November 9th 2002
The loneliness grips my heart
Within the very being of my soul
It is so dark I can't see
Help me I am scared
I reach out and feel nothing
Why is the loneliness comsuming me?
What did I ever do to deserve this?
I have been within myself for many years
I try to come out but I can not
It seems the only way out is to slumber forever
And let the world go on without me
The Goddess must have been listening
For She answered the calling within my soul
One night as I slept peacefully for once,
I began to dream
For within this dream I became another person or I thought I did
But it was still me
It seemed the world opened up to me in a way
I never knew or felt before
Experiencing the desires and lusts from my inner being
I know that from within the dream was a person I have never met
But seem to have a connection that embraces my heart and soul
I don't know how, I don't know why, but this is one of the most wonderful Things that has ever happened to me
For I long to sleep everynight for within my dreams I can feel the desires
Even when I am awake I have these waves of emotion and lusts
The infinite timless space between us seems so faraway but yet so close together
For within these dreams it has enhanced my innner being forever
And it has changed me on the outside too.
I embrace the change
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