2241686's blog: "Anarchy in DFW"

if you have a motorcycle, or even if you dont and you wanna ride today, there's a Freedom Aint Free ride going on today at noon CST-- starting from Downtown Dallas, going all the way out to Little Elm and back...I hope to see you there!

I've always been told that "in life, we are all slaves to something"..

we are taught early on, to be the master of our own lives, to own all we see-- to nurture the Dom side in us..

but when we step out into "the real world" we find that it doesnt account for shit...

yes I am a dom by nature, attitude and poise..but this life is the worse Dom there is-- it will even beat the most experienced Dom into submission

"I have found, you can find, happiness in slavery"-- in this life, everyone is a slave to something.

but hopefully, never SOMEONE

I'm a lover, a fighter, a poet

these things are what made me a good soldier

I spent 12 years of my life (10 active, 2 reserve) as a Marine and I've fought in both Iraq and afghanistan and I have seen the good and bad, pretty and ugly, but in all of it I saw the humanity of the situation-- people wanting what we have-- and that being freedom..

So when the 4th of july rolls around, I'm asking you all within reach of my blog to remember that day, not as a day to gorge yourselves on burgers, dogs and watching the fireworks, but to remember those like myself that gave all and are currently giving their all to protect you

Thank you

Chief Warrant Officer 2nd class Glenn Robert Barr, USMC Reserve

SEMPER FI! GOD BLESS AMERICA!!

Lord Tennyson said in one of his greatest poems "Inescapable flaws are those which are hidden from public view".. and it's almost 10'o clock here and I cant hlpe but ponder on mine-- but thank the gods that I have someone that loves me, and is helping me work on my flaws... I do enjoy being perfectly imperfect, but at times, wouldnt we all wish for perfection?

Mark Twain said it best when he said "There are three kinds of lies..Lies, Damned Lies, and Statistics"

What fucking burns me up is that my job took me 2140 miles away from my home state, and the people that I originally thought were my friends here in TX flaked on me...

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

oh well..I know who truly loves and cares for me...and no, I am not naming names...figure it out...you all are that smart *Winks*

granted it's been a while since I've posted in my blog but there are reasons-- I've been just sorting out some thing happening with myself but I'm gaining control and its all coming out roses, so to speak.. I've found someone that means the world to me and I couldnt ask for a better love...who is she? now now now, such things arent meant to be aired in public *winks*

this song by the band Demon Hunter not only deals with depression and the hope for help but also with those struggling with finding a cure for what ails them....I'm also dedicating this blog to my mom who is fighting Hep C

I still wonder when the medicine will take it's effect.
And The injection they made, it's all just left me the same.
It's hard to concentrate with echoes of your voice in my head.
From all you said, I'm still paralized.
But I'm almost out of breathe from saying things that I'll regret.
My time is over, I can't do this alone.
I'm infected with you, pull the plug already.
Tell me before I go, that your infected with me.
I can't remember if I ever took a minute to say.
That if it had to be now, I'm glad it had to be me.
I can't recuperate, I'm never going to leave here alive.
Just help me through this, don't let me die here.
But I'm almost out of breath from saying things I'll regret.
My time is over, I can't do this alone,
I'm infected with you, pull the plug already.
Tell me before I go, that your infected with me.
I'm killing time just trying to find the words that fall so short of you.
I'm loosing sleep, I can't compete, I'm giving up, I can't do this alone

its a stealer of joy from time to time, its a thief of desires, and hope

what is it? it's depression and I may be suffering from a comorbid symptom related to the ADHD I have...I just have to find out..

I'm sitting here in my apartment in the sweltering humidity here in The Colony, and I ask myself, what gives off a hotter sensation? What gives me the same sticky sweaty feeling that I'm feeling now, just sitting here? Love..its full on passion, its long suffering, its enduring, and not a single day is ever the same..its the drive to please the other person, and its the believing in that person when your own mind tells you "youre crazy"...I know of such a love..and I have that capability to love...I just hope my lady love will let me into her heart and allow me to shower her with the love I have and show her that I'm not like her last relationship...I really pray she will.

Intolerance, self glorified ignorance

Has got you down with your face pushed against the fence

Why dont you finish your self since you dont really care?

Let these screams in your head be the last thing you hear, Just go!

HEY! YOU! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? (4x)

Tragedy suffocates

Tolerate, No One Is Innocent

Experience Intolerance

Familiar screaming faces (NO ONE IS INNOCENT!!!!

Hey! You! What The Fuck Is Wrong With you?!