237244's blog: "POEM'S"

SHATTERED How many days did you say those words, Thrown freely like so many un-caged birds; You always knew how to say what you thought, So that I would understand the situation not; You lied, you took, and baited at leisure, Your mesmerizing words nearly drove me to seizure; I thought I knew you so, Yet for no known reason you let me go; That was one thing I never expected, I was stupid enough to leave myself unprotected; My heart, you stole from my very chest, I wonder of how you will treat the rest; You took, you stole, what never should have been yours, You ravenously tore me apart, like a hoard of oh so many boars; Yet still you allow yourself of our future to think, While I stand on that uncomfortable brink; The brink of holding on, and of letting go, Looking into a set of headlights like a frightened doe; Confused and stunned, I can not wander, The words which you speak make me ponder; How ominous, the words you speak, So strong, among the many weak; All my hopes and dreams once fell away, Death appealed to me every day; I could not be weak, despite my need, In my life, I could not allow pain to impede; You were the cause of all the pain I felt, To your new enticing words, I can not allow myself to melt; And now, at this point, I must stay strong, Keep fighting through days short, and days long; You tell me you are more happy now, The child inside me wonders how; I convince myself to hold on one more day, Maybe tomorrow I can be happy in the same way.

LOVE HURTS You told me that you loved me why did you leave me to cry in the cold you swore this time was different why does that line seem so old You told me I was the only one who could make you feel that way you told me that you cared about me so why didnt you stay All the nights you laid with me alone in the dark in my bed now I finally realize you were just messing with my head Love is such a powerful word a word people often misuse something they take for granted something they beat and abuse My wounds run deep inside me there's blood all over the place I think I've really lost it this time Im ashamed to show my face

PASSION OF THE OCEAN The rocks With the same force as my admiration towards the man I want to get to know I want to know and feel his strength, and feel the power of his touch, crashing against My soul I want to feel his passions his desires and the dreams he has Like the waters that go on Forever and ever I want to feel his tender touch caressing every inch of my body like the kiss of the sun over the ocean horizon, Faithfully each morning I want him to know that with each and ever word spoken is like a ripple that spreads throughout the deepest waters in My heart For the day is coming closer and the nights are getting longer in the desire To be near you I dream of that moment when the waters of the ocean and the rocks of the cliffs finally meet In a storm of passion, His every touch will be like a soft caress to the rocks of the cliffs below With each encounter will be like the waters stirring under the ocean so deep With each kiss will be like a storm building furiously down beneath the earth And deep down beneath my soul And when the time comes for him to take my heart my soul and my body and make love to me It will be like a wild storm out of control With each touch, caress, and kiss he bestows upon me, will be like Giant waves Crashing vigorously with so much power and so much strength against the rocks, Just like nature intended it to be And just like I want him to completely take me Then like the calm after the storm I want to lie in his arms and hear The pounding of his heart Like the ocean waves Calming and soothing To my Soul

INVISABLE CONNECTION What is this magical bond we share? Amidst the constant circus like avalanche of words, How did you know? Once like you stable and secure, He is older, yet betrothed to my dream, Faithful to uncertainty, A spirit yearning to be free. His subtle words lodge in my thought. Why did i pick this stranger With a hunger that i can not see? my hair kisses the breeze, my dignity conceals the distance in my gaze. Is it possible that a simple innocent radiant smile, Or a crazy serendipitous verse, Could bring two people so diverse To where we find ourselves today? Strangers once to our own lives, At ease with the depth of our own emptiness, How unlikely it is that we are here It's quiet tonight, light raindrops filter through the leaves Washing away the dust, releasing fragrances On which the gentle breeze sweetens The kind of night i wish i were with the one i love Nestled close to the open fire Watching the moon duck in and out of the white cotton clouds Caressing and holding each other gently Breath silently quivering collect; Once locked away behind iron clad doors, Feelings and emotions stir, Disguised by layers of pain and ruin Two hearts awaken. A gentle, loving, knowing kiss; Bound together forever - Keepers of an invisible connection -

How do I tell you how I feel about you When everytime i think of you my body shakes everytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there everytime i see you smile my heart melts and every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end. I've tried somehow to say: you're the sun that lights up my sky the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high I want so much to tell you: that without you with me each day my day isn't complete that since day one I've always wanted to be with you that no matter what's going on in my life you're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving you seems to be all I need to know. But everytime I want to the words just wont come out to you it may sound mushy or too cute you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed Then to try to tell you exactly whats on my mind yet I wish to tell you that I'm beginning to love you more with each passing of the day and that I want to be with you come whatever may.

RIP LITTLE BROTHER As I pass away the hours While laying on your grave I whisper to the flowers To the ground they are a slave Shadows cover roses Keeping them from bloom Through the door that never closes Death leads me to doom I've waited on his mercy To bring me back to you For life left nothing for me Once your life was through ( HIS POEM IS IN DEDICATION TO MY BROTHER WHO JUST RECENTLY PASSED I MISS YOU SO MUCH SKEETER AND I KNOW YOUR WATCHING OVER ME R.I.P. SKEETER 5-21-86 ~ 5-12-06

THE SILENT TEAR It comes at night when no one is watching. It comes so soft, that it barely has a feeling. When it comes, your heart is at ease. And the only thing that is on your mind, is Now the agony can finally. Leave As you gaze into the emptiness that fills the air. A Droplet tends to fall. While your memory races back to the time When you thought you had it all. You try to hold in what is deeply within your soul. But the burning is so intense; that you just Can't help but to let it go. During the night a stain is made. And at the same time all your pain is able to fade. The only true feeling that you feel, is the wetness of A drop that is left by a single tear!!!

I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right) I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree ) I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day I promise to love you without change I promise to make you laugh I promise to make you cry I promise to give you strength when you are weak I promise to love you forever I promise to cherish you and your love I promise to compromise with you I promise to never take your love for granted I promise to never lose faith in you I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me I promise to always trust you I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts I promise to always be proud of you I promise to never let you feel alone in this world I promise to find new ways everyday to keep the fires of passion burning I promise to always keep you as an equal partner I promise to never say things to you in anger I promise to be your partner for life I promise to be your shelter from the storm I promise you a love everlasting.

REMEMBER When you find yourself on your own, Remember that you are not alone, And when your feeling down and blue, Remember that I'll always love you. When I am not here with you, Remember that our love is pure and true, I think about you every night and day, When Im with you I want to stay. I hope you will always remember me, Coz' I will remember you for eternity I never want to let you go, Coz' I love you more than you could ever know. If there was anything I could do, I would do it just to please you, You know its well and truly true, I would do anything for you. When your looking at the stars, in the eternal blue Remember that each star out there Is a reason why I love you And when you think your alone, and when no one is there at all I'll be right in front of you, to catch you when you fall .

I love your soft kisses. I love your soft touch. I love the way you bite your lip. I love you soooooo much. I love the way you look at me. I love the way you smile. I love the way you're shy sometimes, Every once and a while. I love it when you look at me, When I'm not looking at you. You think I do not realize it, But really...I do. I love the way you cuddle. I love the way you sleep. I love the way you rub your neck, when you are thinking so deep. I love all of you, Your nose, your lips, your eyes, your feet. I will never stop loving you. You are so amazingly sweet. I love that I love you. I have loved you from the very start. I LOVE ALL OF YOU, I now hand you the key to my heart.