elexa's blog: "life"

The love of my life called me tonight.... and I couldnt say anything. Our history together is long and ackward. We play games on each other. We both love each other and want to be together but we just cant seem to get to that point. Its almost as if fate is pulling us apart with circumstances. We both make stupid mistakes and cant quite get it right. How do you stop the games and just.... be? Or is it just destined for us to not be together and be happy? grr

i graduate from college on monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wwwoooottt wwwwooottt :D me excited naw =p

i got another new piercng today :D yaya me! hehe yaya i know...what can i say im addicted :D

sup! been awhile since ive wrote anything! well i havent been on much iam sooo freaking busy! all i knw is stuff here is just.....wierd! ive been quite sick lately and im 'sick' of it =/ oh and since ive moved i have really wierd neighbors!!! the guy right next to me, who is like 70, keeps giving me his number and he buys me stuff... im sure hes trying to be nice and stuff but thats wierd! and today the guy below me, about my age'ish, comes up and asks if his music bugs me..than asks if i wanna come down and hang out at his aprt... what an excuse to come talk to me *rolls eyes* please! be original and dont have an motive behind it jeez. hmm speaking of guys thats....going. well better than usual expected :P hehe anyway! hit me up ppl :D ill be on for a bit!

i put some new pics up!! i bought a cam so its bad lol. anyway go and checkie checkie!! comment and make me feel better bout puttin em up :D

just bought my tickets to go to the deftones concert!! woot woot!!!!!!!!!!! very exciting i cant wait to see them! there one of my fav. bands!! yay!

when do you let someone into your life fully? show them your true messed up past or present? or how do you know that you can trust that person to really understand without being judgemental. im at a bridge and i dont know whether to cross it or go around again. i usually just avoid the bridge all together to be safe from falling in or worse, drowning. nobody knows everything and would they want to? true, life has changed but thats just it; its changed. i prefer to go forward instead of backwards, but they questions in their eyes are getting plentiful and more urgent. i need a lifeline..

hey :) just a heads up ill be without much internet for a couple days. im in the process of moving to a new city. which all i have to say about that is ugh! lol. laters! and happy easter!!

I start my internship tommorow!!! yay im excited and nervous :) :) wish me luck yall! and ill let you know tommorow how it all goes!! <3 ELEXA

i just got home from the emergency clinic. ive been there for 7 hours :(. so im glad to be home. but anyway im pretty sick so i wont be on to much elexa