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i see the light nevermore
i fall to my knees
to look above
to face what has came upon

i stare to face the light
and fall to embrace
the realization to breathe
it into me

to embrace the transformation
that continues to hold
me down

gaze upon the interchanging
vivid glow
that passes through my eyes

the realization of the
heavenly body
of the light to pass through
the eyes of the wicked

feeling less ill
in the boundless of darkness
looking in the eyes of cimmerian shade
the opponent of decaying poison

reality

I feel like nothing i do will make my future better. its like im going keep making mistakes, and keep living in this darkness i have. it feels like i want to give up, but thats just to easy. but im afraid to keep on living this lie. the lie of happiness, cause i guess in reality im not really happy.

wings

In the day we laugh
at night they cried
she earned her wings
now its time to fly
above she watches
tears run down their cheeks
as she smiles
they dont know
shes in a better place
in the day they laugh
at night we cry
for the souls that are lost
and forgotton
but little they knew
thats what she wanted
all along

another poem

for some reason i have a thing for writing dark and depressing poems. hmm but oh well heres another one... The sweet innocence of pain running in my veins causing me to weep to every pound it sends to my heart able to feel nothing, having blindness soon to be lost in darkness for life reaching out to find a hand but only to feel the dark coldness of the damned knowing that i have nothing left of the human soul only to turn my back and sleep to forget te unquestioed belief of mankind there is no god or human that could save a lost as i screaming as these demonic terrors clasp me throat laying on my death bed of graves that soon take my flesh and bones
Ich flüstere leise zu Ihnen, liebe ich Sie immer und ewig, ich werde nie Sie gehen lassen, lieben zusammen immer, Übel Sie wird sein ist, aber Sie sind mein übler dunkler Prinz und immerwährende Liebe. translated : i whisper softly to you, i love you always and forever, i'll never let you go, together will always be, evil is you love, but you are my evil dark prince and everlasting love.

useless info

i was talkin to a friend last nite, it had to been one of the most random convos i ever had. but the most funniest thing he said to me, and of course i was stoned, but i geeked up so much,.... "i dont know how many times ive asked someone "Do you smell what the Rock is cooking?" and they answer "What?" then id say "Now your catching on!" i really dont know why its really that funny, but last nite it was so hilarious.

fun facts

fun facts Current mood: amused im effin crazy to boot. i like to make weird noises. i hate the news. i hate people that talk shit. and then do nothing at all. i hate sports. i have major ocd problems. sometimes i can talk loud. i like to call people bitch. i like some rap music. mostly metal and punk. i can be a big bitch at times. i still watch cartoons. i love playing with fire. i love hanging with my homies. in the second grade i punch some guy in the face and locked him in the teachers closet. in the first grade i won second place in the art show for a sad clown picture even tho i hate clowns. love dogs but they annoy me. i love to dance. i hate heights. ill ride any roller coaster there is. but i will not ride the Ferris wheel. im very independent. i cuss way to damn much. i dont like to be followed. when im pissed back up. i love to laugh. i like to talk "im" (ex. lol idk omg) i get excited easy. im very open minded, i like to change my mind alot. im Italian,German,and Irish. i have a northern accent. i have obnoxious hiccups. when im around my friends im completely stupid. but people love it. i love to play with glow sticks. i like to hit people with sticks. burnt food makes me sick. i like my steaks kinda bloody. many many more.!

just a poem

time all around me moving so fast when the time i'm seeing moving so slow not having you beside me leaving me to be washed up in this darkness of this wicked place you not being the one i can run to for comfort or in a need of help forgetting what its like being in your arms or seeing your deep blu eyes look upon me not understanding why you left me you not understandin how much i need you not being able to live without you kills the time i have the tears i cry to hope that will bring you back soon to be no more kills me inside like the time killing me outside upon me
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