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639166's blog: "Its All The Same"

created on 05/05/2007  |  http://fubar.com/its-all-the-same/b79982

Written in the Stars

What do you see when you look into the skies?

It all is so different, by every set of eyes.

Stories to tell, legends to be told

Of a time set in history, and tales of old.

They captivate in wonder, these small yet giant things,

the reason for our curiousity, or why the angels sing.

No one could clone them, for they each have a glow,

you may think you have it figured out, yet in truth you shall never know.

They shine at night, to guide and light your way,

They hide when the sun shines. but they shall never stray.

From the belt of Orion the mighty lions roar,

A wonderous site, you can never ignore.

Its written in the skies, all the answers that you seek,

You look for words to say, but not a sound will you speak.

It is a story of triumph, and tales of forbidden love,

The moral of this sonnet, dont ignore what is above.

The Heart Of Me

It beats, I hear the rhythym but I still can not breathe.... the air I gasp for, out of reach! I fear the life I once lived is now that of a memory... Searching for blissful thoughts, lost in the past. Longing for that truth, or that bit of common ground to cling to.Does my future only exist this pain that i feel? Is this destiny beaten to be the path I walk?

 

This heart of me, it bleeds for you, it calls to have your love.. where are you when I need you the most? Why do my arms reach out to you but you are not there? Why is this pain the only sensation I continue to feel? Love, is the object I crave... feed mine heart make it beat once again.

 

This heart of mine, beating, bleeding, crying yearning. Do you hear her call? If so, why do you stay so far from me? Is this my destined death? Is this my payment that i am forced to give in to? Murder me fowl beast! Take my last breath, but one thing u shall never have.... is this heart of me.....

Don't remind me

Too many things to think about while I sit here alone. Then the subject shifts...Oh there it is again... that love thing that everyone keeps talking about. What is it anyway? Does anyone really know what to say or think about it? I mean really. what is it about that word/action that makes ppl wanna kill for it? Why do i find myself wanting it so bad? Ugh... ppl may read this and think that i am some other emotional bitch seeking attention. If you took a walk in my shoes even for half a mile then you would understand!

 

What is it that makes a 4 letter word, so irreseistable to ppl to crave? Who doesnt really want to feel a heart beat against thiers? Now, in todays world its more like a "fuck n chuck" .... women are whores (not all of course) and men are players (same).... emotions have become a game or a toy to ppl to just play with then break when its no longer fun to them... they dont care who they hurt as long as they are happy, no one else matters.......... the crow said it right when he said, " Victims aren't we all?" but lied when he said "It cant rain all the time."

Goodbye

I'm sorry for all of this sweetie, it's not your fault, I know I will never be good enough for you, may you have happiness everyt single minute and find someone good enough who will make you the happiest person in this world as you deserve to be , wherever I will be, I will be always loving you, forgive ,I'm too weak...

these are my lasts words, my last tears, my last breath, I need to rest now, I will be in peace...

goodbye my lover <3 you have been the one, you have been the one for me

 

Lost in the Real World...

My whole life, I have been told what I am, and what I will never be... For once I want something positive.... This real world is crashing around me, and no one has any words of encouragement to help me out of this abyss. A daughter. I once was.. to parents who never really seen me... a sister.... yes. sister. i am yet my siblings resent me. A love I have, almost 2 years now.... he too resents my existence. I seek amusement to settle my restless mind, yet it turns to dust before me..... Where? Where I ask, is there someone who knows directions to get me out of this world that is so real... :( dig me  outta this grave. Giv me lif again

NO MORE

I dont wanna hurt anymore so what else can i do? No one understands how i feel and how i live my life.. big deal im not the worlds biggest comedian, or clown i was brought up different. and no one understands how hard i try its just not who i am. I try to smile and act like things are ok and nothings wrong and when i decide to talk about it no one cares. WHAT DID I DO SOO WRONG FOR EVERYTHING TO GO WRONG!?

Yea What Friends

Just yesterday i was sitting on the wall of the old middle school in the town i live in, all was well and cool, next thing i know a group of people was walkin up the sidewalk and i had realized that all those people were the crew i used to hang out with so of course i said hi to them thinkin they would be happy to see me and wanna hang out well to my surprise and painful awareness they totally ignored me and the leader of that group was someone who i thought was my best friend, and all he did was look at me like he didnt even know me, now if thats not messed up then i dont know what is cus i used to hang with those ppl all the time it was my favorite part of the day, and now no one wants me around! Am i really that bad? What did i do so wrong?? When i become someone and they are still no one and livin in a shit town then maybe they'll wish that they had noticed me! I was so upset i walked off and didnt even care if someone were to see me alone! i didnt care! I just want my life back and thats all there is to it. Sorry i had to vent it was really gettin to me sorry if anyof this offends anyone but FRIENDS JUST LET U DOWN!

Yeah Whatever

I sit here and think about everything and wonder when things are gonna get better? What will it take to make my world a better place. I am sooo tired of the same thing every single day! No one understands the way i think and when i think they do, they turn their back. So tell me what am I supposed to do???!!

Ashes

I wrote this last night so read carefully its called Ashes. Again with the pain, it surfaces again. To a lovers soul, long since past I found a love that didnt last. No one knows what lies within me, everyone else seems happy and free. As I lie awake I see all this hate, As I yearn for a clean new slate. It all seems the same, like I'm alone, searching for a love to call my own. The Whispers and smiles haunt my soul, Now I know my heart is a black hole. What can I say to make you all see, that its not life its only me. Thats how I was feelin yesterday cus everything seemed like it was all blowin up in my face.

Basic Life

People go on the internet to get away form reality and meet new people. Just when U think its all good and nothing could possibly go wrong WHAP!! ur rite in the middle of drama central! In the cyber world its all the same bullshit that u try to avoid in the real world! it gets to be depressing after a while and u just want to give it all up! U think "whats the point of talkin to anyone if all there is gonna be drama?" People breakin other peoples hearts lives bein used and abused wtf is wrong with people these days? Is that what we have resulted to, pain and torture? If thats the case then its not worth it!
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