Goddess Jazzmyn's blog: "Poetry and Prose"

(i wrote this many years ago but copyrighted it in 2004...i get to spend  time with my son on a fairly regular basis and to this day he still asks me when will he be able to come home...it tears my soul everytime i have to tell him "not right now honey")

So True

There was this boy I once knew He came into my life and made my soul anew

My days were full and bright too With butterflies and tulips blue

I loved him so and still do

People thought I did not pay my due

He was rudely taken from me and they forced me to bid him adieu

My heart knows I have paid my due

Our bond is still there though they don't want it to

I love him for my heart is true So, I will make do

Dedicated to my son T.C.B.D 10-3-04

All of my poems are copyrighted under Vivvy Butterfly/Jazzmyn Aires/R.A.B

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November 9th 2002 The loneliness grips my heart Within the very being of my soul It is so dark I can't see Help me I am scared I reach out and feel nothing Why is the loneliness comsuming me? What did I ever do to deserve this? I have been within myself for many years I try to come out but I can not It seems the only way out is to slumber forever And let the world go on without me The Goddess must have been listening For She answered the calling within my soul One night as I slept peacefully for once, I began to dream For within this dream I became another person or I thought I did But it was still me It seemed the world opened up to me in a way I never knew or felt before Experiencing the desires and lusts from my inner being I know that from within the dream was a person I have never met But seem to have a connection that embraces my heart and soul I don't know how, I don't know why, but this is one of the most wonderful Things that has ever happened to me For I long to sleep everynight for within my dreams I can feel the desires Even when I am awake I have these waves of emotion and lusts The infinite timless space between us seems so faraway but yet so close together For within these dreams it has enhanced my innner being forever And it has changed me on the outside too. I embrace the change All of my poems are copyrighted under Vivvy Butterfly/Jazzmyn Aires/R.A.B

Beautiful words want to flow from my heart To write about love and the pain of loneliness About the many tears I cry in the middle of the night About my friends I hold dear to my soul About the joy I feel when I think of my dreams About the Goddess I choose to worship on my knees About my unicorn crystal and the power it brings to me About the skies of blue and the darkness of the night But words seem to fail me when I need them the most 10-23-04 All of my poems are copyrighted under Vivvy Butterfly/Jazzmyn Aires/R.A.B

Jan. 5th 2003 I can't explain what I am feeling right now In words that anybody would understand The gnawing within my heart Tears me down into soulessness The void in my existance has been filled with passion Throughout my essence But now it seems to wane away To leave me crying in the shadows of the moonlight To decifer these words I cannot My soul yearns to understand I crave the day I will know again All of my poems are copyrighted under Vivvy Butterfly/Jazzmyn Aires/R.A.B

Between time and distance Comes a howling in the wind It says Listen ,Listen to your heart For it will reveal your hidden desires and dreams Never having listened to my heart I was unsure of the possibilities But when the time comes in ones life You are not able to listen to anything else The heart tells me to let go and be free Be free my darlin', Be free Run through the meadows Swim the oceans Free with the wild ones Abandon yourself to the passions As I fall into the embrace of Mother Earth Freedom enfolds me Encompassing my whole being Freedom for the first time belongs to me All of my poems are copyrighted under Vivvy Butterfly/Jazzmyn Aires/R.A.B

JAN. 22 2003 BLOOD COLORED ROSES RISING IN THE LIGHT OF THE NIGHT COME FORTH MY LOVE SWANS SWIMMING IN THE POND GLISTENING IN THE MOONLIGHT COME FORTH MY DARLING THE PHOENIX FLYING HIGH ABOVE TEARS FALLING FROM THE SKY COME FORTH MY SWEET AN OWL PERCHED IN A TREE THE EYES GLOW IN THE DARKNESS COME FORTH MY ENCHANTED ONE All of my poems are copyrighted under Vivvy Butterfly/Jazzmyn Aires/R.A.B

Tattered dreams ripping at my soul Enclosed around my inner self Tearing out my emotions Frozenly numb Spilt iced over tears fall upon the ground Calling out to the earth Crippling my senses Falling to my knees Consumed by the darkness of my mind Haunting memories Withering in pain Stepping around the shattered glass That covers my soul Cutting my feet away Through the pain I realize it is all an endless nightmare June 9th 2003 All of my poems are copyrighted under Vivvy Butterfly/Jazzmyn Aires/R.A.B

Misgiving thoughts of turmoil Wander around my head From here to there Among the shattered dreams of my soul Piece by piece It goes through every crevice of my being Like a venomous creature searching for prey Which brings to the surface Pitilessness haunting memories That consumes me once again Caring nothing for my peace of mind Only to relive it all over again June 12th 2003 All of my poems are copyrighted under Vivvy Butterfly/Jazzmyn Aires/R.A.B