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I've seen it done but always been too chicken(to blog). So here goes. Some are going to be mad because they have been there for me and they don't even know but when I got the lump out of my throat to say something they were too busy, and I couldn't say a word. I have a small tumor. In the pitutary gland. The pituitary gland is a small oval-shaped gland found at the base of the brain, below the optic nerve the nerve which leads to and from the eye (per cancercenter.org) I am going to see a neuro surgeon for. My doctor thinks it should be removed. I'm terrified. I'm trying not to worry I'm trying not to get too worked up but deep down. I'm freaked. That's my head ya know. I'm doing this b.c I'm a little pissed and I needed to vent and people never cease to amaze me. What is a friend really and who really knows who your real friends are. I guess I just found out. I'm not looking for pity. I don't want it. Just someone to talk to, but what is most important here on CT T&A..
I Need Help
Here some poems. They are not nice, nor are they fun so dont expect something chipper. These are courtesy of people that are two faced and say one thing and turn around and do another. 1. As we lay there quiet I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you Your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively Your laugh, and the way it tempted me Your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me As we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you Your smile, and the way it brings such life into me Your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay Your eyes, and the way they seem to read my thoughts As we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you Your smile, and the way it confuses me Your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me Your eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing 2. You came into my life As quickly as you left. You grabbed a cutting knife And sliced right through my breast. Y
Random... Rambles....
DEATH TRAIN This is a fan, Rate and Add Train Its an easy way to gain Friends/Fans/Rates so come and ride! Its easy to join and a fun way to meet new ppl Here are the rules... 1. MUST add/fan/rate Conductor (me) and ALL the riders, all people will return the love 2. Contact Conductor (me) by fu-mail when FINISHED Fan/Rate/Add Everyone 3. When adding the people make sure to put DEATH TRAIN in the message 4. If the person is already your friend, leave DEATH TRAIN in a comment on their page 5. You dont have to be lvl 10 or higher but you do need a salute to be added! 6. You will be added after you finish fan/add/rate all the people CONDUCTOR Deathtrain416@ fubar ASSISTANT CONDUCTOR ღ Lådy Fåŋ‡åzïå ☪ Fµ M劉rė§§™ ღ@ fubar RIDERS Cappy@ fubar *~$inful*~ MiSSin My HoRsE fan/rate/add PLZ@ fubar lauria ♥Shadow Leveler♥ Proud owner of Hopeless Romantic@ fubar HANKSTER
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I'm The One Living in the moment Forgotten and repeated No i cannot be that one No i cannot be beaten I'm the one I don't want you I don't need you With closed eyes i See right through you I was crawling Always falling You don't know what I have lived through No i am not a rich man No i am not a bitch I know you made one mistake This is my life You cannot take it I'm the one I don't want you I don't need you With closed eyes i See right through you I was crawling Always falling You don't know what I have lived through Automatic Termination Self-destructive Revolution Bring it down To the ground I'm unchained Not a slave I'm the one Sorrow Sometimes life seems to quiet into paralyzing silence Like the moonless dark, meant to make me strong. Familiar breath of my old lies Changed the color in my eyes Soon he will perferate the fabric of the peaceful by and by Sorrow lasts through this night I'll tak
About Me-do Read This Please :)
Hello, my name is Alana. I am not hot, it is winter currently and its cold. I am sexy I know...but its not what I look like, but how I present myself. I am not a MILF...that term is stupid...it was funny in the movie because they were teenagers..I am not! I dont feel comfortable with anyone I can't legally drink in a bar with so any of you younger than 21...don't expect me to respond to any flirting ok. I am older than my years say I am. I don't like being seen as a piece of meat in a flesh market. My private albums are just that PRIVATE please don't sniff...you arent going to find my exposed coochie shots posted on cherrytap. I do love men...I am a huge fan of lust, mystery, and inteligence. I also think there is a time and a place for it. I am nuttier than a fruit basket on my good days...and I am a very moody individual on my bad days. I am tired. I have spent my emotions unwisely yet again...one day I am sure i will learn to effectively budget them so as to not over extend mysel
"friends"
Hey All!!! I entered my self into next month My Babe Space!!! Please click on this link and vote for me!!!! This is me, Lisa!Click here to view my MyBabeSpace profileand be sure to give me 5 stars ;) myspace As you all know I'm in a Mybabespace of the month of May contest. Well the owner of Mybabespace has a contest going for the Mybabespace ladies who have an account. Some of you have signed up with Mybabespace that I'm not aware of. Would those who have signed up with Mybabespace and voted for me please take the time to send me an e-mail letting me know you signed up so I can let Chris know (owner of Mybabespace) that way I can get my credit that I deserve to win the contest he is sponsoring along with me trying to win Mybabespace of May. Thank you very much for taking the time to read this and respond. I really appreciate it!!! ~Prtyeyes~
Kristen's Kloset!
KRISTEN'S KLOSET is for eveyone!!! Put the spark back in your relationship by kicking things up a notch! Kristen's kloset offers a wonderful line of bath and massage aids, books, games, lubricants, spa products, lingerie, adult novelties and bedroom accessories. There is truly something for everyone! Confidential on-line shopping: www.funpartieswithkristen.com Would you like first hand demonstration of our products? You can see, touch, taste, smell our lotions, lubricants, body sprays, body powders, massage lotions and oils. Plus see some of our "bedroom accessories" up close and personal. ( Well, not too personal). It's a great time and I can almost guarantee you'll learn something new! Contact me for your fun party in your home. Parties are for women only or couples (18 and over) BUT anyone over 18 can order. Get together with your girlfriends and have a great night in - send the boys off to watch the game and we'll call them back when the demonstration
My World!
My birthday is coming up! It's on April 21st. Woohoo! I'll be 20! lol What're you going to buy me for my birthday?? :) :) :) Is anyone else having problems with Facebook? It's telling me to enable Javascript or simply to get it. I can't do anything on my facebook, except log-on. I can't get rid of application requests or click on anything. I have Javascript.. in fact, I even downloaded the latest available minutes ago to ensure that I had it. Any and all help is appreciated! Eating really sucks right now. My throat hurts so much; swallowing food/liquid is painful. Also, I burned the tip of my tongue last week and so that's all sore. Blah. What to doooooo!
My Blog And Rants
this weekend im going to try to race. docs said no and haven't cleared me yet to race they say 2 more weeks. i think they are wrong and im going to race. will post results, pics ,or whatever i can later well i got burnt how much pain is too much? how much heart ache can we handle? how far can we crush? how much feelings for someone can we have then feel the tearing from our chests? i can answer that the same as always yet im dumb engough to open up, or gullable enough, or whatever the problem is. maybe i should stick with racing alone and never try to get close to a woman again.
Mind Dust
I’m glad to see that somebody’s working on bringing sexy back. I didn’t know it was gone, but I don’t think I could handle the responsibility of bringing it back. I am, however, bringing back the comma that precedes the “and” in a series. As God is my witness, I will not allow the ‘and’-preceding comma to die. I am not a grammar snob. Not everyone has the privilege of a good or even an adequate education, and not everyone cares about grammar/punctuation/spelling. I know that some terrible spellers are quite intelligent, while others are simply aural learners rather than visual learners, making misspelling even more likely. For the most part, typos don’t upset me, but I do notice them. I make errors all the time because I almost never proofread something that isn’t business-related, which I’m sure will eventually make itself apparent. You will find no high-horse stance from me. I make too many mistakes. I *do* have preferences, though, and there are one or two errors that are, perhaps
Mine Own Blog
You are a New Age Girl! You're bright, opinionated, and dedicated to changing the world. Even if it's one hybrid car at a time, you do you part to make things better. In fact, you may be so busy with your causes that you have little time for love. Take an extra yoga class or two, and you just might meet New Age Guy! What Kind of Girl Are You? Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 86% Stability |||||||||||||||| 66% Orderliness |||||||||||| 46% Accommodation |||||||||||| 43% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||| 76% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63% Religious |||||| 30% Hedonism ||||||||||
Laughs For The Soul :)
I urgently needed a few days off work, but I knew the Boss would not Allow me to take a leave. I thought that maybe if I acted "CRAZY" Then he would tell me to take a few days off. So I hung upside down on the ceiling and made funny noises. My co-worker (who's blonde) asked me what I was doing. I told her that I was Pretending To be a light bulb so that the Boss would think I was "CRAZY" and Give me A Few days off. A few minutes later the Boss came into the office and asked "What Are you Doing?" I told him I was a light bulb. He said, "You are clearly stressed out. Go home and recuperate for a Couple Of days." I jumped down and walked out of the office. When my co-worker (the blonde) followed me, the Boss asked her "...And Where do you think you're going?" / (You're gonna love this.....) / She said, "I'm going home too, I can't work in the dark." I had someone ask for an aisle seats so that his or her hair wouldn't get messed up by being near the window.
Book 8 H.gwells, The First Men Inthe Moon
FOR a time neither of us spoke. To focus together all the things we had brought upon ourselves, seemed beyond my mental powers. "They've got us," I said at last. "It was that fungus." "Well - if I hadn't taken it we should have fainted and starved." "We might have found the sphere." I lost my temper at his persistence, and swore to myself. For a time we hated one another in silence. I drummed with my fingers on the floor between my knees, and gritted the links of my fetters together. Presently I was forced to talk again. "What do you make of it, anyhow?" I asked humbly. "They are reasonable creatures - they can make things and do things. Those lights we saw..." He stopped. It was clear he could make nothing of it. When he spoke again it was to confess, "After all, they are more human than we had a right to expect. I suppose -" He stopped irritatingly. "Yes?" "I suppose, anyhow - on any planet where there is an intelligent animal - it will
One Blessed Redneck!!!
Thank you all of you cherries,for the response to my mum, you have all been so helpful and kind,WOW! Just got off work and wanted to say goodnight to all you cherries,have a blessed friday, I know I will. Goodnight all you tappers,have a safe and happy easter,Godbless.
They Sit...
MY CHANCES There is someone I'm thinking of, It seems he's an eternity away. I try not to think of that taboo word called ....love, But I just can't dispatch it...today. He's such a mystery, Yet I feel like I've known him forever. Do we have a history? It just might be a new endeavor. He says he's falling, Do I have any hope of catching him? I can understand why he's stalling, I hope my chances are far more than slim. I wish I may, I wish I might, Have this wish, I wish tonight... self copyright 2006 JUST FOR YOU I would venture near and far, Just to see you. I'd travel the moon and the stars, Just to hold you. I'd swim a river, For your bliss. Across the ocean I'd row to deliver, A most sensual kiss. My soul yearns to swim, In the warmth of your gaze. I'd crawl out on a limb, And go down in a blaze. So take me now, Into your arms. Don't ask how, Just wor
Chrissy's Blog
I made this for my little boy while pregnant with him. My first cross stitch ever. Apparently, someone's feelings got hurt or someone has their panties in a wad.... 2 of my mumms were flagged earlier. Pretty much back to back. I only post mumms when I have a valid question, I used to post boredom mumms a while ago, but now I have these whiny little sissy fuckers nsfw'ing my mumms like it's going to go make me cry or something. I've had my mumms flagged PLENTY of times, and every time it was because someone just wanted to be a dick. Scrapper's always really nice and reinstates me, so their little childish flagging doesn't bother me long. Scrapper's the man. He's reinstated me so many times, I feel like I'm bugging him when I ask for help again because I might as well say, "Yeah it's me again. Another hater. Help please?" It's damn ridiculous how often this happens when there really isn't any reason for those nsfw flaggers to just be dicks. Ugh. I made this just rece
Fallenangelwolf
Unfaithful " No matter how young and restless love is age is nothin but a number" To be afraid of not knowin who u are is being wat u are in someone elses dreams only then will the force be strong with you when they discover your true sense of value were worth without questioning authority. knowledge is power but havin respect for that power you lose control of the force when it begins to shift lanes seeing that the same dream of someone elses has reflection of a seperate past u only see thigns that u know but to steal the spotlight is to blend a beautiful mind. i dont mean mind as in intelliegent against natural talent but truth with no logic. u paint a picture that doesnt have a color but is blessed with a vision. u cant remember your name but your bless with sign to make people recongize you. you age a day but who said that ur strength of love will never be the same? sex is just the begining. money isnt prize reward it is posion. the more u accept it the sicker
Fallenangelwolf's Bible Galadriel Lady Of Light
"The light can be fragile the more u persist the greater the damage will be" Saving strength for wasteful energy can posesses obession but it can also can grow agression. the art of war is just a color of peace. the light can perpretrate any kind of brightness that darkness may expose but careful must darkness clarify its intension when sensing the call of value of life. it take back time to collect important infomation that was once salvage that can be used to defend against any cause and effect on creation. the question we ask if light was created for a purpose why wisdom always assume that darkness does the cleansiness of destructive for equality. to unbalance equality one shouldnt seek revenge of another but give an exchange air to ground of physically to emotional awaken to sleep runing to walk life of belonged welcome. it not about of being the best of the best but balancing out seperation of operation without witholding fear that clouds anxiety that could create life of i
Lust And Love
Love has many ways of returning. When you think you're heart is broken and you can no longer find love or you do find love but not sure they are right for you, then you find out that an old flame wants you back and you still have that love for them. Then you decide to go back with them. That is what I have decided to do. I have decided to give it another go with Andrew. The first time we went out things weren't good cause people were causing so much drama and so I had ended it with him the first time cause of those people. But this time, I am not letting anyone get in the way again. You can't mess around with Love. When you love someone so much, you try hard to not let them go and to keep them to yourself. That is what I am doing this time with Andrew. I'm not letting him slip away again. I love him and have always loved him and will continue to do so. No one can tell me who I can and can not date. He has changed as have I and we have begun rekindling our love and no one will get in ou
All The Fun You Can Ever Want!!!!
There are a few things I'd like to thank you for: Thank you for wanting to have sex with me. You couldn't, but your heart was in the right place. Thanks for the ego boost. You were really hot and into me... until you passed out. Thanks for making me realize that I am, indeed, a gentleman and that I truly do respect women. A lesser man would have taken advantage of the situation. I know I am not one of those guys. Once you were out, it really wasn't fun anymore. Thanks for the drinks from the mini-bar. You were passed out, naked. And I really needed a drink. Thanks for letting me tuck you into bed. You don't remember, but trust me, it was really cute. Thanks for not vomiting. Seriously. Thanks for the fun time at the bar. In retrospect, I should have taken you back to your room much, much sooner. Thanks for buying shots, all 5 of them. I really enjoyed that. Thanks for being as drunk as I was. Scratch that, you were drunker. But most of all, thanks for being
Sayter_74
A DIFFERENT CHRISTMAS POEM The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I
Irish ~*~ Things~*~
Lura, the Countess of Killarney, was on a world tour with her husband, the Count. They were staying at an Intourist hotel on the edge of the Ural Mountains and were scheduled to begin an escorted horseback tour of the area early the next morning. Lura had developed a good tan a month earlier on the beach at Nice, but now she noticed that it was beginning to fade. Not having anything scheduled after lunch, she took a blanket and wandered off in search of a secluded spot where she could touch up the tan a bit. Unfortunately, Lura failed to realize that at high attitudes the rays of the sun were much more damaging than at sea level. Even worse, she fell asleep. She awoke, feeling rather uncomfortable. Dressing gingerly, she limped back to the hotel to have her husband assess the damages and the prospects for the morrow. After one look he delivered his verdict: .... "Tour all Ural, Lura? Too raw, Lura. Lie." The Irish .... An English-piquing people An exotic animal collector finally
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"Can't Heal" Do you know how hard I tried but I fail Do you know that I tried my best but I lose Don't you know I'm so envious I've got nothing Dead to this world cause I'm all alone Time goes by another wasted year there's no way out I lose myself to another fear I've lost again Deviously low scum is what I've become I want you to die But that's just a lie because I've never changed I feel my hatred about to explode Feel my anger consume you whole You're weak cause life was kinder to you As for me my goal is to make sure you learn what's misery My feelings are gone I'm numb inside I feel they steal I can't heal cause that's my deal My feelings are gone I'm numb inside I feel they steal I can't heal cause that's my deal We won't rot alone the ones we hate Their ends will comfort my hate My plans were set long ago Destroy all the hopes that you've known Crush all your silly dreams You're life aint as perfect as it seems Now feel my hatred explode Now know my pl
Must Read
Read all of this one, it is interesting!! Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green, IT GAVE ME GOOSEBUMPS!!! You don't want to miss this! ((*_*)) VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - Which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10 Amos cried out in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem. 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in
My Thoughts And Things I Wrote..
you know youre inlove when,first off when, you have a fight or a arugement this is what happins. you cant sleep or eat or even get ya mind off the person and you keep saying to youre self damn why i say that how i let it get that far. ya figure things would be ok cause they told you they love you more then anything and no matter how bad we fight ill still never leave you and that they will always be there no matter what, well that dont always help, you still think about all the negative shit. and it hurts more then anything and you keep thinking that shit, and ya wonder have they moved on do they still love you do they still want to really be with you, ya wonder if theres some one else, ya know all the bad shit that could happin ya think that i mean her parents could have got in the way and got in to our lil dispute and messed thinsg up you still 4 give and you keep trying . ok now second reason ya know youre in love. is when things or going great there no problems you feel fuull
Poems
I'm sorry, that I can't be perfect, In your distorted sight. I'm not sorry for begging you to stop, Screaming at you with my pleas and cry's. I fought to keep my dignity, Pleaded within myself. I don't understand why you did the things you did, Why you thought you had to put me thru this hell. I wanna just close my eyes, And picture myself running away. And maybe just maybe, when i come back, everything will be ok. But i know it won't, that the pain will still remain. I'm trying to be strong, But its so hard to do. I've gotta figure out how to go on, And try an deal with this too. I'm pleading for your help Lord, I need you now more than ever, Please tell it its gonna be ok, And let me know its gonna get better. Chains of compassion, chains of truth. I'm longing in life, to know what to do. I feel like i'm running, from here to there. I wonder, when will anyone ever truly care? About the choices in life that we must make. How much love do we give?
One Wish
Darlin' I can't explain Where did we lose our way Girl it's drivin' me insane And I know I just need one more chance To prove my love to you If you come back to me I'll guarantee That I'll never let you go Can we go back to the days our love was strong Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong Can somebody tell me how to get things back The way they use to be Oh God give me a reason I'm down on bended knee I'll never walk again until you come back to me I'm down on bended knee So many nights I dream of you Holding my pillow tight I know I don't need to be alone When I open up my eyes To face reality Every moment without you It seems like eternity I'm begging you, begging you come back to me Can we go back to the days our love was strong Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong Can somebody tell me how to get things back The way they use to be Oh God give me a reason I'm down on bended knee I'll never walk again until you come back to me I'm
2011 Blog Entries
I'm not a Christian, although I was raised Russian Orthodox. I'm not anything, I'm just a person. I believe in evolution not in being ruled by dead people from a time I never knew. I was delivered to this condition by what is known in Greek as Thelema. But what is Easter?There was this person represented by the name Jesus Christ who had certain beliefs that upset the powers that be and they told him to denounce what he speaketh or vee Kill you. So the death of Jesus represents a very important milestone in "human evolution"; similar to the milestone of Abraham refusing to make a human sacrifice of his son. A person died for what they believed in and his followers saw the importance of that and felt morally compelled to somehow ensure that humanity, for the good of itself and for the good of "human evolution", remembered that fact. So it was decided that from the death of winter to the rebirth in Spring, when all buds and blooms are resurrected - that it Shall be remembered, that this
Ridin' With The Commie Cowboy
Reasonably accurate, but I consider myself neutral on the question of a supreme being: I do not believe in the supernatural and believe that any such behing would exist within the framework of the natural world. I believe that empirical and scientific reasoning are the fundamental tools of human progress, that we are caused and cause in turn and do not exist ourside of that reality, and that reality is detrministic with hindsight being the vehicle for the creation if the illusions that are choice and free will. In other words, I am a Nautralist. So bearing that in mind, read this piece. Reading the recent letters by Kevin Parkinson, Victor Primeau, David Swartz and the countless other arrogant demagogues eager to shill for the Islamist and Zionist kooks from whom they blindly goosestep has filled me with an ever-rising reservoir of disgust, of anger, and of frustration! For rather than asking why we have been foolish enough to allow our lives, our politics, and our world to become m
My Words
Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it. Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love. And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts, but then just sometimes... everything actually happen and it's back and living happily ever after. * * * * * * * * * Why do people have to lose things to find out what they really mean? * * * * * * * * * When you are in love and you get hurt, it's like a cut... it will heal, but there will always be a scar. * * * * * * * * * You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel. Cause sadness due to love is breathing.... You'll have to breath at some point... * * * * * * * * * When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most. * * * * * * * * * When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always,
Cool Things To Know
Ok Let me see if I can word this in a way for everyone to understand... I LOVE new friends...When I request to be someones friend; I rate, I fan, etc.... I notice that certain people on CT request to be added and then NOTHING! No hello's, no rate's, no nothing..... They just keep it movin'; It makes me CRAZY!!!! So here's the deal... I will always accept a persons request to be "friends". However, if I don't hear from you; be it a shout, a profile comment, a photo comment, a stash comment or a rate. I will delete you! I'm sorry but I'm not into having a million "friends" that show NO LOVE. I'm not trying to be mean at all.... Just want to "KEEP IT REAL" Back in the day we didn't get along that well, For a while we didn't speak. Disagreements are a part of life, People are not perfect.. But we always found our way back to each other. Stubborn as the two of us are, Both of us having our share of pain, No matter what, the Love was Always there. I know you never me
Dreamless Nights
It Was She A great wind rushed past me, chilling me to the bone. I look around to see, I find that I am all alone. I travel for some time hoping to find a warm soul as if it were a crime my patients pays a toll! I turn the corner to find aid looking to find anyone within miles as I look hope begins to fade But then I see the smile of smiles! Her face glowed with compassion here smile shined like the sun I bowed in a statly fasion for her beauty had me done! She and I lost touch we did not speak for a time though I though of her smile much it was she who found me & inspired this ryme!!! First Glimpse of Heaven I stare entranced by a mistic light encircling an Angel. Her voice warms me like the southern mid-summers noontime sunshine. When I stare into her eyes I am drawn into a different place; a different existence! All fears, all pain forgotten. In fear that this dream will end, I do not talk or move! She smiles, h
Funny As Hell
I got this idea from Sweet Turtle, god bless her turtle heart :) Sing this to the tune of "The Little Drummer Boy". I call it, "The little fubar guy" OK? In the key of "M"....mmmmmmmm Said the newbie to the Twisted Fu Do you know what I heard? Read it on a bulletin, Twisted Fu Do you know what I heard? The bling, the bling, that he gave to me, Was because my NSFW pics are free. Was because my NSFW pics are free. Said the Twisted Fu to the Barfly Do you see what I see? In an unmarked folder, Barfly Do you see what I see? Some bewbs! Some bewbs! Nice as I have seen! And she’s showing them off for some bling, And she’s showing them off for some bling. Said the Barfly, to the Fu-gee Did you read what I read? In some stupid mumm, Fu-gee. Did you read what I read? Fubucks, Fubucks, man this really sucks! She’ll open her NSFW for fubucks, She’ll open her NSFW for fubucks. Said the Fu-gee to the mighty Fuking Would you help me out some? While you’re ratin
Special
Anyone that are thinking of becoming CT married to Amber ~NWO~. DON"T. Because she plays games. To the Asshole who sent this message: "ok do i have to buy u another clue i told u once u dumd aussie go hang urself aint noone wants you ur so damn ugly ur mamma don't even want you" Get a life, if you look in the Mirror, then you will see who is ugly. I do have a right to live & keep my mother out of this. My mother has passed away & it's not because of me, either. You don't even know how to spell dumb. Keep this up & you will lose your account here. You will be reported for abuse. You don't even have the guts to reveal your ugly self. So who ever you are get fucked. I have plenty of friends here & don't you say, they are using me. You can't get rid of me that easy. This Song was played at my mother's funeral in 2001. This song still affects me. I love it , this was my mother's favorite song.
Friends
Are you tired of those sissy-ass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship: 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard /bitch who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend!!! Send this to 10 of your clos
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Politics
Ever wonder what the expression "stuck on stupid" meant?Well here is an example: The grinning idiot clinging to Je$$e Jack$on is Cindy Sheehan... the sob sister protesting the war at Bush's ranch, who lost her son in the war, the same son she gave up in her divorce when he was 7 years old. And by the way if you wonder why she has so much free time ... she is going through another divorce right now and guess what? She is giving up custody of another son. As Forest Gump once wisely proclaimed, "Stupid is as stupid does."What Is This Picture? Obviously, it's a picture in a cemetery. What cemetery and whose grave? Sadly, it's the grave of Casey Sheehan. After two years, and a DoD payment of $250,000 to the "Peace Mom", Cindy Sheehan has not had the time or bothered to have a headstone placed on this young hero's grave. And, she doesn't even have to pay for one, the DoD will provide one: "The Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) furnishes upon request, at no charge to the applicant, a g
Sweet Bees Blogs
Beat boxing.Add to My Profile | More Videos I WONDER???? Body: Everybody wonders "what if" once in a while. Just hit REPLY and fill it out about the person that posted this. It will only go to the person who posted it in the first place, and no one else can see it, don't forget to be honest! What if 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fight while you were there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Family: WOULD YOU 13. Help me hide a body? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? 15. Hold my hand? 16. Take a bullet for me? 18. Try to solve my problems? 19. Love me? 20. Date me? HAVE YOU EVER 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. K
Other Favorite Song Lyrics
"Tears" All of the seasons and all of the days All of the reasons why I've felt this way So long... So long Then lost in that feeling I looked in your eyes I noticed emotion and that you had cried For me I can see What would touch me deeper... Tears that fall from eyes that only cry? Would it touch you deeper Than tears that fall from eyes that know why? A lifetime of questions, tears on your cheek I tasted the answers and my body was weak For you The truth What would touch me deeper... Tears that fall from eyes that only cry? Would it touch you deeper Than tears that fall from eyes that know why? Before The Dawn Before the dawn, I hear you whisper In your sleep "Don't let the morning take him" Outside the birds begin to call As if to summon up my leaving It's been a lifetime since I found someone Since I found someone who would stay I've waited too long, and now you're leaving Oh please don't take it all away It's been a lifetime since I fo
My Thoughts
The thunder so loud it makes you jump,the lighteneing so bright it looks like daytime.The rain pounding the ground,wind blowing you can hear it in the trees.I love thunderstorms,the roar of the thunder,the lihtening as it streaks acoss the sky.Listening to the rain as it hits the ground.Thunderstorms are magical sights,you can feel its strenth,hear its fiery,feel the wild untamed wonder.then as it calms and all that left is the soft sound of the rain.Some are afraid of them.They are nature releasing its freedom upon the earth.You cuddle to the sound of the rain,you release passion to the thunder and lightening,feel the wildness of it,just sit back and let the sounds move through you.Work with the magic of it not against it.Thunderstorms are romantic and passionate!!!!! In this life I'm a woman,In my next life,I'd like to come back as a bear,you get to hibernate,you do nothing but sleep for six months.I could deal with that. Before you hibernate,you're supposed to eat yourself stupid
Me
September 6th, 2007 I only got like 4 hours sleep I was up talking to Kathy... Oh yeah! So my phone rings at like 10am, and it is like my friend the reverend. She says that she has a letter from her husband and the engagement ring is left behind. Mind you also I never leave my phone on ring but tonight I left my phone on ring and it went off like 3x in a 5 minute period My first thought was like umm...... Suicide, At the same time all this stuff is going on I am talking to a wonderful lady Kathy. Kathy and I were supposed to go out for lunch in the afternoon after talking all night the night before. But we did not, I instead am looking for a suicidal drug addict who stole his wifes van and sold it for his own personal amusement. He has a hotel room for a week and planned on killing himself. This is the first time I met The Reverends Husband and The Reverend is talking to me telepathically on how to bring her husband out of this stage of where he wants to kill himself and get
Me
I just got my haircut and donated 10 inches and 5 ponytails of hair to Locks of Love. Now my beautiful hair will be used to make wigs for kids. Awesome isn't it? I ran my first 5 miles yesterday. I felt awesome for about an hour. Then I thought I was going to die. This morning I woke up with a cold. arggghh! this sucks. but i'm racing next weekend. i'm hoping to PR by at least 2 minutes. hey everyone! well my time was 37:19 whoo hoo! 3 minutes off of the last 5k. the race was pretty decent. i'll have some pictures later from the bootcamp ladies. the kids were so excited to be there to see me race. we also got a family picture taken with Simba and Mickey. Totally like Disney World but cheaper. yah! Okay so this was not a chip timed event so we had to hand them our little paper at the bottom at the number afterwards. kind of lame but it's cool. so most of the race was through the metroparks. it was nice and shady. the bootcamps and i all started out together and some of the
Help!
Im winning but i need help keeping the lead!! Please rate and comment bomb! Thanks!! im in the Hot Man on CT contest and i am barely winnin by less than 300 votes!! I need help!! The contest ends 5/25! Any little bit helps!! Thanks everybody!! Hope u all have a great day!! Please rate and comment bomb! IM BARELY WINNING THIS CONTEST! PLEASE HELP ME SECURE THE LEAD!! PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT BOMB!!
Poems
Beauty Being beautiful is being compared to the grandest things on earth, To the warm sunset...high majestic peaks...or a clear night sky. I do know this, I would not trade the beauty I have in front of me, For I have all the beauty I need. A beauty that rises above those majestic peaks. A beauty that gives the warmth of a sunset. For this beauty's eyes shine brighter than the stars in the heaven's skies, A beauty that is so special to me, You are beautiful. YOU ARE You are the sun That brings me light You are the one Who takes away my fright. When I fall You pick me up Wherever I go You bring me luck. You're not a dream You?re my dream come true And that?s why I'll always Be loving you. MAYBE THINGS WILL BE ALRIGHT YOU SEE A SMILE UPON MY FACE MY EYES ARE ALWAYS FILLED WITH GRACE BUT WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW IS THAT I NEED YOU NOW MORE THAN EVER MY LIFE IS FLOATING AWAY LIKE A FEATHER AS I SIT HERE ALL ALONE IN FRIGHT I WIS
Poetry
Stop talking Just kiss me I want to feel your lips against mine and let your hand run through my messy hair. I want you to hold me like you always do. And let me feel safe in your arms. Just quit delaying and kiss me. kisses in the rain sweet togetherness the world just seems to stop kisses in the rain its not the kiss that get me and im not turn on by the rain its just knowing im with you kisses in the rain eyes closed tight hands held in a loose grip yet that soft lean to meet means so much kisses in the rain sweet and simple romantic at the least but yet something so simple means so much and reminds me of you Fly Ask unwanted questions then walk away (Together) from the faded faces of yesterday. (the future holds forever.) Hold your head high. (Together.) Don’t hesitate. Don’t wait. Fly... As the clouds open and divide; as the tears stain your cold state, let me hold you: let your heart inside my mind. I’m
This Sucks
well guys i just got back from tring to get a guy from work out of the sand and in the process i got my truck stuck cause it is only 2 wheel drive so i had to call another friend to pull me out and the guy i went to pull out ended up getting himself out so yeah it was a fun and exciting event well everyone i just woke up after goin to bed around 4 or 5, what can i say i like to sleep. y can't people get off your back when you accept a friend, it is nice to get some friend. it would be nice to be able to get some new friends without worring about weather anything is goin on or not? i am only with my one and true love
Love U Cherry Tappers.
I NEED SOME LOVE GUYS IM NOT ABLE TO UPLOAD MORE PICS TILL I LEVEL PLEASE HELP ME OUT I WILL SHOW U LOTS OF LOVE IN RETURN. HEY ALL U FRIENDS AND FAM OF CHERRY TAP. I WAS WONDERING IF ANYONE COULD DO ME A SOLID. IM GONNA BE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL NEXT WEEK ON THE 16TH FOR 6 WEEKS I HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY AND WILL BE M.I.A FROM CT FOR THAT TIME. :( I WAS WONDERING COULD SOMEONE HOOK ME UP WITH A BLAST JUST ONE DAY I DONT CARE JUST TO SHOW SOME LOVE AND IN RETURN I WILL HOOK YA UP WITH A BIG PIMPIN GIFT AND PERMOTE UR PAGE. U WILL ALL BE MISSED FOR THE SIX WEEKS MUCH LOVE CHERRY TAPPERS. HELP ME!!!!. I JUST WENT ON A COFFEE DATE WITH THIS GIRL AND EVERYTHING WAS FINE TILL I FOUND OUT SHE WAS 18 AND A LITTLE CRAZY. SHE STARTED HITTING ON ME HARD AND TOLD ME SHE LOVED ME. REMEBER THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE EVER SEEN THIS GIRL. ANYWAYS SHE HAS BEEN EMAILING ME AND I NEED TO BLOCK HER. ITS ON HOTMAIL. AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO IT PLEASE CHERRY TAPPERS ANYONE MESSEGE ME TO TELL ME HOW TO DO
Randomness
No ordinary guy is gonna do... they don't know what I'm looking for.. they don't know what I need. I asked God to take away my habit. God said, No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up. I asked God to make my handicapped child whole. God said, No. His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary. I asked God to grant me patience. God said, No.Patience is a byproduct of tribulations; it isn't granted, it is learned. I asked God to give me happiness. God said, No. I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you. I asked God to spare me pain. God said, No.Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me. I asked God to make my spirit grow. God said, No.You must grow on your own, but I will prune you to make you fruitful. I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life. God said, No. I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things. I asked God to help me LOVE others, as much as He lo
Lovetobekissed69
OK HERE GOES. i WAS JUST READING THE LOCAL NEWSPAPER AND THERE WAS AN ADD ON THE FRONT PAGE ENTITLED, "CHILD DIES FROM BEING BOUND BY DUCK TAPE AT DAYCARE". WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT SHIT. i CANT BELIEVE PEOPLE ACTUALLY DO THAT SHIT TO CHILDREN. THIS MAKES ME VERY ANGRY AND I COULD WRITE FOR HOURS TALKING ABOUT THIS. THE LITTLE BOY WAS ONLY 2 YEARS OLD AND THE OWNER OF THE DAYCARE SAID HE WOULDNT BE QUIET FOR NAPTIME. THAT BITCH NEEDS TO BE HUNG OR SHOT. I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF HEARING ABOUT PEOPLE THAT DO THIS STUFF. IF YOU CANT HANDLE HAVING CHILDREN THEN STOP FUCKING AROUND AND GETTING PREGNANT OR DONT OWN A DAMN DAYCARE YOU FUCKING IDIOTS!!!!!!!! OK, im gonna be a cry baby again.... This week I worked right at 70 hours. I came home last night and as usual nothing was done. I cooked for my husband, cleaned the house and helped my 13 year old son pack for church camp.. Finally around 1 am i got to go to bed... I woke up this morning at 6 am to take my son to camp. Came home and
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Nsfw Writing
The clock moved slower than normal and surprisingly enough my chair seemed more uncomfortable than I was used to. That’s the price you need to pay when you are finally excited about something in your life. I looked around the office and it was almost empty. Unfortunately working the later shift, I had to wait until everyone else was gone. You had text me already to let me know that you had made it to the hotel all right, and were going to unpack and get ready for our mini vacation together. I know it was only for a 3 day weekend, but I can only imagine how much stuff you would have brought in for it. “Having to unpack?” The thought seemed crazy for a short trip, but at least it would give you something to do while I was on my way over. My phone vibrated as my computer was shutting down, but I didn’t have time to check the message. I closed out the computer as the phone vibrated again. I started to worry about you for a second hoping that
What Do You Think!!!
A lot of truth in this The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees. It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, 'Merry Christmas' to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu. If people want a creche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away. I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around
Funny Stuff
Northern Versus Southern Girls
I'm not there to tuck you in as you go to bed. I'm not there to fluff the pillow underneath your head. I'm not there to set the clock, or turn the lights down low. I'm not there to smooth the sheets, or play the music, so I guess from here so far away I'll send my words, good night. and pray the other who is there will all night hold you tight. Will comfort you, and snuggle you, and kiss your forehead sweet. and give to you a safety zone in which you'll gently sleep. And when the light of dawn should break and you begin to wake. Well, I will save that just for now... here love, coffee and cake. Do you know why sourthern girls are sometimes considered more promiscuous than are northern girls? Because Northern girls say "You may make love with me." Southern girls say "Y'all can make love with me." household insect departs cooking pan extension. A vessel of liquid under constant scrutinity never reaches it's maximized heat activation. Each canine sh
Please Come On People
So I have been forced after the most unintelligent conversation with a certain CT user to to go sweetheart to bitch in ummmm 1.1 seconds ... How in the fuck can someone that hides behind some bullshit picture look at my pics and make the decison that they need me and I need them .... I am amazed at the stupidity that people show .. and the fact they chose to push my buttons..... I have never had any conversation with who ever this is before. It would seem to me they want a status symbol and for sure are not the brightest crayon in the pack .. come on ... Telling me what THEY need is me ... Love the selfish nature of mankind .. all about pushing for what they need and forgetting that in life we have choices and mine is to be with my daughter and my zoo of realible pets and be a happy mom ..mmm mmm mmm .. If they push one more button a bulletin will follow WTF?????? I am not endered here this is creepy Today I have accidentally tripped upon a few people that claim I made a difference
My Blogs
so after a long days work of cooking, cleaning, taking care of the kids, what could be more exciting than my 6 yr old daughters fish she named andy acting as though he is nemo and jumps out ofhis fish bowl.I mean seriously i swear he knoked thetop of the tankoff and everythingand there was lil andy laying on her dresser and get this the fish is still alive and it still trying to escape, my lord i never it made my whole night. what a crazy night. Iam so sick of these men who make these babies then cant be bothered to take care of them. cause last time i checked it took two people to make a baby. I mean maybe they should take there kid for a whole wk and have there kid 24 7 and see how they like it. i mean it must be nice to take ur kid only 3 hrs a month and call urself a parent. well the other parent has the kid 24/7 then on top of that when i was working i had my kid and worked but u know the other parent only has to wrk and party and have fun while the mommy does all the wrk. i th
In Rain And Regret
Life disappears right before our eyes, and in seconds our truths are proved to be lies. We swallow down our pride with clear liquid that kills our insides. Lovers don't wait for the pain to subside, and mothers don't know the way they leave us when they die. Girls don't know the way they stab us with their eyes, and boys don't have enough closets to hide. Brothers don't know their hands that hold our hearts, and fathers don't know how easily they rip us apart. Misery holds us close to her breasts, and in seconds we feel more than any other day, and all is laid to rest. We slice away our confidence with silver blades to our wrists. Wives don't try to be nice anymore, and husbands don't come home before they've seen their whores. Sons don't know left from right, unless they're up late on a school night, and daughters don't know the difference between love and fist fights. Friends don't know their empathy, and enemies show no sympathy. Life comes in quick flashes, like sunligh
My Poety
If I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but do not have love, I have become a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy, and know all mysteries and all knowledge; and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. And if I give all my possessions to feed the poor, and if I surrender my body to be burned, but do not have love, it profits me nothing. Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails; but if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away; if there are tongues, they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part; but when the perfec
My Soul
More! I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your 'innocent little devil' look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you pull me up by the hair- To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. P
Kouboi's Creative Writings
1. Be careful of using personal entertainment as a way to avoid closeness with the one you love. Couples often do this at bedtime. 2. Do not stifle natural feelings of desire. Do whatever you can to fan the flame. 3. Do not work yourself up into a bad attitude simply because your loved one is busy doing something else at the moment. 4. Never speak with sarcasm in your voice, especially regarding something your loved one enjoys. Show love by trying to appreciate each other’s unique interests. 5. Do not give in to sudden fits of temper. 6. Beware of selfish preoccupation so you do not miss between-the-line hints when a loved one needs you. 7. Do everything you can to preserve the bedroom as a quiet place of rest and refreshment. Avoid discussions of business or family problems there. 8. Do not point blame at your loved one for changes and problems in your relationship. 9. Be willing to forgive and continue to take reasonable, lifelong emotional risks. 10. Focus on what
A Childs Dream;a Parents Fear
Well here i go again, blabbing about my son! But isn't that what mom's do?!...lol Grant has about two 1/2 weeks left and then he will be home! At times i didn't think it was ever gonna end! He did well on his M16 qualifying, got Marksman. Although he wasn't too happy thta he didn't make expert marksmen, he's only 19 he has time to improve. But he's alot like me, when i strive to reach a certain goal. I get pissed if I miss the mark, and try it until I do! Just the perfectionist VIRGO in me I guess!....Certain friends know what is going on with Grant, and i can't wait to hug him abd kiss him, tell him how much i missed him....then give him a rude piece of SMALITY! What is this u ask? A word my brother and I came up with to describe a motha fu**in smack of reality! ...lmao. and my son does know this! you guys remember how it was to be a teen....think they know everything!! I will keep everyone posted on how he does and his graduation....as long as the ptb's allow this to stay on!
More Of My Poems & Some Other Peoples Stuff Too....
. "The Dream" I lay there that night, thinking of you, before closing my eyes to sleep... the thoughts of wanting your body next to mine started to consume my every thought. I could almost feel the warm touch of your strong hand brushing against my thigh as we lay together - Your thick fingers softly moving across my leg and up to my stomach, briefly skimming my inner thigh as you allowed your hand to move slowly upward. My breathing got quicker with each movement of your hand - moans of wanting more - you turned on your side, keeping one hand on my body as you moved- caressing slowly across my stomach and up to my breast - cupping each breast so tenderly and gently massaging them as you looked up at me, right in my eyes, giving me that little sweet yet devious smile you always give me when you're having me anticipate your next move. I smiled back at you with a simple smile that told you without words that I want you, that I can't wait to feel your every touch,
My Writings
one of these days, happiness will find me, One of these days, my true love will walk in that door, One of these days, I wont have to argue anymore, One of these days, my life will be my own, One of these days, I wont feel loneliness anymore, One of these days, I will actually start to care, One of these days, I wont feel like a total failure, One of these days, my heart will rejoice, One of these days, heartache and pain will disappear, One of these days, I will be able to say I am the luckiest person in the world, One Of These Days, All Of My Dreams Will Come True They call me a voyer. I like to watch, I like to see the things hidden underneeth I like to know the whole truth. is that so bad, is that morally wrong, why is it that we have to hide all the time from the scrutiny of others, because what we like to do makes them squirm? I like to participate, pleausres givin, touches so soft and sensual, carresses so deep and meaningfull, a
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TRBLZKMN2U (sound it out!) from the DARKSIDE of HELL! Hi! I am a normal person with a situation where I seem to share my physical space with several personalities, each, very distinctly seperate and strong, in her own purpose. Glenda? Well, I'm the public one, and the one who's speaking to you now, mother of five, grandmother of five, creative, artistic, homebody, "mother~earth" type and perpetual "PEACEMAKER", Ginny? SHE's the tough one! Has a lot of hostility about growing up without a sense of her own identity, just some kind of an extension of a "not so stable", brutal and alcoholic/perscripion drug-addicted "step/adoptive mother" image, (always and forever age 16),who protects us all, sometimes to our total shame and embarrassment. Gabby, she's the baby. She decided not to grow up after our Dad died. She's eight years old and totally niave and hopeful. When she sometimes gets a dose of "reality", she crashes like a tidal wave. Gail? AH!, Gail is the business side of
Poetry
The sound should be deafening... The silence broken... with unmitigated violence... not even a smiling token... Yet no one cares... that I scream alone... without the love.... that I crave to own... But such is life... even played my part... To fall in Love... Only to be broken hearted... I am sick and tired of it all, the lies and deceit. The covert operations of little importance. Nothing you say any more sticks in my mind. Your words flowing like water through a sieve. I told you everything, never sparing a thought at sharing my heart with you. And now you do this as though I am a channel To be changed on a whim. You take my trust, my pure and innocent love and throw it to the wind leaving me to bleed. Like a scrap from the table that a dog is not worthy of. I don't know why it took me so long To see you as the world does Without a heart I hoped to hold. Guess that'll teach me to trust again. Thanks to you it's pretty much
Abuse Awareness
Yes. Children who have witnessed violence are more likely to be either abusers or victims themselves. Children tend to copy the behaviour of their parents. Boys learn from their fathers to be violent to women. Girls learn from their mothers that violence is to be expected, and something you just have to put up with. Children don't always repeat the same pattern when they grow up. Many children don't like what they see, and try very hard not to make the same mistakes as their parents. Even so, children from violent families often grow up feeling anxious and depressed, and find it difficult to get on with other people. What can help? * Professionals working with children, including doctors, nurses, teachers and social workers, should make themselves available for the child to talk to, and offer the help and advice they need. * Posters in community centres, schools and health centres can give information and guidance. * Women's Aid and Victim Support are national
Favorite Poems
Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right, Because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on that sad height, Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Dylan Thomas I actually only read this today bu
The Valentine Nightly
... or were personally told by me. Which is a small handful. It seems as though there is a trend that is going on... well not so much a trend... its more of a repeating decision. That's right, boys and girls... if you cannot tell by my numbers being in my name... than there's something you're not getting. SHAUN MICHAELS is LEAVING in AUGUST. Now, I am sure a majority of you are thinking... why Shaun? Are you serious? And all that shit. Well, lemme give you your mother fucking answers. 1) WHY, SHAUN MICHAELS? A) The site is not fun anymore. PERIOD. I barely even come on here anymore to begin with... too much bullshit goin around everywhere. People getting upset with others [as to the point its actually getting to me.... and yes it is possible!], drama from one lounge flowing into another.... the list goes on. Yeah, I have said drama follows you like a shadow [and its true]... but come on. No one knows how to have fun? I was going to delete a year ago but then several people [w
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Who Am I
I am troubled by the misuse of the word love on the internet today, a very good friend of mine and I talked and well the essence of concencus is that we are all love love abides at the basic depth of each soul, it is what we do with it that makes a difference. Also FYI the greeks have 5 words which all translate to love but each word describes a unique love from that of friendship to that of a devine sort. Anyway Love is a very important and powerful thing I just think it should be weilded with a little more care, every time I say I close my eyes a moment so that I know I mean it and how I mean it. Here a few other thoughts on the subject, Enjoy them and I hope you all have someone to share it with, your love that is. "Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - Robert Frost "The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart." - Helen Keller "For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my
A City Boy In The City... In Other Words Joy!
Greetings everyone! Hope all is well. This particular blog may seem a bit one-sided to you but I have to express how I feel and respect a special person I have met here on CT. If you have every really looked at my profile you will see a particular woman that leaves myself quite a few shouts. She is consistantly always caring about me and always having my back, either through the good times or the worse. I have had a few of the worse if you have read my blogs. This woman means alot to me and words really cannot express how much she means to a simple person such as myself. I will give it a shot. If were not for the fact of us being seperated by a little over a thousands miles between us I would consider this lady to be the "answer" to my quest for the perfect woman. She is intelligent, bright, smart, sexy, HOT, caring, nuturing cheerful, giving, considerate, spicy, smiling, beautiful, patient, and any other adjective that you would use to describe a person you could see yourself with for

wonderinng if i should delete my account,seems you do all ya can to rate, fan add people on here so you can level up.............but if your not a skinny georgus woman or in some cases (slutty) not to be mean, you dont get anywhere or anything, i feel like ive been working my ass off as ,much as i can and no one except a select few seems to notice. got any ideas let me know, ill let ya know if i decide to delete Well hope yall happy, its a shame we have some plp on here who cant take a joke and an adult joke at that, gotto go and mark some cartoon pic as nsfw, grow up plp. but to make it easy on ya's i deleted a bunch of them so ur poor little sensibilitys dont get hurt any more , happy now??? 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor Gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student And had breezed through the questions until I read The last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this
Poems
It takes a day to make a dream, But it takes many nights for a seed to become a tree. Life is a ladder that must be climbed. But in every stage, There are many rivers and battles to fight And our hopes determines our future. Life is a trip through the wilderness And everyone must survive for success. But without a determination We can never reach our destination. There are many roads in life, But choice Stands between the broad and the narrow. The world is not only what we see But what we hear Life is time and time is tide. We are making an endless journey But no ladder is without an end Problems may fall like rain But every seed has its season. © By ‹.·´¯`·.·´`·._Ðèvî£î§h ÐÐ_.·´`·.·´¯`·.› 5-10-07 A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like
Poetry Is In My Soul
Is this what loves about? Your loving eyes sooth me Like gentle waves upon the sand When fear harbors in me Your there holding my hand I feel your arms around me Like wind leaves in the fall Some how your strength surrounds me As you hear my silent call I feel your love inside me Though I fight to keep it out My walls are slowly breaking down Is this what loves about? Challenge or lesson? For every lesson learned In life It contains good It contains bad For every obstacle in life It supports strength It encourages growth Though we may not like it We may despise it There is always a reason Suppressing its self deep Deeper with in us What are challenges set forth for To drown us? No,….. to make us grow stronger To surprise us? No,….. to help shape us To make us feel the pain? No,….. to help build the confidence that we can get through it Why for every challenge must pain accompany For the pure reason to remind us all…. We are only hum
All About My Annoying Life And The People How Make It Miserable
i have one day to come up with 200 dollars to keep my husband out of jail. he got a ticket for no insurance and the judge said that if he didn't have his license changed from oregon to texas by tomorrow then he'll go to jail. and of course when it rains it pours cause i checked my bank account to see how much money we had cause i also need to get my son some formula we're over drawn by to much money. i know most people on here will tell me that i need to manage my money more better and if i didn't have some many bills going out and so many different needs i'd be able to. i was stupid and told a credit card company to go ahead and give me a credit card even though i didn't have a jobe. then my daughter got sick and needed medicine so i ended up using it on stuff we needed so there it is my bad credit and needing stuff i'm not asking for money i'm just venting cause this is the only way i can. and people are wondering how i get on the internet with needing stuff its cause my mother in la
The Link To The Contest
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Videos
Marilyn Manson Videos | Music Video | Nashville Homes For Sale Rammstein Videos | Music Video Codes | Nashville Relocation Bestrafe mich (Punish Me) Lyrics ©1997 Rammstein. Bestrafe mich bestrafe mich Stroh wird Gold und Gold wird Stein deine Größe macht mich klein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein Der Herrgott nimmt der Herrgott gibt Bestrafe mich bestrafe mich du meinst ja und ich denk nein schließ mich ein in dein Gebet bevor der Wind noch kälter weht Deine Größe macht mich klein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein Deine Größe macht mich klein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein deine Größe macht ihn klein du wirst meine Strafe sein Der Herrgott nimmt der Herrgott gibt doch gibt er nur dem den er auch liebt bestrafe mich Unofficial Translation ©2003 Jeremy Williams. Punish me punish me straw becomes gold and gold becomes stone your size makes me small you may be my punisher The lord does take the lord does give
No Name
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! Send your anwers to me only... ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 13.)A. 14.)Q. W
It's My Blogs!
I'll be canceling my account this weekend. I am so sick and tired of the stupid drama and bullshit on this site. I have made a few really good friends on here and I'd like to stay in touch with a few of you so if I don't have you on yahoo or myspace and you want to keep in touch, let me know. I bid everyone else farewell and goodbye. And all you mumming assholes that think this is about you. FUCK OFF. You're all drama seeking attention whores. When I was just a toddler I was already a bother I rebelled against everyone most of all my father A vietnam vet the hardest man I ever met I brought out evil in him that he would later regret Feeling misunderstood and alone in my hood I was an outcast fitting in the best that I could My friends didn't care about the burden I beared Being abused and battered was my daily affair Now I'm grown up but I don't give a fuck Being mistreated in life has just been my luck I hope my dream of escape won't come too late I refuse to
Just Stuff
I WAS THINKING ABOUT HOLDING A CONTEST TO HELP ME ALONG WITH SOME POINTS.I TOLD MYSELF THAT I WOULDNT SPEND ONE RED CENT OF MY OWN MONEY ON BUYING POINTS ON CT SUCH AS VICS AND BLASTS,I WANT TO DO IT WITHOUT LAYING ANY MONEY OUT SO I THOUGHT MAYBE A CONTEST WITH SOME BIG PIMPING GIFTS AS A GIVEAWAY.BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT CATEGORY I COULD DO AS THEY SEEM TO HAVE ALL BEEN DONE...THOUGHT MY CT PALS MIGHT BE ABLE TO GIVE ME SOME IDEAS ON CONTEST IDEAS? just wanted to say that im back after my broken wrist episode,so im sorry that i couldnt rate or comment or anything...im gonna try and catch up over the next few days....please dont think im ignoring you,i just couldnt do much :( Ok,i just want to say this to you all after i have had a bit of a nasty moment this morning. I havent been online most of last week as my son was ill and i have some health problems which i have to attend the hospital for( some of you will know that i had to go in as a patient) I had a new friend on here calle
Fallen Dreams
gh, these past few days have just not been good, me and amar have been arguing alot, i'm like really stressed, i've hardly been getting any sleep, though I took a nap today! =] I didn't have enough money to send Amar money to come down here, cause it cost 25 just to send it and then 23 more for money in mutes. And then Pat told me today that me and her were in trouble for last night, we both got wrote up, so I'll probably have to sign the paper tomorrow and my dad says if Shelly bitches me out or gives me shit then I can quit, which sucks because I need the money but i'm not putting up with her shit just because she has fucking problems so yeah, everything is just ugh =/ Actually I really don't know what I got wrote up for. Pat says she got wrote up for one letting me buy stuff after 8, but I bought everything after costumers did, I was standing in line, i've seen a million people who work there do it before! Then Pat said she got in trouble for cashing someone's check after 8, th
Shadows Where Are These Shadows ?
Well it's been close to 3 weeks and im getting real freaking board. Just how much guitar hero 3 can I play and how many movies can I download? Yes I am looking forward to getting back to school. Yes I know im 40 and getting kind of old , but why do a job that is going to beat my body down anymore then it already is, when I can try and find a nitch and do things I really enjoy. I don't need a lot of money to be happy, I am pretty damn happy I am remembering things from my classes 3 week later. Who would have thought I would have any memory retention left after all the ….. Well you know. And after completely destroying my goals of mediocrity. This time im going to pull for a 3.0 average. Now if I could only swing an opportunity top get some more hands on experience with video production and editing. Maybe i can just whore myself of to see if i can pick up some hands on side work. I'm pretty damn sure you wont be hearing this in the msm and if so it will be buried on the
In General
Well this is the last day for this name. If you are wanting to remain friends, fans, etc click on the pic below. That is my main name that I have and am keeping. Hugs Carrie Carebear@ fubar Hey all! For those that dont know, I have 3 ID's on FUbar. I am deleting 2 of them so I only have one to deal with. I have less time to be on the puter so this way I will only have one name to check on. All of my TRUE friends and fans and family are more than welcome to add my other name, the link will be at the bottom of this. Those of you that just wanted to add me before for just points dont need to bother adding my other name. Hugs Carrie Here is the link for my name you can transfer to: Carebear@ fubar THINKING OF HAVING 2 CONTESTS ATTENTION ALL MEN!!!!! MENS CONTEST SEXIEST EYES AS OF NOW I HAVE 1 MAN IN THIS ONE NEED MORE FOR THIS ONE, COME ON GUYS! WOMENS CONTEST BEST CLEAVAGE PIC (HAS TO BE SFW) AS OF NOW, I HAVE 5 LADIES IN THIS CONTEST i would
Songs
Call me when he's gone I'll come over we'll have our fun We can keep this secret beneath the sheets where I spend the night but we never get to sleep. In thew the front door and out the back window relax my little harlot theres no way that he knows. Call me when He's gone, I'll come over we'll have a little fun. It's not my fault you suduct me each time I can swallow my pride time and time again. Behinde those lying eyes He's just a friend she says You fool him each time your a master of deception what a sucker he is thinkin he's the only one. This permiscuous relationshitp, i know you like it too. the thought excites you almost as much as I do. Call me when he's gone I'll come over we'll have our fun We can keep this secret beneath the sheets where I spend the night but we never get to sleep. In thew the front door and out the back window relax my little harlot theres no way that he knows. Call me when He's gone, I'll come over we'll have a little fun.
Why It Says Justkillme On My Back
The Many Thoughts of HarleyGirl Saturday, April 11, 2009 Just Kill Me - A Tribute Tattoo About a month ago I got a friend request on Myspace from “Just Kill Me”. I was thinking it would end up being another rock band that was out spreading their music around Myspace. Well to my surprise it was a fellow biker named Harley Mike from Colorado. After adding Mike to my friends list I checked out his page and found one of the most amazing tattoos that I’d ever seen. I immediately hit send message and asked Harley Mike if he’d like to share the story about his incredible tattoo. Mike agreed and now I’m sharing it with all of you.Harley Mike Hight has been around motorcycles most of this life. Raised around a 1%er Club, he would help them work on their bikes. As he grew older he was asked to work in a small 1%er Club shop in the Ventura/Sherman Oaks area of California.Mike’s first bike was a ’57 straight leg frame with a
Pain
Outside she is smiling, but on the inside she is afraid. Her true self is cowering, hiding in the shadows of her own torn heart. She can not break free so she turns and runs down the dark corridors never looking back. She seems so distant and so alone, its because of the this demon so cold burrowing in her soul. She waits in the darkness of her abandoned heart and soul watching another scar form that is stained with the colors of fallen stars and false hopes. The demon now covers the outside making a mask of unleashed tears as misery drips from her lips, believing that she is insane. Her soul is finally breaking as the demon becomes her she becomes truly lost forever. MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes
Damn Not Again
20 Reasons to Date a girl that rides horses 20. We Mount with ease 19. We can to the distance 18. We have good hip control 17. We know how fast or slow to go 16. We can ride in many different positions 15. We ride until we score 14. We dont mind getting bucked around 13. We will ride for hours 12. We will use whips 11. We love to try new things 10. We are good with our hands 9. We get a lot of practice 8. We know what we are doing 7. We do it in lots of places 6. We are always on top 5. We get off easily 4. We are use to something between our legs 3. When we fall, we get right back on and ride harder 2. We have lots of stamina 1. We like it dirty so i think i did it again. i know i upset some one that is very near to my heart, my gf jc. something that i could have said to her when we started goen out but i didn't think of it till now. and i know i upset her and i am very sorry about it. i love her so much and i am very glad i have her in my life, i didn't mean t
Lets Rock!!
Yep I like Rock'N'Roll..it been very good to Me. Been doing guitar for years .and done some vids. My Vids rock>revised jimi Hendrix, that I Do. so if your want to see A Real guitar player, Watch me in colts vids. www.cincityliveradio.com .once ya hit enter. you will be at cincity radio..theres A list you see. once ya enter .A player will be on with radio you can decide to hit drive-inn movies,colt vids thats where i have my 12 song list at. Stone Free" "fire" purple Haze" ETC I'm there Oh I play hard..With my teeth,in stone free. But you cant get this kinda Rock anywhere unrealeased stuff up-state-connection,group I'm T.H.E. behind the Band 3 peice to 4 so let me take You Higher ..with Rock Desire. www.cincityliveradio.com or www.youtube.com/marrss2007 what A bummer...that time has passed and then, no summer...thats a bummer.. Cant Compla
Try Me Now...
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=845054&i=617982638&albumid=1036221 Pretty sad that I am a fan of 588 people here but i only have like 188 fans. Think that if i can take the time to become your fan and friend, can't you take a sec to become my fan? D come on gang...i need a favor...hit my pic in this contest please....rate and comment..thnx friends!
Of Love, Hate, And Whatnot
*Sorry if there are typo errors. A kiss is a kiss. But what makes it special is the moment when that happens. It’s all about the moment, but that’s just me. I’ve seen this movie “Hitch” starring Will Smith, and he said there that “the first kiss, will always tell the woman what kind of relationship a guy would want”, is this true? Or is it just another exaggeration of the movie world. But if it is true, then it’s just all about the relationship. How about a kiss when you’re drunk or two people who just got caught up in a situation and kissed? How about that? Can somebody explain that to me? Please. My life is pretty much like a T.V. sitcom, or sometimes a soap opera. Everything happens. And this one episode, I won’t forget. I got a kiss from a stranger. He wasn’t a total stranger actually, I know his name, and he knows mine. But we’re not really close to each other; we talk but not as much as I do to my friends. In short, we’re just acquainted. And to me, he is indeed a stranger.
New
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) just tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) have sex with me .... details please! 7) make me breakfast 8) ask me my name (lol) 9) call the cops 10) kiss me Dj Hotness AKa Jessa Is doing her last show, So come say your good byes!! (CLICK THE BANNER TO CHECK IT OUT!!) (CLICK THE BANNER TO CHECK IT OUT!!)
My Rants & Raves - Don't Like It, Don't Read It!
Just a quick note to all my friends...sorry I've been gone, my youngest son was in the hospital for 4 days with pneumonia and now I'm trying to get finals done. I'll be back when I can. Vodka is good, really good...but I'm having a lot tonight and on an empty stomach - it's prolly not so good. I'm having to really watch what I type because I tend to get lots of typos and send stuff through email I shouldn't. LOL! Gotta love people like me huh? Usually if I open a drink, I'm told to step away from the computer...I like to get on cam and give shows when I'm drinking. I prolly shouldn't be doing that either. Anyway - life's pretty busy and kinda sucky from time to time so we all have to let our hair down and be crazy! I hope all my friends out there are having a great start to their week - I know I am! Drunky McDrunk Survey When drunk, I...flirt more, giggle more, have deep, meaningful conversations, and dance my ass off! 2. Do you talk about Religion or Deep mea
"a Shell Of A Mind"
The Reaper's song, "O hour Mark", brings days' light to dusk. Bright sun fades,she awakes; Night, her violent lust. Like lethal drops of night-shade in a victim's wine. Days cold death, murdered, brings Dark out to dine. Mist comes in blind embrace thru live and darkened wood. Dew kissed earth, her crimson lips, it's fragrant winds is good. Dark's scent is sweet jasmine, mane pitch and silken shade. She stands a Valkyrie warrior though the child in her afraid. peers with twinkling star light. soft, pale, moon touched skin. Ears harkened unto coming twilight. tears..passions deep within. Charge the dawn of morning. Sun's blade burns between her breast. Heart weeps a laboring sigh. Sun stabbith her to death. For Dark... Into the face of salty winds braids whip across her sight. Full sails at sun's dying hour Sage sails toward the night. Off a tempest's violent rage seas crash into her hull. above the voice of sanit
A Funny
I was in Walmart buying a large bag of Purina for my dog – and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog........ Duh! I was feeling a bit crabby so on impulse, I told her no, I was starting the Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care unit with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. Her eyes about bugged out of her head. I went on and on with the bogus diet story and she was totally buying it. I told her that it was an easy, inexpensive diet and that the way it works is to load your pockets or purse with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The package said the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy behind her. Horrified, she asked i
Blow The Dust Off...
Last year for graduation my boo purchased a super sweet tricked out Singer in my honor knowing my deep weird craft-y desire to sew. (That's admittedly not the weirdest desire I've ever embraced, but I digress ;P) It was taken lovingly from it's box, and placed atop the fridge- where it's nested for 10 monthes. My best intentions were to get just the right book, and teach myself, but alas this lass is diagram deficient. I get agida tring to puzzle 2 dimensional sketches and huff about amid a pile of varied level starter books. I'm not simple, but an admitted hands on learner... (yeah, baby!) Julie from work who I lunch with is uber sweet super crafty momma deluxe. I trekked to her house on Saturday and only got a lil' lost (I always get lost, just sometimes much more than others). She bought a 12 pack of my favorite soda, and we began- She started from the super basics, giving level common sense explanation- she showed me how to set up, problem solve and repair. (She teaches sewing ov
Forever Ranting!
it pisses me off when she blames my son for stealing from her! She was going through her purse and thought she had lost $50 so started blaming Dylan for it. I called the school up to ask them to see if they could have a look in his bag to have her say I found it! It pisses me off because I was this close to accusing him of taking it when he hadn't! :s I gave up smoking about 5 or 6 months ago! I kinda lost count and can't remember the date I quit! Sometimes I find it so hard and the cravings seem like they are never gonna stop! I try not to drink my Jim Beam's and coke cause I associate them with smoking! There are times where I think gee a smoke would be so nice now (the after dinner smoke, the smoke 1st thing in the morning with the 1st cup of coffee) or I think blah I'm not losing any weight, why did I stop smoking? Smoking increases the metabolism but it clogs up the arteries and leaves fatty tissue inside them! So then I think well I am glad I quit because I don't want to end up
Junes Jokes
A motorcycle officer stops a man for running a red light. The guy is a real jerk, and comes running back to the motorcycle officer demanding to know why he is being harassed by the Gestapo. So, the officer calmly tells him of his red light violation. The motorist instantly goes on a tirade, questioning the officer's ancestry, sexual orientation, etc., in rather explicit terms. The officer, being a professional, takes it all in stride, and continues writing. The tirade goes on, with the cop saying nothing. When he finishes writing the citation, he puts A.H. in the lower right corner of the narrative portion of the citation. He then hands it to the violator for his signature. Angrily, the guy signs the citation, tearing the paper and, when presented with his copy, points to the A.H. and demands to know its meaning. The officer then removes his mirrored sunglasses, gets in the guy's face, and says, "That's so when we go to court I'll remember you're an asshole!" Three mo
Hope
Looking into her eyes is like looking into a mirror that takes me back in time. The same disobediant glare is refected as she begins to immitate and mime. There is nothing I can say to get through to her I know. She will continue down this path until the pain will radiate and begin to show. Then possibly she will come to me for help, for advice on where she has gone wrong. I'll then look at her, hold her close and explain that we all have to experiment to find out where we belong. Peace finds me in a state of turmoil, sitting with my feet buried in the sand. Each grain exfoliating the stress that I feel from where I have taken my stand. Gently cleansing the calloused mess that I have made of things of late. Removing it layer by layer exposing emotions ranging from bitterness to hate. No anger comes, no resentment flows as I listen to the angry sea. Only tears of understanding and of confusion pour from with in me. There is nothing calm about the waves tonight, they are determi
My Poetry
I know you are up with the angles But it still doesn’t help I miss you so much it hurts You were the only great grand father I had You didn’t care that I was hyper Found way to were me out When I think of you I cant help but cry I know I wont see you again Won’t ever get a hug from you Un till the day I die It hurt so bad now that you are gone My memories will be all that I have I know you are home In a better place But it still don’t help the pain I feel go away I know one day I will see you again But still know all of this doesn’t help The pain go away or the tears stop falling I loved you so much it hurts Hurts to know I wont ever be able to hug you again You were my granddad and you will always be in my heart by jna why do you hurt me so much only you can do it so well after all those nights i cry i still trust you still go to you when i am sad but i still cant figure out why im not good enough for you we are sisters yet some times i dont
Wtf
A Florida senior citizen drove his brand new Nissan 350Z convertible out of the dealership. Taking off down the road, he floored it to 80 mph, Enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left. "Amazing," he thought as he flew down I-75, pushing the pedal even more. Looking in his rear view mirror, he saw a state trooper behind him, Blue lights flashing and siren blaring. He floored it to 100 mph, then 110, then 120. Suddenly he thought, "What am I doing? I'm too old for this," and pulled over to await the trooper's arrival. Pulling in behind him, the trooper walked up to the roadster, looked at His watch and said, "Sir, my shift ends in 30 minutes. Today is Friday. If you can give me a reason for speeding that I've never heard before, I'll let you go." The old gentleman paused. Then said, "Years ago, my wife ran off with a Florida State Trooper. I thought you were bringing her back." "Have a good day, sir," replied the trooper You Know Your From Florida
Friendship
People watch out for these two (2) names Anthony1 and Bigguy59.Two different names but same person he is a scam he will try to set you up to leave and when on eve of leaving will drop you.This blog is posted especially for women.Please beware of these 2 names. Calling all ct friends the contest posted by Thomas is on.Please help me win. Thank you,love you all I'm seriously thinking about deleting some of my so called FRIENDS.I have many but when I log on they are there but don't give answer back when I say hello.I'm trying very hard not to take this seriously but when push comes to shove that's when I take out the garbage.I don't want my true friends to be offended and they know who they are,so if you aren't deleted it's because you are my true friend.
Magick Abounds
The dancing flames of candles have been used as a Witches' tool for centuries. By setting the proper atmosphere, candles are used to help increase a spell's power, or to influence a particular power. Candles absorb one's personal energy and release this energy when burned Candle colour is very important when performing magick, for each colour emits a particular vibration and attracts certain influences. The following list is meant to be used as a guide in choosing a candle colour for your personal use. Please remember that colour is another "tool" and you need choose what works best for you in your magickal workings. If you do not have the colour mentioned for a particular need, allow your intuition and the Goddess guide you in choosing one for your purposes. The candles you use should be ones you yourself make out of beeswax, using natural dyes and essential oils, if desired. Beeswax sheets are available at most hobby stores, and are a fast and easy way to make your own candles
My Journal
Since my friend asked ... Aliens ... I do believe they exist. In part that is due to seeing what I believe was a UFO at fairly close range when I was young. I realize I may have a skewed view of the memory so that is not the only reason I believe there is life elsewhere. I also go by the number of planets & stars & feel the odds are to great that there is life somewhere we have yet to find. Looking at life on our own planet, in its various forms. And our worlds within worlds here (looking into a microscope) makes me feel confident we are only a part of something much larger ... & therefore could not be the only forms of life in existence. ______________________________________________ Ghosts Thats a tricky one. Something you have to experience for yourself to believe. For some reason I have ... several times. Runs in the family. I think some of us are more able to see or sense these things than others, but I do think anyone could ... even if they never do. This
My Life
Well i got me a new little man in my life to love the cutest little thing ever. His father still hasnt seen him and he almost 3 months old. his father has missed out on the first smiles the first laughes and giggle how big he is getting its his fault and if i have it my way the asshole will never see him ever. little man was born march 30th a week early he was 7 pounds 13.5 ounces 19 inches long and SOOOOO cute. well i FINALLY got then i have to get some pictures i finally got my new tat LIVE LIFE down the back of my calves! rock on the letteras are a blue that fades to black and it looks so freaking awsome so ill go take some pics and post um for ya! HOW could i be so stupid how cuold i love someone so much to try and try and try to make them happy to keep trying to make things right to show him the better way out the way things could be different to try and be the woman he wants to be the love in his life to be the one to take away allthe pain to show him love to show someone on s
Poetry And Prose
Puzzling inconsistencies breed Trepidation and unease In a world of contradictions Where nothing is as it seems. Alice in the rabbit hole Clutching desperately at the air. Where once there seemed such solid ground Now nothingness is there. Shattered dreams of a future bright Float past her in the fearsome abyss. The love of her life she thought she found But something, she knows, is amiss. Weary she walks through this land of shadows, With heavy limbs and a heavier heart. Not again to give her love away She should have known right from the start. Life in a snow globe. Pretty inside but surrounded by glass. You can shake it, and shake it, but it always looks the same. Winter wonderland smiling back at you. Praying that it doesn't get shattered, but hoping someone will find a way inside to break the monotony. A beautiful thing separated from everyone... alone in a shadow of a world. Eyes all around stare through the glass cage, but t
Indifference
Forget the Botox — just spritz away! Makers of a new perfume claim the scent can shave eight years off your apparent age. Hence the name "Ageless" Lmao  Outrageous? ah yeaaa Ageless Fantasy by Harvey Prince is being marketed as a new genre of "anti-age" scents. Phewww!  Available in upscale beauty shops and online, it will cost you just a fraction of a muscle paralyzer. On the other hand, at $120 for 3.04 fluid oz., it's not as cheap as just lying about your age. Promotional material for Ageless says men in focus groups associated the scent of roses with an "old lady," and that of tropical fruits and grapefruits with "younger women." Consequently, the Ageless concoction contains lots of fruity notes. Overall, it smells super-sweet and, well, rather adolescent. Men in a survey by Ageless reportedly guessed that Ageless wearers were nearly a decade younger than their true ages. That inspired me to conduct my very own wildly unscientific survey.  First, wearing no perf
My Poems
love is plesre love is pain with out you tear drops fall like rain love is joy love is sorrow hoping things are better by tommrow lone to wake up in your arms knowing you will do no harm at night i cry myself to sleep when i wake i nearly weep love is pain love is sorrow do i real have to wake up with out you again tommrow felling so hurt again draged in the dirt just fell like taking the knife and ending my life dont know what to do can i truely trust you the pain in my eyes i can not hide wishing the many years ago i had died dont know what to do can i trust you again my heart is drug thow the dirt just cant deal with this hurt can not lie just want to die so much pain so much sorrow every night i go to bed hoping i dont see tommrow sit here at times with a knife but to afraid to take my life could things get any better they could not get any worse i wake up in pain cuz still no hurse at night i go to bed wishing i were dead so mush pain so much
Ideas And Thoughts
Independence Day July 4, 1776, a day that has stood out in infamy, a day of reconing, for more than 200 years, we the people of this great nation have celebrated this day. Our forefathers, the greatest leaders in history signed their name to a document known as “The Declaration of Independence” that has been forgotten over the years. This document was written as a symbol of freedom, but this freedom has been challenged by the government sworn to uphold it. Today, those very leaders have rolled over in shame at what their dreams have become. Every year since 1776, we, as americans, have celebrated this freedom. Let’s take a look at what we are celebrating, freedom to commit crime, greed, frustration, struggle and power, the people of america have been long forgotten. In today’s society, we celebrate this freedom with noise makers and fireworks, but do we ever really take a step back and thank God and our people for the freedom they won for us? Why are we still fighting a
Poetry
I sit on cherry tap all day, Wondering who im gonna rate, Is it a 5 or is it a ten, hit on rate then messeage send. Waiting for the dreaded score, i hope its 1 or more, Ohhh god, my stomach churns like hell, its a ten, whey hey i yell someone like me or is it them, just being nice, ill rate a ten, Ohh well so wat if its a 1 its only just a bit of fun so if u read this lil poem, then rate it 10 or ill b moaning, only joking, dont really care, although a 5 it just aint fair lollolololollol Goodbye Category: Writing and Poetry Ill never be empty without you, And ill never want anything more, Ill be with you till the end of time, It is you that ill always adore. The way that you kiss im in heaven, And the way that u touch im in love, But i never thoight that u would break my heart, And this pain is just way to much. I always thought that u loved me, And i always though tat u cared, I wish u had told me before you broke,
Writings
lies and cheats... seems everythings on repeat.. Trusting someones hard after all ive been thro Cant believe i even trusted you You lied to me more than anyone I'm pretty fuckn glad its over and done Thought u were true and sincere Geuss not, but i won't shed a tear Your not worth my time or my effort I'm pretty used to gettn hurt Ran over and fucked over time after time Your nothing to me a bottom-less slime You can only deserve credit where credit is due And the only credit ur getting is that i hate you your a liar and a cheater a low down dirty man But i geuss i was just a "pawn" in your plan A plan so dirty a low That even the devil told ya no Your the reason men have a bad name Thanks for making me a part of your game Sick and twisted no doubt I'm glad I can see what your all about Thanks for telling me before it got too far I hope someone kills your ass with a car But yet that would be too nice I hope they back up and run over you twice I hope you
Eh Okay
Ok my dear Metal Heads.... This is probably one thing that I Really would love to get your help on!I was at the press conference of Drowning Pool today and I was touched with what these guys are doing to help the troops . There is over 500'000 friends on my list and we can REALLY make a huge difference . This is only going to take about 10 seconds of your time...PLEASE PLEASE PLEAAAAAASE HELP AND SIGN THE PETITION !CLICK ON THIS LINK AND SIGN THE PETITION PLEASEAfter talking to the band today I found out that they only have about 12'000 people who have signed the petition....!!! I told them that I will do my best to help change that to a way bigger number with your help ....LETS CHANGE THIS NUMBER !CLICK ON THIS LINK AND SIGN THE PETITION PLEASEThis has nothing to do with being for or against the War .... This is only about getting the soldiers the proper health care when they come back home.If you like to read more about this , please visit : www.myspace.com/drowningpoolThank you guys
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Jokes
Thanks to "Antzilla" for this joke :) ------------------------------------------------ > A man went into a local tavern and took a seat at > the bar next to a female patron. He turned to her > and said, "This is a special day, I'm celebrating." > "What a coincidence," said the woman, "I'm > celebrating, too". She clinked glasses with him and > asked, "What are you celebrating?" > "I'm a chicken farmer," he replied. "For years all > my hens were infertile, but today they're finally > fertile." > "What a coincidence, the woman said. "My husband and > I have been trying to have a child. Today, my > gynecologist told me I'm pregnant! How did your > chickens become fertile?" she asked. > "I switched cocks," he replied. > "What a coincidence," she said. The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when
Jak's Thoughts
Lately there has been a lot of drama in my eyes. IF you got a problem with someone DON'T involve me with it. Either settle it yourselves or keep it tween the two (or more) of ya.     LEAVE ME OUT OF IT!!! For those who know JAK then you know he sends out Christmas Cards the old fashion way via snail mail. If you are interested in getting a card from JAK then you need to send your information to him in a private message (name, home address, screen name, and whether or not its just you or you have family).   The plan is to have them in the mail the week before Thanksgiving to give the lazy bastards who work at the local post office plenty of time to make sure your card is delivered before Christmas (last few years JAK has heard cards didnt get to them in time).   Now remember this is being done the old fashion way with an actual card, not an email version. Once the cards get mailed out then thats it. If you don't get your info to me in time then you'll have to wait till next year
Fun Stuff...quizzes, Ect
You Are Lacy Panties You're one seductive chica, but you've also got a ton of class. You are like a pinup girl, with timeless beauty and sexiness. Men are afraid to talk to you, knowing they'll be addicted to your charm immediately. Only a true manly man, confident in himself, is your perfect match. What Kind of Panties Are You? Grab your cell phone and get ready! What is your current ringtone? THE WAY I ARE~Timbaland What is your current wallpaper?Dallas for my main Do you own a picture phone? Yes If so, what was the last picture you took?A picture for Dallas yesterday Go to your inbox and type what the 10th text message says? Ok you have fun *lol* How many contacts do you have on your phone? lol a few Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?Will my bouncer at the club here What service do you have? Sprint At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service? bars? lol Who's on your speed dial numbers?Dalla
Life
Ok, here's the deal, I was with a guy named Eric for four years on and off. I was there for him when he got hooked on meth, when he went to rehab and then when he went into community corrections. Well, we broke up about 6 months ago when he cheated on me. That was the end, I wasn't going to take his crap anymore. Trust me there was even more that he did to me, but I don't have time for all of that. Anyways, he was supposed to go to jail for 2 years and it just got reduced to 2 years probation. I know it's wrong, but I was almost happy that he was going away, because that way I wouldn't have to put up with him bursting into my life. Since he has gotten out today he has called me 2 times. He keeps saying how he misses me, how he would wake up in jail thinking about me, how he lost the best thing he ever had. Well, I am in love with an amazing man right now named Jesse. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. What am I supposed to do with Eric. I told him about Jesse and I and he sa
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Extra, Extra Read All About Me!!
Can I just get the oportunity, just the oportunity, to meet a MAN who has value and respect for himself but not to the point that he thinks he's a God. Someone who believes he is the most wonderful man alive, even if he's not. If you think your that man, dont be shy. I dont want to meet any famous people...They are normal people just like you and me, they are just really really popular, I don't know whats the big deal. I Have A Type A+ Personality I am one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused,I am good at getting what you want I rule at success, but success doesn't rule you. When it's playtime, I really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something I love! I live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds. Now I just need some one to fit my MOLD... YOU CAN TELL ME ALL DAY THIS IS YOU, BUT IS IT REALLY? THIS IS SOMETHING THAT WILL TAKE TIME AND PATIENCE,AND SPENDING TIME TOGETHER TO REALLY
These Are Stories I Write Back And Forth With A Friend
I missed him; I was lost without his guidance. I had left the safety of his home, my prison, my security. Now I was lost, wandering around through the real world once again. I needed him; I needed him to lead me; I needed him to tell me what to do; I needed him to make me feel alive. He had shown me myself, who I could be, what I could be, the ways of life and love. He had shown me pain and pleasure, suffering and release, how to be the person I was trapped inside. I wanted to go back to him; I didn’t think I could live my life now without him. I stepped into the bathroom and started the water in the shower. I wanted it to scald me; I needed some type of pain. The steady flow of water beating into the glass door was soothing. I pulled my robe and let it drop to my feet. I slowly examined myself in the mirror as I was waiting. My skin was milky white except for that one spot; that one blemish I had so eagerly allowed to occur. My hand absently strayed to my hip where the
Reflections
It helps to remember that there are worse things than being alone. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLt_OXWHUG4 My horoscope says "Today is perfect for reviewing your plans and big ideas. They may be perfect or flawed in some small way, but you need to know for sure before moving forward and your mind is in the right place to figure it out." Good advise. "Just when you thought you knew for sure what was going on, along comes some new information that throws off your best theory. That's okay -- wallow in the ambiguity for a bit and see what comes of it." I do not like ambiguity.
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New Mafia turf made come and join if you're new or if you just want to star add me http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=41147 if you do not got a turf add Krazy smokey's mafia turf at http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=57566&turfreq=492 this one or this one
A Couple Things About Me
i just wanted everyone to know that most of this stupid shit i put in these blogs i actually did and i dont know why but i did the shit i woke up this morning and she was on mind,i turn to the left amd the the sight of her was blind. so i thought to myslf it most have been a dream but i could have sworn she was just layin next to me, so i contact her asap to see if im trippin, my mind is either playin tricks on me or i finally found that one that most men wait there whole lives for a dont even know when shes right in front of them, whateverit is im a take advantage of the situation and if its a sign i must keep in mind. What a year what a year, it was a year i could never forget, its a year that i repersent,its the year of my freedom, the year i discovered how to breath on my own, the year i transformed fromlive in a body to livin in this big world, may 8th 1985 is the day came out screaming with fear, it the day my life changed and i went from eatin whatever moms ate to drink bullshit
Junk That Falls Out Of My Brain
LOL, my sister's boobs... She cries each night for his life He plays around on the Devil's playground She's his only happiness to get away from his sadness He drinks his beer to get away from the pain She is his sunshine and without her, he's alone in the rain Their love is strong, though he is weak She dreams about him, he never sleeps In his stoned eyes of darkness She tries to see inside him She would stop breathing if he asked her to Anything to prove her love is true Though his life is under the Devil's sweet spell He rests in her Heaven, she suffers in his Hell.
Randomness
I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had none. I saw you look in fright at my tattoos. But you didn't see me cry as my children where born and have their name written over and in my
Support Our Troops
I just wanted to take the time to say Happy Birthday to my "adopted" son. He is stationed in Korea at the moment and we miss him dearly!! I am very happy that I talked him into joining me on fubar!! Nick joined the Army right after high school and has been in Iraq for the past 3 years. He left in July for a years hardship duty in Korea. I am very proud and honored to have such a dedicated person in my life!! Thank you for fighting for our freedom!! Nick is in my family list,,Go show him some fubar love and respect!! Thanks! xoxoxo Have a wonderful Birthday son!! Stay safe and keep the faith and always remember that WE LOVE AND MISS YOU DEARLY!!! ~mom commentsafe.com SUPPORT THE TROOPS SUPPORT THE TROOPS SUPPORT THE TROOPS PLEASE READ TO THE VERY END, IT IS BEAUTIFUL!!! You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man wh
Things People Need To Know
Hello friends, fans and family! I am deleting this name so I have only 1 name on here. I have had 3, I have deleted the other one already. I dont have enough time anymore to keep up with all 3 names. If you wish to keep intouch you can add my main name I use. Click on the pic below and it will take you to my page and you can add me there. hugs Carrie aka Mystical Carebear@ fubar Hey everyone! I just wanted to let you know that I am in the midwest and part of the all the dang flooding and rain. I am fine so far. Just everything else is being affected by the storms. We are getting power surges quiet often and its starting to affect the phone lines. I have DSL and its making my internet run really really slow, if I get any kind of connection at all. It took me an hour to get on this morning. If you want to call me, call my cell number and hopefully there will be reception. Dont bother callin the house number right now. Its all staticy or has a huge hum and no one can hear a thing.
Rate All Blogs Very Intersting
right ln now got 4lounges top dance is the main one constucting it just woke up. i leave my computer on 24/7 no screen saver screen on 24/7 pages open dont lose connection. watching music live on sky watching american tv constant whats with all the shottings our police special force need to come to america our sas and army mps need to sort this out theres no gun crime here but our special police force that are the gun squard need to go to america make it like our country as we hardly hear of gun crime. must write letter to our prime minister and our queen to stop all this as god does not want his people dying. am on msn and yahoo add me yahoo open now my yahoo is stokoe709@btinternet.com buy me a drink. rate my pics. top blogs some rated and viewed 1,000+ pople. over 1,000 friends. had 7happy hours. only signed up last month. everyione around the world i pray that all crime and heartache be stopped in the mighty name of jesus crist and the holly trinity god the father god th
Nascar
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Since I cleaned out my friends list, I've actually been able to give away all my 11's. If I haven't hit your page, I will ;) Also, please let me know if you have any stash or blogs or whatever. I'd like to rate that too - and I don't need 11's to do that ;) Stay safe /kisses. So Marc and I picked up a kitty today. If you've browsed my pictures, you'll see him. Anyway, at the animal shelter, our kitty was in a cage. We were told it was because he was really shy and hides under everything. I didn't think it was too big of a deal. It didn't take him long to get used to me when I was holding him. In no time, he was cuddling and licking my fingers. We get home, I put him down on the living room floor. First thing he does is bolt to the back of the chair and lay there. I poured him some food, and picked him up to show him where his dish was. Once I set him down, he went under one of our racks. We decided to let him sit there and have the chance to explore the house. What do
My Poetry
When It Comes To Love (I’ll Walk Alone) In the shadows of the night, you'll find my hands are raised as melodies of pain and fright sweep across a moonlight gaze and love's monsters bring to light the paths taken by evil ways. In the center of the room, locking in heartache and despair, you'll find me warding off love's gloom and pretending I don't care that loving reigns with death and doom and there's no hope to share. Within the hate that builds and grows you'll find my shattered heart; broken like heartache's all it knows because cruel hands tore it apart and the tears it no longer shows when it knows not where to start. You see, I'm lost within my mind, too scared to even shout because in darkness you will find my veins run with my doubt as the world upon its axis grinds and I beg my heart to let me out. For I'm the one who gives too much; I promise myself away as upon my heart is left hate's touch with bitter words
Thoughts From A Wandering Soul...
you think they cant hear you up above? that your deeds go unnoticed... that you place yourself of the pack? checkmate mother fucker. i got you pinned in the corner... six deep behind me, guido in the back. damn right, im entraced by seductions of violence... i hold you by your throat... your excuses leave you like your breath i squeeze your transgressions from you... you have been atoned for. i picture myself in a darkened theater... no lights... and the screen is blank... i close my eyes and clear my thoughts, (so hard to do for me sometimes) i hear no sound, i taste nothing in the air. when i have nothing to say, i close my eyes... and they are closed now. when i open them, i see you there... your black wings caress my face, your mastery of my soul completes this impossible task... you take my face up into your hands... you whisper something that i dont understand. a thousand times i would give my blood to have one moment with you... y
Life
Several months ago, I had decided that I was tired of being a redhead, so I colored my hair dark brown. It didn't work....the red seeped back out within days and I was a redhead again. I decided to go a shade darker with the hope that the red would not seep through again..... (This was my FIRST mistake!) The box said...."Darkest BROWN!" (Yeah, right!) It was now super bowl Sunday....everyone was meeting at Bubba's for the game. I had purchased the hair dye several days prior, but never got around to coloring my hair, because I have not been feeling very well. I decided that I would real quickly color my hair that morning, before getting ready to go to Bubba's. (This was my SECOND mistake!) Now since I was coloring my hair dark brown, I decided that it was only right to color the eye brows to match.... (This was my THIRD and WORST mistake!) Up until this point....my worst hair trauma was when I had colored my hair one time and it turned out to look more like cherry
Favourite Lyrics
by Acid Bath. I blew my last five on a cheap fifth of vodka, Gonna kill somethin' There ain't nothing gonna stop us tonight, I know about confusion, Lets start a riot, Lets start a war, Everybody that you know is a whore. Fuck it, fuck it, fuck it, I don't care, If there's gonna be blood, we'll be there. I know about confusion, Turn on all the lights, So I can watch it die, I'm gonna taste some blood, Before they close my eyes, Because I got the answer, One bullet. I know... how you feel. Cut out my eyes, So I can't see, The cold thing that's swallowing me. We're meat and that's it, So lets fuck it, fuck it, fuck it. by Bile. Want to take the pain away, Today after school, Tie me to the table in your basement, It'll be so cool. I have nothing in my mind, And I'm a big fucking waste of time, Please show me the way, I've thought about this moment every single day. It's time you brought me down, To remove my constant friend. So cut away my
Sex Stories
I am sitting at the bar, waiting for my drink. I am also waiting for someone special. I have never met him, but I know he will be there. He promised. I am sipping on my drink when this sexy man sits beside me. Is it him? He begins to talk to me, asking how my day went, etc. Then he asks if I am expecting someone. I tell him that I am and he offers to wait with me. We start talking about everyday things, daily life, the weather, hobbies. We seem to get along just fine. There is something familiar about him...... As the night goes on, I have a few more drinks, and we talk more. I know this person, I really do. I finally introduce myself, and yes, it is him! My heart jumps, my stomach turns upside down. I have been waiting for this moment for what seems like forever. This night is finally here! We sit at the bar for hours, just talking and laughing.Will he ask me to his room? I just watch him in wonder and amazement. He is so kind and gentle. Very funny. Very sexy. I am getting
Inspirational Words And Thoughts To Live By
In any pressure-loaded relationship or situation you must decide your course. The problem will not resolve itself. It will only get worse as time goes on and you by your silence comply. If you intend to change the pressurr and it's power in your life, you must talk about your options and feelings, and state your limits and boundaries to he/she that has the power to change. No one controls you- unless you allow the control. When the pressure is on you, you are not necessarily lost, you just don't know which way to go. But none the less you can not do it alone but one thing is if you are alone humor can help in many ways. Try to think about the good things in life and put the past behind you life is only one time around make the most of it and you should enjoy all the things that life has to offer. On life's busy thoroughfares we meet with angels unawares-so father make us kind and wise so we may always recognize the blessings that are ours to take the friendships that are ours t
Taps
Im sorry That I bought you roses to tell you that i like you. I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk. I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry That I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised. I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy". I'm sorry That I am actually nice, not a jerk. I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date. I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy. I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4 am when your new man hit you and dropped you o
Friends...i'm Sorry
Luscious¢¾Mami - (Fan/Rate me before you add me, plz)@ fubar She is helping me with a favor...and i need your help returning the love!! Thanks to all who help me out!!! Hello Everyone, Sorry I've not been in touch for the past week, but we moved and didn't have internet. We got turned back on today and all is somewhat well...lol Hope you all are doing good and to hear from you soon!! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!! Hey friends, Just a quick note to let you all know i miss you and look forward to chatting and "catching up" with you all when i return!! To all my new friends ...welcome to my page and hope to meet you real soon! Hope to be back in a few weeks...I'm going thru serious NET withdrawals...lol Take care and hope you all have a Great Thanksgiving week!!! Much love to all..Be safe! ~Dreamer~
Very Random
I only add the frequently asked questions in here, hit me up if you wanna know anything specific. There's no need to feel shy cause I'm definitely not! Q: How old are you? A: Born March, 4th 1981.. do the math Q: What sign are you? A: Pisces! The best... yea I said it, the best! Q: How tall are you? A: Between 6'4 - 6'5.. quarter inches are irrelevant to me lol Q: What nationality are you? A: Black & Panamanian... half and half like some milks Q: Do you have a large one?? A: If you so nosey, unzip me to find out with your mouth! Q: Where are you from? A: Born in Brooklyn, living in The Bronx now Q: Do you have a webcam? A: All I'ma say is ZOOM, PAN and TILT Q: Do you have kids? A: No, and no I don't want kids either Q: Are you single? A: NO and yes I don't cheat Q: Do you care what people think of you? A: No. Why? I never have anything to prove Q: Why do you seem so arrogant? A: Well cause I am, I'm always gonna be confident Q: Well what i
Friends
It is by chance we met, by choice we became friends. Friendship is a strange thing--- we find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives, things we don't even share with our families who raised us. But what is a friend? A confidant? A lover? A fellow email junkie? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel?... A friend is all these things...and more. No matter where we met, I call you friend. A word so small yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion. It is true great things come in small packages. Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed. It is a constant book always written waiting to be read and enjoyed. We may have our disagreements, we may argue, we may concern one another, friendship is a unique bond that lasts through it all. A part of me is put into my friends, some it is my humor, some it is my listening ear, some it is real life experiences, some it is my romanticism but
~*~serial Killers~*~
This gentle-looking, benevolent grandfather cleverly lured children to their death, then devised recipes to eat them. This cannibal model for Hannibal Lecter is a study in criminal psychology and a true enigma. His wife thought him to be a wonderful husband and his children believed him to be a model father. What inner torments caused him to drive many spikes into his pelvis and tell people that he looked forward to his execution? John Borowski's film about the demented child killer is an engaging piece of visual art that has raised the bar on this type of subject. While studying in Paris, this brilliant Japanese student spotted Renee Hartevelt, a beautiful Nordic-looking woman. He fell instantly in love and could not stop thinking about the white skin of her arms. She was the perfect woman for what he wanted to do, but he had to be careful. He had to be ready. Renee was 25, blonde, and independent. She spoke three languages and had a bright future, with the aim of getting a P
Canvas For Scars
ooo nooo look at what you've done!! you gotta turn that frown upside down. something most people dont realize it my favorite part of fubar is the pic comments. some make me laugh some make me cry but all and all it really brightens up my day to see what people think about me....so plzzz leave some pic comments and make me smiley faces smiley again :(:(:( so i give up...you guys can not respond to my ims, i'll give you my number and you don't have to call me, doesn't matter. i won't talk to you while your talking to other peope so you won't have to waste time giving me dirty looks and pretending you don't know me. you can drunk and high dial me at all hours of the night if you want and carry on conversations with your friends, totally forgetting that i'm on the line. you'll make rude remarkds about the size of my boobs and i'll nervous laugh because i'm totally ok with being walked all over. if you want me to show some major love on your profile.........leave photo comments. believe me
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I LOVE SNOOPY:) SO CUTE...AWW:) HEY BY THE WAY IF YOU CAN WOULD YOU BECOME A FAN OF MINE IF YOU AREN'T ALREADY BECAUSE IF YOU FAN ME I WILL FAN YOU BACK OK KISSES N HUGS SUNSHINE BYE BYE...MAUHZ Hello Everyone i just opened up my lounge called mistress reeni's naughty play house it is so cool i have a dj and everything great rock music too. so here is the link: http://www.fubar.com/lounge.php?l=9313 hope to see you there:) hugs
Fubar Spots
Last night, I asked if I should comment bomb, or go to bed. It was a legit Mumm. Well ... this is what I came home to to this morning. A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. I guess they think this is funny or something. Corwin, or whoever I am these day. I've been drivin' all night, my hand's wet on the wheel There's a voice in my head that drives my heel It's my baby callin', says I need you here And it's a half past four and I'm shiftin' gear When she is lonely and the longing gets too much She sends a cable comin' in from above Don't need no phone at all We've got a thing that's called Radar Love We've got a wave in the air, Radar Love The radio is playing some forgott
Random
well i no longer have to worrie about not having a job when my store closses at the end of the month cause today when i was at work i was told that i know have a job working for Build-A-Bear!! im so happy cause i get to work with 4 of my friends its going to be soooo much fun ok so the 15th Annual KFOG KaBoom Saturday, May 10, 2008, 4pm Piers 30/32, San Francisco its $15 prsell and $20 at the door but if you plan on going get them on line you have Los Lobos, Collective Soul and Matt Nathanson, its always a blast and im going to do my best to go this year but i dont know if i can cause on the 9th is the Dixon May Fair and ZZ Top will be playing there and it is also Jacobs Birthday so i dont know when Jessica plans on have his party but if you can go i say go Well we tuck pooh to the vet today and there wasn’t any thing really wrong with him the vet thinks he might have pulled on of the ligaments in his leg or he could have burned his pad last week when it was hella hot here so he’s on
My Feelings
THE DEMON RELEASED... THE TORTURED SOUL, THAT SHOWS NO FEAR, IT SPEAKS IN DARKNESS FOR ALL TO HEAR. PAIN AND SORROW, INK'D ON THE PAGE, COMMANDING WORDS WITH ENDLESS RAGE. BLOOD SOAKED SOUNDS, WHISPER IN MY EAR, ECHOING SECRETS, THE DEMON APPEARS. THE DEMON LAUGING, ITS MENIACHAL NOISE, CUTTING AND SLASHING BRINGS HIM TORTUREOUS JOY. RIPPING INTO MY BODY, BLOOD BEGINS TO POUR, SCARS OF PLEASURE, HIS DEMAND FOR MORE. HE TEARS AT MY HEART, NOW NOTHING REMAINS, JUST BLOOD ON THE FLOOR, THE CARPET IT STAINS. HIS EVILNESS BOILS, THE ANGER ENSUES, MY MIND IS HIS PLAYGROUND, MY SOUL HE PERSUES. HIS POWER ELUDES ME, HOLDS MY LIFE IN HIS GRASP, BUT I EMBRACE THIS DEMON, SPEAKING HIS NAME AT LAST. HIS NAME IS FAMILIAR, HIS SPEACH RINGS TRUE, REFLECTING THE IMAGE, THE DEMON IS YOU. YOU SEE, YOU ARE THE DEMON, HIS TRAPPED SOUL INSIDE. FOREVER TOGETHER, THIS JOURNEY YOU'LL RIDE. this is dedicated to my very best friend...i love him like family...thank you
Shaggster Vent Area!!
Looking back over the years that we've been together, I cant help but wonder..... What was I thinking. Congrats on your wedding day!........ To bad no one likes your husband / wife How could two people as beautiful as you..... Have such an ugly baby I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love.... After having met you, I've changed my mind I must admit you brought religion to my life.... I've never believed in hell until I met you As the days go by I think of how lucky I am...... That your not here to ruin it for me As you grow older. I think of all the gifts you've given me..... Like the need for therapy Thanks for being a part of my life.... I never knew what evil was before this Before you go..... Would you please take the knife out of my back, you'll probably need it again Someday I hope to get married.... But not to you You look great for your age.... Almost lifelike When we were together you always said you'd die for me..
Messages
I hate not knowing where you are some nights I hate not getting to talk with you every night I hate only having 10minute conversations with you I hate that we don't get to be together I hate that while you're having fun, I'm sitting here worrying I hate that I feel guilty when we don't get to talk I hate that you tell me you're going to call or text me, but don't I seriously love you so much it hurts. It hurts because I don't want to ruin it and lose something I've honestly never had before! I'm willing to work with you through this rough time just so we can be together. I honestly just want you to see how much I love n care about you! I am in LOVE with the most perfect man ever. He is absolutly amazing. No matter what happens with our relationship I will always love him. I honestly have never felt this way for anyone. When we argue/fight, we can never stay mad at each other. He also tries his hardest NOT to yell at me, but has a couple of times. I will admit I deserved it.
Sotm
Yep. Iris :: Goo Goo Dolls And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life 'Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies And you bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't wa
B!tch
I work third shift at a place where it's my job to make sandwiches at night. Subs, pizza subs, roast beef sandwiches, things like that. I was finishing up making this huge sub when the door to the store opened and I turned to greet the customer. I saw a man come in w/ a white grocery bag in one hand and a gun in the other. He was wearing black pants, black shoes, black gloves, a grey hoodie with a logo like ECO on it and a black scarf over his face. He was skinny, I'm guessing maybe 140 lbs and the same height as me, maybe an inch taller. 5'7". As soon as he came in the door he ran to the counter and jumped over it like some robbery ninja and pointed the gun at me and told me to come over and empty the drawer. So I did. Everything went into his bag including the $2 bills that sit on top of the alarms (if the $2 bills are removed from the alarm boxes, the silent alarm goes off) As soon as he had what he wanted (all of about $140) he chased me from out from behind the counter
Fubar'ed
I uploaded two new images. One of the constellation of Orion and the other a current photo of myself. I reset my profile background to Orion. I like it more now.
Blog's
HOW CAN PEOPLE LEVEL UP WHEN WE HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THIS Error: you've reached the daily photo rating limit for your user level. Check out this video: funny Add to My Profile | More Videos Baby Died in Microwave Body: Just recently a women placed her 3 week old baby in a microwave and baked it,,and yes,,of course it died.Police say that the mother did it to get back at the baby's father.This baby died in a microwave because of its heartless mother,,she appears in court today,,if you think she should be severly punished for killing her child,,please put your name below and repost this as "Baby Died In The Microwave" if you dont repost this no ur not gonna have relationship problems, no ur not gonna die, but it will show everyone that you have absolutely NO HEART or SENSE!!!!! WE NEED 300 SINGTURES. 1.GARDENIA 2.Jessica Russell 3. Karie Braswell 4.whitney campbell 5.megan mcdaniel 6. Amanda Long 7. peggy andrews 8.Araine Scorsone 9. April Frank 10. Rober
Ranting And Raving About Everything That Bugs Me
1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 6. Free men do not ask permission to bear arms. 7. If you don't know your rights, you don't have any. 8. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 9. The United States Constitution (c)1791. All Rights Reserved. 10. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 11. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 12.. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 13. Guns only have two enemies; rust and politicians. 14. Know guns, know peace, know safety. No guns, no peace, no safety. 15. You don't shoot to kill; you shoot to stay alive. 16. 911: Government sponsored Dial-a-Prayer. 17. Assault is a beh
Native American Stories!!
            It seems that there are many people these days who are trying to find a spirituality that they can believe in. For whatever reason, we are beginning to pay more attention to our spirit and to our direction in life. Many of us have found ourselves drawn to the First Nations beliefs, perhaps because they are seen as clean and pure, and based on the simpler times that we all seem to miss. As we make our way along the Red Road, with luck we are led to a person who has been given the wisdom and knowledge to be a teacher. We call these people Elders, and from them we begin to learn the ways and traditions that form the heart of First Nations beliefs. While these Elders generally do not think of themselves as anything special, they are usually highly regarded and treated with great respect. For some of us, however, these early times can be dangerous. Being human, most of us have a desire to be respected by the people around us. When we see the respect being gi
Jayj79's Ramblings
Don't know if it is a problem with fubar, or a problem with Firefox (my web browser) or with my computer or what. But if I'm typing in a text box, and certain sound alerts (new photo posted, new shout, etc. etc.) comes in on fubar, I can no longer type in that text box unless I click somewhere else and then back into the box. And if I'm typing a shout to someone and I have to do that, half the time, the popup window thing I'm typing in disappears before I can finish typing. highly annoying And even MORE annoying, if I happen to be typing something in another tab (say, typing up a Livejournal entry or comment, or something on another message board) when an alert comes in on Fubar, and I happen to be backspacing at the time, the browser interprets the backspace as a "Back" command, which loads the previous webpage, thus losing whatever I was typing. Pisses me off royally. Like most people, I look forward to when I get to get home after work. Though perhaps unlike most peo
The Songs Made Me Do It!! Lol
"Making Memories Of Us" I'm gonna be here for you baby I'll be a man of my word Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard I wanna sleep with you forever And I wanna die in your arms In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us I wanna honor your mother I wanna learn from your pa I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw I wanna stand out in a crowd for you A man among men I wanna make your world better than it's ever been And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us We'll follow the rainbow Wherever the four winds blow And there'll be a new day Comin' your way I'm gonna be here for you from now on This you know somehow You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now And I'm gonna make you this promise If there's life aft
Love Quote
"There is nothing more that a man wants than something he knows he can't have." "Love is a dance that can only be performed by two hearts that share the same beat." "Loving someone is like caring for a garden, love it too much or too little and it dies, but love it just right and it will live forever."
Can't Wait To Move!
WHEW~! today was a rough day around here. We got ready and went out to Olive Garden for lunch. After lunch we run by Wal-mart and grab some things we needed and then came home. Jeff jumped on fixing the lawn mover (finally) and got it fixed. Elizabeth cleaned out the dog pen and I planted some flowers while Dillon rode his Power Wheel 4 wheeler. It was very humid here today and we all sweat so much. Jeff got the mower fixed and cut the grass. Then we sent the kids in and walked our property line and decided to burn some logs and boxes....the pyromaniac came out in both of us...but it was hot~! anyway the kids got a bath and ate supper while Jeff and I sat outside on the bench under the tree cooling off. The house is almost done~! I plan on having a housewarming get together in a couple of weeks....this week is going to be a week of placing the little things where they need to be. We got the printer hooked up and the all the computer stuff out but the desk is so cluttered....
My Friends
now go help her help me level my other acct its only like 5000 more pointsshady julia's body guard@ fubar go help her level she is newlildandy@ fubar
Autumn Thoughts
Hey is there any bands ppl can recommend... i am looking for some new tunes. Thanks Music plays a big part of my life.. and i find certain songs I relate to more than others.. so what song is big in your life right now? Right now i am goin back and forth between Passive by APC and *gasp and groan* Gravity by Sara Barielles. I am foolish to think I could fly without wings so I am left dangling from the tip of a loose raven’s feather until they return these ravens my ravens clattering along a wire watching me cackling at me “you foolish girl! Why you trying to fly, when you have no wings?” I couldn’t answer my tongue swollen with embarrassment I want to cry but I had gone dry, cried myself into dust I am hollow, and the remnants of my soul Clang inside, and I am a bell tolling out the chores Of me simply breathing My ravens inched closer Their beaks glitter under the sun Cocking their heads down eyeing me With my own indecision “Foolish girl, why wou
Recipes
Ingredients * 1/2 cup white sugar * 2 cups orange juice * 2/3 cup lemon juice * 1 (4 ounce) jar maraschino cherries, with juice * 1 fluid ounce triple sec liqueur * 1 (750 milliliter) bottle light rum * 1 orange, sliced into rounds * 1 lemon, sliced into rounds * 1 (8 ounce) can pineapple chunks * 1 liter carbonated water * ice Cooking Instructions In a punch bowl, combine sugar, orange juice, and lemon juice. Stir until sugar dissolves. Add cherries, triple sec, light rum, orange slices, lemon slices, and pineapple chunks. Refrigerate for 1 to 2 hours to allow flavors to blend. Pour in carbonated water, and add ice just before serving Ingredients * 5/8 cup all-purpose flour * 3/4 teaspoon salt * 1/3 cup unsweetened cocoa powder * 1/2 cup all-purpose flour * 2/3 cup packed brown sugar * 2/3 cup white sugar * 1/2 cup semisweet chocolate chips * 1/2 cup vanilla baking chips *
Funny Happenings
A fellow walks into a bar, notices a very large jar on the counter, and sees that it's filled to the brim with $10 bills. He guesses there must be more than ten thousand dollars in it. He approaches the bartender and asks, 'What's with the money in the jar?' 'Well... you pay $10 and if you pass three tests, you get all the money and the keys to a brand new Lexus.' The man certainly isn't going to pass this up. And so he asks, 'What are the three tests?' 'You must pay first... Those are the rules,' says the bartender. So, after thinking it over a while, the man gives the bartender the $10 and the bartender drops it into the jar. 'Okay,' the bartender says, 'Here's what you need to do: First - You have to drink a whole quart of tequila, in a minute or less, and you can't make a face while doing it. Second - There's a pit bull chained in the back with a bad tooth. You have to remove that tooth with your bare hands. Third - There's a 90-yea
Hiwayman
FINALLY DOT IS HELPING OUT INSTEAD OF HURTING US! Ohio, Kentucky on the watch for truck tailgaters State police in Kentucky and Ohio are taking part in a new campaign asking four-wheelers to give big trucks a little space.The campaign is part of a national program spearheaded by the National Highway Traffic Safety Administration known as Ticketing Aggressive Cars and Trucks, or TACT. The program is aimed at teaching driver awareness around commercial vehicles. The Ohio DOT and Kentucky Department of Vehicle Enforcement are also helping out with the states' respective campaigns, putting up signs that read "Don't get a ticket, leave more space."According to the Ohio State Highway Patrol's Web site, 70 percent of car-truck accidents are not the fault of the trucker, and a leading cause of the wrecks is that four-wheelers don't give trucks enough room. Now listen to me! Read through all of this, and don't stop till you hit the bottom, or you'll reg
Poems & Such....
Amy, Amy You're such a whore The things you do, man they should be outlawed Mess him up till he's drained to the core makes me wonder what he's staying for   Amy, Amy You're such a bitch If you'd kept your legs closed you wouldn't be in this sitch He gave you his love and you treat him like this All he wanted was for you to have his kids   Honestly, I can't see why he got hooked on you It should be  a crime, you doing the things you do
Music Playlists
Smile
Good morning to you! Well.....I woke up this morning and I started to have a s shitty day :(. Then I get on teh computer. I see a message from my friend JIM... we said hi and blah blah, then I told him I was eating cereal, he asked what kind I was eating, my rersponse was; honey bunches of oats lol. His was something about me eating old womans cereal, that made me laugh out loud it honestly did, well now thanks to my friend JIM...I'm no longer feeling shitty, he made me smile and that's all it takes for me to make my day better. Thank you JIM! *yes i'm a dork! And because Love battles And because love battles not only in its burning agricultures but also in the mouth of men and women, I will finish off by taking the path away to those who between my chest and your fragrance want to interpose their obscure plant. About me, nothing worse they will tell you, my love, than what I told you. I lived in the prairies before I got to know you and
Just So Our Friends Know
I went to the doctor today and they said they felt huge lump in my side so on feb 14 I have to go back for a ultrasound.Depending on the results they are going to do surgery on me so I wont know anymore till then. This is the link to the accident GLO and I were in http://www.dps.state.la.us/lspnewsr.nsf/db14d4e0632f509686256c76005182da/fea6bd6b548308ce862572ee0015b79e?OpenDocument ok well my docs are stupid.they wanted to do emergency surgery the other night and today decided to do more test.ughhhh anyway my brother is kicking me out his house so i have to go back to mine i still have no power water or gas but at least i will have a roof over my head.however i wont have internet so i wont be on for a long time.i will miss you all
Concerts
On A More Positive Side
Letting People Know You Love Them It’s easy to take our feelings for granted and to assume that the people we care about know how we feel about them. But while those we love are often quite cognizant of our feelings, saying "I love you" is a gift we should give to our loved ones whenever we can. Letting people know you love them is an important part of nurturing any kind of loving relationship. Few people tire of being told they are loved, and saying "I love you" can make a world of difference in someone’s life, take a relationship to a new level, or reaffirm and strengthen a steady bond. Everyone needs to hear the words "I love you." Three simple words – I - Love - You. When you declare your love for someone you admit to them that you care for them in the most significant way. It can be difficult to express your love using words, particularly if you grew up around people that never expressed their affection verbally. But you should never be afraid to say "I love you" or worry th
Picture Poems
prater8502@ fubar ***Had the nerve to come and rate my main picture a 4...Fuckin Hater...Watch out for her*** MyHotComments :: HotFreeLayouts
Poems
Serenity We are not strangers if we meet We come around our selves to greet Time is for us a world apart Easy to make a work of art Experience is now to come The call for me to feel at home At home with me just who I am For this I really give a damn Let us now begin to live A life, not fake, but to give The emotions that are not to cap To relax now and take a nap To see the world through open eyes The eagle soars through sunlit skies No clouds to hinder on his way The darkest night turns to day The future now we do behold A safe harbor out of the cold To acknowledge now a world without Darkness that causes us to pout WORDS A poet I will always be To tell of thoughts of you and me To say just what is on my mind Lusty now; and then be kind To cause excitement with a word To fly; oh my! Free as a bird Think of me when you’re alone To sink in lust just like a stone Hunger for the physical side To be filled up without my pride Help me reach
Ginny's Writings
I can't believe the Cops here lol Stop you for tinted windows you don't have a license in this state they just write you a ticket and ou go get a license and they throw it out but can't change the tint on the windows its from the factory that way lol but oh well not my car i will pay that ticket its all good What is a Friend? I wish i knew the direct answer. To me they stand by you no matter what and forgive you for everything. But others it means other things. I used to have someone i considered a mom to me my best friend I guess I wasn't a good friend in the end because we aren't talking and they said they would be friends no matter what happened. but it didn't work that way oh well you live and learn well this old lady is going back to school trying to get myself a better paying job than mom. lol don't get paid for that except watching them grow up and make mistakes we did lol. but I need to get back out in the world since my divorce i have been figuring out how to do it goin
Random
Hmm why is it still really fun to randomly go driving with friends at like 2 am in the morning? I have no clue But I had fun Kristine aka Cupcake is a BOMBBB ASS BIOTCCHHHHHHH I dont know why but soooo many people stare at her and I when we randomly go driving around.. Blasting 104.9 [ funkey monkey local rock station ] oh and we got stared at when we walked into some random store..but maybe that was because i was wearing short shorts and a low cut top at 3 am in the morning? [ yeah it was 3 when we walked in ] Oh and i was texting my Future Boyfriend so rawr Plus my hair is red so *shrugs* I dont know im bored so i started typing Now im sitting here - shirt + hoodie and dancing to Feel Fine by Tune up *dances* later bitchezzzz Argh so i just had one of those knock-down drag out fights with the boyfriend. It was one of those fights where one person says the most hurtful shit they can think of [ me ] and the other person is being too fucking sweet and trying to make i
Kids Are Too Funny
We went to get the guys haircuts today and while we were there I was asking the kids what they would do if someone offered them a cigarette. Our daughter said she would tell them "No thanks I don't smoke or like it." So I asked her what if they keep asking you to or try to get you to smoke after you tell them that. She said "Stop asking because I am not gonna smoke" then she said she would walk away. Now, our son said he too would say no and if they kept asking he would tell them "Don't make me use my karate moves on you because I know karate!" We cracked up and so did the other customers in the room. Although I may not have spelled it right it's still a funny story. lol We were visiting my hubby's grandmother in La. and one night as we were getting ready for bed our 8 yo son (turning 9 in Nov.) asked his great-grandma "Grandma, do you have a tempur-pedic pillow?" we were like HUH? how does he know that? lol the funny part is that he knew what it meant!! LMAO She answered "No baby." W
Just Because .....
Rates
i watched a movie tonight that i wish everyday one more day with my mom i lost her in 93 and i still miss her i want one more hug to hold her every xmas i wish for it this movie in some ways was me i miss you mom im crushed what do i have to do ive decited to write this im drunk i open up better i was to have date last night but it was canceled i know it might it sucked bad im realy interested in this person ok she called me later that was great she had to work late ok no prob there i told her to have a good night call me later maybe meet up ok i go home i was at my cuz house i get home and i see shes online im like ok i know she told me she needed to see her friend ok so i called just to say hi dident pick up ok she calls back says shes not home i was a little upset hurt i dont know what to think im hurt and dont know what to do :(
Help Me
Please come help comment bomb the link below to help me win a 3 day blast. I would really appreciate it very much for any help i can get I need 190,000 points to level to be a fubarlord i have been a rockstar for a couple months now. so please come rate my pics and stash to help me thank you . My link is below. Kim ~FU-Wife of Robert~part of the Shadow Levelers Family~~@ fubar IM IN A GIVEAWAY AND I ONLY NEED 2600 MORE COMMENTS PLEASE COME HELP ME WIN THE 3 DAY BLAST GET ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS TO HELP. ANYONE THAT GIVES ME AT LEAST A 100 COMMENTS WILL GET A GIFT FROM ME. AND I WILL ALSO HELP ANYONE ELSE THAT NEEDS HELP IN ANYWAY. THANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE. PLEASE CLICK THE LINK BELOW. LOVE TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS.

What makes me happy is the little things in life.Things that come from the heart.A stranger holding the door open for you--finding a card or a sweet note on the table from someone who loves you-or having a flower place on your car. Little things that dont cost alot but come from the heart.In alot of relationships, ppl buy gifts and then think-'I spend alot of money on this for you,whats in it for me'. That is soo wrong. Its not about money. Its about the thought!! Alot of ppl dont put thought in anything when buying gifts. Me tho, it makes me happier when I can buy someone a gift when they least excpect it. The smile on their face makes me soo happy!I dont spend alot of money-but when I surprise a co-worker with a small present, (leave it on their desk before they get there without a note)-well--I stay far away so they cant see me-but the look on their face, well, its the best thing ever.It doesnt have to take alot to make others happy.I think:make someones day and maybe they will do t
Celebrity Obits
LOS ANGELES, California (AP) -- Jane Wyman, an Academy Award winner for her performance as the deaf rape victim in "Johnny Belinda," star of the long-running TV series "Falcon Crest" and Ronald Reagan's first wife, died Monday morning at 93. Wyman died at her Palm Springs home, said Richard Adney of Forest Lawn Memorial Park and Mortuary in Cathedral City. No other details were immediately available. Wyman's film career spanned from the 1930s, including "Gold Diggers of 1937," to 1969's "How to Commit Marriage," co-starring Bob Hope and Jackie Gleason. From 1981 to 1990 she played Angela Channing, a Napa Valley winery owner who maintained her power with a steely will on CBS' "Falcon Crest." Her marriage in 1940 to fellow Warner Bros. contract player Reagan was celebrated in the fan magazines as one of Hollywood's ideal unions. While he was in uniform during World War II, her career ascended, signaled by her 1946 Oscar nomination for "The Yearling." The couple divorced in 19
Just Some Writing, I Like To Do
Sometimes we are looking so hard to find that right person. That we tend to miss what is right in front of us. Other times we are so afraid of the unknown or taking chances, that we never get to find out what is out there for us. We tend to settle for what is there, what is comfortable, or do what is expected. So afraid to take a chance or of letting someone down. Never really knowing what could be or feeling true happiness. Life is all about taking chances, ups and downs, making mistakes, and feeling pain. These are all learning and growing experiences, from which we really can benefit in the time to come. But sometimes we are just too afraid to take those chances. Go ahead and try sometime, you never know. There can be true happiness out there waiting for everyone.. I dream a you as I close my eys. Wishing it was you I was holding at night. I know deep donwn this will never be, but just let me dream this dream for me. Some will tell me i am being wrong to myse
Love Passed By..
I wish I could understand why men are all programed to lie. WHY not just tell the truth and let it be that? EVERY man I have ever dated, etc. has lied and most ALL cheated. WHY? It makes me just want to forget about dating. Live the rest of my life alone, raise my kids and not suffer because of being hurt over and over. I am such a loving and giving person that I don't believe I deserve to be lied to. If it reaches the point you no longer want me, say so and go BEFORE you start something with someone else. And they lie about some of the stupidest things. ONCE you lie to me for the first time, I KNOW you will lie to me again. AND MEN, if all you are looking for is to get laid, then you make that straight upfront and don't pretend there is the option of anything more. Believe me, us ladies would much rather know and be given the choice. Thanks. The day started out nice with rain and thunderstorms....which I find calming, peaceful and beautiful. Does that make me strange? I
A Blog
Some stupid guy called Pepsi14 is so desperate for a girlfriend! This is what that retard wrote to me in my shoutbox!: pepsi14: i wanna be urs frever... i like u eat alot... great! pepsi14: i lv u pepsi14: nt diet pepsi14: so u make me ur pepsi or nt pepsi14: n wat abt me pepsi14: drunkguy reveals u to be his bisch pepsi14: whats ur yahoo id pepsi14: ya u can keap me as ur pepsi cola... i will be yummy tasty dn worry pepsi14: wat do u mean im pepsi???????? pepsi14: for sure i will handle it for u baby....muah u hv yahoo pepsi14: i wanna relationship.... will u be my gf pepsi14: hw ru sweethrt.... im interested in u pepsi14: hi THERE'S TOO MANY WHORES ON HERE!!!!!!!!!!! GO BACK TO THE DUMPSTER!!!!!!!!! NO ONE (EXCEPT PERVERTED OLD PEOPLE AND DESPERATE RETARDS) WANT TO SEE YOUR FAT SAGGY BOOBS HANGING OUT ALL OVER THE PLACE! OLD PEOPLE SHOULDN'T BE DOING THAT! P.S. DWIGHT SAYS ALL YOU SLUTS HAVE THE BURNING CURSE OF HERPES! HELL FIRE! Alison Moyet was most likely inspir
Pain Is My Muse
The pain of the flesh dosent compare to the pain of the soul.So we find the need to torturer our bodys,To mask the pain thats in our souls,when so many times we think its our hearts that are broken maybe its the soul that suffers.Funny how you can never see my pain from the inside out. But surely with the help of tattoos and putting holes into your skin now a days, you can see pain from the outside in.I have always considered my insides my temple and my body just my form that what you see is not who you are and that I beleive the the more you stay,out of the mirror the better you feel,though the only true passage way to your soul is through your eyes , that is for some eles to see, my thinking on that is that I dont need to see my soul through my eyes I already know my soul and learning more about it everyday................................ The memorize engulfed my being last night As I laid awake listening to the sound of the rain Pounding on the roof Like the pain in my gut
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Dj Calico's Mad Cat Radio
CLICK THE PICTURES AND JOIN IN ON THE PEOPLE AND TUNES UNHOLY ALLIANCE unholy alliance the head lounge of mad cat radio.. owned by dj calico.. and and it is a place for lots of things... it is the home of the pleasure night that the warrior dj kaijaw hosts.. home of the auction off night... for the lovely ladies and gentlemen to be up for bids so a lovely lady or gentleman can have a night of pleasure... while the hosts announces the updates of the auction and plays the tunes of mad cat radio MAXIMUM VOLTAGE maximum voltage is a great lounge and owned by dj nick smoke... join him and his locals at his lounge and join the nakie club they are really laid back and always up for a party with the rocking tunes of mad cat radio... INTOXICATION home of the INTOXICATION LOCALS and great parties and AWESOME people intoxication is a great place to hang out at... join the intoxication locals for all kinds of stuff... they love to drink and have fun play gam
Flying
Shhh!! Listen; can you hear it beating? The silent, thump, thump, thumping? Sounding like the flapping wings of a dove? That is my heart saying, “I am in love.” Awaken my heart! Meet the man who came along and breathed life into you. Look closely, those eyes can not lie, call out heart – call him to be by your side! Rest easy dear heart your search is over now, your one and only has finally come to town. Dear heart beat quietly – like a distant drum you found the best that could ever come! Sinan is the name of my true heart I hope he will never want to depart. Shhh, listen, there’s not one heart beating – but two that’s the love making sounds coming from me to you! LSR 29 September 2007 2030 hours To my love From Lori Here I set with pen in hand writing this poem to a wonderful man. One of whom I’ve not yet met in real life nevertheless he teases my sexual drive. What a wonderful day it would be if on the warm ground he laid with me. Basking
Fubar
Let others know a little more about yourself, repost this as your name followed by "ology." MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. Honey Mustard yummmy Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A.Arbys or KFC lickin chicken Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A.Black Angus or and red lobster Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A: 20% or if she is really friendly more =) Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? A: steak and pasta Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. Pepperoni and black olives Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A: butter sometimes jelly TECHNOLOGY Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A: military theme with an eagle Q. How many televisions are in your house? A: 2 and one is on an old broken one lol BIOLOGY Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed? A. Right Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? A.
How To End Your Fear Of Love...
I don't overuse my heart trying to look for the one I think I deserve... Instead, I should save the best part for the person who deserves me, someone who came when the time I didn't search... (",) A gentleman will try to seduce every girl except the one he loves, but a nice girl will not be seduced by anyone man except the man she loves... (",) Sometimes, we put too much passion on the biggest dreams and priorities in life that we fail to love the smallest things... We search so much for the right choices, for the right paths to walk through, for the right time and for the right reasons... But life isn't about searching for the things that can be found... It is about letting the unexpected happen and finding things you never searched for...
Poems
You say you love me... But why does it hurt so bad? You gave me great things... But made me feel so sad. You said we would always be friends... But now, when I need you the most your to pissed and mad. When you left I didn't unterstand... what did I do to deserve this? Why did you have to hurt me so bad? I know we had are ups and downs... but who does't? You were the only one that I knew I could count on.. But where are you now? These are the questions I ask myself everynight before i go to bed WHY?????? When? When I hear you laugh. When we share a secret. When your eyes sparkle. When we're just being us. When we don't have to talk. When I watch you sleep. When you remember. When I don't have to explain. When I walk into a room. When we are in a crowd. When i'm by myself. When your just being you. When you make me giggle. When I hear your heart beat. When you reach for me. Even when you're not looking. That's when I Love You!!!
Just Me
· sassycassie, Darkprophet2012, · gene-acton, shortysgotathan..kandibitch. Sinful Fantasy,o · lindseyrie woo hoo rate my im almost there come check me out.... Everybody wonders " what if" once in a while. Just hit "reply to poster" and fill it out about the person that posted this. Don't forget to be honest cuz no one sees this but me! what would you do IF... I kissed you: I fell: I lived next door to you: I showed up at ur house unexpectedly: I stole something: I was bored I was sleepy: I cried: I asked you to marry me: I was hospitalized: ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: Personality: Eyes: Hair: Family: Smile: Temper: Friends: ::WOULD YOU:: Keep a secret if i told you one? Hold my hand? Study with me? Cook for me? Talk on the phone for hours? ::HAVE YOU EVER:: Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? wanted to make out? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Thought I was unbearably
Stories
We have been together several times. You've learned what I like, what I've tried and what I would like to try but haven't been able to do yet. So you have been busy making plans. You won't give me any details. Just tell me to pick out something sexy to wear for you. I decide to wear my red dress with a corset underneath. I've gone with my new black corset, it laces in the back, has a red accent bra that is attached to the front. You've seen my pink & black one of this style but not this one. I have on black lace top thigh highs along with black lace panties. It's the most alluring thing I could think of to wear for you. As I finish getting ready, I hear my phone ring, it's you. You ask "Are you ready baby?" I repond and you let me know you are on your way. I grab my purse and slip on a pair of heels. After thinking about it, I grab my stelletos with the 5" heel to put on when we arrive at whatever destination you have planned for us. There is a knock at the door, I know it's you becaus
X-mas Time & Music To Go With It
imikimi - Customize Your World LET US REMEMBER TO PRAY AND REMEMBER OUR SOLDIERS THAT CANT BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS..AS THEY FIGHT AND PUT THERE LIFE ON THE LINE SO THAT OUR CHRISTMAS MAY BE SAFE..GOD BLESS THEM ALL AND BRING THEM SAFELY HOME.. LET US ALSO LET OUR PRAYERS STRETCH ACROSS THE WORLD..SO THAT WHEN WE THINK WE HAVE SO LITTLE FOR CHRISTMAS..YOU CAN REMIND YOURSELF JUST HOW LUCKY AND BLESSED WE REALLY ARE..AND ALWAYS FIND YOUR NEAREST FEED THE CHILDREN AND GIVE THE LOVE FROM YOUR HEART AT CHRISTMAS AND ALWAYS.. I KNOW AS I SET SNUGGLED SO WARM IN MY HOME BY THE TREE AS LIGHTS BLINK ON AND OFF AND THE SMELL OF PIE IS FLOATING FROM THE KITCHEN..I WILL BE SO VERY THANKFUL THAT I HAVE AT LEAST HALF OF THIS..AND AS I SET DOWN TO MY CHRISTMAS FEAST..MY PRAYERS WILL REACH ALL OVER THE WORLD TO THOSE THAT WANT HAVE NOT HALF..BUT NONE OF THIS FOR CHRISTMAS..AND I WILL PRAY ALL THE HARDER FOR GOD TO REACH DOWN AND HOLD EACH AND EVERY ONE MORE C
Dedications To Special People
Meet my friend Mark Been my friend fpr a long time show him some love ty. Toker@ fubar Meet a dear friend of my his name is fubob and he could always use some love...And does return all love FuBob~1st To Claim The Name~@ fubar Lost contact with a good friend for a while back then who would have thought we would reaquiant on fubar..SMALL WORLD DONT YOU THING? Show him some love www.fubar.com/user1060633
Songs
sorrow is the one thing people hate to feel, as it enters the life of people it brings all down, the closer you feel to someone the worse it is on them. hold your head high a true friend will help, hold your head high you will be alright, thinking about times that make you feel great, thinking about the place that you love the most. look into the eyes of the loved ones, looking into the heart of someone that is a true friend. they are always by yourside showing you their love. hold your head high the loved ones will be there, hold your head high they will help you through it all, think about the family that loves you true, think about your true friends that is around you. love youself true and you'll make it far in life as i look into the rain i see the light from the lightning confussed if it is gonna strike near me or not sitting alone staring at the storm oh man please bring me back to the time back to the time that i was not lonely lon
Life
To have some one to come in your life and make u the happiest that u have been in a really long time And then they leave you because they are not ready to be with you fill the sadness and the pain of the lost in you heart but you know they care about you that much to give you a shoot and you hope one day that will be ready and no other girls will seem to matter but for the one u want to give your heart to. People say that there is a time and place for everything and sometime people say things happen for a reason but i say tomorrow is other day to fill the same way you felt when you first seen them or the first time they touch your heart and u only think of them and you think about there kisses and the hugs and how much you miss them but this is life and sometimes u may have to wait for them and sometimes you just stay friends and there are time one person feel so much they have to part for ever. My life as of right now I fill sad and i have pain in my heart b
"nonalcoholic" Yummy Drinks
*nonalcoholic* 2 scoops chocolate ice cream 1 cup milk 2 oz. chocolate syrup 2 tbsp. malt powder 1. Combine chocolate ice cream, milk, chocolate syrup and malt powder in a blender 2. Blend until smooth3. Pour into a goblet or other large glass lmfao... your girl got PMS. Wanna try to make her feel good. Try this one on her. Might get some points or get it spit in your face. :-D *nonalcoholic* 1 oz. pineapple juice 3 or 4 pineapple chunks (optional) 1 oz. cream of coconut 1 tsp. orange juice 1 tbsp. cream 1. Combine poineapple juice, pineapple chunks, cream of coconut, orange juice and cream with 3 oz. ice in a blender 2. Blend until smooth 3. Pour into a goblet or large wineglass 4. Garnish with a cherry and an orange slice lmfao.. You can fool your 15-17 year old one day. "Wanna Pina Colada?" Give them this one for April fools. See if they catch on.. lol.. :-D *nonalcoholic* 2 qts. chilled unsweeted pinapple juice 2 qts. cranberry juice cocktail 16
A Lil Something
If you and I were stranded in room all by ourselves with nowhere to go what would you do? I never felt so much love in my soul And no one but you loved me Because of you I laughed and cried, I was reborn also What I had I gave to keep you here I know that saying goodbye is best Suffering, I will pay for my mistake Nothing will be the same, I have to accept it And find the strength in me for this goodbye Go away, I can't bear it anymore There is no way to go back in time Forget about me And let me go on alone with my solitude Go away, go on and tell me goodbye And I will resign myself to go on without your love And I will never understand what happened If there's nothing I can do, go away I'm not going to repent for yesterday Loving you and I know, woman For that love, for always being faithful Today I have to be strong and learn Go away, I can't bear it anymore There is no way to go back in time Forget about me And let me go on alone with my soli
Varied Tech Babbles
While this birthday present has been mostly a source of great joy :) right now I'm preoccupied because it's acting up again. So it goes. "No music" but just as full as it was when I left. Hrm. That's not happy news. Had a look at the support pages on the Apple site, tried resetting it. No joy. A restoring we shall go... after backing some stuff up. Looked for, couldn't find, looked for, thought I found, ... hrm, what's this?... nope, it wasn't... looked for, found something else, used it... erm... anyway, I ran "Disk Utility" on my Mac to see if things were working right because I started having trouble installing the newest version of a program. Disk Utility does a verification of my hard drive and found several problems, of which the most serious was "Invalid volume free block count (It should be 36413940 instead of 36235151)" Now to repair one's boot drive on a recent Mac (with operating system "earlier than 10.5"), one needs to get out the boot CD the computer come
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Poems
I cryed and cryed cuase I cared. My tears fell upone my face. But in that place I felt no grace. The tears fell and disaperd. But still here they went to a place. Where all tears make in time. A valley of sadness no gladness just madness. Sex is great I cann't wait. Take a bet what the heck. Lets kiss and thouch ouch thats ruff. Take it slow were alone I can moan. Let me lick it's not sick I love clit. In and out my my my round and round look at the time. Hot and tired pleased and wet do you hurt yet. You can cum oh what what fun. Now were done son of a gun we had fun. What the heck just a sec let me check. No ones home bring on the moans. Let me die why do you care. You crushed my heart with such a rush. So as I cut and bleed let me be. No one cares Im not rare I can be spared. You think it's unfare how can you dare to share. What you care thats hard to bare. Are time was short but sweet. Thats why I made my death nice and neet ain't I sweet. All for you now yo
Some Of My Favorite Songs
This song reminds me of someone I'm missing right now.
Life Or Somethin Like It
hello everyone hope everyone had a great 4th of july!!! we did for the most part~food, friends, and fireworks to round out the night. it was kinda hard for me but the kids had fun so that's all the matters. i also had to work on friday so that kinda helped me not have to think about alot of things that day. the kids are doin great~iziah has been playin baseball in sheffield lake this summer and starts his summer camp today. trenton has been doin the normal 2 year old thing~~drivin me CRAZY!!! lol. as for me i have been workin, goin to a grief group on tuesdays and running running running, seems that's all i do. i will be goin in for surgery tomorrow to have my gallbladder removed cuz i have some stones in there and they said that is the only way to get rid of them so that is where i'll be tomorrow but i know that i will be ok. goin to bed now ttys love to y'all ~*berta*~ ummmm where to start. i am writing this with a heavy heart as my husband has passed away. no i
Being Really Bad
Show me what you've got boy Tell me what you need Let me be your plaything Come do that dirty deed Fuck me now I plead Take me like you mean it Teach me right from wrong Put me at your mercy Make me sing your song Fill me with your juices Baby it's been so long Shake me like your rag doll Watch me come apart Reach into my velvet place Keep my stolen heart Hold me like your treasure That's my favorite part Whisper to my soul now Pluck me from the ground Melt your flesh into me Impale me on its crown Shower me with your pearls The best I've ever found Take me... hard, without mercy... threaten me, a growling whisper detailing the liberties you own, making me slave to the senses, animal in desire - making me want more, crave more... wish and beg for more - taken for more, then more. by Silkyheat© I want to climb on top of you all slick and sweaty and hot and hold your throbbing sword deep inside my silky heat I long to feel
Prayers
ok my baby is feeling better thank god and thank u all who prayed for her we found out our dads next heart surgery is gonna be on the 4th so keep him in ur prayers and if u have time stop by his page n wish him well doc@ fubar thank u all and my god keep u all safe,healthy n happy ok we are awaiting an appointment for kayliegh and test and my nerves r shot as well as most are family its sicking to me that they r lettin this go so long bc she has a state medical they could be letting a pericous life slip from us bc we r not rich and its stressing me so much her grandma is on nitro tabs now after a heartattack from all the stress i also wanted to thank all u for the support and prayers love u all and may god bless u doc@ fubar my dad is having his second heart surgery tomorrow...say a lil prayer for him and go wish him well thanks and much love to my friends and family
Songs That I Like
I hold on so nervously To me and my drink I wish it was cooling me But so far, has not been good It’s been shitty And I feel awkward, as I should This club has got to be The most pretentious thing Since I thought you and me Well I am imagining A dark lit place Or your place or my place Well I’m not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you’re standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You’ll probably move right through Me on my way to you I hold out for one more drink Before I think I’m looking too desperately But so far has not been fun I should just stay home If one thing really means one This club will hopefully Be closed in three weeks That would be cool with me Well I’m still imagining A dark lit place Or your place or my place Well, I’m not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you’re standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You’ll pr
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NCguy456: dude, would u ever tagteam a bitch---u take the back as I get sucked off and then swithc ->NCguy456: wilmington is a cool town NCguy456: I should come out there and hang out...I love Wilmington ->NCguy456: yeah NCguy456: u live in Wilmington right? ->NCguy456: it;s all good just kinda like whoa NCguy456: Im sorry ->NCguy456: i guess im starting to find it odd your shoutboxing another dude about it though? NCguy456: Im a huge horndog bro, are u ->NCguy456: i hear ya NCguy456: hahaha, I like tits...somethin to squeeze as u get sucked off and ass u can slap as u fuck her hard from behind, ya know??? ->NCguy456: yes please NCguy456: Fuck yea---u like tits or ass more man ->NCguy456: OMG yes NCguy456: are there a lot of hot ass chicks on here man ->NCguy456: love it NCguy456: bored as fuck here, I just joined this site a few days ago, do u like it ->NCguy456: nadda NCguy456: Sup man ->DJ Twistie...: i hope they don't infect me with the ca
Sometimes Things Happen In Life
So many things to say and no words to say them. Today we held the memorial service for my dad. Memorial service because his wish was to be cremated so there was no body or casket. Anyway, the service went really well. It was full of stories from different family members, friends, and church members...some inspired tears while others created a rumble of laughter throughout the church. It was really very nice to hear all those things and the feelings different people had about my dad. I knew he was special to me, but then daddies always are to their only daughters. After listening today tho, I realized he was special to a lot of people. I know that he is in a much better place and is no longer having any pain like he experience with the lung cancer that had spread to his bones. It just all went so fast that I haven't really had a chance to stop being nurse and just be daughter and grieve the loss of my daddy. It will come in time I know, and I know that I have wonderful friends
Updates
July 28th 2008! I will have my first heart beat and measurements on Wed. I am 5wks today! I am excited!! YAY FOR MENA!! (That would be me) I want my chocolate now..someone bring me my chocolate!!! Things are getting harder for Rhi bee because of Stevens soon deployment. Whats cute tho she is singing in the tub..LOL! Making up her own songs..LOL! Tomorrow morning I am going to see my Reproductive Specialist aka Infertility Specialist! I have to drive over and hour to get there..not fun! But hopefully they fix me and Steven so we can finally have or baby after almost 8yrs of not being pregnant and that doesn't include the 9 months before that! Anyways I am cold..I am reading crap again on people blogs..I's going to go in hiding again till it all stops! Peace Out Peoples! PLEASE COME RATE MY PICS N COMMENT ON THEM!!! PRETTY PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! Love, Mara
Poems And Storys Of Real Life
Deep, fulfilling, meaningful, love, passion, beauty are all the lies that his body tells me as he lies between my legs doing what he does oh so well. His eyes look deep inside my soul and he sees the curiosity sparking within me. That’s when he digs deeper, strokes slower, kisses deeply, fill me with him, speaks to me with his body, and loves me passionately. I look into his eyes and see all the little white lies, shit; the big black ones too. My heart breaks, my mind races, but my body opens up and lets him in. I cry silently wanting to know how is it that this man between my legs has me so DICK-matized. I ask myself, “Do you love him? Yes, I do.” I close my eyes and picture the man that I used to love, how he used to make love to me, how he used to kiss me, how he used to touch me, how he used to be and my blood is flowing through my body making me feel hot. I open eyes only to have my vision taken from me by the evolution of the man that used to be. He’s grown into something I don’t
General Waffle
Over past few days I conducted a short experiment to see what its like to be a woman in here. And I must say I never went the whole hog, Im still a guy the operation was cancelled last minute :P However, with the help of three gorgeous girls who were REALLY great sports and allowed me to use their default pics, I managed to have an insight into what its like. It amazed me first off, that almost ALL of the guys who visited never even looked at my profile, which stated quite clearly I was a guy. Well in fact, only one noticed and left a comment on my salute... The lack of respect and ignorance by some was a real eye opener, some were just purely out to cause hurt and as much abuse as they could. However when I said they were in fact talking to a guy and not a woman that they could carry on verbally abusing, strangely enough I found myself blocked. Spineless insecure idiots like that made me ashamed to be a guy. No doubt I'll get shit from fake profiles now but
White Boy
Why, Why, Why: *Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? *Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? *Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? *Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? *Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? *Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? *Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? *Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? *Whose idea was it to p ut an "S" in the word "Lisp"? *If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? *Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? *Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? *Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized?
Life
Recently, I had a very unfortunate thing happen. A woman with whom I was VERY close decided to end our friendship and to say the least, I am very sad that this happened. Now before I go much further, let me explain the relationship I had with this woman. We would email each other many, many times a day typically from about 8 AM until late at night. I traveled frequently and her emails saved me from many a boring night. I would share my very soul with her and I knew that I had nothing to fear. She shared her sorrow with me when her Mother died and her frustrations with friends & neighbors and even the dating scene. Though we lived in different States, we would meet periodically for lunch. All in all, I can say that I loved her but, unfortunately, she did not reciprocate. The long & short of it is that I wasn’t her type. Oh and did I mention that she is drop dead gorgeous? Blonde, slightly taller than me, VERY statuesque and her smile never failed to make my heart skip a beat.
Poems
Uniquely you Uniquely me both as different as different can be I wonder what you see when you gaze that way at me You smile slowly and i am filled with fear what exactly is going on here? lines crossed boundries broken Yet, not one word has been spoken Just that one look makes me wonder what spell you have put me under Your smile was my undoing on that first night. When you asked me out, it felt so right. Filled with excitement and apprehension, My body, mind, and spirit were coiled tight with tension. You gave me a rose and I thought, "wow can this be real?" "No way could this guy be the real deal!" Next to my suprise, you said its up to me. The choice was mine, which movie would i like to see. The restaurant you chose, was first class. I felt so bad for the waitress, who dropped that wine glass. The food was excellant; the conversation was a delight. You have no idea how pleased I was with our date tonight. The date ended and the party started Into an un
My Poems
You keep saying what have you done to me, but neither of us can figure out what. Your on my mind all through the day, and even at night, you invade my dreams. True love has hit us so very bad, that being apart is driving us mad. I wrote this poem after being hit by a car back in Janruary. Crosswalks People who walk, use crosswalks alot. But when people who drive, don't watch who's inside, a person can get hurt, or even die. So when you are making, a left or right turn, please pay attention and then make your turn. Fat Cat I've got a cat who's fat, a fat cat that sat. A belly so round, he can't get around, a fat cat at that.
The Fight For Happiness
Well seems the bozz man went back to the shrinks.THey got me on some new pills that make life feel a little better.im not so much of an asshole to people like i used to be.I still have trouble with relationships.....not just with women but all in general. My shrink made the mistake of asking me about my last one and i went off...bad.I think i scared the guy. yet,things are getting better. Here it is getting close to christmas.I sit here thinking should i give a damn or not.No body tells me merry christmas or Shows me any careing durring this time.So why should i even put a smile on my face? Besides......no one celebrates christmas the way it should be any more.It's all about the gifts and shit. This is the worst time for me anyway.Christmas depression topped off with up comming birthday blues. I've been cooped up here in the house too long.It sucks when you have no life.It really sucks when you fear something bads going to happen if you leave out the door. I just need so
Politically Incorrect Blogs
My views are simple; I am not one who wishes to embrace diversity. I am the type of person who does not wish to share my schools with those people who do not wish to learn, I don’t feel that my education must be stunted in order to allow a person of color into my class a fair chance at an education. I believe that if you or your people were not involved in the blood shed to keep our Nation free then you, have no rights to either be here or to vote here. I believe that America was founded upon the backs of the Aryan man and laws which forbid us to defend our communities should be looked upon as treasonous laws and should be stricken from all records. I believe that with the advent of television our people that being white people have lost their ability to see through the lies we are being told. I believe that there are no Native people’s to this great land called North America and to say that Indians were here before Europeans is a lie due to archeological digs which have turned up
Wedding
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Just Rambling
Ok well it isnt broken but they all keep telling me i would be better off if it was. I did tear all 3 ligaments that hold the outside of the ankle in position and possibly the tendon as well.......I cant do anything but wait though for all the swelling to leave. As it is my leg, calf, and foot (the injured one) cramps when i stand up.........go figure. Thanks to my friends who care. xoxo Adele Matchbox 20 Lyrics Now this one is not mine, and im sure almost all of you have seen it here or there. but it was given to me by a really amazing friend, whom i had not talked to in some time. I needed to be reminded of this. I have been struggling with alot of things in life, and its seems i forget the things that do matter. My daughters, My family, and the words here couldnt be more true. Thanks for the reminder Mark!!! When you are feeling alone like no one cares, read this cuz its absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fiftee
Cyber Space
The sounds drift along Slowly getting louder With noise and music They bring the attention home The noise and buzzing brings notice People turning heads Talking is heard But only one is seen Fingers are a tapping Letters forming words Floating in the air Conversations flowing From one to another Secrets and lies are told Friends and enemies Come together The world becomes smaller As we embrace technology A curse or life Only time will tell WATCHING THE DAY The sun begins to rise As the moon drifts down Towards the sea Submerged for a day Ready to begin another night The rays begin to warm the day Touching and caressing Easing over the ground, the trees The buildings brace for the heat That will begin the day ahead People emerge from the slumber of the moon To begin a day with the sun The streets are slowly filling Cars gaining momentum, Buses stopping and starting People walking to and fro The working day begins with pace As the sun
My Stuff
Hello all Well I could go on for hours even days with stories of what guys have put me through but I won't bore you with all of that hoopla I will just tell you what it has done to me With the lies it has built a steal wall and with the cheating it has bruised my heart and with the emotional games it has broke my heart in a million pieces that lay scattered behind a wall that is gunna be hard to tear down I know it all seems so trivial but really it has taken a toll on me I have only been in love truly twice in my life and I am afraid I may never find that true love ever again Out of all the pain that I have felt I have learned one thing keep your guard up and let No One convince you that everything is perfect because no matter how good things may seem at the moment there are always rough spots in a relationship After thirteen yrs of marriage I made a decision to end it because I was tired of being the one to give 110% and only getting back 60% it made me feel
Another Monday
Im not a perfect giirl. My haiir dosen't always stay iin place, and I spiill thiings a lot. I'm pretty clumsy and sometiimes I have a broken heart. My friiends and I sometiimes fiight and maybe somedays nothiing goes riight. But when I think about iit and take a step back I remember how amaziing liife truely iis and that maybe, just maybe I liike being UnpErfEct!!! If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite
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have become Comfortably Numb Trickling down my forehead a drop of sweat moistens my lips falling from my nose the smell makes me sick wishing i was dust and i coudl fall to the ground forgetting whats above beneath and all around trying to catch my last breath before im joined by my neighbor death holding on to whatever else is real in my own skin im left to squirm and sqeal take it away as soon as you can take it away ill be your biggest fan Damn you, you devilish soul you try and try to take me whole i wont let you i wont id rather be a wimp and cry so dont even think twice before you come close just walk away and my lyrics wont become more verbose ive had it with your ignorance they say that a little bit is bliss arrogance is just the same except from you they are both lame stubborn as a door nail they say I reply, "no". stubborn as a stale corpse lying six feet beneath our feet constant pain ailing your body all crys for help are answered by nobody. what
Mines Personal
      Two Craving Souls I'm so lost for words, I can hardly think,  My heart is pounding; my knees are getting weak... My hands are shaking, my typing is obscure, I look up at my screen, in my heart I know for sure... Right here right now is where I see his face, This mind entrancing place we call cyber space... This could be so beautiful; it just feels so right, I'm thinking to myself I must have all of him tonight... Mixed, unsettled emotions are clouding my brain, Thoughts are being switched between pleasure and pain... In the very least to no surprise, It's become moist there between my thighs... With a simple click of the enter key he now knows, Deep inside of me is where he goes... No pleasures go unshared, Computer screens are flared...
This And That
i am so facken tired of ppl walking on me that its not funny... i have ppl here and irl that walk on me for this and that... i get asked to do this or that and then when i need help poof noone is around at all... so f**k it... im done... i guess if ya need something done .. do it yourself... that way ya can figure out how ppl who have been doing it for you have had to do it for you and for everyone else that wont do their own shit!... so have fun ppl.. im not a f**ken door mat anymore for anyone i let so many people down lately that i feel like i should just stop and never get out of bed to try and make things right i let people i love down cause of this and that.. i let people down just by being around i let people down by not leaving i let people down by being on this planet. i feel at times everyone would be better off if they had never meet me... that peoples lives would be better if i happen to never be seen again.. that people would not even remem
The Unknown
Jade left the room with a bow leaving Master alone with me. In my bonds, I trembled with excitement and fear of the unknown. I was not afraid of Master, or of His temper. In my heart, I knew that I was safe and that He would not bring undo harm to what belonged to Him. With all of my scenes gone I had to rely on my mind to since where Master was in the room, ever once in awhile when He moved I could feel a breeze, and if He walked a little heavier I could feel the floor move below the devices that I was attached to. I had by now lost all scenes of time, and feel asleep still hooked up to the contraption that I was starting to think Master had created. I awoke to my arms being lowered and me being lifted off the contraption. I tried to open my eyes and realized that I was still without my scenes. I could feel some body’s hands rubbing my arms trying to get feeling back in them. The hands felt like Jades, so I relaxed and let the pens and needles take over my arms as they
Ramblings Of An Insane Clown
hey hey hey all there is a contest about boobs. we all love boobs dont we. ok here is the deal. first add this person http://fubar.com/cannibal once you are her friend you can vote on the best boobs. rules are in the photo album. my vote goes to 1040R NOW GO AND VOTE So here's how it works: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have 5 different kinds of toothpaste and choose every day another. 2. I have been having the same weird nightmare for 5 years now. I have it at least 3 times a week 3. When im nervous i bite my nails. 4. When people making spelling errors I have to correct it. 5. I can put on a suit with tie with my eyes closed. 6. I remember
11/15/07 Joke
A guy steps into an elevator and there's just one attractive woman in it. He turns around to push the button for his floor and his elbow bumps right into her breast. He says, "Oh, I'm so sorry. If your heart is as soft as your breast, I hope you'll be able to forgive me." She looks at him a few seconds and says, "That's all right. If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 204." The Seven Most Important Men in a Woman's Life The Doctor - who tells her to "take off all her clothes." The Dentist - who tells her to "open wide." The Milkman - who asks her "do you want it in the front or the back?" The Hairdresser - who asks her "do you want it teased or blown?" The Interior Designer - who tells her "once it's inside, you'll LOVE it!" The Banker - who insists to her "if you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest!" The Primal Hunter - who always goes deep into the bush, always shoots twice, always eats what he shoots, but keeps telling her "Keep quiet and li
Naughty Jokes
A young couple was married, and celebrated their first night together, doing what newlyweds do, time and time again, all night long. Morning comes and the groom goes into the bathroom but finds no towel when he emerges from the shower. He asks the bride to please bring one from the bedroom. When she gets to the bathroom door, she sees his naked body in full light for the first time. Her eyes went up and down and at about midway, they stopped and stared, and she asked shyly, "What's that?" pointing to a small part of his anatomy. He, also being shy, thought for a minute and then said, ‘Well, that's what we had so much fun with last night." And she, in amazement, asked, "Is that all we have left!?" Santa was delivering gifts as usual, when at one house a beautiful young woman was awaiting his arrival. She begged him to stay and cuddle with her on the couch. Santa declined, saying "Ho-ho, gotta go. Gotta deliver these presents, you know." Trying again, the lovely young thing removed
My Blog
Doesn't mean I want to fuck you or IM you! OMG how rude can you guys get?! Have you ever been auctioned, and if so, what did you get? Today I was weighed at the doctor and I weigh 97 lbs. So my weight is in control :) All I need to do is get myself toned. Get More at COMMENTYOU.com I hope one day we can be married :X
Taboo
Boy do I have a story to tell. For those of you who do not have EXTREMELY open minds, including my mother LMAO, this is probably not a blog entry that you want to read. Because I know you will read it anyways, just know that nothing you could say or do will change who I am. I state this because a friend recently informed me that I am advertising myself sexually on my myspace and Yahoo 360 pages. A lot of my blogs, including this one, have to do with relationships. A few of them, including this one, deal with my sensuality/sexuality. Unfortunate only to those who will not be able to handle this, it is not something that has just begun or will ever change. It is who I always have been and always will be. Please accept this! It started a couple years ago in a relationship that was very adventurous. Every week, every day, was spent trying to find a new way to make our sex life adventuresome. We investigated everything! It was an open relationship where we were free to accept or reject a
Little Things That Are Important!
On January 19th 2007 I had a double pulmonary embolism. If you don't know what that is a Pulmonary embolism is an obstruction of a blood vessel in the lungs, usually due to a blood clot, which blocks a coronary artery. Pulmonary embolism is a fairly common condition that can be fatal. According to the American Heart Association, an estimated 600,000 Americans develop pulmonary embolism annually; 60,000 die from it. As many as 25,000 Americans are hospitalized each year for pulmonary embolism, which is a relatively common complication in hospitalized patients. Even without warning symptoms, pulmonary embolism can cause sudden death. Treatment is not always successful. I barely survived. I passed two clots into my lungs. I don't tell most people this because it's a personal thing and few friends know all the details. I spent 11 days in the hospital, 4 in ICU. I spent almost a year on blood thinners trying to dissolve these massive clots in my lungs. I am lucky to be alive today. I'm w
Disturbed - Song Meanings - Most Info By David Draiman
12/07/07 : ROLLING STONE INTERVIEW Draiman recently told RollingStone.com that the upcoming album's projected title track is "an anthem for soldiers" - specifically American soldiers fighting overseas. "It's meant to be something that would make them feel invincible, take away their fear, make them strong," Draiman said. "And that's what this whole body of work on this record does. It's music to help you feel strong." Spotlighting the band's darker side, there's "Deceiver", inspired by one of Draiman's "really bad relationships," and the Edgar Allan Poe-esque tale "Inside The Fire". "That's a real racy song," Draiman admitted to RollingStone.com, "It's about me standing over the body of my girlfriend, who just killed herself, and the Devil is standing over me, whispering in my ear to kill myself." Oct 26 2007 3:15 PM EDT Disturbed Turn Bad Luck Into Inspiration For Indestructible LP Breakups, fires and accidents have inspired the new album, which might feature a Faith No More c
My Beliefs..after Leaving The Kingdm
Lobelia ( Lobelia inflata ), also called Indian tobacco, has a long history of use as an herbal remedy for respiratory conditions such as asthma, bronchitis, pneumonia, and cough. Native Americans historically have smoked lobelia as a treatment for asthma. In the 19th century, American physicians prescribed lobelia to induce vomiting in order remove toxins from the body. Because of this, it earned the name "puke weed." Today, lobelia is considered effective in helping clear mucus from the respiratory tract, including the throat, lungs, and bronchial tubes. Although few studies have thoroughly evaluated the safety and effectiveness of lobelia, some herbalists today incorporate lobelia into a comprehensive treatment plan for asthma. An active ingredient in the lobelia plant, lobeline, is similar to nicotine in its effect on the body. Like nicotine, it stimulates nerves in the central nervous system. For this reason, lobeline was once used as a nicotine substitute in many anti-smoking
Just Some Things That I Like
Blind Cowboy An old, blind cowboy wanders into an all-girl biker bar by mistake. He finds his way to a barstool and orders some coffee. After sitting there for a while, he yells to the waiter, 'Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?' The bar immediately falls absolutely silent. In a very deep,huskyvoice,the woman next to him says, 'Before you tell that joke, Cowboy, I think it is only fair, given that you are blind, that you should know five things: 1. The bartender is a blonde girl with a baseball bat. 2. The bouncer is a blonde girl. 3. I'm a 6-foot tall, 175-pound blonde woman with a black belt in karate. 4. The woman sitting next to me is blonde and a professional weightlifter. 5. The lady to your right is blonde and a professional wrestler. 'Now, think about it seriously, Mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke?' , The blind cowboy thinks for a second, shakes his head, and mutters,'No...not if I'm gonna have to explain it five
Peace In Spiritual Death
wooooo! reveal yourself and bring forth your weight in gold and alcohol! :-D You've got a lot going on the inside, but you're not really feeling the need to share. It's nothing too serious, most likely and right now it just needs time to settle down and start making sense. Ain't that the fuckin truth... so today my almost 3 year-old tells me that he doesnt like me and instead wants to go back over daddy's house. we do one week on one week off for custody and i am just so blah. this is like, icing on the cake to my week with my coworker crap goin on
Holiday Stuff
Scroll down and you'll see Santa's willy!! | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * V For God's sake.........Act your age........there is no Santa !! If you see a fat man... who's jolly and cute... wearing a beard and a red flannel suit... and if he's
Ramble On...
this world is cracked broken and blue I see everyday the pain within you I cannot express this feeling inside it tears at my heart I could almost cry still sitting..wondering why There is nothing wrong with this world I say that can't be helped with what is right, roll up your sleeves its going to be a hell of a fight One day I know you will see within the things you you think where sin its all for reason, ryhme or scheme yes its possible, not just a dream you will see ... one day soon me standing infront of you with arms streched out its a crazy life ...thats no doubt two can be three with minds set free, its in my heart I hold the key another day has come and gone I've been walked on again yet I'm still strong I move forward refuse to sit still turn the other cheek that of witch most would kill I hear a voice in my mind it gives me strength even a sign It says that you can do it these crosses are yours in the day of days I will recieve my
Friends Pictures
to all my FRIENDS on Fubar i am hardly ever here on fubar anymore....i am on myyearbook more now so if you want to keep ntouch with me come on over to myyearbook and have fun with me http://www.Myyearbook.com so please come on over and join...if not i will understand anyways have a goood time no matter where you are at ok friends and people i am in a contest called "CutiePie Contest" please come and rate my picture and comment and bomb it as well i neeed all the help i can get i am tryin to win a VIP for 1 month here is the link to the site and u can't get it go to "Oibwan" and get it that way http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=858199&albumid=597813&i=3422160578 PLEASE HELP ME OUT PLEASE i have an "FUBAR FRIEND'S" album with my friends in it i am just wondering for those who are not in it yet, if you would like to be in it? please let me know either by comment, email, or shoutbox that you want to be in it or not? also new friends can be in it as well no
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playpen auction December 28th ~ 8:00 Pm est ~rules~ SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY... ALOT OF TIME AND EFFORT WENT INTO THIS. PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID!!!! 1. NO DRAMA, VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED 2. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 3. REAL CASH OVER RIDES VIRTUAL CASH AND PRIZES...(WE HAVE A BREAK DOWN OF WHAT WE FEEL IS FAIR) CASH VALUE IN FU BUCKS STICKY = 125,000 1 TICKER = 125,000 4 Tickers = 500,000 1 DAY BLAST = 200,000 3 DAY BLAST = 300,000 7 DAY BLAST = 750,000 30 DAY BLAST = 1,250,000 1 Month Vip = 300,000 3 Month Vip = 900,000 6 Months Vip = 1,800,000 1 Year Vip = 3,6000,000 HAPPY HOUR = 2,500,000 4. THE BIDDER MUST GIVE 1/2 OF ANY FU BUCKS TO THE AUCTIONEER WHO AUCTIONED THEM OFF AND THE OTHER HALF TO THE PERSON YOU WON BEFORE RECEIVING YOUR PRIZE. 5. THE PERSON WHO YOU WIN HAS 1 WEEK TO FULL FILL OBLIGATION TO BE DECIDED ON BY BOTH PARTIES. (THIS IS BECAUSE SOMETIME YOU CANT TALK AT THAT TIME OR NEED TO GET CAMERA FOR PICS AND ALSO YO
About Me
I have been in bed for the last two days. I am still down and out but there is only so much of laying around I can stand. So the overwhelming urge to play on my new computer for awhile has won, and here I am, on my new computer, already contemplating going back to bed till I feel better. I have been spoiled, because while I have been sick, my hub and mom inlaw have been taking care of the kids and house, but in the morning, I have to get up because hub will be leaving for work at 6:30 a.m. my stomach is queasy, my body aches, head, shoulders, neck, back. I just feel completely icky from head to toe. I doubt anyone has noticed that I have been gone, but yep, I have and just incase anyone wondered, I thought I would come leave a note. Gonna try to stop by and show my true friends a little love before I go back to bed. xoxoxoxoxox everyone. love yas i still feel like shit. cant make it any longer. caught up as much as i could. (for tonight) love yas all. hugs AP Instructions.
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Poems And Lyrics
we all live...in one circle...we all trust..in one circle...break out...look out...feed off one anothers plate...be one...one scene loyalty We're still alone but that's OK, We got our friends and family! Jails institutions and death by my count there's just one left! The triple crown of tragedy my birthright and destiny, Our destiny is at the end of a rop! The bottom of a glass or a bag of dope, Nowhere to turn when you're shit out of luck! Still alone and I'm still fucked... fuck you! Slave to addiction for years and years hid from my life, Hid from my fears, fucking broke, alone locked down... My life is better when you're not around! Watch me struggle as my life fades and try to learn from my mistakes, So those who turned their back on me won't get to share in my victory! Still alive wishing I was dead Too many years fucked in the head! Still alive wishing I was dead When will this misery end? One more time, just enough to ease my mind. Everything's fine, when i
Original Drama
Men are clueless..... The 10 different kind of men on fubar some good some bad...not meant to offend anyone.. just meant to make ya LOL. 1. Every single time I talk to someone for a while, and I actually do give them my Yahoo name, as soon as i come online they wanna go on cam w/ me. I never accept cam ivitations and the few I did they were playing with themselves on camera... I got a question for you guys...: Everytime you see a pretty girl walking down the street do you go up to her pull down your pants and start jerking off in front of her? I'm hoping the answer is no, If it's innappropriate on the street it's still fucking inappropriate on the internet. If I don't ask to see your cock *which i wont* that means I don't FUCKING want to. 2. It takes alot of time to get to know someone, Sometimes you attracted to certain people right off the bat and even though it's internet, You just groove wit eachother and you know it would be something good. Sometimes, you have to get
Deviant Artists: Punky's Picks
Ok, so its been awhile since I've done anything here. Work is keeping me way too busy, but I'm not complaining. I did get a chance to go to the festival Friday, it was chilly and rainy and I told my mom that I thought it was a bad idea to set up down there to try and sell tickets to the concert she's hosting in August. So about 630 or 7 we packed up the table and put it away. We couldn't go anywhere because the car was blocked in, so we were stuck there till after they closed at 11. I'd walked around with my sister and her husband and my nephew, and when I went back to talk to my mom, one of the ride guys asked my sister about me and asked her to tell me to hang around for a few because he wanted to talk to me. He was cute so I did. We talked for an hour and I found out that he was 26! Now I'm not into younger guys and hated the idea of breaking his heart by telling him so. No, I haven't told him yet. I know I'm a big chicken lol. Last night at work things got a bit crazy when we got
History Of Wicca /paganism
Ostara Pronounced: Oh-stare-ah Oh-STAR-a From the name of the Goddess Eostre and her celebration Eostara that takes place the first full moon after the Equinox Also called: Lady Day, Alban Eiler (Druidic), Eostara (Teutonic), Oestara, Eostra, Eos (Greek), Alban Eilir (Druidic), Spring Equinox, Vernal Equinox, Summer Finding (Asatru), Naw Ruz (Persian New Year), Alban Elfed, Festival of Trees, No Ruz, Ostra, Rites of Spring Ostara History Lore Traditions and Customs Date: On or around March 21 Once again, night and day stand in perfect balance, with the powers of light on the ascendancy. The God of Light now wins a victory over his twin, the god of darkness. Ostara is a fertility festival celebrating the birth of Spring and the reawakening of life from the Earth. At the moment of the Vernal Equinox night and day stand in perfect balance, with light on the increase The energies of Nature subtly shift from the sluggishness of Winter to the exuberant expansion of Sp
The New Girl In Fubar Town
:( for flaggin me again 8 more pix is that a record or what you all know how to make a lady feel very special much love hugs kisses to all & love bites & playful nibbles to those who like it a little rough
Silly Stuff
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in  Kenya after graduating from  Northwestern  University .   On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air.  The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully.   He got down on one knee, inspected the elephants foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it.   As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife,  after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot.   The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments.   Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled.   Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away.   Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day.   Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son.   As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatu
The Inner Thoughts 0f Little O
Written Wednesday, January 07, 2009 It's sad when you meet some people that honestly don't know their worth. People so great and amazing to be around that you are constantly smiling and just enjoying the "now." The people that you miss the second they are gone because without them you just don't feel whole. These people are most genuine not just in relationships but in the friendships and mutual bonds they form between others. A friendship with this type of person is above all, sacred. Though they extend their heart to few, you are among the ones they trust. This is important. I will treasure you forever. *you know who you are* ©LittleO™ .•¤Dedicated¤•. Thank You For Everything You Have Done For Me Dedicated and written Monday, January 5, 2009 Knowing he's taken transcends anticipation. The lust is morphed into boiling guilt. To stay away would be wise but to come near would be sweet. A tug-of-war between heart and mind; consequences only realized when they've bee
About Me
Just wanted to pass along the the sad news. I lost my best buddy today, Garfield has gone off to the big millet spray in the sky. He passed away this morning from a respiratory infection that came on suddenly. My theory is that God had a shortage of fine feathered friends, and needed Garfy more than I did. He picked a perfect day for flying into Heaven. I can feel him perched in the tallest tree, chattering & whistling and munching on his favorite - spray millet & boiled eggs! Some of you have met Garfy, many of you have listened to my stories about him. He has been in my life for 28 years and 2 months. My son Justin named him when he was but a boy of 8. It is the end of an era - as one of my friends has suggested. The first picture below was published in the Tennesseean, Nashville's daily newspaper, in 2002, in their first "Pet's Corner" weekly feature. True to form, I never miss a chance to talk about my little buddy! Of course, he is reflected in his beloved mirror con
Daily Blogs
Good Morning all!!!! You are all so awesome we have been increasing our leveling as a family each day which is awesome....I so LOVE YOU ALL and can never pay you for what you all do.....Please remember when you get someone leveled to leave a comment on here so the rest of the family knows..... Clipdog ~ CLUB F.A.R ~ Sisters 4 Life@ fubar RECONDOC _DSC_ fubar hubby to JADA & real life fiancee' for real yo@ fubar )~~(Vincue2)~~(DSC,D&DC,-N- Club F.A.R. )~~(r/l hubby of Munchkin)~~@ fubar ♣Τwïšτεd §ïšτä♣ ♠Ç∫ùβ ƒÃ®♠@ fubar Treyso ~ Club Far ~@ fubar ~♥ InSaTiAbLY URS♥ ~CĹنΒ FãR~@ fubar DGAZ/Club F.A.R. Member!@ fubar frktrkman@ fubar GARY - Owner Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction - Owned by NoCtUrNaL MiStReSs@ fubar Okay here is the blog all LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED THIS WEEKEND PLEASE DJ Blksheep68( Wild Chaos ENFORCER)(CLUB F.A.R)"Fu-Engaged" to Awesomelilbunny(Wi
Everyday Things
Wiccan Rede Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss you on the mouth. When the wind whispers from the West, all hearts will find peace and rest. Nine
Funny
in all my trips "around the block" i HAVE payed attention and here to help some of ya young bucks are some pointers to help save ya ass 9 WORDS WOMEN USE , 1. Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)
Lyrics
shirt's brand new but my pants are old and that's probably why I'm really cold but I'm sweating through my undershirt a little breeze, well it wouldn't hurt but the universe works against me I'm not as cool as I pretend to be it's just because I'm nervous why do I deserve this just shut up, he thinks you're cute well I wish that I could just stay mute but I'm going to mess this up again and he'll think we'd be better off as friends better off as friends no I won't forget this in a week, a month, a century and I will sing the words that I can't speak when you're standing right in front of me just pass me by, don't look at me 'cause if you do then I am sure you'll see that I've been fantasizing instead of realizing you're so, please, you're so out of my league no I won't forget this in a week, a month, a century and I will sing the words that I can't speak when you're standing right in front of me I'll stand on a chair and congratulate the whole world
Lilac Fields
As I rock myself back and forth..tears falling from my eyes...I see flashes of a little girl, so small ..pale with big green eyes. She looks so scared, confused, alone, ashamed...my heart goes out to her, I feel her pain. I fall to my knees and tell her it will all be ok..she looks at me blankly a tear she wipes away...her lip quivers not knowing who to trust...I hold my hand out and say "come to me little one, I will never hurt you like you have been hurt before ..I will love you and nourish you and never let you go. Our eyes meet...her little hand touches mine, My body jolts...as our bodies entwine in a soft embrace it's then I knew....that little girl needed a mommy...a mommy she never knew....as I opened my eyes...hugging my knees...I knew I had to be the mommy... The mommy of me. Touch A touch can say so many things. It can be a voice with no sound it can be filled with heated passion it can leave you breathless it can make you quiver A touch can heighten your senses t
Love
I was so emptySelf loathingBefore you awoke meLived in transgressionFeasted sinDestroying all I stood forA world of spreading diseaseLegs up for infidelityThe force feed of their stiffened sicknessThe promised hiding their ringsTo suck down some of the thingsThat cheat this world into lovelessnessAll the pain in this world won't stop us nowFor we have each otherAll the hate in this world can't tear us apartThis love is foreverIn arms we'll turn awayFrom their waysWe'll live like no otherTogether we're hopeAbsoluteThe only thing that mattersA world of spreading diseaseLegs up for infidelityThe force feed of their stiffened sicknessThe promised hiding their ringsTo suck down some of the thingsThat cheat this world into lovelessnessAll the pain in this world won't stop us nowFor we have each otherAll the hate in this world can't tear us apartThis love is foreverAll the pain in this world won't stop us nowAll the hate in this world can't tear us apartAll the pain in this world won't stop u
Song Lyrics That Inspire Me!
Tegan and Sara Like O, Like H When I was eight I was sure I was growing nerves, like steel in my palm. Make a map of what you see, direct pain effectively. I was eight, I was sure I was growing pains, like lead in my feet. S.O.S. to my mother, take the hinges off the door. S.O.S. to my mother, take the hinges off the door. Oh, oh, sugar spell it out. Like, oh, oh, sugar spell it out. Like, oh, oh, sugar spell it out. Like O, Like O, like h, in your gut. Like O, like h, in your gut. Like O, like h, in your gut. Like O, like h, in your gut. In your gut. In your S.O.S. S.O.S. When I was four plus a ten I was swinging fists, like nails in a board. Pull your hands inside of you, six years till I'll be through. I was four plus a ten, I was swinging back, like a race to be sure. S.O.S. to my mother, take the hinges off the door. S.O.S. to my mother, take the hinges off the door. Oh, oh, sugar spell it out. Like, oh, oh, sugar spell it out Like
Pimpouts
Here is one of the closest and dearest people I know. D’hark Julez is true blue guys and gals and a jewel of a best friend. I am proud and blessed to know and call her family. Go and show her some gothic love.I also wanted to pimpout her wonderful work and second home as well as mine, The Dhark Domain. You can SB or private message one of us for the details.   $safe_uid_dname@ fubar Here is the tag that Sarge made for me that is linked to his page. Go and rate and comment my tag and then show Sarge some wicked love. You'll be glad you did.   My Bad Girl Tag Now check out my pimpout for Sarge and show him some wicked love. Lets hear it for a great gal and total angel. She is one of Sarge's Bad Girls and an official Fu-Angel. Come and blow up her page with love.       ღTulsa's Angelღ Sarge's Bad Girl/Club FAR Team LOVE/The Pegasus Projectღ@ fubar
Stupid People
 SPOTSYLVANIA, Va. -- A Spotsylvania man's family turned him in to police after he admitted to "fooling around" with the family dog, according to the Spotsylvania County Sheriff's Office. Robert John Ward, 66, was arrested Monday for alleged bestiality. Deputies began investigating Ward after a family member called authorities with the allegation. Ward admitted to a deputy that he had touched the dog inappropriately and that he'd had the dog perform sexual acts on him, according to the sheriff's office. A vet examined the dog and found that her anal glands were swollen, the sheriff's office said. The accusing relative said the dog had been acting strange for several weeks. Ward's being held without bond at the Rappahannock Regional Jail. ***********   Dumbass WICHITA, Kansas (AP) -- A 35-year-old woman who sat on her boyfriend's toilet for so long that her body was stuck to the seat had a phobia about leaving the bathroom, the boyfriend said. She is an adult; she made her
My Life...
Just letting you all now that with my hubby coming home I really won't be on at all. We have a lot of time to make up for. I'm sure you all understand that. Thank God this deployment is finally over! I think it's really sad that people want to bash Michael Jackson. The man is dead show some respect! He was never convicted of any crime. I believe he was just very misunderstood. And ok a lot of things may have seemed weird to us. But unless you've walked in that man's shoes it isn't your place to judge him. He is an icon and a musical legend. He was a superstar and that is why he was attacked the way he was. I'm glad he's at peace now. RIP MICHAEL FARRAH ED I just want to wish everyone that I couldn't leave a comment for a.... MyHotComments I hope you all enjoy the holiday with your family and friends. And please remember all those who are serving overseas right now and can't be with their families. My husband is one of them. I hope no one takes for granted the opportunities t
Poetry And Lyrics That Move Me...you Must Read....
Promise me one more thing: If tomorrow you wake up feeling unoriginal or frail-hearted or faithless or tired of this world... PLEASE remember............ No, it's not the end. IT'S MERLY THE BEGINNING, Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance... (HEAVEN (n.) : (1) a place somehow high above the clouds, yet dee inside your soul; (2) a place of complete peace, of total and utter happiness; (3) a place that is greater than the sum of everything you will ever be or could ever imagine to be; (4) a place we all want to get to. but just not yet...) NO, NOT YET. Ask Eve. Evolve. Take a chance, take a ticket, take a fast train to the coast. No guts, no glory. (CHANCE (n.) : a coin with two sides that one tosses into the air as many times as one wants. The odds remain the same.) It's risky breathing, let alone needing, trusting, reaching out. Life is the leap of faith, the bold declaration of HOPE.
Poems/ Thoughts
Lessons by Alone So many lessons Of love to learn Love has boundaries Points of no return Sometimes passion Can completely consume The simple touch of your hand Or the smell or your perfume Romance, two hearts Coming together as one You feel it instantly inside Like the warmth of the sun Emotions easily mistaken Is it love or is it lust Just look to your heart The one thing you can trust Lessons of love Points of no return It's raging inside of you Let the fire burn. I Never Saw Your hand was always there to hold, Your smile was always mine, Your words were never silent, But I never saw the sign. Your heart had opened up the door, And let me peek inside, Your eyes had gazed upon my face I never saw you hide. Your patience and your sentiment, Were buried, but in view, You offered out your friendship I never saw the truth. You hid beyond a veil of hope, Shadowed, masked inside The words upon your gentle lips I never saw your pr
The Lighter Side Of Things
An open letter to Kellog's re: Michael Phelps Dear, Kellogg’s. I’m writing this letter to express my disappointment in your company in firing Michael Phelps as a spokesperson for your products because he was photographed while enjoying some marijuana. I respectfully would like to communicate my opinion on this matter because I think it’s of great public interest. First of all, although it is true that Mr. Phelps broke the law, I think any reasonably intelligent person would admit that it’s one of the most fucked up and corrupt laws that we have today in this country. Marijuana is relatively harmless and certainly far less dangerous than a host of other things that are not only legal but also readily available, like alcohol and prescription drugs. The only reason it remains illegal to this day is because it’s a plant and you can’t patent it and control it’s sale, and because if it were legal it would greatly affect the demand for a host of prescription drugs that rake in
Polyamory
Let's get back to this sex thing. How do you decide who sleeps with whom? Depends on the nature of the relationship. If there is a primary couple and secondary relationships, typically the primary couple will determine a et of grounds rules for who is boinking whom, and when. In a polyfidelity group, the people work out their interpersonal dynamics themselves. And, of course, if you have a king-sized bed, who knows? Maybe you'll find that you like an extra pair of feet in you bed! But the "who is sleeping with whom" question isn't necessarily the most interesting thing about a poly relationship. Remember, with polyamory, we're talking about more than one romantic relationship, not just more than one sex partner. The social dynamic can be very complex, and goes way beyond who's having sex with whom. So how come all the non-monogamous relationships I've ever seen don't work? That proves monogamy is better! Most relationships in general don't last; how many people
I'm In An Auction!!
Place a bid on me! I'm in Mish's Auction! Just click on the pic! Wanna own me for a month? Just click on the pic and make a bid! Wanna own your own Shadow Leveler? Just clic on the pic and bid! Make sure to add/fan and rate the Auctioneer! Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ & Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~&~ Juggalette Angel~&~Sweetfox2007~@ fubar Linkin Park
My Poetry Palace
A Long------- Distance Inspiration.... You mail butterflies to my stomach by eye-contact express... you lift my head with the scent of you.. the tone of your vocals send me into cloud 257 your skin tone is like dove candy bars... your my king size can of red bull... i think i might have took it to deep.... inhaled you into myself but a greddy lover was i ,you gave what you could spare and it still wasnt eonugh... to put us where we would wanna be in another lifetime.. finding the place where we would meet.. the time we spend contemplating each other could only reallly cause headaches...... Written originally by me... DO NOT GET TRAPPED BY WHAT EVERYONE ELSES BRAIN IS STUCK ON, DONT GET CRUSHED LIKE NUMBERS THEY CRUNCH, BE MOST TRUE TO GOD, THEN YOUR SELVES..HATERS TAKE PLEASURE IN RACKING YOUR BRAIN...NO MATTER WHAT STAY THE SAME UNLESS YOU WANNA CHANGE. ALLWAYS LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE!!!! U KNOW WHAT I THINK????? Current mood: artistic Category: M
F*ck Me Like You Hate Me
They say you wanna leave meBut what do they knowYou know they don't understandThe CRAZY way we rollNow come over here babyI'm gonna teach you a thang or twoWhere ya goin babyI ain't even close to done with youYou ain't enough for twoFor what I got in storeSo you better tell that other girlShe better not come round here no moreWhere ya goin babyI'm gonna teach you a thang or twoYou better grab on to that pillow boyCause I ain't even close to done with youI hear ya cryinMoaning out my nameJust give me one more hour babyYou'll NEVER be the sameI know you've been thinkinBut you better think twiceYou don't want me to send you outTo where it's cold as iceSo Take off your coatThrow it on the floorGo an turn out those lights babyAnd you better lock that doorCome here babyI'm gonna teach you a thang or twoYou better hold on to that pillow boyCause I ain't even close to done with youI hear ya cryinMoanin out my name
Thought For The Day
DAMN, I just need to get laied......... Ya know ya want to sing along LOL No-one on earth could feel like this. I'm thrown and overblown with bliss. There must be an angel Playing with my heart. I walk into an empty room And suddenly my heart goes "boom"! It's an orchestra of angels And they're playing with my heart. (must be talking to an angel) No-one on earth could feel like this. I'm thrown and overblown with bliss. There must be an angel Playing with my heart. And when I think that I'm alone It seems there's more of us at home. It's a multitude of angels And they're playing with my heart. Chorus repeats. I must be hallucinating Watching angels celebrating. Could this be reactivating All my senses dislocating? This must be a strange deception By celestial intervention. Leavin' me the recollection Of your heavenly connection. A senior monk and a junior monk were traveling together. At one point, they came to a river with a strong current. As t
Antwaans Rants And Raves
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My Poems..
With just one touch You make me realize so much How i have never loved someone so much And how I coul love you so much more Than I thought I could Than I thought I would But I want you to understand I'll always be here to lend you a hand I will always believe in you And I would never think of being untrue I want my love to be your blanket in the cold And for our love to never grow old Every moment we share I will try to show you how much I care If I ever fail to express... It's doesn't mean I love you any less Just look into my eyes And you'll see no lies You'll just see how much you mean to me You'll see that you will always be The person who makes my heart sing You are simply, ......MY EVERYTHING!! By: Samantha Lewey I want to know the you That has yet to be introduced I'm talking about the you That you've been keeping to yourself I want to know your most recent fantasy You know, the one that just tickles your fancy I want to know each and e
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About Me
What can I say!!! I ♥ my husband so much!!! Last night was the first time in a long time that I have drank, a lot lol and well needless to say I got pretty drunk lol and I guess all night last night I kept asking him if he loved me and if he was sure that he loved me and if I was the #1 girl in his ♥ and he kept telling me yes =] Well this morning he was telling me that I kept asking him all of these questions and he told me that he has wanted me for years and there is no way that he is ever going to let me go =] That I will always be the #1 girl in his ♥ and yes I do believe him that I will always be the #1 girl in his ♥ but sometimes, even after him and I have talked about this, there is just a part of me that wonders if I am that #1 girl. My friend Jennifer knows what I am talking about because last night her and I were chatting about it and all. Right now, sitting here and thinking about all of those things that he told me that I was asking him all night
Help My Friend Out
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Pimpin Aint Easy
Be very careful if you make a woman cry,because God counts her tears.The woman came out of a man's rib.Not from his feet to be walk on.Not from his head to be superior,but from the side to be equal.Under the arm to be protected,and next to the heart to be loved. I have come to a point in my life where I had to stand up for myself and be the man that God intended for me to be.Be an example to other men,the kind of man my son will want to be and the kind of man my daughter will seek.So I stand here before the world being that man.In my quest for knowledge of self my beautiful auntie passed along this prayer for me to receive the blessings that God intended for me to have.I asked everyone the reads this prayer to say it everyday and believe it."Oh,that You would bless me indeed,and enlarge my territory,that Your hand would keep me from evil,so that I may not cause pain!''So God granted him/her what he/she requested.I know that all of you will find this prayer most rewarding from God's gra
My Blogs
Here I am with a dilemma. Wondering if it's what some may call jealousy, or what I may just call 10 year old fucking moron like behavior. Really I get laid, pretty much whenever I want. Not because I am ultra cool or some hot fucking ripped stud, but just because that's how it works for me. Lucky me. So I guess this rules out jealousy in the idea of an "I wish I could get laid" scenario too. It seems as though the names on Fubar that go like this, "I am a dumb whore and Master D. Fuck Wad is my owner" has become all too cliche for this website. When I read it, I think about myself as a 5 year old having my first kiss with a couple chicks under those big round tables the teachers use to feed you cookies and milk on in kindergarten. Really if I had the opportunity to take a slave and their ultra cool Fubar master, and place them in a sleeping bag. Nothing would be more ultra Fubar cool than doing a Jason Voorhees swing smash against a large forest tree. Now you don't need to agree with m
L'amour... What Else ?
I love you, Not only for what you are, But for what I am When I am with you. I love you, Not only for what You have made of yourself, But for what You are making of me. I love you For the part of me That you bring out; I love you For putting your hand Into my heaped-up heart And passing over All the foolish, weak things That you can't help Dimly seeing there, And for drawing out Into the light All the beautiful belongings That no one else had looked Quite far enough to find. I love you because you Are helping me to make Of the lumber of my life Not a tavern But a temple; Out of the works Of my every day Not a reproach But a song. I love you Because you have done More than any creed Could have done To make me good, And more than any fate Could have done To make me happy. You have done it Without a touch, Without a word, Without a sign, You have done it By being yourself. Perhaps that is what Being a friend means, After all. whe
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Pagan Humor
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas, I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way, however, although she is a straight-A student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address. Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the classroom with her pencil held in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her Art Class is in an hour and to please refrain from drawing until then. And speaking of Art Class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawling little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of "Ring Around the Rosey"! By the way, what does the term "skyclad" mean? Aradia has no problem with making friends. I always find her sitting outside during recess with her friends sitting around her in a circle. She likes to share her juice and cookies. I
I'm Up For Auction!!!
THE ULTIMATE FEMALE JOKE A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As all men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for so rudely staring, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how kinky, for $20.00 -- on one condition." (There are always conditions!) Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you want me to do in just three words." (Controlling, huh?) The woman considered his proposition for a moment, and then slowly removed a $20 bill from her purse, which she pressed into the man's hand along with her address.
Sadden
As the waters of love lay still and untouched, As the moon of passion rises from its deep slumber, The rays of moonlight hovers over the still waters of love, As the waters awaken to the moonbeams, they dance and embrace and melt into one another,as the light intertwins with the waters the love flows into one another,The waters breathes love into passion and the moonbeams breathes passion into love as they become one within one. As I pray that we are one within one Time moves slowly while your gone I haven't felt your body or kisses for along time I move on and I held on to you so long now and I have shed blood for you and you still stay awayI have cried a million and one tears as I stand at the of our broken road now your gone and I stand here bleeding and missing you,your touch,your kiss now I have to move on so I can stop bleeding my heart dry for our love,our passion as I think about you my heart beats faster and I feel the blood running cold in my heart I feel dismay come over me,
Hiphopz
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Matrix
There is reason, there is rhyme. There's a place and a time. We're not alone, not by far. The only limits that we face are those we put in place. There's room for what you seek so please do not be meek. Your thoughts shape the world. Watch as it unfurls. Here I am. On the brink. The brink of success. The brink of failure. I have to be careful. I have to be considerate. I am responsible to more than myself. My choice. I won't define my cause. I don't know if I can. As difficult as I may make it, I still seek love and happiness though they not be my goal. I work to prepare myself for the day. The day After. A new day. Another foray into the unknown. As is every second. I am at such a loss as to what to do about anything. Almost in a state of mental paralysis. I'll be gone so soon. Don't know how long. Its part of the plan though. But not mine. Will you be there for me? No. I am alone. You tread upon the surface but no one wants in. No one to listen, to touch, to share. Keep searching, ke
Stuff
You affect me. You have an effect on me. It is simple yet it is complex. It is complex yet simple. I think of you and my heart pounds. I dream of you and my heart aches. You touch me and my blood boils. I feel your touch and my knees go week. Our arms wrap around each other and I gain strength. Our bodies press together and and I feel your heat. I feel your lips on mine and close my eyes. I taste your lips as your tongue parts mine. Love and passion become one. Passion and love bring earthquakes and fireworks. You affect me. You have an effect on me. It is simple yet it is complex. It is complex yet simple. It is love and adoration. It is lust and yearning. It is possession and giving all. Will it last? See the original and the rest at: http://www.crystalinks.com/businessaffairs.html The start of each new work week brings most people back to the work place and places them in a different head space. The mind tends to compartmentalize people, places, and events
Contest
Proposal for a contest that I am going to have _ read at the bottom for an update. Update is also posted in a new blog Winner will get* 1,000,000 Fubucks 1 month VIP 1 Bling pack Official certificate of kicking ass that I will make People eligible* On Fubar Has a salute No one I live with or have lived with None of my exs None of my future exs Must have alot of free time Overview* The contest will be similar to reality TV shows, where I will select a number of willing participants and add them into my family. (Sorry current peeps, you have to go for a short time) These entered in the contest will get a weekly "Challenge". Ill post the new challenges on Monday nights. You will get 48 hours to complete these tasks. So, as of Wednesday night, you need to ready. I will then post the items in a family only folder for you to vote on each other. Each of you will get 2 postive votes on what you think is the best completed task. (Because people will always
The Jedi Art
Bitch wants to play some games? Feel free to jump in. Click on the picture to go to her profile. Let her know how much god hates her, and how shell NEVER have the family she wants. That shell never be allowed to adopt. How suicide is her only solution.. Ive fucked with plenty of people...but THIS one, i cant hold just to myself, you all have to get in on this... MZ MAHI@ fubar I mean, srsly....lmao.... Someone has sent you an anonymous fubar gift! "Take about 1000 n kill ur self.." ->HoeHunter ™: Dont worry, Brians getting a reach around. Since teh last incident with Rod Stewart, i owe him one HoeHunter ™: sure brian setzer is OK with that ->HoeHunter ™: DAMMIT, now ive gotta down grade to shoving stray cats in my bowels HoeHunter ™: *this lappy is freaking out - gf is on my pc...doubt i'll last long...* HoeHunter ™: as you should be HoeHunter ™: as y ->HoeHunter ™: Im mad that it isnt MY Assssssssssth getting pummeled HoeHunter ™: bough
Fubar Auction!
AUCTION RULES Auction will run from Saturday 11 p.m. EST until Saturday 11 p.m. EST (thats April 12-19) Entry is fee is 75K NON-REFUNDALE Fubucks payable to ME :D All entries and fees must be submitted to me BY Friday at 11 p.m. EST, April 11 Minimum bid is 100,000 fubucks All winners of auction will be notified by Fu-Mail and given 24 hours to pay winning bid to auctionee! Self promotion is ENCOURAGED! Need a little help with that? Just private message myself or Sweets for a custom made bully for 5000 FUBUCKS :D Winners will be determined by highest bid. Blasts, VIP's, HH's and etc will override any bid of fubucks In the event the highest bidder does NOT pay, a bulletin will be posted telling ALL of FUBAR how NOT COOL that was and the second highest bidder will be taken As the promoter of this Auction/Giveaway, I will not be responsible for any bids not paid to auctionee Auctionee has the right to REFUSE any bid offered at no responsibility of the auction ow
Wolves
Follow me to another place and time A place of harmony 'midst wolf and his kind As day ends and night begins to fall ... Off in the distance, I hear my brother's call A wolf spirit trapped in human skin I long to run with my wolfen kin As my brother's howl comes within range 'Neath the stars, my body begins to change ... Wolf is the pathfinder, the forerunner of new ideas who returns to the clan to teach and share medicine. Wolf takes one mate for life and is loyal like Dog. If you were to keep company with Wolves, you would find an enormous sense of family within the pack, as well as a strong individualistic urge, and they live by carefully defined rules and rituals. They are friendly, social, and highly intelligent. Wolves are the epitome of the wild spirit. Their positive characteristics are numerous. Many believe that the true test of America’s sincerity about protecting the environment will revolve around whether or not the wolf remains protected and is allowed
Just Writeings
In My House, In my house there lives a little mouse, Soft,squeekie,fat and gray, He eats my bread, shits on my counter, runs across my stove, fast as his little feet can go, Finds a mouse trap, smells some cheese, Slap! goes the trap, Good bye little mouse, that once lived in my house! by:Pat Today Today I went to Wall-Mart, as many times befor. Something was different, You weren't in the store. Shopping is such a chore, One that I chose not to do no more,, Sad, loney,depressed, your memory lays heavy on my chest. With you,the store held so much to look for. But now,all I do,is look for the door,,, Today I am sad, Yesterday I was sad, Tomorrow, I'll be sad,, Patsy Crow ~ March 21,2004 Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics Tonight, I ask you,"would You please come in here?". I wanted too show you some deer, You said you had no shoes on... Yet,I herd you walking around, In the kitchen,& other rooms, In your bedroom slippers,, You nev
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Star Jumps
yea well this is just a little sumthing that was on my mind this week so i (lol tried to) put it in a song... lol feel free to comment but please dont copy... these are my thougts not yours!!! (intro)Why should i waste my precious time with you anyways?!!! (verse1)Ok lets go back.. Thats right i think i'm s'posed to love you?! Well you were always gone. I missed you then but it never seemed to matter. i gave you all of my heart and you didnt even want it. (verse2)Off you would go. Again and again, more and more, longer and longer. well i just thought you would have noticed that i cared less and less each time. you can only break this heart so much.. There is no love left for you to take. You have no one to blame but yourself! (chorus)The time that i have is mine. I dont want to waste it! The heart that i have is fixed and I dont want to break it! The love that i have is NOT FOR YOU! Dont get me wrong i have Plenty to give, but there is no way that i am going to throw it awa
General Stuff
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1: I have this HUGE thing for a girl in nothing but white ankle socks though knee high works too lol. 2: I was part of the local Hands Across America line wayyyyyy back in 85. Gawd I feel old now! 3: I was a pretty decent volleyball player back in grade school, even won our section trophy. 4: I use to be a serious hard core power weight lifter and worked out 4 days a week for years. 5: Cocoanut is my kryptonite! Makes me ill just to smell it. 6: I should have died many times over through the years but I somehow am still here. (3 times drowning, 2 near misses with cars, 1 car tow, 1 electrocu
Hurting Inside
No matter what way I look I am FUCKED....The love for me is not there...He doesn't love me I thought he did!! Care for me, hold me keep me safe. Don't let me go... Why did you let me go? Why don't you love me now? Sometimes I don't even love myself because there has to be some reason, something I did to make you stop loving me, so now I don't care care if you love me....I am done w/everything because you no longer love me....How can that be? Love me, I want to scream,but you don't do you? Now I know I am depressed because you left me standing w/a broken heart and I don't want to be here in the dark. I am alone...all alone in my heart....my soul is now dim, the light is almost gone. I want to always be alone. I want to cry, I am as lonely as can be. Love me he doesn't...I know it is true... Darkness all around is what I see..I want out as quick as can be. Why am I here in this lonely dark place?.... No one is here to set me free, I want to give up....I want t
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It Is What It Is!!
READ THIS PEOPLE AND TAKE IT IN!!! Looks may be deceiving, but your heart may carry beauty and love. Being the most beautiful person is not all dreamy, unless they have a heart that shines like a star above. Most people think that if they have someone that is beautiful, it's their looks. But beautiful is a person who carries a heart with more beauty that you can imagine I decided to place what was on my "About Me" portion on here instead. I didn't like it on my main page. To tell you about my actual personality almost seems silly. Kind of like I am trying to sell myself on this dang place. I wish I could have my friends write about me on here instead! I started looking into Fubar when my baby sister had a men just about stalking her, so I was very skeptical at first. It has turned out to be more like a high school reunion for me. I keep in touch with friends and family. I have even gotten to know a couple of new people, which I thought would never happen. I don't normal
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My Stuff
We have been off and on so long. My addiction has never weakened but sometimes it is prolonged. Though I cant keep you here with me all the time The feelings are much more intense when we find the time. I feel you rushing through my body and I let go as i feel you take control. All my worries and all my woes seem to disappear as I plunge you through the hole. You rush through my veins and nothing can stop you. You make me feel so good that no person can top you. You take me in when everyones backs are turned. I welcome you warmly and constantly yearn. They say your bad for me and will lead me to my doom. Doom cant be so bad as long as I have you. You are my new love, and you take away the pain, and everytime I cant feel you I cant think till we meet again. Oh if you were human and something I could hold.. but your just an addiction but one I dearly hold. Youve carried me through torn emotions and evil people that crossed my path.. As long as I can find you, the world can
Stoney's This & That
No, a felon does not deserve the right to vote. A person that commits a crime that falls under a felony is being punished for their crime. If these felons were allowed to take part in our voting system we would have fewer laws to punish the felons. Convicted felons sitting in a prison cell probably would vote at a higher percentage than the general public who has jobs and other responsibilities. Do we as a society really want convicted felons, including murderers and rapists, to participate in the most important part of our democracy? They already have shown they can't be responsible with the most basic rights given to them by the Constitution and have disregarded the rights of their fellow Americans by committing a crime against another. So why should we give them the right to choose the leaders who try to change the Constitution, and who appoint judges that interpret the Constitution? If one breaks the law then they should do the time and suffer the consequences that accompany th
Poetry
and that is how Have you ever seen the morning snow fall prey to the afternoon sun ? That is how my heart melted today when you looked at me and smiled . Have you ever had an ice cream cone around mid day in late august ? That is how my heart melted today when I heard you say my name. Have you ever used a cube of ice just one , to cool your fresh brewed tea ? That is how my heart melted today when I held you in my arms. Forever Life had only just begun, though twice, I had gone around the sun. Yet , forever bound we would be. A full grown woman ... bound to me. Mom ... I'm sure that was her name , and breaking hearts was her game. The woman I depended on, so suddenly , had packed , and gone. Let's move forward , in my life. I took a girl to be my wife. We swore , in front of God , Forever. Yes , we would alwals be together. The key word there was girl you see. Alot to learn , a world to
Inside My Heart
Slowly the pen touches paper in the guidance of the words that you write. Memories roll in; of the things you once did and who you had shared them with. Is somebody thinking of you? Did I bother telling you this, with the words that cross teeth and jump lips? A poor choice of words, in wanting to tell you anything. But words don't come with ease. They're forever my hurt. Would it really matter, if you were to count the days left with your hands? Your focus secure and the loves you left; well smiles staged in photographs here until... You, you left the light on. There's a chance I might have tripped, girl You were there to hold on. [Chorus:] Ignoring the words of your obnoxious little brother; kill or be killed spilled the words from your mother. I'll lay awake for a while. I'll leave the light on a while. But you couldn't last a lifetime. Caught between here and the days of it; carving her name across your arm with every wish. It's hit or miss... her. I told you
Love
Today i looked into you eyes once more, my heart felt like it was to burst, my pulse raced like a car through the highways of life, i felt myself wanting you, to have you near, to touch you, caress your face, to hear you whisper in my ear how much you want and neeed me for eternity as i do. Yet all i can do is touch the screen of my computer, to hear your voice on the phone, to ache to find whats on your mind, to know if you love me as i love you. yet i still see in your eyes, where i see you....that you are someone else's dream not mine, and my heart slips away like so much wine. ___________________________________________________ well today love i looked into your eyes and got lost in them...deeply and deeper i went into them..following to your heart...my final stop...i saw it breaking and i mended it with love, for it was you i loved from the start, not the others but you, why you ask? because you cared about me, you showed me you loved me foer who i was and am, told me yo
My Blog
Our eyes meet for the first time as I slowly walk toward you. In your eyes I see all my dreams and the reflection of my soul I realize you’re even more beautiful then any picture could have revealed. My heart is pounding in my ears. I reach out and gently brush your hair away from your face, run my fingers slowly down your cheek, feeling the softness and warmth of your skin. We embrace for the first time, I can feel your presence in the depths of my soul. Gently I kiss you fore head, your cheek and finally our lips meet. We hold each other for only a short time but I will feel it for eternity. I whisper “I love you” in your ear, I turn and walk away because I know you will never be mine. I pray you will find true happiness and realize all your dreams. And for me, I pray no matter how much pain, I will always feel that perfect moment! There is a time when you find it necessary to dig down into that inner strength that everyone posses and take action. Over the years I have
Life
I have found out recently that everything in my life is based on this song. Some might take this the wrong way. But it like is says at the near end of the song. I'm tired of loosing. Yes I have somebody that wants to be with me. Spend time with me. But the fact remains that a relationship is not what right now. But the song tells me that its not just about being with somebody. I'm at a point right now that I need to figure out what is best for me. I do not want to hurt anybodies feelings. I know that i can not give somebody my everything right now. I think that is something that is right thing to do. My heart is taken by many things. All of which i can not get straight. Its not just about women. Everything in my life. Friends, women, kids, and family. I am lost. I have been lost. I have lost everything. I don't want no sympathy. I have control over my life. I let it get this way. I have to fix it. No one can fix it for me. But I think I'm done rambling. Thank you for ever
My Poetry
lost in the grand scheme of things forever in perpetual motion seeing but not seeing feeling but not feeling a constant battle of what is real or illusion adrift in a vast world of saints and sinners charlatans and the righteous always at my door wanting more giving nothing tearing me apart bit by bitter bit for their own selfish lustful needs never giving always taking filling my heart with sadness and angst leaving me to my inner chaos broken and alone thoughts flying familiar shadows searching waiting wondering an enigma kind yet cruel seeing yet blind it waits stalking innocence eyes flutter pulse races sweat beads nails bite flesh torn answers found unwanted and discarded tears fall inner demons scream quiet solace darkness overwhelms silence has won oh we need a little christmas and that's all you'll get with bills and life all my money is spent no ribbons and paper or shiny new bows only misery, sorrow, and other such woes my son wants everyth
Music
Just John Fogerty doin what he does best. mere words cannot discribe how great this song is. has to be one of the greatest songs ever. yeah it's that damn good. LOL! Johnny and June would be so proud of this song cause it does them justice. for those of you who have yet to hear this song, I highly recomend that you listen to it. You'll be glad that you did. Hi everyone. Hope you all had a wonderful Holiday today. mine wasnt to bad, except that i had to work today Grrrrr. other than that it was ok.
Headquarters Wolves Of Wiccan Society
Seeking Leveling Help,for my Great Awesome Special Friend Lady Witoka. She has been here Since June 6,2006..She Deserves to be Leveled to GodFather.Level: Fu-King (24) [?] Fu-King --> Godfather 225,942 Points to go! She has Bombed for many of you,She has Morphed many of you.Time You all return this Love. *Lady Witoka* FuEngaged 2 tg1492 Master Morpher Royal Eliet Bomber Owner Of The Kingdom Of Wolves@ fubar April 17,2008: I Lord Wolf have Appointed Twisted Whispers,Vice President of Operations,Wolves of Wiccan Society.. I Feel she is a Great Choice to Help Lift our Spirits an Achieve Great Respect. She will Oversea all my Duties,she will also work closely with Stormwomen,in trying to Create a Great Bombing an Leveling Family.. Please Show her the Respect that I am Showed.There will be some Transitional Period to Help aqaint her with this New role of authority. *TwistedWhispers*Vice President of Operations -Wolves of Wiccan Family@ fubar
Me
I had a dream that I was a doctor on an operating table and I was looking inside my own body. I cut myself open and peeled back my flesh to see what was inside. Then I cut open the rib cage. It was all there lungs liver kidneys ect. All of it in pretty decent shape. Then there was the heart, or lack there of. In it's place was nothing. Everyone else was shocked and horrified thinking it had been stolen but the me in the mask looked calmly and said no folks this is why we're disecting him. This is the man without a heart. He had one one time but over the years of break and repair it finally shattered to dust. This man somehow lived without a heart. Sad to think he lived without love. But such a creature is incapable. All well, at least his fate finally came and his torment at an end Here is a modern day frankenstein monster, more a monstrostity than a man. Had a dream that I was strapped to a machine that revieled your deepest inner scars. When it hit me, I became a
Poems
  Touch You have touched a part of me that I didn't knew existed.  The touch only a pure and loving soul can find.  Your constant touch makes want to believe how special I can be.  The touch is very special because you ask nothing in return.  You have touched my heart, my brain and you found the soul I thought was gone.  The touch has inspired me to feel real emotions within that with I thought was lost.  As you touch my soul, I am overwhelmed with the love and kindness you give. Do I dare try to touch your soul as you have mine?  How can I touch you in the same way?  Will my touch be enough?  Will my touch be too much?  Your touch gives me the confidence to try.  I can only hope that I can touch you the same way. The Soldier's Night Before Christmas   Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give And to see just who in this home did live.   I looked all about a strange si
More Thoughts
Ok so have you ever been so close to that someone you know you shouldnt be? But as much as your mind tells you to back off you cant help but be their best friend and be there for them no matter what. Some times things in life arent fair and it seems like everyone who should have no say in your life are trying to run it. And then you decide to turn and do your own thing knowing it may cause problems down the road. Yeah thats kinda where I am. I know I shouldnt be so close, shouldnt let him in the way I have but hes a great guy and a wonderful friend. I guess if any one has a problem with us being close they are just going to have to deal cuz Im not giving up my friendship with him no matter who likes it or who doesnt. Have you ever had that one person who just makes your heart skip a beat and a smile appear on your face without even trying. Yet there are still things that keep your gaurd up cuz you are afraid somethings going to go wrong and you will once again be hurt.
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I THOUGHT I WOULD JUST GO ON IN THE PAST ITS ALWAYS BEEN EASY BUT YOU CAME ALONG AND EVERYTHING CHANGED LIKE A DREAM YOU WERE THERE LIKE A DREAM I WOKE YOU WERE NOWHERE NOW I SEE U EVERYWHERE THE MEMORIES ARE STILL SO STRONG THE FEELINGS ARE EVEN STRONGER I WISH I COULD TAKE BACK THOSE WORDS NOW THIS IS WHAT I CAN'T DO ANYMORE NOT A DAY GOES BY I DON'T THINK OF YOU FOR THE FIRST TIME I CAN'T JUST GO ON MY ANGELEYES I'LL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU MBM TOUCH I LONG TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND THE GENTLE TOUCH OF YOUR EYES THE INCREDIBLE TOUCH OF YOUR HEART THE FEEL OF YOUR TOUCH IN AN EMBRACE THE TOUCH OF YOUR SKIN THE FEEL OF YOUR TOUCH AS WE LIE IN BED THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND IN MINE AS WE WALK UNDER A FULL MOON THE TOUCH OF YOUR LIPS AGAINST MINE THE TOUCH OF YOUR SKIN PRESSED AGAINST MINE IF ONLY I COULD FEEL YOUR TOUCH ONE MORE TIME
Sigh
ok,,not sure why i am doing this but i have a few of you notice i have been quiet and acting funny. well the family life isnt to good right now ,being blamed for shit i didnt do,,esp when not around to do it,drunk bro has convinced family i am a lier and thief,well the whole time he is the one,sigh. and now sister has somehow convinced the boys to not wanna toss the ball or just go out and play,and those of you that know me,,kids are my life.so am looking to get out of here soon,i hope.i have never really knew what true stress was until now. i guess losing 20 pounds in 2 weeks kinda woke me up to the fact something needs to change. but not asking for pity,no, just explaining to anyone out there if i seemed quiet or stranger then usual,lol, that is why.nuthin more.and now,my friends i need more coffee,3 hours sleep just doesnt seem enough,haha well i just got a phone call from a friend,,who is listening to his scanner,,he just heard that les then a quarter mile from my house is a hostag
~random Thoughts~
Dismantle me Skins to bones I want to feel you take a hold of me I want to feel it all Dismantle me Heart to soul I want to feel you take all there is of me You’ve left nothing of the true me anyway . . . so just dismantle me, every bit that’s left of me and let me go I feel a chill, an unexpected breeze blow through my bones Then a warmth flow over, like a cloud enveloping me . . . Spreading warmth with rain, comfort with darkness, serenity with storms I turn and see you there Watching over me What do you want? Why don’t you go? Where do you think you found the right? When will you set me free? How do I walk away without my heart and soul? You’ve held them ransom for a chance of something you might someday want . . . I will walk away, just give me back what’s mine I see you through the crowd . . . I see you with a smile and hear your laughter . . . I wish to spy at you in your own space and time; I see a man with heart and willing lo
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I will take the time I can to get on as much as possible however my computer is going in to be fixed.. Right now with comp issues I will not be available during the late hours. Once this issue is fixed I will be back and helping as much as possible please everyone if you have any site issues we have lots of good bouncers.. They will help you just follow the help link you can find all your bouncers there and as well as the Fubar support lounge.. Have a Great night and day I will return soon enough... What is a Fubar Salute? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your Fubar profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.Fubar.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: Fubar or Fubar.com *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted.
Military Writings
I stand here in defense Of the country that I serve Not for reward or praise Only the respect do I deserve I go where I am sent In many battles I have fought Returning home bruised and battered True heroes to graves I have brought I have seen the carnage From needless wars around the world How recklessly into combat Many countries have been hurled I have heard the cry of pain From a soldier fighting for life I have seen tears shed in sorrow From a family, loved one and wife I hold my self steadfast Never giving in to fear I carry inside Never will I cower in darkness Only in defense will I hide I have seen bodies litter the ground While across a battlefield heroes lay I have heard the protesters claiming We are killers when innocence we slay I have stood through the years Answering the call when it came For the toil and strife I fight through Never do I point out the blame I am a soldier for one reason Now let me make that perfectly clear It is for our rig
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Life
It sucks having to count down the days till I will be in his arms again I miss him so bad an cannot wait till he is out!! I love the way he brushes my hair back an kisses my forehead an my eyelids an calls me beautiful. I love every touch from his fingertips an the adventure he gives me there's never a dull moment when we are together! I love that he has taken the fall for me so many times an that my name is tattooed on his arm. I love that he loves me unconditionally an knows all my secret spots an knows when I need him to kiss the pain away. I love that he shares everything he has with me even when I'm bein a mean hateful bitch he still gives into me even if I don't deserve it. I love that at night he holds me close an says he loves me even tho he doesn't realize he is doing it. I love that in the morning when he gets up an I am still asleep he gets out of bed quiet so he doesn't wake me. I love when we drive down the road an he puts his hand on my leg or holds my hand. It's amazing
Club Voodoo
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Funny Stuff
1. Maternity leave would last two years....with full pay. 2. There would be a cure for stretch marks. 3. Natural childbirth would become obsolete. 4. Morning sickness would rank as the nation's #1 health problem. 5. All methods of birth control would be 100% effective. 6. Children would be kept in the hospital until toilet trained. 7. Men would be eager to talk about commitment. 8. They wouldn't think twins were so cute. 9. Sons would have to be home from dates by 10:00 PM. 10. Briefcases would be used as diaper bags. 11. Paternity suits would be a fashion line of clothes. 12. They'd stay in bed during the entire pregnancy. 13. Restaurants would include ice cream and pickles as main entree's. 14. Women would rule the world. 1. Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it...don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventu
Not Tonight- A Poem
Once again I sit here and drink missing you, loving you and needing you more than ever. Knowing that the one man I want more than anything I can never have. The distance between us is greater than any distance on Earth. I don't even know the distance between Heaven and Earth. You are the one man who has hurt me most, but loved me more than any ever will. The one man I'll love more than any other. You completed me and I think I completed you. But we broke each other's hearts and you hurt so very much. So many times I wanted to end it all, as you did, but never could, hoping one day that I was wrong with what I've known since the last moment I saw you. Knowing that was the last time I would hold you, touch you, smell you. Knowing that one day you would not be here anymore and I'd be alone, forever. Forever alone, never to love anyone, as I love you. I've tried to love but as always I get rejected. Therefore, noone will have my heart , my love as you. I've lost who I was and who I am, I w
Words Of Compassion ~just A Little Bit From Me To All Of You To Think About~
Compassion acts like rain upon dry ground. Happiness is if you give it away. If you want others to be happy, Practice Compassion. If you want to be happy, Practice Compassion.
Poeta : Triolet
Heights Heavenly Attained Perform a slow, beautiful dive from heights heavenly attained. A swan song for a heart alive, a sweet, gentle, beautiful dive. Release yourself into a glide and let your soul be not restrained. Perform a slow, beautiful dive from heights heavenly attained. Fade this moment forgotten As if it were but a dream This world is all but rotten And is best left forgotten By those who are begotten To suffer this mortal stream Oh, we are the forgotten Inheritors of this dream Fragments Fragments of words I once thought I knew; Remnants of a past now far removed. The line between the Perceived and True Blurs and clouds, distorting what I knew. Tell me, tell me, has this happened to you? Has any secret to you been proved To be something else from what you knew Once all of the truth had been removed?
News Stuff
"The Mayor of Kamikatsu, a small community in the hills of eastern Japan, has urged politicians around the world to follow his lead and make their towns "Zero Waste"." Brilliant stuff. More of this please. Clicky-clicky Clicky-clicky "Councils launch charm offensive Most people just think councils collect bins, the LGA says Council chiefs are reminding voters of the work they do, using images including a drunk girl vomiting in the street and a dog fouling a park." Clicky-clicky
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The contest is... A unique SFW Salute from you to me.. Unique meaning something that is not normally seen in a salute. How you win. 500k for the person with the most rates. 500k to the highest rating average 500k to the most real legitimate comments. You must get regular comments, and have the entries ranked.. those comments are only accepted if they look like first place, second place... an so one. any ranking that is just a number will not be counted... it will be veiwed as comment bombing. First place will win a 1 month VIP Second Place will win a 12 credit Bling Pack Third Place will win a 1 day Blast No comment bombing for the comment portions of the contest. if a violation is made with comment bombing the contestant will be warned and their comments will be reset and if the violation persists the contestant will be disqualified. To the individual who can win in all 3 Fubucks winning areas wins a 25 credit bling pack.
Stuff
Some of you know, some of you don't, but I'm going to tell you all now.. I'm leaving for vacation on Thursday (6/19/08). I won't be back until next week (6/26/08). So, if I'm not here, I can't he online, right? Wrong. I have someone who is going to be on my account giving my 11's out so I do not lose a week's worth of points. If you feel like you still want to help me level, please do. Just send me a message after you do whatever you do so I can re-pay the love. Without messages, all will be lost and I'll never know who helped me out. I do want to return all love given to me, so I need messages! I will also be turning my shout off so that I don't come back and people say "Well I shouted you a week ago" cause I probably won't get it. Again, send a message! I hope you all have a great week and I'm going to miss you all! Ugh, I'm going to have Fubar withdrawls. That's sad. LMAO Oh, and for those of you who have my cell phone number, I probably won't have service where I'm goi
Insane Ramblings
I thought that this was inspirational and sweet. I received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too.   The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under their Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma."   The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?'   She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full."   The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and p
Funny
E's woman! He's got good taste! That why he like Ange & ME sooo much :P Some chick E thought was hot hehe doppelgänger Won't mention a name on this one lol
The Latest-greatest
Today was the 4th of July... the birthday of the world's rowdiest and irresponsable countries in the world. I spent the day with my brother, his wife, and a group of old friends. There was a big BBQ, lots of food, lots of sodas, an X-Box with the Rock Band game, and a whole lot of other games. I spent the day rekindling friendships with friends I haven't seen since college. Many of our conversations went on like, "Dude! Remember that time when _____..." I made new friends, and it was just a nice day. While my brother and I were playing and throwing a football around, I found another one. It wasn't really new, but it had the SDSU logo on the side. I threw it to my brother, and he liked it. He kept looking at me and said throughout the day that he liked it. So did I. It's a good ball. Eventually, his wife's conscience got to her and she made him lose the ball. Instead, I grabbed it, and put it in the trunk of my car. My reasoning is, "She's not my wife. She doesn't have the powe
More Personal
Some days its hard for me to even walk do to my fibromyalgia I get through the day but it gets annoying taking a bunch of pills. I cannot even drink anymore and I miss my vodka lol. I am posting this because if on some days I seem short its not anything you did its because I am in pain and Just not talkative. I get such bad leg pains I cannot walk some days because every step I take Is pain. Below I am posting some facts just thought you all should know this bit of info about me to better understand my moods and actions some days. Fibromyalgia Facts Fibromyalgia is one of the most common chronic widespread types of pain in the U.S. The condition affects millions of people. Fibromyalgia pain is widespread and persistent. There is often muscle tenderness. Plus soreness or burning pain. Which often causes a lack of sleep. Sometimes, patients also have stiffness in their muscles or flu-like aching. Fibromyalgia is thought to result from neurological changes in how a patient pe
Tales From The Mundane
Howdy all my FuFriends and FuLuvers. This is going to be a strange semester. I have mostly evening courses, so I will all tied up on Wednesday and Thursdays. So if you need to catch me, try on Monday or Tuesday. Don't worry though, I promise to stalk each of you. WisCon is held every memorial day in Madison Wisconsin. It is the feminist science fiction and fantasy convention. I go because my friends Laura and Kelly are there AND to see the newest in books. This year was fun because not only was there the usual suspects, TG-folks and authors, but someone brought the Stomach Flu. Nothing like seeing disease propagation vectors in action. I was my hands like I had OCD. I got through it okay, but Laura got hit. I plan on going back... This week finds me in beautiful Edmonton for a conference. Lots to do, but I just wanted to say "funny money" to all my Canadian friends.
Note To You
The Man RulesI  At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down.Finally, the guys' side of the story (I must admit, it's pretty good).We always hear 'the rules' from the female side ..Now here are the rules from the male side.   These are our rules!Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE!1. Men are NOT mind readers.1. Learn to work the toilet seat.You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.We need it up, you need it down.You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.1. Sunday is for Sports!It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.1. Crying is blackmail.1. Ask for what you want.Let us be clear on this one:Subtle hints do not work!Strong hints do not work!Obvious hints do not work!Just say it!1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in
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Bulletins Made For Peeps
THIS ARTARD MESSED WITH ONE OF THE DON-MEGAS BEST FRIENDS, MONKEY BUTTER!!! AND HE'S STILL A DAMNED NEWB THINKING HE'S THE SHIZNIT CUZ HE'S AN ENFORCER AT A LOUNGE??? HAHAHAHA wHATEVER!!! He Ain't No Damned Ninja!!! LMAO! AND I QUOTE FROM MONKEY BUTTERS EMAIL TO ME: "he blocked me but i think this is the link...he blocked me from there too what a fag.. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=57901 > > do you know this fuck off? > > > > this is the shit he says to me > > > > dont hang out in the lounge and dont tlk...i bought rounds and shit but there was onlky 3 peeps in there so he tells me not to listen so i tell him fuck off..talk to yourself and left the lounge so fuck face shout box's me this > > > > **D.J**Any...: u just said fuk off to da wrong ninja > > > > wtf who is he? > " **D.J**Any_Body_Killa**&**HEAD*ENFORCER**@JUGGALO PARADISE & FU*MARRIED*TO*$$$PinkLotus$$$ *&*FOOOKE @ fubar CLOWN MEAT JUST TASTES FUNNY!!! THIS BALLOON ANIMAL WAS BROU
Own Me
ok so currently teh high bid is a 30 day blast, by a former owner named Ratto (he's awesome) but there's still time to beat him out of owning me. click the pic to place ur bid!!!! fubucks hold just as much value in this auction as vips and blasts, etc. only 3 days left to get ur bids in for owning me! currently im only going for 250k and a 7 day blast. my offer can be changed if the bid goes high enuff...oh vips dont work cuz mine is good till Nov but different size bling packs and tickers, and blasts are more than welcome. and a Happy Hour would be loved lol this auction and chance to own me ends on 7/9. so come on and get in ur final bids! even if u dont bid please stop by and give me a rate... i dont care if is a 1 or an 11 or anything in between lol. current winning bid is 250k and a 7 day blast.
Poems(private)
Bless it be as we unite on this all hallow's eve night standing together about to be come one  for at last it has come to be. The last and final unite has come complete  everything in there rightful place and now so is everyone. Darkness and light are now united for the final time let the demon and angels come dance together for one night  let them drink the blood of each others to bind  their souls for eternity. A single kiss to seal the deal and a night of pure passion  seals the bound in a child to be. Am I nothing but a shadow in people's life, the piercing silence that fills minds and hollowed hearts? A figure that is nothing but herself and nothing more? From beliefs to my own heart, am I not just me. Can anyone see that for the truth of who I am or what I believe or are those that I once knew nothing anymore but my past? Soft fingertips stoke my neck; A whisper of breathGhosts along my cheek. Sweet kisses against my throat,Hands wrap around my waist
Beautiful Things That Have Escaped My Mind
It is best to be with those in time we hope to be with in eternity. Those who tease you, love you. I don't believe that the accident of birth makes people sisters or brothers. It makes them siblings. Gives them mutuality of parentage. Sisterhood and brotherhood is a condition people have to work at.
Music
All hail the ones that take life without giving back. What's ours is ours. Control is all your crave, a fucking paycheck is all you are. Our world is crashing down before our fucking eyes. Our world is crashing down before our fucking eyes. We strive to be perfect in this imperfect world So watch her starve herself. Struggle to fit the mold. As she makes her self sicks, it should make us all sick. We can't go on like this We can't go on like this. Know your fucking role they say, as they die fighting beauty. But they never knew that they were truly beautiful. And we can't go on like this. With our brainwashed minds, as they die fighting beauty. Because we're slaves to the system. We can't go on like this. Let the dead be dead. You corporate fuck, it's time to fight this. The status quo, it's time to fight this. Our broken families
Things I Think You All Should Know
Ford, Chrysler and GM's contributions after 9/11 'CNN Headline News did a short news listing regarding Ford and GM's contributions to the relief and recovery efforts in New York and Washington. The findings are as follows..... 1. Ford- $10 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number plus 10 Excursions to NY Fire Dept. The company also offered ER response team services and office space to displaced government employees. 2. GM- $10 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number and a fleet of vans, suv's, and trucks. 3. Daimler Chrysler- $10 million to support of the children and victims of the Sept. 11 attack. 4. Harley Davidson motorcycles- $1 million and 30 new motorcycles to the New York Police Dept. 5. Volkswagen-Employees and management created a Sept 11 Foundation, funded initial with $2 million, for the assistance of the children and victims of the WTC. 6. Hyundai- $300,000 to the Amer
Lyrics, Poems, Love, Etc...
More than the greatest love the world has known This is the love that I give to you alone More than the simple words I try to say I only live to love you more each day. More than you'll ever know My arms long to hold you so My life will be in your keeping Waking, sleeping, laughing, weeping. Longer than always is a long, long time But far beyond forever, you'll be mine I know I never lived before And my heart is very sure No one else could love you more. More than the greatest love the world has known This is the love that I give to you alone More than the simple words I try to say I only live to love you more each day. More than you'll ever know My arms got to hold you so My life will be in your keeping Waking, sleeping, laughing, weeping. Longer than always is a long, long, long time But far beyond forever, you'll be mine
Look Into My Soul *poems & Thoughts*
I want... I want someone that will hold me I want someone that will love me I want someone that cares for me I want someone that will always be there. I need someone thats not the same. I need life's true gentleman I need the hero of my dreams I need the one that will prove they're not the same I pray to one day have you near I pray you keep yourself safe I pray to one day hold you I pray for your love my dear OMG i wish to one day have someone that will say I love you.. I will love you past your pain, i will love you everyday. I want someone that will always want to hold me and will always need me.. I hope that he is the one for me and "HE" knows who I am talking about because I have told him already how I am starting to feel. MyHotComments MyHotComments ~*~*~*~* Hey Sweetie! My Name is SeXy ViXxY ♥☠ Evil Lil' Twinkie ♥☠ Pastry Family♥ wifey of Nikki, Erin, & Kimmi~*~*~*~*~ I'm Up For Sale @ Triple Kiss Lounge's Fir
Weekly Pimpouts --the Sexiest Fu's
Have You Met Him? > Well You Should Stop and Say Hello.. He has an amazing Personality and is all around just a Sweet Guy!
Underworld
      DJ HELLBOY BRINGIN IT TO YA HARD AND HEAVY UNDERWORLD
Blog
Every night, when I lay me down to sleep, I want to reach over, to feel your lips so sweet. Although I know I cannot be there, You will always keep me from having any fear. The sheets are very cold; I feel like I'm in a huge hole. What if we never meet? Would my life be any better yet? I long for the day we lock eyes; I want you to be surprised. As much as you may imagine what I'll be, I can only be me. So every night, when I lay me down to sleep, You are in my mind with me. And right before I fall asleep, I wish upon that star for you to be with me. Another lonely night, Another shot of liquor, A hope that it might, End this pain a little quicker. Another thought of love, Another shot of liquor, If push comes to shove, There's this finger I can flicker. Another thought of suicide, Another shot of liquor, Depression and liquor coincide? Never called 'bullshit' quicker. Another picture I've seem, Another tear down my cheek, Another heartbreak un
She Said What?
*Bar Tab Activity*- · Prophet WendyCaroline#C... just checked you out! · WendyCaroline#C... rated you a '10'! *Shout Box* WendyCarol...: WendyCarol...: Hi. I've just rated your Page. Could you please rate mine ? Thank you (^__^) . ->WendyCarol...: um, NO, I didn't ask you to rate me. ->WendyCarol...: your loss, my gain. YES, I really said that to her, and no I don't give an aviating fornication! Look at her stat's below here, does she look like she is STARVING for attention or needs my pittance of a rate for her to survive? HELL NO!!!!!!!!!! #8 in legend ranking, #15 in Cherry ranking, and #147 JUST for today alone! 339 thousand views, she is level 27, joined almost 2 years ago, and has had 224 referred people join Fubar...and has ONE HUNDRED SEVENTY THREE (173) crushes on her...WHY does she need to be shout boxing me to rate her for? WendyCarol#Club F.A.R. Legend: #8 Cherry Rank: #15 Today's Rank: #147 Status: (Stepped away) Buzz: 100% -- sh*t
Poetry Books And Poem Titles
Here is my version I Love This Bar by Tobey Keith I Love Southern Dixie Lounge We got owners,We got enforcers,Visitors and new members,We got greeters ,We got crazy djs, We got great country music.A fury dancing gremlin is a dj.Mmmm, I love Southern Dixie Lounge.We got too many cowboys,We got truckers,Dj Momma's top ten every Monday nights,There are NASCAR fans,We got live concerts,Firefighters and miltary people,No one really knows what is in the jello pit.Mmmm, I love Southern Dixie Lounge.ChorusI love Southern Dixie Lounge.It's filled with crazy people.Just being a member makes me even crazier.It is part of fubar.Come as you are.Mmmm, I love Southern Dixie Lounge.We've heard tongue tied djs,We a red request box,Blue collar workers and lots of rednecks.Married couples and a alot of flirting,The door of ours is really really fiesty.The guys love to see the girls shake it.Mmmm, I love Southern Dixie Lounge...Yes, we do.We are always there each other.We love our dysfunctional family.W
Whispers In The Wind,will You Choose To Listen Or Leave....
ok.dont lie.be honest.when we take a dump,why is it we always pick up whatever is next to us,be it air freshener,or toilet cleaner and read the ingredients off it LMAO.I mean everyone does it now.nomatter how many times you take a shit you stll find yourself fascinated with the same ingredients.lol.now most of you are gona say NOOOOOO,naaaahh.yesssssssss you do it. don't live to just find love and at the end of it all wish you had loved to have lived.live your life....enjoy yourself.for unlike water,we only live once water lives forever. Makeup sex or unanticipated sex? :sex in the lavatory of a plane or in a confession booth of a century old cathedral? :in your office on your desk or on a porch swing? :make love fully naked or pull your panties to the side? :kiss with a piece of ice in the mouth or kiss soon after sipping hot tea? : On a soft rug in front of a fireplace or On a secluded island beach? : In the woods after it rains or In a public restroom? : On a train in the mi
Stuff
A father watched his young daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. Tears formed in his eyes as he thought about her seeing the wonders of the world. Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. 'Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?' she asked. 'They're mating,' her father replied. 'What do you call the spider on top?' she asked. 'That's a Daddy Longlegs,' her father answered. 'So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?' the little girl asked. As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he replied 'No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs.' The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment, then took her foot and stomped them flat, saying 'Well, we're not having any of that brokeback mountain shit in our garden.' Brings a tear to yo
A Bruce Update
Hi everybody yes i know i haven't been on fubar much recently well that's because i am in ballarrat i left Sydney at 4:40am and arrived to Melbourne at 2:40pm and to Ballarrat at 3:40pm i was tired and also happy to meet my neices Wren Saffron and Willow and i have been on a farm feeding chickens and horses and watching dvds and tomorrow my time thursday 17-9-09 i get to pick them up and hang out with them again after school for them and then i go into melbourne for the next part of my awesome holiday from Bruce Hey Everybody This Blog to me is extremely personal and important because i need to explain a couple things to my online fubar friends 1.For about 4-6 weeks i didn't have a working pc tower and now i had to buy a new tower for my pc and then on 6/23/2012 (usa date)  or 23/6/2012 australian date i got my new pc tower and been back online since saturday afternoon sydney time  2.My Dad for awhile almost wasn't with me and my family anymore that's because he had a Aneurysm in hi
All About Me
Wow! I can't believe I have been on the FU for a year!! This place is so damn addicting!! Anyway, come by and R/F/A me if you already haven't! I return the love. Thanks again, So Fresh Im in a giveaway for a HH! I need 45,000 comments. There is no time limit. I would really appricate if you could come by and help me out! Also feel free to R/A/F me, I will do the same in return. is having a HAPPY HOUR!!!! It is this Wednesday at 11p.m.!!!! So save all your 11's to use during her HH!!!! Go Rate her pics, rate her stash, bling her or whatever...... Just show her alot of love during her HH!!!! Let's make this an AMAZING HH for her!!! sO FrESH __[diAMond dAveS gUrL xox ][[[SHADOW LEVELER]]]
Random Rantings
Yet another soldier refuses deployment in Iraq What the hell is wrong with these kids? How dare they put their personal views in front of their duty that THEY VOLUNTEERED FOR! These people signed papers in their recruiting phase saying that they HAVE TO GO WHERE THE ARMY TELLS THEM TO even if the war becomes unpopular or they themselves feel that the war isnt justified. I would know, I signed those papers and remember them well. This is a volunteer army and those who enlisted or were commissioned STEP INTO THE CONTRACT WHERE THEY HAVE TO GO INTO A PLACE THE ARMY TELLS THEM TO. Idiots, I hope they nail him good on insubordination and then dishonorably discharge him and ruin his civilian career. Jackasses, they shouldn't of gone into the military if they had political views on the war. Monograph 9 is encoraging for cigar smoking in moderation Category: News and Politics By the end of the 19th century, physicians began recording an increase in the incidence of bronchogenic
Jokes
In most of the United States, there is a policy of checking on any stalled vehicle on the highway when the temperatures drop down to single digits or below. About 3:00 AM one very cold morning, Trooper Allan Nixon (Oklahoma Highway Patrol) responded to a call about a car that was off the shoulder of the road outside Shattuck, Oklahoma (western part of the state). He located the car which was badly stuck in deep snow with the engine still running. Pulling in behind the car with his emergency lights on, the trooper walked to the driver's door to find an older man passed out behind the wheel with a nearly empty vodka bottle on the seat beside him. The driver came awake when the trooper tapped on the window. Seeing the rotating lights in his rearview mirror, and the state trooper standing next to his car, the man panicked. He jerked the gearshift into 'Drive' and hit the gas pedal. The car's speedometer was showing 20, 30, 40 and then 50 mph, but it as still stuck in the snow, wheels
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Tribute To George Carlin
Mine
Now I'm trying to figure out something maybe you can help me out with this.... Does this quiz mean I should have been born a Libra or I should be with a Libra (I get that it says 'me') ???? I'm a June baby and a Gemini.... Your Sex Sign is... You've got a ton of girls and guys trying to get with you! You're pratically booked up for the next four years. Not only are you great in bed - you're great at making people feel sexy. No wonder you're so popular! Libra, as you probably have noticed, you are always surrounded by scores of admiring suitors. You are a very accomplished flirt. Catching you is not for the faint hearted. Competition is always fierce. Your innate charm and incredible looks instantly attract - and keep - your lovers. Old flames and rejected suitors always keep coming back for more. There is a strong bisexual element in your personality. You're more likely to be aroused by the same sex than other signs. In threesomes, you are more l
Spotlight Auctions!
Flying Jet & Monkey Bling 4 Auction It's 4 Argonutz's Spotlight Fund! Let's See Some Bids 4thjuly Bling Flying Monkey Hugs SunySkyz Babe's Spotlight Auction Results  Babe's friends had a spotlight fundraiser to help her get the spotlight. We had salute's up for auction and we had 400 11's up for auction.   :) Please send all fubucks to her here Babe Thank You! Here are the results :) TABBY76 has won a salute from HerWorld for 250k please send fubucks to Babe and thank you for helping out!BigDaddy has won a salute from Babe for 400k please send fubucks to Babe and thank you for helping out!
My Deepest Poems That I Made
a little girl sits in her chair still like a porcelain doll she's so sweet but what were her childlike thoughts saying for they will remain implicit in fear if she falls pieces of her life will docile she sits still in her tall chair for she knows she's to fragile sip on some tea in a world of fantasy he tips his hat and sits back in his thrown no hope for reality imagination is over grown a rabbit with a hat spoke of how he journeyed the world everyone saw him as a hoodwink as the mischievous cat did not persist and devoured the rabbit with a mouth larger than his fist the little girl sits so still frightened with fear caution but careful not to speak high up in her chair with out a blink scared that they would hear her think the little girl sits in her chair still like a porcelain doll waiting to wake from this awful nightmare then she wakes under a tree to her mothers call feeling safe at last from wonderland A man with a cheating heart H
Lyrics
When ur feelin the pain wither away from another tune of a day with lies like that who ever would need to kick back. with things like this who would need a lifeback A gun goes off shot through the back now its time to kickback a soul is down a soul has drowned revenge filled lust in ur eyes thats not to much of a goddamn surprise With that withered part dissapearing into the darkness it plays another tune With lies like that who ever would kickback With things like this who would need a life back When ur feelin the pain wither away from another tune of a day with lies like that who ever would need to kick back. with things like this who would need a lifeback  A gun goes off shot through the back now its time to kickback a soul is down a soul has drowned revenge filled lust in ur eyesthats not to much of a goddamn surprise With that withered part dissapearing into the darkness it plays another tuneWith lies like that who ever would kickbackWith things lik
Confessions Of A Plant Lady
Who wants a pair? Hello People :D My day yesterday was quite entertaining, to say the least. I was on my way to the job site and BAM... I get rear ended by a Jetta. Taking a right, yielding, sun in me eyes..I see a car...so, I "stop quickly" and the girl behind me.. well you know...her air bags deployed..crazy smoke from her car...fire dept comes...ambulance comes...she leaves in ambulance...cop comes..makes report...I go to work. Craziness. I arrive at the job site and the guys have the metal frame ready to go...the owner is there asks me if I'm ok and offers to buy me something to drink *grin* (I ♥ my place of employment) we go and get coffee...he helps me think of the positive side of the accident..and off I went to check lights, take pictures and fluff branches (I was spose to climb the metal frame...but they wouldn't let me, cause of the accident *cries*) Anyway, this tree is amazing...I'm glad I was there to help... *never knew exactly how outdoor, 26 footers +
Rating Revolution
List up I have came on to fine i lost my co-founder and i guess all my crew leaders First off FOR ONE WE ARE FAIR TO EVERYONE WE TRY TO BE. I ask scooter to be part of this family and half owner for a darn reason and that reason begin he is very good at what he does. I handed over the running of this to him and i am the unspoken owner behind him what he says goes has far has i can say and if i had a problem with him i would have spoke to him about it. Now but it seems one person thought she had more say than she really has so i am here to say no you dont and if i can get scooter back it will be run his way or no way i hope i make myself very clear on this matter. Now what i am asking here is who wants scooter back I DO COMMENT ON THIS BLOG ONE WAY OR ANOTHER AND IF NOT THE RR will be desband I will not run it without him. Enchantin Rose I have been getting hit everyday with complaints. This is suppose to be fun, and its not anymore for me. I cant get on without having someb
Baby Blog
Rylee Nichole is here. She was born on 02/18 at 11:02pm weighing 7lbs 6oz and 19 inches long. We get to go home tomorrow and we are so excited. I still cant believe I am a mommy. I felt a few contractions before I got something for them...after that I didnt feel anything. I was in labor for about 6 hours and pushed for about 45 minutes. I didnt feel her come out either...I only knew she was out she the doctor showed her to me lol. I am gonna post a picture of her and will post more tomorrow. We are getting closer and I am so excited. My appointment went great. My BP was 113/67...I didnt gain any weight the past 2 weeks. They said the baby was head down and I am 1/2cm dilated...which I know aint much but it tells me that I am getting close. I am starting to think that the baby isnt gonna stay until her due date which as long as she is healthy I am ok with that. Richard says she better stay in there cause he isnt ready yet but no one is ever ready. I now go in for weekly appointments. So
Shadows Blog
Hey guys check out this sweet computer. It's so small yet it has the full functions of a regular computer Have you ever been in love and then after it ends for whatever reason it ends you're still left with that feeling inside, that love that you still desire? I've lost what I feel to be the love of my life and even though she hurt me by giving up when I needed her the most there's still a part of me that longs for her return. There's still that love I will always hold inside me for her and there's still a big pat of me that will never truely get over her. I've heard people say they're over someone but is it really true? Are they ever really over that person? There are times when I've cried at night because of the hurt that I still feel. I can only hope that someday sone comes along that fills that emptiness inside my heart. I can only hope that someday I fall in love again and thit actually lasts.
My Misc. Poetry
Reflecting back on my past and past relationships this song fits a certin situation that I was in some years back. Please comment if you like it.   I grew up a wonder yearShe was saved by the bellI was boys in the hood, She was ATLUsed to sell weed to her rommate, that`s how we metOl` girl didn`t smoke, but she had jokes on deckNo disrespects, it`s just the way it wasShe claim cuz` I was broke and always say cuz`I was kind of always saying shawty and y`allShe smile everytime I did my little Southern drawCalls became frequent, we hang out on the weekendStart to feelin` like, she`s the one I`ve been seekin`Didn`t take it far, third base, at mostNever seal the deal, but always came closeI knew that if I hit it, I would have to stay commitedI was young, 21, man I just wasn`t with itKnew what was comin` and you can`t run from itAin`t no feelings that strong between man and a woman. She said she wanted more than a friendshipBut I wasn`t willing to bendI said I wanted friends with benefits
I Am What I Am
Lying on the beach, as the sunset passes by Ripples reach my outstretched toes, and we watch the sky My best friend beside me stares up at the stars Covered in pain, with him I forget the scars. I've watched him quite an age, yet still find many things That make me keep on watching him, my angel without wings He turns to me with caring eyes, we both lie still just a while My best friend, my main man, he's the reason that I smile. Suddenly I know what has me staring intently in his eyes Why we share and trust so much, why there are no lies I've been his best friend and he's been mine for as long as we remember We always have to be together the last day of each December. He leans over me and we no longer resist We give into temptation and finally kiss Salty breezes drift over us, flowing With my heart beating faster, I blush and it's showing. Sadly, we break apart but I kiss him just once more A love that started as a friendship, we simply can't ignore It's been
Auction's
Happy St. Patty's Day Auction Auction will open on March 1st and will end on March 8th @ 10pm Central Time. Also the one with most rates at the end will win a $19.99 bling pack! Here Are The Auction Rules! 1. The entry fee will be 50k to enter 2. If you are going to use a NSFW pic please make sure you note that in the subject line so I know TY! 3. I will be promoting this heavily BUT self promotion is a must! 4. Absolutely NO drama or I will delete your auction. Lets have a BLAST with this! 5. I am not responsible for the highest bidder paying you 6. Please PM your entry's no shout boxs please! 7. Let's Have Fun and Happy Bidding! Fu-mail entry's to SinfulBrat if you like to enter.
My Stories
It wasn't hard to spot her, a petite girl standing all on her lonesome outside the roller coaster ride. Dressed in a short black leather skirt which hugged her ass perfectly, the straps coming down from her shoulders hugging her breasts tightly. They were not huge but made to appear bigger than what they actually are by her nicely toned and slim frame. Her high heel platform shoes made her taller and more easily noticeable. But, only just since her long, uniquely colored hair which seemed to be a stunning mixture of auburn brown, red and orange shone and reflected brightly in the sunlight. He looked at her side on, trying to be subtle at first but the subtlety being lost as he looked at her more and more, eventually staring. Obviously she was dressed for the attention. She must have caught a glimpse of him looking for longer than what most people do, because she turned to face him front on. As she did, he could see the front of her tight skirt seemed to curve ever so slightly in
My Poems
I was in darkness, filled with grief, For a love that is true, I did seek. Long days past, without a glimpse, For pity's sake, I stopped all attempts. I didn't expect it, did not detect it, Wasn't looking, for a flame to be lit. You came along, with a light so bright, Outshining all others, before that night. You kindled in me, something unknown, Never felt before, this that has grown. I would call it a flame, but I'm not a liar. Feelings you invoke, are more like a pyre. The deeper we get, the harder I fall, Joy and passion, keeps me enthralled. Although miles apart, I feel your love, God be thanked, for my gift from above. You're the one, in my dreams I see, When I wake, on my mind you be. Hour after hour, minute by minute, Every second, my heart you're in it. Everything to me, that's what you are, If not believed, just count the night stars. When they all fall, from heaven above, Then and o
Excito Diabolus
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My Ramblings...beware
I am NOT deleting my account or anything but I am moving tomorrow and don't have the internet yet, so be paitent lol. and I expect hundreds of messages and comments and tons of love to come back too!!! xoxo Shawna Dislaimer, I'm not kidding...I am not pretty, I am not skinny, so keep pretending I am, but if we ever meet, when you look at me and want to gag, just remember I warned you...I just don't want to get your hopes up..not that I am meeting any of you, well there is one guy who I want to meet...you know who you are..I hope you know...but...still worried you will turn and run...those are just pictures people, yes they are me, no they aren't photoshopped..duh..but you all say I am beautiful, georgous, sexy...yada-yada...and I just feel like plain jane, if I'm that lucky..anyways I am dead dog tired..night all!! I just saw someone's status as ....so..how long before he gets shot. So I have always thought the same thing, except I figured someone would do it before he ever could s
My Blogs
I am wondering if anyone is planning on holding an auction. I am thinking of looking for a new fu-owner. ATTENTION EVERYBODY IN FU-LAND.MANY OF YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN SAVING FOR SPOTLIGHT. SO I AM TRYING SOMETHING NEW TO HELP ME GET THERE SO I AM GOING TO HOST A BLING AUCTION STARTING ON THURSDAY AT 9 AM!! IT WILL GO THROUGH THE WEEKEND AND END ON WEDNESDAY MORNING AT 9 AM. I WILL BE GIVING AWAY 3 DIFFERENT BLINGS FOR YOU TO BID ON. TIARA BLING-WORTH 20 CREDITS-WILL BE GIVEN OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR SO IT CAN BE DOUBLED- BIDDING WILL START AT 100K JET BLING-WORTH 15 CREDITS-WILL BE GIVEN OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR SO IT CAN BE DOUBLED-BIDDING WILL START AT 75K DISCO BALL BLING-WORTH 5 CREDITS-WILL BE GIVEN OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR SO IT CAN BE DOUBLED-BIDDING WILL START AT 60K. SO SAVE UP THOSE FU-BUCKS AND BLINGS IN TRADE FOR THIS! I AM LOOKING FOR FU-BUCKS FOR MY SPOTLIGHT QUEST BUT I WILL ALSO ACCEPT BLING PACKS AND BLING IN RETURN. COME TO MY PAGE TOMORROW MORNING TO ST
You Know You Wanna....
Hey all you Fu’s I have a favor to ask!! My NEW Fu-owner Riskybusinessut needs your help!! He is in a contest and all you need to do is rate his pic!! SIMPLE!! Rate him!!/fubar.com/photo.php?u=884734&i=1751739810&albumid=/>Show this guy some serious FU LOVE!!He’s a great friend to have!! Free Hearts Comments and Layouts href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=2010628&friend=2010628" target=_blank>riskybusinessut@ fubar strong>
Friends
David Letterman's Top 10 reasons why there are no black NASCAR drivers: (I bet his life will be miserable after the NAACP sees this!) # 10 - Have to sit upright while driving. # 9 - Pistol won't stay under front seat. # 8 - Engine noise drowns out the rap music. # 7 - Pit crew can't work on car while holding up pants at the same time. # 6 - They keep trying to carjack Dale JR. # 5 - Police cars on track interfere with race. # 4 - No passenger seat for the Ho. # 3 - No Cadillac's approved for competition. # 2 - Can't wear helmet sideways. AND THE NUMBER ONE REASON WHY BLACKS CAN'T BE IN NASCAR... # 1 - When they crash their cars, they bail out and run. The teacher gave her fifth grade class an assignment. Get their parents to tell them a story with a moral at he end of it.The next day, the kids came back, and one by one, began to tell their stories. There were all the regular types of stuff: spilled milk and pennies saved.But then the teacher realized, much to her dismay,
Auction!!
Wanna Own this Sexy Kitten??   Check the Offers and then Copy and Past the Link Below and Place Your Bids.. If You Cant Bid Please Leave a Rate!!       http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&albumid=1890344&i=367104388&idx=61 Hurry Ends Oct. 31st Rawr!!!   P.S. Check out the First Comment on the Auction Page I added a Couple things!!! Wanna own ME for Valentines Day?? Go Bid on Me in the Be Mine Auction!! Click lil Pic Below To Bid Make Sure to Show the Auction Host Miss PebblesinAZ Some Love too Muah ♥ Want a Personal Salute From Me?? Heres Your Chance!!!
Babygirl
at 7:39 am i delivered my grandson i did not even know that my 16 yes 16 year old was carring she said she did not know! but anyway he is 7 11 21 inch long Christain is his name i just thank god that every thing went well  4-22-10 what 2 do on your 37 b-day it is rain here so should i still go out 2 night are stay in with a movie WELL AT LAST IKE IS GONE AND IT HIT REALLY HARD HERE IN ORANGE JUST TO LET EVERONE KNOW I AM OK AND BACK ON LINE
About Me
1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? That depends, was I going for his lips and he kissed my forehead? That would suck...but otherwise yes it's precious. 2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress? I'm a motherfuckin princess what do you think? 3. What would you do if you received a long love letter? treasure it forever 4. Group dates or single dates? single 5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends? Yes, fake fucking fucks 6. Are diamonds a girl's best friend? Well no, but they sure are purty... 7. Is your hair up or down today? Up in a bouffant french twist...I look like a schmexy 60's pinup today... 8. Do you straighten your hair? yes sometimes 9. Favorite mascara? idk whatever's waterproof and doesn't smudge -long lashes have disadvantages too 10. Do you get your nails done? Yes I do! My toes too :) 11. Small or large purses? Yes 12. In your purse, what are your must haves? phone, money (not that I have any),
Artificial Intelligence
There are two type of people that I would love if they would just sit back and shut the fuck up for at least 4 years. Poor People and Rich People. For so long now I've had to hear nonstop bitching and moaning about the plight of the poor people and all this other democratic bullshit nonsense, I am fucking fed up with it. You miserable little bastards suck the life out of this country and don't none of you actually give a flying fuck. But, because of this situation you are in, you just take it and abuse it. I'm sorry that you fucked up so bad that you cannot afford to have luxuries, you spent all your welfare money on $80,000 cars and 90 inch High Definition Televisions. Know what fucking REALLY sucks about your situation? It's that I and the rest of the country are personally paying for your life and what you choose to do with it and frankly it makes me want to beat the ever loving shit out of you. If I had a list of the top fucking losers in society I would fly to each ci
Bombing Target
I will be starting it a little early!! it is no race it is just to see if you are willing to actually do 6k like asked and not give up in a kinda timely manner !! Everyone gets a prize !! I will be opening it at 11 Eastern time !! thanks \ Basstracker I would like the family to please help thug out as much as you can please i will be watching while im in there helping and be handing out blings for those that bust there ass in there show thug how we get it done he is in 3rd right now thank you, Angel Eyes Please bomb our family member he needs 12,500 comments for a auto 11 lets get this for him.
Mom....
We lost Mom at around 2pm today.....she felt no pain and went pretty quietly. She is now in a better place watching over all of us. We put Mom in Hospice today. The lung cancer is too far along and there is nothing that can be done. This really sucks in that Dad has only been gone for 3 years coming up in April. Too soon!!!! The holidays are upon us too and I don't really want a marker of any kind for this to happen. Please pray that she gets into January. Not sure that this will happen but I sure hope so! Mom has been discharged from the hospital and is now in a secondary care facility - NOT A NURSING HOME - they are going to help her get back up to speed and moving again. And the kidney are still working as well!! Thanks to everyone for keeping her in your thoughts!!!
Just Julies Shit
*Just leave ur bid in the comments* Ok so a few of you have asked why I took those pictures down.. Well the reason is, I am talking to someone and just figured it would be best. I have plenty of other pictures up. look at those shit, comment em if you want... But the others are gone! Okay, Im sure all of you have seen how it says I love my toaster.. or something about a toaster... Toaster is someone very important to me. I love him dearly.. We are currently "talking". Maybe and hopefully one day it will progress to a lot more. I sure as hell hope so. Hes a great guy.. and ive done my share of putting him through hell. I cant go back and change that.. this i know. Hopefully he knows how sorry i am.. Hes probably going to tell me.. Just leave it in the past... but i want him to know how important he is too me. Hes one of those guys that can make ya smile without even trying.. and boy is sooo gorgeous too. yum. Hes so hard to try and explain.. hes just a super great guy. I honestly dont d
Love And Pain
here it is .. in a few weeks ill be 2 years since my x r/l wife left me for someone from this site ..that was 10 years of my life 8 of them spent married to her ..it still hurts on how could someone do something like this ...so im a little mody latly im sorry .. but when you have a kid n wake up looking for him n remember he doesnt live with you any more its hard to go back to bed .. so many night i cry .. not cause of not haven her but cause i dont have my son with me all the time any more .. its a very hard and pain ful thing ... wel i needed to vent some .. thank you all who read this .. im sure most ya wont give a rats a$$ but i thought i would share on how i feel .. most the time OK here it is i will be useing my ANGEL ability ALTRUIZE  to help others level im not selling it i cant garentee that i will always have autos on but if you think this is a good idea let me know and if you wanna be on the list say so here n will try to get to as many as i can ..... any donations of any so
Auto 11s
TULSA'S ANGEL HAS AUTO 11S ACTIVATED!! ღTulsa's Angelღ Come hit me up and get LOTS of points rating my pictures! Tulsa's Angel~ Also looking for peeps with folders of 250 pics so I can bomb them! ღTulsa's Angelღ BROWN EYED GIRL HAS AUTO 11S ACTIVATED!! ¢¾Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾ ¢â ~ Sarge's Bad Girls ~
Funnies
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine... and those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health. Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a p
Captain Black
Go, Black!! I am the terror that flaps in the night... I am the screeching fingernail on the chalkboard of justice... I am the sourball in the candyjar of goodness... I am the grade curve that gives you an 'F'... I am the fast food that comes back to haunt you... I am the neurosis that requires a $500 an hour shrink... I am the special news bulletin that interrupts your favorite show... I am the wierdo that sits next to you on the bus... I am the wrong number that wakes you at 3 a.m... I am the bug that splatters on your winshield... I am the termite that devours your floorboards.... I am the raspberry seed you can't floss out... I am the onion that stings in your eye.... I am the hairball that clogs your drains... I am the low ratings that cancel your program... I am the auditor that wants to look at your books... I am the itch you cannot reach... I am the smoke that smokes Smoked Oysters... I am the ten dollar service charge on all returned checks... I am the
For Me !!
Mar 21, 2008 4:12 AM All I need is her smile, And my feelings start to awake. To touch her deeper in her heart, Will my words be all that it takes. I cannot hope with just my words, Her heart would become mine. Everyday I must show her, That I am worth her time. I want her open to me, To tell me what she feels inside. To feel completly at ease, Like the waves of a moonlite tide. For her to open her arms to me, Her mind,heart and soul. To have her give them to me. To me that is my goal. Here is the first one I wrote for you Beautiful Since the moment she first saw you, She has felt nothing but love. A bond no man could severe, Not even the heavens above. Thier lives may change, But their love will always remain. In a world of uncertaintys, It will and has stayed the same. Her smile reflects her love, In the child it shines. A mother and daughters love, Will stand the test of time. The coldness of the night is over, And the sun shines down. Toda
Dinner Recipes
Ingredients: * 5-6 lb. fully cooked ham * 1/4 cup whole cloves * 1/4 cup dark corn syrup * 2 cups honey * 2/3 cup butter * 1/8 tsp. white pepper Preparation: Preheat oven to 325 degrees F. Place ham cut side down in a foil-lined roasting pan. Using a sharp knife, score the surface of the ham in a diamong pattern. Place the whole cloves in the scored intersections. Combine corn syrup, honey, butter, and pepper in the top half of a double boiler, and heat until the butter melts and mixture is smooth, stirring occasionally. Keep this glaze in the top of a double boiler, over hot water, while baking ham. Brush glaze over ham, then cover with foil. Bake for 1 hour and 15 minutes at 325 degrees, basting ham every 10 to 15 minutes with the warm honey glaze. During the last 5 minutes of baking time, remove the foil and turn on broiler to caramelize the glaze. Watch the ham carefully during the broiling time! Remove ham from oven, cover with foil, and l
For The Sake Of Making One
Whatever happened to diversity in this world It feels like we are all owned under a monopoly The most powerful people can buy and sell our dreams While we are left to pick up the unwanted pieces I do know this for certain Amidst the fog of things to come They could never buy my soul Not even for the price of life I would rather be a lost soul in this fruitless life Than be a puppet in a golem's act For even if I am not promised divinity My goal in life can be to find where my soul is meant to be Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could all sing our truths And not live with the judgement of doom We would be richer than the wealthiest men And nothing in this world could buy us out...even with inflation (I dunno, i tried making something more linear, but this works for now) Days continue to pass me by As I sleep the hours away In any bed I can find And the pattern doesnt cease I wake up and I feel like weaping For another day has passed me by I feel that sl
Giveaways/contests
Ever Wanted Your Own Personal Fu-Slave ? Well here is your chance! I will be your Fu-Slave for 2 weeks. Here is how it works. You Bid On Me and The Highest Bidder Wins.Cash Bids Overide ANY Fubuck bids.If you are the winning bidder you will have 24 hrs to pay me.I then will become your Fu-Slave for 2 weeks. WAIT !!! You Havent even Read The Best Part. What do YOU get out of it ? 1 Pimpout Daily 50 11's Daily Random Gifts Random Stash Rates Random Profile Comments Slave to *your name* in my ID #1 Friend Spot *Note* You can give any of the above to a friend rather than yourself If you choose but you MUST PM me the day before providing me the links of who and what you want them to get. Now Unlike ANY Other Auction... IF YOU BID : A Cherrybomb Bling - You make the list of who I bomb.I will bomb my family first,then move on to your list starting at the top and going down until time runs out.
Poetry
Your Eyes Your eyes they scream of joy and pain they tell of kisses in falling rain they speak of passion hidden deep and dreams long gone in forgotten sleep they hint at things of darkest night and finding haven in the light they tell a story of where you've been and lonely secrets of forbidden sin Your eyes they whisper of night and day and joyous romping while at play they speak of fears that came to pass and silent ponderings of the past they hint of visions of storm lite fire and smiling memories of blissful desire they tell a tale of things amiss and speak of reasons why you kiss Your eyes they shout, they beg and plead and speak the thoughts of haunted need they shame the ones who did you wrong and show the world that you've grown strong Your eyes they call for all to hear the bardic songs of all you fear They tell of how your hearts turned blue and of your search for love that's true They speak of hope and dreams to come of buried scars not yet undon
Breath
keep you here locked away never more can i say how my heart beats for you. never have I felt so real. emotions racing. can't hold you here but never shall i let you go. lately even more so. i die inside wishing for you to be with me once more. I can't breath any longer with out you here. you haunt my dreams. the only place we can truely be together. finally to make my dream a reality once again. chance it all take that bet. give it all up. desicions haunt my head like the ghost of a past that seems like it should be the future. the love i found in you is the love that made me whole. forever is what i always believed. but alone is something thats seems more real to me. Little blue bird if you see him there please whisper something in his selfish ear. Tell him I'm waiting that I'll always be there. Sing him a song to show him i care. Tell him of the tears that have already fallen. Tell him that my heart is despreatly calling. Tell him he needs to come for he's stolen
Bdsm
Dominance is protective magic that penetrates layers of our existence Those who choose to acknowledge and adore it's essence, will humble themselves to it's passionate fury Those who choose to ignore it, will become insane as their flesh cries in it's absence Those who are addicted to the kiss of the whip, are never the same...and their flesh cries in it's absence Origins of "SAFE SANE CONSENSUAL" by slave david stein under the Guardianship of Master Steve of Butchmann's taken from the Leather History Group The following essay is the core of a larger work that is still in progress. Comments may be sent to the author via e-mail, gorgik@aol.com. Copyright 2000 by david stein; all rights reserved. *** History is what happens while you're doing something else-- and it may not be until years later that you discover what you did was "historic." When i agreed in mid-1983 to be part of a committee of GMSMA (Gay Male S/M Activists) charged with drafting a new "statement of ide
Crafts And Arts"..myle's Corner
wonderin why i am playing with fire? it is our tradition here to jump over the fire on the last tuesday of our year' we will be celebrating new year on thursday... hahaha, am not crazy yet'... tell u more about it later guys, see ya.. heading to play fire again, lol, am bit cooler now. wish me luck! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chaharshanbe_Suri
Burnt Offerings
You know there is something wrong with world, or maybe that there is something wrong with you. Little snippets of memories drifting in and out of your thoughts, you experience what could be a waking dream. More likely you are being confronted with your past. This happens when you don't ground yourself, meditate, or simply take the time to accept your life. You may still experience these thoughts but now they will be reliving your past, not the past haunting you. Let me run through a forest of splinters for you…. I wake up, dreams still spinning through my cluttered mind. It is a haze of between. Sometimes I am unable to finish the waking action and slip back to the dream state. Most times I can push away the dreams and open my eyes to the light. I look around to remember where I am, like catching up with an old friend after a long trip. When I feel secure enough to rise, I do. Right then a million things run through my head. Today's to do list, what today is, what I feel like weari
For Fun
Yesterday after telling Misfit in the MuMMs I would post my underwear choices for her every AM she made it perfectly clear she was tired of being promised these things and not having it delivered. so ..... here we go 7 days for Misift Monday Tuesday changed as per Misfits specifications Wed had to do Thursday now its just so damn sexy and stuff Friday Saturday is laundry day ... shrug Ohhh looky we can make blogs all pretty now I wonder how far behind I am that I just know this now   I am bored to death with the mumms and in need of laughing so I want to try something ...   Truth or Dare people lets give it a go   Ill ask person in blog ( who agreed to stay and play and enjoy a few laughs) Truth or Dare they will pick and I will present them with a question (ie whens the last time you had sex) or a challenge (ie go to granny trannys page and leave a 4 line comment on how hot she is)  once we have finished laug
Animals In Need
I have 24 hours to find someone to foster/adopt a Rottie that is in a kill shelter. He is 4-5 years old.   damn it all to hell and back.   Stop Breed Specific Legislation Dear SPCA Tampa Bay Supporter: A Representative of Broward County has pushed through the Senate a bill that could release the ban against Breed Specific Legislation (BSL).  On Thursday, March 4th, at 1:00pm, Senate Bill 1276 is on the agenda to repeal the ban against Dangerous Dogs: Breed Specific Legislation. Unfortunately, if the Senate overturns this law, then the Dangerous Dog Legislation will allow local governments to pass breed specific laws. This means that dogs like Pit Bulls, Rottweilers, German Shepherds, and Doberman Pinchers could become banned in our Tampa Bay counties or state.    We need to stop this bill from passing! To support the SPCA Tampa Bay, Humane Society of the United States (HSUS) and many other local area rescue organizations that give a second chance to bully breeds, plea
News
So I havent been sick but in pain alot this past week.Robby has another warrant for his arrest and might be leaving to go to ohio this weekend and I cant go till after the 18th so ughhhhhhhhh WHY CANT THE DAM TROUBLES LEAVE ME ALONE IVE HAD ENOUGH NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE so no trouble with the law this past week fuxin pigs my check still hasnt come in ughhhhhhhhh i wanna leave this dang state already robby heard from his tax preparer and the IRS messed up and now instead of just getting 100 he is getting 400 lol thank you IRS for messing up I have been real sick lately I havent been able to drink or eat or anything it might be the mass in my tummy or it could be a virus but I went to the doc earlier and she gave me a prescription for some phengrin so I will finally be able to eat and rest ok so now your caught up so now for my hellos Horny,Naughty,Mack31601,Freak,andPuff hello to you all your the best friends a girl could have and I apprecaite
Shockwave
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I Fuck
We will never be together. There will never be one sweet day. Sorry I never told you all I wanted to say. You know why it is so easy for me to type out my feelings? When you say the words outloud to someone, it can never be taken back. But when you write you can always hit the delete button and it’s as if you have never said anything at all. This is my way of never saying anything at all. Because in actuality, nine times out of ten, I will never open my mouth. Come closer Tonight is the night we finalize our goodbyes. Tomorrow I will be nothing but a faded memory And when you look down you will always think of me. I will forever be the shadow that dances in the corner of your eye. Don’t cry. Don’t ever let those tears fall. Para siempre I will be here for you in your dreams. You will grow and become everything you have ever dreamed of being. I will watch over you and open the doors along the way. When you feel alone just look at the ground and yo

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