This is kind of tacky but oh well....
Cover Me with your madness baby
Cover Me with your grace
Dont offer all your love
without a steady embrace.
The days have been so long
and the nights have been so lonely
I have missed you so terribly
And you tell me I am the only
Cover with me your kisses baby
Cover me with your grace
Only offer me your hand
if it comes with a steady embrace.
As I sit here in my lonely hell
No where to go, no one to tell.
Feeling silent tears roll down my face,
they can't be seen there is no trace.
Alone in this world so big,
creeping like an ant on a twig.
Seeing others that are just like me
Then poof; they are gone, wasn't meant to be.
Giving my heart, giving my soul
Just one last tug there is to pull.
Falling and losing myself deeper and deeper
Quietly, I go back to becoming a weeper.
Does anyone really know me?
Does anyone really care?
Does it matter that my world is colliding
All that is left is pain and despair.
Look at me, I'm down again
I get this way now and then
When ever I start to care
Seems my heart is laid out to air
Look at me, I'm down again
I get this way now and then
Just when I feel the world is bright
The days turn into an awful night
Look at me, I'm down again
I get this way now and then
Perhaps there is some type of pill
For the scars and bruises that will not heal
Look at me, I'm down again
I get this way now and then
as I said......
Look at me, I'm down again
Sorrow Deception
Sorrow Deception
The way it was
I lied, you lost trust
I was honest, you still have no trust
I cared, you pushed away
I cried, you smirked
I am so lost without you, the comfort you once gave is gone
So terribly alone and so afraid of life, sometimes too afraid to go on
I need your trust as much as I need your love, I beg and plead for it
Yet it still seems as if you push me further
The Sorrow Deception of my acts has lost once again
Tawnya Sue Read
Copyright ©2008 Tawnya Sue Read
Life
I once traveled through life
on a methamphetamine high,
living with no rules
and no way to comply.
The drug took its toll,
it left me dry.
Losing everything 3 times over,
you would think I would learn,
but no not me, I still wanted a burn.
The police came and off we went,
which yet we still did not learn.
Today life is beautiful,
I am well and strong
Starting over in life is not
so wrong, a good job,
a good home....
Now I just ask why,
WHY DID I WANT TO DIE?
Tawnya S Read
Copyright ©2008 Tawnya S Read
Feelings
Sometimes I feel like
am going out of my mind
Seems like I never understand
I just need to unwind
Its not like I wake in the morning
and wonder if its all right
Because when I look around
all I can see and hear is the fight
Tawnya Read
Copyright ©2008 TawnyaRead
Grandpa
I never got to say
Good-bye to the man
I adored so much.
I never got to Thank
you for all of the
Wisdom that you taught.
As a little girl sitting
SCARED on your lap--
looking at my adult
life--wishing I was back on that lap.
I am very strong minded
as you will see, every
time you tried to
guide me--I drifted
off to sea!
Although I learn
the hard way--one thing
I know for sure--I will Love
and Miss You forever more!
Goodbye Grandpa....
Tawnya Read
Copyright ©2008 TawnyaRead
My Daughter
T--errific as a daughter
A--blaze with radiant energy
B--orn a leader, not a follower
A--bsolutely the best daughter in the world
T--hrilling to be around
H--appy most of the time
A--dorable even when she is sleeping
Tawnya Sue Read
Copyright ©2008 TawnyaRead
Where
Our relationship was beautiful
sunsets all year round
laughing clowns
holding one another tight
where did our love go?
Our relationship was a game of chance
move forwards
move backwards
lose a turn
where did our love go?
Our relationship is so bitter
the room is so quiet
I feel all alone
my memories are painful
where did our love go?
Tawnya Read
Copyright ©2008 TawnyaRead
Happy
Look at me I am happy again
Life has begun for me all over again
The trees stand tall the flowers stand open
The sun burns bright The moon still glows
The children still run the grass still grows
I have woke up after 9 years
Time to stretch
Time to smile
Time to live awhile.
Tawnya Read
Copyright ©2008 TawnyaRead
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