Romeo7901's blog: "if i could"

how can this be that you come to mean so much to me in this short span of time i begin to see you as mine with words spoken so sweetly and all arranged so neatly youre the one i will never deny and to you i will never lie so keep me near and ill break whatever you fear youve made me a better man with that ill do anything i can all i want is to make you happy as long as youre there to back me with promises i would die to keep and ill stay close while you sleep ill do whatever i have to all because i love you..

to care not for lust and only for trust this is what defines one who is out for more than just fun what brings one to his knee's someone with many inner-beauties who is worth one's tears and to be one's only fears when everything starts to fade away the one who has worth will stay to be immortal in one's eyes and the most important of tie's I have lost myself a thousand times and I have crossed even more lines it was all just to find someone with a piece of mind a person who is true maybe that person is you

when i think of you i feel a joy that seems to be true you have made this time worth while and you have made me able to smile youve given me a chance where no one else would and together we can be so good i would do anything you ask of me just because you have helped me to see that there is good in this world that i fight for and there is still something here that is pure i have been fighting for so very long but all my strength does not make me strong my strength is the love in wich i hold and that there is always a story to be told so when i think of you i no longer feel empty and in two this world has taken so much out of my soul but you make me feel i can once again be whole i sacrifice so much for this world of ours and i get in return a few short hours that time is yours if you ask for it because of you my eyes are once again lit i dont want to put you through this life i lead and i know you sacrifice as well in this time of need i want to be there for you all the time not to would seem like a crime just know that i would die for this and for the long awaited kiss and when i think of you i hope you are thinking of me too

how has this love come to be how have you come to mean this to me maybe somethings ill never know either way this is what i have to show i will give you everything that i am and risk being crushed once again with all the talk and all the maybes but all that is what keeps me at peace of course i want to have more and show you exactly whats in store you know ill wait for you a life time just as long as i can call you mine all i ever wanted to have for myself was love wich is my best kind of wealth all the love left inside of me all of the life i have left to breath is for you to do with as you please so long as you dont cut me down to my knees you can be my one and only and i wont leave you lonely i swear i will always love you and i swear everything i say will be true i wont stay out late when you need me at home i wont let you work your hands to the bone my love for you is so very strong ill support you even when your wrong with me you need not worry and you never have to say im sorry i love you even when your being a bitch because all it needs is time to stitch and last ill never intentionally make you cry and i want to be together untill the day i die

im sorry i couldnt be there for you and that you dont feel the way that i do im sorry i cant be what you need but know that inside it makes me bleed im sorry that i cant be enough inside im just not that tough im sorry that my love is all i have to give because i need everything else just to live im sorry i came to you broken and for the words that were never spoken im sorry that i cant be everything and that my eyes arent worth seeing im sorry that i am always wrong that is where im just not strong im sorry that i dont know how to fly and that i cant take you someplace high im sorry that you cannot see that your the only one for me im sorry that i work my hands to the bone but mostly im sorry to leave you all alone

this comes from all the messages that go unsent the ones that are written but then a part gets bent i tried to write you today, to let you know but when i wrote it i couldnt let it go this was something i really wanted to say but i just couldnt let it slip away i try so hard just to let this out but i dont understand how it came about i dont know why you mean so much to me and i am afraid of what you might see but if you take the time to look inside you may find a place to run and hide i dont know why you love me like you do and it hurts when you turn your back the way you do you are all i couldve asked for in this life of mine and i will love you untill the end of time forever couldnt be long enough together a love that time cannot measure this comes from all the messages that go unsent now my heart is broken and bent

i know why this is in my head because everything around me is dead i know why we dont ever speak because you always turn the other cheek i know why you are so cold because of words that were never told i know why you are scared of my plea because of the things you cant forsee i know why i am different from the rest because you bring out my best i know why you hate me so because when i should stay i go i know why you love me to because i give myself to you i know why you are never around because i will never be homeward bound i know why my life is so hard because my love is always a discard i know why this is in my head because everything inside me is dead

mercy's eyes are blue but they cant be seen and mercy's skin is soft but it cant be felt mercy's touch is lifting but you keep falling back mercy keeps everything in place but your the only one turned around mercy's eyes are hazel and they are beautiful mercy's skin is unbearable becuase once you feel it you always want it mercy's touch is crushing because its not there for long mercy is out of space because i am consuming her thoughts

this is just for you my dear because you fill me with fear i am afraid of you like no other because i love you like no other you know why i am so scared and to this no one else is shared you once told me i stole your heart and that baby was just the start being with you bears a heavy price but i have given the sacrifice and no matter what the cost my love for you will never be lost you are everything i ever wanted in my life and it seeps into my mind like a knife i dont care what youve done in the past because i will be the one to come last i will be the one to care for you when your old and for you i will always do as im told this is just for you my dear because i fill you with fear

if i could use words to say how i am feeling today would you still be here by my side or would you leave me to my demise if i could tell you what you mean to me and how much i want us to be would you still want to stay or would you just run away if i could show you the state of my mind and how i feel like i am blind would you help me to see what you are doing to me if i could sing you a beautiful song and love you all my life long would that be enough for you to simply love me to