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Power Of Pain

Power Of Pain by Everett AKA KingDickBull I sat alone another day. The world was moving all around me, but it seemed as if my life was in a standstill. The doctors say its anxiety. Everyone thinks anxiety means nervousness or fear, but it is deeper than that. Anxiety holds you prisoner. You can't leave your house. Ding Dong Ding Dong The doorbell rings but I can't answer. There is too much fear inside. You can't answer the phone. Ring Ring Ring "Telephone for you!" my family yells. I tell them to say that I will call back, but I won't. You can't eat. Chomp Bite Chew No, not me. The anxiety even controls that. All the pain rushes back up with every little thing I eat. You can't go out. Step Step Step Everyone walking around me, but I can't move, the apprehension paralyzes me. Everyone says, "Be brave. You can do it. You'll make it out of this." But sometimes I wonder if I will. I try to combat it all, but if I attempt to do anything, it all starts over again. Thump Thump Thump My heart beats faster and faster. I can feel it in my chest. Beads of sweat Racing Falling Running down my forehead. All the thoughts swarm in my brain. The fear picks up. It is unbearable. I'm so frightened, but I don't know what of. The paranoia sweeps over my body like a giant wave. Every day I have to fight what seems to be a losing battle. But then . . . I look outside. I see the colors. I see the life. I see spirit. I know I can do this. Hope Pray Win
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Earnhardt Jr. leaving DEI By Jerry Bonkowski, Yahoo! Sports May 9, 2007 Jerry Bonkowski Yahoo! Sports Dale Earnhardt Jr. officially will say goodbye to Dale Earnhardt Inc. on Thursday morning, Yahoo! Sports has learned. A highly placed source within DEI as well as additional sources familiar with the situation told Yahoo! Sports on Wednesday afternoon that both Junior and teammate Martin Truex Jr. will announce Thursday morning that they are leaving the DEI camp at the end of this season and will drive for Earnhardt's heretofore Busch Series operation, JR Motorsports. Sirius Radio also reported late Wednesday afternoon that the Earnhardt/Truex split with DEI was a done deal and that the new Cup team entry will field Chevrolet chassis built by Hendrick Motorsports and will use Hendrick engines as well. Sources tell Yahoo! Sports that Earnhardt Jr.'s primary sponsor, Budweiser, will follow Junior to JR Motorsports. Budweiser's contract with DEI is due to expire at the end of 2008, but Yahoo! Sports sources believe there are provisions within the contract for an early exit if Earnhardt Jr. does not drive the No. 8 Chevrolet for DEI. The press conference, which will be televised nationally, will take place at JR Motorsports headquarters in Mooresville, N.C., at 11 a.m. ET on Thursday. ADVERTISEMENT There has been no comment thus far from either DEI president Teresa Earnhardt (Dale Jr.'s stepmother) or company director of global operations Max Siegel. Truex's contract with DEI reportedly runs through 2008, though '08 might be only an option year on his deal with the team. It also is possible Truex has an out tied to primary sponsor Bass Pro Shops' future with the DEI. Sources have told Yahoo! Sports that the sponsor has explored moving to a different team after this season. Earnhardt and sister Kelley Earnhardt Elledge have been in often contentious negotiations with Teresa Earnhardt that have sparked considerable posturing from both sides in the media. Both siblings have said that if a deal with DEI was not in place by the end of May, they would consider a variety of options, including Junior leaving DEI. Just last week, DEI confirmed that it was talking with Robert Yates Racing about a possible merger and also a switch from Chevrolet power plants and chassis to Ford engines and chassis. Dale Earnhardt Jr. began his racing career with DEI in 1996, shortly after the organization was formed by his late father, seven-time Cup champion Dale Earnhardt, and Teresa Earnhardt. Earnhardt Jr. won back-to-back Busch Series championships in 1998 and 1999 before moving full-time to the then-Winston Cup Series in 2000. His first career Cup win was at Texas, with a memorable celebration between father and son in victory lane. Voted the most popular driver in NASCAR by fans the last four years, Earnhardt Jr. has 17 career Cup wins but has yet to win his first Cup championship. He has gone 36 consecutive races without a win, his last being at Richmond in May 2006. Yahoo! Sports' Bob Margolis contributed to this report. Veteran motorsports writer Jerry Bonkowski is Yahoo! Sports' NASCAR columnist. Send Jerry a question or comment for potential use in a future column or webcast. Updated on Wednesday, May 9, 2007 6:49 pm EDT

EVA'S FIRST WORDS!

Before you ask, No Lindsey didnt tell me, I had to find out from other online friends which is bullshit and literally fucking kills me. Eva Spoke Her First Words Today And Those Words Were..................... Kitty Kat Fucking Life Sucks, Im missing all the most precious Moments of her life and Lindsey could give 2 shits about it, Well ya Know, I AM FUCKING HUMAN, IM NOT A ROBOT AND I DO HAVE FUCKING FEELINGS TOO, I HURT JUST AS BAD AS THE NEXT PERSON, And When Your Child Is the One Being Used To Hurt You Its Unexplainably Worse, God How I Wish Someone Would Shoot Me, Get Hit By A Car, ANYTHING JUST MAKE THE PAIN GO AWAY, I Cant Deal With This Shit No More, Im Tired Of Being Depressed, Im Tired Of Being The Shit Under Everyones Shoes And Im Fucking TIRED OF YOU FUCKERS AT WORK BEING 2 FACED FUCKERBITCHES AND TALKING SHIT BEHIND MY BACK AND BEING ALL BUDDY BUDDY TO MY FACE, Do Me A Fuckin Favor Would Ya, TELL ME HOW YOU REALLY FEEL ABOUT ME BECAUSE I DONT REALLY CARE AND YOU KNOW GOD DAMN GOOD AND WELL IM GOING TO TELL YOU EXACTLY WHAT THE FUCK I THINK OF YOU, At Least I Have Enough Respect For All Of You To Say How I Feel About You To Your Face. FAKE ASS BITCHES - You Know Who You Are And I Know Who You Are And Thats All That Needs Said. This Is Probably My Last Post Here On CT, Those Of You Who Have My Myspace Can Reach Me There, I'll Log Into It Every Now And Then But Im Going To Go Crawl In A Hole And Try To Die. Peace: Everett

Sick Of The FAKES/POSERS

IM SICK OF HELPING OTHERS AND GOING OUT OF MY WAY SOMETIMES TO HELP OTHERS WITH THERE CONTESTS, I Work 60 HOURS A WEEK AND STILL MANAGE TO GET MORE HELP FOR OTHERS DONE THEN WHAT MOST OF MY "FRIENDS" HAVE HELPED ME WITH. I WORK TONIGHT FROM 10PM TO 6AM And When I Get Home From Work In The Morning Im Going To Be Doing Some SERIOUS DOWN SIZING On My Friends/Fans And Fans Of, If Your One Of Those Who Helped Me In The Last Contest And Talk To Me Every Day Then You Have No Need To Worry You'll Remain, As For The Others I Got Two Words For Ya. (FUCK IT!) <---- My New Outlook On Fakes And Posers. Please Help Me Out And Click The Pic Below And RATE/COMMENT BOMB My Pic, Im In Another Contest And Need Alot Of Help. image.php?u=721974&i=242906893&tn=1
GIVE ME NO TREASURES.....


Give Me No Treasures
No Silver And Gold
Just Give Me Your Heart
And A Warm Hand To Hold

Give Me No Treasures
No Currency Or Credit
Just Believe In Your Heart
That Daddys Love For You Will Always Be Real

Give Me No Treasures
No Mansion Or Countries To Roam
Just Show Me You Care
Because Love Is Always At Home
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IN MY CIRCLE


When I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend, and then I started to become an ADULT.

And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, it would show you the best in many friends.

One friend is needed when you're going through things with your spouse.
Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your parents.

Another will sit beside you in the bleachers as you delight in your children and their activities.
Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be.

One friend will say, "Let's cry together,"
Another, "Let's fight together,"
Another, "Let's walk away together."

One friend will meet your spiritual need.
Another your shoe fetish,
Another your love for movies,
Another will be with you in your season of confusion,
Another will be your clarifier,
Another the wind beneath your wings.

But whatever their assignment in your life, on whatever the occasion, on whatever the day,
or wherever you need them to meet you with their gym shoes on and hair pulled back,
or to hold you back from making a complete fool of yourself...those are your best friends.

It may all be wrapped up in one person, but for many, it's wrapped up in several...
one from 7th grade,
one from high school,
several from the college years,
a couple from old jobs,
on some days your mother,
on some days your neighbor,
on others, your sisters,
and on some days, your daughters.

So whether they've been your friend for 20 minutes or 20 years,
AND ONLY IF YOU'D LIKE TO,
pass this on to the people in your life that make a difference.


GOD Bless you all
KinGDicKBuLL (Everett)
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Easter Weekend!

Some Of You Already Know This, Some May Not, So Here's The Scoop, Every Other Weekend I Have My Kids And Will Not Be Here On CherryTap So If You Comment/Rate/Fan And All That Good Stuff On My Profile I Wont Be Able To Return AnyThing Until Monday. I Wish Everyone A Very Happy Easter And Have A Safe Holiday, Enjoy Your Family And Kids And Dont Take For Granted Anything!
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