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Tell me why...

Can you tell me why things are this way? Tell me why so many things are left to say... Can you tell me what to do? Tell my why i'm in love with you... Can you tell me how you feel? Tell me why this can't be real... Can you tell me why we can't be? Tell me why i'm so blinded to see... Can you tell me why she tells me you dont like me? Tell me why you show signs you do... Tell me why I love you... P.S Please Father way up there, look down here and see.. How much she really means to me...

Hurt

I know we will never be I've came to face it, you see It still hurts like hell Back to my old life, entrapt in a shell Tired of breaking out to be pulled back Why can't my life just stay on track I love her, but I cannot say it She needn't know.. It's the gods honest truth
Secrets and Feelings for her. She is the girl I think about She's the girl that makes me cry out In my sleep I cry out, and no one hears Constantly drinking, an faking the cheers This poem is not to be seen Because it'd be thought to be mean. In here Im letting it all out No one hears me, not even with a shout. She may be odd, an different But in my life, that's a good thing sent. She's younger, but funny A girl that looks and acts cunning. The secret about this be She'll never be with me. No matter how much I push or shove it'll never be the gift from above but Like I said before Im happy for her, even if my minds tore I know that things will never be But maybe one day she will see She'll look back an remember my name And realize I wasn't to blame. Now I put my head down in shame, Because I feel like Im lame, but atleast I know she'll be happy. By Robert J Honaker.

Deep Scar

I sit in my room alone Not one sound, except the phone But I wont answer it not after all that shit Though it's in the past It came back to me in one big blast "It'd never go that far" She said, Left me with a deep scar I know I've made my mistakes with you I'm trying to make amends to see it through Yet your heart lies no where near Which is what I knew I had to fear I keep telling myself I don't want you But it keeps saying I need you The pain from getting hit by a car doesn't hurt has bad as this deep scar I don't even know why I feel this way It hurts with each passing day You weren't special then But now you are... damn... I know I'll never see the day But if your happy then it's okay. It easy to say "I like you a lot" But it's harder knowing it's a feeling tied in a knot

Tell me.

I can't stop the way I feel You cannot tell me this is not real You can't stop who I want Tell me why I can't be blunt I cannot get over what you said Tell me that im not fucked in the head I cannot stop my constant thought Tell me im better off getting shot I cannot say that im wrong and your right Tell me that it's not worth it to fight I cannot let this go, it's not fair Tell me my emotions aren't there. I cannot help but push and shove Tell me I don't believe in love. You said we'd never make it through. Tell me then, why do I love you?

...Love...

They Say that the best feeling is love Because it's a godsend from up above But anymore I see that's it's not It's just there to make your heart rot Cupid really has demon horns and wings Singing the demonic hymms he sings. Shooting people with the arrow of Heart Enjoying tearing your life apart Some people actually escape the curse And are happy with live together til in the herse The stories are almost a fairy tale That a Demon likes to sale

My Shame

All the stuff i've been through You dont see what Its done, Do you? Above my head, I hold a lot of shame And I am the one to blame I like more than one, But at this point, I am done. One hates me, One is now pissed All my lifed I've gotten nothing but dissed Well, it's my time to strike back Time to get my life back on track I may not get the one I want Im done with the hunt Don't you see? No one truelly wants me. My shame is what overides my mind

My Self Destruction

Is it over? it's done. I guess you were not the one. Over petty bull, you lost me. Why did this come to be? You said you loved me, Yet you let it end, without letting the eye see It would of worked, it would of It could of been, could of You led my heart to it's self destruction This has been an obstruction Why did you have to go and say those things? Knowing what it all means Though you have crushed me, You I do not blame, For my Self Destruction is not your fault For years now I have been falling apart
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