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Life Gone Wrong
How do I get through one night without you? If I had to live without you, what kind of life would that be? Oh I need you in my arms, need you to hold...you're my world, my heart and soul." I am thinking about you
Even in my dreams you
are there in my soul
it won't let you out of my mind
There is nothing that
is going to stop it
until i am with you
feeling your touch
feeling your kisses
Wanting to feel
your warm breath
touching my skin
as you hold me as night
There will be nothing
in my life worth
fighting for until
I am with you
You are the sun
in my hair
the wind in my face
the air that i breath
You are the one
that means everything ot me
and my life won't be
complete until i am with
Holding you close to me
feeling the love
that both of us
so much need from eachother
Wakin up next to you
and having you smile
at me as you
kiss me that sweet morning kiss
There is only one
thing that i want
one thing i need
that is to be with you
Wrote Out Of Lack Of Sex...
"Damn!" I hate tardiness more than anything, and the clock had just struck 10:05. Ooh, that bastard was going to pay. He was one of my favorites too.
I heard his knock on the door, but I would let him knock a few more minutes to punish him a bit for being late. I heard him beg long enough, and reluctantly opened the door.
"Thank you so much and I'm..."
"Shutup, and you're fucking late!" I growled at him, not meeting his eyes. I wanted him to feel like a dog. All part of the session...
"What can I do to.."
"Lick my shoe. Bitch." I was still growling at him, angry about his insolence, and envisioning sinking the heel in his back. I planned it as I watched him run his tongue over my stilleto.
When I felt he had tongue shined my shoe sufficiently, I turned to sink a heel in his back. I ordered him to remove the shoe, take off my stockings, one garter and then the other, and then remove my panties. His eyebrow raised, because I hadn't thought him
I entered an auction, but the person running it doesn't have enough people.
It's been awhile for me, so I figured I could do another one.
Anyone wanna be fu-owned for REALS?
CLICK HERE OK, here I am in another auction.
Will you come and bid on me, please?
This is what I'm offering:
Here is my offer:
All SFW pics rated during HH (11’s if available--I can use my guy's account too, so there's lotsa 11's available).
Owned by in name for one month
Added as #1 friend for a month
Keep you shitfaced for a month
Link to your profile on my page
Rate all stash during HH
Blog about the owner with link to the page
If bid is more than 20.00 cash
Five custom graphics
One movie with pictures and song of your choice
OK, so another lame auction.
Pay good money for me though, and you never know what you'll get :P
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* 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour
* 1 cup milk
* 1 cup water
* salt and pepper to taste
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I am walking away from two friendships today
I have to walk away because I can't believe them anymore
I have to walk away because I can't trust them anymore
I have to walk away for the sake of my relationship
I walk away with good memories, fun times, good laughs and a few tears.
I hope that both of these people understand why I am no longer their friend
I pray to the goddess that both of these people change their lives
I pray to the goddess that both of these people will not end up old and alone
I had to walk away from you both, Carl Jhon and Beth because you cause me too much stress.
I had to walk away because having you both in my life is destructive.
Even if I was friends with you both seperatly, I'd still walk away from you both.
I had to walk away today for my sanity sake and for the sake of my family.
I wish you both the best.
I wish you both all the happiness that you are looking for.
Have a good, fun, strong, SAFE life.
Please take care. I am still
Zaynes Smile, Poem By Me
I am broken an weak
it is you I seek
take me into your embrace
I want you to see my face
Is it to late?
why is it myself I hate?
I am always to blame
I feel I am living in shame
I scream at my creator
wonder if he is even there
to him without words i speak
it is him I seek
i am wanting to leave this world I have known
never again having to feel alone
regrets have taken my life
as I sit here, I look at this knife
I am tired of being the fool
tired and alone I obey the rules
I am living in a haze
feeling I am running out of days
so I sit here and stare
wondering why I even care
are these feeling I have even real?
or is this how I truely feel?
outside i hear the thunder
my soul, it starts to shudder
I hear the voices mumble
so loud I stand and stumble
I trip and I fall
it is my name they call
oh no the knife, it is to late
I have met my fate
yes its fucked up I know, but at t
Ranting And Raving
First off let me say...this blog doesn't apply to everyone.
With that said, let me start off by saying...I DESPISE WHINERS!! As of late I've seen people whine about being set back to a certain level because of a fubar rule that states something about not having more pictures then you are supposed to have. Now if you are only a few pictures over what you are supposed to have, thats no biggie...but if you have 8,000 pictures and you only have room for 2,500...I can see where people would think you are cheating. Personally I think that if you put that much time into this site, you need serious mental help and need to turn off your computer and step away and go cash your reality check thats been sitting in your closet collecting dust for all these years. I don't see why you would want all those pictures clogging up your computer in the first place. All they do is take up space you could be using for something else more productive then seeing how "virtually popular" you can make you
From Under A Rock
Nihilist: I am not putting up with a homophobe
->Nihilist: thing a person can control - right? that dj might not even have a rational explaination
Nihilist: he has got to go. that is really fucked up and making MDC look like a joke
->Nihilist: but there aren't hipocrates in there and i doubt the phobia is some
Nihilist: it's the wallpper for the room not for the DJ
->Nihilist: yeah. it is, but each dj uses their own wallpapers...and i dont know which dj is
Nihilist: i see MDC flyers in that basement and they are a very pro gay band and I heard there is a DJ that is a bigtime homopobe in there. that is really messed up
->Nihilist: ip ??? why didn't you simply state the reason for asking and you would get help setting up your own or designing the room or wtf ever
Nihilist: hey, how's it going ? STARTING NOW:
I WANT TO KEEP A RECORD OF THE LAMES THAT TALK SHIT AND BLOCK - RATE YOU LO
Staz & Lysa's Blog
The hardback graphic novel of the online Heroes comics has just been published, & I was invited to appear on the BBC to promote it's release.
Afew people have asked me whether it's possible to buy any of my artwork online, & while I do have a gallery of for sale artwork.. the host site seems to be experiencing some problems of late, so I'm giving the world of online auctions a shot.
So here is the very first Staz Johnson ebay art sale. If this on goes well, there will be more pages offered up for auction, I'll keep you posted of developments. If anyone has any questions, drop me a PM. Click the pic to check out the four pages on offer. All are from the Batman/Aliens II graphic novel.
Just to let you guys know, that this weeks Staz Johnson ebay artwork sale consists of 11 pages taken from my 3 year run on Robin.
Last weeks Catwoman sale went really well, with every single page selling. As usual, if anyone has a question, they can contact myse
My Poetry !
As I sit here all alone, there are only thoughts of you on my mind. Wanting to see that sparkle in your eyes, feeling the warmth of your skin next to mine, feeling your breath on my neck, feeling the touch of your hand caress my body, smelling your smell that lingers in the air, seeing you smile and knowing that you care, feeling the strength and compassion of your loving embrace. When you are here I feel so calm and secure, I can feel the beating of your heart and know there is promise in tomorrow, that we may never part, and feeling the strength and passion of your tender kiss. I can remember the day you came into my life and I dream of the day that I will be your Wife. Until tonight when you left I never thought I could feel so alone, for You are my Other Half and without you I am not whole. You are the Love of My Life and The Eternal Flame that burns in my Soul. I Love You more then I could ever say, I know I will have you again in 4 days, but for a Love as strong as ours it can fe
I tried to find.
I left behind.
The daydreams I have,
suddenly became to form.
Clouds of gray,
block out the light.
In these dreams,
I have to fight.
Death and Death,
are all around.
coming from the sky,
and up from the ground.
I try to flee.
But the evil begins,
to overtake me.
I try to,
get away from this place.
But every time I try,
I fall right on my face.
I pray to you.
Please let me see,
the sky's of blue.
Let me, get away.
I want to be there,
When you need someone who will care.
I want to be there,
When you need someone that wants to share.
I want to be there,
When you need someone to be here.
I want to be there,
When you need someone to get you a beer.
I want to be there,
When you need someone to brush your messy hair.
I want to be there,
When you need someone to share the pain you bare.
I want to be there,
When you need some
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http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=4615978 not that i have actually been on one it just seems like we have been on this honeymoon phase of sourts since robby got out of jail and i thought everything was gonna be better between us and now it seems like everything was just put on pause and we back to our same ol arguing all the time over everything and bout the only thing he does is cook super unless i complain enough then he gets off his butt and does something but oh well its my choice to stay with him and i dont even know how smart that is is love really worth the pain you feel every day when your with someone?should i really have to sacrfice my health so he can take all the time in the world to find a job?should i even have to put my health on pause for him to find a job cause thats what im doing.i have been advised by my doctors to quit working and go on disability but robby wants me to continue working until he gets a job.idk leave me your thoughts yeasterday was great for me
My First Ramblings Spewed Forth....
So its over. I have been watching with interest (the same way as you might watch a car crash) the popularity contest that is the American presidential election.
Its at this time that i usually always feel smug that we in the UK vote for the party (and we have way more than 2 that you can vote for ) and their ideals and manifestos for change. Its about conecting or agreeing with ideals and principles rather then how someone comes across on TV. However this has now changed for the majority of people in the UK, even to the point that when the last leader of the labour party stood down, people asked why there was not a general election. Sometimes I really do despair.
However back to the US Election and I really was shocked at some of the people the interviewed running up to the election, especially on the republican side. I mean if it wasn't bad enough that the majority beleived Obama was a Muslim (his middle names Hussein he cant possible be Christian), and to the middle class repu
This Is Me
The Honorable Paul S. Sarbanes
309 Hart Senate Office Building
Washington DC, 20510
Dear Senator Sarbanes,
As a native Marylander and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue
Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance.
I have contacted the Immigration and Naturalization Service in an effort to
determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to
My reasons for wishing to change my status from U.S.Citizen to illegal
alien stem from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which
If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal
alien who has been in the United States for five years, what I need to do
to become a citizen is to pay a $2,000 fine and income taxes for three of the
last five years.
I know a good deal when I see one and I am anxious to get the process
When will this loneliness end?
How can I end this loneliness?
I go to work and then come home. There is emptiness in my home. No one to greet me when I get home. No one has called me to see what's going on. I sit at home everyday and night alone.
I go online, but it is pretty much the same thing. No one really talks to me. When I try to make conversation I get ignore.
I am a boring person. Do I come off as weird or just not worth the time to take them time to know me?
I don't understand what's going on in my life.
I've tried to go to clubs and other social places to try and find someone who would take a chance with me.
I'm a shy person. It's very hard for me to approach a woman, and try to make conversation with her.
I feel like why do I bother. I keep asking myself. Is my life really worth living. Would anyone care if I took a gun and put a bullet through my heart?
If anyone like to help me find the solutions to my loneliness please help.
I don't kno
Vast was the wasteland laid out before me as it had always been. A quick stop along the way well over it was time once again to move on.
Grabbing my baggage I smiled hesitantly afraid to admit I might have lost my mind somewhere back around Albuquerque.
There was a cold wind from the south this evening and the ever so slight smell in the air of rain. When it rains it pours. Without any other option I moved onward into the night. Silent. The cold sensation of being solitary swept over me once again as my eyes stared forward following the obscured path to my destination. Days perhaps weeks or was it years I had traveled this road and weary I am. Perhaps someday rewarded with the journeys end I shall find peace, but alas not today.
A stranger ahead as there have been many.
To take away my solitude and betray the silence with stories and tales of adventure, glory, suffering and pain that had driven them into the wasteland I call home. A stranger perhaps but treated as any other
SECURITY“It is a most natural desire of the human soul to seek for happiness and comfort. Man desires principles to guide his life, and he wishes for a moral standard to regulate the life of the community. He wishes for a balance of activity and repose; he desires union with the one whom he loves; he wishes for security of all that belongs to him, a settled reciprocity, a fixed give-and-take, and all things which bring about happiness and peace at home and in the nation.” Hazrat Inayat Khan“Authority prevents the understanding of oneself, does it not? Under the shelter of an authority, a guide, you may have temporarily a sense of security, a sense of well-being, but that is not the understanding of the total process of oneself. Authority in its very nature prevents the full awareness of oneself and therefore ultimately destroys freedom; in freedom alone can there be creativeness. There can be creativeness only through self-knowledge. “ Jiddu Krishnamurti"The wo
Ok our very own female up for auction guys!! as listed below is what she will and will not do
wont change my name
will allow access for 24 hours to my nsfws
will go on cam for the winner after my kids go to bed (depending on whats asked who knows what will happen)
will add to my yahoo messenger.
will make a salute of their choice on most any body part for them
will put won by such and such for 24 hours on my name.
so bid away fubucks,vips,blast,and or big pimpin gifts will be accepted so guys bid ur hearts out have fun with her for 24 hours!! u ahould have any questions plz ask and ill answer highest bidder will pay largerthanhim before she is urs for 24 hours so lets have fun and be nice!!
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What I'm Thinking
I'd like to live like a poor man with lots of money - Pablo Picasso
Don't look back. Something may be gaining on you. - Satchel Paige
I'm against any deal I'm not in on. - Tip O'Neill
In every real man a child is hidden that wants to play. - Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche
Show me a good loser and I'll show you a loser. - Jimmy Carter
Bravery is the capacity to perform properly even when scared half to death. - Omar Bradley In the city of York there's lass
Who will hitch up her dress when you pass.
If you toss her two bits
She will strip to the tits
And let you explore her bare ass.
Just in case I get busy; I wanted to wish all those fathers I know and all those fathers I don't know; a happy father's day. Only a real man can be a true father to their kid. This includes stepfathers, adoptive fahers and surrogate fathers. I raise my glass to you.
Here I am,
Lonely nights, empty days.
Thoughts of you cloud my senses,
I can't take much more of this.
Lonely nights, empty days,
Candle lit serenades.
This is the place,
Where deep, dark, secrets are told.
Lonely, empty, nights and days.
Desperate are the cries,
From one so bitter.
Harsh are the words, from one to another.
Night and day,
Are the differences between you and I.
Spoken so loud, from one that can't say a thing.
Is how I feel.
Not knowing how each night will end.
I light a candle to fill the room with life,
Each day an eternity,
Full of uncertainty.
Here I am ...
Where are you?
An original Becky Leanne ©1999
Your touch is as tender as a rose petal on my skin,
Your kiss is as soft as a butterfly's wing.
I can feel your heart beating like a drum as you lay beside me.
I am electrified whenever you walk into a room.
My heart skips a beat whenever you are near.
I am not in love,
I am in need...of something I
In The News!
RIYADH (Reuters) - Saudi Arabia's religious police have banned red roses ahead of Valentine's Day, forcing couples in the conservative Muslim nation to think of new ways to show their love.
"The Commission for the Promotion of Virtue and Prevention of Vice"
has ordered florists and gift shop owners in the capital Riyadh to remove any items colored scarlet, which is widely seen as symbolizing love, newspapers said.
"They visited us last night," the Saudi Gazette quoted an unidentified florist as saying.
It is not unusual for the Saudi vice squad to clamp down ahead of Valentine's Day, which it sees as encouraging relations between men and women outside of wedlock, the newspaper said.
Saudi Arabia imposes an austere form of Sunni Islam which prevents unrelated men and women from mixing, bans women from driving and demands that women wear a headscarf and a cloak.
Relations outside marriage are strictly banned and punishable by law.
(Reporting by Souh
Big deal. Do you also walk down the fucking street with a sign over your head that says you like dick and pussy? Jesus jumped up Christ! Who fucking cares? Why not put everything you are in your name? You know, like..~~~Lonely-attention-starved-bisexual-girl-who-needs-to-flaunt-her-so-called-individuality-by-telling-the-world-shit-they-dont-care-about~~~. That's your new name. I don't care if you are or are not bisexual. I have no problem with your sexual preference. But whoring your personality for attention is just stupid. You really get good friends by stating that you are bi? REALLY? Seems that those who are truly satisfied with themselves, and are genuine good people are not going to be impressed. If who you lick defines you, you should shoot yourself in the face with a rubberband. (cuz suicide is counter-productive)
Likewise, why put in your name phrases like, "you know you want this" or " I'm your wildest Dream"? I don't. You arent. Shut up now.
If I have offended anyone with
To bless a new pot and promote a healthy growth of plants therein, light your favorite incense.
Draw a pentagram on the inside and outside bottom of the pot with a wooden spoon, saying:
Blessings of earth for abundance.
Pass the pot through the incense, saying:
Blessings of air for fragrance.
Turn on the burner of your stove and place the pot on the flame carefully, saying:
Blessings of fire for purity in preparation.
Stir in a little water, saying:
Blessings of water for love.
Prepare a favorite food and share it. A bowl of thistles placed in a room brings strength.
Keep a frog in or around your home to attract new friends.
String whole nutmegs alternating with star anises. Wear as a necklace for clairvoyance.
Carry a buckeye (horse chestnut) for VERY good luck.
A lucky hand root is said to protect you against all harm that a hand can do.
Burn garlic skins for money. (purple skins are best)
Hang bittersweet over your doors for
It was now late night and I laid down on the cot in the sleeping room. The day had been hectic and yet I knew that it was possible that the night would hold more work for all of us. I listened to the rain as it pounded down against the metal roof of our station. Some of the crew sat at the far end of the room playing cards, some sat reading and others jjust lounged about. Supper was over and all the dishes had been done and taken care of. I closed my eyes and recounted the events of the day, searching for any little thing that I could have changed to make the day a little easier.
Downstairs under us was all the equipment that we needed to handle our jobs as the fire engines were parked and awaiting the next call. Our personal gear was all hanging and waiting for us along the sides of the bays. Our fire company was one that everyone supported everyone and were always there when others needed them. This made it easy for me to dress and make it to work each day, knowing that
General Audience (need Opinions)
So I went to the store after work and some girls in the store decided to talk bad about how long my hair was and how "that's not cool" So I responded, "You know what's not cool, your breath cause them joints is on fire! I never seen so much steam before in my life! You may wanna think before u act next time with that cloudy forecast coming out your grill. Idiots... Just wanted to say thank you to those who came by to see me in my time of need and not see me to try and get points and whatever else from me. That means a lot and I can't thank you enough for that, just goes a long way with me.
Luscious of SER
Tbaby Just thinkin to myself if i should even be tryin to get attention of ppl on here or anywhere for that matter, sayin wassup or how u been just don't seem to cut it anymore. And as far as here goes I'm not so sure, I mean it should be no contest to not even bother when the person u wanna be frien
I woke up this morning and looked outside the widow, and tried to feel the air. All of the sudden this feeling came to me, and I remember how it was when I was in the bay area, in that apartment, same feeling I got when I looked outside the window. Man, I miss being there. A lot of shyt happened, and honestly I couldnt say I was the happiest, but I miss it. I wanna go back so bad, it makes me sad, like Im missing a part of me. Im usually used to not getting what I want, but doesnt mean I stop trying for it. There are a few things I want and miss right now.... how do u get a vibe?
where does it come from??
Today when i was out on the way home from a grocery shopping, i had a weird feeling.
An uncontrolled anxity.
It seemed to came out of nowhere, that somethng bad might happen....i didnt like the feeling and dont know why i felt that.
It was probably only for a few seconds then i shook it off.
Well later on that night, i heard something that made me really sad and upset..
I got half-sister by the name of D.J, who is whore since way back.
She sucks and fucks since the day she was thirteen.
How I am glad I am not like her?
Hey I got half-sister that married a fucked up dope head, which they had two girls.
Divorce now, but how they screwed their two daughters up royally.
One has got two kids and the other one died in car crash skipping out her father beat up old trailer.
Dag…Hate this half-sister, she party hardy the day her daughter died.
She wasn’t crying any blues over her daughter’s death.
Crying painful blues she had to give up the pipe.
I got half-sister got pregnant with another man.
Baby number three for her.
Dag once her lifetime, she is finally straight as fiddle.
I got half-sister uglier than bulldog ass from the crack she smokes up.
But she thinks, she all that and a bag chips.
Skinner as dead dog or road killer she is now.
Oh hell, she went had two more girls.
Like bad seed spiting out children for someone to care
A Florida couple, both well into their 80s, goes to a sex therapist's
office. The doctor asks, "What can I do for you?"
The man says, "Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?
The doctor raises both eyebrows, but he is so amazed that such an
elderly couple is asking for sexual advice that he agrees.When the
couple finishes the doctor says, "There's absolutely nothing wrong
with the way you have
Intercourse. He thanks them for coming, he wishes them good luck, he
charges them $50, and he says good-bye.
The next week, however, the couple returns and asks the sex therapist
to watch again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agrees.
This happens several weeks in a row. The couple makes an appointment
they have intercourse with no problems, pay the doctor, then leave.
Finally, a fter 5 or 6 weeks of this routine, the doctor says, "I'm
sorry, but I have to ask. Just what are you trying to find out?"
The old man says, "We're not trying to find out anything
Hey To All Fubarians
this is my first blog just like to take this time to say hi 2 all all fubarians out there plz stop by and share the love ill be sure to return the favour since ive been here ive met some great ppl and some great friends so thank u all and cheerie bye all :P:P:P Find A Way"
Lay your head down just for now
Space fills your mind and you dream awhile
The sun floods your room as you drown
Your lungs full of breathing
Your true love believe
One more time to say I love you always
And keeping faith letting love find a way
Move let the stars suck you in
Hold tight, the night's air and breathe again
Let go and be burnt by the moon
Your hands full of feeling
Your true love believe
One more time to say I love you always
And keeping faith letting love find a way
One more time to say I love you always
And keeping faith letting love find a way
I love you to death
Could you love me to death
I love you to death (I will love you to dea
Thoughts And Quotes
"When you do not realize you are one with the river, or one with the universe, you have fear. Whether it is separated into drops or not, water is water. Our life and death are the same thing. When we realize this thing, we have no fear of death anymore, and we have no actual difficulty in our life."
- Shunryu Suzuki
When we are afraid, we have forgotten who we are. When we forget who we really are, we feel small, alone and vulnerable. Like a drop of water.
Just as water doesn't stop being water once it is a part of the river, we don't stop being a part of the universe when we die. We are composed of the same elements that surround us. This is the reality. The illusion is the little ego, the public persona, the mask we hide behind.
The minute we forget who we are, fear creeps up and limits our beliefs about who we are and what we can accomplish. When we remember we are the universe, all things are possible and we lose our fears.
I am one with The Universe. I
I didn,t lie , I will pray that all will be ok... But if im not forgiven by you ..Then God will always know I didn,t lie .. He will always forgive me no matter what..And if I do make mistakes and when. He will frogive me always// Thankyou O My Lord Christ. diana I have a boy friend in here and he is real and Im no cheater , im looking for friends is all. Hugz have a wonderful hunt finding what you look for all. diana When Im alone and your always gone. Things pop into my mind ; Weve just begun to ,love is new and yet not blue .. Some what a tempation and we do. ..Yet in all and all I can spend a day alone and wonder when, you,ll be in my arms .. Soon I hope , but if it never ever comes to this .. Ill always ,s love you thru any and all. I love you more than life itself, your my heart .. Can you imigine this , with every breath I take and release??? ; Your there in the very deep of my soul being set free. ..I love , want the best for you ..,( yet im yearning with lusti
I only 389,743 Points to go to fu king and am in 2 auction. I be nic to get some help and some rate from people. I come to ur page and rate u and some i rated all ur page. Is hard to come to my page and give me love leave coment and rates. Hell do that and returne love. Just help me level instead haveing to buy rate and still not getting them by people i own. ther are few that have keep ther word and there alot who have not today my step dad told me i was uesles and no body. my mom agree and so did my sis. just woundering if i have meaning or anyone cear about me The past 24 hour has been hell. First Essie hung up on me. I was trying to talk about the auction i was running since at work. Then call her later on when told me and her sister talk to me like nothing and no body. Then while at work I was stock, Co manger Robert and Ast protion Mike cam over yelled at for working asking me y doing i working.
Top of about lose someone like and want to be with.
Then today i wash my mp3 pl
A day in the life of Helly
I rarely lead a boring life ... but it is not often I have a day packed with as much thrills and chills as today.
Around my deli we have been having issues with a homeless "camp" being set up across the parking lot due mainly to the Salvation Army office being located in that area.(it usually gives me great mumm material lol) Usually there are 4 or so guys there and mall management will come and move them along once we have phoned and complained a few times. I always felt guilty for doing so until today.
This morning I pull in at 9 am and notice there is about 20 there this time. Not to thrilled with how it looked discussed with fellow biz owners that its time we get super firm that something needs to be done. I was nicely on Yahoo jabbering away to Ash and J at 11 when I saw one of them drop their bike in front of the store and dart in. With out thinking it thru I yelled hey hey hey knowing he was up to taking something and jumped my counter. As
I wrote this for the one I serve. Words cannot express my adoration for him but hopefully this comes across well.
You are the one I serve
The only one I want to control me
To guide me, to teach me.
Show me how to make you happy,
Teach me how to behave for you.
My place is by your side.
Quiet and supportive.
Anticipating your every need, want, and desire.
It is not my place to question your commands;
but to do as I am told quickly.
I kneel before you not because it is expected,
but because you deserve that much from me.
You protect me from afar, You reward me well.
You keep me in check,
Bringing me back to you when my mind wanders.
I am your first true submissive,
Not a role I take lightly.
You are the best Master I could ask for.
You appreciate my devotion to you.
I desire no other in my life but you.
For the first time I feel
I have found my place.
For so long I have searched for someone so deserving.
My mind, body, and soul can r
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below...
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together.
After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked?
No. I'm escorting a soldier home.
Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family.
The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days.
I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do.
Upon landing in Chicag
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1. Do you think I'm cute?.
2. Would you have sex with me?
3. lights on or off?
4. Would you have to be drunk?
5.Would you take a shower with me?
6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
7.Would you leave after or stay the night?
8.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
9.Condom or skin?
10. Have sex on the first date?
11.Would you kiss me during sex?
12.Do you think I would be good in bed?
13. Would you use me as a booty call?
14.Can I use you as a booty call?
15.Can we take pictures of the act?
16.How long would we have sex?
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18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?
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People suck....mmmhm all of them I will make signs if u want me 2
Rules: NO NUDES...please I am properish I wish he can hear me cry
see the tears that lay on my pillow
knowing I might never get to laugh again
hearing suffering sad songs on repeat
wishing that one day he can forgive me for the beast i became
I dont expect him to understand nor forgive me for the pain I have caused him
but the selfish part of me wants him to talk to me
I clench my heart as the thrill to call him or txt him emurges..
I just cant STOP talking to him...
he has been such a frequent part of my life
" I am so sorry " I wanna scream in the reciever of the phone
I close my eyes tightly a breathe of sorrow
I think about the better days...
the days i would lay on this pillow laughing and giggling at him
the days I would shout at him and play fight..
hanging up only to have him call me 2 secs after..
The nights he would lay in bed telling me he loved me and he wants to be in my life..
Tell me 10 things you know about me or 10 things you like about me!! LOL This should be fun! A is for age:
29, will be 30 in Novemeber.
B is for beer of choice:
C is for career right now:
I don't have one.
D is for your dog's name?
No DOg Of My OWn
E is for essential item you use everyday
F is for favorite TV show at the moment?
G is for favorite game?
H is for Home town:
Born in St Paul, MN
I is for instruments you play:
I wanna play the DIG!
J is for favorite juice:
K is for whose butt you'd like to kick:
Anyone who harms my circle
L is for last place you ate:
M is for marriage:
N is for your full name:
James Robert Hill J.R.
O is for overnight hospital stays:
P is for people you were with today:
My Love, and the family
Q is for quote:
"And when I vest my flashing sword And my hand takes hold in judgement I will take vengeance upon mine
OK, so I decided that I needed to go and visit my place, my special place, and I kind of wanted to show my guy, so, on the off chance that something happened when he wasn't around, he would know exactly where it is.
So, we went in a walk through the woods... DARK woods... and he made me lead the way. Granted, I've been there before, and had the bearings better, but, he not ONCE made a move to lead.
So, then, when we got to my special place and hung out there for a little bit, we decided to cut through the tall grass and get on the railroad tracks to get back to the road. HE MADE ME LEAD THE WAY.
I wish I would've found a snake... so I could've put it in his pocket. So, the doctor decided that I was enough of a fatasses to need speed, so I'm taking pills and dieting. My guy, who has to do everything that I do, decided to join me.
Anyway, his caloric intake requirements are about three times mine, but he eats about the same amout that I do, so he's obviously losing a fuck
Poetry By Me!
My little sister is 23, and is in End Stage Renal Failure. Her only hope is a kidney transplant. There are many circumstances at play, which keep her off the transplant list, but if one of her family members is a match, they would go ahead and do the transplant. Out of 3 siblings, I'm the only one with the same blood type.
I know that it's not just blood type that is a factor, and I'm in the process of getting things figured out to see if I match enough qualifiers to donate a kidney to her.
If I'm a match, I'll be at her side during the whole harvesting and transplant process. But if I am not, I need to be able to say my goodbyes.
I am asking that you pray for her and our family. I have to figure out how I can gather funds to help her and her dad, and even myself to be at her side regardless... I'm not asking for hand outs.. but perhaps ideas.
I have a very dear friend who has offered to take my children while I travel to be with my sister... and I can only say to her "I lo
Ok this is kinda my theme song to myself
the streets, gloom's creeping out of the walls
Dirt comes alive and
all the neon-lights call
Demons and fools and a lady
Vampire She's of
the kind nighttime-insomniac
She sees the prayer
and she's aware
The times are hard but she
Desire darker than
Reach higher, no
Lyrics Her wings are curtains of
knows no wrong or right
Dead are the places
where this goddess has been
Cold is the
skin that this creature has seen
Her universe is an ocean of
Her dining table
the cradle of mud
She sees the
prayer and she's aware
The times are hard
but she don't care
darker than black
no turning back
Her wings are
curtains of the night
Vampire She knows no wrong or
The night is blind, the mistress she
Replaceing Old Pics With New
I will be takeing my older pics on here and replaceing them into my stash so i can have more room for my newer pics to go up and i will be doing this from time to time so all you guys and gals can see all my pics i have to share..
love Ashley xoxo The sheer beauty of his visage
is so captivating
it appalls me
because I know his soul
and I am its prisoner.
to me, remains
not pretty, nor aquiline
darkly handsome he is
lips so full and ripe
for the tasting, I imagine
the turn of his nose
the olive of skin, lustrious
with masculine vitality.
I would stare forever in those eyes, limitless,
their superficial beauty is unmatched.
Lashes long and thick, slanted shapely;
cat's eyes they are.
Irises like untapped oil
the colour deep and dark, alight
with wisdom, caustic wit and intelligence fierce.
And this, coupled with
compelling vulnerability few can fathom,
but I can fathom
and I am held captive.
Soul-tied we are though
I cannot touch
A Vicious Rant
So, I went to see GWAR, live at the Masquerade in Atlanta, GA last Friday and they kicked some hardcore ass! I have an awesome time!! It was really a once in a lifetime experience for me and I'm so glad that I got the chance to see them. I have green and red stains in my hair now from all the fake blood...haha...it was incredible!! They say if you want something done right you should do it yourself, but I have my own version: If you want something done, do it yourself. I'm in a giveaway!! That's right, I'm saving up for the spotlight and I need your help to bomb my pic so I can get lots of fubucks! I get 10 fubucks for every comment and 20 for every rate. Click the pic below to help me out!!
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I never put anything in important in here but it's time for a change.
I went to Ohio Thursday to see Daniel [DJ♥]. He picked me up w/ his Mom, Brother Nick, and Son Devin. Nick gave me a Balloon that was signed by everyone & it was cute. Once I met his little sister she was the cutest! She told me that she could tell me anything and that she loved me like a sister. His Mom & I got along so well plus his Grand mother wanted me to come back over to her house before I left so she could spend time with me. It was amazing to be there I felt like I was home.. It was so comfortable. I cannot wait to move out there to be with him everyday.
Being with DJ was absolutely perfect. I loved it when he looked at me, held me, kissed me. Speaking of Kisses, our first kiss was amazing. I finally understand the term "sparks fly". It couldn't have been anymore perfect. No one has ever made me feel the way he does. I am so glad I found him [well he found me]. We went to the Canal, Park, Ice
We at www.StopClownPornNow.org, and our militant wing, the Stop Clown Porn Brigade, mince no words over our mission. We are out to bring an end to clown pornography both in old media and on the World Wide Web.
We recognize that, from its origins, the dramatic character of the clown and the cultural archetype that was to spring from his performances were associated intimately with sex and sexuality. The first recognizable dramatic ancestors of the clown are the comic characters from Ancient Greek comedies and satyr plays. They are depicted on surviving vases as wearing padding that emphasizes the size and plumpness of their bellies and buttocks and/or strap-on phalloi that the Ancient Greek audience considered inseparable from comic performance.
In the Middle Ages, the clown emerged as a particular character type, an imitator of the court jester that participated in numerous holidays in which the day-to-day drudgery of Christian morality was turned upside-down in vestigial express
My hair's a wreck
My feet get dirty
And my skin burns in the sun.
My lips they bleed
But I still sing my songs.
Takes me a minute
To admit it when I'm wrong.
Pretty is as pretty does,
But pretty's not my thing.
This is what you get.
This is who I am.
Take me now or leave me
Any way you can.
Sometimes I trip and fall
But I know where I stand.
If you're thinking bout changing my direction,
Don't mess with imperfection.
My back is weak,
But my will is true.
Got good intentions
But I never follow through.
I say too much,
And don't know when to leave.
In case you're looking,
That's my heart there on my sleeve.
Ego trips and stupid slip ups,
I'm a mess but
This is what you get.
This is who I am.
Take me now or leave me
Any way you can.
Sometimes I trip and fall
But I know where I stand.
If you're thinking bout changing my direction,
Don't mess with imperfection.
Scratched and bruised,
A little used,
But baby I work fine.
Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of ThePlain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 44 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:"1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.5. Pay off your credit cards every month.6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their
WHEN I FIRST CAME BACK I HAD THE HELP OF THE BEST HERE MY FAMILY!
WHERE DID YOU ALL GO??????????
YOU SHOWED ME THAT THERE CAN BE ONE HERE NOW I SEE PEOPLE BEING REMOVED BECAUSE THEY
CANT AFFORD A GODBLING??
WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?
DELETE MY ASS I COULD CARE LESS ID RATHER BE FRIENDLESS ON HERE THEN SEE WHAT IM SEEING!!
PAY ME PAY ME PAY ME! THATS ALL I SEE ON HERE NOW
WAKE UP BEFORE ITS TO LATE FAMILY
YOU ALL ARE MY FAMILY TIL YOU PROVE OTHERWISE THAT HAS NEVER CHANGED WITH ME
WHETHER YOUR IN MY 50 OR NOT!
I SHOULD SAY ACTUALLY YOU ALL WERE NOW IM NOT SO SURE MY FRIENDS
I HAVE SAT HERE AND BASICALLY KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT WATCHING MY BAR TAB THE STATUS'S SAYIN PAY ME X AMOUNT FOR A PIMPOUT OR PAY ME THIS OR THAT FOR A RATE
IM DONE WITH IT YOU CAN HAVE IT
ALL IM HERE FOR IS OUR LOUNGE WHEN ITS GONE I FOLLOW
GOOD LUCK IN YOUR RISE TO THE TOP
IM ALREADY THERE........................................................
I HAVE BEEN TOLD BY THREE PEOPLE THEY WONT RATE ME CUZ
Fema - The Truth
FEMA Concentration Camps:
Locations and Executive Orders
Friends of Liberty (undated) 3sep04
[ Below: U.S. Concentration Camps: FEMA and the REX 84 Program - The Awakening News (undated) 3sep04]
There over 800 prison camps in the United States, all fully operational and ready to receive prisoners. They are all staffed and even surrounded by full-time guards, but they are all empty. These camps are to be operated by FEMA (Federal Emergency Management Agency) should Martial Law need to be implemented in the United States and all it would take is a presidential signature on a proclamation and the attorney general's signature on a warrant to which a list of names is attached. Ask yourself if you really want to be on Ashcroft's list. The Rex 84 Program was established on the reasoning that if a "mass exodus" of illegal aliens crossed the Mexican/US border, they would be quickly rounded up and detained in detention centers by FEMA. Rex 84 allowed many military bases to be closed dow
Short Love Stories
A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed:
"Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I went through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen.
God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish.
The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids. Set out their school clothes, feed them breakfast, packed their lunches. Drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping.
Then drove home to put away the groceries, Paid the bills and balanced the checkbook. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog.
Then it was already 1 P.M.and he hurried to make the beds,do the laundry, vacuum, dust, and sweep and mop the kitchen floor.
i am powerless of the night
the cresent moon makes me feel alright
come on baby dont be afriad
in hellfire we dance and play
missing her every closeing eye
the wakeing morning is so bright
mislead thoughts that i give in
please come to me again
it's a bloody night!!!
my love was lead to these lies
the bloody night!!!
i sit awake and cry
this bloody night!!!
throw away all my strife
my bloody night!!!
i strip away all my pride
so i stomp down these silent streets
a knife in my back as it shakes with the breeze
the smileing faces surely tell you lies
frozen postures, the ones i disspies
so i reach out for a friend
but there to help in the end
so baby tell me " am i all alone"
to face this frightful night alone
it's a bloody night!!!
my friends have all left my side
the bloody night!!!
my mistakes have hit your eyes
this bloody night!!!
your the only one in my mind
my bloody night!!!
forever shall i leave
I'm turning 41 tomorrow. Remember when we used to think that was old? I don't feel old. Actually, I think the past year has been one of my bests. I'm coming into my own. I'm no longer Mark's wife or just Justin's mother. I'm me. :)
The past year has been full of changes. Some good, some bad. Most have been good, I must say.
I have met wonderful new people and experienced wonderful new things. I'm growing, changing...
It seems the last few days has been rough for several of us. I know I have been moody. I want to blame it on being ill the last few days. I actually thought I was going to have to go to the emergency room the other day. There's really no excuse for being bitchy, though. It's not normally how I am. I do love how we have come together for each other, here to listen and give advice. I have made an awesome group of friends on Fubar. I love you guys! ♥
As Jade says...
Show your boobs!
The MuMMs suck.
Stabbing Westward Lyrics
Lost in a world of doubt and insecurity
Nothing that you hold sacred, nothing you believe
Your life is a contradiction
While you thrive on manipulation
I fight to just hold on to what I believe
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become you
You've treated me like I'm a worthless piece of shit
You think you're in control but you make me sick
I want to watch you suffer
The way that you've made me suffer
I want to fuck up everything you've ever loved
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become you
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become you
There are times when I'm just a shell
When I do not feel anything for anyone
All I feel is hollow and bruised
Used up and misused
Forced to be someone I
Bad Girls Contests
Ok Bad Girls.. Here Is Another Contest Idea..
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My Fubar Family
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I wanna make the Impossible Possible
My man just got to Prophet......
But He has been on here 2 Years and I wish I could get him to Oracle Soon and that is gonna be hard, Yes I know you may be thinking (THIS WOMAN IS CRAZY!!)
Yes I'm Crazy in love for this man!!
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Hackfest Central Control
Salutations, meat droids, and welcome to a much overdue edition of HackFest, FuBar's exclusive in all things ranty and mint-flavored. If you don't know who it is exactly that's posting these things, my name's Law, better known to lesser races as Law the Deathbringer (that'll show those damned mole people who's boss).
Today's rant will be on women. Yes, I said it: WOMEN. It's long overdue, and people need to hear these things.
I've noticed that, especially in my po-dunk town of Jacksonville, FL, that there are a lot of women online, and a majority of them seemed to want that special someone. They all feel obligated, then, to strut their stuff on a digital camera and push their flesh to us. However, at that very same time, they seem to want to let us know that they're "not that type of girl," and choose to validate this by stating so repeatedly. To this, I say one thing: BULLSHIT.
Don't get me wrong. I'm a man like most, but unlike most. I get hard-ons just like any pencil-pack
~ Free Fall ~
Almost 150 years ago, President Lincoln found it necessary to hire a private investigator - Alan Pinkerton - for protection. And that was the beginning of the Secret Service. Since that time, federal police authority has grown to a large number of multi-letter agencies - FBI, CIA, INS, IRS, DEA, BATF, etc. Now we have the "Federal Air Transportation Airport Security Service." Can't you see them now, these highly trained men and women in their black outfits with their initials in large white letters across their backs: "FATASS." .... I feel safer already. GOD CREATED CHILDREN (AND IN THE PROCESS GRANDCHILDREN)
To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students...here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thi
ty Pam Pam greeter.... for this blast. Stop by her page and show sum fu-luv. My first blast ever here. I have the greatest friends on the site. check em out you wont be sorry. thank you also to my bomber family for all the help your giving. please fan/add/rate all ty
member is Online M, 40 - Little Rock, AR
with my double edged words
I pierce your smooth exterior
with the tip of its being
slicing you thinly,
you flinch the blade slices your tongue
Leaving you to topple
raising you slowly to my mouth
I take your sweetness
the taste of blood mixed with your melting
sweetness mellows me. I hold my head back
just enough to let the warm liquid slip down my thro The Journey of Friendship The journey starts as people meet they watch each other to see if they have anything in common and hear thier words as they speak. They soon realize tha they people they have chosen to speak with have certain special qualities that he
A Kansas farm wife called the local phone company to report her telephone failed to ring when her friends called - and that on the few occasions, when it did ring, her dog always moaned right before the phone rang.
The telephone repairman proceeded to the scene, curious to see this psychic dog or senile lady. He climbed a telephone pole, hooked in his test set, and dialed the subscriber's house.
The phone didn't ring right away, but then the dog moaned and the telephone began to ring.
Climbing down from the pole, the telephone repairman found:
1. The dog was tied to the telephone system's ground wire with a steel chain and collar.
2. The wire connection to the ground rod was loose.
3. The dog was receiving 90 volts of signaling current when the number was called..
4. After a couple of jolts, the dog would start moaning and then urinate.
5. The wet ground would complete the circuit, thus causing the phone to ring.
Which demonstrates that some problems CAN be f
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About Me :)
This is a song on the new lacuna coil album...since i'm not allowed to put the music on my profile (copyright laws) I typed up the lyrics...
Lacuna Coil - Not EnoughI don't want to be savedI wanna go down with youTogether we will find a wayTo come backCome backCome backI don't want to be savedI wanna go down with youTogether we will find a wayto come backI thought it was too lateI thought you disappearedIts been a while since Ibelieved in youI used to have the strenghtI used to just walk awayBut now that I see youIts not enoughIts not enoughI don't want to be savedI wanna go down with youTogether we will find a wayTo come backI thought it was a gameI'm following the wayNothings changed since I believed in youI knew that you would comeI thought that I'd be afraidBut now that I have youIts not enoughIts not enoughI don't want to be savedI wanna go down with youTogether we will find a wayTo come backForgotten fearsI throw away all of the caution into the windMy soul is burstingAnd I'm st
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Post below, I'll give him away at midnight EST. :D Hell I might give a few away! If you like movies and want to see what your friends thought, it's a nice place to be. My profile is linked below.
http://www.flixster.com/user/edgeheadxx I'm taking care of my mom who had surgery, my dad is having problems in his marriage, and my boyfriend broke the straw on the camel's back and got booted.
I'm glad you like my NSFWs, but don't treat me like a porn star. I don't want to cyber or cam. It's boring. Don't ask me out either, I don't meet guys from online. Please READ my profile!
I had to block 4 guys today.
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Bringing Weather Back To Reality
Well, just as we start to dry out from this storm system that dropped anywhere from .25 in some areas to as much as 1.25 across PA into NJ...A strong shortwave will be making its way across the great lakes region. This shortwave will eventually amplify into a closed low. This will cause a cold front to cross the area late saturday afternoon into the evening...sparking off some instability rain showers. I also would not rule out the chance of some thunderstorms as well in any areas that manage to get some daytime sunshine..
Projected rainfall is a Trace to .20 inches with isolated areas recieving up to .40 inches. Heavier amounts can be recieved in any thunderstorms.
Unfortunately there is not a way for me to post the map that was created...
For the map you can visit my official weather blog..
http://theweathergod.blogspot.com/ Another disturbance is going to move thru the area ..thanks to the vortex that has been parked over the Northeast keeping things cool and wet. There is som
The Teacher Is In (Straight)
Maggie had always been on the shy side and not really the type to draw lots of
attention from the guys in school. She was on the short side, only 5’ 2” and full
figured, with thick hair just below her shoulders. She had dated a few guys over
the years, but nothing bold or adventurous. So her knowledge of intimate
activities was really limited. With the vast internet now at her finger tips, she
sees all the variations and terminology. So many men coming at her from every
direction with strange requests and questions. The whole idea has her
overwhelmed. She was just in her mid twenties and now men of all ages, from
all over the world, seemed interested in her. Then one day, she gets an email from
a man about 15 years older than her, but he seems to have nothing but
compliments. This is unlike the constant scary emails full of rude questions, she
has come accustomed to. He even included a nice full body picture of himself,
not just nu
Diary Of A Klutzy Girl
This singleness I am experiencing is still so very newfangled.
I know I am the same person I was before I was single, but I feel like I am acting different, and doing different things than I would have before.
Yesterday, I had planned to meet up with the guy I had ice cream with a week or so ago. As it turns out, he's also a professional masseuse. He offered to come by my place and give me one...for free. :) Yay for me, except that I don't really feel like having some guy over to the house I share with my ex and his best friend is such a good idea.
Mr. Masseuse asked about meeting me at an hourly motel. I don't think he meant it to make feel like a classless hussy, or make me think he was a perv who was also cheap...but these things kind of went through my mind. I want the massage, but I felt uncomfortable with the idea still, so I needed an out, in a nice way.
As it turns out, my ex (who is a trucker) had a load of tomatoes he was delivering near home, so he would be coming home t
The Redneck Family Circle
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LaToya@ fubar coyote240@ fubar Joshua Xavier Update****Prayers needed
many of you know, Joshua Xavier was born at 3months due to IUGR. He has been in the NICU ever since and is doing well. He was only 5 pounds 1 oz and is now up to a 5 pounds 3onces. He is doing great and is a true fighter. They are now focusing on nutrition and getting him to get some fat on those bones!
My little man got an infection and his health had deteriorated tremendously within the last 24 hours. They dont know the source of the infection, but it has had a snowball effect on other organs especially the kidneys Please pray that he gets better and that he is strong to get through this. They are very much appreciated. He had been doing well for his age and size for 1 day a true fighter. Help him get the stregth to fight through this too
This Is Pain.
noe's. pls to kan tell me it is a disturbing mirage? thanks for the proliferation of texts checking up on me from those of u who have my #, and thanks for all the worry (y'all more worried than i!) and...
Poems I Can Relate To In One Way Or Another(these Are Not My Own Writings)
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Highest bids get me so make it goooood
Click the pic and make me an offer that will make me hot
A Friend Is
A friend is someone with whom, your thoughts,
dreams and secrets you can share.
And no matter what you say or do, you know
that they still care.
A friend is always ready to laugh
with you when you are glad.
But has shoulder for you to cry on
at those times when you are sad.
A friend always want the best for you
And they are not happy until you are too.
A friend is never jealous
of the things you may attain.
And if you are the winner you will
not hear them complain.
A friend is a person who could spend everyday
with you, from beginning to end.
When you find someone like this they are more
than a friend they are a ...BEST FRIEND
Look for the rainbow when things go awry
And remember the beauty you've seen in the sky,
Reflect on it's promise and think,as you do
Disbelief, Horror And Astonishments
in between conversations surrounding the motorcycle early 1990's death of a man friend on one of Michigan's highway's, Olivia's favorite conversation was the DOG ACT she experienced during the relationship with her man... Derrell. I don't recall much about him, but I do know that he wore a dog suit and had a remote control miniature school bus which he traveled around in and with. The remote was a demo item (30"L x 21" W) for a chidren's safety program sponsored by the school district for the bus company. It could have been humiliating for that DOG to show up at the wrong time... she was a business woman... no longer driving a school bu, but selling AMWAY (NETWORKING) in the Ann Arbor area.
We all got a dog somewhere in our lives.....
and both of us knew someone who died riding his motorcycle... my friend, a co-worker from my military unit... died somewhere along Lake Shore Drive in Chicago in 1986. ...classes were starting - first day of the full run of 26 credit hours at EASTERN
This And That
Your Elf Name Is: Twinkles Candy Cane Lips
Son of a nutcracker!
What's Your Elf Name?
You Are Sunshine
Soothing and calm
You are often held up by others as the ideal
But too much of you, and they'll get burned
You are best known for: your warmth
Your dominant state: connecting
What Type of Weather Are You? Okay, new thought here, after doing this for a while this is kind of the Doctors pop quiz. After listening to the many variations of relationship woes, many lasting for years or short time, it is now quiz time.
What do you really know about your b/f, g/f, fiancee, spouse, s/o?
Can you really name 10 things about them or even better yet 10 things that you know about them that they either don't know themselves or don't think you know?
Need a hint to start? Okay, what is their favorite song to slow dance to? Could you go to a store and buy something for them and it be the right size? What is their shoe size?
Should I continue?
I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love wants us dead
Just me and my poison girl
A prey she was
For the crulety of love
While its serpent inside crawled
Straight towards her heart
And the coldest kiss
Love ceased to exist
While we grew apart
Like never before
I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love wants us dead
Just me and my poison girl
I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love's heart is dead
For me and my poison girl
The fire in her eyes
Grew dim and then died
As the poison inside
Reached her heart
And the coldest bliss
Faith ceased to exist
As we grew apart
Like never before
I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love wants us dead
Just me and my poison girl
I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love's heart is dead
For me and my poison girl
The taste of the poison
On her lips is of a tomb
I did it all just for her
I did it all
Mister B's Sexy Comments Will You be on Santa's Nice List or His Naughty List
I added all da IM convo's, cause it's time every1 kno, dat I am not makin' dis shit up.
Dis bitch don' kno what all he said bout her & what all he said 2 me. Now, she does.
It's time 4 Mysticfairy to take her nasty fat ass away from here & die. Stupid bitch, Guy don' wan' u. Can' u c dat?
I really hate women like u, do u c how desperate he is. Tryin' 2 get ova u. Movin' on. He don' want u. He wan's new. Get da fukk ova him. 06/18/2008
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My Stuffs I Write
He never heard the door quietly open and close, as well as someone quietly slip inside the room. The pale moonlight was falling in a straight line on his face, highlighting its edges and curves and enveloping it in a sickly pallor. She looked at his peaceful, innocent face, with eyelashes shadowing his cheekbones and his mouth slightly open and pondered on how much power she had over him right now. She possessed the consciousness, the ability to think and react at that moment, awareness of the surroundings, while he had no idea that he was not alone in his room. No matter what kind of person he was-mellow, temperamental, kindhearted, or selfish-right now he was an unmoving obelisk.
She slowly unbuttoned her shirt and removed it. Pants came off next, and she kicked the pile of clothes to the side. Slowly, she came up to the foot of his bed, hopped up, and started crawling towards him. She saw him move, and then open his eyes in shock. Before he was about to make a single sound
Crying is never good...
Sometimes need to clean the soul...
Think of friends when in low places...
Like dreams they hold our hopes up high...
Fear not the mask of darkness in the tears that do bind us...
Love is aslo another shadow the holds us too...
Weep and your friends weep with you... How lovely is she...
Who stands to kiss...
How tender and sweet...
The softness of her lips...
to comfort my pain as I weep... Love what everything stands on
Faith what everyone has
Hope to keep us going
A warm hug
A comforting hand
A soothing kiss
You wrapped up in me...
SO PLEASE STOP BY AND BID ON MY MAKE ME FEEL GOOD JUST HIT THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU THERE
"Darkness,The Melody Of A Poets Love Song"
My music, the words I've searched high and low for,
The words that have haunted me ever since I was a child,
Came to me tonight as I sat here in total darkness.
Darkness, comforting, cool, even sensual, yet so alluring,
Whispers of nighttime calling out for all to sleep,
As if like magic the words to my song came to me.
A lifetime spent wishing and praying for a love so true,
All the loneliness, the sleeplessness nights, the heartache,
A soul crying out praying for the love of a lifetime.
Words to a song I so wanted to capture on paper,
Thinking once I had written it all down,
The day would come when I could sing it to you.
Love songs written like a magic potion for the world to see,
Telling of the way our souls would unite in the darkness,
And the words came to me as I saw my love is my loneliness.
Loneliness is the love song that every poet knows so well,
Booty Call App.....apply If Interested
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you..
People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.They are bad to the bone.
People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the most beautif
A path that leads no where
I look at my life around me And all I see are all these memory's. They seem to fly by me like butterfly's, Trying to remind me of what was. Though in my heart all I feel is the pain. I remember all the words, the hugs, and the laughs. Everyday that passes by I see the changes on the faces of those I've loved. In many ways these memory's were happy, Of people and places I'll never see again. But now as I recall on them to guide me, My heart wants to cry, and I want to scream. I feel as though I have been ripped apart by time, And mending it is a far off dream. I've taken many steps forward in my life, But I feel as though I have only moved backwards. I keep hoping that life will show me my path That one day I'll know all of what I've been doing is right. But right now I feel I'm at a standstill. Like I'm on a path that leads no where. A path that leads no where 9-12-10
By: Lacie (aka me) The calling My nights are growing longer with every night that pa
I have to admit that there are times that I wonder what it would be like to be you. I mean, it HAS to be nice, KNOWING you’re the most important person on the planet, that everyone wants to know your every thought, hangs on your every word, looks to you to lead them by example. After all, how else would we know that it’s rude to talk while we’re eating cake? Or that corner pieces are unacceptable?Oh, I have a question. Does it take you twice as long to put on your makeup as it takes us mere mortals? I mean, what with having two faces and all, it would just seem like so much effort, but we appreciate the fact that you try so hard for us - being as we’re so obviously unworthy of your attention.Without your generous sharing of your divine wisdom, we would never have known that - apparently according to customs on Olympus - offering knowledge to others in your presence is considered “mean” (probably because it takes the attention away from you, I’m
Random Bullshit Nd Venting
I am leaving fubar for awhile because I cant stop being scandelous. I am hurting the woman I love nd I dont want to lose her forever. It doesnt help when there are so many sluts that want to help me out in lying or being naughty. (i.e. a certain k bunny in a certain chat room) But anyway I want this to work with her so I will not be Djing or online till I can get myself under control. Ill miss all my friends.
thinking why is my ife so hard
wondering why does evrythin go wrong
asking my self why ami not strong
whishing work was always stressing me out
wishing i wasnt always gettin in trouble
hoping tht it will all change soon
wondering why is it so easy to argue
thinking why is it always a pian in the ass
to do the right thing nd why does it seem
like evrybody i know or love is out to get me
i know they arent but sumtimes thts how it feels
hoping to do wats right
hoping to fix my life better than my day did his
hopin tht my family will be alright
..:: Poems ::..
A soft deep voice masked by
candle light, "trust in Me"
hulking hand slips between
my soft, slender fingers.
Like an innocent child my
bright eyes search Yours
devouring my thoughts, wild fury
as You feast, take all control.
Abruptly in fierceness, thrust,
hurled against cold wall, wrists
seized, cold metal chain secures
clasp, satiny arms firmly drawn up.
Muscles taut, stretched tight
Your command, breath held i await
chains You pull, metal constricted
merciless, my body convulses.
Discomposed eyes, cast down
perspiration, appears above my lips
loudly, You order "Look At Me" with
a touch of Your finger under my chin.
Shyly i look up, tears swelling as
i look into Your eyes, eternity draws
enfolds me into blue peacefulness
begging, pleads flow from my lips.
You step back, up raises Your arm
as the flogger lands blow by blow
taking me, demanding all my
attention, passions, apprehensions.
As sweet ecstasy overspreads each
fiery nerve, every m
Native American Recipes
1 cup chopped onion
4 cups cubed potatoes
1 tbs salt
1/8 tbs pepper
5 cups raw fish, cubed, 3/4"
1 qt boiling water
2 cups milk
1 cup half & half
1 sprig parsley or chives for garnish
Add potatoes, onions, salt and pepper to water. Cook about 10 minutes, until vegetables are soft, but not completely cooked. Add the fish and cook 10 minutes.
Add milk and lhalf & half, stir and heat 15 min longer. Do NOT boil. Serve with parsley or chives.
I AM INVITING YOU TO COME AND JOIN ME AT MY NATIVE PRIDE NING PAGE I AM THE OWNER OF THIS SITE .
! THE LINK YOU NEED TO JOIN ME THERE IS LISTED ABOVE.THANK U RACHEL!
1 cup cornmeal
1/2 Cup molasses
1/3 Cup flour
1/2 tsp salt
1 cup milk
2 tbs lard - melted
Mix together the cornmeal, flour, salt. Add milk, egg and lard; beat until smooth.
Fill well-greased cornstick pans almost to the top (or pour into a greased 8 in. pan). Bake in a p
Hvorfor kalte David Bw seg Sugar Plum Fairy?
Reed påstår at det var en gjengs betegnelse på dop-langere på 60-tallet. Men det kan umulig uansett være årsaken. Hit The Streets har ikke noe med dop å gjøre.
Det burde derfor være sannsynlig at det var en måte å ironisere over at han er homofil.
Men Bw benekter at han er homo. Han er bifil. Osv o.l.
Svaret er at han ikke sier at han er homofil.
Han benytter bydelen Mayfair i London som et bilde på seg selv.
Og utfra det fornemme strøket kan vi utlede at DE muligens hadde en ironi over sin homofili.
Bw bruker overklassebetegnelsen på seg selv til å heve seg over spørsmålet, samtidig som det virker som om han gjør narr av seg selv.
Å kalle seg selv en Fairy er en voldsom fornærmelse som ville fått selv Oscar Wilde til å banke opp seg selv.
Og han drar Fairy videre utover mot eventyrets verden.
Sett fra Doplangerens ståsted har han dermed involvert både de homofile, Englands overklasse og barna for å skape seg selv et na
Here is how to do it....
My 3 Pimp outs for the day...
3 Million Fu Bux or a 3 credit Bling
Vouched and a Pimp...
5 Million Fu Bux or A 5 Credit Bling
My Points for the day...
2 Boomerangs and I will supply the Auto
You need to PM me if you are interested. This Will Be On A First Come First Serve Basis.
Means Do NOT send me anything until we have talked over the details. Thanks and happy leveling!!
276 QUESTIONS TO ASK BEFORE YOU MARRY
1. Are you working on your chosen field?
2. How many hours a week do you work?
3. What does your job entail? (For example, do you often travel for business, work at home, performs dangerous tasks?)
4. What is your dream job?
5. Have you ever been called a workaholic?
6. What is your retirement plan? What do you plan to do when you stop working?
7. Have you ever been fired?
8. Have you ever quit a job suddenly? Have you changed jobs a lot?
9. Do you consider your work a career or just a job?
10. Has your work ever been a factor in the breakup of a relationship?
11. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?
12. Do you prefer urban, suburban, or rural settings?
13. Is it important to have your own private home, or do you prefer apartment or condo living, with a management company responsible for the maintenance? Are you a do-it yourselfer, or would you rather hire professionals? Do you prefer to clean your ow
So what IS reality? Reality is - what IS. Whatever IS, whatever is happening, the rain, the trees, etc. Only we know it as rain and trees and body and thoughts and "ME" and "YOU" through the prism of perception.
Reality IS - that's it. So whatever you're "seeing", that's it. You're looking directly at pure and total reality, right now, already, without any effort, without any search, without any "enlightenment". Only there is a belief that you're seeing reality as it is and that there is a separate "seer".
Reality includes the seer, the seeing and the seen. Reality is all of it. We can only say it's broken up by using the mechanism of this perception, this mind, this limited perspective.
So see if any of it stands up to this realization that we can never actually know reality directly - we can only know that we ARE IT, that whatever it is, we can't know it directly, we can only BE it, but not as some individual "ME" character, which is just the prism.
You are reality -
Hello my friends,
Just letting you know I am working on the preparation for the BBQ
tomorrow so if you need me pls do leave me a message or use my cell for text messages
talk to you all soon
the Chef Hello my friends
Here is a small message from me the traveling easterbunny
preparing to many d. egs to spread around :P
realy I am bussy preparing some nice bread for Easter
see photo's (will be up later)
have a great time
Good day my friends
Chef is preparing today preperation for the
Fall Snabbel tomorow for close friends
the menu will be shortly online in the blog
photo's from the prep will be taken and will be set online in the weekend or the next few day's after that.
hope to hear from you soon
1/2 cup cornstarch
1/4 cup water
1+1/2 tsp minced garlic
1+1/2 tsp minced ginger root
3/4 cup sugar
1/2 cup soy sauce
1/4 cup white vinegar
1/4 cup cooking wine
1+1/2 cup hot chicken broth
1 tsp monosodium glutamate (optional)
3 lbs deboned dark chicken meat, cut into large chunks
1/4 cup soy sauce
1 tsp white pepper
1 cup cornstarch
Vegetable oil for deep−frying
2 cups sliced green onions
16 small dried hot peppers
Mix 1/2 cup cornstarch with water. Add garlic, ginger, sugar, 1/2 cup soy sauce, vinegar, wine, chicken broth and MSG (if desired).
Stir until sugar dissolves.
Refrigerate until needed.
In separate bowl, mix chicken, 1/4 cup soy sauce and white pepper.
Stir in egg.
Add 1 cup cornstarch and mix until chicken pieces are coated evenly
. Add cup of vegetable oil to help separate chicken pieces.
Divide chicken into small quantities and deep−fry at 350 degrees until crispy.
Drain on paper towels.
Place a small amount of
I look to the long road behind
My heart is heavy with my people’s sorrow
Tears of grief I weep - for all that we have lost
As we march ever farther from the land of our birth
On the Trail of Tears
Mile after mile and day after day
Our people are fewer with each rising sun
Disease and starvation they take their terrible toll
And though we suffer still we march on…
On the Trail of Tears
I watch my beloved weaken and fall
Upon the road like so many before…
With tears in my eyes I hold my wife to my breast
And in my arms she breathes her last…
On the Trail of Tears
Mile after mile and day after day
We march to a land promised us for all time
But I know that I can no longer go on
I know that is a land that I shall never see…
On the Trail of Tears
As my body - it falls to embrace the earth
My spirit - it soars to greet the sky
With my dying breath am I finally set free
To begin the very long journey towards home
On the Trail of Tears
It was the raven
Animal Spirit Guides
Nighthawk's Wisdom Includes:
Use of body movement
Ability to rest when others cannot
Wolverine's Wisdom Includes:
Last phantom of the wilderness
Hyena of the North
Master of the Forest
Magical link between the material and the spirit worlds
Understands how to satisfy appetites
Ability to travel in very cold places
Protection against attackers
Standing your ground
Black Panther's Wisdom Includes:
Symbol of the feminine
Understanding of death
Reclaiming ones power
Ability to know the dark
Death and rebirth
BOUNCERS NEED FU-LOVE TOO!!
GO BY AND ADD/RATE/FAN/CRUSH/BLING THEM!!
WHILE YOU'RE THERE SEND THEM A DRINK AND/OR GIVE THEM A GIFT!
THEY WORK HARD FOR THE FU... LET'S SHOW THEM A SMALL TOKEN OF APPRECIATION!
1/4 cup butter, softened
1 cup all-purpose flour
1/2 cup dark brown sugar
1 lemon, zested
1/2 cup lemon juice
1/2 teaspoon baking powder
1/4 teaspoon baking soda
1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
1/2 teaspoon ground cloves
3/4 cup assorted frozen cherries, thawed, drained well, pitted and chopped
1/4 cup mixed berry preserves
Powdered sugar, for dusting
Preheat oven to 350 degrees F.
In large bowl with an electric mixer, mix butter until fluffy. Add half the flour, then add in order: brown sugar, lemon zest, juice and egg. To remaining flour add baking powder, baking soda, cinnamon and cloves. Combine both mixtures until just incorporated. Fold in cherries and pour into an ungreased 8 by 8-inch baking pan.
Using a spoon, equally dollop preserves on top of batter and using a toothpick or skewer, drag the tip through the preserves to create a swirl pattern on top.
Bake for 30 minutes or until a toothpick inserted in center comes o
The Skies Will Darken And All Will Go Quiet !
Only Then Will You Know The Sweet Serenity Of Death!!!
Q:W.O.W. Chaos-Where Great Dreams Begin: Befor a great vision can become reality there may be difficulty. Befor a person begins a great endeaver, they may encounter chaos. As a new plan breaks the ground with grave difficulty feres becoming the huge tree so must we sometimes push against difficulty in bringing forth our dreams. Out of chaos......Brilliant stars are born !!! I ching Hexagram 3 June 19th,2003 : Dream Log ! I dreamed that i was a person watching a little girl as she walked around and i said to my self that she reminded me of me at that age. The girl had just come from her Knights Tournament. As she left two guys stood at a stand still just stairing at each other in the ring . She then stoped in mid stride and grabed one of the guys arm and proceded to leave. Walking down a field , the other guy tried stoping her but she said," I'm going" . He said in re
3 We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance.4 And endurance develops strength of character, and character strengthens our confident hope of salvation.5 And this hope will not lead to disappointment. For we know how dearly God loves us, because he has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with his love. 1 JOHN 3:18
18 Dear children, let's not merely say that we love each other; let us show the truth by our actions.19 Our actions will show that we belong to the truth, so we will be confident when we stand before God.20 Even if we feel guilty, God is greater than our feelings, and he knows everything. The Time of the End--DANIEL 121 "At that time Michael, the archangel* who stands guard over your nation, will arise. Then there will be a time of anguish greater than any since nations first came into existence. But at that time every one of your people whose name is written in the book will be rescued.2 Many of those
ECG (Heart Tracing)
ECG (called EKG in USA) stands for ElectroCardioGram. This test looks at the electrical activity in the heart.
How Is It Done?
The first step is to attach adhesive electrodes to the chest and limbs. It may be necessary to shave the chest to get good skin contact. In women, the elctrodes are places under/around the left breast. The machine will then be attached to the electrodes. At this point the patient will be asked to lie very still while the machine takes a recording for about 10 seconds. The test is not painful or uncomfortable.
Why Is It Done
The usual reasons for an ECG are chest pain, palpitations, fast/slow/irregular pulse, shortness of breath or unconsciousness. Many doctors also request an ECG as a baseline investigation. It does not necessarily mean something is wrong with your heart.
What Does It Show
The heart is a muscular organ with its own "wiring". For each heartbeat, an electrical impulse travels through the wiring in a specific way, causin
He doesnt have your eyes I knowCause when I look at him I cant seeThose certain gorgeous baby bluesI want to see look back at meHe doesnt have your eyes you seeThis man just isnt youThat ship has long since sailed I guessTheres nothing left to doHe doesnt have your laugh I knowI remember perfectly the soundThe way that laugh washed over meAnd how one grin knocked me to the groundHe doesnt have your laugh you seeThis man just isnt youThe way we were is in the pastAnd before me my future loomsHe doesnt have your touch I knowI remember every single oneThe way you used to hold me closeOur bodies melded tightly as oneHe doesnt have your touch you seeThis man just isnt youI wish this all would just go awayAnd these feelings I could subdueHe doesnt have your kiss I knowIt just doesnt feel the sameWhen he puts his lips to mineI try hard not to cry out your nameHe doesnt have your kiss you seeThis man just isnt youHis kiss doesnt make my knees go weakLike only yours could doHe doesnt have your
This Is Who I Am.
I am who I am, can't be anyone else. Other people spend so much time trying to be more or less than themselves, and for who or what reason? I've learned that people will respect you more if you
no matter how i try i can never get away,
it is always here no matter the time,
However you want to put it,
I am dieing inside myself,
knowing always of being alone,
forever hated for my loveless life,
Will the shadows be my home,
or shall they remain my tomb,
where i lay dieing inside.
When u took my hand in yours,
it was then that i knew,
that nothing mattered anymore,
Because u gave me hope,
I shall forever be grateful,
So as the days fade to night,
I know where you are,
always beside me but so far away,
it is my down fall...
Always loveing but never loved,
when the winds blows my soul crys,
For nothing i do is ever good enough,
to show my love for you,
So i set day to day wondering of my love,
did you ever want me is all i say,
it is my down fall...
With my life id protect you from harm,
never a care to my own safety,
So as i set and wait,
i can not help but ponder,
is she happy with the one she has,
As i wish my luck to her upon the stars,
Love, Life, And Romance
There is something you should know while on a date. Although many do not have a clue. If we are out on a date and you keep looking at your phone for any text messages or is texting someone back and forth - As far as I am concerned the DATE is OVER and you will find your own way home.
People you do not disrespect someone by being on the cell phone while you are in the company of someone in front of you. It is not cool and it is certainly not Romantic. Many of you gals are always crying why you cant get a good guy. Stop and think why?
If I am in your company, I will place my cell in silent mode and leave it at that until such time as we depart, then will I check it.
If you disagree with what I am saying here then you are not worth my time!!! Excuses
One does not need an excuse to push forward ~ it is only an excuse that sets you back.
By Michael Dougherty
There are no guarantees in this life, so when we hold back we do so at the risk of never fully blossoming.Having a vision for our future that differs from our current circumstances can be inspiring and exciting, but it can also keep us from fully committing to our present placement. We may become aware that this is happening when we notice our thoughts about the future distracting us from our participation in the moment. We may find upon searching our hearts that we are waiting for some future time or situation in order to self-actualize. This would be like a flower planted in North Dakota putting off blooming because it would prefer to do so in Illinois. There are no guarantees in this life, so when we hold back we do so at the risk of never fully blossoming. This present moment always offers us the ground in which we can take root and open our hearts now. What this means is that we live fully, wherever we are, not hesitating because conditions are not perfect, or we might end up
Your conversation was no surprise up with bob telling lies
Wish I could remember where I met you, trying to remember so I can forget ya
Changed my number 30 times you called and got my number from a friend 30 times
Milkshakes brought you to the yard must've got caught up because you fell so hard
You wasn't cheating ,could've believed in, we wasn't even like that
Wasn't even trying, why you lying we wasn't even like that
All up on myspace looking for my name, hoping that I would just write back,
if somebody said your name to me who? huh? What?
it wasn't that serious it wasn't that serious
All up on my Celly blowin it up, all around your homies just throwin it up
it wasn't that serious You was just something to do
You always talk amongst the guys always fail to satisfy
Used my names in conversations cause you ain't that interesting
Acting like we best of friends no you don't know where I live
Wishing it was something else, boy you know you need some help
Poetica Arcana Electronica
Rippled currents, ebbing freely
Calm progression, plunging onward
Teeming minds, rushing downstream
Mirrored soul, hooded eyes
Brooding figure, shrouded countenance
Dawn's kiss, darkness fades
Warm shoulder, firm assurance
Emanates light, vanquishes fear
Exalting spirits, shared strength
Lithe tether, invincible union
Inspired wonder, soundly eternal
Faintest flame, eternally endures
Bated breath, stutter thought
Restraining will, frozen impulse
Lamented opportunity, lost time
Leather envelops, hands empower
Engine throbbing, blurred scenery
Constant motion, no destination
Intensity swells, oscillating tongues
Pulse races, souls merging
Verity melts, sublime immersion
Surging energy, turbulent passions
Misguided motivations, deadly intent
Blood flows, futures ended
Musty odor, comforting spine
Words absorb, senses reeling
So, are you breathing
Wake up, are you alive
Will you listen to me
I'm gonna talk about some freaky shit now
Someone is gonna die
When you listen to me
Let the living die, Let the living die
Are you breathing now
Do the wicked see you
You still breathing
You're making me known
What's up, I wonder why
Do you listen to me
I'm gonna make you do some freaky shit now
Insane, you're gonna die
When you listen to me
Let the living die, Let the living die
I can hear the voice
But I don't want to listen
Strap me down and tell me
I'll be alright
I can feel the subliminal need
To be one with the voice
And make everything alright
So, are you breathing?
Can't you imagine how good going through this will make you feel
I promise, no one will ever know
There will be no chance of you getting caught
They never loved you anyway
So come on, be a man
And do what you are compelled to do "Mad W
The Big Girls Next Door
1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms.
2) The average man is 5.1 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth).
3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary.
4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's)
5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size.
6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic
7) Only 16% of men shave their privates.
1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider
themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking", and 7% say they are "cute", and finally only 2% of women say they are "sexy"
For the first nine months since returning from Iraq on his third tour, Brandon spent his life drunk or stoned. He could hardly even remember a day when he was not like that, as that part of his life seemed so far away.In reality, it had only been a little more than a year since his discharge from the Army. His blood stained dog tags still hanging around his neck with some extra tags on the chain. Those extra belonged to a friend, friend, and brother in arms he will not even talk to his Vietnam Veteran father about. When someone brings it up his eyes well up with tears and he begins drinking or getting stoned more.One morning as he was nearly passed out from an all night binge he heard a familiar voice he swore was in the dreams he was experiencing but they were not. “Brandon what are you doing to yourself?” the man picked him up off the side of the road and put him into the old Ford pick up truck. Brandon moaned with each bump the man hit he would look over at the dri
Behind Closed Doors Fu-Bux Only Auction!
This is an auction with a variety of the finest things of Fubar! The only way to bid is with Fu-bucks! No cash bids! Why am I offering this auction you ask? Because I know many others just like me do not always have the money to bid on auctions with cash bids, and would really like to have or really need the Finer things sometimes! I am in a possition at the moment to offer these things. I have decided that instead of buying these things for myself I am going to offer them up to others. I am at a comfortable level here on fu-bar and am not in a rush to get to the last level. I like being here and I like that it is fun to get to the top! So I can take my time from here on out!
1. To Bid on this auction you will need to do the following:
2. Go to my pic folder marked Behind Closed Doors Auction.
3. Click on each pic, the details for what it behind each door is located below each door only one item available of each item behind door.
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Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsJer says his nose sniffles guess that aint the nose i was thinkn of
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My friends we have got to be honest withour selves in regards to the harm
that corporations are causing not only our planet but also us as a
species!! Please do not listen to and get your info from the traditional
media sources as most are owned by those that wish to silence those with
truth! Get motivated, and get educated as to what has happened to our once
great country!! If you are not familiar with john perkins please get
familiar with him. Confessions of an economic hitman is the title of his
book! take the time to read for yourself what these corporations have been
doing!! Wake up my friends before we have no America to leave to our
children and grand children. You may wake up in 1 yr and find we are now
called the North American Union!! Think it cant happen, what is Europe now
called!!! Oh yeah, the European Union!!Africa......A frican Union!!!Do you
really think it is goiing to stop there!Please dont be that naive!! Join
the fight to preserve our soverignty!! Stan
Erotic Stories And Poems
The attraction of flirtation,sweets for the sweet for the how we tantalize one another into such heated bliss feeling each others bodies climbing teasing tasting ever so softly biting nibbling pinching. Feeling the erotic waves of ecstasy climbing higher and higher,wave after wave we find each other wanting more. Hands rubbing,tongues lashing,fingers lingering, in the throws of the moment,we find each others passion and we become one. Molding into a climatic wave over and over. Thrust after Thrust,one orgasm after another You hold me so tight we both start to quiver as we reach that plateau of pure orgasmic pleasure. With fingers lingering over tempted flesh, you kiss my lips tenderly,Our tongues become one as we slowly tease and taunt each other...taking each other in deeper and deeper..drinking in the sweet nectar. Feeling your lips and tongue caress my neck,my shoulders and my breasts, you lightly brush them with kisses.You tease me with little nibbles here and there, making my skin
Imaturity Of Others
I read some jerks lame ass mum about why after over 10 years of marridge he called it quits.
And WOW, like no surprize here, he decided like a imature idiot to call his x all sorts of names and made accusations about her.
Funny how most
My Christian Poems
I am lost in Fubar,So I cry as my thoughts drifts way.Not by the wind but drifts down by my tears.Silent cries unheard by the ears.Im trying to be manly but emotions of people going to hell and alone, not with God, not being able to make to heaven. i just get comprehend it. So I speak my mind on the pages of a site. That i really dont belong on. Come on its a bar it just doesnt feel right.They dont not Understand me or my words.Problely they think im the most rediculous asian they have ever heard.All im trying to do witness with my blogs.But private comments sometimes make feel like im trapped in mist, lost in fog.Trying to do good like God is very hard.They say "youre a scitzofreniass man youre a retard".If my spoken words are as clear water or as clear as writtens.Then I wouldve never ever,ever been bitten,by peoples words.Im the quiet one in the bar without a drink,in bathroom i dont go to throw up or puke and go to use the sink.Oh yea, here are my thoughts about writing in a site
This blog is to let you all know that I'm not going to blog anytime soon..
wait I'm blogging right now...
Nvm. Carry on. So heres the thing.. My Birthday is in a month and I wanna get spotlight on that day cos Im an attention hoar and stuff.
Anyways I would much appreciate any help with fubucks. I mean you dont have to give me anything,wait..yeah you do:P
Ok you really dont but I would be so happy if you helped a girl out:D please please please! I have like 100 mil right now and Im gonna need a ton more.
This is gonna suck. I hate constantly asking for fubucks.
That is all..Thank you Random stuff about me :D Who really cares huh? I'm bored tho so whatever :P1. I'm addicted to make up. I buy wayy more than I will ever need or use.2. I say random numbers while I sleep.3. I broke the same toe three times.4. My fingers are double jointed.5. I used to have my hand pierced(it was ugly).6. I got kicked in the head and a broken toe in a mosh pit at a Mars Volta/SoaD con
Just A Few Poems I Wrote
we said we would make it this time
when things got rough
i lost my mind for a bit and hurt you
more then i relized
now i have lost the love you said you had for me
so now im so empty inside
i just miss the love we shared with each other
everyone keep telling me
that we wouldnt make it but you said
yes we would
i belived it and i always thought you would be there
as my love but your not
so i walk around as a zombie heartles and souless
i lost my reason for living and that was your love i love you so much when im around you
my world is right and i feel
i love you so much that when we are
apart even for a few hours
me world is so
if i was to ever loose you
i would be so lost
i wouldnt know what to do
my mind body soul and heart
is yours and always will be
when your hurting im hurting
when your upset i am upset
i feel like im not ever good enough
for such a woman like you
cuase when im around you and holding you
i am in a world where it is all
Twilight For Our Fans
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Twilight,The Twilight Saga,Eclipse,Robert Pattinson,Kristen Stewart,Taylor Lautner,ABC,TV,Movies PRINTBuzz up!on Yahoo!ShareThis enlarge 4/5 Getty Images Jack Huston at the 2009 Sundance Film Festival on January 21, 2009 in Park City, Utah Getty Images Cat Deeley and Jack Huston attend the 6th Annual New Yorkers For Children Spring Dinner Dance ‘New Year’s in April: A Fool’s Fete’ at the Mandarin Oriental on April 15, 2009 in New York City Getty Images Jack Huston attends the ‘The Garden Of Eden’ photocall during the 3rd Rome International Film Festival held at the Auditorium Parco della Musica on October 26, 2008 in Rome, Italy Getty Images Peter Facinelli and Robert Pattinson share a laugh at The Twilight Fan Experience screening during Comic-Con 2009 in San Diego on July 23, 2009 Getty Images ‘Twilight’ saga star Taylor Lautner poses on the red
Various Horrorcore Lyrics
We the children of the cornWe the childrenWe the childrenWe, we, we the childrenWe the children of the cornWe the childrenWe the childrenWe, we, we the childrenWe...are...the children of the cornWe the childrenWe the childrenWe, we, we the childrenWe don't need no scarecrow to scare your ass awayWe the children of the corn killin' y'all todayIf you want to talk then you're next on our listOur town is fuckin' empty there's no livin' witnessPeople so speechless when they see the stalksWhispers in the wind, bloodstain sidewalksHiding deep in the fields, cold eyed familyBarnyard inbreds looking for a casualtyA need to feed, a field isn't so wideTake this and need to save the Lord GodI am the leader of the crops show respectYo SickTanicK please slit their fuckin' necksYo... don't fuck around when you come to this townUnless you're ready to get down, pound for poundKnife for knife and death for deathCause me an Ikkurruz have come to take your last breathWe the children of the cornWe the chil
Sicktanick - Chapter One: The Doctrines Of The Damned
I wake up, I'm fuckin' covered in bloodI feel as if my body's burning and my eyes won't stay shutI think I'm dreaming but this feels so realThe last thing that I remember is the four step ritualHow can that be my body's suppose to be deadI gave my soul unto the Devil I'm suppose to have no life leftThere is a pain in my stomach and I'm feelin' so sickI open up my mouth to vomit and I feel like shitI feel drugged and I can't really walkSo I go to the door but the door is lockedAnd I fall to the ground now I hear no soundI think I'm deaf I can't hear there's no one aroundI try to get back up but my legs are paralyzedThat's when I saw the Demon standing right before my eyesI try to get up again but now I can't feel anythingFull paralysis has set in and I can't even screamScream!I'm lost I'm in the darknessInside this shell I'm heartlessI can not breath, I can not moveI can not, I can notScream!I'm lost I'm in the darknessInside this shell I'm heartlessI can not breath, I can not moveI can
Tonight as I struggle to sleepAll I can do is think of youWanting to hold you in my armsAnd make sweet love to you.Tears slowly cloud my worldAs I hold my pillow tightWishing you were beside meTo make things right.I cry myself to sleepHaving dreams of youYou lying beside meAnd cuddling me too.We looked into each other's eyesAnd that's all it tookA night of passionate loveWe could have wrote a book.I've never felt more lovedThan I did this one nightIt was just perfectAnd things felt so right.Then I felt my pillow dampThe tears had fell like rainI realized you weren't thereThen I felt the pain.Once again, Only a dreamThat had seemed so realThe tears now unbearableWill my Heart ever heal? Upon the passion of crimson red
quickly igniting my flaming desire
glowing brightly in orange with red
fanning this growing Sensual Fire.
Casting both our loving shadows
all through this romantic night
we have lost all our inhibitions
up until the early mornings light.
Soft kisses warm our eager
Lifes Lil Instuctions - Collected Works From Some Of My Favorite Authors As Well As A Lil Zenarchist Ranting
"I have come to tell you that you are free. Many ages ago, My consciousness left humanity, that they might
develop themselves. I return to find this development approaching completion, but hindered by fear and by
misunderstanding. You have built for yourselves psychic suits of armor, and clad in them, your vision is
restricted, your movements are clumsy and painful, your skin is bruised, and your spirit is broiled in the sun. I
am chaos. I am the substance from which your artists and scientists build rhythms. I am the spirit with which
your children and clowns laugh in happy anarchy. I am chaos. I am alive, and I tell you that you are free. "
IMPORTANT RELIGIOUS SURVEY
1. How did you find out about your deity?
__ Newspaper __ Holy Book __ Television
__ Divine Inspiration __ My Mama Done Tol' Me
__ Near Death Experience __ NPR __ Tabloid
__ Mail Order __ Burning Shrubbery
__ Other (specify): _____________
2. Which model deity did you acquire?
__ Eris __ Bob __ Co
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Blackwater are pretty kewl guys, eh kicks ass and doesnt afraid of anything
Does it work now?
Woka Woka Woka
oh, and i just saw The Losers. It was like the A Team, without all the suck.
In other news I recently walked in on my mom cheating on my dad. didnt kill the guy. came close. Now I'm pretending nothing happened to keep my family together.
Workin at two different bars now, one at a resort and the other a college bar. basically I just deal with two different kinds of assholes depending on the day.
Also I'm setting up a small jewlry studio so I can start producing some work again. mostly copper and sterling stuff. for the ladies on here that I know, if you have any requests, I like a challenge. :)
Tyson boobie blogs. i miss them. no ones posting boobies anymore. its sad. Penny for your thoughts?
Dark and empty,
Vast and open.
I stand alone.
I made this place,
Perfect as it is,
Not for me, but for you.
A place the world can not see,
A place we can hide.
I found a place where we can be together without a care,
Without the world to make us drown.
Here we can be one,
Never to be lost,
Never to be found.
Locked in loves eternal embrace,
Never to make a sound. Lesson 1:A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings.The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs.When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbour.Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.'After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves.The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs.When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?''It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she
The Screams Of Fallen Angels
dear angel verse 1 dear angel, could you carry me blood is dripping from my broken feet i cannot go on, i know you'll understand its hard to smile, when you got nails in your head chorus i am the line of chalk, they always put me down you better watch where you walk when your in this town i am the wooden cross,they always burn me down you are the stagnate pool, where all my children drown verse 2 dear needle, could you pardon me i call you empty, your quick to disagree my soul is hollow, there's nowhere left to hide its hard to smile, when there's a hole in your side chorus x1 verse 3 dear father, could you answer me ill pull the plug and end your suffering collapse your towers, crush your bleeding heart its hard to smile when you've got thorns in your head chorus x2 then fade with music FADEDMEMORY I dont want you coming around I dont want you banging at my door forget my name forget my number I dont want to love you anymore cause all you are to me is
Drinking with Bukowski
I had an affair with alcohol and cheated on time
Women were fluttering thoughts, as each one has at least one striking feature So desirable at any given moment that I just had to do it It came, oh yeah, it came the current the next the one after that the paying customer they came Succulent, sweetly swollen embodied in the momentary connection and reconnetions inspiring my dark realities spewing forth brutal honesty I wrote because I loved them or at least a piece of them little fragments of their humanity, utterly deniable
They howled orgasmically coming forth from my pen needing to take haven briefly in my shadowlands They left, oh yeah, they left their fingerprints, their foot prints, their scent, all there for me to savor as I recreate, retaste through my words. They left... for their husbands, their fulfillment, their righteous anger they left for the next, the next customer, the next craving all of them carnivores in my mind some fair in their de
En la suite 16 Lo que empieza no termina Del mini bar al eden Y en muy mala companía Era ese sabor en tu piel A azufre revuelto con miel Asi que me llene de coraje y me fui a caminar por el lado salvaje Pense "no me mires asi" Ya se lo que quieres de mi Que no hay que ser vidente aquí Para un mal como tu no hay cuerpo que aguante Coro: Lo hecho está hecho Volvi a tropezar Con la misma piedra que hubo siempre Se siente tan bien todo lo que hace mal Y contigo nunca es suficiente Como fue Que paso Esa noche Impaciente Fueron a llamar La de recepción Cuando se quejaban de la 17 No puede ser nada normal Acabar eligiendo tan mal En materia de hombres soy toda una experta siempre en repetir mis errores No hay ceguera peor Que no querer mirar Cuando te guardabas el anillo dentro del bolsillo y dejarlo pasar Coro: Lo hecho está hecho Volvi a tropezar Con la misma piedra que hubo siempre Se siente tan bien todo lo que hace mal Y contigo nunca es suficiente Nunca me senti tan fuera de lugar Nunca
FREEDOM! WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO YOU? HERE LATLEY MYNE MEANS EVERY THING TO ME! YOU CAN HAVE IT ONE DAY AND THE NEXT IT IS GOHN! NEVER TAKE FORGRANTED ANY THING OR ANY ONE HAVE IN YOUR LIFE! LIFE IS SO SHORT AND CAN CHANG IN A BLINK OF AN EYE OR JUST A BAD DISION YOU MAKE! ONE DAY YOU ARE OUT INT THE REALL WORLK AND THE NEXT YOU ARE LOCKED UP AND EVERY THING IS TAKEN AWY FROM YOU! THEN ALL YOU ARE IS SIN # AND YOU WATE TO SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU! ONCE YOU ARE IN THE LEAGAL SYSTEM IT IS SO HARD TO GET OUT OF IT! PEOPLE NEVER LOOKAT YOU THE SAME WHY THEY USED TO AND PEOPLE NEVER TRUST YOU AGAIN! LIFE AS I NO IT HAS CHANGED AND IAM CHANGING TO ! HAVE TO! YES I SAID IT LIFE CAN CHANG IN A BLINK OF AN EYE! I WAS MAKING PLANS FOR A BETTER LIFE FOR ME! WAS PLANING ON MOVING OUT OF WHERE I LIVED FOR ABOUT 16 YEARS! WAS GOING TO CHANG MY LIFE AND DO BETTER FOR MYSELF! I HAD MADE ALL THESE PLANS AND WAS GOING TO LIVE A BETTER LIFE! NOW I HAVE TO PUT ALL THOSE PKANS TO A STOP AN
xmas time is here and im kinda lonley. being and not with family sucks ass. the only good thing is i just found that im going home on the 4th. so that reason alone gives something to look for. three days till x-mas and i'm still here but hopefully i'll be going home on the 4th and be home around the 10th or 11th. but there's a litttle problem with paperwork. my home unit had me arriving here on the 4th of aug but i got here on the 19th july. see the difference they messed up my paperwork and there's a chance I may not be leaving on the 4th of jan but instead I might be leaving on the 4th of aug. well i'm kinda worried now see that might be staying longer. just left iraq a day ago! now im at qatar and I'm just chilling waiting for the trip to go home. show me some love I need to level up and I need to be owned up to 12 times in a day and Im also for anyone who wants to give the special limited edition bling staying fit is the one I want cause i have 42 days up until I take a PT test. ei
You Should Not Listen To Me...
I am—yet what I am none cares or knows;…My friends forsake me like a memory lost:—I am the self-consumer of my woes;—…They rise and vanish in oblivion's host,Like shadows in love's frenzied stifled throesAnd yet I am, and live—like vapours tost
Into the nothingness of scorn and noise,—…Into the living sea of waking dreams,Where there is neither sense of life or joys,…But the vast shipwreck of my life's esteems;And e'en the dearest, that I love the best, Are strange—nay, rather stranger than the rest.
I long for scenes, where man hath never trod,…A place where woman never smil'd or wept;There to abide with my creator, God;…And sleep as I in childhood sweetly slept,Untroubling and untroubled where I lie;The grass below—above the vaulted sky.
We're home alone. Soft rock playing low on cd player. We're dancing slow, I'm holding you from behind, hands on hips. We're moving in unison to the beat. Your head tilting to right, I'm nuzzling your neck. I'm tasting you, licking, nibbling... Just Getting Lost... Walking in quietly you do not hear my footsteps, your attention is focused. Your back is to me, I walk up behind you, grab your hips, hands slowly grasp and I pull you in. I begin nuzzling your neck. You lean back into me, my hands slowly explore, fingers lightly tap and massage. Wearing a summer dress it is flimsy and very sheer. My fingers find your mound, it is hot to the touch. Massaging, kneading, exploring...I begin to pull up your dress wanting to get closer. Our breathing becomes ragged, passion building. Dress up and I find your warmth, your wetness, finding your nodule. I massage gently, back and forth and it hardens with anticipation. My member hardens with eagerness, it presses against your cheeks. Fingers expl
Fubar Street Team Blogs
The purpose of the Fubar Street Team is to promote! Get the word our in any way you can! We want some more cool peeps on fubar!
As a Street Team Prospect - Please go through the following as do it as your time allows. This is volunteer, dont stress urself on anything.- Add the Fubar Street Team page as a friend: http://fubar.com/user/400- Make Street Team folder in your pictures.- Please read all blogs to get caught up on what we have been doing.- View Street Team page photos to see how we have been promoting.- Before you do ANY promoting, please read this: http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1125969- Add the Silver Wings to your profile in your 'About Me' section: http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1126594- When you promote, please take photos. Upload them to your Street Team folder. You can then go to the Bounty Blog and post the image URLs into a comment. This way, everyone can see what you have done, and we can upload the pictures to the Street Team folders. http://fubar.com/blog/334873/11
Well Fubar it has been almost a year now since I shocked my system and as I am still recovering from all of that I have kind of worn myself down.Life isn't all bad now.However I am still living in an old system which caused me to break in the first place.I live in a place where I just can't find my place.Still having to deal with old systems that have me over a barrel.Although I have several close friends something is missing.Its the one piece that I have been looking for for a year now,companionship with a significant other..It was one of the main reasons I left my X in the first place.LONLINESS!!!For someone who is as outgoing as I am I just can't seem to put it together in that area of companionship although I deeply feel that if I could connect in that area everything else would fit.My biggest problem still is the fact that I don't really fit anywhere which makes filling in the blank spots difficult.I have 16 more months here and no I am not in prison or anything of the kind.Talkin
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The warmth of the sun provides me with smiles,An expression that spans the length of miles & miles...Stretching across forever lasting an infinity, the love from the sun reaches all that can be reached. twiddle the thumbs, in search for some thing to do check the email again to see if any one has thought of you, maybe ill watch a movie, or listen to some tunes, but no matter what you are doing boredom is bound to ensue... Broken,bruised,beaten,and trapt under.
Tattered,trampled,troubled,and left to wonder.
A rift that has been rent.A hole.a blunder.
Abased,abated,abhored,and ripped a sunder.
Saline,the salty taste of no signifagant other.
Wailing,the sound it makes,when the mind gets to cluttered.
Flailing,the arms that reach for another imagined lover.
Failing, reason for my greif...FEAR is a MOTHER!
I have been slain, by b
The day is quickly approaching and I will be packing this weekend for my move to Washington state...I am not sure what is in store for me but I want you all to know that I appreciate your friendship. Some of you have my number and Yahoo...some do not. I have Net-10 for my phone and until things get settled it will stay that way....as for the internet I am not sure so emails and being on Fubar might not be as often as I would like.
I will keep my fubar profile so you can like and rate me...as for comments I might change it to where I don't have to approve them.
For those of you who are true friends...I will keep you updated as often as I can. You all are amazing, wonderful, and brighten my day when I feel down. Thank you for being here for me and when things get better I will be back....so enjoy my company while I am here lol
and dont' forget to hit that damn like button and rate me.
BIG HUGS......this is not goodbye....but a see you soon! Okay so every now and then I hit this a
Love A Side Of Me Not Many See
You give to me hopeAnd help me to copeWhen life pulls me downYou bring me aroundYou teach me to careAnd help me to shareYou make me honestWith kindness the bestFrom you I learned loveWith grace from aboveIt's for you I liveAnd I want to giveYou are the reasonThat fills each seasonWhen I hear love I think of youYou are my world and best friend tooI love you because you are so kind, thoughtful and caringI love you because you are so pleasant, lovely and sharingI love you just because you are you andYou made me the man I amThank you
Can't count the miles,you're away from me.Can't count the moments,you're so close to me.Never thought my heart would sound this beat,but heart and thoughts were incomplete :. . . You were not there.How can this be wrong ?This feeling deep inside, so strong.In God's hands, we will share our heart.It never ends, over and over again, a new start.Never knew life could be so tender . . .To this life, to this love, to you, I surrender . .
the night was hot. the air was thick with humidity. she lay in bed, letting the steamy air hug her sweat glistening body. she needed something, anything, to cool off. slowly she grabs it and slips off its protective sleeve, holding the frozen shaft in her hand by the stick. so cold. so sweet. she parted her lips and let the sweet sensation pass over her tongue. it wasnt enough. she wanted more. she needed more. slowly she slid it down her curves, letting the frigid shaft kiss her skin. a trail of juice. over her nipples. past her bellybutton. so cold. exactly what she needed. slowly feeling the relief of the chilly pleasure. slowly. so cold. her thighs parted slightly, quivering with excitement. so cold. deeper. her hot inner muscles gripping at the frozen shaft. deeper. harder. melting fast. her body was crying out to her in pleasure. faster. so cold. her lips parted, trying to pull in the stale air around her. melting. almost there! het thighs slamed
Today I Still Cry
Cheryl today I am happy in my life and contrary to some opinionated people in this world who think they're word is Gods words and Gods laws. I say to you did God whisper those words to you in the Middle of the night. Are they your own words. Or are we reciting from a book that has been touched by man throughout many lifetimes? I say to you now the only way to be 100% you are not wrong is to be 100% correct. And unless you were a scholar in the days it words were written and indeed contributed into those writings then i doubt very seriously you could be 100% right. Unless you yourself is the creator of this universe. LOVE everyone no matter race color religion or beliefs. Be kind to yourself and others. Always try to speak the truth as you think it to be. Remember what is right for you is not right for everyone else so before you speak choose your words carefully in order not to hurt their feelings. and most of all if you have nothing nice to say about someone. I find that it is best f
I’m choking on the vibration of passing words
Swallowing open air and shards of broken letters
The taste of a hollow phrase pushes into the broken skin of my lips
A bitter acidic flavor invades my throat
A familiar combination of recycled breath and gathering dust
Small airborne angels collecting on the surface of all things
Layered reminders of sought after sobriety
Redistributed by a heavy sigh, laced with the cancerous beauty of dancing smoke
The chameleon rolling paper of my filter less cigarette resonating with hues of burning yellow to brown to ash, grips the rough skin of my fingers
I watch the smooth feminine flow of the noxious fumes escape an organized flow of dissipation with every drag
The forced tone of conversation feels foreign but drips with ease from my contracting vocal chords
With all that drifts from the inside out,
I’m still choking on the vibration of passing words I plant my chucks into the broken concrete
Faded black, paint splatter
Buff Quest - Annals of: Beaky Buzzard is my image of myself in the lap lane at the pool, compared to everybody else that seems to use the lap lane. I don't care. Slowly and methodically I plow through the water for an hour every day, and that is what I do to worship my temple. Today I suddenly had about ten very athletic bodies standing at the end of the lanes. One of them looked at me, looked at his watch, looked at the lane, looked at me. I blithely continued plowing through the water. Four of the Adonis look a likes got IN to the water in my lane. I plowed past them, forcing them to scrunch together so I could touch the end of the lane wall. I turned and carried on. The lifeguard met me at the other end of the lane and explained that the TRIATHLON TRAINING was from 5:30 to 7:30 and I would have to leave the lane. I'm proud that I didn't bow to peer pressure and leave the lane before the lifeguard asked me to - that gritty determination is all that's going to get me through my self-i
Poetry & Words Of My Mind
For a moment you where the one.
I believed Your eyes.
Your soul was a thousand times more beautiful than mine.
thought the darkies days where left behind.
Your love inhabited my mind.
Hoping for a boundless love for all time's.
I wish I would have never closed my eyes.
The next morning Brought tiers to my eyes.
Love was just a illusion of my mind.
A man’s weakness is his strength
His strength is her love.
Her love is his light.
His light is his world
His world is his life. Embrace of a kiss upon your lip's.A passionate song plays on and on.The fire in here eye's turn's me on.Pleasure and pain can be one and the same.Hot and dirty steamy and wet.You bite my lip as I cor rest your chaste.You lay back and I'll do the rest.These are the moment's, The moments be for sex.
Whats On My Mind
I really dont get lounges some times it seems they are just there for perverted guys to see girls show there boobs.
I dont understand it and Guys theres porn sites for that kind of thing. Time for this monkey to sleep on my pillow again good night :3 Listening to Goyte Somebody i use to know
and wondering about stuff.
Monkeys are always on my mind.
We did a show this past weekend, great time! Check out some Ragencobra on here!! Let's Rock!! Post what instrument you like and all! Keep this going,, talk about beer, what ever just listen to Ragecobra Come Check out the tunes! See what you like, what are some of your favorite bands and all. What is y9ur Favorite Ragencobra tune,
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i lay there, feeling like a part of a scheme asking myself, was i on the right team? watching the rising steam inside my never ending dream while my soul and my conscious fought i watched them raise the knife stabbing me, ending my life ending the strife i have become the train of thought After breaking from his internal cage The Sleeper caused him rage And The Miracle turned onto the page Writing for hours at a time for a wage Thinking, "What should I have brought?" As the Lake Of Fire continues to burn The Miracle and The Sleeper learn That the Scenes From that Memory still yearn As Metropolis rides away on my Train Of Thought As my emotions swung to my slain dreams, I clung the pain stung and screams unsung can't be heard from a blindspot realizing, shock seeing your own cellblock like a movie from Hitchcock floating through my train of thought
Its not like i can push you,so far away from me,its not like i can hide it,this pain is killing me;its not like you dont see it,its written on my face,its not like you dont know it,its scattered all over the place;i tell you that your hurting me,but you never really care,i tell you that its killing me,and the pain is hard to bare;you tell me that you love me,but how can that be?when all you do is yell,and do hurtful things;i just wanted you to know,that i do feel this pain,i just wanted you to know,that its killing me more each day;its not like i am bulletproof,the pain it hits me hard,its not like i have no feelings left,i just let them gather on my heart;so if you plan to keep me,please change your ways,because like i said before,your killing me more each day...
In a world full of darkness,The light of your love shines through;I've never felt so happy,As i feel when im with you;The way your eyes shine when you look at me,The way your smile makes me melt,I Never thought id ever feel
DELIGHTING YOURSELF IN THE LORD
Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart, to live out his will for your life
Taste and see that the Lord is good, blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him, he will be kept from strife
Trust in the Lord, and do good; dwell in the land and feed on His faithfulness, and He will lead you in the way
Commit your way to the Lord trust in Him and He will bring forth your righteousness as bright as the noonday.
Love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength, there is no greater way to delight in Him
Love your neighbor as yourself, this is the way we show the world the treasure and light He has placed within
Being filled with the Spirit, addressing one another in psalms and hymns, singing, making melody in your heart
Rejoicing in the Lord always, being thankful to God for everything at all times praying each day from the start.
Living our lives in total surrender daily, obediently walkin
Life In My World - Please Comment And Rate.
Some people seem to be having trouble remembering that online life isnt the real life. Its one that we create to look and feel however we wish. Not everything or everyone is exactly as they seem. Even me! And that is fine because I'm not here to share my whole life with virtual strangers who are also not sharing their souls. But I am here to have fun chatting, flirting and who knows? Some day maybe meeting up with someone here who is not bitter and is sane enough to make a real life friend out of. The problem is some get jealous and mad when they discover that I actually socialize with other people on a social website! No fair. I dont demand exclusive devotion from anyone anywhere unless we are more than just 'FuMarried'. But comitted in real life. By then, I will have excused my self from a site like this. Thats just how I roll. You can roll your own way. So I'm just sayin, dont waste your time and heart getting twisted because the person you dig is also dug by others. If your skills
How I Feel!
"Damn Your Eyes"(originally by Etta James)
I can do what I want,I'm in complete controlThat's what I tell myself!I got a mind of my own,I'll be alright aloneDon't need anybody else!I give myself a good talking toNo more being a fool for youI remember how you made wanna surrender![Chorus:]Damn your eyes!They're taking my breath awayFor making me wanna stayDamn your eyesFor getting my hopes up highMaking me fall in love again!Damn your eyes!Always the same,You say that you'll changeSomehow you never do!I believe all your liesThe look in your eyesYou make it all seem true!I guess I see what I wanna see,Or is my heart just deceiving meWith that look I know so well,I fall completely under your spell![Chorus:]Damn your eyes!They're taking my breath awayFor making me wanna stayDamn your eyesFor getting my hopes up highMaking fall in love again!Damn your eyes!Fall completely under your spellDamn your eyes!Taking my breath awayFor making me wanna stayDamn your eyes
Beats Studio headphones really enriched my life, DRE beat beating. If life is often a cup of tea, the music milk tea spoon, and colorful life of a lot of exciting mixed need. Music monster times by Dr. Dre headphones can help you plug in the wings of imagination, you have fun in the blue sky. Let's dream with the beat of the music by Dr. Dre more gorgeous, music makes our life more exciting. You go to the forest? Walking in the forest, the airborne wave sweet voice, as well as some birds flying cloud, they side sang the wonderful music. Music with their joy and delight. One thing to note how orderly, the rhythm is so neat, one by one, each beat is dreamy lyrics are so charming, cheerful people listen. Even more than ten years. So, how can hear the original music and songs? Reason, you should have the Monster Beats headphones. Monster Beats headphone is your best choice. With them, you can achieve the original feeling, they are created by the artist. Monster Beats headphones allows you
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Whenever I create a painting, Edward Hopper develop a story about the scene in my mind, but I think viewers will make up their own stories about these paintings and all the stories will be true. Look how he has done her- Dripping with sexual innuendo, carnal to the point of smoldering. Charles, of course, was tragically beheaded, after attempting to ignore the changing tides of English politics. Shocker there, as this is a key theme in Downton.I find the interchange all slightly humorous. I actually like a lot of Picasso's work, especially his synthetic cubism and his much-earlier Blue Period. At home she used these photos and her experiences to execute a small painting and showed it to friends who liked the feeling of the painting. She had found her subject, one that equally had a personal meaning and a freshness of atmosphere.
The painting also appears in the film when Gil is in modern-day times. There's a debate in the museum, where the painting now hangs and Gil shows off his kno
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I was talking to a new friend, Jennie, and made a simple comment. "Why is it that mens' comments have a tendency to be only one or two words?" I mean take a look at the typical male comment: CUTE!, HOT!, SEXY!, DAAAAMMMN! (like the additional letters in the word is supposed to make it longer! LOL). I have decided that mens' comments are in direct proportion to the length of their penis! I appre
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¢ÍLips of an angel¢Í@ LostCherry
I hate that you have to leave!
I wish you could just stay here with me.
I would treat you betta than any otha,
i want you to be my one an only lova.
cant you see, we met for a reason,
you're supposed to stay forget about leavin.
you run through my mind all damn day
i hate it, but i wouldnt have it any other way.
i can show you, an make you mine,
all i need is for you to share your time.
thats all i need,
to make you see,
that you an me,
we could be,
oh so happy.
Ok that was a weirdly formatted poem, but that shit just came out like that. enjoy. I miss you alot
you may have thought i forgot
but i will never forget
i cant bring myself to tell you just yet
So here is my confession to the world
I miss my life when you were my girl. All I want is you in bed with me.
Laying next to me, on top of me.
We could even do a lil k-I-s-s-I-n-g.
Then see where that leads.
Now I know I don’t have the means,
to fulfill your dreams
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Something I Wrote...be Kind
An uncertainty lingers in the heart and soul
Afraid to choose wrong
Scared to speak up and be cast down
For opinions and thoughts and feelings
Unsure of how to say something
Without the other party taking it wrong
And feeling hurt by what was said
But how do I say what I need to say
And how do I move on
When there are some trying to control me
In a way that I can’t abide by
But how can I let them know
That I need my space
That yes I do need help
But I can’t let them take over my life
I need to be able to take my life
And fix it, get to where I need to be
Without the bad influences
I want help yes but I also want to do it mostly on my own.
As the confusion of life sets in
I scurry around trying to figure out who I am
I seek answers for questions I ask
To learn what I like, what I am into
To find out whom the real Shana is
Some may say I am sick, or even perverted
Others just look at me weird when I tell them what I like
Those who know me, accept me for everyt
Mmmm Blogging... And More Importantly... *tada*
It is with a regretful eye that I watch you leave
I hope your lasting thoughts of me are thoughts of love and endearment
I hope that nothing I have said, nothing I have done has scarred you
And I'm sorry for all the times I may have been short, all the times I may have lashed out
None of this anger was your fault
You never did anyting that really upset me, and I'm sorry if I ever made you feel that way
The things I rand about, the reasons I've behaved this was are things that have simply followed me from past failures and heartbreak
And it pains me... to know that other have hurt you in the past
I never wanted to do that
And if I do, I'm sorry, I am human, and I'm imperfect
But I loveyou
More than you will ever know And because I am human, because I'm imperfect, I'm also quite scared
Scared that one day -- One day you will walk out this door and never come back
Because I'll have forgotten myself, and said something ultimately regrettable
Because you will
Something To Think About
Hey everyone i just wanted to say my net will be shut off as of tonight so i will no longer be online except for the weekends so i j uts wented to let you all know i luv ya and ill miss you see you all next weekend! Why do people do the things they do? why do friends have to fight why do they make it so hard? i hate to choose its so hard to do takin sides is a bad thing to do and i wont do it. i love my friends and im always there when they need me but plz dont fight cause i hate drama drama drama!
i love you all my dear friends
Ummmmm i just wanted to tell you umm dont take this the wrong way or nothing but ummm
you know there are things i dont understand... one of them is this.....you talk to a guy for like what.....months... you even send them lil presents and what not...and they are all sweet and are like you shouldnt have done that babe that was so nice of you..... then weeks go on as your talking more and more... you speak of seeing each other one day.....then..... the next day....... nothing...... no calls.... no email.. no IM.... so you think.... he is just busy right.... then.... the next day the same thing... and the next and so on.... so finally you email them asking them.... no response..... so..... its like this... you dont want anything to do with me.... stay off my fooken page.... there is nothing here for you... just go away.... im tired of being fucking hurt everytime i turn around... and if your readin this... im sorry my life was such and inconvience for you... im sorry if i worked all the time... and i am sorry if i still lived at home... but let me tell you something...what
Wow Its About Time
i wanted to write a note to everyone and explane where i been my house burnt to the ground and i lost everything, this next week ill be moveing into my new home not what i wanted but oh well ill make due with it so beware ill beback soon to bother yall again so bear with me
cheri For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch th
This Is Going To Be My First Real Blog
"Yes" = No
"No" = Yes
"Maybe" = No
"I'm sorry" = You'll be sorry
"We need" = I want
"It's your decision" = The correct decision should be obvious by now.
"Do what you want" = You'll pay for this later.
"Sure, go ahead" = I don't want you to.
"I'm not upset" = Of course I'm upset you moron.
"We need to talk" = I need to complain.
"You're so manly" = You need a shave and you sweat a lot.
"You're certainly attentive tonight" = Is sex all you ever think about?
"Be romantic, turn out the lights" = I have flabby thighs
"This kitchen is so inconvenient" = I want a new house
"I want new curtains" = and new carpeting, new furniture, new wallpaper, etc...
"I heard a noise" = I noticed you were almost asleep
"Do you love me?" = I'm going to ask for something expensive
"How much do you love me?" = I did something today you're really not going to like
"I'll be ready in a minute" = Kick off your shoes and find a good game on TV
"Is my butt fat
Which Tarot Card Are You?
You are the Lovers card. The Lovers card is about union. Each of us carries in our DNA the ability to be the opposite of what we think we are. Often our romantic attachments grow out of awe and respect as we see in another the characteristics we repress in ourselves. Society often presses us into molds of what it thinks masculinity and femininity should be. As a result, many of us associate with our gender certain positive characteristics and call others negative, when if these same qualities were held by a person of the opposite sex, our attitude towards them would be reversed. Getting in touch with our inner animus and anima, (Jung's terms for our inner male and female), allows us to see the whole of our personalities in a positive and constructive light. When you draw The Lovers card in a reading, you are working with balancing these forces. Depending on where the card is, you have either achieved balance or need to. The Lovers could indicate a rom
i should be in bed, but i keep waking up. my eyes close for awhile and i start to fall, but i never quite make it. and if i do fall asleep i wake up minutes later...it's starting to bug me. so i climb out of bed and here i am, fluffy hair and all. fuck... i'm lonely tonight. i know if i just had someone to cuddle up to i'd be in dreamland by now. and yeah...i am married, but that's a topic i'd rather not discuss. i think i'm gonna go crawl back in bed and listen to a friendly voice til i fall asleep. sweet dreams. i'm sick and all drugged up and feeling like hell. if someone owns a mace, come on over and whack me in the head so i can sleep. or maybe in my throat, my throat hurts like hell too...my voice is all fucked up. anyways..good night, sweet dreams, cuz i know i won't have any. i had one of the weirdest dreams i ever had today. real weird and not one i'll post on here :P was gonna take some pics tonight but it'll have to wait since a girlfriend of mine calle
CJ Bond 2006 ©
He’s in a web,
A web of loving,
A web of memories,
A web that works together,
A web that has up’s and down’s,
A web that has each other close together,
A web that has bined us together,
A web that won’t let us apart,
A web that kept us together,
We’ve been to hell and back,
But that web of love,
Has always been there in our heart.
CJ Bond 2006 ©
I stand still, the world spins, I can’t keep up though the world wins. I get confused, and I get frustrated. I hear these voices, screaming at me, though I can’t quite figure out on what they tend to speak. I find myself talking in circles, I find myself pointing towards a window. I tell myself jump, I find myself landing into a garbage dump. I cry myself to sleep, calling myself a creep. Never again will I have to explain. Here I am in a coffin, no more coughing. No more cigarettes, no more sweats. *********************
& This Is Me.
soo for the past month or so that ive been going to the club, i have been crushing hardcore on this guy. i thought he was sexy as hell and he would come up to me and dance with me all the time. last week he got my number and only called me once this week. then last night him and his friend were telling me that i was the most gorgeous girl in the whole club and that they both liked me. after i told my friend amber i would SO fuck the one guy, she went and told him and he was like "im SO down for that" haha so im sure you can guess what happened from there, we went out to his car.
but the downside, i still love evan. even though he wont even talk to me now. hes mad that i didnt answer my phone at all last night and says he will never talk to me again cause he cant trust me. i guess thats his loss but i still miss him.
not to mention im basically snowed into my house and cant leave at all...no club tonight :/ yeah since EVERYONE has been asking, i guess ill just tell everyone here.
Two days ago I found out that our rent is $1024 for the month of march. I don't know how in the hell it is going to get paid cause we don't have the money and that is really pissing me off. I didn't even know that the rent was going to be $1024 anyway. So I am really stressed on what to do cause it looks like i'm going to be the one stuck paying it.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Ok for the past 3 days I have been in alot of pain. I thought I had just pinched my lower back but that wasn't it. So today I go to a doctor to find out it is a spider bite. It hurts to stand or sit. I can't really play with my kids and I a really pissed about it. The spider that bit me is one luck some bitch cause if I had caught it he would have been really hurt. So now I am stuck taking anibiotics for a spider bite right at the top of my butt crack. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH this hurts like shit!!!! Ok I am rea
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Hate this music but gotta love the video! (4 the mexi)
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Mi Vida Loca
I am so sick of ppl that are supposed to love me crap on me. Everything is a double standard around here and I am sick of it! And the sad thing is that I have confronted him and he tries to tell me I am just being jealous!
No I am not! He acts all stupid in front of women right in front of me... especially pretty skinny ones.
EXAMPLE: We went to a New Kids on The Block concert on October 11th. The New Kids have a song out now called Single. Well he was yelling through the crowd of mostly women, "Ladies, I'm single" over and over again. So I just walked away from him. When I found him he was in a corner pouting...When I went over to him he got all peed off and told me that I needed to chill out and stop being so jealous. I told him that I wasn't jealous that if he wanted to be "single" then so be it because I was a big girl and could go and enjoy the concert all by myself. Well that scene drug on for about 3 days afterwards.
SO now we have planned to go out to a club to go d
Mass Khaos Online
Kill you just to watch you die
Make you laugh just to feel you cry
Tell me what I did and I'll stay
'Till honour is repaired then I'm on my way
Can't explain to you how I feel,
Can't even tell if I'm real
All I can do is cry for you to stay
As you take my reality and walk away. Swollen
Black eyed, busted lips,
Cracked teeth and a broken nose;
Destroy my face,
Steal my idenity,
It doesn't make it right
but it explains my love of the fight.
I'm two years old again,
and scared of the dark:
It's eternity vast and full,
and increadably stark.
I pull the blankets up over my head,
but the rational adult kicks in
and I uncover my face instead:
'They can see me even if I can't see them,
and it's no good to be caught unaware'.
Then the synical snaps:
'Nor to waste my breath
'cause I'd choke on a prayer'
I've been doing some thinking...and I'm in some serious trouble here. I don't know if anyone actually reads this thing, but I get a few views from time to time. I kind of need some advice from people.
I think I've fallen in love with a friend of mine. We met on an online dating site. We talked for months on IM and then met. There was a little chemistry, but some extenuating circumstances that kind of held us back. Long story short, we both like each other but don't want to get into a relationship because it's just not the right time.
Maybe in a year or so it might work out, but am I just being hopeful. And then there was Saturday night. I was over at her house hanging out and I stayed the night. But then she asked me to share her bed with her and cuddle all night long.
Nothing sexual happened, but it was so nice to have this close of a contact with her. I havn't been this emotionally close to someone for years, and that was with my ex-wife.
Ever since then I've done nothing
I love the subtle way he lets me know he wants to fuck
The way he turns to me and has that look somewhere behind his eyes
What color are they again?
I never remember any of the details that seem to mean so much.
The way your voice sounds when you're hding somehting from me.
How sweet does it sound?
Bitter and angry.
Just as it should when you hang up the phone after an apolgetic silence.
When you call back crying and wondering why.
But crying to yourself and not asking any questions.
More silence and supressed sobs.
Does he know?
You don' t think so.
And he doesn't care.
Why do you stay?
The thought of leaving isn't that bad.You could be happy without anyone,
couldn't you?You wouldn't go completely mad, not too soon.
Why do you stay?
His touchis enough to change your mind. It has before.Do I love him? I'd like to think I do. But sometimes its hard to tell.
Do I love him today?
More than yesterday.
Will I love him tomorrow?
I am real sorry to have to say this, But I have to but a limit on my comment bombing..
I sure do hope everyone will understand..
First of all i came here because of a friends invite and I thank him for it..
As most of you know I love making the graphics for you all and even like doing the requested better. Well it has gotton to the point that I can't keep doing both... I sure wish i could.. It give me great joy to help out everyone. I will spend my hard earned cherry bucks (lol) to repost any of your help bulletins....I'm sorry if I lose any of my friends over this.. If I do then I guess we were not ture friends so I'll say good bye you those people now..
Thanks to you all for understanding.
Fireman 7 center>CONGRADULATIONS!!! AMITY/FIREMAN7
In honor of FRIENDSHIP please accept this vase of yellow roses the flower of friendship.
We also can't let go unnoticed the hard fight to the finish that went on between:
NICE GIRL 4 NOW/RANDY
Ok, not going to make this long, I got way to many things to say on the subject. Michael Jackson.............a black man that made himself full of plastic and white; molested a boy, dangled own son by ankle over a balcony, and played with diapered monkeys while trying to convince people to bring thier kids to Neverland Ranch; and he is the idol of a Filipino prison that now puts on shows for the locals and tourists cuz he was thier biggest idol. Seriously, am I the only one that finds this fucked up?! Farrah Fawcet was a footnote in the papers in comparison, and she didin't molest kids, or dangle them, or play with small monkeys. I always knew I was nuts, but givin the option of what "sane" seems to be, I am glad I am crazy. I'm done. Was hoping to hear a Happy Birthday on my 30th from one person................go figure it didn't happen. Another year in the shitter and it feels like only yesterday.................. Yup, that is correct...........someone answered my application for a m
Words Of The Faithful And Dying
I could not sleep and so I went into the kitchen and fiddled through the fridge until I found something to ease my craving. finding some beautiful strawberries I cut them into halves, careful to take off the leafy green part.
Placing the now cut berries onto a plate I sprinkle sugar across. just lightly to sweeten the taste. grabbing a fork and then picking up the tray in one hand and a bottle of whipped cream in the other, I make my way back to my room.
after I crawl into bed I turn over and nuzzle your nose with my fingertip, teasing you to wake and smile at me. " hi sleepyhead.." I whisper as you rumple around in your sheets.
"I have a treat for you.." I smile as you sit up and look at me with unfocused eyes and yawn with a slight stretch, " but you have to close your eyes" Smiling and doing as your told I take a sliver of berry onto the fork and watch as your body tenses to the sound of the whipped cream can. a smile across your face, lets me know you are anxious and read
R U ????
roses ARE red, nuts ARE brown, skirts ARE up, pants ARE down, body 2 body, skin 2 skin, motor's runnin,lets begin. send to 10 people and see if u get it back that means someone wants to GET NAUGHTY WITH YOU. if i don't get this back i guess ur not my friend. if u have a lot of luv 4 someone.....copy and send to ur whole friend list and in 5 mins ur true love will call or im you. da naughty train - if u get it ur cute...u get it twice ur a hottie...u get it 3 times ur sexy...4 times ur REAL HOTTIE.........xoxoxoxox You are 81% Bisexual
You are very bisexual. The choice between guys and girls is often agonizing for you because you really don’t have a preference. But you always double up your chances every night for getting laid.
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KNOW THAT I'V SHOWED MY LOVE Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot!
1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.
2- You can fuck t
I believe my profile is pretty much easy to understand! Why the F**ck do guys think that they can ignore the profile to make friends? Maybe there should be a way to send someone a kick in the ass for bein inconsiderate pricks. Guys wit only female friends and fans, and have no profiles are just lookin for pinup dolls. I will not be one and every guy who treats women like meat should go back to have lessons wit their mom about how to treat females. Not all of women need to be called sexy. Or want to be treated like whores. Not all women wanna show their ass for pleasure. Not all females think every comment tag should have a half naked gurl. Sexual freedom doesn't mean you hafta put everythin out there for strangers. Self-respect does tie into sexual freedom. I have both and refuse to be nice to guys who only think wit their penises and expect me to bow down to them. Ok done rantin. I was forced to leave home last year at this time. I moved in with people I met through friends because I
Grey Starlight Eyes
Quite to my surprize, I'm a bit down today. Maybe it's the Fates, maybe it's because I forgot my meds this morning, maybe because it's hell week, maybe because I might not see Vaun tonight. Fuck if I know. I wouldn't think that I'd be sad today, I mean I got my house. It's mine.
No granted this place is a wreck, and by wreck I mean it's not currently livable, but I'm going to fix it up and it's mine. It's a cute little tri-level thing that happens to be nextdoor to my mom's current house. That's not as bad as it sounds. She already knows I smoke and drink and sleep with my boyfriend nightly, and even if she didn't, she only comes home to sleep. So. But yes, it's going to be a lot of work to get that piece fo crap in good condition. The plumbing alone is going to cost 2500 minimum to fix. I'm going to sheetrock myself, which will be an adventure in learning. I gotta buy doors and fix some flooring and holes in walls and the sinking ceiling on the garden level from the bathtub (possib
Another One ???
~I Know An Angel~
I know a little angel with a halo all aglow
Fragile little wings that take her where she goes
She follows my every foot step
Keeps me always in her sight
Whenever I need a little blessing she
makes everything all right
She tips her tiny halo
And blows me a kiss, or two, or three
A little wink and then she's off again
To show the world to me
Things that go unnoticed she
quickly points them out
She tells me of God's secrets
as she flutters all about
I feel the brush of tiny angel wings
As she gives an unexpected kiss
To have a pair of angel
wings is my greatest wish
Her halo gets a little crooked
as she gives a hug so sweet
And I just have to giggle
when that tiny halo slips and rolls away
But she is always quick to find it
and puts it back in place
I can always count on my angel
to fill my heart with love
And remind me that life can be easy
if I learn to lighten up
Let's pet the pretty kitties and eat
ice-cream just becaus
Slingyz Soapbox - Rants Of A Tired Mind
=== 'Leigh' spewed forth the following at '2006-11-06 06:54:08'..
> Okay, I’ve been on CT for a couple months now, and I enjoy the site greatly. But one thing really bothers me – it’s the posts that say “If you’re a real friend you’ll repost this”
> Those just make me sick to my stomach anymore! When you join a site like this – you have to understand that everybody has their own reason to join.
> Some people join to make friends, Some join to look at the pics, and others have other reasons for joining.
> Sure you’re going to find some “Fakes”, as you do on any online “meeting place”. But for the most part – I’ve found that people are exactly who they claim to be.
> A lot of people don’t have the bulletins on their homepage – there is an option to turn them off! So they never even see those ridiculous posts, which mean that they can’t repost something they’ve never seen.
> It’s BullS**t people, let it go! Talk to the people that you consider you
turned from the heavens, banished from grace
with all my love for every soul
exiled to the world of man, no loving face
too many years, has my eternal heart not been whole
accursed immortality, let my sorrow ever live
I cry to the skies, I beg let me return home
my years far beyond my recognition, to thought I give
punished with a life of everlasting death
my own blood, I spill too often..am I truly alive?
I long for a day that will never come, my last breath
angelic love and devotion to man, I long to die
det sterkes konge...jeg komme igjen
jeg er en bra son av norge
mitt blod er fra landet av vikinger
nu i dette nye landet bara ondskap
jeg er i kamp mot alt
alt hater meg og tarer faller
hjelpe meg for alltid min var
jeg er so alene
alene for alltid We sail for rome, 500 thousand strong
the sea filled with longships from the north
we stop at every village the farther we go along
the force grows ever larger, and we move forth
wives, children, kindred because
Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my momma and me and then
Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I new for sure, I was loved.
If I could get another chance
Another walk another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
How I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again.
When me and my momma would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my momma said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me.
If I could steal one final glance,
One final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
How I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again.
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hearmy momma cry for him
I'd pray for her even more than me
I'd pray fo
I want this as my next tattoo but i am not sure where to put it. Where do you think i should?
I am writing this mostly for myself but i thought i would let you all into my head for a little look.
Sometimes I think I have grown up and I know the real world and then things in the world and especially things here on lost cherry just come back and remind me that in reality I am still a little nieve. Which I thought would make me feel kind of stupid. But the more I think about it the happier it makes me. When I was growing up I was the youngest girl of 6 girls with only my brother being younger then me and I was daddy's little girl or his princess. I was pretty sheltered. I used to think that was a bad thing because when things in my life came along for instance ...men... I obviously was kind of nieve about them. I have been trampled over alot and I have learned alot to. I wasn't sure if that was good or bad but i guess in reality its a good life lesson..plus if i would of start
Well, I've been waiting since Saturday to receive them and they finally got here. A dozen beautiful long stem roses were finally delivered to me today which my husband sent me from Iowa...just as a thank you and because he loves me.
They are absolutely beautiful..if you would like to see them, they are in my picture stash with the same title as this blog entry.
Needless to say, I cried when I got them, for many reasons but mainly because he loves me so and I miss him even more now...I missed him enough as it was to begin with!
He knew I had been a but down and he thought that these might brighten me up a bit and I have to admit that he was correct...they sure did!
I can't wait until next Tuesday...we're leaving that night in order to head back to Iowa to spend Thanksgiving with him, so we'll be gone from Tuesday night until Sunday night.....I can't wait! Well, we were supposed to be3 moving to California this weekend but are we???
Nope...we are moving to Burlington, Iowa.
My Dirty Story Blog
What in the hell was I doing? Meeting someone I met off the Internet? The Internet is filled with crazy people, rapists, stalkers, and murderers. And here I was, excited and nervous about meeting one of them. We started talking on-line about a year ago. I was cautious about giving him my cell phone number when he asked for it, but he was cute in his picture and I needed to put a voice to his face, see if he sounded like he looked. So I gave it to him.
He called me late that night and we talked for about an hour. He kept me laughing the entire time, which is always a good thing. After a little bit more of regular chatting, the conversation started getting dirtier and dirtier. He knew what I preferred sexually and knew where my "spots" were. Conversation tends to go in that direction over the Internet when two people are attracted to each other. The conversation had turned into full-blown, hot, dirty, sexy phone sex. As he was telling me what he wanted to do to me, I couldn't help my ha
1: On SEARS hair dryer: Do not use while sleeping.
(well thats a givin.. but you know some people will do this just to save time)
2: On a bag of FRITOS: You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside.
(so does this mean we can open the bag up inside the store without paying for them?)
3: On a bar of DIAL soap: Directions: Use like regular soap.
( and how would regular soap be used? and what is irregular soap??)
4: Some SWANSON frozen dinners: Serving suggestion: Defrost.
(no shit ... i will just eat it frozen.. duhh)
5: On a hotel-provided shower cap in a box: Fits one head.
(so whos head does it fit??)
6:On TESCO's Tiramisu desert: Do not turn upside down. (Printed on the bottom of the box.)
(thats to stupid t0 comment on)
7: On MARKS & SPENCER Bread Pudding: Product will be hot after heating
(No kidding .. if you had ya ass in oven you'd be hot to)
8: On packaging for a ROWENTA Iron: Do not iron clothes on body
(what if we are in a hurr
Have you ever had one of those days where everything that can go wrong in the morning did go wrong. Like the idiot I am I set the alarm for pm not am, No hot water for the shower, defroster in the car didn't work, it snowed (yuck!), and the kicker...client report that I completed at 11pm was not formatted to their liking so now I have to redo the whole thing... Today sucks! Sorry I know I can now officially be called Debbie Downer! Anyone of you brave souls wanna take a stab at cheering my ass up :P
Sorry I am sure I will be fine after the coffee does its magic on me.
Jillie Drank 2 much and getting over a tummy flu.. I am right now feeling like saying all those things I did not want to say to the people who have peeved me lately.
Just wanted to apologize in advance for my actions..
Oh and T.O. (you know who you are) I want to lick you from head to head... MUAHS!!!
I was torn in two by what I thought was love lost in the not so distant past. (okay I know a
Ok Ok I get some men need a lession on how to talk to a women. But come on do you realy think I can't see thow the bull shit and lines you give...
I have to tell you all about the things guys do that makes me love them so much. lol
1. Thay come on under a friends profil that is a womens.
2. Thay tell you how sexy you pic's are.
3. When he tell you you look easy.. ( lot of class there.)
4. Tell you he saw you a a slut sit and it told them to click here to see more pic's.
5. Then tells you he doesn't want to talk to you anymore and going to get off well looking at your pic.
I just love them ones..
6. how about the ones that tell you what thay are doing well looking at your pic. I couldn't leave them out.... lol
I know there is more but I will have to think a bout it.... lol
these men just crack me up.. Emma here thay are some very yummu EYE CANDY
well first off i hope u all r doing well.. im not doing that great.. i spend the last 3 days in the hospital with a very serious condition my large intestine got infected from diverticulitis and made me very sick.now they r talking about going in and cutting part of my colon out ... i am so scared.. so please pray for me as i am undergoing all these test and surgery...
thank you and god bless u all!!!
audrey on the 20 th of this month my son was hit by a car and now has 2 skull fracturs and a broak neck please pray for us as we go down this long road...
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I so believe in angels and the lord above after this week.He may have gave us all a wake up call but i am blessed that he didnt take my son away.He kept him here on earth.Please continue to pray for us as we go down this road of recovery as he heals.Ty everyone for your support and your prayers.. god bless..
For those assholes who stop by my profile and don't rate or leave a comment...FUCK YOU! I know you guys r thinking "She's not showing anything, so she's ugly." The only thing I have to say to that is SORRY BUT I'M NOT A SLUT. Just because a woman don't degrade themself doesn't mean you should. Those of us women are beautiful in our own way. If you don't like us then aparently you need to fuck off. WE ARE THE REAL WOMEN HERE. Come on people show some damn resepect! O WAIT, the conceited fucks don't know what that means. Grow up and quit thinking with your little head.
~Bytch Did u ever wonder why u try to care about someone who doesn't care about u? Why u let someone in ur life and they run u to the ground. Why is it that u try so hard to make things work and u only get bit in the ass. Why do people act like they care one minute then completely change. Why does this keep happening. Damn it sucks. If only I could find and be with that one guy who does and shows thats he cares, who doesn
A Grindfuck's Ramblings
Busted broken gagging on the mire
Running but not moving
The slow motion of my legs
Ripping through the air
Here I am
I coulda been the “suffice to say”
But I became the “wish I was”
And now I'm sick of it all
and never turning back
Its a collapse
Minced meat made of me
Such a treat
The pain away
And not return
I died...that night
And your heart...lived again I'm a Grindfuck
Grindfuck on the streets
Grindfuck smashing heads to the beat
Grindfuck AT & AnB
Grindfuck is the life for me
I'm a grindfuck whoa
A grindfuck whoa
a motherfucking grindfuck whoa
Yesh a grind
I'm a grindfuck yes this is me
I'm a grindfuck black coffee not tea
I'm a grindfuck its all about rear and ream
I'm a grindfuck to your bondage scene
Not a punk, emo,crustie, skanker, hipper, jock, thug or metalhead
I'M A GRINDFUCK
Things About Me...
Your Personality Is Like Heroin
You're capable of the highest highs and the lowest lows.
Addicted to feeling good, you'll do almost anything to avoid pain.
People seek you out, even though you can be quite moody. They're hooked on you!
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Mind The Gap
No human contact.
I stand alone.
It's just me and my thoughts.
I stand alone.
No friends. No fears. No problems.
That's not possible.
I fear solitude.
I crave friends.
I question myself.
For there are no others.
Like I said, I stand alone. Silence, when it’s awkward is the enemy of everyone.
Words, when they’re hateful can make you feel like a child again.
Thoughts, when they’re racing can send you over the edge.
But these are the things that make the better times the best.
These are the things that being faced, raise you above the rest.
Tears caused by you because of something you said.
Laughter caused by a mistake you made years ago.
Things that never go away, remembered till this day.
These are the things that remind us that we’re alive.
Never will we trade these things, for they make us who we are.
Hope, when it’s outrageous and unfounded.
Luck, when it was needed the most.
Love, after all the years of being alone.
Safety, from all the bad things that
My Name Actually Has A Meaning...lol
You scored as Maximus. After his family was murdered by the evil emperor Commodus, the great Roman general Maximus went into hiding to avoid Commodus's assassins. He became a gladiator, hoping to dominate the colosseum in order to one day get the chance of killing Commodus. Maximus is valiant, courageous, and dedicated. He wants nothing more than the chance to avenge his family, but his temper often gets the better of him. Maximus71%Captain Jack Sparrow67%James Bond, Agent 00763%The Amazing Spider-Man58%The Terminator54%Indiana Jones54%William Wallace54%Batman, the Dark Knight54%Lara Croft46%El Zorro42%
I miss you every day and night
Like sun flowers missing sunrise
Like a bird missing its nest
Like a cloud missing sky
Like a river missing water
Like spring missing flowers
Like a mountain missing its rocks
Like lovers missing lovers
Like summer missing the sun
Like fall missing yellow leaves
Like fishes missing water
I miss you, do you miss me?
Like winter missing snow
Like dawn missing sunlight
Like night missing darkness
Like a bird missing flight
Darling, please come with me now
Mountains and rivers also miss thou
Please come, I keep my promise
Forever, we will be in love.
I Kiss You
I kiss you sincerely, and deeply and lovingly.
I kiss you goodnight, goodmorning, goodmorrow.
When you open your eyes I will kiss them.
When they are closed again I will miss them.
Gentle fingers cradle your cheek with love
Others brush back your hair from above
You lean back deeply
Feeling me close, confining, controlling
I am above you
Thoughs Of The Moment
well its seems we have another bitch boy cum guzzling guter sinpe on here i was in pm with killa moe over some rummers he was wrong on
and well here ill let you read::
biggkm18fn7: hey can u im me later? i am watching a very importent DVD
shdwpendragon: no cayse
shdwpendragon: we need to talk
biggkm18fn7: if u was a bret hart fan u'd understand..for real bro.
shdwpendragon: i am but what you said to stag was faluse
biggkm18fn7: it was a rumer. i heard it around.
biggkm18fn7: so i thought i'd bring it to light
shdwpendragon: its falae i know for fact
shdwpendragon: well you crossed the line
shdwpendragon: you had no proff
biggkm18fn7: it was something from a message that one of your members sent
shdwpendragon: and for you to do hat
shdwpendragon: no it wasnt who i want name
biggkm18fn7: god anubis.
biggkm18fn7: he sent me some shit i guess callie sent him thru yahoo
shdwpendragon: hes not ours
biggkm18fn7: i'll send it later. ca
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Time for a change....as the name Omebra, I shall now begin its purpose. My demeaner will take a turn, as there are those who exist only for the purpose of using others. I will no longer treat all the same, as there are those that only understand harshness. I must be this way, not just for myself..... The meaner people behave, the more hurt they've been. Do not buy into the fact that they are hard and cruel and unfeeling for it is simply a defense to avoid getting hurt. So if you ever meet someone that behaves in such a crude way, remember that all that is, is only a defense, and many times an offense.....to attack people or to hurt them before they get hurt themselves. in order for people to live in peace, we need to separate the selfish from the givers. As once the givers live amongst each other, they will always be sharing. The selfish takers will be be taking from each other by force...............HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Many people are unfit to live with civilized people.
Open Door Virgin
The more these "gay" folks fight for the right to sodomize lick and suck and other non-reproductive acts.
The more I want five wives.
Talk about stupid freedoms Gay Marriage is one of them. Were they conceived in a test tube or was it the drugs that made that life choice for them?
If you plan to adopt are you really praying on the poor unfortunate family's or is it just an inconvenience to conceive a kid of your own. It must be a lower middle class chore to take care of kids any more.
There are all kids I see in day care, while we have no moms just working moms.
Mean while Saudi Arabia is probably the richest country on Earth. India sure ain't. But other than the prince I do not hear their fags protesting.
Get over it. If you are really inclined to suck dick get fucked up the ass lick cunt we do not care. And that is your perverted privelege you sick bastards. Here is something I always admired "the more we are governened the less we are free"
Last night I got into a d
ok so i stayed up all night again and this time not bc of stress. I thought everything i have been through since the start of this year, all the good and the bad. I thought about the past and about how it had come back to haunt me. I thought about all the people i have met and why i met them. I guess this is my thoughts on it all. Please bear with me as i try to put it all into words. I guess that in a way this is my way to express my true feelings on some of the people who have touched my life so deeply and those who helped to catch my fault. I have met alot of people and had alot of experiences so im not sure if i will tell it all.
I guess i realized tonight that sometimes things happen and we dont understand them bc we arent supposed to know why they happen. Tonight there are some special people close to my heart that i miss dearly bc they have passed on. I think about micheal who was a great friend and who i miss dearly. I think about my grandma and my grandpa who i miss so much
When The Roses Lose Their Fragrance,
And The World Seems At An End,
When The Day Has Lost Its Gladness,
What A Blessing Is A Friend.
One Who Takes You As She Finds You,
Caring Not Who Is To Blame,
One Who Knows All Your Shortcomings,
But Who Loves You Just The Same.
Heaven Sends A Gift Each Morn,
Of A Bright New Day To Spend,
What A Joy It Is To Share It With,
God's Greatest Gift -
~~THE ONES I TRUST COMPLETELY,
~~WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE,
~~THE ONES I HOLD So DEAR TO ME,
~~MY HEART FEELS SO FULL ~AND~GLAD!~~
~~NEVER IN ME LIFE,
~~HAVE I FELT SUCH STRENGTH IN FRIENDSHIP SO TRUE,
~~THREE VERY TRUSTED FRIENDS,
~~I HAVE COME TO FIND IN YOU!~~
~~I CAN SHARE ANYTHING,
~~NEVER TO FEEL AFRAID,
~~NEVER TO FEEL THREATENED,
~~FEEL HURT,~OR~FEEL BETRAYED!~~
~~I TREASURE YOU THREE,
~~I HAVE THE HEART,~YALL~HOLD THE KEY,
~~IN MY MIND THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT,
~~TRUE FRIENDSHIP WAS MENT TO BE!~~
~~~WRITTN BY KIMBERLEE~THATS ME~~
Take ur own time to read it.......
Hope all is well with everyone Im going to be put up a blog on something i see on tv...I know everyone is going to omg it is DR Phil but you know what this man has alot of things on there that ppl should take the time to watch he is not a nut like everyone thinks but anyways "Im not going to change any of the name or anything like this"...
Searching for Help
"I am 100 percent sure that Jeremy is molesting my daughter, Kaylee," says Krista. Three-year-old Kaylee was born while Krista and Jeremy were in a relationship. They have since broken up and Jeremy is now married to Danielle. "When I go to drop Kaylee off with Jeremy, I feel like I’m taking her to her beheading." When Kaylee returns home, she hysterically cries and says things like: "He touched my pee-pee," and "Tell them not to do that."
"I love my daughter, and I’m being accused of handling her improp
stuck in limbo for another month i finding out i have noone really talks on here i got banned from the chat room for speaking my mind what is that all about i look at ppl pic and i see every one is havin a good time and im stuck i am end up hating myself b/c stuck i have come to the point i do not care about any thing or any one and i hate ppl for being so fake life has passed me bye i lost the spirit for the holiday i lost what it mean to be happy i lost so much in the last 3 yrs sad thing is i do not know how to get it back i do not celebrate thanksgiving do not celebrate christmas i used to celebrate it what happen for me to feel this way Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence
One step from lashing out at you...
You want in to get under my skin
And call yourself a friend
I've got more friends like you
What do I do?
(Pre) Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself, by yo
Just Rambling Thoughts
As I write this my heart is aching with pain and I think maybe I will never be able to write again. We used to spend every moment together. Now you simply disappear. At first I would get angry. Now I only feel a painful hurt.
Last night I gave you a gift but you did not even take the time to look at it there was a deep burning hurt my heart. Again tonight you said you would be right back and never returned. I can understand once or twice but not every night. I will never let the hurt show on my face. Maybe only a single tear drop falling down my cheek will betray my feelings, give you a glimpse, a shadow, or a trace of my true thoughts.
I want to smile as I look up at the sky. I want to watch the moon brighten the night. I want to watch the clouds pass above making whimsical designs. I want the stars to guide me and I want wings to lift me and let me fly. Right now I suffocate when I try to breathe. These chains you have bound upon me will not release my body.
I am sad becaus
finally i get the truth about my ex bf he played me that hurt but now i dont feel as bad as i did i was so depressed for awhile this is to him if he ever checks this profile YOU SAID U LOVED ME I SAID IT TOO BUT I DIDNT LIE TO YOU. I HOPE U GET AS HURT AS I DID WHEN SOME CHICK MESSES WITH UR HEART WHEN U FALL IN LOVE WITH HER OTHER THAN THAT YOU CAN DROP OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH U PIECE OF SCUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well heres the thing my dad said we had to be out by november 30th lol well we found a place an are moveing on monday (yay!!!)he told us that because we had to turn the heat up cause the basements cold and thats where ours an my daughters bedroom are its about 64 degrease down here not good when theres snow on the ground and theres no insulation in the walls down here. but yea the electric is getting turned off cause my dads an asshole and spent his money on stupid bullshit instead of the bills. we had to save our money in order to get enough up to move in where we are movei
somehow life goes on
in spite of it all
life goes on
in that process
in that process
are things that bind
the spirit human
those things common
life it somehow goes on
somehow I find in the moments
between words too dry
or a muse demanding truths
I am not yet ready to own
that words still spill out in the
still small moments
words somewhere in-between
in the process of life and writing
which so often are the same
I discover distance between
where I was even yesterday
the path stretched out before me
I move sometimes without even trying
because life somehow it goes on
I am missing the spirit
though it permeates the air
Christmas propaganda movies
stir up so much dust in my dark cave
that my eyes water
for unknown reasons and
the deepest of sighs
I dream of soft kisses some nights
I miss that human connection that touch
don’t care much for Christmas presents
or believe in santa granting wishes
Songs Of Life
She said were much to different were from two different worlds and he admitted she was partely right but in his hard defense he told her what they had in common was strong enough to bond them for life he said look behind your own soul and the person you will see just might remind you of me
(chorous) I laugh I love I hope I try I hurt I need I feel I cry and I know you'll feel the same way too so were really not that different me and you
Now she could hardly argue with his pure and simple logic but logic never could convince a heart she had always dreamed of loving someone more exotic and he just didn't seemed to fit the part so she searched for greater pasters but never could forget what he wispeared when she left (repeat chorous)
Was it time or was it truth maybe more to led her back to his door and as her tears fell at his feet she didn't say I love you what she said even more
(final chorous) I laugh I love I hope I try I hurt I need I feel I cry and I know you'll feel th
Why do I keep getting blokes checking me out??? Am I turning into a gay icon or something??? Okay, why do guys put pictures of women in their main profile pics???
I mean, are they trying to get other guys to look at them? Are they benders or something?
Not saying I'm a homophobe. I live with a gay guy and he's superb. However, what's the point of trying to attract guys to your page unless you like it up the chuff??!!!
Bollocks bollocks bugger and arse!
Goddamn French referee!!
England lost their sixth straight match and suffered a record home defeat as Dan Carter led New Zealand to victory.
Jamie Noon's early try was disallowed - he did score later but Joe Rokocoko and Carl Hayman's tries just before the break put New Zealand well in command.
England took the game to the All Blacks in the second half and had a man over when Chris Masoe was sin-binned.
But despite tries from Ben Cohen and debutant Shaun Perry, New Zealand continued to cruise to an easy victo
It felt wonderful to be playing again after all these years. To hear us, you would have almost never had known it had been 7 long years. I was nowhere near as rusty as I had feared. Sore now yes but it is a good kind of hurt. The fire is rekindled & the burn is turning bright once more. After being asleep for so long it is fuckin awesome to be back in it. The beast has awakened, time to come out & play.....
Rock And Roll - Led ZeppelinIt's been a long time since I rock and rolled,It's been a long time since I did the Stroll.Ooh, let me get it back, let me get it back,Let me get it back, baby, where I come from.It's been a long time, been a long time,Been a long lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely time. Yes it has.It's been a long time since the book of love,I can't count the tears of a life with no love.Carry me back, carry me back,Carry me back, baby, where I come from.It's been a long time, been a long time,Been a long lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely time.Seems so lo
Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place
Where I find peace again
You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the life
To my soul
You are my purpose
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
You calm the storms
And you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart
And you take my breath away
Would you take me in
Would you take me deeper, now
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
Cause you're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
Darth Kiltie's Magical Sporran
Halo 3's launch marks a milestone on the journey of video games from niche hobby to cultural phenomenon. Yet those who don't play can be dismissive. Can the myths be laid to rest?
Master Chief Petty Officer Spartan-117 unleashed his wrath in hundreds of thousands of homes around the country in the early hours. He was looking for a way to beat the Covenant once and for all, and to exterminate the deadly Flood parasites. The future of the human race hung in the balance.
For the owners of the 1.25m Xbox 360 consoles in the UK, Wednesday marked the end of the long wait for Halo 3, the final instalment of a hugely popular video game trilogy.
About 1,000 games shops around the country opened at the stroke of midnight so fanatical gamers could buy a copy and assume the role of Master Chief. First day sales may well have grossed more than any other game, film or album in history.
If, on the other hand, you're not male or aged between 16 and 40, you may neither know nor care that Halo 3
May I Have Some Assistance Please?
I have resent them and know others likely feel as I do about them so I apologize to anyone who got them from me and rolled their eyes because they get repeated too much and are frankly a pain in the butt to resend to everyone. So with all due respect, I would prefer if chain comments do not get sent to me anymore and if they are I will not resend them. Personally I prefer the original 1's with true words spoken from the person themselves and not a 1 that was made and written by someone else and passed to the masses, and love the graphics also.. The original messages mean more to me! I really like most of the people on my friend list(some I am very very fond of) and try to give attention to each of you as best I can. And will continue to do so in future without the annoyance of a chain message. And by the way, read this and if you dont respond to it you will have bad luck, no sex, your car will get a flat tire, and I wont send you anymore dirty graphics if you dont say hello! LOL
Other People Other Things
I drove thirty miles into Sparks yesterday with the intention of picking up a couple of things from Michael's. The sign on the front door said, "Opening Soon."
Okay, so there's a gallon of gas shot to hell. I walked next door to the electronics store thinking that I might pick up a video game or a new cell phone to replace the one that doesn't work, but after a few minutes of examining the options, I decided that I didn't want to part with the money and headed for the door.
On the way out I noticed the dvd I'd been wanting to see since the movie was made - Factotum, from the world of acclaimed author, Charles Bukowski. Staring Matt Dillon, Lili Taylor and Marisa Tomei - seventeen ninety-nine plus tax - hell yeah.
Ten minutes into the movie, I remembered that I had read the book. The plot was little more than a series of short stories tied together by the fact that they all were part of the life of Bukowski. He had a flair for gutteral eloquence and a penchant for self des
The Other Side
I taste you there just on the tip of my tongue
You hit me only the way you could and I felt again
You told me youd call me and you did
You came to hang out and oh what a time we had
You held me only the way you could and kissed me deeply
You told me you'd come back for more
I'll go now and dream sweet dream of me and you
Going wild in my king size bed till dawn
Keeping eachother awake for more
Touching in the secret spots only we can share
Back agin for more and more
Moaning till it hurts then moaning for more Deep within the hatred lies a morbid alliance with you. You who choose to drown your sorrows in the absence of love. To destroy all ties to the outside but for a couple hours where you share yourself with those who dont even know your pain. You deepen the wound and dive into the abysmal world of suicidal rainbows and lick your bleeding heart till your hopes try to aspire in your thoughts. Down trodden and full of dispair you slither into the light of dreams. No more he
So it has been a few weeks now since the new CT went into affect and I see plenty of people are unhappy with many of the changes. Honestly, I can't blame them. And yes, while moaning and bitching about it might not change it, sometimes one just needs to let loose a little and say what is on their mind. So here is my 2 cents on it....take it or leave it, I don't really care.
Lets start with the obvious...the NSFW issue. Now, when I signed up for this site, I was under the impression that you were required to be 18 in order to have an account. 18, yes, that means that you are an adult (at least numerically speaking...sometimes maturity comes MUCH later...lol). So as an adult we are able to make adult choices. Here's an idea...if you are patrolling through someone's pictures and you see that they are adult, or now marked as NSFW, don't open them if you are afraid of what others might see. That opens up a whole other issue which I will get to eventually. Now, the marking of pics as NSFW
Powder Has A Blog
My latest blog entry has been posted over at XFANZ. You can checked it out over at their site under the "Blog" section.
Link: http://www.xfanz.com/blog.php#1560 So guess who is going all the video/audio editing for right KSEX now?
Its a new adventure everyday I tell ya. I've always liked to design and create but never thought about doing any sort of editing. With the recent move to the new studio in Chatsworth and departures from KSEX, Soxxx and I have had to step up and take on new roles within the company. I probably average about 12 hours days now. Once I lock and leave the studio about 12:30am, I come home to edit most nights until about 3:30am.
Not having any experience in editing makes things difficult but luckily, Windows Movie Maker is pretty simple to grasp. I'm learning quite a bit and so far most people at KSEX like what I've done. I just need to get my hands on some actual editing software.
I've gotten myspace messages from some of my favorite industry peop
Stupid Stuff I Like
Digital Tunnels Go from start to finish while avoiding walls. PUNS TO PONDER
Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent.
A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything."
A dyslexic man walks into a bra.
Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: "Does this taste funny to you?"
Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially inseminated this morning." "I don't believe you," says Dolly "It's true, no bull!" exclaims Daisy.
An invisible man marries an invisible woman. The kids were nothing to look at either.
I went to buy some camouflage trousers
My boyfriend is so much fun. He just let me highlight his hair!! Next I get to pluck his unibrow!!! I'm giggling just thinking about it!!! :P
He's suck a sweet heart. Last night he helped me make a blanket for my daughter. He even bought the material for it. It's one of her Christmas gifts...such a sweetie!! :D Two men were driving through West Virginia when they got pulled over by
a State Trooper. The cop walked up and tapped on the window with his
The driver rolled down the window and WHACK, the cop smacked him
In the head with his nightstick.
"What the hell was that for?" the driver asked.
"You're in West Virginia, son," the trooper answered. "! When we pull
you over in West Virgi! nia , you better have your license ready by the
time we get to your car."
"I'm sorry, officer," the driver said, "I'm not from around here."
The trooper runs a check on the guy's license--he's clean and gives the
guy his license back. The trooper then
let it in.
no need to feel Fear any longer.
It's all been done-
all been said.
no one can touch you.
you Know who you are now.
where you come from-
you always existed.
Time has no hold.
she is an illusion.
nothing is linear....
you are your own destiny.
Music Video Codes | Nashville Lofts | For Sale By Owner
We chose you....
We thought you had potential...even though many didn't
We forsook our freedom, for your potential.
To teach you-
they were gifts; knowlegde
you would not have evolved without us.
We knew our fate by staying behind.
Even though we won the Great War, what
you call The Fall...
So, after we taught you-
you murdered us, our offspring....
now you murder each other.
You remember nothing!
Remember who You are!
....you Are Potential, unseen.
We merely triggered the spark.
We turned you on.
Opened your eyes.
Music That Tells How I Feel
I have this stashed away in my stashes but I have so much there its hard to see them all.
Anyway, this is how Im feeling today. Our president said days ago that we are winning the war then he comes back and says that we are not and that he wants to beef up the military. WTF is wrong with his thinking? Does he want another Nam? Cuz thats whats going to happen! We arent going to win this war, no one will! We should learn from our past and not try it again expecting different results.
Yep, I was raised by a hippy mom! She is the one who played this song for me when I was little. Ive always love this song and the guy who made this video did such a good job with it that it made me cry. It was true then and it is true now.
Bring our troops home alive and not in body bags Mr. President!!! Ground
Though chaos rains around you now
Only so much rain can fall at once
And let the air envelope you
And slow but sure, serenity will come
My Life According To...well...me
i look outside into the falling snow
almost a peaceful sadness as it touches ground
i look up in the sky and there are no clouds in sight
only white flakes floating around in the night sky
i take a deep breath and let the cold air hit my face as i run out in the cold and dance in the falling snow
i feel like a child running free in a field as the snow falls around me i forget all my fears
i forget all the hurt and the pain thats inside as i dance away the worries and lift my head back up to the sky
the flakes are caught up in my hair as i dance
i spin and i spin until i feel almost dizzy
i lie down in the white blanket of snow as it hugs me as i watch the neverending wave of white flakes all around me
no feeling of cold or of time as it passes
just me and the childish ways and my laughter so im almost ready to pop with my daughter..i have about 4 weeks left. yay. but theres a downside..things arent the greatest and mom has decided that march 1st i am moving back to NJ with h
Ya Well Lmao
your a freak and its ok to admit it
hey if you like sex admit it and stop being a tease
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I finally got my heart specialist to call me back i have been feeling like shit all week and he thinks its one of two things.1.pnemonia (i'm sure i fucked up on the selling) or my heart rate drop so badly that it is what is causing me to have problems and if that is the case i will have the surgery on monday..I am leaving here soon as my ride gets here...I don't ask for much but if you believe in a god pray that i will be alright for my kids
Draco Today at 2:40 pm est I will be seeing a lung specialist...They are gonna "try" and figure out what is wrong with me....10 bucks say they don't have a damn clue either...I'm ready to give up I feel like shit and hurting and people tell me i'm gonna be fine...I wish once just once people can feel how i feel for a few minutes and know what i truely go through on a daily basis...
I know people mean no harm by saying that...it just gets to me at times and it makes me feel i will never get better....BLESSED BE
Alone all again
Pictures of you all around
I'll never get over you
Never wanted to be weak and let my
Being strong means not to lose self control.
To hell with my pride I just wanna cry.
Now that Your gone I'll never get over you.
I just wanna cry. My Little Angel
by Elisha G. Rogers
I brought a few things today to lie upon your grave.
I brought the book that you loved so much.Yeah that one,
About the little choo-choo train that just wouldn't give up.
I also stitched your 'blankie' for those nights with a chill.
The one you snuggled with when we learned you had fallen ill.
I know, I know you don't like to see mommy cry.
But it hurts so bad not to look into those big brown eyes.
I actually came here to tell you about a dream I had last night-
You were there.I reached out and touched you,
Ran my fingers through your hair.I held
Crappy Stuff (no One Reads Em Anyway)
I totally forgot, I am in a contest for sharpest dressed and haven't done any PR/pimping/self promotion etc.
I am so far 1436 votes behind the leader and your nobby needs you! Drastically.
And apparently according to the landlady I am the most handsome bloke in the damn contest, so should win!
Don't step on the Ducks !!
Three women die together in an accident and go to heaven.
When they get there, St. Peter says, "We only have one rule here in heaven: don't step on the ducks!"
So they enter heaven, and sure enough, there are ducks all over the place. It is almost impossible not to step on a duck and although they try their best to avoid them, the first woman accidentally steps on one.
Along comes St. Peter with the ugliest man she ever saw.
St. Peter chains them together and says, "Your punishment for stepping on a duck is to spend eternity chained to this ugly man!"
The next day, the second woman steps accidentally on a duck and alon
What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice?
At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?"
The audience was stilled by the query.
The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped come s into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child."
Then he told the fol
If You Don't Laugh, You'll Cry
Hi everyone. Just so you know, this is not a "repost". This is me, Nik, Nicola, Black Sapphire, whatever you want to call me, giving you some really good advice.
I'm sure loads of you have heard about this. A short while ago the government stepped in to say that the charges banks lay upon their customers on a monthly basis is unfair and unlawful. They stated that the banks should oly charge what it actually costs them in admin costs to process the situation. This is usually no more than a couple of quid.
As you know, every time you go over your overdraft limit you incur a charge, however the amounts the banks have been charging for unarranged overdraft usage are ridiculous.
For instance at one point I was being charged £125 a month.
Now some of you may have heard that there is a way to get this money back. All you have to do is get a copy of your bank statements for the last SIX YEARS and work out exactly how much the bank has charged you. This may seem daunting, but it w
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I've counted 33 bruises so far that I got from packing and moving my stuff on Friday. So sexy! LOL. Woot, I'm Magic now. :D Thanks everybody who helped me get here. :) HUGS And that is Breed Specific Legislation for those of you that don't own a pit bull.
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Twisted thoughts of lust and risk
I drive the feelings
In hopes to only taste your kiss
Feeling you around my waist
Your hair draped across me
I grip your hips and crave your taste
The growing hopes that we will touch
We talk of desire
And the grasp of us will be too much
I stroke your hair and kiss your face
I long for you
As each moment I dare not waste
There in the sunset's gaze
I hold you tight
In the eyes of eternal days Your children sleep, you lie aware
My phantom hand runs through your hair
I long to haunt, I wish for pain
Your dreams are where I will remain
My darkened hand does clutch your soul
My shadowed eyes can drink you whole
But I must wait for you to rest
Your fears and terrors manifest
You fear the worst, I make it real
I grip the world where which you feel
I smile at your every shake
'Til once again you've come awake
I watch your eyes at every night
I know you're mine until the light
I dance the dreams and lay your fears
Here is a soldier stationed in Iraq, stationed in a big sand box. He asked his wife to send him dirt (U.S. soil), fertilizer, and some grass seed so that he can have the sweet aroma, and feel the grass grow beneath his feet. When the men of the squadron have a mission that they are going on, they take turns walking through the grass and the American soil -- to bring them good luck.
If you notice, he is even cutting the grass with a pair of a scissors. Sometimes we are in such a hurry that we don't stop and think about the little thing s that we take for granted.
Upon reading this, say a little prayer for our soldiers that give and give (and give up) so unselfishly for us.
It was many years ago since the embarrassing day when a young woman, with a baby in her arms, entered his butcher shop and confronted him with the news that the baby was his and asked what was he going to do about it? Finally he offered to provide her with free meat until the boy was 16. She agreed.
The butcher had been counting the years off on his calendar, and one day the teenager, who had been collecting the meat each week, came into the shop and said, "I'll be 16 tomorrow."
"I know," said the butcher with a smile, "I've been counting too, tell your mother, when you take this parcel of meat home, that it is the last free meat she'll get, and watch the expression on her face."
When the boy arrived home he told his mother. The woman nodded and said, "Son, go back to the butcher and tell him I have also had free bread, free milk, and free groceries for the last 16 years and watch the expression on his face!"
A small white guy goes into an elevator, when he gets in he
I'm getting a little sick of being called an alcoholic, for all you alcoholics out there, good on you. But I'm not an Alcoholic, I'm a drunk, Alcoholics got Twelve steps, I got twelve packs. And I do admit I have a drinking problem, I can't afford it all the time(donations welcome.) But I don't suffer from alcohol, I enjoy every minute of it, and I know that booze isn't the answer, but it helps me forget the question. So all you people out there recovering AA's, congratulations, cheers, this ones for you, for all you people that caused 'em to stop drinking, cheers, now there's more for me, and for everyone else, stop on by my place sometime and have a drink, CHEERS!!
Yado all, it's whiskey and Rant time. The Single urinal vs the trough. Who shall win? This is the shit I think of when I take a piss in the bathroom. On the one hand a trough is bigger and allows for multiple guys, but the urinal has privacy. A trough you ain’t got to worry about flushing but with a urinal, who says you
My Glob (blog Spelled Backwards)
What is going on with everything today? I was minding my own busness just checking my email and low and behold another message from my step mom. ok cool most of the time they are forwards of funny jokes or something. NOT this time. she sent me a link titled "watch before it gets pulled" ok so im intrigued, and i watch.................
and now im pissed. I am by no means a conspritory guru or some one always looking for a fight but when the situation arises, there isnt much of a choice. granted it could be some made up bull but there is a lot of reasons to believe it. The first thing that came to my mind was, finally its coming out. I have been thinking for a while something like this would happen. I saw it with Africa, and Europe. Countries are loosing their identity. And it isnt like people dont have a clue. there have been bunches of movies and books that show some sort of global unification. The most prominant in my mind is Huxley’s "Brave New World" syno
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Dear Kotex.. Fuck Off!
Most of you have read the scare-mail about the person whose kidneys were
stolen while he was passed out. Well, read on. While the kidney story
was an urban legend, this one is not. It's happening every day.
I'm going to go ahead and tell you...
My thighs were stolen from me during the night a few years ago. It was
just that quick. I went to sleep in my body and woke up with someone
else's thighs. The new ones had the texture of cooked oatmeal. Who would have done such a cruel thing to legs that had been mine for years? Whose
thighs were these and what happened to mine? Hurt and angry, I resigned
myself to living out my life in jeans and Sheer Energy pantyhose. Then,
just when my guard was down, the thieves struck again.
They Took My Ass. I knew it was the same gang, because they Did Everything
to match my new rear end to the thighs they stuck me with earlier. I
couldn't believe that my new Ass was attached at least three inches
lower than my original. But, my new a
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Here starts a new week> Let me tell you about mine last week. Wed. night my cat got out and now has been MIA. She always comes back but hasn't which means someone has taken her in :( . I spent days going around looking for her and putting up fliers to no avail.....
Then it gets fucking better....
Saturday while bombing for the squad, I get a ring at my door. It's my drunk ass neighbor "Sorry ma'am, I ain't gonna lie-I just hit your Durango". I get dressed and go wake the hubby and tell him what has happened. I go outside to look and not only did he hit my Durango-my Sentra is hit too!!! Hit hit my Durango so hard that it knocked it into my other car!!! My Durango is tore up and can't be driven. Let more fun begin with his insurance company...I know his ass is having fun today. His military career is totally fucked now. He ain't an E-4 after his commanders get a hold of his ass today.....I am SO NOT a happy camper!!!!
I came out and this is what I saw!!
In eternities of slaughter I revel,
Only in the chilling realms of inner-eye vision,
Destroying mankind for its inherent weakness,
Choking pawns on droplets of hatred,
Bringing hell to them,
The ones that oppose,
War in our name,
Bloodletting for gain,
Bretheren in battle, Sisters of healing,
I call thee take up thy duties!
Healing the Earth in cleansing her plague,
May thou take up thy oaths for the goddess,
May thou see what forsight has granted thee,
May thy earthy coil ascend (Daemonisphere).
Mother Earth I plead forgiveness,
I raise my sword for thy purpose!
Pray I become greater than mortal!
May I carve my death unto legends of thine!
As darkness unfolds around this killing ground,
Legends steel and flesh shall now become!
Raised above the stature of simple deeds!
Grant me wisdom in battles yet to come!
O' cosmic body,
Mother to us all,
Mother of wolves and bearer of the dead,
Take me upon m
(Things that don't matter but are interesting)
You see lots of movies and books about zombies. They have all sorts of scientific explanations in these movies and books about how the zombies came to be. What makes them animated, why they do what they do, how it spreads, etc. There's one thing they never explain, and I think it's because they can't.
Why don't the zombies eat each other?
In every movie, a living person can't blend in at all. I've even read a book where they tried to make themselves look dead and walk around slowly, and still got found.
Zombies can spot the living from a distance, and walk as a hording team to go get them and consume their flesh/brains/whatever. They never attack each other. In fact, in most cases, they seem to utterly disregard each other, falling over other zombies as they claw their way towards the living.
Let's look at the brain-eating side of it. Do they only want to eat functional brains? Zombies have functional brains. They
helter skelter "This is paradise, I'm tellin' ya. This town like a great big pussy jus' waitin' to get fucked."
"In this country, you gotta make the money first. Then when you get the money, you get the power. Then whenyou get the power, then you get the woman
"I neva fucked anybody over in my life, who didn't have it comin' to 'im, you got that? All I have in this world ismy balls, and my word, and I don't break 'em for no one, jou understand?"
"Fuck Gaspar Gomez, and fuck the fuckin' Diaz brothers! Fuck'em all! I bury those cock-a-roaches!"
"Eh, fuck you, man! Who put this thing together? Me, that's who! Who do I trust? Me!
"Manolo, shoot dat piece o' chit for me"
"Say goodnight to the bad guy"
Burnt Toast - The Rants
In a time when political figures are becoming more ambiguous, and the country falls deeper into the hole on a endless war, all that is really left to look forward to at the end of the work day is a cold beer and the sports highlights.
With recession on the top of everyones list and the drawbacks of the working mans days in automated america, a depression nears and we will feel it. My grandparents told me stories about the depression in the 20's and the effects it had on the economical balance and what a mans worth was in those days. I feel that as americans we can relate to the past follies that have shaped our country and what we are doing with corporate backing is wrong. In the olden days of our great country a mans worth was his weight in a hard days labour output in a mill, field, manufacturing plant, so on, it was work that defined the end of the depression and the will power for people to continue on what they lost and build it back from the ground up. since the 20's we have bee
THERE A MAP ON MY PROFILE IN THE ABOUT ME SECTION, ADD YOURSELF IF YOU WISH! I THINK IT IS COOL! ANY SLAYER FANS OUT THERE? FEEL FREE TO STOP BY, RATE MY PROFILE AND CHAT ABOUT THEM! please reply if any of you women love to have your feet worshipped and you are into feet.
I Suck At Blogs
seriously though i'm bored so damn bored i got it and just wanted to say so...idk
You are 75% stoner
You are a fairly regular stoner. You are probably the kid who is always smoking up at the back corner of the parking lot of your high school. You like experimenting with other stuff – although you are too clever to really get addicted to anything.
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I saw the new movie "DALE". I won tickets from a local Chevy dealership. The theater was so crowded that my friends & I had 2 sit in the 3rd row from the front. Normally i don't sit that close but in this case, because it was a movie about NASCAR, it was well worth it. I can't wait til it comes out on DVD. (Now I just need a TV that big.) LOL. If & when it comes out in the theaters for everyone 2 c, I wanna c it again, also in the 3rd row seats.
AWESOME MOVIE!!!! I highly recommend it!!! (& when the credits roll @ the end, stay in ur seats. He makes a funny comment 'bout puttin' Gordon in the wall. VERY FUNNY!!!!) I never knew just how funny he was.
We miss him & we
First Time Stories
Old Man's Story
A young boy I, I stood beside the man who was my sire.
He spoke to warn of many things, still I burned my hand on fire.
A sharp clawed cat, a barbed wire fence, oh YES! I learned,
Of this and that.
"My tree of Life" he pointed far, I looked yet did not see,
The truth of the words he spoke, or what he was telling me.
"My Father." he said, touching my head, "Told me about this place,"
The tree of life is where one puts the Gold of your life's embrace.
So young, I did not understand, and the day I said goodbye,
The very last words my sire spoke were, "Son, you really have to try!"
A grown man now, yes late in life, I stood upon that place,
Where my Father spoke to me the words my mind failed to embrace.
"The tree of life" is what he said, I looked across the woods,
I realized just one didn't fit, from the point of where I stood.
I went to the base of that now large tree, I realized what I had found,
My Grandfather had buried all his wealth within
Im Horny, And Im Talking About It
If you want to chat a little, holler at me:
weird how their the same huh? This was an amazing conversation that I had earlier.
I will never share whom it was with , just that it happened and what was said.
think about story where 2 people meet at park by accident by the waterfall
you dont want to tell me more about your fantasy? you can explan more about it...
i thought we might blend them
oh thats sounds fun
well. we can start with yours
i wish that i have hiked aways into the park w my backpack
so you and i are far away from the path, in a small clearing, where other people cant see us, but they could stumble on us at any moment...
and w have stopped to take abreak
I ask you what you have in the backpack
some wine and cheese and a few other things
you pull them out and show me
yes and we have a drink and a taste of
Something To Look Forward To...
Who has a crush on me? Can't return the favor unless I know!!:) So things are going okay around here. Abby is still growing like a weed. Shes almost 18 pounds and her dimples and big blue eyes are more beautiful every day. I can't get enough of her being gone all week. When I get home from work I just wanna stare at her and kiss her and hug her and eat her right up!! We laid her on the floor on her tummy and put some toys about three feet in front of her. Off to do the dishes and back to Abby in a few minutes and she was right in front of the toys. She somehow pulled herself towards them, or picked her little self up and crawled towards them:) I laughed so hard... Shes totally hilarious.
So she's doing very well.
Sam quit his job and delayed child support even MORE:( ... but I really don't feel like bitching about him, because I'll never stop!!:)
I started a new job a few weeks ago, and its going soooo well. The hours are heaven, and I get paid mileage to drive, and its TWICE
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An erotic night in which she had planned
As I gave in to her every demand
Her skin like milk and body so cold
My soul once mine has now been sold
Her eyes they glowed in the pitch black room
With a smile on her face to seal my doom
Her nails so sharp she scraped down my chest
My blood then trickled onto her breasts
We shared our blood in the passion and fire
A taste so sweet that we both now desire
I can see her face in every candle flame
All I ask is to know her name
I knew right then we were meant to be
because the girl I loved was cursed like me
For she hates the morning and loves the night
Our lust increase's by the fires light
She hunts like an animal as she stalks her prey
For the victim she gets will never see another day
She fed on the innocent and her feelings were blind
Until she confronted another of her kind
It was I she had met and with no regret
We pierced each other to start the bloodlet
Our wounds so deep the blood would not
A teacher was talking to her grade one students about stuttering.
"Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says.
A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered.
The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident.
"Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!
"That must've been scary", said the teacher.
"It sure was", said the little girl. "My little kitty went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... and before he could say "Fuck," the rottweiler ate him!"
A little flab?
One morning while making breakfast,
a man walked up to his wife,
pinched her on the butt and said...
"If you firmed this up, we could get rid
of your control top pantyhose."
While this was on the edge of intolerable,
she kept silent.
The next morning,
Jus Fuckin Wonderful
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Bipolar disorder, also known as manic-depressive illness, is a brain disorder that causes unusual shifts in a person’s mood, energy, and ability to function. Different from the normal ups and downs that everyone goes through, the symptoms of bipolar disorder are severe. They can result in damaged relationships, poor job or school performance, and even suicide. But there is good news: bipolar disorder can be treated, and people with this illness can lead full and productive lives.
About 5.7 million American adults or about 2.6 percent of the population age 18 and older in any given year,1 have bipolar disorder. Bipolar disorder typically develops in late adolescence or early adulthood. However, some people have the
To day is the day for all to look up and be counting This is to all have a very safe and wonderful Xmas. I want to think all who sent me birthday thanks.
why do people who say they are your friends get mad at the stupidest shit in the owrld just cause u do something and they treat u like u are 10 when u are clearly older than that and can make your own decissions abotu what u do and who u do and were u go and they think they have control over you when u are just a friend and nothing more than that to them in the end they treat u like u are nothign to them and that u cant make up your own mind up about anyhting at all and that they think u are so stupid that u are a a little speck of dust on the ground that they sweep up and throw away ........ and treat u like u knwo nothing it jsut pisses me off than not speak to you casue they are pissed off at you for more than one or two reasons jsut casue u wont do something they think is right and u have your own oppiions and u are very open and tell people things stright upa nd not sugar coat shit any more and u are so tired of being pushed around by everyone that u jsut dont give a shit any
so for those that have seen the movie Gummo, you will understand my uneasy feeling with this...
I'm traveling to Xenia OH to do a photoshoot/video with a chick I've known for years...
so Im oddly scared, yet oddly fascinated as my last Xenia experience was a bit less casual and kind of rushed as we were running down to Houston to start ozzfest in 05...
if i make it out alive and with all my teeth and appendages, im sure I will have many a story to tell as I want to hit the strip club there this time and see what kind of train wrecks come of it hahahaha....
anyway, for those not familiar with the movie here's what amazon had to say about it:
Plot Synopsis: Xenia, Ohio, is a small poor and boring city that never fully recovered after a tornado in the 1970s. Teenager Solomon and his slightly older friend Tummler, have nothing to do but kill time, buying glue to sniff and get high.
see more here
I just remember seeing a kid that killed cats to sell to a lo
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What's wrong with the world mama?
People living like aint got no mamas
I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma
Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin
In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And if you hatin you're bound to get irate
Yeah madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
You gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all
People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the love2x)
Modern Ramblings Of A Classic Mind
I got a 94% on it.
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BOOOOOOOOM shakalaka! totally got hit by the cold bug this morning. i didn't last more than 2 hours, took a Benadryl, and i went back to sleep for almost 5 hours again..
got up.. went out with Bella to finish my Secret Santa shopping.. and got some yummy food at home..
ugh.. i'm off to bed.
i'm sorry if i haven't been active lately, i know i owe some of my friends some love back. i promise to repay all the kindness..
jon, aka 'jaha' i gotta work 6pm till 2am today...
leave some love!
Your whole life's about to change in the next 20 seconds
As you glance there's a lady running at your car half naked
Bleeding from her neck to her chest
And four guys chasing after her with axes and they look fucking possessed
Without thinking you unlock the doors to lend a hand
Before she gets in the car they're approaching and coming fast
Hit the gas and she won't stop screaming
She keeps saying over and over that she was mauled by a demon
Blood, so much blood it was unreal
She'd go quiet for a second then go nuts and grab the steering wheel
Just calm the fuck down, you're scaring the shit out of me
I'm gonna take you to the hospital and leave you in the lobby
You're gonna be fine, side wiped in my blind side
By a goose and a quarter with one headlight
Just then I looked him right in the face
And seen two glowing eyes peering out of a pillow case
Now what the fuck is that? I think your friends are back
Hey lady wake up, you're bleeding all over the dash
As I pushed
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Late Late Show With Me ;0)
Most of you know I love Bill Maher. I too share his views of our fuckwad of a president. Here is something he had said in a closing statement on one of his shows that I liked and felt like posting.
Bill Maher's closing--presented as an open message to George Bush in deep tones of mock-serious. Here it is:
"Mr. President, this job can't be fun for you any more. There's no more money to spend--you used up all of that. You can't start another war because you used up the army. And now, darn the luck, the rest of your term has become the Bush family nightmare: helping poor people. Listen to your Mom. The cupboard's bare, the credit cards maxed out. No one's speaking to you. Mission accomplished.
Now it's time to do what you've always done best: lose interest and walk away. Like you did with your military service and the oil company and the baseball team. It's time. Time to move on and try the next fantasy job. How about cowboy or space man?
Now I know what you'r
Stories... Thoughts... Surprises
CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her.
As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm."
Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?"
"You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin."
Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 a.m. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied.
"Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!"
" I met a prince, Fairy Godmother. He took care of everything."
The Fairy Godmother stated, "I know of no prince with that kind of power! Tell me his name!"
Cinderella replied, I can't remember, exactly, . Peter, Peter, something
Sick Sad Little World...
I see that you are here.
but you really are not..
I see that you pay attention
but you really don't
I miss you being there for me
even though you really weren't
I miss talking to you...
even though we really didn't
I wish that you were here
I wish that you could see
I see that you still care
I wish we could still be
I know that you don't hate me
even though that's what you want me to think
I know that you still care for me
I know that you still look
I have seen your face a thousand times
here and there
I have seen your face a thousand times
I know that you still look for me
I see that you still care
so why can't you just speak to me
I know you still really do care...... How
How did I let you get to me
How did I not see
How did I let you hurt me...
How do I make it be
I let you in
I let down my guards
I let you down
I let me down
How did I let you hurt me so
How did I not let you know
Why didn't I see what was happeni
The Toughest Woman I Know...
The nurse watched as she struggled to write. This process had been going on for hours, letter after letter had been written and sealed and stamped. She now had a collection of about 20 or so. She had struggled with this one much more than the others. Tears flowing and sobs of anguish. The nurse had asked her if she wanted her to write it for her as she dictated it to her and she emphatically said “No, it has to be from me in my writing”. The pain and effort with each sentence was clear to the nurse as she watched her patient saying goodbye to all those the people in her life that were not here. The nurse had asked should she call anyone and again an emphatic “No”. She said “I write much better than I would speak right now and there is a lot I want to say”.
“This is the last one” she said “but the most important of all”. “Please keep it till the time comes and call the number on the top of the page”. &
Sorry I have not been on this. The page was running WAY too slow, but I'll stopin from time to time and TRY to say hi as often as I can. Hope to be on this a LITTLE more :} I'm Still out here :} Just trying to catch up with Ya'll :} Keep in touch. I'm going to be cleaning this up here pretty soon :} Catch ya'll later :} Sorry been gone so long. I love all the comments and pictures. I'll be getting a faster speed for my DSL so I'll be able to have CherryTap load ALOT faster, cant wait till that happens. NOT that this runs slow, but it does take an extra min for it to load.So, I'll be back and forth on this more so I can see it faster. And when I get the speed updated more (Going to PRO on my DSL, couse all I have now is just Basic) that way I can check on this more. Also, if you see this, mail me, so I know you still have me on your list, more or less couse I'm cleaning this up soon as well, so hope to hear from you, if I dont, well, sorry to say, like I said, I'll be doing some cleani
Random Blog Shit...holla At It..or Else...... *sinister Evil Monkey Point*
hit me with some ideas pimps...
doesnt matter what the idea is...im not shy so basically this site is damn addictive...
so i know theres gonna be many a insomniac night where im trying to get to the next cherry level...
its like a retarded rpg...where i sit around all day tryin to level up...
so you kno what to do what i really wonder is...
when do women take a shit? i seriously see chicks 5-6 days a week for yrs and have never seen them take a shit or discuss having to take a shit. Im not saying that it should be a topic of discussion at the dinner table BUT it would make women seem less like androids with no ass functions...I rarely hear women fart....except when i saw a movie on tv where they played battle shits...
it just got me to thinking...i wonder how much other stuff women do that they dont tell the men about...how often do they masterbate...do they shit with the door open...while they are on the phone with us...do they scratch their vaginas like men scratch
Poetry From My Heart
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Journal Entry by kittycelt about 2 hours ago
wish id known how your leaving would change me wish id known your leaving would make me see wish id known your leaving would make me strong then id have known your leaving wasnt wrong. if i had known how strong i was if i had known it was all because if i had known that all my love would never have been enough, i would have never tried to fight i would have let leave my sight i would never have let you break my heart and i never would have caused these scars. i am stronger now than i thought i could be i am stronger now than you could ever see i am stronger now than ever at your knee and i found out that someone could love me. so im setting you free from me so im letting you release me cloudscelt is no gone forever more because you walked out the door. im better now without you im better now i dont need you so im better now thou i love you still even though im moving on i always will. thank you for loving me long
Little Razer Blade
You Closed me in
Left me with one broken dream
anoge a 1000 broken hearts
you seen and watched me bleed
with a razor blade i slice open
In a bloody bliss i screen
someone come save me
b/c i can't save myself
with a shaddered borken hollow soul
that you will forever left unknown
i fell and all is lost
its where i blong
b/c you said you loved me
and then you left like
it was just a dream
a sweet sweet deam
here i am lost forgotten and bleeding
dieing from the inside out
in my nightmares
will you love me
make my bloody heart
am i asking to much for
you to love me
Darling was it really that hard
to see me standing there
begging you not to go
why can't i be the one
that you loved so
the one you love
with all your dark heart
well i guess i am just the
one to far gone to love
By Grace Aka Me She is the angel of my nightmares
She is the Bringer of tears
She is the Dagger on my wrist
And the fear That is near
She is the
Why did God create men? Because vibrators can't mow the lawn.
All men are not homeless, but some men are home less than others.
To attract men, I wear a perfume called 'New Car Interior'.
This guy says, 'I'm perfect for you, because I'm a cross between a macho and a sensitive man.'
I said, 'Oh, a gay trucker?'
Women speak because they wish to speak, whereas a man speaks only when driven to speech by something outside himself -- like, for instance, he can't find any clean socks.
Women now have choices. They can be married, not married, have a job, not have a job, be married with children, unmarried with children. Men have the same choice we've always had: work or prison.
I love men, even though they're lying, cheating scumbags.
Dennis Rodman finds a bottle on the beach & picks it up.
Suddenly, a female genie appears from the bottle.
"Master, may I grant you one wish?" says th
Was it a boy or a girl to text you last?
lol it was u crystal
Who was it?
a great friend crystal
What is one question people always ask you?
What does the 6th text in your inbox say?
What is the last thing you said out loud?
goodnite baby ( to my 10 yr old)
Name something you are doing tomorrow?
waking up i hope
Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
neither really.. lactose doesnt like me
Who was the last person to message you on fubar?
Are you currently wanting any body piercings or tattoo?
tattoo of kids names
Do you sleep on your stomach?
What are you listening to?
Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
Where are you going to be at 4 PM tomorrow?
Last time you saw fireworks, with whom & where?
4th of july.. my kids
Are you missing someone?
What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
LMAO no clue it wa
Spitter Splatter Of Lots Of Babble
True to Yourself
Clean and safe thats how I feel
Enjoying myself cause I am real
Never giving false vibes or intentions
Be true to yourself is what I mention
Stood up for truest feelings and beliefs
And turning over still without relief
Continuing on, all the way until the end
I will oversee your hopes and dreams my friend...
The words are spoken many thoughts invovled
Create the puzzles to make them harder to solve
Is this all that we have?
Give me something to work with today
Share with me your dreams, hoping they never go away
Friendship starts out this bond we share
Evolving into a sexual hypnotic glare
Movements are what we will never become
The miles between us keep this undone
You with your words of temptuous desire
Start a heating uncontrolable but pleasant fire
Deep inside is where it grows
Keep my attention, its called fate and who knows
One day we may get to break the barriers of this Touchless Embrace
News Stories That Catch My Eye..
Cancer Victim Wins $1 Million, but Can't Get It
Rules Say Prize Must Be Stretched Over 20 Years
By MARCUS BARAM
(Feb. 13) - On Jan. 12, Wayne A. Schenk thought he was the luckiest man alive.
A month earlier, he'd been diagnosed with inoperable lung cancer. But on this afternoon, the 51-year-old Marine veteran was hanging out with his buddy Domonick Gallo, enjoying the unseasonably warm weather in their hometown of Naples, N.Y., by indulging a favorite ritual: scratching off lottery tickets.
And one of Schenk's $5 High Stakes Blackjack tickets hit it big, winning the $1 million prize. It was more than enough money to pay for the $400,000 in cancer treatments that he desires.
But Schenk's dream-come-true soon turned into a nightmare. When he contacted the New York State Lottery about paying him the money in a lump sum, he learned that the rules of that particular game mandate a payout over 20 years, providing him only $50,000 a year. And he's been given only 12 to 18 m
Me Myself & I
need some comments for your contest place link here- I will help all I can
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Click on the pic above if your gonna give
me a sweet comment.
Thanks to everyone! Click on beach pic below to link to contest
Looking for friends to click on the beach pic, follow the link then comment on the linked page.
All help is appreciated.
Supposedly I got a strong enough response out of Angel Baby I had some negative things posted about me.
I will take responsibility for posting that she was a cheater. I will fish out the Screenshot I have that proves it. We also know Fornicates does this shit, common knowledge on the site.
What I was told, from Scrapper, it was a pretty nasty bulletin. He removed hers, and unstuck mine, because it was inciting some very bad words to fly. Violating the TOS. I'm totally for that.
I'm just trying to find out what was said about me, and if my email really was posted there. Useless finances I dont need to be spending. Cherry Tap is rolling in retarded Happy Hour cash, they don't need my 28 bucks every month. I'd rather that go to the last of my bills before school this summer.
I'll let you guys know when it's gone.
Jaha This is to support my homeboys over at FakeBusters. Suzy decided to be a b*tch and harass me, delete me, then sub sequentially block me from contacti
Would you makeout with me?
 Hell Yea  Yes  No  Maybe  already have ;)
Would you sleep with me?
 In an instant!  Yes  No  Maybe
Am I attractive?
 Heck no [ ] hot as Hell  Fine  Cute  Okay  Ugly!
Do you think I'm a virgin?
 Yes  No
I look like..
 A player
 a wifey/hubbie
 One time thing
 Next bf/gf
 A friend
 A friend with benefits
 A possibility
 A loser
 A stud
If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?
 Yes  No  maybe
Would you rather.. ??
 Hook up with me
 Cuddle with me
 Date me
 Friends with benefits
 marry me
 have sex
On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..
 1  2  3  4  5  6  7  8  9  10
What would you want me to be to you?
 Friend with benefits
Would you give me a lap dance?
 Hell Yea  Yes  No  Maybe
Are you going to repost this so i ca
so on tuesday it was 6 months ago that my best friend was killed in iraq. you would think the pain would be a little bit easier to cope with, but NOPE!!! I never thought the pain would be greater now! i have been through so fucking much this week. it's ri-fucking-diculous. i just dont know what to do anymore. I hate where i am in life right now. I'm depressed all the time, i can't sleep, i cant do this anymore! I want my best friend back. I want to be able to joke around with him. I want him to give me advice on what to do. I just want to give up! Oh well, i have too much to do today to sit here and be depressed beyone belief.
~BrokenHearted I am done with letting you hurt me! i have given you plenty of chances to change. i have looked past everything that you did in the past, but what you just did this weekend is the last straw! I have taken too much abuse: physical, mental, verbal, emotional abuse. I am not going to sit here and let you do this to me! you sit there
Thought For The Day
somebody who is a friend....went into a for friend only album and NSFW 8 of my pics.....as of now will not post anymore for a while....only 2 a special few this guy rates me an 8 then wants to see my private pics....
Jolemos@ CherryTAP do guys enjoy being with a woman who "squirts"?
lol just wonderin....
Sweet Teets Poetry
My Last Call by Travis Teeter
When love goes away, and you're left feeling empty,
Things are never the same as they used to be,
Forever changed, you change, and you feel dead inside.
Its cold, its dark, it won't get better..and you can't hide.
Your favorite things become boring as you wear them out,
Family is a distant sidenote, God leaves you with doubt.
You can't cry, because you'd rather not try to explain,
The emptiness gets filled, but all you're really left with is the pain.
Substance abuse, a temporary release at best..
Leads to your own destruction, Putting your body to the test..
Will I die with just one more? Will I be lucky to end in a moving car?
How many lives will I take with me? How did I stray so far?
Perfect submission to my own demise..Its what I want,
Slow, Subtle, and Inevitable. No cries for help, No taunt..
Just to fall into that deep black, letting go of it all..
As if there were something to hold onto? This'll be my last call.. Darker
YOU KNOW WHAT I WONDER?
I WAS JUST LOOKING AT ALL THE DIFFERENT LEVELS OF PEOPLE LIKE
CHERRY WARRIOR,FRIEND OF CHERRYTAP,MAGIC CHERRY,EPIC CHERRY, ECT.
I WONDER WHAT IS THE HIGHEST LEVEL, IM JUST A CURIOUS PERSON..LOL! YES I DID...I FOUND MY SEX SYMBOL FINALLY. I DIDNT EVEN THINK TO GO TO PHOTOBUCKET UNTIL NOW ACTUALLY...LOL!
THE GREAT AND SEXY OLIVER MARTINEZ!
*SIGH* HE IS SO DAM SEXY. I FELL FOR HIM EVER SINCE I SAW S.W.A.T ACTUALLY. THEN I SAW UNFAITHFUL AND ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE!
ANY WOMANS FANTASY. OKAY IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THE FU** IM TALKING ABOUT THEN GO TO MY PAGE IN THE ABOUT ME SECTION...GO AHEAD AND LOOK FOR YOURSELF. :) IM JUST BROWSING AROUND ON CHERRY TAP AND COME TO REALIZE SOMETHING...WELL ITS OBVIOUS.NOW NO DISRESPECT TO THESE PEOPLE AT ALL SO PLEASE DONT TAKE IT PERSONALLY I JUST LIKE TO SAY IT HOW IT IS.I WONDER IF I SHOULD POST SOME PROACITIV PICTURES OF ME ON HERE JUST SO I CAN BE ON A HIGH LEVEL. I DO HAVE SOME YA KNOW. DO I REALLY CARE? NOT REALLY BUT
Not So Personal, Personal Stuff..
...The ground shook, the building rumbled, and it didn't stop for an eternity (more like 30 seconds). The Earth heaved and signed, and outside the door of the building I was in, a plume of ash and then fire burst to life. I waited only until the Earth stopped it's violent motions before I grabbed Lily from her bed beside me, grabbed shoes, and ran quickly to Merlin's room to yank him from his bed and command him to put on his own shoes before I ran to Ivy's room... and then my alarm rang waking me up. My body still feeling the heat from the fire.
Be warned. It may have been a dream induced by the cat shaking the bed and heat from my electric blanket, but I don't generally dream of quakes... Well, it's been 4 days without a fever. He's still retaining too much water, so they're going to do a sonoagram of certain body parts to make sure there isn't something else they're missing. They've also decided to hold him in ICU for a while longer while they work it out - which ultimately means
- Misti's Sexy Acronym -
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misti's Sexual Catch-Phrase is...
"Care bears... stare!"
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Off The Wall
DO YOU HAVEMYSPACE?GO ADD ME NOWMYSPACE PAGECHECK OUT THE REMIXES I MADEADD THE MIXES TO YOUR PAGEADD ME NOW AND GET INVOLVEDCHECK OUT THE ALBUMSFEATURING
Random Thoughts And Such.
I may have fucked up in the past with a really great friend but here and now I want to make it right! After YEARS of not talking to a man I once considered my best friend over some really dumb shit (and a dumb bitch), I realize just how bad of a friend I was to him....
I am sorry man... I was an asshole to let that shit go the way it did. What I did was way more fucked up than what happened so many years ago.
AKA "WORK" I love to blog but until some issues are settled I cannot (on the advise of my lawyer) say much of anything about how I really see things in life. So for now I am just going to say: keep your eyes and your mind open for future posts!
Work I just wanted to appologize to all who read my last blog entry... it wasnt very well written or easy to understand for that matter, so let me start at the beginning.
Last Thursday afternoon I went to the local Emergency Room at Licking Memorial Hospital with massive pain and abdominal cramps, t
i'm gonna delete my account. all ready took my pics down. if i decide not to delete i will put them back up. if enough people tell me to stay i will....... one person told me to stay bye all i'm sitting here bored and lonely. someone give me an idea of something to do or come keep me company i'm so bored anyone wanna come over and keep me company
What Is True Real Love
Two friends I had. One I loved beyound my own life and the other I loved as a sister. Two tales they told and neither tale a truth. Why lie and break my heart I will never know as neither talks to me. I didn't want to do it but I did fall in love. An all consuming love that took all desire away for anything else life has to give. I know I am older than him but I thought love would be blind to age if it is true.
He spoke words of love but I think he only did that to conquer a new quest and once conquered he lost his thrill.
He worked women up with his words of passion and when he was worked up he picked one and got his kicks; or so it seemed to me.
I feel used and I hate feeling this way. I married and was used, once for the challendge of popping a cherry the second was for the quest and it turned into a sex slave and if I wasn't ready or willing I must want someone else. THE last could careless about sex or me. I have yet to figure out why he married me becasue
I havent been sleeping much since January the 1st. To some that dosent come as much of a suprise. But when I get into Insomnia fits like this, I'm usually regulated to sitting in my room alone with my thoughts, Tonight was pretty different for me. I decided to burn a few Strapping Young Lad CDs and dragged my carcass, a CD player, a Pack of Smokes and a Bottle of Jagermeister onto the roof of my house.
I'll be honest, it was a pain in the ass and I almost fell off when I hopped from the top of my balcony to the edge of the roof. When I got to the top of the roof though I set up shop on the roof and just stared off into the sky smoking cigarettes very slowly and taking sips out of the bottle. I wanted to enjoy my time up there because in all seriousness, I didnt plan on doing something like that again anytime soon. Mabye I'd get lucky and fall, but with my luck I'd break my neck and be paralyzed from the neck down.
By the time I reached "Heavy as a really Heavy Thing" I had a pre
I haven't posted in this section of my blog in awhile, but some recent events have drawn me back here.
I don't like lies. Liars get on my nerves about as fast as anything I can think of. I mean, damn, how hard is it to tell the truth? Just be honest about who you are and what you're about. If people like you for that, fine and if they don't, that's fine too. Don't freakin tell me a bunch of bullshit to make me like you cause sooner or later I'll find out who you really are and by then, it's gonna be too late. Once I find out you've lied to me, there is no chance in hell of the false friendship lasting. It's done. Caplunk. Over. I'm not gonna try to mend a friendship that was built on lies. That's a waste of my valuable time.
So, do me a favor.....Be your true self if you're a friend of mine. Don't try to be some macho, sweet talking world changer. Just be the down to earth person that knows what honesty is and knows that it's the most valuable thing in a true friends
Holy Hell, This Cracks Me Up :p
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, Aunt jemima, Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus they had one in the oven. He is also survived by his
If You Was My Friend You Will Do This For Me!!!!
do u still luv ur ex???? ur over him/her!!u have little to no feelings left for this person. u have moved on and are ready to find someone else. Take this test Would We Be Just Friends Or Something More (GUYS ONLY) You\'re PerfectArray Take this test What kind of soul do you have? Cold SoulOften the most intelligent type of soul. Everyone thinks your weird, and you resent them for that. You don\'t keep friends very well but quite honestly that is your curse and your power. With your Cold soul you have a deep well of power at your disposal, use it wisely. Take this test
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some poeple just don't know how to go away and live someone be and just keep to them self
and know when someone tell them they don't love no more so when someone tell u they don't love them just go away plz and have a new life ok. Sad love is some that come to u when u think it going to be ok and u put ur hops up high and then they come down like a hammer out of the blue and hit u when u don't want it ot.i
I have nowing what it like to have that hammer come down on me is like it can take a long time befor u come off the ground and when u do u see if u can still walk at all.i I like to say to all if u get like that plz do take it easy at first ok.It like riding a bike u may fall off but u get back on one day it may not be that day it maybe the next day but never give up just get on and rid the best u can.
if u had been like this befor plz do let me and tell how u got back up on ur feet.
kennye eckert. to somepoeple think life is a game and they got to play it to the max a
In My Head
like an online game, community
seriously i just joined but its fun and very funny... i also get rewards.. hit it up!
]V[assacre Cupid's Chokehold
Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)
It's been some time since we last spoke
This is gonna sound like a bad joke
But momma I fell in love again
It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend
And I know it sounds so old
But cupid got me in a chokehold
And I'm afraid I might give in
Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin'
I mean she even cooks me pancakes
And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches
If that ain't love then I don't know what love is
We even got a secret handshake
And she loves the music that my band makes
I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun
I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun
(ba ba da da, ba ba da da)
Life And Music
Mister, mister push button junkie lookin for some dirt to buy.
Landslide, it's a corporation landslide waitin for a kiss from an atom bomb.
This situation's critical, my back's against the wall but we like it.
You're walkin' in our sleep and I can't feel at all.
I said, "Hey man, just gimmie some truth."
See what you wanna see, feel what you wanna feel.
I don't wanna know, I don't wanna deal, I don't wanna be any part of your stupid
mother fucker machine.
Do what ya wanna do, kill if ya gotta kill, 'cause I just don't believe your point
Welcome to the numb, fools.
Welcome to the numb.
Welcome to the numb.
People, did you ever feel like you're going insane?
Sister, I'm feelin pretty safe, dead in this home-made grave.
This situation's critical, have I lost my mind?
And I like it.
There's too much information, can you see it in my eyes?
I said, "Hey man, all I want is the truth." See what you wanna see, feel what you
I don't wanna know,
Just Some Thoughts
I spent a lifetime waiting
I spent a lifetime hoping
I spent a lifetime dreaming
Dreaming I would feel so loved
Dreaming I could know a touch so full of gentle sweet caresses
Dreaming I could be one heart and beat a melody so sweet inside
if even for the briefest hour
if even for a precious breath
if even for just one sweet kiss
I cherish all we've had
I long for all you've given me
i cringe to think it will not last
but I know that our is stolen time
I know you are not mine
I know that what we have is only but sweet dreams I Long for many years to feel my soul awake
I dreamed so many nights of knowing true desire
I wrote down all my hopes
I prayed for one true Love
I sang so many songs of how my heart had felt
In all these things I never thought
In all these things I held no hope
And then one day I took a chance
And in that chance I felt your lips
and in your Lips I opened up
and felt a warmth I never thought
nor had I hoped could be
Bloggy, Bloggy, Blog...
Well, I'm sitting here at work on a sunday afternoon, completley bored out of my mind!
Where are all my friends at so that I can be unbored! The city of Minneapolis can bite my ass!!!
We got over a foot of snow this weekend, and when I left for school this morning my car was just sitting there (buried) but still there none the less, and when I returned an hour and a half later to attempt to dig it out, it was gone...
The snow emergency rules are written in a really confusing manor. They have it broken down into 3 "days," however a day by there standards is a twelve hour time period. I thought I had it right, there were other cars parked where I was and everything seemed ok... and then NO! Of course not.
It cost me $138 just to get it out of impound, plus an additional $34 parking ticket.
They suck! Nobody seems to be very active on here tonight. Everybody must be out getting laid!
in this world
we have to fight
to do whats good
to do whats right
to do our best
when all else fails
within a hearbeat
and all it entails
be good n kind
and reap the gold
cus lifes to short
so ive been told
so stand up tall
with a smile on ya face
show those around you
that u have style n grace http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3m1WhEhfRI dirty
1. Look at the size of his putter.
2. Oh, dang, my shaft's all bent.
3. You really wacked the hell out of that sucker.
4. After 18 holes I can barely walk.
5. My hands are so sweaty I can't get a good grip.
6. Lift your head and spread your legs.
7. You have a nice stroke, but your follow through leaves a lot to be desired.
8. Just turn your back and drop it.
9. Hold up. I've got to wash my balls.
10. Damn, I missed the hole again
i have added a guest book to my profile , so plz come by and add urself too it , thank u The Teabagging
The all time classic manoeuvre of tapping your cock on a chick's forehead whilst she is sucking on your balls, and uttering the timeless phrase "Who's your daddy?"
Going at it doggy-style until you are just about to come, then pull out and spit on her back so she thinks that you have. When she turns around a blast is unleashed into her face and she is left shocked and amazed, wondering how you managed it.
The Angry Dragon
Immediately after you blow your load in a girl's mouth, smack the back of her head and make it come out her nose. When she gets up she'll look like an angry dragon.
Cum Guzzling Sperm Burping Bitch
The once in a lifetime act of blowing a hot steamy load down the back of a girl's throat and then proceeding to give her a large cold bottle of your favourite carbonated drink, making her guzzle it down. Then, shake her head vigoro
To Those Who Need To Laugh
VasectomyAdd to My Profile | More Videos kyles mom is B-I-T-C-HAdd to My Profile | More Videos The Polite Way to Pee
During one of her daily classes a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question:
"Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?"
Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee."
The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite. What about you Peter, how would you say it?"
Peter said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back."
That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table.
And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?"
"I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet after dinner."
The teacher fainte
My Personal Stuff
OK JUST BECAUSE I HAVE JASON AS MY THEME ON MY PAGE NEW PEOPLE REALLY THINK IAM A PSYCO COME ON WTF THIS SHIT IS GETTING OLD AS SHIT JUST LIKE THE SO CALLED FRIENDS THAT YOU DO A BUNCH OF SHIT FOR THEM AND ALL THEY DO IS USE YOU AS A RATE BUIDER IF I SEEM LIKE I AM WHINING WELL TO FUCKING BAD I AM GETTING SICK OF THIS PLACE CHERRY TAP IS COOL BUT PICK YOUR FRIENDS WISELY PEOPLE WILL SHIT ON YOU DAMN QUICK ON HERE TO MANY PEOPLE HAVE LOST THE POINT OF THIS PLACE !!!!! SOME JACKASS ON HERE HAD THE GULL TO LEAVE ME A SMART ASS PRIVATE MESSAGE ABOUT MY PAGE BEING OVER BOARD AND SO ON WELL I WONT BROADCAST HIS ASS LIKE I SHOULD BECAUSE I DONT DO THT SO HERE IS TO YOU < YOU SLIPKNOT HATING AND JASON HATING POSER THAT YOU ARE PAL
This is a awesome Slipknot song be a real friend ,friend's and tell me what u think !!!
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She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through the cover in me
Id do an
i removed my private pics because i really did want them up in the first place a friend ask me to do it so i did so if anyone wants to know why i took them down its because im tired of people asking me to view them i dont know half the people that ask and im not a porn star sorry i dont really like my body and i dont like showing it to people so if anyone has a problem with me taking them down get over it its my body and i dont want to show it off and im tired of people asking me to thats all i have to say thank you for reading is this happing to any one else everytime i rated someone profile it tells sorry-your are rating to fast ur rating has been ignored and its not like im going through and rating tons of pages i just a couple like every once in a while this is bull shit and its starting to piss me off wtf is up with this shit someone please tell me and is it happening to anyone else besides me my baby is in a cutest baby contest plz vote for him this is the link to his pic
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OK I NEED ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS TO GO RATE THIS PIC IF YOU HAVE NOT YET. PLEASE I SO WOULD LIKE TO WIN A BLAST. ALSO REPOST THIS FOR ME GET YOUR FRIENDS TO HELP ME OUT AS WELL..THANK YOU SO MUCH
OK I NEED ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS TO GO RATE THIS PIC IF YOU HAVE NOT YET. PLEASE I SO WOULD LIKE TO WIN A BLAST. ALSO REPOST THIS FOR ME GET YOUR FRIENDS TO HELP ME OUT AS WELL..THANK YOU SO MUCH
Ever feel like you just don't belong anywhere. I feel like that alot. Standing at the bar between two tables realizing that I don't fit into either group. One group has their conversations and the other group has theres. Many times I stood alone with both groups backs to me. This is not me feeling sorry for my self it's just a self realization. There is nothing I can do to change it but I guess find some place where I do belong. I guess only time with tell. There is days when I don't even belong at work. I sit at my desk all by myself and it feels like there is another world going on beyond this room that I am in. Finding where I belong. It may be difficult and it is something I have struggled with most of my life but maybe some day I will. I guess as you get older you change. i agree some of us need to change. We grow and we get wiser or so we think. We make mistakes, we fix mistakes and then there are those mistakes that you put to the back of your mind not to necessari
YO I WANNA KNOW IF THE PEOPLE ON HERE HAS THE MUTHA FUCKIN BALLS TO WRITE ME AND TELL ME THAT MY BODY IS NSFW I WANNA KNOW WHO THE FUCK TAGGED 3 OF MY FUCKIN PICS NSFW IF YOU GOT THE FUCKIN BALL TO TAGGED IT HAVE THE FUCKIN BALLS TO WRITE AND SAY IM A FUCKIN BITCH IF YOU DONT LIKE MY PIC DONT LOOK AT THE MATTER FACT DONT FUCKIN COME TO MY DAMN PAGE. BITCH ASS MUTHA FUCKERS
THE MESSAGE IS TO WHO EVER TAGGED MY PICS NSFW AND IF YOU BOLD HIT ME UP
HEY TO EVERY ON IN MY FAMILY FRIENDS AND FANS AND TO EVERYONE IM A FAN OF IM BACK YOUR BOY THAT LOVES YOUR SEXY FEET IS BACK MY COMPUTER BROKE AND I HAD TO GET SOME MONEY TO GET A NEW N BACK YOUR SEXY MAN IS BACK AND LOOKIN TO CATCH UP SO IF YALL READ THIS DONT WAIT HIT ME UP AND LETS TALK HEY I NEED FEET PICS ANYONE SOMEONE I NEED FEET PICS PLEASE
Trust no future, however pleasant,
Let the dead past bury its dead;
Act, act in the living present,
Heart within, and God overhead
The evil, that men do, lives after them,
The good is oft interred with their bones.
Is this the land your Fathers loved,
The freedom which they toiled to win?
Is this the earth whereon they moved?
Are these the graves they slumber in?
To palter with us in a double sense:
And keep the word of promise to the ear,
But break it to the heart.
God speed the year of jubilee
The wide world o'er!
When from their galling chains set free,
Th' oppress'd shall vilely bend the knee,
And wear the yoke of tyranny
Like brutes no more.
That year will come, and freedom's reign.
To man his plundered rights again
God speed the day when human blood
Shall cease to flow!
In every clime be understood,
The claims of human brotherhood,
And each return for evil, good,
Not blow for blow;
That day will come all feuds to end,
Here Goes Nothing
Ok, it's been a while since I posted something on here. I guess I'm more interested in adding more people to my list and rating their NSF pix than doing anything productive on here. I just have a few things I wanted to say this time. First of all, to all the people i've added and never said hi to, I'm sorry, sometimes I can be isensitive, if you want to chat, just hit me up either on here or on yahoo(my sn is kaurik_warrior_fo_gaia). Next, I'd just like to say thank you to all of the people who have accepted my friends invitations. And last, but not least...yes I'm probably considered a perv, if you want to remove me from your list or you want me to add you to my family list, just let me know. How is everyone doing? I hope this finds everyone safe and horny as hell;). I have felt like there's been much to say lately, just racking up the CT friends (god I am such a geek at times. If you are one of the over 500 people whom Ive add since I've been on here and haven't even said hi to,
My feet and legs hurt so much right now......worked a lot the past two days. I also put in my two weeks notice today. It's not exactly something I wanted to do so soon, but after the past two days it seemed like something that needed to be done. I've made some really good friends working there, and I still consider them friends but I honestly can't take it anymore. There is way too much drama and backstabbing than needed for a pizzeria. And since it has all been undeservingly thrown in my direction lately some true colors have shown through.
I cried today, like really cried, for the first time in a long time. Afterward I wondered why I didn't feel any better to get it all out. I wondered why I still felt empty.
I don't even have any more words to explain it. She's got the kind of look that defies gravity
She's the greatest cook
And she's fat free
She's been to private school
And she speaks perfect French
She's got the perfect friends
Oh isn't she cool
She practices T
More Words Can Say
You're the one, who stole my heart,
Who can take my breath away.
You're the one, that makes me smile,
In everything you do and say.
You're the one, I'm dreaming of,
You are in my dreams every night.
You're the one, I want by my side,
So you can hold me so tight.
You're the one, I want in my arms,
To hold just you all night long.
You're the one, my passion burns for,
To show you our love is strong.
You're the one,I'm longing for,
To always feel your tender touch.
You're the one, my heart belongs to.
Because, I love you so very much.
The days we spent together,
The times we've shared,
I forgot what it was like,
For you to be near.
The smile you put in my face,
The silent kiss,
Made me remember,
That it was you whom I missed.
I felt the warmth of your glance,
That had once touched my heart,
And I swore to my self,
That we should never part.
This is what will keep us together,
Even when we're miles away,
So that we can be one,
When we meet ag
There will be workshops on Using WRAP in the Workplace; Basic Life Coaching Skills; Dialectical Behavior Therapy; Working with an Integrated (Consumer/Non-Consumer) Staff; Documentation Skills; Workplace Boundaries and Survival Skills for Consumer-Professionals; How the Americans with Disabilities Act Applies in the Workplace; Working with Co-Occuring Disorders; Plus, a Panel Presentation on Serving Diverse Communities. Happy New Year..Hoping All The ßest………
May This YearNot Seem Like A Test!!
I can smell the sweetness,
the nectar of god-like beings;
their sanctuary calling me.
my body craves the bosom
of sedated knowledge.
Lost in confusion,
my thoughts are adrift within
realms of twilight and the
lies it tells.
I ride the waves to the land beyond,
the tide carrying me farther
until I can no longer see the edge
of reality, its blinding coldness
just a memory etched upon my soul.
© Lizette Sinclair 2007 You know what people? I get sick and tired of seeing women put themselves down or go out of their way to please men. What the hell makes them so god damn special anyway?
Lets get this straight. We're suppose to be 5'8", 125 pounds and blonde. Why are women so hell bent on trying to be something they're not? Hey, if this describes you, great! Now get the fuck out of here so the rest of us can discuss!
What amazes me is this. The majority of men that demand this type of woman are so fucking gross it
Read Me =d
What Color Are You? YellowYour normal. You always no the right advise. Your friends always come to you and you know exactly what to say to them. You are shy but also bold. You only speak up when you need to. Take this test what kind of girlfriend are you ? your the perfect girlfriend !your always right there by his side and you never give up on him . he loves you and you love him unconditionally and you truely believe that love will never fail you ! Take this test
With tomorrows' 11's & a HH (or two...) I should make Lvl 19, tomorrow...
If you wanna trade HH 11's, tomorrow (if we have anything of each others' to rate, that is), then 'shout' me & we can 'get it on'...
... there's anywhere on here you can offer suggestions for possible site feature enhancements...?
Would people find it useful if there was a way to let profile visitors know which folders you've posted new photos in, by having the system flag the relevant folder in the folder list...?
Just a thought, although I don't doubt someone else will forward it to the relevant people... LOL At 17:29 BST, Kieran Edward John came into the world, weighing in at 9lb 11oz...
Mother & son are both doing well...
Why do women complain there are not enough good men to go around, yet the bullshit the good ones? Bad men aren't made, no, bad women make them bad. Men who were once on top of the world were brought down by a bad woman. It's not to say all women are bad. There are some good ones still left, but where are they? They're rare. Posted new salute.Waiting to be verified. Salute Accepted. I'm offical.
You gotta love this guy... This is a true story about a recent
wedding that took place at Clemson University.
It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it.
It was a large wedding with about 300 guests...
At the reception after the wedding, the groom got up on stage
with a microphone to talk to the crowd.
He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long
distances, to support them at their wedding.
He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to
thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception.
As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give
everyone a special gift just from him.
So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the
wedding party, was an envelope.
He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open
Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his Bride
having sex with the best man.
The groom had gotten suspicious of them we
I am so tired of all this b.s I rate all my friends pictures and stashes. I have more than a few friends here yet only 6 of my friends return the rates I mean come on people you expect me to rate all of your stuff well im not doing it anymore.The 6 or 7 who do return the rates and talk to me and dear friends you know who you are Iloves yas each and every one!!!
Date: Mar 2, 2007 5:47 PM
Subject URGENT NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Body: McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is!
This is very disturbing news. In addition to the following true story...
One son lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find the watch.
Instead, we found vomit, food, fece
You Are Not Destined to Rule the World
You are destined for something else...
Like inventing a new type of cupcake.
You just don't have the stomach for brutality.
But watch out - because many people do!
Are You Destined For World Domination? If you want an ID made by me, Abbit the Rabbit, then come by and let me know.
I need to know your Birthdate, Location, the name you want on it, and your CT ID #.
Just private message me the info and let me know.
Now that the contest is over I'm tired, lol. Didn't win, but oh well, it's all good. Congrats going out to the winners. =D
Mmmm...don't know what else to say, lol.
My Thoughts, Poems And Stories
I find it rather ‘odd’ as I peruse through CherryTAP, looking at profiles, pictures, and watching the picture marquee bar scrolling across my screen that 8 out of every 10 women are portraying themselves as sluts, half-clothed and loose. Have we as women lost so much of our self respect we feel that the only way to get a man’s attention is through his dick? Come on girls!!!!!! What happened to the virtue, integrity, morals and equality that the women of so long ago fought for?!?!?! I have no doubt those women are turning over in their graves at how women have trashed their rep....
The even sadder part of all of this is that it is these very same women that complain, moan and groan about how they are treated like crap. They flaunt their bodies and then get upset when the men respond in a manner in which they don’t feel is justified. Just what the hell did you expect?
I think it’s time that women of class, respect, integrity and morals stand up, keep our clothes on and act
SAND & STONE
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING
THROUGH THE DESERT.
DURING SOME POINT OF THE
JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN
ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND
SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE
IN THE FACE.
THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED
WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT
WROTE IN THE SAND:
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.
THEY KEPT ON WALKING,
UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,
WHERE THEY DECIDED
TO TAKE A BATH
THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN
SLAPPED, GOT STUCK IN THE
MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING,
BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.
AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM
THE NEAR DROWNING,
HE WROTE ON A STONE:
"TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SAVED MY LIFE ".
When I first sign up for this contest (The Most Sexiest Cherry Contest) I was thinking this will be a fun thing to do. I was so wrong its wasnt fun at all. it was a pain in the ass I ended up posting 7 bulletins and hardly no one responed to my bulletins . At one point I was thinking to myself its obvious that im not doing something right here so i kept tryi
I have been on Fubar back when it was called Lost Cherry. I have met some wonderful people and then I have met some real losers. Men who claimed to be freinds but really wanted soemone to talk dirty to them, someone who wanted to have sex with them. Casue i have kids they thought I was lackign in sex and so therefore would jump at the chance to screw them! Guys you do not know me. Read my profile. Whatdoes it say? Why do you all coem ot me with this garbage? A freind on here was going to come meet me. Texted me and told me that they were just coming out of Huntsville. So I thought they would be here in an hour. By 6 they had still to show up and I couldn't get a hold of them. I knew i nmy heart that they weren't coming. That once again i trsuted someone to only get HURT. Why coem up with a BS story. Either you want to come meet me and my kids or not. Dont' lie! This so-called freind got online yesterday and BLOCKED me! WHY? He's sick. So here i sit. Valentines is
Secrets From A Gypsy Mind
We'll have stamps and the ole-fashioned Pony Express. *grin*
Send me a PM with your physical address if you want me to write to you.
And donations to help keep me in stamps would be appreciated.
Paypal is firstname.lastname@example.org
Any and all donations, no matter how small, will be appreciated. Today was worse.
Gabe got hurt by one of Mike's video game books he left lying around.
Mike fell down the stairs.
Mike and I argued and I was grabbed again. This time, no bruises yet.
His mom told us if we couldn't work it out, there's the door.
I feel like this whole rotten thing is my fault. He is now 10 lbs...two pounds in just two weeks...wow.
I'm in shock.
if you have myspace and if you would like to add me http://www.myspace.com/192342736 i hope to talk to you soon
chuck aka fireman185
Rantings Of Ur Mom
Just got a text from the kid, why is it that people who move out of state have to rub your face in how much better other states are? $2.89 for gas she says. No shit. I almost cried when we hit Rte 15 in CT last night. Back up to $3.39. Was Under $3 in VA, MD, Del, & NJ. Oh, got lost in friggen Newark ghettoland on the way home. I was driving. Told Chuck he sucked at his job, as a copilot. He said well, I wrote it all down, I just took control, I should know where I'm going. Story of our fucking life. Yeah, it's kinda hard not to when he's staring at the tv on the couch all day & shit's gotta get done. OK, anyhoo.
So we get to out resort at like 7:00 Saturday night, get unpacked, & hear this reallllly loud, reallllly low plane flying overhead. Scared the shit out of us. There's a Naval Air base a few blocks behind us. They have those 'I love jet noise' stickers for sale all over the place, & 'the sound of freedom' with a pic of an f-18. These f-18s were flying by every minute or so a
The Cherry Ladder Of Fame
Hi everyone I just want to say thanks so much for all the love and the comments lately. I had been feeling pretty bummed out these past few days, so it really put a smile on my face to see all the love. Special hugs and kisses to Beamer, Craig and Andrew who always go that extra mile, love you guys... :)
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Get more @ CherryTagz.com Just passing along my condolences to the family and friends of Ft Lewis who lossed their loved ones in the recent road side bombing...I will be praying for your comfort and closure and and the future days ahead
God Bless all of you
Ricki aka Cheekyone
From The Mind Of The Swamp Fox
I dont care how many friends i lose over this
Body: Month One
I am only 4 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.
You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.
You went to the doctor today.
He awoke in a dark chamber, lying on a cold stone floor. It was night time. He could tell by the crack that ran halfway up the domed ceiling
high above. What had brought him here, Clyde wondered. He tried to sit up, but was recieved by a deep, throbbing, and excrutiating physical pain
that swept from his legs and arms, chilling his entire body as he tried to scream out. His voice caught in his throat as his body refused to allow
his lungs so much as an exhale. He lolled his head to the side on the stone floor where he lay. The pain slowly passed and receded into a constant,
excrutiating throb. Memories flooded his mind, vividly reminding him of the torture he had endured over the past few days.
It was only three days ago when he got a phone call from his girlfriend, telling him she was leaving him for another man. To, Clyde, it was
as if he had stepped out of his own body as she spoke the words. She told him how he had no future, that his goals in life were to si
¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5
mins and your rep
The decision's been made
Soon this will end
I can no longer cry
My tears are dry
I want to scream out, "I'm sorry"
But I've lost my voice
I want to ask, "Please, forgive me?"
But you wont hear
You've turned from me
You no longer see me
All I am to you is a disapointment
One you've left behind
So whether I
Use this knife
Or swallow these pills
You'll never again have to worry
I'm only doing what you want
Breathing my last breath
I ask,"Did you ever love me?" Wandering alone in the dark
Screaming from the pain
My heart is slowly breaking
Tears streaming down my cheeks
I've been crying for so long
Ease my pain
Dry my tears
My world was once bright
Now there's only a pinprick
In the far distance
Always evading my reach
Never close enough to touch
I'm in hell. I cant believe
It isnt true
You couldnt have done this
But here's the proof
Right in my face
This slap burns
The cut bleeds
FW: Fwd: FDA Watch
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen.
The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin.
Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market
OK it's time to use the power of the blog. I will be posting this blog up at several sites, not just this one.
My roommate and I had Lingo for a few months before realizing all the hidden charges they were collecting from us. In April of this year, we tried to cancel and were given assurances that our service was cancelled and there was nothing else to worry about. Well, 6 months later WE ARE STILL GETTING BILLED MONTHLY no matter HOW many times we call and talk with a supervisor. Tonight, we've finally contacted our bank and said enough's enough.
Now I used to work as a federal skip-tracer, so I thought I'd see just what I could dig up on this company. How about this for starters? They've inflated their NASDAQ (PRTL) share price and are now under investigation by the U.S. SEC (Securities & Exchange Commission). But this next part is where it got interesting.
Their Executive Vice President is a gentleman by the name of John DePodesta who is also listed in PrimusTel'
Check out my comment on my page. I'm just trying to figure out what is going on. Kinda getting creepy. Kinda getting close to closeing down my 360 page which would suck cuz i have a lot of good friends on there too...
Thanks for understanding... I feel extremely drained and tired today. I want to cry but I have no tears. I'm alone for a few hours (which is what I wanted today) but something doesn't feel right. Today is the day she died, 9 years ago. I remember her nurse who was crying. The hospital was brand new, it was only open a week before her surgery and I remember Eric asking if she was the first to die there. I remember walking out of the hospital and seeing her car seat in the car and Eric putting it in the trunk. I remember walking into my parents house and 50 people standing up at once and me fleeing down the hall. I didn't want to see anyone. I remember going to the florist, who did all the flower arrangements for free because she used to watch Lauren for a few hours a d
Oh, dark, distant blood o' mine; feeling no pain
Guiding those demons into your vein
Drifting far away; lost in those dreams
Swallowed by the dragon ruling your brain
A place here on earth; no, not your tea
Searching for a way to set the Devil free
Finding your faith in a magic white dust
The only remedy you knew how to trust
Secrets that you carried-
Deep into the ground
Answers that you sought,
Would never be found
Losing all the battles
Before they even started
You seemed so in a hurry,
To walk with the departed
Those eyes, they never opened
Tell me, what did you fear
Filled up with such illusions,
Like you don't belong here
You knew all along, it wasn't your place
All they had to do was look at your face
Saw all the lines that made it so clear
One more battle with the dragon was near
Oh, dark, distant blood 'o mine, feeling no pain
Living for those demons inside your vein
Things never changing; always the same
Can't slay the dragon ins
Just jumped online for a second to check mail & clean up the friend's list because I was getting like 4-10 emails from CT because someone wanted to show me some blog post....
Hell if I know.....
Anyway if you wanna catch me online? Your best bet is Yahoo Messanger: hukastar
I'm rarely ever on CT anymore.....got tooo much real life drama to be dealing with internet drama too....
xoxox - Shana/Dahlia My entire life has been thrown upside down in one weekend.....
I tend to keep my personal life off the internet but since this has to do with the internet ina round about way then "what the hell"...
I've spent the better part of the last 4 & 1/2 building a person up & waiting for said person to grow up & be the man I need him to be only to end up spinning my heels in a hell of my own making....
And just when I give up hope & accept my fate to be stuck in this situation for the rest of whatever & that my heart will never heal.....along comes a man that could change everything
I hate it when ppl accuse me of bein somethin I'm not. Anyone that knows me, knows that I only obsess over vampire books and my 3 favorite colors (black, purple, and silver) and not men. I've never obsessed over a man. Yeah, there was one that I talked about a lot (and still do), but I've never been obsessed with him. So, unless you wanna get on my bad side, don't accuse me of bein somethin I'm not. Instead, just ask me about it first. well for those who didn't know i was pregnant for about 14 weeks... well i just had a majorly painful miscarriage today... i didn't want it to happen but i guess these things happen... it hurts more in my heart then it did in my tummy... me and bleu wanted this to happen so bad... i think i'll be cryin for the next several days... i wish this didn't happen... i guess we'll try again later... it hurts so bad... it was my first pregnancy and this had to happen... i feel so horrible that i lost mine and bleu's first baby... i'm so sry my lost little o
Life And Death.......
I just found out that a very close family friend has passed away. She had a heart attack in her home last night.
Mary lived a very hard life. But she was ALWAYS one of the sweetest people I have ever met. She would do anything for anyone! It didn't matter what she was going through. She loved everyone and she loved to show it! She would pick up any child near her and just hug until she couldn't hug anymore......
I know that she has grandchildren, not sure how many.
To Marys' family, I am so sorry for your loss! Your mom was a TRULY great person! I wish she could have had a better life! The life that she deserved!
You were one of the greatest people I have ever met! I know you are in a better place now and you can finally be happy. I love you and I know that you will be missed by sooooooooo many! Rest In Peace. I will see you again someday......... Mary Jo (Schwender) Ardito
Ardito, Mary Jo (Schwender) In loving memory, born 6/28/57, died 3/9/07. Survived by lo
Karma Is A Bitch, And So Am I
You Are Lightning
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence
You are best known for: your power
Your dominant state: performing
What Type of Weather Are You? Silvery moonbeams
in the night.
On silent feet
denizens of the night
on the shore,
waiting in the silence
to see her face
in the night sky.
And She smiles.
~Selene © 2007
And leaves thirst
In its wake.
For love so real
It cannot be
In a vessel
Wanting for love
So I cannot
Breathe from it.
With grasping tendrils
And wonder why
Am I so far ahead
What I Want, Where I Want, How I Want ...
OMG it's almost time to go get my man ... just a few more mins before i leave ... i'm so nervous/excited!! lol ... it's weird how someone u know so well and have been with for so long can still give u butterflies when u haven't seen them in awhile. I know what I'm gonna do ... I'm gonna latch onto him and not let go, that's what LOL ... like i did the night they took him away. I think the cops were getting irritated cause i didn't want to let him go. :P ... anyway, i gotta go put the finishing touches on my makeup, then I'm off! Will be back later today (after all the appointments). i log into my account for the first time in at least a month and guess who's been here? lol
they just can't get enough of me, can they? must be eating them up to not be able to see any recent activity on my end. Too bad, they're going to have to find their drama and entertainment somewhere else.
(though a good source has told me that they've done just that. instead of using things i've ACTUALLY said o
Just Bloggin Ya'll
Man: “Haven’t we met before?”
Woman: “Maybe. I’m the receptionist at the VD Clinic.”
Man: “Haven’t I seen you someplace before?
Woman: “Yeah, that’s why I don’t go there anymore.”
Man: “Is this seat empty?”
Woman: “Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down.”
Man: “So, wanna go back to my place ?”
Woman: “Well, I don’t know. Will two people fit under a rock?”
Man: “Your place or mine?”
Woman: “Both. You go to yours and I’ll go to mine.”
Man: “I’d like to call you. What’s your number?”
Woman: “It’s in the phone book.”
Man: “But I don’t know your name.”
Woman: “That’s in the phone book too.”
Man: “So what do you do for a living?”
Woman: “I’m a female impersonator.”
Man: “Hey, baby, what’s your sign?”
Woman: “Do not Enter”
Man: “How do you like your eggs in the morning?”
Woman: “Unfertilized !”
Man: “Hey, come on, we’re both here at this bar for the same reason”
Woman: “Yeah! Let’s pick up some chicks!”
im getting sick. i dont like it. BERLIN (Reuters) - A German man who had been drinking heavily at Munich's Oktoberfest beer festival got stuck in a chimney for 12 hours while trying to climb into a friend's apartment, police said Friday.
After finding his friend was not at home, the 27-year-old climbed on to the roof of a neighboring building at about 2 a.m. Thursday and headed for what he thought was a gap in the wall between the two houses.
He found himself sliding almost 30 meters (98 feet) head first into a chimney, a spokesman for Munich police said.
An 82-year-old janitor from the hotel next door eventually heard the man's calls for help and he was rescued at around 2 p.m. by fire brigade officers who knocked a hole into the side of the chimney to liberate him, the spokesman said.
He had managed to turn around and had removed his clothes to try to help him squeeze back up.
"Miraculously, he was only slightly injured in the fall, sustaining just
of my swollen kiss.
to places of bliss.
Touches my softness
the lightening does bring.
The erotic desires
together does sting.
My heart does cry
with thoughts untold.
With you my knight
the world unfolds!
As darkness falls it screams her name,
Caressing her gently with fallen rain,
Erotic abandon to pleasures pain,
Enraptures my heart to my dying day!!! YOU ARE MY HERO,
FOR YOU I'M IN FEAR
COME TO ME SOFTLY,
IT'S YOU I HOLD DEAR
THINK OF THE LAUGHTER,
THINK OF THE TEARS
COME TO ME SOLDIER,
I WAIT FOR YOU HERE.
SOLDIERS OF KINDNESS,
IT'S YOU I HEAR
I'VE TOLD YOU I'M WAITING,
I'VE TOLD YOU I'M HERE
I CALL TO YOU SWEETLY,
I STILL WAIT NEAR
I WILL BE WAITING,
FOR YOU TO RETURN
I LOVE YOU MY HERO'S,
I WILL FOREVER LONG
COME TO ME GENTLY,
BE EMBRACED IN MY ARMS
PEOPLE ARE WAITING,
FOR YOU TO COME HOME
JUST REMEMBER MY DARLINGS,
ME CALLING YOUR NAME
COME TO ME QUIETLY
COME TO ME WHOLE
Reason within this jaded world have shown the truth and still, we find that within this life we live that pain remains the real.
we fly to freedom with shackled feet and believe that we can soar, under slave menatlity we reach for truth within this life thats sold.
Where children starve and fight for life we rest in comforts home, we sit and converse of others guilt and aim with righteous stones.
The truth be told we are slaves to crablike mentality, to rise we step on thoats of friends knowing we will never be free.
"This is nothing personal, just something that came to me"
What do you think, please comment!!!! We starve within these streets of pain while the world around us fight to gain, something that is shared with those who have and abundance of things taken for granted.
We bite the sugar bullet of a world that mocks and hates, within these walls of comforts passion we suffer the same fate.
I stand stall with a fist held high, scream strong to fight the powe
Book 9 Bram Stoker The Jewel Of Seven Stars
'Now, as to the Star Jewel! This she manifestly regarded as the greatest of her treasures. On it she had engraven words which none of her time dared to speak.
'In the old Egyptian belief it was held that there were words, which, if used properly--for the method of speaking them was as important as the words themselves--could command the Lords of the Upper and the Lower Worlds. The "hekau", or word of power, was all important in certain ritual. On the Jewel of Seven Stars, which, as you know, is carved into the image of a scarab, are graven in hieroglyphic two such hekau, one above, the other underneath. But you will understand better when you see it! Wait here! Do not stir!'
As he spoke, he rose and left the room. A great fear for him came over me; but I was in some strange way relieved when I looked at Margaret. Whenever there had been any possibility of danger to her father, she had shown great fear for him; now she was calm and placid. I said nothing, but waited.
In two or
Book 10 Arthur Conan Doyle, The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
Sadly thats the end of the chapter on the Book,The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes,By Conan Doyle,i hope you have enjoyed it. this book is one of my Favourites.
LEKRAFT The Adventure of the Noble Bachelor
The Lord St. Simon marriage, and its curious termination, have long ceased to be a subject of interest in those exalted circles in which the unfortunate bridegroom moves. Fresh scandals have eclipsed it, and their more piquant details have drawn the gossips away from this four-year-old drama. As I have reason to believe, however, that the full facts have never been revealed to the general public, and as my friend Sherlock Holmes had a considerable share in clearing the matter up, I feel that no memoir of him would be complete without some little sketch of this remarkable episode.
It was a few weeks before my own marriage, during the days when I was still sharing rooms with Holmes in Baker Street, that he came home from an afternoon stroll to find a letter on the table wa
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Contest Of Mine And My Friends
these two girls are great friends and need you comments to when this contest... please comment bomb them and they and i will return the favor...
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I understand how little high school kids get a little thrill out of all this rating and friends lists crap but us more mature people? Well, I just have to laugh. Add me as a friend and then don't talk to me at all? That is just stupid. Is it that important that we have 1000 name friends list and all the ratings? Does it somehow validate our lives? If it does than we are in bigger trouble than I thought. Thankfully, I know what it's all about, but for the future. Don't even bother adding me if you are not interested in getting to know me or even taking the time to drop me a line from time to time. If your friends list size is a true measure of your life and you as a person, than you have some serious issues. Of course, that's just my opinion, I could be wrong. Maybe just a pet peave of mine, but if I take the time to rate you the least you can do is acknowledge it. Even if I am the most hideous thing you have ever seen, there is nothing wrong with just saying thanks. But that's just my
Works By Magic Mike The Poet C-towns Finest
A very simple dime,dropped because they thought you did a crime..No one wants to hear what you have to say, time is up on your life today..A dimes value is only ten pennies, but after it's dropped it will affect so many..Now your standing in court with nothing to say, and this is your judgement day..Who can tell between right and wrong,when once captured we all sing the same song..And this may be true of some, but I am not the one..I was on the the block like always grinding, and had no idea this kind of trouble I'd be finding.. just then a car flies down the street, six shot's later a family to rest in peace..I reacted what would you do,emptied the clip and layed to rest their crew..Now here I stand to face my crime, all caused by the drop of a dime..... CHOICES LIKE SO MANY VOICES IN MY HEAD,
FROM THE EARLY MORNING TILL I HIT THE BED.
THIS IS A TRUE STORY THAT IS STILL BEING WRITTEN,
IT HAPPENED TO HER AND IT COULD HAPPEN TO YOU AND I AM NOT KIDDING.
YOU SEE WHEN YOU GROW UP YOU
Today is Mother's Day mom
And you've been on my mind all day
I would give anything to be able to see you once again
Because there's so much I'd like to say
Growing up you tried your best
To give me what you could
When I hurt you held me in your arms
And comforted me like no one else ever would
You would always kiss my tears away
And wrap me in your arms
You made me feel safe and secure
And tried to protect me from all harm
We didn't always see eye to eye
And at times we didn't get along
But if I could hear your voice once more
It would be like a sweet sweet song
You taught me morals and values
And the true meaning of life
You taught me how to overcome
All of life's obstacles and strife
You taught me what real love was
And to never settle for less
To always hold my head up high
And make each situation the best
You taught me that it's okay to cry
But to not let life get me down
You taught me how to be strong
Even in the midst of my frowns
Wonderings Of A Warped Mind
Why women should leave the toilet seat up!
In the on going battle of toilet seat up or down I would like to submit the following in evidence toward the argument that women should leave the toilet seat up.
When using the toilet the average women have, at most, 7 movements required to use it. With seat down:
1. Lift dress/skirt/drop pants.
2. Drop panties
3. Sit down
4. Stand up
5. Pull up panties
6. Pull up pants/drop dress/skirt
Now men, under the same conditions, have 12 movements to perform the same function.
1. Put up seat.
2. Unzip pants
3. Move shirt out of way
4. Open underwear
5. Dig it out
7. Shake it (believe it that it is a required movement)
8. Put it back in underwear
9. Zip up pants.
10. Tuck in shirt.
12. Put down toilet seat.
As you can see men are required to perform 5 more movements than women. It is easy to miss one or more of the required movements. That is why men are often seen with their zippers down or wet
So I got my heart broke once again. Why do I deserve to be lied to? I just found out that my whole 2 yrs relationship was full of lies and deceit. He said that he loved me. But tell me how you can love someone and lie to them all the time. I gave him everything even my heart. And he was careless with it. Now in my mind who can I trust now? Are there any men and can be truthful? So far I’m striking out. I am a great person with a caring heart. What did I do to be treated like shit? give her a hoodie of yours so other people know shes taken by you
leave her sweet messages for when she wakes up
sneak up behind her
grab her by the waist
do ANYTHING to make her smile
ALWAYS make her laugh
tell her shes beautiful not sexy
tell her she has amazing eyes
buy her things just because
when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend
say i love you to her face not just over the phone
if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay
A Lunatic's Ramblings
So after a little over a week, that emotion of bitterness finally set in and I really don't like it. Hopefully this will be a short lived phase. I know I have to go through these things and that I have to face these feelings, but I really wish I could just be numb. I long for numbness!
I got to talking with a co-worker today about holidays and I nearly broke down in tears. Thankfully, I waited until I was in my car on my way home. I've gotten really good at the art of criving *driving+crying*. You know, in the past 6 years, I've spent maybe 2 holidays with my own family. Every other holiday I was either working, or I made it a point to be with my significant other's family. I was committed for life, so it was an okay sacrifice I thought. I realized today how much it really hurts to know that I made that sacrifice and it wasn't even acknowledged as such and that maybe I made it for nothing. Nothing? Really? I hurt my family and distanced myself from my neices and nephews because I wa
My Family - Past & Present
Lets see, where do I begin?! Through Mike (MJBlette - see previous blog), I met his best friend Deb a.k.a. D.A.M.. As I went to Mike's page daily, I started reading the comments that Deb left on his page and on his pics and just knew she was someone I wanted to say hi to but waited until she was in a contest. Mike asked for my support in helping her in the contest (I think it was a Hot Mom but could have been Hot Bod contest...hehe) and I gladly went over and helped. As Mike & her were comment bombing back and forth, I got in on the conversation. Deb wasn't sure I knew how to take her & Mike's comments since some of them were really raunchy. lol But her personality is a lot like mine and we both have a great sense of humor so I knew they didn't mean anything bad by their comments. Needless to say, in a short period of time, Debbie & I started talking with one another and became friends.
Then a few months ago, Mike decided to have a 3 way call so that Debbie & I could talk on the p
Counting The Days - Goldfinger
So here i go and there you went...again
Just another stupid thing that i done wrong.
Locked up in my head, knocked down, beaten, left for dead
With all those brilliant things i should have said.
I gotta get away, and find something to do
'Cause everything i hear, everything i see, reminds me of you.
Still counting the days i've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4...
Still counting the days that you've been gone.
Day one, was no fun.
Day two, i hated you.
By day three i wish you'd come right back to me.
Day four, five and six, well i guess you just don't give a shit.
Day seven, this is hell. this is hell.
I gotta get away, and find something to do.
But everything i hear, everything i see, reminds me of you.
Still counting the days i've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4...
Still counting the days that you've been gone.
Still counting the days since you left me. 1, 2, 3 ,4...
Still counting the days since you've been gone.
A thousand things i
Tra La La
Why did this happen?
No its beyond my control
What did i do wrong?
But it wasnt my fault
I tried to warn you
Did you miss the signs
You cant blame me
I told you to stay away
Why didnt you listen?
Dammit why do i care
This is your mess
You did this
Your the one that got too involved
I told you to stop
Just BACK THE FUCK OFF!
Did i not sound serious enough
Could i have been anymore explainatory with the situation
Listen to my words
Thats what i kept saying
You blocked out my voice
Now look your heart is paying for it
Dont change the subject
I wont even hear it
How could you put me through this pain?
All you had to do is GO AWAY!
But you wouldnt
Now look what happened
I told you to FUCKIN LISTEN!
Suffer by yourself
I dont care anymore....
GOODBYE comes easily
I guess you shouldve been LISTENING!!!! its no good its a disease
theres no cure just blank instinct
you cant love its an incapability
you cant feel your too strong
you cant break your invisible
well today was an ok day until 3pm when i got hit by an off duty cop now i hurt so bad just thought i would let all know ok i am kinda creeped out today. had a great day at school, first day back yeah me... came home went shopping, and found lots of stuff for my neice for school. Then i get home and find that someone from my past that wants nothing to do with me checks me out and says nothing to me i me come on if you are going to check me out and i know you personally at least say hello or some stuff lol. well all as we know today was not a great day cuz of the weather but besides that it was wonderful. my neice is doing so much better since she moved in here. school is going great just board when we have nothing to do at all. days like this no one gets there hair done so i was board got a manicure today getting a pedicure tomorrow hopefully. well if you read this go get your hair done at toledo acadmey of beauty culture we do great jobs. later all
i went and took my driving test and passed it finally......yyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh I put some pics of my new baby up on june 3rd took a home pregnancy test and it came out positive went to the dr on june 10th got confirmed that i am pregnant (oh yea pregant again)
Likking The Cherry
With all of the thingz i know about the internet and computerz, i realize the potential the internet can have 2 be a meanz 4 advertizing and even running a service from the internet. The sad part....no one else around me can see this.
The internet on the whole today iz seen az a hobby, just az iz the musicianz work that u steal music from daily, and all the pictures that u take and put up on your profilez daily.
Well let me remind every single one of u of something. I have written, recorded and produced my own music. I have created my own websites, built my own programz, created my own broadcast show.....
I KNOW WHAT TIME AND EFFORT GOEZ IN2 such thingz.
So if tehrez so much time and effort put in2 them, why are they seen az a hobby by all of u on the net? well i'll tell u....
Becauze we have somehow made it so performance outweighs creativity. Think about all of the cd'z u have....U love the music eh? U love the way the beat grabz u....
well have u ever wondered who may
all my life
iv been surrounded by the night
walking in the dark
moon light guilds my way
for every step i make
the grave yard is my place
each stone colder then the last
pitch black on this night
with the lose of my sight
i cause of the pain of others
reather i know it or not
thats all i am
thats all i cause
anger is all i feel
hate is all i give
not careing for others
or tragic events
as i look into the distance
i see a light
very bright but not so clear
questions run throw my mind
a new sight to behold my eyes
my cuoristie gets the best of me
as i run faster and faster
the light is a person
the light is the girl
those feelings of anger
are no longer there
the hate still lingers
for most of the world
as time gose on
she makes me happy
words are spoken
hours on end
she is a light
the brighest of them all
and she is my friend
this light is my happiness
this light is my peace
this is the light
which i am banded from
So I totally love how a song or its lyrics can totally help you cope with something or help change your opinion of something...That happen to me recently. Anyone that knows me fairly well knows I've been fighting my heart in a truly screwed up situation and allowing it to bring me down time and time again...Well you know what...FUCK IT! I'm over it.... I've truely decided to overcome it for good. I'm done letting myself feel shitty over it. It's not worth it, and it's obvious that it's nothing good for me....so there it is...I'm finished trying to figure it out...and thank you Sugarland...you help provide my epiphany in deciding I don't have to live this way..it's not worth it .
Attention All Fubar People
attn friends and family im up for auction so come on by show sum luv and bid on me http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=661564&albumid=1634271&i=1109876035&idx=5 hi i am desperately trying to lev el up so please send some luv my way and comment and rate my stash and pics i will be very greatful thanks although i am not a marine but i support them because they are on the same side as us. they fight for the same reason as the army. November 10th 1775 was the day the United States Marine Corps was born. When November 10th comes this year i will have a drink to honor all the fallen Marines through out the years. I hope who reads this will to.
There's a hundred years of history
and a hundred before that
All gathered in the thinkin'
Goin' on beneath this hat.
The cold flame burns within him
'Til his skin's as cold as ice
And the dues he paid to get here
Are worth every sacrifice.
All the miles spend sleepy drivin'
All the money down the drain,
All the 'if I's' and 'nearly's,'
All the bandages and pain,
All the female tears left dryin',
All the fever and the fight
Are just a small down payment
On the ride he makes tonight.
It's guts and love and glory,
One mortal's chance at fame.
His legacy is rodeo
And cowboy is his name.
©Baxter Black Life Must Go On....
By Cursed Cowboy
Life can be cold and mean,
Hurt and pain are your only friends.
Tears run down my face
Wishing you were here,
Holding me tight and never let me go.
But I know this cant be,
We must part for now.
Not forever you will see,
A new day comes and a new sun rises.
I will be there waiting, hoping,wishing,
Soon you will se
Story That I Was Inspired To Do Because Of Lord Lestat...
/www.snapvine.com/images/gadget/backgrounds/cemetary.jpg");background-repeat:no-repeat">Get Your Own Voice PlayerManage God this is a long one...it started out as just having chronic kidney infections every yr...then while in the middle of a theater one sun. night i got really sick and pale and started to shake thinking my sugar might be low i ate something waited until the movie was over come back out and still no change my face was white and i felt so sick...they took me to the hospital...they did cat scans and couldnt find anything wrong...then i went to my doctor after a few months and then told them what was going on and the problems i had been having within those few months...i then found out that i had severe clinical depression,acid reflux,and severe stomach problems...they then sent me to an endocrinologist and i found out that i was also a diabetic so i was put on meds for that and they made me sick so i took myself off of them and havent ben on them since...i've been in and
don't answer this back, i'm deleting my account, tired of sitting online and nobody talk to me. This will be randomly written.
See I got fired from Hardee's where i worked from age 16 until age 18 or 19. i'm not complaining, but it wasn't fair especially since i worked my ass off for them to outdo mcdonalds. but while i worked there i bought food for the place i live at now, had the place stocked to the rims with food. and now it's barely any food because most of the money goes to my stepdad's obsession with beer and bingo. i have no job so i have no say in what they buy right? but shouldn't a household have enough food in it to make 3 meals a day? i only eat one meal a day because i'm afraid that if i eat 3 meals a day that the food will be gone before the next day my mom gets paid. and sometimes i have to go ask neighbors for stuff which i know they get tired of supporting us when we should have enough money to get the things we ask for. what do ya'll think? Yeah I'm not me
to all my sexxii friends and family im in a 7 day blast please come show me sum love i will return the love to all who help me
click the pic GOOD EVENIN
I HAVE STARTED SCHOOL, LAST WEEK AN WORK FULL TIME NOW , I WONT BE ON AS MUCH DO TO HOMEWORK AN MY JOB IM ALWAYS BRING WORK HOME NOT ENOUGH HOURS IN THE DAY TO DO ALL , I WONT BE ON AS MUCH, I WILL COME THROUGH ON THE WEEKENDS AS MUCH AS I CAN, FOR MY FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MADE YOU KNOW HOW TO KEEP IN TOUCH MUCH LOVE TO ALL good evenin to all
i hope all of my family, friends of are doin well, i just stop to tell everyone i do miss all , but with me workin an goin to school an takin care of my family at home i dont have much time to hang out on fubar much as i do miss everyone i have to keep the focus on my studies , yes its hard but im lovin every minute of goin to school, if any one wants to keep in touch heres my yahoo rubia153@YAHOO, when im not on fubar i wll log on weekends onlys , i do check my yahoo evryda
40 And Naughty
geeez this system is really slow tonight, anyways i'm outta here going to bed to get rid of this day!!!!!!! and now i've just found out that this f@#*ing computer has a virus!!!! wish someone would just drop by and give me some t.l.c for my frazzled nerves and busted ego.
Ranting And Ravings!
Hey all my freaks and fans, Im on sort of a Internet Hiatus, I am on Dial Up only and for some reason I have been having issues with Fubar locking up for me. This message was put on here by my sexy ass friend Chelle, because I cannot seem to get onto Fubar long enough to do a damn thing. So please bare with me. I will be on when I can get on...and remember! "Friends Don't Let Friends Use Dial-UP!"t Well,
It sux, Im sick of dealing with all the crap I keep getting shoveled Onto me.The Doctors have determined that I need to go back under the knife. They HAVE to undo my current Double Fusion, and then redo it and add 2 more discs to it.The last surgery took 6 hours, this one will be 8-12 and I will be in the hospital for 4-7 days.
BUT, WAIT here is the kicker! Workmans Comp Or IWIF as it is called here wont approve the surgery right away, so we have to try to get me pain management sessions, WHICH IWIF denied 2 times last year. And IWIF Put my surgery off for almost 2 years last time.
Just Some Stuff I Love!
The following is allegedly an actual question given in a University of Washington chemistry mid-term exam.
Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)?
Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following:
First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving.
As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you are not a member of their faith, you will go to Hell. Since there is more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can relia
Getting To Know Someone
As many times as I've seen you smile it never fails to brighten up my day
As many times as I've heard you laugh, it's still alwyas lifts my spirits and makes me realize that things aren't always as bad as they seem
As often as I've felt your arms around me when you hold me close, it never ceases to make me feel secure
And as often as I've heard you say."I LOVE YOU"
I never tire of saying them.
I never stop apprecating, your honesty, sensitivity, thoughtfulness or generosity, most of all.
As often as I'm with you I never stop appreciating what we have together or what a blessing it is to have you in my life.
A mother's love determines how
We love ourselves and others.
There is no sky we'll ever see
Not lit by that first love.
Stripped of love, the universe
Would drive us mad with pain;
But we are born into a world
That greets our cries with joy.
How much I owe you for the kiss
That told me who I was!
The greatest gift--a love of life--
random lyrics to spell my life
do you think I’m a nasty girl?
I’ll let you whip me when I misbehave
so what if you can see the darker side of me
this is who I really am inside
I’m in over my head
I fell to temptation
I’ve got a jet black heart
I just want to feel that high
you don’t know me
I tried to be someone else
I feel like myself again
I can’t change who I am, not this time
I think it’d be nice just to lose control, just once
I finally found myself
no one will ever tame this animal I have become
I like it rough
I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
the love we share seems to go nowhere
once I ran to you, now I run from you
all I wanted was you
this could be our sick love song
I just want to be loved
I’m stronger than you’ll ever know
I’m always here for you
you hate everything about me
why do you love me?
look in my eyes, you’re killing me
I can’t escape this hell
I can’t change who I am, not this time
I am just what you see
you can’t st
Best Memorial Tattoo Contest
I am letting all my friends know I am a single man agian!things did not work out with me and Cathy !I wish her well! so I am free agian!so send your boy some love! I am letting all my friends know I am a single man agian!things did not work out with me and Cathy !I wish her well! so I am free agian!so send your boy some love! I am letting all my friends know I am a single man agian!things did not work out with me and Cathy !I wish her well! so I am free agian!so send your boy some love!
Picks Of Luv & Music
(repost of original by 'Butterflymember of Memory Lounge of Lovely,Loving Ray and Angels' on '2007-09-09 22:10:05')
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Your Social Dysfunction:Normal
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You are 87% normal
You are shockingly normal... and since normal doesn't really exist, that is kinda scary. In fact, you are scarier than the most abnormal person. Go you!
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You are 41% High-Maintenance!
You're a little high-maintenance, but not that much. You like being pampered, but that doesn't mean you're afraid of hard work - you can get the job done, if need be.
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i have poured out my heart and i poured out my tears... not sure when they will stop or if they ever will. maybe its true love just isnt enough. that there has to be more, i dont know what that more is to be... i give all i can give and still feel that isnt enough. there are no promises on what will happen from day 2 day in this life. will the tears ever stop and does a broken heart ever mend?????? who would have ever thought after almost 20 years i would find my sons father on hear... we have not talked or seen eah other in that long and now hear he is. The time we have spent on hear talking and the time we have spent together has remind both of us on much we missed in each others lives..The last we seen each other he was getting married and i knew i was pregnant, but he was my best friend and i wanted him to know happiness so i didnt say a word and couldnt go threw with watchin him marry someone else. For i never got a chance or gutz to tell him how i felt or about the child i just
Have you heard about this case? Great answer from the judge!In Florida , an atheist became incensed over the preparation of Easter and Passover holidays. He decided to contact his lawyer about the discrimination inflicted on atheists by the constant celebrations afforded to Christians and Jews with all their holidays while atheists had no holiday to celebrate.The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the long passionate presentation by the lawyer, the Judge banged his gavel and declared, 'Case dismissed!'The lawyer immediately stood and objected to the ruling and said, 'Your honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and many other observances. Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah...yet my client and all other atheists have no such holiday!'The judge leaned forward in his chair and simply said, 'Obviously your client is too confused to even know about, much less celebrate his own atheists' holiday!'The lawyer pompously said
Wow. How can I possibly describe this book?
Mediocre? Unfocused? Half-assed?
I am a big fan of Palahniuk. I love Fight CLub, Invisible Monsters, Survivor, Choke, Diary, and Lullaby. I even like Haunted a bit. I think he is great at picking some aspect of American Culture and flipping it over so it's soft white underbelly is clearly visible.
Unfortunately, with Haunted he appears to have developed a taste for the 'big gross-out.' Rant continues that trend. And what is worse is that the book is written in an oral history fashion that at it's best is merely distracting. At it's worst, it's damn confusing. I am still not exactly sure what the message of this book was supposed to be.
It starts by spouting all the redneck/trailer trash stereotypes that the media is currently so fond of. I was hoping he was going to shine his penetrating insight on that and finally explain the fascination. No such luck.
The second section of the book is a not-so-subtle jab at the current admin
Truths About Children
A big city lawyer went duck hunting in central Texas.
He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on the other side of a fence.
As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on
his tractor and asked him what he was doing.
The litigator responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going to retrieve it."
The old farmer replied, "This is my property, and you are not coming over here."
The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in the
United States and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own."
The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we settle disputes in Texas .
We settle small disagreements like this; with the 'Three Kick Rule.'"
The lawyer asked, "What is the 'Three Kick Rule'?"
The Farmer replied, "Well, because the dispute occurs on my land, I get to go first.
I kick you three times and then you kick me three tim
Chillin In Ky
IM HERE AND THERE OFF AND ON I WILL CHECK IN WEEKLY TO SEE WHATS UP ON CT. HOPE THAT YOU ARE ALL WELL AND DOING GREAT HAVE A CHERRY DAY. It's official it's almost time for me to go. But if all goes well I will have a computer back in a month or two like i mentioned before. I can always check my messages and other things from my bro in laws pc. So please don't stop showing the love and leaving comments I will get them by hook or crook lol. We'll gotta go talk to soon. Love ya, *muah* Just stopped in to say hey to you all. I am missin my computer im here at my sisters in ohio i came in for christmas. We'll take care all , be good and stay safe. Happy new year , love ya.
The World Is A Vampire, Sent To Drain....
I believe -
. that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean
they don't love each other. And just because they don't
argue, it doesn't mean they do.
I believe -
. that we don't have to change friends if we understand
that friends change. Remember that!
I believe -
. that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to
hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive
them for that. Even if you think you can't.
I believe -
. that true friendship continues to grow, even over the
longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I believe -
. that you can do something in an instant that will give
you heartache for life.
I believe -
. that it's taking me a long time to become the person I
want to be.
I believe -
. that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.
I believe -
. that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I believe -
. that we are resp onsible for what we do, no matter how
Your Goddess Speaks
Now I know I'm really showing my age, because I remember ALL of these!!!
DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN...?
All the girls had ugly gym uniforms?
It took five minutes for the TV warm up?
Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school?
Nobody owned a purebred dog?
When a quarter was a decent allowance?
You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny?
Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces?
All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels?
You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time?
And you didn't pay for air?
And, you got trading stamps to boot?
Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box?
It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents?
They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . . and they did?
ok, wow. words cannot express what I'm feeling at this moment. I'm devastated, but almost relieved. I want to be with him, but I can't be with someone that doesn't know what he wants or can't communicate to me anything.
Thanks for all the good times Jas, I'll miss you. And I really did love you. I'm being a big fuckin baby cuz I have a sinus infection that is making me cough like no other. I hurt so bad and I just want to stop coughing. I've been drinking tea and cough syrup like it's going out of style, plus I'm on antibiotics. I just want to feel better!!!
ok I think I'm done being a baby. I am now offically divorced!!! My ex has to pay me child support, all the bills, and my attorney fees! I'm lookin at getting a pretty penny!!!! WOOT WOOT!!! I have had a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. I'm so thankful that it's over with and I no longer have any ties to him. So, it's celebration time!!!!
Jokes,riddles,& Stuff That Make U "stop & Think"!
On the farm lived a chicken and a horse, both of whom loved to play
> > together. I know, it sounds unlikely, but, bear with me. It gets
> > better.
> > Anyway, one day the two were playing, when the horse fell into a bog
> > and began to sink.
> > Scared for his life, the horse whinnied for the chicken to go get the
> > farmer for help!
> > Off the chicken ran, back to the farm. Arriving at the farm, he
> > searched and searched for the farmer, but to no avail, for he had gone
> > to town with the only tractor.
> > Running around, the chicken spied the farmer's new Harley.
> > Finding the keys in the ignition, the chicken sped off with a length
> > of rope hoping he still had time to save his friend's life.
> > Back at the bog, the horse was surprised, but happy, to see the
> > chicken arrive on the shiny Harley, and he managed to get a hold of
> > the loop of rope the chicken tossed to him.
> > After tying the other end to the rear b
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Updates & Information
Why should it matter to you? This, unfortunately, is an almost common response to fakers.
"if people are stupid enough to be fooled, too bad for them"
"fakers don't bother me"
"it's just the internet"
Well, there are Many reasons why you should care.
-Fakers are deceivers, they lie to everyone who comes across their profile, and those on their "friends" list.
-Fakers are identity thieves. How would you feel if someone went around impersonating you in a negative light? (Identity theft is against US Federal Law)
-Fakers take advantage of your fellow man...Unless you're a cold heartless person, it should matter to you whether or not people's intelligence are being taken advantage of
-MySpace is a place for friends, not fakers. You go on MySpace to meet people
-"It's just the internet!?" If that's the case, why the hell are you even bothering to read this? Why are you on myspace, why are you continuing to read if it's just the internet. ("just the internet is a s