Lonermon's blog: "life"

did you ever notice that a head shot can conceal about 50 pounds . lol. you know what im talkign about . the old " whoa .. she looked hot in her pictures"

yea but did you see any pictures of her from the chest down ?

uh , no i never noticed that6 .

yep , there you go

false adfvertising ?

shrug

now dont get me wrong , i am not one thats against personal expression , in fact im all for it . what i wanna talk about now is tats . i love tats . i dont have any because well , there permininet and i can honestly say that aside from air i have not found anythign that im sure i will always like . but i gotta say this : if you decide to get a tattoo dont expect me to get excited or impressed if it isnt in any way origianl . for example ....

"Hey Turtle , check out my new tatt !"

"Hey thats awsome "

"yea it really expresses my true inner self and everythign i believe in"

" wow , thats incredible , cause to me it looks like the last 500 star tattoos i have seen on other peoples wrists or on their inner hips or that black panther scratching your upper arm and wow , is that a butterfly on your lower back ?!?!?!? WOW how did you ever coem up with that idea ?"

if its stock flash doont try to act like its anythign but , sure it may look good , and sure you may like it , thats awsome , but dont expect me to be shocked impressed or think it is by any means original .

now im sure some people might find this offensive and if thats the case you have the right to state it . but i gotta call it like i see it (shrug)

okay im laughing my ass offf right now . i just saw a woman talking about putting pervs on her wall of shame ....

lets take a step back and look at this . this is fubar . this is a place where you have women that would not get a second glance in the real world and would never make it into any beauty contest calling themseelves sexy this , cutey that and on and on and on . they sayu the camera adds 10 pounds well the internet adds 3 digits . a 5 in the real world is an 8 on the internet  and here on fubar everyone wants to be a 10 ( or yout a hater or a downrater) but i digress . so you have all these average at best women showing themselves off in photoshopped and otherwise modifiwed photos callign themselvs hotty or sexkitten or whatever , then there gonna complain when some guy "pervs" them . i call it a case you get out of it what you put into it.

i got in trouble when i first got on here . I was looking at a girls pictures and i really liked them , so i rated them an 8 ....

i got mail and messages callign me a hater and all kind of nonsense. i was thinkign to mysel f" wtf ? an 8 is pretty good ! 10 is perfect and 5 is jsut ok " i had no idea that here you pretty much ratge people 10's or nothign . it doesnt make sense to me . i honestly dont think there is much of anythign at all that rates a 10 . to me 10 is the absolute best , the most perfect , the penultimate . i can guarantee there is NOTHING that i post write or put up that should ever rate a 10 . maybe im crazy bbut i think if everyone gets rated 10s on everythign then the whole rating system means absolutely nothing . and thats why i could care less about it , but i realize otehrs dont feel the same way so i give them their 10's on things i like . but i absolutely will not sit there and rate a bunch of random crap 10's . i see people that have huge blocks of random pictures and crap that really mean nothign , there jsut a vehicle to get more 10s . yea i wont be ratign those

i guess the top two reasons i dont come here much are

1) Im not into competition and have no desire to amass a higher score , more points or whatever .

2) im FU-stupid . i have no clue whats goign on here or what so mary of the terms mean . fu mariage , fu owned , fuwhatever . these terms jsut confuse me . Is it fucheating is i talk to a woman that is fumarried ? will i get futhreatened or fubeat up ?

im really not thaty complex. in fact i would say im very straightforeward. i dont try to bs people or make myself seem better than i am . i grew up rough but knew whgen to walk away from that life , and didnt let it scar me (well except for physically). Im probably one of the smartest and funniest people you could meet .One of the things that i liek best about myself is i have the brains and inteligence to wire your house build your computer and keep it running , but im not a scrawny geek , im a very good bouncer ( well was ) and love hard work and being strong .  I dont see myself as ugly , but neither do i think im gorgeous either . im far from perfect , but im constantly working on it . I try to treat others with respect and courtesy till they give me reason not to . Stupidity and conceitedness annoy me . I can be very sarcastic at times , but usually only when im awake . Im very loyal to my friends .i have a very strict moral code that i live by , but i do not hold others to it or expect them to value the same things i do . i dont believe in hittign women ( which is a good thing because i am physically incapable of it anyway ). I love animals . im a dog person . I miss my dog Sheeba all the time . I always loved her and thought she was a great dog , it wasnt till i got another dog that i found out how truely special she was ( gee maybe the fact that she sometimes spoke english should have been a tip off) . I have a strange natural affinity with animals . ( ask me abot the monkey at the bar some time ) . on my bad side ... i can be overly shy at first , when somethign upsets me it can affect me very deeply . i dont like when women refer to themselves as princesses, queens or bitches. trust me you really dont want me to think of and treat you liek your a bitch ( grin)

okay so maybe i am a little more complex that i give myself credit for . and i could go on describing myself more , but that would be annoying and seemingly self absorbed . im very self aware , but not self absorbed .

i am also very open and honest , you can ask me about anythign , and chances are i will tell you . but even if i choose not to answer the askign wont offend me .

enough already , lol , get out of here and have a great day ! lol !

okay its official.....im gonna be single for a LOOOONG LOOOONG time.

okay . so fubar is one big popularity contest . i get it . im also self aware enough to now that im not the type that cares about popularity or believes that online popularity makes me a better or worse person than anyone else.

and im not around enough to really care about anyone on my so called friends list .

so im goign to delete all my friends and start over . from this popint on the only reason i will friend someoen is to see pictures of them . because honestly although i have no intrests in popularity , no false pretentions of becomeing popular here , i do love to look at pictures of attractive women . for those of you that arent attractive , deal with it , i manage to . and i think its silly to have sexy avitars when in reality you look like a malformed toad .

get real and accept your self as you really are .

dont bother sendign me hate mail , i wont care . your opinion means nothign to me