.
Plot-two
So I just caught the last 20 or so minutes of RENT on FX. I swear that for every minute that passed, Satan sucked a minute off my life span. The movie was HORRIBLE. Other than the song "Beautiful Girls" by Sean Kingston, RENT is the only thing that has ever made me suicidal. Jesus Christ. You should avoid that movie. Avoid it much like you would avoid the plague.                I find myself at an impasse as I am grounded with no short-term objectives in mind, and no crew. My previous of the latter were inept, and unwilling to focus themselves on a single goal, but rather deciding on branching out by themselves and placing all stock in their own endeavors. Their demise was begun with -CENSOR CENSOR CENSOR- I think, and it's end was met with an inception of sorts, a new chapter in my own fate. Anyway, enough about what's over and done with. I have a feeling that....scratch that, a horrifying nightmare that the lapse in activity I've been trudging through is going to cha
Poetic
I am but fine sand, Meant for deepest blue of the darkest pit, I have been worn and fragmented, From ebb and flow of emotional discontent. I am but fine sand, Ever to be tread upon, I am small broken and jagged, But you have never felt such a soft blade as me. I am but fine sand, I am desired upon your flesh, I will make you remember that beautiful day, I am what you want me to be, And I, Am everlastingly soft. It is but a fabrication Of dreams long past Of loves that never were and never can be Of Lives long forgotten and people that are long since gone Of friends that have never been or ever will be It is but a fabrication The fabrication of humanity The fabrication of truth and justice The fabrication of fair play And of all people are created equal But alas Humanity is just a word Truth and justice will never be Fair play is something no one does And all people are created equal Is surrounded by hate, fear and ra
Song Lyrics
Coffin Fodder The time has come To rise again Freedom lift thy sewered hem Free from beasts and skewered men My dreams unroll Ten thousand fold Their world will never take me They will never desecrate my soul The stars I have grasped Are so far lonely constellations And wishing on those stars My spirit bars annihilation From earthen miseries Hosts of most fell forms of greed Ghosts of pearly gate remissions Forever haunting me Slit the witch and watch him bleed As with any inquisition Lying from the start The preachers piled their craft Scoffing elder glories And dying, I depart To make their sunken hearts A coffin for their stories The time is past The falter when Freedom slips my sombre pen And the gates to wolves break open then My feelings may Seem constant prey But claws no more will rake me Those whores have fled to darker days Above and beyond I have wronged in my position But now the winds are strong To soar from Babel's vis
Humor, The Best Medicine
Subject: FW: You know you're from California If: So as not to be outdone by all the redneck, hillbilly and Texan jokes, somebody had to come up with this, You know you're from California if: 1. Your coworker has 8 body piercings and none are visible. 2. You make over $300,000 and still can't afford a house. 3. You take a bus and are shocked at two people carrying on a conversation in English. 4. Your child's 3rd-grade teacher has purple hair, a nose ring, and is named Flower. 5. You can't remember . . is pot illegal? 6. You've been to a baby shower that has two mothers and a spe rm donor. 7. You have a very strong opinion about where your coffee beans are grown, and you can taste the difference between Sumatran and Ethiopian. 8. You can't remember . . . is pot illegal? 9. A really great parking space can totally move you to tears. 10. Gas costs $1.00 per gall
Daily Crap And Stuff...lol
Whom do you consider a real friend? The people that say they are or the ones that don't but are there for you no matter what happens? To me...Real friends are people who care enough about ya to yell at ya if they havent heard from you in a while cause they are worried about your dumb ass...lol..I should know I get that alot cause I'm not on a lot anymore. The ones who call themselves friends well alot are but then you have the ones who claim that only when everything is going smooth...you know the type ...the fair weather friends. I miss my net friends that I have made on fubar...most have gone on and forgot me but its ok..life does go on you see...but the ones that remember me and care about me will always be first in my heart.... There was one person in particular that was as close to me as a sister, but things went wrong and drama started and that bond ended...I miss her. As for the guy in my life when I was on here before well lets just say he played a game and I los
Randoms
u no what to do 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me
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Poems
Face The Fear Pain still remains, redirect this change, release all the rage, that's in me. My mind screams to me, useless memories, brings me to my knees, no release. Death was only a vision, away, the only direction I knew, A path forever winding down, sanity find me somehow. So here we are to face the fear, Divided minds could never see so clear Could dreams portray the true side, before the stars surrender to light? I feel the earth turning beneath my feet While the clouds seem to spin above my head So here we are to face the fear, Divided minds could never see so clear. Could dreams portray the true side, before the stars surrender to light? Pain still remains! Darkness gathers, strength infecting me. Emptiness controls my every need. Distant memories are all I see, Spirals downward, drowning endlessly I hold on tightly, I'm so afraid And to let go would be my last mistake. I Close my eyes and take deep breaths. Forever changing the story told, the inner
Poems
he says things that tear me apart, but deep inside i still want him. his sins i'm still in love with. his influence i still miss. i only wish i could tell him that im sorry. and have one more chance. im still feeling the pain. i still feel like i have lost, not only my true love, but my best friend. so many things have come, so many things have gone. my feelings are still strong, but his has taken a u-turn. he no longer feels the way he said he did. every one said that we would never last. so i owe all of those people an appology, because you were right. Remember, I walked among youI watched over all that you lovedI protected all that was trueJust remember how I loved Remember, I fought for all of usWe stood against countless legionsDon’t let what we did get buried in the dustSave all our conquered regions Remember, I loved each one of you with all me heartIf only I could have given you moreInstead everything fell apartMaybe I just wasn’t strong enough to tap the core
What I Like To Do
I arrive home take off my shoes and head upstairs, unzip my dress and let it fall to the floor. The water runs in the bath making steam all around me, stepping out of my panties and bra I dip my foot in to test the water. It feels warm against my foot so I step in and lay down and relax, my hands scoop water and I watch it run along my stomach, I then cup water over my breasts and watch as my nipples react to the feeling, The door shuts and I hear footsteps coming towards me, the bathroom door is slightly open and I feel like I’m being watched, my body starts to tingle just by the thought but I continue my bath. I get up and take the mirror off the wall and place upright so he can see me more clearly. I lay there my hands touching my neck, then my fingers running across my lips, my reflexion showing him the excitement which I’m beginning to feel. Touching my neck I start to slowly run down my body and gently glide over my breast and nipple, the wetness makes me rub softly and the
Things That Need To Be Said, Read And Learned!
phucks. "Ohh, please repost this bulletin. Help find "ILuvSporks" babys killer. Yeah, yeah. Blah, fuggin blah. The day I saw all the "Baby Alijah Support Ribbon" icons popping up along with the bulletin repostings I clicked the links in the bulletin. I read that "Sporks" had stopped cooperating with police. Duh, no schit. That wasnt a surprise to me. I posted on HER page, "Why have you stopped cooperating"? Some other douche on here sent a message along the lines of, "Hey asshole (or some other profanity) why are you fuggin with Sporks asking why shes not cooperating"? Well, now you know why. Charged with child endangerment. Schitbags lie with schitbags. All you low rent, trailer park, Jerry Springer fugg ups (which in my month? on here appears to make up at least 80% of the membership here) can eat crow and fugg off and die. fucks.  Get a clue.  If using IM programs "fucks" your computer or you "get viruses" its NOT the fault of the IM.  Its YOUR fault for having a low r
Song Lyrics
Seether You could've been the real one You could've been the one enough for me You could've been the free one (the broken down and sick one) Remnant of a vacant life You come around when you find me faithless You come around when you find me faceless Fuck me like you hate me (dig it up and tear it down) Dig it up and whore me out Fuck me like you hate me (dig it up and tear it down) I love the sound when you come undone You could've been the next one (God only knows) You could've been the one to comprehend me You could've been the only one (the broken down and sick one) You could've been the one who i lie with You come around when you finally face this You come around when you find me faceless Fuck me like you hate me (dig it up and tear it down) Dig it up and whore me out Fuck me like you hate me (dig it up and tear it down) Don't make a sound 'til I come undone You'll never break me You'll never break me You'll never break me You could've been the real one You could've been th
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Songs/poetry
Never Not a whole lot in my mind will ever last With age i've become tempered, an iconoclast. Maybe with time, I can forget my past Patience and heart is all I can ask I feel like a lost ship, awry and dismast Your worldy beliefs, I will not chast First I needed your warmth, your love Now I need you to dicast Even if this will never last I thought I was losing my mind I told myself I cant take anymore I thought I was jelous I thought I was just I was just being over zelous Then I realized, it was you whom I crushed Things will never be the same This I am certain Your love is lost within the sands of my life For you I'll never stop searching Even if whatever God exists, closes my curtain But a Word I'm sorry to hear you're Longing and lonley I wish I could say these Things I wanna say But something holds me Back from these feelings That slip through the cracks Right through my fingertips I don't want to scare you But I'll always hold your back Even i
Don't Be A ....
Aim To Please by LateNiteFantasy© Tell me my erotic lover How to eat your cunt; You are the best person To know want you want. I am your slave eater Ready for your command; I will pleasure you just right Spread your wings for me tonight. I am not an expert cunt eater Just addicted to your center Oh, what a tasty treat And my favorite dinner. I listen to your desires My love I aim to please So spread your chamber wide As I devour you on my knees. A Pussy Eater's Mind by LateNiteFantasy© The age old question is: What makes a pussy eater? The difference between the pussy eater and the non pussy eater is mindset...thinking; to eat pussy you have to think pussy; to eat pussy you have to think positively about the art and science of great pussy eating; the success of pussy eating centers in how one views himself/herself relative to eating pussy; it's the old PMA: "Positive Mental Attitude" turned into "Pussy Mental Attitude." A Mature Pussy
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I don’t believe this.  I never thought this could happen again, or at least till I was in my fifties.  Some of  you may be wondering why I am even bringing this up in the first place, I don’t know, bored, get it off my chest.  I don’t really expect sympathy or pity over this, so bear with me.  The reason I am talking is that in the next month or so, I will have completed my second time since becoming sexually active that I have went without sex for two years.  Now, I will have to say it was more by choice than of something that was forced upon.  For one, my situation for the past year or so was not very good and a relationship was the last thing on my mind to have, because I tend to want to have money first before having a relationship, mainly to me that is the whole idea.  Of course, I do know some of my friends that do tend to jump first into whatever they get their hands on and worry about money second, if they do worry about money.  Obviously, the relationship ten
Odd Formaly Known As Bunny's Bloggy Blog Blog.
Why is it still hard to be on a date?  Each time I'm on a date all I can do is knitpick in my head about what's going on.  I get truend off by a guy so quickly it's sad.  You'd think I'd not be that picky but I am.  This guy is nice but when i mentioned to him how i've been in the mood to get drunk he said he gets violent when he's drunk.  downer.  also each time i looked away and looked back he was stairing at my breasts.  They are average size for crying out loud.  The way he was looking at them they could have been a feast and he someone who hasn't eaten in 30 days. I'm so sick of hearing this from people I went to high school with. I look the same as I did only with better hair lmao that's saying a lot since it's still horrible.  The only thing i've changed is how i dress. I actually wear stuff that shows my body off. Lol I came up with a weird game I wish I could make but I can't so if you can by all means take this idea take the credit I just want to know if it gets made lmao
Musing By Monica
If I were financially able, I would cover all of my friend's pages with flashy treasure chests and shiny fu-jewels and give those that have my heart (= if I have told you I love you, I have meant it) an extravagant Fu-Pony. I = have purchased and given bling in the past for several reasons, to brighten= someone's day, to give them enough points to level, as a thank you for rat= ing or creating pictures, or to give myself points (I am happy to readily admit to my point whoring ways). Recently I have experienced the toxic effects that bling can have on relationships, and how disrespectful I have been when I blinged someone's significant other when they could not, and I have shame for those actions. I can not take them back and I have come to the conclusion that bling can have the negative side effect of jealousy, sadness, and eventual destruction of love. It has also been toxic to my own psyche as I want it returned when I give it, and this causes me much shame. I do not think
Poems Of 2009
Facing Myself Reflecting upon me is like prying my teeth out of cement. I need to learn 2 face my desire to conquer my fears. How can I when I can’t even face you? My will is strong like my belief in God, But I lose it all when I think of you. Trouble is brewing within the depth of my soul. My heart is flutter like flaming wings. Reflecting upon me is like a drifting car spinning over the cliff of love. Where is the science to keep me from falling in love? How can deal with my emotion for you when my emotion is twisted in knots? My heart and soul is chained to your haunting look of love that is not there for me. Paparazzi are blinding me with their entire picture taking of my weeping sorrow. My tears flow like the rainstorm upon me. I am lost in my dark dilemma of loving you. How can I face myself, when I can face my wicked thoughts of you? Reflecting in the dark mirror of shadow, I see you once again. How can everything lead me back to you? I flip a page. I t
Tid-bits Journal
It’s that time of year again that I get to remember ….. All the good times we used to have.   Staying up all hours of the night Until everything we did was funny J   Just hanging out being our goofy selves,   Then one day I looked at this picture And realized “? Hey ?Where did you go?”   I used to be a shoulder to lean on   We used to share our secrets
Shout Box
So here is what sparked my status::   9:21pm Kuss: HI...Married? Are U into Anal? 9:23pm Per: Get an approved salute then we'll talk. 9:23pm Kuss: i dont want to do it..i am not a criminal 9:24pm Kuss: love ur eyes 9:24pm Per: I don't give a shit if you're a criminal or not. You have no respect for women if that's how you come into their shoutbox 9:26pm Kuss: i m talking about the salute...its a humiliation....they suppose u r a lier till u prove the opposite 9:26pm Per: And I suppose you can't spell 9:27pm Kuss: whatever 9:27pm Per: awe, getting upset because the pick up lines you used in prison not working out in the real world? 9:28pm Kuss: hahaha 9:28pm Kuss: dont try to be smart ass 9:29pm Per: I don't have to try to be anything. You deserve everything that's said to you when you have no respect for me. 9:30pm
Days Of My Life.
It is said that on Saint Patrick's Day that everyone is an Irishman/woman even if only for a day. Well I am Irish 24/7/365. I am not a little Irish like most people are, but a full 1/4th Irish. My paternal grandfather immigrated from Ireland to Pittsburgh, PA in 1899 at the age of 4 with his parents. He was full Irish, so my dad is half Irish. SPD is kind of a weird day for me. On one hand, I like how Irish-Americans are acknowledged for their influence on American history. But on the other hand, I don't like how SPD is more about the Irish sterotypes of heavy drinking and fighting. There is also the fact that SPD emphasizes the Catholic Irish-ism over the Protestants like my dad's family. People need to understand that not all Irish are Catholic. We Protestant Irish went through the same bigotry that our Catholic cousins experienced. We proudly wear orange on the day for wearing green. I admit we Irish have short tempers but we try to solve our problems with a quick joke or k
Bitchin'
  >bouncer: i am deleting..i am done gettin punished without any explanation..it is corrupt bulshitbouncer: i'm sorry->bouncer: this is bullshitbouncer: they wont tell me->bouncer: fuck this...someone is fucking with me and i am done...did they say for how long?bouncer: they wont say why...just gonna have to wait it out sweetie->bouncer: this is ridiculous!! havent bashed or broke the tos!! What did they say?->bouncer: why!?? I hae done nothig!!!how long? I havent bashed or anything!! wtf??bouncer: yep, youre on a fu time out->bouncer: TY dollbouncer: lol ok i'm shouting admin to find out if youre on a comment time out->bouncer: TY hun!@!! I have been good!bouncer: i can try->bouncer: can u find out if i lost my privis?? I have don NOTHING and cannot commentbouncer: course! whatcha need?->bouncer: hun can you help me?   So the juggy lost her priveleges of commenting mumms..and she can't even make a bully. So all the bitchin and moanin we all did finally got results. though
Thoughts Is All
 No matter how much I try, I can not express just how very dear you are to me, or how very deeply I am truly in love with you.   For so many years now, I have thought each day about you. Wishing so many times I would have simply just said some thing long before now.   There truly are no words nor phrases which could ever do justice for how I feel about you. No song could ever express the love for you I have.   I know deep down you can never be mine, for your heart belongs to another. All that I can be is a dear friend who is always here for you.   Please just know how what I truly fee is pure love for you, and always shall in life. For you my beautiful darling will always be my love in life!!   PJ   11/21/2012   2:49am Wanting Back My Sanity!! Feeling the urge to just say the hell with it all, I think as well, of those I would leave behind. Wondering if they would be able to cope with the decision I am looking at. Wanting this pain to go away, but not wan
My Poetry
Some memories stain the mind, Blood red like innocence left behind. Dreams of the broken pass To nothing in a careless word, As the past sneaks up And steals all Joy away. Peace of mind never settles On those of darkened heart. Some memories stain the soul with a ghostlike glow…. Fly On the neverending Wings of love. In your freedom Soar thru life, With me at Your side. Float On love’s gentle And boundless grace. Remain true Till love brings You safely to the other shore. Sail On love’s warm And eternal hope. Find strength in being So vulnerable. Grow On love As together We can Find forever. asking her will do no good, for she will not know what to say, she does not want to die... no what she wants can never come to be, she wants to have never been born. her tears fall unheeded and no one sees the pain contained within. the pain is more than her broken soul can bear. what a sad little vision is she,
W/e
Is Dec 8th/2009. Is Tuesday. Is post to snow. IS the day I get to stand up to a monster and punish him for all the days he had me scared,made me think less of myself,made me think I was a horrible mother and a worthless human being altogther,for abusing me both mentally and physically.ALso for stealing my car. Is a day I have been excited for but yet dreaded for the past year an a half. Is the begining of (well hopfully) non restless sleeps. Is the first day of the rest of my life.   I thank all the ones that for the past year(or well over...like Robyn) that has been my sholder,my rock and inspiration to not fold under pressure thru out this whole ordeal. I feel like I will be breaking my oldest heart..because no matter what has happend between his father and I(he was never much of a anything to my youngest son) he has always looked up to him and I know will miss him greatly. I just pray he will grow to understand. I feel like throwing up just writing this out.   whatever.
Written Thoughts(dont Steal)
Darkness,Hatred and despair what are these but a vast swamp of waste a self made sheet of black serving no purpose other than dropping ones soul bringing it to the depths of a bottomless pit what is it that brings on such a shade? It eclipses even the brightest lights It cant be the overwhelming loss of a love one that fairer than those of fairy tales no its not the lack of wealth that can break even the strongest into tears its not even a never-ending yearning of that which cannot be obtained this vile sludge that contaminates the soul seeps in from a source so great greater than the eyes can percieve its affect is intoxicating the blackness spirals around and around from the peaks of the mind, racing through the veins it breaks down anything in its path a cancerous vermin gnawing its way crawling down the web of an intricate system corrupting even the most innocent of a beautiful creation its enough to make the sane flip their lids it creates words out of heav
My Own Sins, But No Regrets
In the beginning your eyes created  my earth and heavensAt the first day your lips created my night and dayAt the second day your breasts created my land and seasAt the third day your smile created my plants and treesAt the fourth day your hair created my moons and starsAt the fifth day your voice created my fish beasts and birdsAt the sixth day your meeting created me ,the humanWhich god took a rest after he saw himThough the seventh day was for restThat rest which I felt when you said I love youThen you became my eve and I am your AdamWe walked in our heaven wearing nothing but our loveAnd the holy spirit of love fluttering around usBut the fault brought us apartA mistake not like our mom and dadThat we didn’t eat the fruit of knowledgeBut our fault was unknowledgeableWhat is the life and how to move onOur love qaeen killed our feelings haeenSo we lost in the life desertEvery one looking in sideAnd it’s impossible that east and west can ever meet- - - - - - - - - - - -- -
Little Black Book
Yesterday morning I recieved a shout from this guy (around 9am) saying he wanted to lick my p***y. I told him no. So this morning he hits me up in my shoutbox again at around 9am and says (as well as my response..be sure to read from the bottom up!):  
Rants N Stuff
 So I'm sure some of you are wondering what's going on with me, I've been going through alot and haven't been talking to my friends on here much, I apologize now for that.   I recently found out "the love of my life" Rob had been cheating on me for the last two years of our relationship w/ the woman I caught him cheating with two years ago. She is his high school sweetheart, and I learned yesterday he moved in with her 100 miles away. I'm in complete shock, Her phone number had been on my phone bill for the last couple of years, I'd ask him about it and he'd say it was one of our friends using the phone, Being that I trusted him I never thought twice, I should have, and I would not have wasted so much of my life on his ass. I knew the reason was something more why we broke up back in may,  I finally found out. I'm completely ruined from ever allowing someone that close to me again. I'm not gonna do anymore internet romances, I deleted all my profiles on dating sites. I'm completely
*~*simply Me*~*
Aries Love, Sex and Relationships:   What it's like to date an Aries Woman: Dating an Aries never lacks excitement. She is hot-blooded, and forceful, so you had better be able to handle the heat! The Aries woman is for the person who likes an independent self-driven woman who can fend for herself and is not clingy and needy. An Aries woman requires freedom. For the Aries woman, the best part of the relationship is the beginning, then the spark is there and she is trying to catch you to be hers. She will find happiness in a long-term relationship because she enjoys sharing everything with her partner. She will not only have a romantic partner but a best friend too. She has a great need for love and passion but she will never let a man become the master, she considers her partner to be equal. Aries women are not for domineering men. She will be faithful but she expects the same in return. She can be jealous because she wants a man to give her all of his attention, "all o
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She told me from her. A smile I did bring. Can she feel the sun. Does her heart again want to sing. Even if not with me. I would help her anyway. Till her voice rings true. I pray for that day. If she will let me. Help her welcome each day. Then I will make her smile. In my own special way. Today she added a smile to my heart,To go with the one on my face.Next to hers,mine must belong,It feels like the perfect place. Time will tell the road we travel down,Right now it shines golden rays.As we learn more of each other,While we walk together the same way. I hope our path never divides,Without her I would feel lost.Not seeing her by my side,My heart could not handle the cost reply If I could please a Goddess,How could it be?Would I have a chance,Or would a spell be on me. She has cast her spell,And away I can't turn.Her beauty in my heart,Forever it will burn. She could darkin my heart,If she does choose.But my heart to her,I hope she doesn't lose.
What I Think...hmm
A true italian meal comes in corses, first you get the pasta you take a brea to let it settle then you get the chicken, or whatever else was prepaired, then you get the rest, then you get desert but if you see it all on a table FORGET ABOUT IT!! YOUR EYES WILL BE WIDE OPEN we are talking all spread out lasagnia, pasta, chicken, steak, meatballs, and any other italian food you can think of trust me if your not full when your done eating you gots a problem italian food makes you feel soooo stuffed its crazy not to mention massive left overs, so your leaving that house with food for like 3 days lol I think everyone has those few select co workers that get them threw the day. Well since I work with all men and a older women as my boss work gets interesting. My job is filled with butt kissers I don't suck up, I have no reason to suck up I fin it pathetic and pointless. People are mean scum, they come in with crappy attitudes and they to ruin our day...... It's like ok I get it your
Time To Be
Some of you will no doubt recognize new Corum Golden Bridge Lady Diamond Watch as a derivative of an existing style they have, to others this unique watch will be all new. Years ago Corum was able to develop a mechanical movement that was shaped like a bar (more or less linear as opposed to square or circular). They placed it in a horizontal fashion in watches. It was incredible to look at as they cased in a traditionally sized squarish case with the movement placed in the middle being showcased through the sapphire crystals.  This concept has been adopted here and is now placed horizontally instead of vertically with the new Corum Gold Bridge Lady Diamond watch. The new position of the movement is more flattering to the wrist in the rectangular 41mm x 34mm sized case that comes in either red gold or white gold. Aside from the 180 diamonds on the case and face, and the unique placement of the dial, the real show here is in the mechanical C0113 movement and in watching its ongoing oper
Poetry
The Veteran   He wears the mask of a clown his soul in the lost and found 80 proof breath cigarettes to his death sarcasm fits him like a glove never felt the warmth of love maniacal laughter his m.o.
Ugg Boots
   Voor de negen maanden eindigend op 30 september 2012 hebben internet winst slechts 3,1% verbeterd, terwijl de kosten van de producten gekocht hebben steeg 12,1%uggs sale nederland .. Me, het was absoluut terug verkrijgen om ugg boots voor mannen grijs die werkplek mentaliteit, zegt ze .. Sinds het is de gemoedsrust van de Chinese hulp verloren, is er vrijwel zeker geen keuze .. Herinner je vriendje dat hij zelf heeft verklaard dat zijn maatje ligt. Ugg laarzen lace up kant antwoordde ik. 6) gebruik te maken van dinitroflexizyme8 en toegewezen aan een aantal leegstaande codon (NNN) ontwikkeld door intrekking van de overeenkomstige proteinogenic aminozuur.    Elke keer in een tijdje zal ik breken $ 100 als het paar maakt me kijken heter dan enige andere paar ooit heeft. De meesten van ons denken dat we moeten nu afscheid te ontwerpen binnen de kille temperaturen, maar dat is sterk in de waarheid. Pakt een stoel en gooit het. Maar is duidelijk dat dit zomerseizoen hij pre
Game Mobile
Khi bắt đầu hành tẩu giang hồ, chắc hẳn quý nhân sĩ sẽ có nhiều bỡ ngỡ và thắc mắc. Nhằm giúp giải đáp tính năng, cách sử dụng thanh công cụ trong Game Kiếm Hiệp, Tiểu Long Nữ xin giới thiệu:  Thông tin nhân vật – Hỗ trợ - Tại đây, hiệp khách có thể tra cứu các thông tin cơ bản như: cấp độ, lượng vàng, bạc, điểm hoạt động, hiệp hồn, điểm kinh nghiệm, uy danh. - Ngoài ra, sẽ được hỗ trợ thông tin Hướng dẫn chơi, Mã đổi, Nạp thẻ với công năng riêng.  Chức năng vượt ải Vượt ải thường xuyên sẽ giành được e
Wiccan Poetry
Leap, Jump, Skip and Run. The time of our youth, the day of the sun. Worry, dispair, fret and die. A graduate of life, the night turns to sky. To be born again, as the dawn is new, as time moves on, the sky to blue. To grow and grow and leap and jump and skip and run through life like the blazing sun. Hold fast to youth, for it holds the key, to life most full through eternity. As the sun does rise so shall it set, and the sky will grow even darker yet. When youth is lost, dark it stays. For we have lost the passion for the dawn of day. Listen to me, and to what I say, when the voice inside wants out to play, remember the light of the rising sun, Leap, Jump, Skip, and Run. Blessed Be! Darksome night and shining Moon, Hearken to the Witches' rune, East then South, West then North, Here come I to call Thee forth. By all the powers of land and sea, Be obedient unto me. Wand and Pentacle and Sword, Hearken ye
Joe_g Speaks! (everyone Flee..)
So today started out good. I was going to meet up with my friend colleen at the mall. On my way up to there, someone three cars ahead of me decided to make a right hand turn and signal at the last second. Everyone slams on their brakes to avoid hitting him and each other, including me. My brake pedal goes all the way down and the truck is not stopping. Luckily I kept pumping on the brakes and it stopped before I ran into the truck in front of me. The whole time riding up there and back my brakes felt weird. I told my dad about it a little later and not right away. He applied for a job as a furniture finisher ( which has been doing since he was 15 years old) and the company told him he was unqualified. They probably didn't even look at his resume. So to say the least he was pretty crushed about it. And later on proceeded to make me feel like shit about the whole truck situation when I did tell him. Which of course made me feel like shit the rest of the day. So this morning dad te
My Poetry
Open your angel eyes wide don't get lost in the lavender sky shake all the stars from your hair taste your sweet, salty, bitter skin cut the poison from your tongue dont sleep beneath the candy acid sun please don't follow the fairy dust Don't sleep too heavy in your cherry blossom bed peel the razor peddles from your skin don't get lost in the fairy dust don't look at the fairy don't look at the fairy that fairy's not pretty she's ugly, evil, and deadly are you still dying are you still dying Peddle red, peddle blue, kill the fairy end the doom peddle red, peddle blue, the girl power will save you peddle red, peddle blue, if you're crazy then so am i are you still dying in the fairy dust are you still dying are you still dying kill the fairy Begone Oh Lofty Wenches to your Catwalks in the sky Begone and take thine graven image from before mine eye Stalk your way to paradise on six- inch, spike- heeled shoes And prattle to the Maker about fashion's changin
What's Up Is....
Hey everyone, sorry I haven't been around, and I'm still going to be gone for a couple more weeks, headed back up to CT & NY for the holidays, SO...... BIG KISSES to everyone, *~*Jenna*~* HOLY F*CK!!! That was a birthday bash. I'm exhasted and going to bed for a couple days.... I'll post pictures as soon as I can walk a straight line!! Gotta leave luv for a few wicked special friends here in SA..... Robert, ya ROCK bro!!! Lance, it was a FREAK-style night but damn we made the best of it!! And of course, Joey "Stink the Pink" Munson.... dude, just flip it over and roll ONE MORE TIME!! Yeah Brah......(peace).......
Jokes
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. This being a big event, the girl tells her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and "do it" for the first time. Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never done it before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some protection. The pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about protection and doing it. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many he'd like to buy; a 3-pack, a 10-pack, or a family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be very busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parent's house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in." The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace and bows his head. A minute passes,
Good Friend To Have.
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How to claim $2.2 billion in old tax refunds The 1.8 million Americans who didn't file a 2003 return may be due some money. You could still get a check from the IRS . . . if you hurry. By Bankrate.com Forget about your 2006 tax return for a minute. If you didn't file one for 2003, you might be missing out on some money from back then. But you've got only a few more weeks to claim it. Apparently, three years ago 1.8 million individuals decided they had better things to do than file their 2003 tax returns, even though they were due refunds. In total, more than $2.2 billion from that tax year is still sitting in the Internal Revenue Service account. Taxpayers can still get their old refund checks, which the IRS says could be more than $700 for some folks. But the claim, via a 2003 Form 1040, must be made by April 17. After that, the federally allowed three-year window of opportunity from the original filing deadline, which was April 2004, closes forever, and Uncle Sam gets to
Just My Blog Hehehehe
I've Learned you told me to let it happen you said don't be afraid i told you i'd try my best and i said that i was scared... to let someone hold my hand to let someone love me to let someone into the dark for me to fall in love for me to put trust in you for me to do this for me you told me to let it happen you said don't be afraid i told you i'd try my best and i have accomplished some things... i can open my heart to love i can get pass the inertia i can depend on you to make me happy i can show the skeletons in my closet i can believe that you still love me i can turn the light on in the dark you taught me to let it happen you taught me to not be afraid i've learned how to try my best and i've learned that it was all worth it Life Lesson Like a child released from punishment into beckoning rays of weekend sun I am tied no more to any shame since over my anguish I’ve finally won. Hidden away in the dark
My Husband
My lil man turned one on saturday and man he is truckin in the house so fast now and dont stay out of nothing. I cant believe that it feels just like yesterday when he was born. This is a test to see what people think of you. repost it and then when you reply do it in a message! How old do I look? [ ] 14 [ ] 15 [ ] 16 [ ] 17 [ ] 18 [ ] 19 [ ] 20 [ ] 21 [ ] 22 [ ] 23 [ ] 24 [ ] 25 [ ] 26 [ ] 27 Describe me in 5 words 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. Would you rather [] Do me Or [ ] Date me Or [] Both :p Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Am I.. [ ] Hot [ ] Beautiful [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute Would you rather.. [ ] Make out [ ] Cuddle [ ] Fuck [ ] Go out [ ] Booty call Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Woul

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