Been awhile since I've been on here or even blogged on here, but loads of you people (who dont even know me) have expressed concern. Thanks! Its pretty cool.
As for me, I'm doing ok. She has moved on to better things and I'm moving on too. I'd love to sit and say it doesnt hurt that she doesnt even miss me or want to be friendly, but I guess thats just how it is, right?
I love her, I loved her and I always will.
The feeling isnt mutual.
I realized that a couple of weeks ago. So I gotta move on, worry about me.
She has a new man I've been told. Good for her! I hope it brings her much happiness. Because in the end, you hope the best for those you love, even if the love isnt shared. Thats how things are right?
Me? I'm not really out even looking for anybody right now. To many things I dont love about myself to worry about someone else loving me right now. And yes, the rumor IS true. I did try to hurt myself some time back. It was stupid. I was drunk. There, we're done talking about it.
But I'm doing ok. Even if I'm not interested in dating, a few ladies have seemed interested in me. Its flattering. I'm not going after anyone right now, but its still flattering.
Hope all of you are doing GREAT!
