Evie's blog: "Poems"

Heres a poem I wrote what seems like forever ago... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

I ask myself whether I want to be As open as a rose fresh and fragrant or to be hard and cold like a rock That weathers all that comes. For an open rose is thrown into A weathering storm torn and shredded it shall be. While a rock can be hit by lightning, Rolled by thunder, blown by wind, and poured upon Yet it dries and seems to be unharmed. Some say you can't be charmed? While others are only harmed. For I do not know any answers I only have the questions in my mind Those of which swirl like the sand In the middle of the Sahara Desert. For I do not know which I favor The rose or the rock.

Standing on the outside, looking in. Afraid to knock on the door in front of you. How many times have you stood at the threshold but been too scared to cross? What is it you fear? The unknown lies ahead. What awaits you on the other side? Only one way to find out. The door swings open, Will you enter?

I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my stare. It seems the harder that I try, To focus through the haze, Just serves to add more questions, Through my endless, tired gaze. Perhaps I'm trying just too hard, To understand it all, For can we ever truly know Just what we have in store? Each incident, each moment passed, Just adds upon the next, But in the end, will I find truth ... Or will I be perplexed? Perhaps I make it harder Than it has to be sometimes, But will my searching bring to me My meaning over time? Or will it leave me broken, And confused as I feel now, While questions bring no solitude, To this, my wrinkled brow.

Take my mind; torture my thoughts subject me to your needs. Take my soul; caress my heart submit me to desire Take my spirit; rape my will dominate my move. Take my freedom; make me slave in sultry servitude Take my guilt; set me free to enjoy passions' pleasure Take control; force beyond my will make my body weak. Take me firmly; bind my love never let me leave. Take my flesh; do as you wish hold me prisoner. Take my body; harness me in silk let me bare in lace. Take my hand; lead my way I'll follow in your steps Take me in your arms; embrace my soul hold me tight tonight. Take my clothes; tear them off don't hinder ecstasy. Take and draw me down, reveal my breasts clip them with a ring. Take your key; unlock my gate press your way inside. Take all my love; deeply penetrate wet ten me with your oil. Take out all your lust; reap ecstasy pour out upon the sheet, That, which I take from you- Orgasm' exalted release.

There Are No Words There are no words ...what can I say? At last her sweet soul winged its way To peace and freedom in the sky Where never again will she suffer or cry. It's all part of God's great plan ... Which remains a mystery to man. We cannot understand His ways Nor can we count our earthly days. But who are we to question and doubt? God knoweth well what He's about; He knew she longed to "go to sleep" Where only angels, a vigil keep. The pain of living grew too great No longer could she stay and wait; She did not want to leave you, dear, But she had finished her work down here. So she closed her eyes and when she awoke, These are the words the Master spoke ... "Welcome, dear child, you are Home at last, And now the burden of living is past." "There's work for you in My Kingdom, dear And you are needed and wanted here." So weep not, she has just gone on ahead, Don't think of her as being dead. She's out of sight for a little while, And you'll miss her touch and her little smile, But you know she is safe in the home above Where there is nothing but Peace and Love. And, surely, you would not deny her peace ... And you're glad that she has found release. Think of her there as a soul that is free, And Home at last, where she wanted to be. ~ Helen Steiner Rice ~

I wanted to write a poem in memory of my 11 yr old neice Carrie but I can't. All i can do is sit and stare at this screen. She was taken this morning jan 18th at 5 am by a house fire. I didn't spend the time with her I should have in fact she lived 30 mins from me and I hadn't saw her in three years. Now I'm sitting here cursing myself and even though Its not my fault shes gone, I could have got to know her better, I could have been there for her. I could have been a better Aunt but I wasn't. All I can think about is the saying you never know what you got til its gone. I loved her and as i sit here crying and wishing I had known her better and taken the time I should have taken I just keep reminding myself life is short, and tomorrow is never promised. Hold the people close to your heart that mean anything to you. I was so busy with my own little world I didn't take the time I should have with this precious little girl and now shes gone. She didn't have any easy life by any means, in her short 11 years that is. Im so sorry Carrie.. I love you dearly and we will all miss you.

You on the left,me on the right We lay here in the night I take a breath and breathe you in I never want this feeling to end I look at you and just smile Lets just lay here, just for awhile I look over at you and feel kind of week I'm so in love with you I can't speak. You look at me with that evil litte grin I fall in love with you again and again. Your holding my heart, its been yours from the start. After all this time I still get shy When you look me right in the eyes. I take your hand, you squeeze mine tight I can feel my heart smiling, such delight. You pull me close and kiss my lips Only with you do I know such bliss. You pull of my hair and kiss me deeply Never have I been kissed so sweetly. You start taking me to that place Where nothing matters except your warm embrace. You know all of me is yours for the taking once again my legs start shaking. You take my hair and pull it tight Then grab me by the neck and take a bite. I moan out in such extacy, in your arms I'm set free. You make love to me so hard and rough With you inside me I can't get enough. Together were heading to a special place No one can touch, no one can erase. It feels like heaven wrapped around you like this you thrust deeper in me and my breasts you kiss. You bite and nibble until I can't take anymore Shaking my whole being to the core. We take each other higher and higher Its like an inferno, a burning fire. I kiss your tender lips as your love fills me so completely. Your satisfied now and smiling so sweetly.