Far Away Lover

I'm sorry for the times you cried,

and the loneliness you felt inside.

I'm sorry for the way things were,

and the selfishness that you endured.

I'm sorry for the nights we lost,

and the deep pain it must have cost.

I'm sorry for the love you missed,

losing you helped me realize this.

I'm sorry I wasn't the woman you deserved,

this has been the hardest lesson learned.

I'm sorry I wasn't there to show,

the deepest love you'll ever know.

I'm sorry for the empty days,

and the stresses that you still yet pay.

I'm sorry for the way I left,

I've never felt so much regret.

I'm sorry for the heart I broke,

that shattered with the words I spoke.

I'm sorry for the empty space,

that laid beside you in my place.

I'm sorry for the empty arms,

you fell into when times were hard.

I'm sorry for the days that passed,

Our love now will surely last.

I'm sorry it took so long to vow,

to love you forever here and now.

Tears streaming down my face

as I see you walk away

knowing that today

might be the last day

I ever see your happy smile

but in my heart I know that I will see you again

except right now

I feel like my life is going to end

I will put on a happy face

so that you cannot see my sadness

because hiding sadness is what I do best

but in my heart I know I will see you again

as we hug our last hug

I hold back all my tears and try to smile

and you can see me struggle and say it is ok to cry

but you do not know a part of me just died

now you turn your back and walk away

and as a single tear rolls down my face

you turn back to say I love you

I cry the hardest I ever have

as I see you walk away

but in my heart I know I will see you again someday

Love is sad, and love is cruel.
To find it again, don’t be a fool.
My flower was young, 
And my flower was sweet,
When we were together,
Our passion was heat,
We travelled together, never apart,
And I knew that forever she would be in my heart,
I would look in her eyes and I would hold my breathe
To lose such a treasure would mean certain death,
This sweet little thing that I used to adore, 
I never thought we would be no more.
The sun went away and it started to rain,
The joy in my heart soon turned into pain.
My little flower that I adored,
My absence was long, and she got bored
My flower has wilted from the lack of the heat,
Resentment took over, and our love was beat,
If only we planted more of those seeds, 
Our garden would flourish and not the weeds.
Wilted flower don’t be sad, 
Another’s garden is not so bad,
Always look up and never bend,
And soon you will find that your heart will mend
Love is sad, and love is cruel,
To find it again, don’t be a fool

Pain pain go away!
Please do not come back another day.
Tears falling down my face
oh how I wish for his warm embrace.
Wonder if he cares about me.
Wonder if this is suppose to be.
How can he stand there and break my heart
How did we allow us to grow so far apart?
My dreams of us being happy is not going to come true
all I am feeling is down and blue.
Pain pain go away 
bring me back to another day
where he loved me and
we thought we were meant to be. 
I will not stop loving you that much is true
but I will be stronger in time 
and not feel so blue.
you will always be in my heart
even when we are apart.
One day I will have that warm embrace
and tears will stop flowing down my face.
Pain pain go away
leave me alone and do not stay.

What does forever mean to you?
When you couldn’t even keep it true
You said were you’d forever be there
But were those just words pulled from thin air?
Did you actually love me?
Did you really see the feelings I see?
The truth, the love, the loyal tears
The betrayal, hate, and the fear
I thought you felt the same
That you would cover me in the rain
I thought forever and always was forever
But now there’s not an us…never
You said you’d always be there for me
But now I truly see
That you never saw the feelings in my soul
Now you’ve pierced my heart with a hole
But my heart has healed
Now I have friends that are real
And you're gone out of my life
Unable to pierce me with the heartbreaking knives
I thought forever was forever not just a word
But I guess that’s not what I heard