Lonermon's blog: "arrrrgh !"

Its been a bad week . First off ive worked about 80 hours . thats not so bad in and of itself . But alot fo that was on emergency calls so i had already gotten home from work and was tryign to wind down when i had to rush off ( usually to miami) . On top of that i found out a friend of mine died . and to make matters worse it looks liek he died of somethign that i have as well ( sleep apnea) . and what rounded it off to be a totally horrible week ..Thursday when i got home from work my dog died in my arms . and if another person tells me " well shes better off , she was old " im gonna go shoot their grandmother . and i didnt even have time to emotionally deal with that . no sooner did i finish burying her than i got another emergency call and had to rush off to work again . so im a little blah today

okay im new here . and i would say im totally lost , but its even worse than that . if your lsot you either have some idea where you came from or where your goign . i have4 no id4ea with either . so if you can help me . p[lease do . all these movign banners and stuff are drivign me nuts cause i have no idea what im doin g. p.s.; im not some stupid teenager . im a stupid adult , lol