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created on 09/25/2007  |  http://fubar.com/my-blog/b133905

edgar allen poe

In the greenest of our valleys By good angels tenanted, Once a fair and stately palace- Radiant palace- reared its head. In the monarch Thought's dominion- It stood there! Never seraph spread a pinion Over fabric half so fair! Banners yellow, glorious, golden, On its roof did float and flow, (This- all this- was in the olden Time long ago,) And every gentle air that dallied, In that sweet day, Along the ramparts plumed and pallid, A winged odor went away. Wanderers in that happy valley, Through two luminous windows, saw Spirits moving musically, To a lute's well-tuned law, Round about a throne where, sitting (Porphyrogene!) In state his glory well-befitting, The ruler of the realm was seen. And all with pearl and ruby glowing Was the fair palace door, Through which came flowing, flowing, flowing, And sparkling evermore, A troop of Echoes, whose sweet duty Was but to sing, In voices of surpassing beauty, The wit and wisdom of their king. But evil things, in robes of sorrow, Assailed the monarch's high estate. (Ah, let us mourn!- for never morrow Shall dawn upon him desolate!) And round about his home the glory That blushed and bloomed, Is but a dim-remembered story Of the old time entombed. And travellers, now, within that valley, Through the red-litten windows see Vast forms, that move fantastically To a discordant melody, While, like a ghastly rapid river, Through the pale door A hideous throng rush out forever And laugh- but smile no more. NOT BY ME THIS IS BY EDGAR ALLEN POE ONE OF MY FAV WRITERS

My Most Adored

My Most Adored my talk is cheap my thoughts too dirty problems too steep and my backs not sturdy my steps so light not to waken the beast arousal in time to celebrate defeat no comfort in blue and my blacks extreme shadow fades to dark your white just a dream infected by fears given life by my mind stalking me to the end of this life redefined you drag me where its easier to see the damage she's done crimes of apathy and i know what i want i know you wont oblige draw me under your skin my faults now to hide drenched in desire too hot to the touch my envy the crown of not-quite-good-enough my hands are bound my body is worn this cross i now carry of my most adored tell me what you think.....

These Five Months

These Five Months im pulling the trigger again these five months have come those five months have fled they scream their stifled whail in my ear the calm settles in though i can't quite breathe and im sick once more and im free once more but those chains were my comfort i let them be placed there by you now id offer my wrists if you'd just take me back as yours last selfless wish for you to be free from what im eternally bound entwined with you don't need the plague in me the hate in me no you dont need me at all

40 Days' Temptation

just something i wrote a few weeks ago i think it kind of sets the tone for where ive been and where im going theres so much to look forward to in this life and im taking control of what I can in my life and going after what i want anyone whos hurt me should know ill be ok i am ok and i plan on staying that way for a very long time 40 Days' Temptation i am going it alone ive got this soul to wake ill do it all for me however long it takes and on the 40th day The serpent passed me by temptation blinding me in this lifestyle realigned i said go on let me be i don't need this anymore took a deep long breath and softly closed the door just please let me be free this yearning to subside just go and walk away old and new me to divide the hold he had on me proved I could shake it off yet so eager to return to the life from which ive crossed look me in the eye and say I wont go back ill look in my own mind see resistance that i lack comment tell me what you think....

wound

im dizzy im sick got a new wound to lick im drowned in defeat covered in your elite ensemble of wolves whod chase if they could but im already down and they dont play foul awoke me to see how good i would be with hands raised in the air then shot off in despair crooked lines of thought the battles been fought now out of my hands we'll see where it lands im beaten in ruins your ok with your doing now broken soul alight with this last dying fight cant give up now your out on the prowl you know where i am my soul to be damned tell me what you think i just got done wighting it like 10 mins ago

surrender scream

surrender scream you pull away i crawl in deeper through this plane as it grows steeper i reach out now and try to feel what manifests your new appeal i color it red so you can see the vivid hues of ingenuity your light my dark all in between the lines and shades that make this scene criticize my analytical mind you say there's no need to understand the whys just play the part that's been assigned to me crazy girl thinks too much and ruins the story so i cant see through your tainted eyes i can't replicate their once-told lies you can't cry wolf when ive told no lie yet their echoes resound in your minds confines and im running through this over again and the demons come to claim me as his friend emotions shine through the unlit smile and im left drowning myself in unquenched desire hes returned hes won his victory surrenders past your my defeat

me = a little optimistic??

Twinkle so this is what ive become i dont need a mirror to see its not the same as on the inside its not that easy being free looking above to comprehend the magnitude of all im not shooting star to catch my eye a shimmering of this imperfect thought don't bring me down dont ground me now content to be in this harmony not drawn in to the pedantic self unrestrained by my own mediocrity i can only be what my mind allows in the emptiness of chosen chaos i cling i crawl i scream in defeat it all means nothing through the paths i cross ill try not to fight what is to come let defenses crumble and grow cold and accept its alright for me to be a twinkling star if not the most bold

RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME

~RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME~ +I LOVE ANY KIND OF SWEETS +I HATE CHEATERS AND LIARS (YOU'RE DUMB, YOU'RE GONNA GET CAUGHT!!!) +I REALLY REALL REALLY WANT A TURTLE OR A LIZARD! +I CAN BE A LITTLE SENSITIVE +I CAN BE A BIG BITCH AT TIMES +I'M VERY PICKY WITH FOOD BUT I LOVE ANY FORM OF CHICKEN +I'M TERRIFIED OF FEET!!! EXCEPT FOR A FEW PEOPLE'S. I WAS KINDA FORCED INTO GETTING USED TO THEM... THANKS... +I LIKE COOKIE DOUGH ALL BY ITSELF. OH AND MAKING COOKIES AT LIKE ONE IN THE MORNING CAN BE GREAT FUN... LOL +I HATE SLEEPING ALONE +I RARELY EVER GET MORE THAN FIVR HOURS OF SLEEP AT A TIME SLEEP LOL (SORRY FOR KEEPIN YOU UP ALL NIGHT :) *WINK* +I LOVE TEDDY BEARS N DEAD ROSES +I HAVE 3 KIDS TO THAT ARE MY NIECE N NEPHEW AND A 5 MOUTH OLD +I AM A VERRY PERRYNOID PERSON +I LOVE MY FLAWS +I CAN GET A LITTLE CRAZY AT TIMES +I'M EASY TO GET TO SNAP ON YOU AT TIMES +I'M SWEET UNTILL MESSED WITH THE WRONG WAY +I COULD LIVE OFF MT DEW COFFEE AND CHINESE FOOD +I AM A NYMPHO THERE IS SOME RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME

i wish....

When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] * TIL SHE STOPS * THEN ASK HER WHATS WRONG* When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she says that she likes you [ she really does more than you could understand ] When she grabs at your hands [ Hold her's and play with her fingers ] When she bumps into you [ bump into her back and make her laugh ] When she tells you a secret [ keep it safe and untold ] When she looks at you in your eyes [ don't look away until she does ] When she misses you [ she's hurting inside ] When you break her heart [ the pain never really goes away ] When she says its over [ she still wants you to be hers ] When she repost this bulletin [ she wants you to read it ] - Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. - When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go - When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her - because 10 yrs later she'll remember you - Call/text her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her - Call/text her at 12:00am on your 1st-? months - Call her before you sleep and after you wake up - Treat her like she's all that matters to you. - Tease her and let her tease you back. - Stay up all night with her when she's sick. - Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid. - Give her the world. - Let her wear your clothes. - When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. - Let her know she's important. - Kiss her in the pouring rain. - When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

to have feelings or not

sometimes im not sure water to act or show my feelings or not i dont like to feel like i am weak n witch im not but it seems every time i try to say ((hey you hurt my feelings)) i back down i dont want some1 to know that they can hurt me im just like that you know is that a bad thing??? Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
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