My Home
A mystical and scared place
A place of love
A place of happiness
A place you look forward to meeting,
After a long day.
A place to meet a warming family
Wow, I must be dreaming.
It's a place of anger
A place of hate
A place of bullshit (excuse my French)
A place I never liked to be in
A place to meet an unsatisfied family
A place most wouldn't call a home
Maybe it's my fault
Maybe I wasn't suppose to be born
Maybe I was a mistake
Maybe I wasn't suppose to help others
Maybe I'm not smart enough
Maybe I was switched at birth
Maybe I was abandoned
Maybe it's entirely my fault
Maybe
Is this the cause of my migraines,
Or is it that I'm lazy.
Is this the cause of my low grades,
Or is it that I'm stupid.
Is this why some teachers like me,
Or is it that they think I'm a forlorn kid.
Maybe.
Maybe my parents were right.
I'm a stupid, good for nothing, lazy, low self-esteemed, poor excuse
for a child.