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~human underneath my skin~ do you see me? is that what you said? really the girl with a heart...offering it to you when you laugh? im not dead! do you see me? do you know what you mean...what you hold in your hands is not a plaything please show yourself to me i need to know what you see...toss me aside i see your intentions you cant hide...i cant let you hurt this heart of mine im losing the pieces each time...i dont want it back just toss it away im tired of letting my heart hurt me everyday...my soul is lost you took it away...keep what i gave you and give it away...nothing more of me is left for you...dont stay...im damaged from loving too much my pain you can not touch...i may cover the damage you have done but my hearts downfall has already begun. i have come often to points of confusion in situations that easily bored me...one of those very things seems to be the never ending cycle of players vs. true hearts...players have a bad rep but they do because they are sucessful at t
My Writing
The Battle With-In The demons with-in want to keep me in that deep dark hole in my soul. I fight every day to stay alive. I struggle to stay happy and smile. Every time I think I am close to healing and filling the deep dark hole in my soul, those demons with-in pull me back in. I can’t win. I push them away and they just keep coming back for me again, and again. I cry out, lord help me! There’s no answer. He can’t hear me over the screams of pain. The demons with-in cause scars and pain to my soul. I cry out Lord Help me, somebody help me, anybody, please. The demons with-in pull me deeper into the hole of my soul. They will never release me. They won’t let me be happy. The pain, I just want to die, and be done with all the pain. Then two faint voices cry out, over all the screams of pain. They sound as if they are crying and saying. Daddy please don’t give up; keep fighting the demons with-in for us. We love you very much. So I keep battling the demons with-in. It’s an every da
Little Bit Of Me
I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm going on a "blind date". YIKES!!!! When my girl friend Wanda first offered to fix me up with a guy she knows from work, I was filled with doubts and rejected the notion straight out. But she was presistant, assuring me Glen is a decent person, smart, well groomed, fun and currently available, finally wearing down my resistance. Besides, I am tired of spending Saturday nights at home. So with my premission Wanda gave Glen my number and this evening he called. To my surpise and pleasure our conversation was very pleasant and flowed with natural ease. For almost two hours we chatted about our work, school, interest and ambitions. He seems like a very nice person, easy to talk to and I want to get to know him better. So this Friday we will meet for dinner and check out the movie Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist. Trying to imagine how the evening might unfold I can't help but wonder if he will like me and equally important, will I like him?Anticipat
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Oh by the way I'm out of fubar if you got my messengers myspace etc you can contact me on those if you don't your fucked later fubar. A girl once loved me it is true. WHen we broke it off I was blue. But she got pissed and said fuck yourself. Now it's me and no one else. I smile now as I touch myself. A bottle of lotion goes a long way. I'd rather do me than you anyway. Now I see her envy's bare. But I fuck myself so I don't care. Now she wants to have a ride. Yeah now she wants me all inside. But to late told her goodbye. Wanted to talk I had no reply. Because I was busy you see? Having fun just fucking me. I'm all alone I'm by myself. Making a fist and giving me hell. It feels great it's fucking grand. Just sitting here and fucking my own hand. Now you say you want to do me too? It's kinda sad I feel bad for you. For you see why would I bother? Got my hand lubed up and don't need to conversate. Don't gotta coax or take it on a date. Just kinda smile an
My Poems
Will you ever love me? thats all I want to know, I tell you I need you and all you do is laugh, I tell you I want you and you turn and walk away. What will it take for you to be mine? do I have to cross an ocean or swim across the sea just to prove you mean the world to me. Will you ever love me? that all I want to know, I tell you I love you and you think its all a joke, you pay me no attention untill its time for sex and then out the door you go. What will it take for us to be as one? do I have to bend over backwards and cater to your every need, if this is so then you are not the one for me. Will you ever love me? thats all I want to know, please say you do so my love for you can grow, please say you love me so I can give my heart to you, please say you love me cause baby im hopelessly in love with you. Tears of sadness stream down my face as my heart begins to race. I can tell your keeping something from me, baby please tell me her name.
Music
Tim McGraw - Taylor Swift Addicted - Saving Abel
Do I Need To Title It?
The simple act of putting a penis inside of a vagina. Yet it cums down to so much more. A bond, a connection, a desire, a need...it's the driving force of life. Those who aren't getting it can think of little else, those who do get it take it for granted. It's funny how such an act can relieve so much stress and frustration. It isn't hard to get laid, everyone wants it at one time or another...it's just a matter of meeting gaze of someone who is willing, making desire known, and having the courage to step out of your comfort zone for one minute. Yet, those who don't get it shy back, try too hard at the wrong moments, become awkward and ruin their chances without even realizing it. Those who get it all the time are more comfortable, more relaxed, getting laid is always easier when you know you can get it any time you wish. Sex is fun, sex is easy, sex is power. Now I'm blocked from leaving comments...for some unknown reason. WTF? I SB every bouncer online, and none of them fuc
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Just A Thought...
HOW TO KEEP A HEALTHY LEVEL OF INSANITY: 1) At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2) Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 3) Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4) Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "Inbox." 5) Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffine addictions, switch to expresso. 6) In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors." 7) Finish all your sentences with, "in accordance with the prophecy." 8) Dont use any punctuation marks 9) As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10) Ask people what sex they are. Laugh hysterically after they answer. 11) Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 12) Sing along at an opera. 13) Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme. 14) Put mosquito netting around
My First Blog...." Life"
Ok before you guys read this. The first few stanzas are going to sound really bad. But the person its too knows it isn't. I haven't let her read it yet so u guys get to see it first. Enjoy With a room full of people A bitch feels all alone A slice of lime & a shot of patrone With the anger in her heart But a smirk on her face She lights up the blunt But feels so outta place As the bitch looks around She takes a whores pills Another level high But she can't freight the bill As the bitch sits alone She hears her own cries Because she's doesn't know love She doesn't know the price As she looses something special That makes her innocent and whole The bitch begins to see She's filling a whores mold. But what the bitch doesnt know Is that this heffa doesnt quit I believe she has potential Her future is legit What a bitch doesnt see Is what a heffa tries to show She means so much to me But how much neither know I wanna see her succeed I wanna see the bitch grow Get the encouragement she needs
Lunch Recipes
Gyro Patties: 1 1/4 pound lean ground beef 1 1/4 pound lean ground lamb 1/4 cup oregano 1 1/2 tablespoons onion powder 1 tablespoon garlic powder 3/4 tablespoon ground pepper or more 1 teaspoon thyme 3/4 teaspoon salt Yogurt Sauce: 1 cup plain yogurt 1/4 cup finely chopped cucumber 1/4 cup finely chopped onion 2 teaspoons olive oil garlic powder salt and white pepper 8 large pita breads; cut in half thinly sliced onion rings For patties: Preheat broiler or prepare barbeque. Combine ingredients lightly but thoroughly in large bowl. Shape into 16 thin patties and broil, turning once, until done as desired. For sauce: Combine first 4 ingredients in small bowl. Add garlic powder, salt and pepper to taste. Fill pita with meat and spoon yogurt sauce over. Top with onion rings. INGREDIENTS * 1 (6 ounce) can water-packed tuna, drained * 1/4 cup teriyaki sauce * 1/2 cup bread crumbs * 1 egg white * 1/4 teaspoon black pepper *
Jokes
An elderly couple walk into a fast food restaurant. They order one hamburger, one order of fries and one drink. The old man unwraps the plain hamburger and carefully cuts it in half. He places one half in front of his wife. He then carefully counts out the fries, dividing them into two piles and neatly placing one pile in front of his wife. He takes a sip of the drink, his wife takes a sip and then sets the cup down between them. As he begins to eat his few bites of hamburger, the people around them keep looking over and whispering "That poor old couple - all they can afford is one meal for the two of them." As the man begins to eat his fries a young man comes to the table. He politely offers to buy another meal for the old couple. The old man replies that they''re just fine - they''re just used to sharing everything. The surrounding people noticed the little old lady hadn''t eaten a bite. She sits there watching her husband eat and occasionally taking turns sipping the drink.
By Me
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Lesbian
Nicole dials the number slowly as she shakes, putting the phone to her ear. Nicole waits for one of them to pick up, which one of them did her best friend that she tells everything to says,"Hello baby girl" Nicole replies still shaking,"Hello mom, can you put the phone on speaker I want dad to hear what I have to say and you both best be sitting down." Her mother sits the phone on the kitchen table holding her father's hand,"Ok honey were ready, what is it you want to tell us?" Nicole takes a deep breath an leaves out a sigh replying,"Mom and Dad, I...I am...uh...Lesbian and I have a girlfriend named Britney." Nicole's parent's sit their in shock looking at each other as Nicole is still waiting for their response as she says,"Mom,Dad you there?" Both of them respond quick,"Yes, we are here." Nicole tries not to freak out on what they have to say,"So what do you think?" Mom just walks away leaving dad at the phone he says,"Sorry daughter we don't approve, you need a man not some woman."
Charmeds Feelings
THIS PERSON COULD HAVE SAVED OUR FRIEND AND BROTHER AND DIDNT. ALL THAT WAS NEEDED WOULD HAVE BEEN A CALL THAT OUR FRIEND WAS THINKING OF TAKEN HIS LIFE. BUT YOU MAKE THE DECISION WHEN YOU READ THIS MESSAGE... lucky: we need to talk dj city girl: What's up? lucky: what in the hell did you do to jesse dj city girl: Nothing........he attempted suicide and his brother told me over yim. The day he did that I told him until I got back from here which we are going back the 6th I wouldn't talk to him. He understood doing that is selfish and nothing I mean nothing should make you do that.....of course we've all thought about it no doubt and I understand that but NOTHING should make you do that. He understood we stayed as friends nothing more I heard until that............ dj city girl: Don't you dare be trying to blame this on me, because I did not do a damn thing. Suicide is a person's choice no one makes you do that shit. You choose to do it your damn self. lucky: do you realize tha
Stolen
I did this before...can't recall who gave me the idea for it, I think it stemmed from Iced Earth first. Anywho... Ask me a question, any question. I'll answer it truthfully and ask you a question..it can get quite amusing. Thoughtful questions, humorous questions, technical questions..anything. Something you have always wondered about me, something you want a true answer to but never thought I would answer honestly, something that has nothing to do with me that you have always been curious about...anything. Shoot away. My results! The Test!! Don't worry, it opens in a new window You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? None 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother?
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listen. i know youre reading this. whatever happened, im truly sorry. i didint mean to ruin everything. all i ever wanted was to make you happy and see your smiling face. if i could hold you in my arms for just a minute id be the happiest man on earth. im miserable without you. i miss you like crazy, and your not talking to me is making things worse. i dont know how to express what im losing... but i know its the best girl ive ever met. i love you. i miss you. i dont know what to do. im lost without you. Coming home at night, No one has called all day, No one to keep me company, No one to watch me slip away. Wanting someone to talk to, But there is no one to call, Wanting someone to care, But no one cares at all. Pacing endlessly, Looking for something to take the pain, Searching my heart and soul, Trying to find something there again. The seconds pass like hours, The hours pass like days, My heart burns all the time, Som
Just A Few Thoughts
The only thing I ever wanted to be in life was a mother. I was given that chance 9 years ago. Then I was given two  more chances at that. I tried my best with what I was given. Which wasn't much. I gave love, uncondtionally.  Looking at those little faces and seeing reflections of loved ones pasted, and reflections of my self, gave me such joy. To hold them, watch them grow, everyday they became my world. I wanted to give them the world. A happy home, and memories that they could look back on and laugh about later in life. Those three boys hold my heart, and everything that I am. I couldn't be more proud of them. But I have failed them. I am not  the mom who can wipe tears away, I am the mom that causes those tears because I am not there to hold them. I am not the mom who kisses the boo boos away, or brushes them off when they fall. I am not the mom who is  able to cook them dinner, kiss them good night or sing that song with them. Everything that I wanted to be, I failed at.
Okiewild1
MAGIC MERLIN LOOKING FOR YOU finally got my digital camera back so here Iam HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL
Gods Forsaken Radio ...
Dear Family and Friends You are now entering the fallout area of Ground Zero’s Getaway! That’s right, Ground Zero is hosting Gods Forsaken Radio’s 1st Annual Fan Cruise on Royal Caribbean’s Enchantment of the Seas, departing on Sept 19th, 2009!. You can join your host, Ground Zero along with some of your favorite DJ’s from GFR on a 5 night Western Caribbean cruise out of Ft Lauderdale, FL. We’ll tear through Grand Cayman (yes we will stop off in Hell) and Cozumel, Mexico, like a hurricane - leaving our mark on these islands! Come party with Gods Forsaken Radio – the internet’s fastest growing radio station! Ever want to see a Demon in a bikini? Do Socks’ socks always match? Is the Sex Pretzel salted? Does Sadistic Dragon ever shut up??? This is your opportunity to not only meet Ground Zero and some of the staff from GFR, but it’s also a great way to meet fellow listeners who you chat with every day – and oh yeah, it’s on a cruise ship! We’re holding a block of cabins for our gro
Done
Alright this Angel friend of mine wants to become ebil.... so a I heard a little bark through the grapevine :) JWH@ fubar Love on her hard! Here ya go have fun! Angel! She is 93k away from GodMother and for being the angel she is, I think she really wants to be a demon :) Lets go get her done!!! JWH@ fubar
Understanding Chakra Meditation And Healing
another throat shakra video here is a video to help one meditate on the root chakra here is a video to help with the Third eye chakra meditation
Songs And Free Styles Mc Creepshow
It was the typical San Deigo bar but to the locals it was quite obvious the people occuping the pool tables tonight were not typical at all. Each of them stood out from the rest of humanity somehow...they seemed more distant, more aware of what was going on. One of the strangers was leaning back against a wall his white messy hair dangling in front of his face in an almost gothic styled curl. He was wearing a large dirty brown duster a black t-shirt with the words fuck you on it and a pair of blue jeans. Nothing really stood out him persay just looked like another street freak during the month of October. This man was named Alex Margery and he is a monster hunter. Another of the strangers in the room looked like what one might picture of the typical retired cop. Over weight by at least sixty pounds but oddly in shape. He dressed in a very simple button down and a pair of slacks. He had a large tactical belt wrapped around his waste which had obviously seen it's time of wear and tear.
My 'other' Blogs. :)
  His Fubar page was hacked 5/20/09. Whomever hacked him deleted all his pics, friends and transfered all of his money & bling off his account. Scotty made a new page, please pimp him out and show him some love, he's starting over fresh and it'd be so very AWESOME for his real friends to come out of the woodwork and help him get back to where he was before.   Parker20~Twisted Phucker ~and the punk who stole my account can kiss my a$$@ fubar   I really wish that something could be done for him, he's always ALWAYS been a huge help to everyone who knows him and it's time to give back to a great friend.   The above is all that is left of his skeleton'd page, y'all. XO to Scotty   I LOVE it! hahahaha! Really now. I'm SO sick of seeing guys using fake pics and actually leveling, yet keeping their salutes private so they can't be seen. I deleted 5 guys yesterday and one this morning. The biggest fraud? FRAUD http://www.fubar.com/user/1956208 He's
General
have you ever hated someone so much all u wanna do is punch them in the face? cuz thats how i feel right now and i don't know what to do bout it. i consider myself a decent person and even christian. but having these feelings toward this person isn't very christian of me. i have no clue why its so hard to forgive this person. i guess its cuz they put my family through hell and then some and every fuckin time i give them the benifit of the doubt they go fuck up once again. well NO MORE!!!! im fuckin done. there is only so much i can take and thats it. if i have to spend time with this person i guarentee i'll punch them in the face. it sux cuz they're close to some people i love deeply and i can't stand to even hear their voice. omg i dunno what to do no more. i give up. i can't do this no more. the latest will definitly tear this family apart. its sad cuz ppl don't care. they just wanna be selfish and do what ever the hell they want to do. so i really hope ur gonna be happy.
Poetry Corner
If I had but one more day, to show how much I love you I would spend it within the sweetness of your silken lips. Inhaling of your essence, I would slip into the oblivion of a world, where all time stood still. Tracing your lips softly,with intricate strokes of love just like the dainty threads upon a cross stitched canvas. Every precious moment would count in love with you for I would immerse myself within your heart and soul. Tasting of your kisses until my final breath is the way, that from this life, I therefore wish to depart. Breathe life into my soul, until my last heartbeat where in love, I'll carry you, beyond the heavens, and the never ending. Looking at the clouds and watching the rainfall down wishing I could see you smile, hear your laugh, or maybe just be nearby Your a angel who fell down to Earth from the heavens Here to show me what love is truly like, but I still cant believe you chose me to show this to, To love me, and teach me to love you, How is i
God's Forsaken Radio Featured Album Of The Week
That's right metalheads here we go again! This week it's Fire Up The Blades from 3 Inches Of Blood up against Into Eternity's Scattering Of Ashes. Voting begins tonight and ends Sunday March 15th at 8 p.m. eastern. So vote already!! Time to vote on the next album. Up next Metallica's Master Of Puppets is going against Slayer's Reign In Blood. Voting starts tonight and ends Sunday 8 p.m. eastern. So vote, vote, vote!!! Ok metalheads this week it's Edguy's Hellfire Club going up against Gamma Ray's Majestic. Voting begins tonight and ends Sunday February 1st at 8 p.m. eastern. Don't forget to place your votes!!
Fu Wedding
i got hurt...and what is worse is i liked him....i thought that we were friends....but now i am not sure if we can be...i feel hurt and used...he didn't mean to but he did...i want to forgive him...no wait...i do forgive him but i will NEVER forget today...i can never forget the pain i felt when i stayed waiting for him...when i thought that maybe just maybe he would show..but i gave up...i just let it all go...he didn't come he wasn't here...and it hurt...i am sorry that i over reacted but it hurt...to think that another "wedding" i was to have didn't happen...another time of getting hurt..another time to lose that little trust i had gained... how do i say that i want to be friends but i am not ready...that i want to talk to him but am worried that i will get upset...why do i feel like this why is everything moving so fast..why cant it just all slow down..why can't i be happy, why cant my life be all good nothing bad...why does everything seem to hurt me anymore why cant i win fre
Brought Over From My Oldest / First Blog
"It's the sense of touch." "What?" "Any real city, you walk, you know? You brush past people. People bump into you. In L.A., nobody touches you. We're always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss that touch so much that we crash into each other just so we can feel something." Dyin'? Boy, he can have this little life any time he wants to. Do ya hear that? Are ya hearin' it? Come on. You're welcome to it, ol' timer. Let me know you're up there. Come on. Love me, hate me, kill me, anything. Just let me know it. A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that his faithful dog had been dead for many years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. As he reached the wall, he saw a magnificent gate in the arch, and the street that led to the gate made fr
Oral Fixations!
  Petty Officer II (EOD2) Mike Monsoori, a Navy EOD Technician, was awarded the Congressional Medal of Honor posthumously for jumping on a grenade in Iraq, giving his life to save  his fellow Seal.  (Notice: Mike was not a Navy SEAL, he was EOD. He gave his life to save a group of Navy SEALS.)During Mike Monsoori's funeral in San Diego, a his coffin was being moved from the hearse to the grave site at Ft. Rosecrans National Cemetery,  SEAL's were lined up on both sides of  the pallbearers route forming a column of  two's, with the coffin moving up the center. As Mike's coffin passed, each SEAL, having removed his gold Trident from his uniform, slapped it down embedding the Trident in the wooden coffin.
My Randomness...
think i'm going for a walk now i feel a little unsteady i don't want nobody to follow me 'cept maybe you i could make you happy you know if you weren't already i could do a lot of things and i do tell you the truth i prefer the worst of you too bad you had to have a better half she's not really my type but i think you two are forever and i hate to say it but you're perfect together so fuck you and your untouchable face and fuck you for existing in the first place and who am i that i should be vying for your touch and who am i i bet you can't even tell me that much two-thirty in the morning and my gas tank will be empty soon neon sign on the horizon rubbing elbows with the moon a safe haven of sleepless where the deep fryer's always on radio is counting down the top 20 country songs and out on the porch the fly strip is waving like a flag in the wind y'know, i don't look forward to seeing you again soon you'll look like a photograph of yourself
Vampirera
Comments - Graphics - Layouts - Photobucket ''I talk to John a lot on yahoo & now that I am NOT with my RL Fianceé I am free to choose who I wish to be with. I may just take John up on his offer. After all he's asked me more than once to be with him & I'll probably go for it with him.'' Stephanie aka Vampy_Bella_DRCH. PLEASE TAKE NOTE THAT NOTHING IN CONVERSATION IS MODIFIED. I HAVE TAKEN BITS & PIECES OF THE CONVERSATION BETWEEN MYSELF & Vampy_Bella_DRCH on YAHOO. Stephanie Kirby: im sorry for getting involved but i dont think it was me personally that made him like this even when we talked as friends Stephanie Kirby: and im sub but i dont take orders well lol if u know what i mean Lilitha V: well you will have to with John cuz he WON'T have it any other way Stephanie Kirby: lol he knows i wont submitt to him nor anyone Stephanie Kirby: im a very strong willed person Lilitha V: you DON'T know him the way I know him Lilitha V: and if you think that guess again cuz he will find
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Crime Is Done
song There is so much I want to say, I'll attempt to put it in the correct way. People I've looked at or walked by, start snickering or whispering and it makes me wanna cry. The way I am now, ain't my fault anyhow. Maybe some of ya all don't see, I don't claim theres any perfection in me. No matter how I tend to ramble, it doesn't put an end to the gamble. I don't feel pity so you better not, it wasn't my time my heart didn't stop. Its been relived over and over for years, what could I have done to save the prayers and tears. I don't at all feel worth the effort, so don't waste any time on it. I love the sunset and cherish the dawn, I'm dieing so I'll be moving on. Can't say life was boring or sweet, but it was worth it rocking to every beat. I didn't really know how contentment feels, being comfortable with things every wound heals. You have a life and I'm happy, wonder why?? some or most were meant to live in happiness and fly. Just raise your glass and party on, alot of
Shakeys Domain
I WAS ONCE, BUT NOW IM NOT BECAUSE THAT CHANCE I FINALLY GOT DID NOT SEEM SO VERY HOTT AND SINCE THAT CHANCE I FINALLY GOT DID NOT SEEM SO VERY HOTT I NOW LAY HERE IN A LOT THINKING OF THAT, THAT I DON'T GOT.... I TOLD YOU IF I TOLD YOU, I LOVED YOU, YOU PROMISED, YOU DIDNT BELIEVE,MAYBE NOW YOU CAN SEE. I SAID THOSE THREE LITTLE WORDS YOU FLEW AWAY LIKE THE BIRDS, AND YOU'RE NEVER GONNA COME BACK HOME...... NOW I AM AN EAGLE FLYING HIGH, FLYING HIGH UP IN THE SKY, FLYING AROUND WONDERING WHEN I'LL DIE WHERE OH WHERE WILL I LIE SO I CAN TAKE A REST AND LET OUT A SIGH SENDING OUT TO THE WORLD MY LAST GOODBYE....... Yesterday is today and tomorrow will never be I can watch that which I can not see The sound of the unspokin words of fear  I can listen to that which I cannot hear Heartbreak and pain with no chance to heal I can sense that which I cannot feel I can even smell that which has no smell
My Life (more Personal)
I think I have finally settled on the notion that the more I try to understand how a website like this works (and the kind of people who use it) - the less I will truly get it.  Women on here ask for, beg for, command and demand respect - yet sell their naked pictures for flashy pictures on a computer screen that have 0 value in every day life. Women using fake pictures to be more appealing, and not caring that they lie to every single person that talks to them and may consider them a friend by not being real. Women say they want a nice guy that treats them well, yet the more effort you put into being nice to some of these girls, the less they pay attention to you or just ignore you altogether. They fall for the "bad boy" that tells 15 different women the same fuckin thing, and they're all dumb enough to believe he means it "just for them." Then you get those ones who had a baby with some complete fuckin turd - and makes every other man in history jump through 15,000 hoops just to pro
Something I've Written
I miss you in the morning When the world is new I know the day can bring no joy For the day brings not you I miss hearing your voice Your tender smile That sexy charm The joy of your unfailing sypmathy The world is full of more fish in the sea That is true I know but there is only one you You are all that I need I miss you in the afternoon The crowded streets seem like a desert now I walk in solitude hanging my head I miss your hand holding my own I miss you in the evening When the daylight fades away I miss your sheltering arms To comfort me from the day I try to think I'll see you yet Where the sunlight gleams Weary at least I sleep And still I miss you in my dreams After a while you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and chaining a soul And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doesn't mean security You begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts Presents are not promises You begin to accept your defeats With your head
Thoughtz
  Promises You keep giving me dates and telling me lies trying to tell me change doesn't come easy, it isn't instant. Well, I guess its me that is the problem and I can't wait because my impatience is persistent; but how much longer do you want me to sit here repeatedly and take this shit so conveniently with stride? Should I lay back while you slowly kill yourself inside, because killing yourself is like killing a part of me and I can't sit back as I wither away, so why shall I do the same when it comes to you. I ask myself over and over the same questions as I ask you, but in the end its all a conundrum, an enigma ,which answer escapes so freely like as if it was never shackled at all. What is there to do? This analytical mind is a killer, however, I don't blame it because it is my heart which fuels its passion to search for a solution and mend its broken ways. This is like an infinite torture, even though, its been so few of years. I been through hell, I've spewed some tears and m
Poems
Halcyon days of tempestuous youth, In a land bathed in summer sun, A world without care, Clothed in the protection of softest wool, Shielded from the horrors of living, Ears closed to unkind words, And inhuman acts, But later, to burst from this cocoon, Our existence of warmth, Screaming in to the dark of abhorrent evils, To sink or swim, sucked down by the fiendish nature of mankind, To swallow the foul bile of real life, Seeping in to your very soul, Contaminating this childish view, With the stench of crippled spirits, Fallen long before, only remembered by pungent memories, The soil beneath our feat sapping our will to carry on, Faces of the weak litter our path, The mud a mix of ashes and spilt blood, A quagmire to swallow you, lost forever in a struggle to be free, But in this life of terminal bondage, Of freedom only for the free, Our only consolation and ray of hope, Is, One day it will be over. The note is laid, To whom it may concern, No blame
Pittsburgh Steelers
A Poem My Good Friend Bleedingeyes Wrote For Me
to hold you. gently put my fingers on your face. brush back your beautiful black hair. gently kiss you on your sweet lips. when i look into your pure and beautiful eyes. i will say I LOVE YOU, than kiss you again. give you a big hug and whisper i want this to last forever. you have a beautiful smile. when i see your gorgeous body. i want to sweep you off your feet and make love with you all night. cuddle with you on our loveseat forever. giving you a full body massage to help relief all the stress. cuddling in bed with you. watching you sleep makes me the happiest man alive.just knowing your happy and feeling loved everyday Your skin is mine.. > > > > > > > > > > The welts from the leather branding. > > > > > > > > > > The music from your cries, pleas, and moans.. > > > > > > > > > > Draws me to the beauty of pain.. > > > > > > > > > > I can mold and twist you, > > > > > > > > > > Break and build you.. > > > > > > > > > > With every touch I am creating you, > > > > >
More Thoughts
Never meant to hurt him Didn't want to make him feel the pain But he doesn't understand Why I still hold on to others And now he's not sure Probably thinks he's nothing to me It's just so hard They say you have to hurt one to love one But I don't want to hurt him Yet can't seem to stop loving the other I never meant to hurt him Look at me, What is it that you see? A smile of happiness A life full of joy? Well step back And look deeper Its sad what people miss How much they dont want to know They claim to be a friend Think they really know you Yet dont look deep down To see whats really in your heart Nobody sees the pain Hid deep Covered with smiles And fake laughter Nobody sees the tears That fall late at night They simply see a shine You force during the day What makes one think they know me? When will they see? All they know Is what is on the outside Trying so hard to let go Not let him hurt me any more But I love him so much Wanting n
Life
I have recently met someone that I am completely stricken by.  Even though there are things goin on in my life that need work, She takes away all my problems.  My first marraige was a bust.  No biggie.  I just dusted my shoulder off and moved on. But nikki, she has opened my eyes to something I thought i had before.  Just thinking about her gives me butterflies.  She has shown me that not all women are like my ex wife.  She has given me something to live for.  A reason to keep on trucking forward.  And to finish this blog, there is only one thing i want to say   I love you nikki!!!!!!!!!!! you are my aussie angel!!!!!   Lyrics to This Fire Burns by Killswitch Engage Yeah ( screaming) Yeah All I ever wanted was destined to be fulfilled It is in my hands I must not fail and I must not fail Even through the darkest days This fire burns always This fire burns always This is the broken ground Misery begins to rise Turn away from yesterday Tomorrow is in my hand
Cool New Friends
I ask you my friends. How many of you wanted to become a Godfather and thought you wouldnt make it? This lovely young lady has that dream. She is at 1,780,995 with 296 pictures loaded with more to come. Lets help her become our newest Godfather. DJ T~ * ~pErFeCtLy UnPeRfEcT~*~Dj & Enforcer @Indian Outlaw Saloon~Sarges Bad Girl@ fubar If you do not have this sweet super funny woman on your friends list. Your missing out. If I were you I would add her and rate her pictures. Shes only short 9000 to level. Lets help her out. sweet_jennie_baby@ fubar This woman here is trying to level and returns all love in full. Shes super sweet and a great friend. Lets see if we can help her out. ~Evel Prince$$~Lips Like Morphine~
Some One Liners:
The code    Written across the wall of the cave were the following symbols: It was considered a unique find and the writings were said to be at least three thousand years old! The piece of stone was removed, brought to the museum, and archaeologists from around the world came to study the ancient symbols. They held a huge meeting after months of conferences to discuss the meaning of the markings. The President of the society pointed to first drawing and said: 'This is a woman. We can see these people held women in high esteem. You can also tell they were intelligent, as the next symbol is a donkey, so they were smart enough to have animals help them till the soil. The next drawing is a shovel, which means they had tools to help them.' Even further proof of their high intelligence is the fish which means that if a famine hit the earth and food didn't grow, they seek food from the sea. The last symbol appears to be the Star of David which means they were evidently Hebrews. The audience
Stuff And Things....
    I have nothing to say..... Apparently, this guy really really likes me... you should go and show him some love too....     http://www.fubar.com/user/2608068 he's really really special and stuff... see what i mean: Aramistan ...: BITCH COME C ME IN CINCINNATI I KICK UR AZZ THROUGH UR FACE SUGARBRITCHES->Aramistan ...: oh, wait, i know....are you trying to tell me that you are a pedophile????->Aramistan ...: wow...that's great.... did your grandma help you out witht hat one in between gum jobs?Aramistan ...: BITCH FUCK UR KID->Aramistan ...: get the fuck out of my shoutbox, cock-gobblerAramistan ...: http:... salute requirements suck...   that is all
Just Stuff.
The Peep Show Easter Auction!PLEASE! PM me with your Auction Offers! I can't make a tag without them!I'm going to hold an Easter Auction starting on March 9th, 2010, and it will end on Easter Sunday, April 4th @9 a.m.! If you want to enter, just post a blog comment on here, pm me your offers, and I'll make up the tags! I'm also having a rate contest for each entry! Whoever gets the most rates will win their choice of either a Happy Hour or a 65 Credit Bling Pack! :)Edit: If I get enough people entering, I'll throw in a 2nd Place and a 3rd Place Prize!2nd Place = Auto or Bomb, or Equal Size Bling packs!3rd Place = 1 Month VIP, or 25 Credit Bling Pack! PST! If you're not sure of what to offer, here is an example from an auction I've been in before. :) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2423423&albumid=0&i=2383509517&idx=26 So, people always have a negative view on starting over. Wether it be a new relationship, or a new job. I'm starting to think that when you have to start over, maybe
ßlÄhhh..
I live a Scarlet Life, Due to evil portrayed not by black, but by a color much more volatile. Mysterious and fragile, I live for Crimson. The Existance of sin began in the words of a bible pretending to be from the thoughts of a god That succeeded in revenge; If only people did not believe we were created in the image of him. Faith is not found through praying, but by playing.Believe in a god almighty? this is a game where the loser is bought. The decision of who is worthy of heaven, and who is not.. A set of rules and regulations, bondaged limitations, in the form of commandments- The job writers were handed! A creation of a society full of judgment; hypocrits to their own faith Purity.. a disguised lie to your own shame Hidden behind the treachery played daily, don't forget to say grace. I wear my Sin proudly- Let your sins be as white as snow, While mine will forever shine Scarlet walk ignorantly into a world you pretend to know, Forget the co
Chainmail Cave
1. Ever been compelled to fill out an asinine survey? 2. Ever tear the tag off of a mattress depsite risk of fine and/or imprisonment?3. Ever used an aeresol can other than directed (bonus cool points for as a flamethrower to kill a spider)4. Ever put in excess of 5 pringles in your mouth at once? 5. Ever been driving and kinda flinch because you dont remember part of the ride? 6. Ever sneezed in your hand, and then were immediately confronted by someone that wanted to shake? 7. What diversion did you create to get them to shake the other hand? 8. Ever been so drunk you ate all the individual components of a sandwich, but never actually made a sandwich? (ie-peice of bread, piece of meat, piece of cheese, squirt mustard in mouth)9. Not counting medical facilities or online...Whats the largest number of people that have seen you naked at once?10. What was the situation in question 9?11. Have you ever recycled a miss work excuse? And did anyone remember you already used that one? 12
Nothingness
Yeah, I had one. Cops, stolen cars, near fatal bike accidents, tacos y cerveza, sex, drugs, rock and roll. Or something like that. Partying on Sunday night, when one has to work Monday isn't advisable. I also REALLY need to stay away from drugs. They only get me into trouble. Hope everyone's Monday is good I'm smart. However cocky or arrogant that comes out, I am. I always have been. It's something that is a little alienating, at times, solely because I find it hard to relate to people on many levels. I'm also an intense person. There are only a handful of people out there that understand what I mean by this. I'm sorry they have had to experience my over zealous nature. When I find someone I can relate to, I tend to go off the deep end, not in the sense that I should be fitted in a straight-jacket, for a padded room, but I definitely overwhelm people. It's part of my inability to relate. Once I find I can relate to someone, I sort of unleash the inner me
Music Is Good For The Soul
I just saw on the scrolly thing up there that  John Frusciante from the Red Hot Chili Peppers (better, guys?) has left the group. :( I are sad. I guess he left a year ago. I'm booing this. He's amazing.   I don't care if you hate them, their music, the members..blah,blah,blah. They're one of my favorite bands and they weren't the same the last time he left. :( Sucks.   You may continue with your regularly scheduled lives. Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can?t destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn?t face a life without your l
Poetry
ALONE ©EMBER You’ve left me alone, don’t seem to care I look at the phone you’re just not there. My heart aches, loneliness is real Painful emptiness is all that I feel. I’ve tried so hard to be what you want I guess I can’t do it, I’m just a dumb cunt. I have too many issues, been hurt way too much I’ve got to stop using a man as my crutch. Left on my own to battle my demons No one left in my life that can see them Death a great vision I see behind my eyes Was all that you told me, nothing but lies? When you were around, you kept them at bay Now that you’ve moved they won’t go away Life has given you more, then I had to share The money I couldn’t come up with, no fair. Happiness is what, I wish for you A white knight isn’t real, a fantasy untrue I’ll set here and ache, learn to move on A battle I wage now that you’re gone. Pleasure By:  Ember Parted thighs tongues on
Riders On The Storm
So in january it will be my 1 yr anniversary here on fubar. Since then I've managed to make more enemies then friends so it seems. There are some people that I miss, sadly, I don't think they would want to talk to me even if I tried. I find it disturbing that people think so poorly of me, as though I were out to screw over others. I'm horrible w/ words, so its best I don't speak much, or so I've learned.   On that note I'm going to smoke and drink coffee..LOTS of coffee   My very being is slowly fading Every moment I spend awake I become more of nothing I sought a dream Why? Because you made me believe Now I stand Vacant With nothing left Shattered dreams Broken hopes You coward You have a demanding personality with an attention to detail and great powers of concentration for any given task. You can be discriminating and judgmental. Getting the job done is important to you. You have a two sided personality one sunny and one dark, the sunny side has a seductive charm that
Tutorials In Using Fubar Proficiently When New To Site
HOW TO FIND & REVIEW MY BLOG ENTRIES. You must be on THEIR ( OR MINE) PROFILE page, not YOURS, in order to do this. You won't be able to check NSFW items until you have reached a certain fubar level & are a friend -- and some other requirements?? ? ?. 1. 1/2 way down in the center is an indication "Blogs(nn)", where nn = a number indicating how many total blog entries they from among all categories. 2. Click on that & it gives you a list of blog categories. 3. These are arranged in the order from most recently changed or entered to earliest entered. 4. Click on the first blog category & it gives you a list of blog entries. 5. Click on the first blog entry name. 6. View it & make comments. There is supposed to be a way to also rate it, but I don't know how & that is not a requirement. This should get you started understanding how to find yourself around blog stuff. I HAD TO TRICK YOU TO READ ONE OF MY POEMS, WHICH IS ALSO IN "KI
My Story
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin. Its been a long day I need to sit at my desk and just close my eyes for a few. Drifting away it my mind im thinking it would be nice to go for a ride in the mountains. We are riding together to the mountains in my Escalade. The fall foliage is so pretty this time of year. We have some soft jazz
Something Is On My Mind
Greetings Neighbors: 2009 is over and I must ask, 'Can I get an amen?'. Yes, if that last statement was any indication, last year sucked 'nougie' flakes for me personally and it showed. I found myself running here and there trying to put distance between myself and the present situation I was in. You see, neighbors, we became another number of the many people who were granted the chance to own a home, but in truth, could not afford it. Therefore, we started 2009 in a rental and to keep things brief, we were never truly happy there. The other low lights of last year are as follows: Not able to spend anytime with my daughter, Tru. Trying to start a business with any knowledge of how to make a profit Taking care of my grown children with no extra income coming in. Moving back into the house left for dead only to leave it behind again Having a disagreement with my family one time too often You get the general idea. 2009 was really not much different from any other year. We all face
The Musings Of Master Devlinn (edgars F)
http://www.washingtontimes.com/news/2009/may/29/career-lawyers-overruled-on-voting-case/print/Gee if the skin colors were reversed in this story there would be riotting in the street wouldn't there.But hey there black they're the 'oppressed people' see how oppressed they really are they need to carry weapons to polling stations on election day and stand around make sure you feel the oppression!   DevlinnThe Washington TimesFriday, May 29, 2009EXCLUSIVE: Career lawyers overruled on voting caseJerry Seper (Contact)Justice Department political appointees overruled career lawyers and ended a civil complaint accusing three members of the New Black Panther Party for Self-Defense of wielding a nightstick and intimidating voters at a Philadelphia polling place last Election Day, according to documents and interviews.The incident - which gained national attention when it was captured on videotape and distributed on YouTube - had prompted the government to sue the men, saying they violated the
My Journey
Addicted To Love - Robert Palmer - Robert Palmer
Music & Poetry
In your words I find comfort, in your heart I know love. In your eyes I find serenity, in your arms I know peace. When all others have broken me, at your touch shall I be mended. When all others have forsaken you, in my soul shall you be safe. You are my brightest star, lighting my way in deepest dark. When all others have burned out, never shall you vanish from my sight. Forever. Always. Our souls shall be as one. Lie to me, tell me you love me, for just one moment make me believe Hold me closely, kiss me sweetly, and tell me you will never leave Who cares how bad I'll hurt tomorrow, if you can take my pain away? Show me life without sorrow, even if only for a day I'll leave all thoughts of her behind, it doesn't matter if it's true For on the morrow shall I find someone who lies as well as you From the day we are born, we hit the ground running, fighting a war that was never our own. Into the fray we are thrust, to rely on our cunning, paying for the sins of fathers unk
Thirsty Thursday
Poetry Not Mine
Je t'adore à l'égal de la voûte nocturne Je t'adore à l'égal de la voûte nocturne,Ô vase de tristesse, ô grande taciturne,Et t'aime d'autant plus, belle, que tu me fuis,Et que tu me parais, ornement de mes nuits,Plus ironiquement accumuler les lieuesQui séparent mes bras des immensités bleues. Je m'avance à l'attaque, et je grimpe aux assauts,Comme après un cadavre un choeur de vermisseaux,Et je chéris, ô bête implacable et cruelle!Jusqu'à cette froideur par où tu m'es plus belle! — Charles Baudelaire I Adore You as Much as the Nocturnal Vault... I adore you as much as the nocturnal vault, O vase of sadness, most taciturn one, I love you all the more because you flee from me, And because you appear, ornament of my nights, More ironically to multiply the leagues That separate my arms from the blue infinite. I advance to attack, and I climb to assault, Like a swarm of maggots after a cadaver, And I cherish, implacable and cruel beast, Even that coldness which makes you more b
Am The Carpet Man
hi to all pennsylvaina lottery players i have the sestume to the big 4 no i win and dont win i have all my tickets wear i missed buy one no all in weeks time i am willing to taech for free am trying to prove a point that it works and to healp ppl win any one interested e mail me at frkm51@aol.com  hi all i like new friends come see me on facebook and myspace ok leave me friend reguest ok am looking good lady pen pals any lonly women e mail me frkm51@aol.com frank does any one whant to join facebook look for me male bethlehem pa frkm51@aol.com  check this out www.pasands .com any one whant to chat e mail me frkm51@aol.com ill be yur pen pale on line friend just e mail me ok
Poetry
DEAD TO ME   fear me doubt me neglect me ignore me push me to the point of no return...   rise up stronger harder grinning as i see you burn...   you're dead to me in the past over done finished through...     you fear you doubt neglect ignore exactly what's inside of you...     4.29.09 fester   es mi vida     i walk alone upon this earth i walk the line inbetween love and hate... a narrow path toward the rising sun with hopes and dreams of something great...     5.5.09 fester   sleepless   no destinction no rhyme or reason... no change in time... the fault line has disolved inbetween these worlds of treason... waiting on patience to resolve this dream...     4.19.09 james c leveroni
Sensual Melting Chocklik
together     as i read ur thoughts as i picture in my head the fieldthe sweet grassjust kissed by the morning dewwe walkhand n handour worldno one in it but U n Ithe others we do not cthe others we can not hearour eyesour touchour caressits just usU n I 4 BIDDEN CHOICE      
Motorcycles And Riding
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had none.I sa
Random Shit I'll Make Songs Eventually
In my own special way, I was humming some In Flames while listening to Fingereleven on random, and totally got inspired. Very moody song, but I dig it. Trying to diversify my versing and add a little vagueness :D     I drift on this sea of trying to be braveDying as I'm waiting for the ocean to save me from the wavesEverything seems to fall apart on me as I waitAnd all I wanted, needed, bled for was to just make it okayWhen nothing is right end everything's wrong, how do you reconcile?How do you take nothing and make it all that you need?I keep trying and dying and fighting, but I can't quite figure outJust what makes right and brings light when there's nothing left of me(and I drown)Nothing left of all I could be(and I drown)I guess I'm just a waste after all(and I drown as I)I drift on this sea of trying to be braveDying as I'm waiting for the ocean to save me from the wavesEverything seems to fall apart on me, but I'll waitAll I wanted, needed, bled for was to just make it okay(a
Love And My Thoughts
going back to what we know Current mood:  happy Category: Blogging  I am guilty of this just like we all r, we go back to what we know. Ex-boyfriend, girlfriend, wife, husband, or lover. For reason we forget why the relationship ended in the first place and months or years later we decide that maybe things will be better this time, but it isnt. You get past the newest of it all, the thrill, the love lost moment and its the same old stuff it was before. Is it that we only remember the good times in our heads? Are we still holding on to that love we wish we knew or that we thought we knew? I guess its better to just let it go, because it never works out in the end. Unless you can solve the situation within a 3 three weeks of less, I would say that love has gone. Who is to say, I know I thing I'm done going back,,,,,don't think theres anyone left, ha ha I am reminded of a by line Bob "cat" Golthwieght "I lost my job the other day, well I didnt really lose it, but everytime I go there,
Random Thoughts
Boy has this been a busy week.  The weekend was fantastic...I almost did a big fat bag of nothing...and yet still accomplished a lot.  But I thought it might be a good idea for ME...to summarize what I learned this week.   Polyester stretchpants should be illegal.  No ma'am they don't look good on you.  Their wide-legged goodness didn't even work that well in 1977.  And orange doesn't look good on ANYTHING that big except a punkin...so please put them away. Voodoo donuts are gooooooood....for everything except my ass...for which they are extremely bad. Cats can make 10,000 different sounds.  Dogs can make 10.  Cats CANNOT be trusted.  They are watching us people...leading us to the salughter. Some people shouldn't breed.  It's just that simple. I hate people in Downtown Portland on bicycles.  You do NOT constantly have the right away...especially if I am on foot.  Bums, while funny, can be dangerous. I can still take a pretty good photo. I miss kissing someone over the age
Love Poems, If Not Rated They Will Be Private, Comments Are Welcome.
Waiting never states, the soul left to wait. A game of peoples fates, where never is to late. Even some of loves greats, lived through this debate. To have two full plates, can drive one irate. For time passes slow, and life leaves you dry. If love is all you know, less your life you cry.  Goes just to show, love is not a lie. It lives enough to grow, don't let it pass on by. God had made us free,  to do as we will. Also gave endless glee, over every thrill. On we go in a spree, never standing still.   Having love eternaly, never having fill.   That is how we will be,  till the day we
Questionable Intent
    I'm getting tired of this.  The needless drama that surrounds my own family.  One uncle dying, people get stressed out about it, I'm unemployed, no real hopes of college, single, and living in my parents basement.  I can honestly say that if i were to vanish, there wouldn't really be any significant difference in the lives of those who surround me.  I have no point.  The only person who seems to have a want for my presence I'm not sure I really care about anymore, and I've seen women, rare though they may be, who I truly desire, but I have no chance with.  I'm a lost soul... and i don't even know if i want to be found anymore.  My thoughts turn more often to my leaving.  No word, no notice.. just absence.  Leaving a small void in the lives of my friends and family that could just as well be filled with a new pet.      I've nowhere to go... though if I had a chance to be somewhere else I'm sure I should take it.  I've just moved around so much that all places seem the same to me.  T
Sicktanick - The Lament Configuration
Imagine for a second the affects of a toxinWith widespread panic all around people marchin'In defense of what they serve and protectBut what they serve and protect is full of lies that they disrespectImagine for a second that the people marchin'Were zombies infected with a neurotoxinDeveloped by thoseWho never seemed to opposeThey only seek to have us locked up and treated like animalsThey're hannibals, the political vandalsThe worse kind of people that you have in your scandalsThey're called humans, but I like to call them zombiesLocked inside a world lies their televisions what they watchin'Little do they know the man who stands all up on the buttonIt's just two years as a traitor for our final consumptionWhile the beast is in the sea, he's away in the bayAnd California disappears and we're left in dismayApocalypse year 2012Armageddon approaches because we're all going straight to hellApocalypse year 2012Ain't got no money, that's fine, why, cause you got a soul to sellApocalypse yea
Personal Thoughts
I have been phoned by my Social Security Disability Lawyer this afternoon and he told me that my appeal date has been set finally. It is set for Sept. 3, 2010 at 8 am not far from my home in Benton Harbor.  The lawyer told me that this judge is fair and rarely turns down the appeal when there is such preponderance of valid evidence for said disability.  His words not mine. I went on this new website for social causes and apparently, unless you post in the forums and are 20 years old and below you will be harassed and treated poorly when you post to the forums.These snotty little tweens act as if they are the only ones who have anything of value to post or learn from experience wise.  I posted to a cause regarding people who cut or brand themselves due to mental illness and was received with comments such as “I don’t understand what this has to do with anything.” Being as I am experienced in this area and the person who was attacking me in my opinion who’s social
The Horrors Of The Mind That Never Rests.
This is your one chance.... Ask a former "Cleanup Specialist" anything. DISCLAIMER: I am using the term "Cleanup Specialist" as a deliberate misdirection. For obvious reasons, I will not name the official title, which agency I reported to, classified or detailed intel of work performed, etc.)I was one of the guys tasked with some of the things our government doesn't like to speak publicly about. "Cleanup Specialists" do both on-field and off-field work.   On-field work consists of the down-and-dirty shit no one really likes to do and no one in our government will admit to doing: Collecting/burning evidence, dissolving corpses, "enhanced interrogation" of suspected terrorists and similar duties..   Off-field is generally more stressful, but not as difficult: Conducting misleading interviews, misdirection of press and reporters as well as the occasional bribe/disappearing.     We don't like to have to kill United States citizens, but it's an occasional necessity. We're also given cle
Poems By The Drunken And Insane.
As i drown in the beer..my heart swimming around me..the smoke rises from my cigarette..tired of regret..spend my time..trying to forget..a part at a time..i'll soon forget..and with that said..put it on my tab..may i passout..and fallout of depression..whenever..whoever..i say..buy me a drink..and say hello..to my cold shoulder..that foul feeling..heartbreak..in deniel..so my style..may come as a shock..its the beer talking..long drags..smoke rings..im a product..of my enviroment..suicides and lovenotes..such is the getaway..lovers failures..give em a shot..and see if that dont bring you out..of that shell of lonelyness..and regret..try to forget..the pains of yesterday..and sit by me at the bar..im never to far..share a cigarette..and just let what has been..be..cant you see..the broken shells around..all parked at the bar..pick up a mug..and and let the time pass..drink others under table..till your disabled..and get up tomorrow..with a hangover..maybe even another..person sleeping
Pakistan...for Curry And Country
So today's dilemma is, how to get a hold of US taxpayer dollars...to buy a bull...to sacrifice.  No shit.  As it stands, we're dropping 600 bones of our own money to do this.  Basically as a traditional gift to the needy, in this case, the Pakistani cops how risk their lives to protect us, for the the equivalent of $36 a month. Still, I can't believe my life sometimes.   So Urdu is apparently as dependant on English vocabulary as Mexican Spanglish.   I found this rather amusing.  Especially since Pakistanis write English phoenetically, with a Pakistani accent.  So things like "duty roster"  become "duty roaster."  I'm actually trying to learn Pashto, which is a retarded language with 5 different characters for our letter Z. So my friend Charles had to fix two toilets in one of our offices.  They were western style.  The Paki workers broke them by standing on the toilet seats to squat shit.  Great place, really. I'm going to miss my friend Phil, and his inappropriate comments.  Cal
Capricorn/cancer Signs
    Cancer with CapricornWhen Cancer and Capricorn make a love match, it's a celestial pairing of great tenacity and determination. Capricorn, the Sea Goat, is focused on logic, on being down-to-earth and real; Cancer brings a charge of emotional intensity to the relationship. Both hold one another to high standards tempered by an abiding mutual respect. In a Capricorn mate, Cancer finds dedication, and in return Capricorn comes to love Cancer's persistence. These two Signs from opposite sides of the Zodiac can come together to create a very successful and secure connection. If you can give a Cancer emotional commitment and security, a loving home and some care for children, you have a better chance of getting their love and affection. If you can give a Capricorn respect, status, power, and authority then you have a better chance of getting their love and affection. Getting down and dirty with the old Goat, gives a natural high that can take you to the top of the mountain. Yo
Disturbed Songs
The indulgence of our lives has cast a shadow on our world.Our devotion to our appetites betrayed us all.An apocalyptic plight.More destruction will unfold.Mother Earth will show her darker side and take her toll.It's just another way to die.There can be another reason why.You know we should have seen it coming.Consequences we cannot deny will be revealed in time.Glaciers melt as we pollute the sky.A sign of devastation coming.We don't need another way to die.Can we repent in time?The Time bomb is ticking and no one is listening.Our future is fading.Is there any hope we'll survive?Still, we ravage the world that we love.And the millions cry out to be saved.Our endless maniacal appetite.Left us with another way to die.It's just another way to die.Can we repent in time?Greed and hunger led to our demise.A path I can't believe we followed.Black agenda's rooted in a lie.Will we repent in time?Species fall before our very eyes.A world that they cannot survive in left them with another way t
Recipes - Yum!
Awwww.. This one is darling and the kids LOVE to make them ~ and eat them! Plus it takes a little time, to prepare. A great indoor project on bad-weather days! 1/2 Cup peanut butter 1/2 Cup honey 1/2 Cup powdered sugar 1/2 Tsp vanilla extract Milk Chocolate Morsels 1/4 cup sweet cocoa   Peanut butter and honey should begin at room temperature. In a small bowl, mix together the peanut butter, honey and vanilla extract until all ingredients are blended and smooth. Add the powdered sugar a little bit at a time until all the ingredients are blended and smooth. Chill in the refrigerator approxmiately 30 minutes or until the dough has slightly stiffened. Place sweetened cocoa in a small bowl. Next, using a teaspoon, scoop a spoonful of dough, and place 2 or 3 milk chocolate morsels in the center, and then roll into a ball. Drop the ball of dough into the bowl of cocoa, and roll it around until it is completely coated to form the "truffle." Place the truffles on a plate, and place i
Personal Stuff
Ok... so this is embarrassing but funny so I'm gonna share it anyway. Figured if I can laugh at myself, you all might as well too. Wednesday I noticed that my black pullover was covered in dog hair on the front so being out of those sticky rollers you'd normally use I grabbed the vacuum cleaner. I attached the hand held upholsery tool with the spinning brush thinking... well it IS made for removing dog hair from furniture. Yeah... so... I proceed to vacuum the front of my shirt while still wearing it.   Well it worked great, the dog hair was all but gone .... when suddenly my OWN hair got caught in the upholsery tool's spin brush. And I know what you're thinking... ouccchhhh.... well... no... THAT part actually didn't hurt. But when the upholsery tool quickly shot UP my hair and hit me in the mouth, splitting the inside of my bottom lip open so that I actually required stitches... well THAT did hurt. Yeah... How many people you know can actually injure themselves removing dog hair f
Past Pages
  pleonasm (PLEE-uh-naz-uhm), noun;  the use of more words than are necessary to express an ideaAwkward complexities create necessities, and like Don Quixote twisted on peyote, my windmills are not giants but rather vibrant forests, and only I can see the trees.   And the trees equally see me.  Pine trees with Oakley sunglasses secreting sap like springtime molasses; oak trees dressed in their Sunday best, blessed to have rigidity, and yet they crack under stress; and the pretty willows, a forest's pillows, peeping between cascading limbs, weeping as the summer's light dims.  There are others, always others, watching and waiting for their chance to be defined by another poetic line, a woody plant in metered rhyme.  Perhaps their time will come.But I am Don Quixote, and I am armed.And delusional.Summertime.  I ease into my sun warmed lawn chair like a pat of butter melting down the side of a brown leather saddle after a long hot ride.  Several younger than old women (although nubile in
Touch Of Asian Style
Chinese martial arts, known in Mandarin as wushu (traditional Chinese: 武術; simplified Chinese: 武术; pinyin: wǔshù) and popularly as kungfu (Chinese: 功夫 pinyin: gōngfū), consist of a number of fighting styles that were developed over the centuries. Those fighting styles can be classified according to common themes that are identified as "families" (家, jiā), "sects" (派, pai) or "schools" (門, men) of martial arts. Example of themes are physical exercises that mimic movements from animals or a history and training method that gather inspiration from various Chinese philosophies, myths and legends. Some styles focus on the the harnessing of qi and are labeled internal (内家拳), while others concentrate on improving muscle and cardiovascular fitness and are labeled external (外家拳). Geographical association, as in northern (北拳) and southern (南拳),
Quotes
Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway. Ideas don't stay in some minds very long because they don't like solitary confinement. Constantly choosing the lesser of two evils is still choosing evil. - Jerry Garcia
Thoughts (works In Progress)
  1. Do not ask for what you can not take. Anything worth having will not just be giving freely. Ever. Everything has a price. 2.Being virtuous is overrated. It’s a sinner’s world. Having virtue while a lofty idea is a fools game. 3.People lie. Even by omission. 4.Do not want. Wanting can lead down the road to despair. If it is something you want try to do without. If you can not than it’s a need and that is a whole other case of worms.  5. Be careful of who or what you need. To need something or someone is to give control to some out side force. Don’t. 6. Remain in control. You control your fate and your destiny. Do not get side tracked by petty wants and diminishing needs. 7. Accept the truth about yourself. Do not live in self denial or have false hope. Try not to hope. Nothing hoped for is guaranteed. 8. Patience is a virtue worth subscribing to. Some things are worth waiting for 9. Look for the truth within The answers can be found in t
I Blog Your Face.
Most of my friends on here know I have a...weird education. I spent most of graduate school synthesizing what I had learned while obtaining my BAs in Anthropology and Religious Studies into a fascination bordering on obsession with the connection between burial practices, artifacts, the historical record and popular culture. As a result, I've written some very interesting studies on the human condition. I thought I'd give a sampling of some of my subject matter. It's good for an lol, if nothing else. Master's Thesis: Anthro: "Venus is a Doll, Mary is a Whore: How Feminine Iconography in the Artifact and Bone Records Has Influenced Modern Popular Conceptions of Woman, Witch, and Goddess" Religious Studies (unfinished): "Pagan Celebrities, the Diabolical Witch, and Burning Stereotypes at the Stake" Graduate School Highlights: " 'Daughters, Use Your Consciousness To Rise Up in the Earth': 19th Century Feminism in Christian Science and the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints."
Poetry
I didn't want to let you into my heart, but somehow you snaked your way in. now like a bolt of lightening you are gone. You claim that I wasn't trying as hard, but I was you just couldn't see. The hell and the torture I went through because I wanted to be with you, you will never know. Now you have a new woman, a new life, and I honestly hope that you are happy because that is all I have ever wanted for you. At least you don't have to deal with my hurt, with my pain, knowing that yet another has stomped where no one should ever stomp. You claimed that you would never hurt me, never let me down. But you did, you changed and not for the better. You promised me the world and on a silver platter, I believed you, my heart told me I had to, but my head told me not to. I should have listened to my head because at least then I wouldn't be where I am today. I might actually be happy and be with someone that wanted to be with me. You say you are sorry, but I know that you
Sight Beyond Sight
Avalanches rolling through my skull, destroying my pure thoughts, corroding my ideas, blending both sides of my thought process so that all is obscured and intertwined. No longet recognizable my soul cries out in anguish , searching for a beacon to guide it from the self-destruction it seeks. Listen for the bellowing sound my soul cannot ommit, resonating so far its deluded by space and time. See what evils are hidden from your simplistic sight, and feel the pain burdened on my shoulders for an eternity, yet I am oblivious to the pain. Suspended in an unescapable cage deep within my mind, only able to peer outward as if watching someone else act in my stead, yearning to once more be able to control my body. Silenced I am at every sound uttered from my pitiful lungs, suffocated by unrelenting assailants, and betrayed in so many ways it has become a familiarity. Denied the individuality I have sought out for so many years, cast aside as if all I have done was worht less than nothing, as
Random Crap
We've all gotten scam e-mails from that Nigerian Prince, but I was cleaning out my spam folder in gmail when I saw this little gem:   from: MINISTRY OF FINANCE subject: SCAM VICTIMS COMPENSATIONS PAYMENTS 2011 reply-to: petersonmoore@secretarias.com   MINISTRY OF FINANCE SCAM VICTIMS COMPENSATIONS PAYMENTS 2011. SIR/MADAM, SCAMMED VICTIM/ $500,000 BENEFICIARIES. REF/PAYMENTS CODE: CF&SC/02354 $500,000 USD. This is to bring to your notice that we are delegated from the UNITED NATIONS in Central Bank in conjunction with the WORLD BANK GROUP OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA to pay you victims of scam $500,000 USD (Five Hundred Thousand Dollars).You are listed and approved for this payment as one of thescammed victims to be paid this amount, get back to this office as soon as possible for the immediate payments of your $500,000 USD compensations funds. 1. Full Name:............2. Residential Address:..3. Phone Number:.........4. Sex: .................5. Age ..................6. O
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Fubar is fun!  I have stayed mostly in the mumms of late, but perhaps I rub people the wrong way, too damn bad.  I flirt, I am a man, I rate and collect photos, and comment on other people's, beyond that I have made some friends. I am sorry I may have pissed off some people on my take of Christianity and Atheism.  I am sorry for the words, but not for the sentiment! Is Ohio, California, or Florida the state with the most idiots on fubar?  Or are there other regions and nations that carry that distinction?  A. Ohio B. California C. Florida D. Other  E. Who really cares, we can make fun of idiots from everywhere.
Story I Wrote Between 2008 To Now
i meet you at the hotel. we get the key. walk to the room. get inside. all without a word.once inside still we havent spoken and the door shut we inbrace for the first time. coats, shirts pants, shoes..they all go across the room as we are moving to the bed..you push me to the bed and stop. you face hovering above me.you stair at me, looking down over by body and up again.i became a little nervious thinking you did not like what you seen but at that moment you kissed me with gentle passion witch lasted it seems forever.then you stoped and asked if i like that. i replied ,yes baby i need that..and now can i have your hott self in me? i pull your face closer anf kiss your lips and nibblin in the bottom lip. my god how i could eat you alive. you say to me as i kiss you that i cannot have you in me untill i taste you first to see if it is the right flavor. i smile and give you a little puch to the side and you land on the bed. i quickly pounce on you kissing your lips licking your nec
Poetry And Writing
Heavenly Glow I will see you tommorow putting away my sorrows and saying Goodbye to this Life, and time Oh, how fast time goes while the sun shines today It seems like yesterday I saw the glow, on my face and saw the season's change Like the year's changed me Wish you were here Heavenly glow I will see you tommorow just as I did yesterday I'll see you glow, on my face, on my skin Heavenly Glow It's good to see  you again.
Why The Abuse
About 4 years back I was living in a homeless shelter, some say it's the worst place you can be! I have to agree to that but at the same time you learn alot about who you are while you are there..I learned a great deal about me and well weather anyone reads this or not I know I was able to talk about it and feel better about myself. I was there for 6 months no friends no family in a state where I was all to new to. Every day we had chores to do which was ok it helped them out. Every morning we had different classes we went to, but the one that I enjoyed the most was one that was done by a man named Jerry. There was many things we talked about one that stayed with me the most was that though with a life of pain he helped me to see that the pain that was inflicted on me was never my fault..NO ONE ever asked for some pain to be put on them..The one thing he helped me see was I needed to forgive myself cause all my life I had blamed myself for that pain when in all it was not to forgive th
Yammer
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Assorted Dribble
Justice in the court room "Did that little girl get justice? Not by a long shot..." I want to start off by saying this, I feel that Casey Anthony should get some considerable prison time for not reporting her child missing (I'm talking about decades). I am pretty sure there is a large percentage of people out there who are outraged over the not guilty verdict in the Casey Anthony murder case, yes, she lied and she partied at a time when she should have been doing anything but and many of you would like to see her life taken from her and more than likely would do it yourself if you could get your hands on her. You have a right to feel pain and to turn that pain to anger. I too am very outraged over what happened to Caylee, I truly am. I believe the mother did some terrible wrongs. I am not saying the mother did or did not do the crime because I honestly don't know. Casey Anthony did some stupid sh*t and told some lies but the truth of the matter is this, no evidence was ever present
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My Poems
Iam so broken and tornMy heart is bruised and wornI tell myself everyday things will changeInside me thoughts so strangeI'm good at not letting you know my painI just want to die over and over agianI will not be missedTrust me I'm so convincedMy friends rather walkawayEven tho gasping for air I beg them to stayI don't see this getting any betterI guess this is my suicide letterI'm sorry to have disappointed youI'm sorry but this time I will follow throughThere's no helping someone so like meIt's in your best interest to close your heart so my pain you dont have to seeIt will only hurt for a lil whileHoping that when I'm gone I can find my smileTell my babies I love them soI'm sorry it's now time for me to go.....
New Poems I Think Lmao
Her smile no longer angelic,Now her true thoughts were known.As I picked her up from the airport,And rushed her to my home. Barely in the door,Now our eyes had deeply met.Long deep hard kisses,Passionate and wet. Hands began exploring bodies,Unfamiliar to each others touch.Body heat rising to new heights,Tempratures now way to much. Onto the bed she went,Her clothes vanshed from her.She reached for my pants,And things became a blur. Her tongue laced around my shaft,Her hand soft even stokes.Soft purrs and moans drifted,No words now were spoke. Her eyes looked up to me,Her legs spread open slowly.She wanted more now,And that more to come from me. She continued her craft,As I played and softly licked.Soon drops of moisture eased,From my cock and her clit. Soft moans now louder,As excitement began to rise. To make her eyes smile forever,A goal close to my heart.Whether I hold your smile close to me,Or if we're an ocean apart.Your happiness is now my world,For your heart,there for e
Ramblings From A Dark Soul
Shadow Dancer   I lingered in the shadows, Far from the pulsing lights, My thoughts and peace to gather In the welcoming quiet of night.   Above a black tapestry of starlit silk, Wrapped in ghostly moon glow, I settled in to smoke and ponder All the things I didn’t know.   I looked up and found her before me - I had not heard her draw near. For all my scars and hard countenance She looked at me without fear.   Something glittered behind her eyes, A light that in mine had fled, And a soft smile rested on her face, Still watching me without dread.   I was bewildered, caught off guard; She’d found my secret place. Protests, flight, some action to take All faded in the light of her gaze.   She smiled warmly and turned away, Gave me a another glance, And in a clearing lit by stars, This mystery began to dance.   Words are my life but they fail To describe that shadowy scene, There was anguish, longing and hope there, And all the emotions in bet
My Creations Blog
creation I did for Kori Kitten Out of bounds creation effects I did *If you want one done of one of your pictures. Feel free to inquire within* 1. 2. 3. 3d Anaglyph *3d red/blue glasses require for this one to see the full extent of effect. 3d pop out effect I did with perspective.
Being
Okay, I have kept this to myself but now I can't...   Gona get a lil political here but if you continue to read you'll see why.   I am and forever will be a Constitutional Conservative...IE I'm a Reaganite! This means I believe that what the founding fathers wrote inside our Constitution is NOT then, not now and will never be up for debate. It is NOT a living document and cannot be changed for any reason! I also believed in Ronald Reagan when he was president and still believe that Capitolism is the very best for this country, America!  That Trickle Down Economics worked.  But that's not what this is about   America is going to the polls a week from tomorrow. This is what I want you to do... Take this next week, study the candidates in your district, find out what they are about, find out if they are right for you and for America. The Unemployment rate in this country is sky high, people are loosing thier homes, thier lively hood, they are loosing themselves in this economic
Word Vomit
i've changed my top fam... the people in my tops have me in theirs... so before you come to me with hurt feelings that i've taken you out of tops and/or out of my family completely, please spare me the bitch fit. i'm not trying to insult you, i also don't want anyone gauging our friendship based on where the fuck i have you in my list. but if you don't have tops and i've kept you in mine for however long, then, i'm sorry but i'm doing what i want with my page and my tops. i just know how people can be about where they sit in a list and this is my warning, bitch and be deleted and blocked completely. i don't wanna fuckin hear it cuz i sure as shit don't say a fucking word to you.  THANKS have a nice day. i'm not typically the type of person to choose sides when my friends have misunderstandings, cuz they certainly don't take sides when i'm the one in a mess. my neutrality is my scapegoat from drama, but in that sense its like -wow Lu, do you value you friendships enough to make a d
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Headline Of The Day
Dolphins Save Dog From Watery Death from msnbc.com http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/41783539     A cool and happy headline for today...if you like dogs and dolphins. from the story - Turbo might be a bullet on land, but the 11-year-old Doberman was a lame duck in the water until he was saved by two unlikely heros - curious dolphins. The flippery rescue rangers were drawn to their usually land-dwelling mammal relative after the dog somehow became stranded in the waters off Marco Island, NBC 2 reported. Cindy Burnett, Turbo's owner, said the dog got out of the yard Sunday night but she couldn't find it. He was found Monday afternoon in a canal by a neighbor drawn to the struggling dog by the splashing of two dolphins around it. Naked Man Battles Police Robot from cnn.com       take that battle bots  Porn queen Jenna Jameson pleads guilty to DUI   I wonder what she blew.
Past Blogs
    I've been a metal fan for a while.  Metallica, Megadeth, Black Sabbath, Zakk Wylde, too many more to list.  So as a fan I look for new music to see where the genera is heading.  I'm sick of it.  So lets go over some rules for the brain dead, junkie, logicaly impared, inebriated simian miscreants that think they know whats what.    1.  A band does NOT kick ass because they talk about violence.  There needs to be musical talent behind it and meaning behind the violence.  Talking about slaughtering people just for shits and giggles doesn't make you kick ass... it makes you a sociopathic loser who can't deal with your problems.  2.  FAST isn't the same as GOOD.  Lots of bands play really fast... but they use basic power cords and the solo's are mind numbingly dull.  Fast is only impressive if its more complicated than three cords.  (drummers being the plausable exception to this rule.) 3. Drug use, doesn't make you cool, talented or badass.... The crap you've been through in life d
Fubar
im collecting pink ribbons... im making tags for everyone that sends me 1 ribbon. ill salute anyone that sends me 6 pink ribbons and if you send me 50 pink ribbons i will make you a NSFW salute i will also be giving every 50th ribbon i get an almost NSFW salute SEND A RIBBON TODAY!!!   my goal is 1000 pink ribbons!   403/1000 97 more pink ribbons and ill be half way THANK YOU for all the support YOU GUYS ROCK!!! how is my "real" life relevant to you?after being married and having children...owning my own business, home and my 3 vehicles...i can do/spend whatever the fuck i want on Fubar!aslong as i stay within the TOS :D   if you'r worried about someone check yourself first! *tosses in my coin* I wish...Fubar would award members for their long term commitment to this site..maybe reajust the achievements points on the yearly anniversary achievements?1 yr = 25 points, 2 yrs =50 3 yrs = 100 4 yrs =200 and so on?ORmaybe a special, activatable bling awarded each yr for our c
Me
  Im happy, Its raining but at the same time Im sad. People are dying all around me  but its not all that bad. Im happy, Its raining this weather makes me smile. Denzel R. Griffin is Suicidal but my family makes living worth while. Im happy, Its raining It makes me want to  run. Crash into another human in need and give them compassion just for fun. Im happy, Its raining
My Writings
                                                                               I Believe Again   Trust, a word that doesn't have meaning to many people Honor, a word that many have no clue what it means Faith, a word that I have no perception of anymore Love, a word that is just that to many people.   You have helped me believe that I may be able to believe in these words again All I know is before you came along I was not me I didn't know who I was or what to do to find out who I was Then you came along.   You the one who can make me laugh at the drop of a hat  No matter how I am feeling you make me feel better I can't wait to talk to you everyday I can't wait to see you now.   I think I am in love with you I just have to make sure before I say it But when I think about you all can do is smile like I have some great secret I can only hope you feel the same way You say your gettin there so get there already....   Life is funny and I know that if it weren't for you
Poetry Readings
We've lost so many ligthers.More lighters than cigarettes.We've broken so many bottles.More bottles than alcohol.So, here we go again.Look over the past year--Feel accomplished yet?Friends, family, loves,Always and forever.Never again.Here's to never forgetting what makes us who we are.Here's to coping with pain and growing up.Here's to looking at each year and knowing what its taught us.We've lost so many lighters.More lighters than cigarettes.We've broken so many bottles.More bottles than alcohol.So, here we go again.Smile at yourself--Feel beautiful yet?Laughter, happiness, perfect,Always and forever.Never again.Here's to standing up straight instead of lying back down.Here's to facing the day where everything matters.Here's to und
My Blog
Hello all, I thought I would take a little opportunity to expand on the "about me" & "interests" section of my main profile. I am a professional investigator, what's the difference you might ask?  That means I am not a public servant, at least in the literal sense.  I spent over 20 years of my life in law enforcement, all in Florida.  I started at a civilian employee in community relations while in high school.  I was deployed to the rooftop of the Police Department in Gainesville Florida, during the 1968 riots for both the MLK Assassination, and the Anti-Vietnam protests at the University.  The purpose?  To monitor the street, and to provide intelligence on movement. To say the least, I embarked on a most interesting career.  I served from the floor up, as a civilian, then after completing the Academy ( I didn't attend the ceremony, I was already on the Street) first served in Uniform and rose through the ranks from "Slick Sleeve Pinger" to Sergeant, Lieutenant, Division Commander,
Fubar Battle Of The Bands Unofficial But Official Blog!
Most people came to fubar because we are different than any place on the internet. Since day one we pride ourselves on REAL people behind the profiles. Let's face it, any old man or lady can pretend to be a young hottie and that is kind of gross. The salute is your drivers license on fubar. It proves you are real. It also humanizes your band.  The salute is not very hard to do. This is the official How to make a salute link www.fubar.com/bible.php#make_salute. HGK was the first band to listen to me about salutes. They made this salute and did a video broadcast and a member liked them so much she tattooed their band name on her arm.    Mr And Mrs Sinfully Shadow@ fubar She tatted their band name on her arm. Now thats love!   This is an example of how salutes can work towards your advantage. Hard 2 Handle Im Not Mean Im Real@ fubar Hard2Handle is our top legend on the site. This means she has the most fans. She has been hottest user before and held that title for over a year
Your Gone
Somewhere there should be for all The world to see a statue of a fool made of stone An image of a man who let love slip through his hands And then just let him stand there all alone And there on his face a gold tear should be placed To honor the million tears he's cried And the hurt in his eyes would show so everyone would know Concealed is a broken heart inside And the hurt in his eyes would show so everyone would know Concealed is a broken heart inside So build a statue and oh build it high so that all can see Then inscribe the world's greatest fool and name it after me / Am I blind ? Why can I no longer see? The light is what I used to embrace. Is it because you left me? Is that why i cant see? The dark is where i now sit, because it comforts me. One million questions plauge my mind. How could the ones you pledged to love forever, you now leave behind?  Where are our answers? The children have questions too! No an
Push
Hey girl, I'm not saying that I wouldn't, but i'm not saying I would, I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good. See the thing is I'm still a friend, and your long distance that blows like the wind. So lets sit back and think about it cause bad luck may be down with it, and I can't shovel it. So lets take this one step at a time, because my life is mine. So if you wanna come through, just do what you do. Keep telling me what you want and I will make it come true. Cus I'm not saying I wouldn't but I'm not saying I would. I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good. See the thing is a couple days don't lie, your too pretty and I'm too fly. So keep your phone line open everytime I call, you keep it real I'll keep it raw, cus I'm too strong to stand back and fall. So lets see what tomarrow may bring, as I sit here and wait for your ring. So if you wanna do this right, you can call me tonight. Cus baby, I'm not saying that I wouldn't but I'm not saying that I w
The Deep Pit
The thigns i didn't believe have tourted me for many years who was to think that i could be so blind, to the systematic crash of the darkness in my world the apolypise has begun in my soul.....   Black skies hang over my head another moment i could be dead looking through the vail  thats cracked i probaly shouldn't think back darknes wraped around a broken soul this world has turned him cold rooted in the a darkness he cannot surivive he won't make it in time   DARKNESS IS GRIPPING WRENCHING ITS TWISTING GRASPING HIS HEART BRAKING IT INSIDE AND I CAN'T FIND A REASON WHY NO HOPE FROM EITHER SIDE THE LIGHT BETRAYS THE DARKNESS IS THE ONLY THING THAT STAYS!!   NOW HE RUNS AWAY FROM THE  PAIN TRYING TO SO HARD TO GET AWAY NO HOPE WILL EVER SAVE HIS LIFE THE END IS COMING ON SIDE!   i can't breath i won't see the sun agian arising on the bridge the ending comes i can't see a way nothing will remai the same WHEN DARKNESS GRIPS IT'S HAND AND TWISTS THE L
We All Have Felt Em
they dedicate lil sections for there lady on their page ..i find it so endearing. How come you have enough time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already is. You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it. Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea what so ever. The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them. I love him but I cannot show it, want him but he cannot know it, need him but I know it'll never be, if only he needed me. I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind. I wonder, what I could Do or say to make him like me. I wonder, what o
The Final Stage (chapter Ii)
I'll never be.what you want me to be...i cannot..give you what you need now in the 11th hour i watch it fall away the minutes the seconds...disapear till   RAGE...CONSUMES ME IN EVERY SENSE IM SORRY FOR..NOT SAVING YOU... PAIN...IS THIS WHY I'M ALIVE IS THIS WHY I'M HERE WHEN..EVERYONE ELSE DIED....   My conclusions have betrayed my thoughts my intelgince was the reason i was caught posting stragems together line by line until they fall into place...which is nothing but a trap THESE STRATAGEMS I CONCLUDE IN MY HEAD HAVE BROKEN IN ME BROKEN IN ME... MY CONCLUSIONS HAVE FULLED ALL ILLUSIONS UNTIL I HAVE REACHED MY DESTINATION I HAVE REACHED MY DESTINATION   RAGE! CONSUMES ME I EVERY SENSE IM SORRY FOR...NOT SAVING YOU! PAIN? IS THIS WHY IM ALIVE IS THIS WHY IM HERE WHEN EVERYONE ELSE HAS DIED   11th hour counting down over my head losing fractions upon fractions of deduced reason! 11th hour ticking beating in my heart this is the pit this is the stage for the final c
Down The Rabbit Hole
You just want me 'cause you can't have me, Like a starshine you cannot touch, Or a wave of a storming swiftly, Dark and secret and chilling sea, Or a fistful of ashes, drifting, Dreamlike, shadowlike, 'tween your fingers, Just a thought that, for heartbeat, Lingers In the recess of fickle mind, To be changed or replaced in kind.     You imagine me to be perfect, Yet I drasticly lack perfection, And you fail to make connection: I've no patience nor emotion To respond to erratic longing - For it barely masks your fear Of a child left all alone, Looking desolately for a home, And all-comforting sense of belonging With a mother who holds you near.     I've got news for you, my sweet darling, I'm not playing at hard to get, Just don't care to have regrets And've no use for another child, For I've lost at this game before: Love until it explodes in anguish Of an argument every week, Screaming till you're feeling weak, -- While murderous yawning boredom Takes
C G's Thoughts
07/04/2012 @ 05:07 am   Born in November of 1982. A few weeks after my birth my father's mother (my grandmother passed). I was the only grandchild she knew about when she was alive. Time passed and here came middle school. 1st Friday of the school year, I trip over a curb and fracture my left hip. Ok its the pelvic bone at the hip joint. I was on crutches for 13 weeks. I was off crutches for 2 weeks when some friends and I were playing around and I tripped on my friend landed on my right ankle. Sprained my ankle and was on crutches another 8 weeks. over the years I will have many injuries. The summer of 1997 changed me. I had 2 best friends who were twins 4 years older then myself. July 24th, 1997 we lost my best friends parents to a head on crash with a drunk driver. August 14th, 1997 I watched my best friend (Kev) get murdered saving me from a psycho who wanted to date me and wouldn't take no for an answer. the end of August 1997 princess Di died in a car crash. There was more loss
Working4results
My brother has a girlfriend that he escorts around like he is all about her. He does stuff for her and leads everyone to believe he is with her, however, he seems to want to be elsewhere. I have not had a girlfriend for over 7 years, if I had someone that would follow me around like a puppy, I would get the biggest ring, so I could have the ball and chain. The ball and chain is not bad, is it, especially if you have fun, right? I am so confused. I think that I will be a Kung-Fu monk, lol.  If you buy a bag of Starbucks coffee from the grocery store and then finish the bag you can then take the bag into the retail store and recieve a free cup of coffee. The bags are marked with a small tag near the front of the bag and it will direct you to the side of the bag which will explain the customer royalty/ loyalty program. working4results.biz
Toxic Tina's Spill
Up at night ' lost and lonely, looking for the way to go. There you are ..  Where ? Did you come from? I do not know , Stay, Stay, Here with me . WALK , walk slowly.... Take me away. Save me , Save me from the lies , How I loved them so . I can see the light . It blinds me . I  can't ! I won't ! I am so afraid .
Yep
I'm sick and tired of hearing all about my lifeFrom other bitches with all of your liesWrapped up so tight, so maybe you should shut your mouthShut your fucking mouth Honestly, I think it's kinda funny thatYou waste your breath talking about meGot me feeling kinda special reallyThis is what you're all about I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick,it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you’re always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh,even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you’re not around, and the fact that you didn’t call. But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, not even close…not even a little bit… not even at all. Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay aw
Doors Song
“The secret source of humor is not joy but sorrow; there is no humor in heaven.” ― Mark Twain   people always complain i have a sick/horrible/tasteless sense of humour.... truth is... the world is a really messed up place... a lot more messed up than most of you would ever want to know about.. if you actually understand where i'm coming from... all the stuff i say would seem quite fitting :)     Chase Burt Hmm not really we are all thinking the same thing Thursday at 8:28pm · Like Dustin Nouansiri I'd shoot him. Also, we need you back at drill, we are doing gunnery test next month and the 50 cal is part of it. Thursday at 8:29pm · Like Scott Mitchell when is the next drill? Thursday at 8:44pm · 
Poetry And Stories
yes my big girl lover I know you are shy reluctant to undress in front of my hungry eyes and lustful tongue; please don't be ashamed of your size; your size to me is a plus; I love your round, firm and fully packed hips and sexy butt...wow! Those giant melons that require extra space are total turn-ons for me; I can't wait to suck on those eraser stiff nipples; spread your big oak thighs my treasure of pure woman; let me search in your silk forest for the your hungry pussy and take you on a trip that only big women can take:    B-I-G stands for:      B-eautiful      I-nticing      G-oddess who has forgotten more about pleasuring than most will ever know. Just because I like to spank or my cock that I yank You call me a Horny Devil?   Just because I've looked at porn you narrow your eyes and scorn and call me a Horny Devil?   Well just remember this my dear you get horny when you drink beer then who's the Horny Devil?   Do you recall the pool tabl
Find Cheap Shoes
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Brandi
The best of me: Our lives are upside-down, twisted and torn. Pain running so deep through our veins. I just wanted you to know right now, that You have always had the best of me. Honesty is the knife that will heal us. Suffering the narrow road we must take. Loving me has never been more difficult. I know the healing seems so far away... I wonder will you leave for what I did. Aching tears and indescribable regret. No prayer suffices to ease this fear.  I long for you to stay here. No more betrayal, no matter the circumstance. I want only you to have all of me. You truly are the best of everything. You really always have been, you will always be. To: Brandi Love Always: Erica   "I'll Be" The strands in your eyes that color them wonderfulStop me and steal my breath.And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the skyNever revealing their depth.Tell me that we belong together,Dress it up with the trappings of love.I'll be captivated,I'll hang from your lips,Instead of the gallows
Favorite Songs
Vampira Night. Follows me when you're gone.And now... how am I to carry on?But into the night......into the darknessI must be strong, carring on.Night, follows me when you leaveAnd tonight, my mind is under siegeSo into the night......into the darkness.Unto the morn, carrying on...Hate as your co-conspirerHe'll set your soul on fireHate, make the flame get higherKneel for me now...VAMPIRA!!!GO !!!HEY, HEY !!!Night, follows me when you leaveWith the sights, and the sounds you'd not believe.So into the night.Into the darkness
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Jokes
  You are driving in a car at a constant speed.  On your left side is a valley and on your right side is a fire engine traveling at the same speed as you.    In front of you is a galloping pig which is the same size as your car and you cannot overtake it.  Behind you is a  helicopter flying at ground level.  Both the giant pig and the helicopter are also traveling at the same speed as you.   What must you do to safely get out of this highly dangerous situation? Answer:Get off the children's carousel and, next time, don't drink so much!!!   A lady about 8 months pregnant got on a bus and she noticed the man opposite her was smiling at her. She immediately moved to another seat. This time the smile turned into a grin, so she moved again. The man seemed more amused. When on the fourth move, the man burst out laughing, she complained to the driver and he had the man arrested.The case came up in court. The judge asked the man (about 20 years old) w
Moncler Femme 2013
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Sex
If you like to make love while listening to music, always choose a live album. That way youll get an applause every 3 to 4 minutes. Sex is a sensation, caused by a temptation, when a guy sticks his location, in a girls destination, to increase the population, of the next generation. Do you get my explanation or do you need a demonstration? Sex is a serious subject, particularly in relationships between men and women. Without love, sex is meaningless and less fulfilling than in a loving relationship. Although sex is an important aspect of our lives Sex is more than a pleasurable act, but requires the heart, soul and mind, as well as the body to have real meaning. It requires comfort, closeness and connection to provide full enjoyment and lasting fulfillment
Enlightenment
Greece In The Brain
Greece is facing a serious shortage of medicines amid claims that pharmaceutical multinationals have halted shipments to the country because of the economic crisis and concerns that the drugs will be exported by middlemen because prices are higher in other European countries. Hundreds of drugs are in short supply and the situation is getting worse, according to the Greek drug regulator. The government has drawn up a list of more than 50 pharmaceutical companies it accuses of halting or planning to halt supplies because of low prices in the country. More than 200 medicinal products are affected, including treatments for arthritis, hepatitis C and hypertension, cholesterol-lowering agents, antipsychotics, antibiotics, anaesthetics and immunomodulators used to treat bowel disease. Separately, it was announced on Tuesday that the Swiss Red Cross was slashing its supply of donor blood to Greece because it had not paid its bills on time. Chemists in Athens describe chaotic scenes with d
For My Girl Starbeams
My dearest Star,   Each day I look forward to talking to you.  Last night when I found I that you had been in an accident everything bad went through my head.  My heart started to feel empty and a void started to form.  I know that without you I am not much.  With you I have become everything.  You are my entire universe.  If I would ever lose you I would fall apart.  Baby I can't lose you not before our life even begins with each other.  We have made so many promises to each other and we still have to fulfill them.  We are getting married.  I look forward to taking walks with you and having you show me around when I get there.  You still have to have pool night with me.  You and I are looking forward to so much together it would be a shame to not have those now.  I want to cherish you and love you until there is no breath left inside me.  Since we have met there has been passion that I nevr thought I could ever know with a woman.  I want to be able to lay next to you in bed and know
Interesting Readz
10 Qualities Women Look for in a Man 1. Honesty - It’s a no-brainer that women value trust and understanding in a relationship. When you lie, you run the risk of breaking that trust. 2. Sense of humour - Be your natural, genial self and you’ll definitely win her heart! 3. The ability to protect - Women can stand up for themselves very well, but deep down, all of them want to be protected. Nothing pleases them more than the “you’re safe with me” assurance. 4. Intelligence - Women are attracted to men who are smart and can hold an intelligent conversation. When it comes to making important decisions, women expect men to be in charge and to make the right moves. 5. Loyalty - Be loyal to the woman you are dating. It’s insulting for her if your not. 6. Chivalry - Truth is, it makes women feel special when guys go that extra mile. You don’t have to hire goons so you can do the rescue act to impress her. Even precious little gestures like holdi
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Leonard's Log In's
Mancow Muller: Obama is an Actor Trained by Harry Lennix     “This is an actor that we hired” Paul Joseph WatsonInfowars.comNovember 15, 2013 During an appearance on the Alex Jones Show, Chicago radio host Eric ‘Mancow’ Muller revealed that actor Harry Lennix told him he was hired to train Obama how to look presidential by mimicking the actor’s demeanor and body language.   Lennix, who was born and grew up in Chicago, gave frequent lectures before he became an actor, while also teaching music and civics in the Chicago Public School system. Lennix is best known for his role in the recent Superman Man of Steel movie and his part as White House Chief of Staff in the ABC television series Commander in Chief. Muller, who knew Obama in Chicago before he became president, said Lennix told him that, “He was th
Thuoc-giam-can
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Lehoa
Bà Hoàng Thị Loan (1868 - 1901) là người mẹ Việt Nam tiêu biểu có công nuôi dạy nên những người con yêu nước, trong đó có cậu bé Nguyễn Sinh Cung, sau này là Chủ tịch Hồ Chí Minh.Để đến du lich nơi đây, bạn có thể tham gia tour du lịch đến Nghệ An, hoặc tự tổ chức du lịch bụi. Đến đây bạn có thể thăm mộ Bà Hoàng Thị Loan - mẹ Bác Hồ mà còn tham quan các địa điểm du lịch ở Nam Đàn nổi tiếng như quê nội, quê ngoại Bác Hồ và rất nhiều địa điểm du lịch nổi tiếng.1. Mộ bà Hoàng Thị Loan (1868 - 1901) nằm trên núi Động Tranh, thuộc xã Nam Giang, huyện Nam Đàn, t&#
Life...
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Burn Baby Burn
Next years theme was released today... It is interesting to contemplate a tangled bank, clothed with many plants of many kinds, with birds singing on the bushes, with various insects flitting about, and with worms crawling through the damp earth, and to reflect that these elaborately constructed forms, so different from each other, and dependent upon each other in so complex a manner, have all been produced by laws acting around us. These laws, taken in the largest sense, being Growth with Reproduction; Inheritance which is almost implied by reproduction; Variability from the indirect and direct action of the conditions of life: a Ratio of Increase so high as to lead to a Struggle for Life, and as a consequence to Natural Selection… There is grandeur in this view of life, with its several powers… and that, while this planet has gone cycling on according to the fixed laws of gravity, from so simple a beginning endless forms most beautiful and wonderful have been and are being evo
My Thoughts And Whatever Else I Can Think Of! Lol
On Monday, December 11th, I will be going in the hospital for a surgery to help a medical condition I have, called Chiari Malformation. Due to this condition, I have had a host of problems, including dizziness, headaches, weakness in my legs and arms, excruciating pain in my neck, feet, and legs, among a host of other things. Please wish me luck with a speedy recovery. For those of you that pray, please say a special prayer for me, too. Anything, at this point, will be greatly appreciated. Hugs, Barb Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a wheelchair, but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars--all in the same day. Dick has also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. on a bike. Makes taking your son bowling look a little lame, right? And what has
Go For It :)
I just enterd the best profile contest . I was enterd late . can you help me as mush as you can .comment bombing is allowed love ya i really need your help I am now in the long hair contest if you like my hair come vote Thank you PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND ANCIENT1 WITH THIS CONTEST I AM STUCK WITH DIAL UP AND CANT COMMENT BOMB THE WAY I LIKE . PLEASE COME HELP ME OUT LOVE YA
Gator's Bitch And Bite
Well this week for me in my short standup career I had a bad week. First, I blew my set in Baton Rouge and then I did Lucy's last night and bombed. It is a stark and extreme conrast to last week when I nailed it both nights. The set in Baton Rouge happened when I forgot to mention my kitten killing at the beginning of the set and when I went into a joke where I was talking about killing kittens, I realised that I hadn't given the explaination and ended up back tracking. It happens and I'm still new at this comedy thing. I just have to lick my wounds, realise I fucked up, work harder next time, and move on. Last night at Lucy's had a bad omen to it. I had a tough time getting an internet connection established plus the voice feature on yahoo messenger didn't want to cooperate. Then when it came to me to do my set, I went on after a vet of several years and I'm only a vet of two months. That's a tough act to folow along with a tough crowd. I'm upset about bombing, but also it's
Woah
I got a 2000 durango recently. Leaving work at midnight turning a corner on a wet road and fishtailed/180 onto a curb poping my 2 left tires. So FUCKING PISSED AND UPSET I am going crazy!! I need some sanity!!!! HELP ME!!! lol God dammit! NOONE EVER GIVES ME CREDIT FOR ANYTHING! They always think I cant do or wont! Always yelling at me calling me dumbass! And its everyone that does it. MY parents are getting better they are the most improved and my job they are also seeing that I can do things. But friends, my brother, other family members. They never give me credit or think I can do it and still treat me like im 10! Im fucking 18 yrs old! Will I ever get a break?
Love Poems
>......."I always knew I would look back on my tears and laugh; but I never knew I would look back at my laughter and cry." "Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met." "Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart." "I thought I loved him, but he had to break my heart for me to know what true love really is." "Time goes by, life goes on, and all I can think of is why you're gone." "I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate." "I may regret the way we ended, but I will never regret what we had." "From an angel's wings, to a falling star, God made everything, but an unbreakable heart." This is what we call eternal love "Maybe one day I'll be able to tear away a part of me and let you go." "Love is the hardest drug to quit, but it is even harder when it is taken away." "If I could control my heart, I would stop it from falling
Qt Booty
When all you can remember is the sparkle in his eyes, which have now faded away. His touch is now cold when it once was warm. Remembering back to the days when kisses were deep and passionate . neither could breath nor did either want to come up for air. That is now the same difference except there are no kisses but yet you still cant breath. I lay there at night listening to you breath , I watch you sleep and I wonder where our love has gone. Did it just blow away on a whim or did it take this many days to fade into the sunset. I long for the those days and nights you would hold me tight. When you protected my heart. They are gone and soon I will be too. ~JR~ I called the doc's office yesterday afternoon and was to there is no evidence of malignancy. So its negative.. So know just to get the stitches out next week . it's not a pretty site watching a me scratch at my breast all day lol. Just want to take this time and thank everyone who was there for me. It
Katluvr
Have a good Friday and wonderful weekend all! commenthound.com I've been with Holli for 3 months near-end of last year. Got back together with Kat then we broke up over something soooo stupid. We weren't friends for a day and half until a friend of ours helped us through and now we're happy to be in each other's lives (I am more happy cuz my life isn't complete without her. Feels realllllllllllly different without her, like my world was empty). I am back together with Holli and will be seeing her on June 15th for a week! She lives in Iowa, so I'll be flying (my second time flying). We've known each other on-line for 2 years and we're gonna finally meet! I can't wait! 21 more days to go! I'm excitedly nervous! lol Work... oh lord... well... I really don't wanna talk about, but I will say I love my new co-worker and buddy Barbara. :) Family wise - my nephew Rodney is supposed to graduate from high school in June and he wants to move to North Carolina af
O ' O .rachelles Ramblings. O ' O
Bruises of Many Fourteen years old and leaving all I knew, good bye country life..bring on the new started off good, but what did I do I was falling apart, and it was all because of you... Here comes another drink so Ill get high to ease the pain for I know when she gets drunk her temper goes insane... Please can you help me, shes beating me again my body has been full of bruises since I cant remember when... Her hand is on my throat, Im thrown against the wall why hasnt anyone called the police, please just make the call... Eightteen years old, Im out on a date my mother picks a fight, cause Im a half an hour late... She pulls my hair till Im on the ground then gets on top of me to smack me around... My hair comming out in patches, blood blisters on my face my mother beat me up again, and I feel like such a disgrace... You can bring a horse to water, but you cant make it drink you can bring a criminal to order, but you cant make him thi
My Thoughts And Shit
So, yesterday I took my final exam for Legal Aspects of Medical Office..we got out of school almsot 2 months early! Which I'm pretty happy about because I don't have to wake up at 8:00 in the morning anymore!! Yay! But I still do have the work to do at home for that other class...so can't wait to get started on that! Anyways, I'm home right now with Ann and Kadie. She's been soo hyper today! I think she's really starting to get on Ann's nerves. Oh, and tomorrow is Jesse's funearl. Which I feel terrible about what happened to him... :( I still can't belive that he's gone. I mean, I feel so sorry for his mother...first Chris and now Jesse. It's weird to think that he's dead. I also feel bad for Mandy :/ I know she just feels horrible about accidently killing Jesse. Well, I'll probably be on here later cause I'm bored as hell! Oh yea, and me and Lee went to Ruby Tuesday last night to eat and Brittany was ALL over Lee. That really pissed me off because she's such a whore.
Occupational Hazard
Okies, Sat 8/18 I'll be in Boston at the Cyclorama for the Fetish Flea! Come and join me in checking out corsets and stillettos and floggers OH MY!!!! Could always use a second opinion on how it looks and how it feels! You know you wanna!!!!!! Miao. OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!! The Fetish Flea is coming!!!!!!!!!!!! Will be at the Cyclorama in Boston Aug 18 from 12-6p!! And then..... The Winter Flea will be held in... wait for it chillin's.... PROVIDENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh I'm gonna be there and I just might have some kinky things to peddle while I'm at it!! Some of my purrrrrrrrrrrsonal friends will be there so check them out and have lots o money on hand: www.mikosexoticwear.com www.rapturefloggers.com
Poems
Things I Miss About You There are so many things that I miss about you; I loved how together we felt as one never as two; I miss your kiss; Lately I can't help but reminisce; I miss your touch; The feelings I used to get from it were just too much; I miss making love to you, hearing I love you as we came; Hearing you screaming out my name; I miss making you cum simply from playing with your breasts; And your dirty little requests; But beyond all that there's so much more; I miss giving you a massage when you were sore; I miss your eyes such a beautiful brown; When I used to stare into them there was no way that I could ever frown; I miss your beautiful hair; Its amazing color, and its lovely aroma that always filled the air; I miss your smile; So beautiful I think it even had its own style; I miss the sound of your voice; I would make it the only I could hear for the rest of my life, if I had the choice; I miss hearing your laugh; The joy it used to bring me, Je
My Fiction
Sitting at my desk awaiting the next task I need to accomplish I slowly read over what I have done. Coffee in hand and papers strewn across my desk I scan for any mistakes in my work. Finding none I sit and contemplate what it is I am really doing at work today. As I sit and ponder something begins to enter the building. Stealthily it slides in and out of the offices in search of me, it's next victim. I am unaware of this creeping invader for I am only at work and shouldn't I be safe? Onward the unseen intruder moves stalking it's prey, gathering the scent and reading for the attack. I look up from my work feeling something is wrong. I walk down the hall to the break room and refresh my coffee feeling uneasy upon my return. I don't remember leaving that paper on the floor. It must have fallen when I got up. No one else is around, they are either at lunch or did not show up for work because of the weather. I am alone, but do not feel alone. The creature winds it's way down the
Ramblings...
Ok so I just got off the phone with my mom and i cannot tell yall how much that woman rocks! some but most would never know that yrs back we were not the "closest" of relatives. i think that we both grew up and grew closer as we have gotten older. i think that we now understand each other much better and also realize it's ok if we are different. but for all of our differences we are really quite a lot alike. funny how that happens really. we are both strong women and we have finally grown to love, respect, and admire the other. i love her and she knows it, but i dont think she will ever truly understand how i feel about her. all i can say is she is "the shit" and i just hope that i have a tenth of what she has. the good, the bad, or the ugly, no matter i will take it. besides shes the one who gave me the nice tits and great skin. HAHAHA so as yall read this call your mom (or whatever family member you are close to) and tell her/them how you really feel about them. it will make their da
Me
You are a full house You are friendly and outgoing. Whenever you go to a party, you are anything but the wall flower. You also have a lot of luck and can bluff fairly well (at least while playing with your buddies). Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Your primary vice is sex You are able to escape reality, and all your problems through sex. You are incredibly passionate and a great lover and you have very little stress in your life because of your active vice. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Your sexual experience is like a street racer You like to have fun all the time, and if hooking up is a consequence of that then so be it. You are very easy going and have a rocking life. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Teh Purple Rose
Prices of services to get some of my pics printed 8 Wallets $ 2.52 8 Wallets with logo $ 2.52 8 Individual Wallets* $ 2.52 Add'l set of 8 1.92 3 x 5 .55 4 x 5 .55 4 x 6 .55 5 x 5 .55 5 x 7 .99 6 x 8 .99 5 x 10 .99 7 x 7 .99 8 x 8 1.99 7 x 10 1.99 8 x 10 1.99 8 x 12 2.50 8 x 16 3.25 10 x 10 2.50 10 x 13 3.25 10 x 15 3.95 10 x 16 3.95 12 x 12 3.95 11 x 14 3.95 10 x 20 4.95 12 x 24 6.95 14 x 22 7.99 16 x 16 6.95 16 x 20 18.50 20 x 20 15.75 20 x 24 25.95 24 x 24 22.75 20 x 30 33.95 24 x 30 25.75 24 x 36 29.75 Trig test and other shit in the house. A brief overview? Good. Gran is in pain. She's old, and she's on a lot of medication. Add a depression to this, and it really really isnt good. I'm all worried about that and stuff. Sunday night I was crying about the above thing. Mother heard me. A little background info: Since the situation with my frist boyfriend, my parents dont know about any of my emotions. They k
Forget Perfect. I'm Trying Not To Be Worthless
i dont think i am but some people doo --- i want to meet --- someone diffrent ****i want to meet a guy who **** trust me believes me when i say i love him has beautiful eyes has a good taste in music has a great caring heart has a beautiful smile has a one of a kind personality has there own style knows what he wants in life says "i love you" and means it wants love¢¾ over money$ will understand what i have been through wont try to impress me wont cheat on me wont lie to me wont use me wont check out other people on a date wont force me to do things loves to go the movies loves to go concerts loves to walk in the rain loves to lay under the stars loves to hugg loves to cuddle loves to kiss loves to kiss in the rain ¢¾ loves to smile loves to hold hands loves to go starbucks loves to take long road trips to nowhere loves to talk all night about nothing :] loves me,for me!!! kthnk¢¾ i am still adding more =/ One morning I awoke happy.Knowing
Pay Attention Please
Ok. Not to come off like a bitch or anything. Because I'm not. I'm a pretty cool chick, and very nice. BUT I am getting really, really annoyed with the come ons. I know it's the Internet...blah blah blah. But I would not be putting this in a blog if it was not needed. I have a boyfriend, who next to my son, is the love of my life. There is NO ONE on this planet that can even TRY to compete. I am sick and tired of guys popping up in my shout box trying to " Holla" it's not happening. STOP IT. I have quite a few male friends on here who respect that, and I love you guys for that.. Razz,Mr. Rush, William, Fat Sonny, Havik, Ninja Sabby, Stretch...You guys know who you are. I thank you for giving me respect. NOW.... My ladies will hear me on this. The females who THROW themselves at my man. Thats just tacky. Get ur own man, get a life. Yeah, he's sexy...he's also mine. Don't send him naked pics...you know who you are...cuz guess what.. I have the pics, and I WILL post them..hahahahaha
Enlightened Vulgarity
The only people who ever downrate my pictures are other women. I guess they feel bad about themselves and try to make others feel bad too. That shit isn't going to work on me. It's obvious that they're jealous of either how I look or how I feel about myself. I really feel sorry for them. Hey there! I just wanted to say sorry I haven't posted any new pics in awhile. I work nights and I'm having trouble scheduling time to get them taken. I would also like to say sorry to those of you that I normally chat with. I've been pretty busy lately. I'm hoping to catch up with everyone soon. Hugs and Kisses! Illuminaughty I have a lot of requests for pussy pics and I thought I would explain why I don't have any. The reason I don't post pics is because I have a full bush. My husband loves it and does not want me to shave it. It seems a lot of guys have an aversion to natural bush, so I decided not to post any pics rather than deal with the criticism.
Kinky Fun Stuff
Have a wonderful day sweeties.. Lorie Free Photo Decorator Generator Two married buddies are out drinking one night when one turns to the other and says, "You know, I don't know what else to do. Whenever I go home after we've been out drinking, I turn the headlights off before I get to the driveway. I shut off the engine and coast into the garage. I take my shoes off before I go into the house, I sneak up the stairs, I get undressed in the bathroom. I ease into bed and my wife STILL wakes up and yells at me for staying out so late!" His buddy looks at him and says, "Well, you're obviously taking the wrong approach. I screech into the driveway, slam the door, storm up the steps, throw my shoes into the closet, jump into bed, rub my hands on my wife's ass and say, 'How about a blowjob?' ... and she's always sound asleep." turn up your speakers she is so hot listion to her moan... mmmm
Motorcycle Wisdom
RIDING WITH THE FAT OLD MEN I have been riding with the fat old men. Their bellies lunge aggressively over their belt bands like boulders hanging balanced over a cliff's edge. They wear blue jeans suspended from bright red galluses as broad as four fingers of a thin man's hands. For real comfort 'overhauls' are the informal uniform of the day. The fat old men are sixty-something to seventy-something. They have knuckles scarred by slipping wrenches, and small patches of white skin where burns have healed from rubbing against red hot exhaust headers. They were too anxious to get the work done to let their motorcycles cool; too eager to get back on the road. The fat old men do not walk to breakfast with their riding companions unless the cafe is across the street. The fat old men are genial companions around a campfire, or at a breakfast table, but they leave the congeniality of group walks to their younger, merely plump, riding buddies and their buddies' comfortable wives.
Blah
The song is called "Love will make you Beautiful" by The Afters. Time is slipping away Days go by, fade away With one eye opened, one closed I think you know Love will make you beautiful Love will make you beautiful Thoughts swirl, spinning around Weary, falling down When out of the darkness a hand Reach out Hold fast ~Chorus~ Love will make you beautiful Love will make you beautiful Turn round this time Love is there to find Lift your head and see Open uo your eyes Love will make you beautiful Love will make you beautiful Cannot wait for the new season of The Unit to start tonight! Mary and her husband Jim had a dog named 'Lucky.' Lucky was a real character. Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit they would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because Lucky would help himself to whatever struck his fancy. Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basem
Loving Lostcherry
Heaven Sent You are always there for me Our spirits connected as one From the very first time we spoke Our endless journey had begun So much more to see and know Your stories I love to hear Sharing all your dreams with me Right there to catch my tears God has sent to me a friend Your an answer to my prayer Our friendship lights up my life No more loneliness to bare When the evening rolls around Smiles on my face to see Happy thoughts are all I've had Knowing you'll be here with me You have brought light into my life Remember this when I am gone Do not cry and mourn for me Just smile when you hear our song I dont know why but ive felt really upset all day. Well i do have an idea why but i really dont want to talk about it..I just feel alone. I love all my friends here at CT wanted to thank u all for the comments. I cant check my comments everyday anymore but i will stop in time to time to say hello to u all..... =) Love you all, Kat
Hard Habit To Break
ok people ..im not here to get laid..im here to make real freinds..so if your not going to talk to me dont fucking add me its that easy. I have a toy for that and man when I get there. *To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." *To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. *To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. *To every guy who has given her flowers just because. *To every guy that said he would die for her. *To every guy that really would. *To every guy that did what she wanted to do. *To every guy that regrets hurting her. *To every guy that cried in front of her. *To every guy that she cried in front of. *To every guy that holds hands with her. *To every guy that kisses her with meaning. *To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. *To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. *To every guy who would give up their jacket for her. *To every guy that calls to make sure she got home
Female Vs. Male Prayers
Sexy Naughty Graphics by Sexy.HitupMyspace.com Here's how it works: Statistcally speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled butt... There's at least 1 person on your Cherry Tap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... If you want to date the person who posted this, Send them a msg saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, Send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your CONDERECHOS that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO if you're brave enough... re-post this as "friends w/ benefits [/quote] FEMALE PRAYER >> >>Before I lay me down to sleep, >> >>I pray for a man, who's not a creep, >> >>One who's handsome, smart and strong >> >>One who loves to listen long,
Quizzes And Fun Stuff
ARE YOU 1. A Cuddler? Kinda, depends on my mood. 2. A morning person?: Depends on how late I stayed up. 3. Are you a perfectionist?: Insanely so... 4. An only child?: One half sister 5. religious?: Agnostic Theist 6. In your pajamas?: no 7. Left handed?: no LAST 1. Friend you saw: Belinda 2. Talked to on the phone: Belinda 3. Text: Don't use it much 4. Message over mspace? screw myspace 5: Instant message: Jessica and Alycia TODAY 1. Wore: black slacks, dark cream polo w black trim... oh and black calvin klein boxer briefs ;). 2. Was today better than yesterday? Yeah a little calmer still feel like a deer in the headlights though... TOMORROW: 1. Is: Thursday 2. Got any plans: Two meetings and tons of paperwork. FAVORITE 1. Number: 69 ... duh 2. Color: navy blue, then forest green 3. Season: Fall CURRENTLY 1. Missing: My Mind and my money 2. Needing: A place to call my own. 3. Wanting: Lots of naughty things that good boys like me don't talk about *i
Rawr
I sit here and make myself miserable, I listen to songs that make me think of you, and all I want to do is curl up under a blanket with you and hide away from the world. I feel pathetic. I have come too deep in this and I am scared to hell. I feel these things for you that I have only begun to feel, things that make my heart leap and roll and ride this wonderful rollercoaster. I love you much more than I could have ever thought was possible. And that also scares the hell out of me. I don't think I have even realized the tip of how you feel about me, and I don't think I ever will. Maybe one day I will see it, and maybe it will surprise me. I always think down upon everything good in my life, I never see myself being lucky enough to have anyone feel about me the way I feel about them. I always see myself giving you the world and never getting an ounce of feeling from you. Or anyone for that matter. I am not what you expect, I am me, and I am all I can give. And I love you. my heart is ma
Anthony
Music Video Codes - MySpace Layouts - remember when - - gettin' high meant swinging at a playground?- - the worst thing you could get from a boy was cooties?- -when mom was your hero- -and dad was the doy you were gonna marry?- -when your worst enemies were your siblings?- -and race issues were about who ran fastest?- -when war was a card games- -& life was simple & care free?- -remember when all you wanted to do.. -was to grow up?- -now the world is upside down.. One Sentence is Enough to Break a Heart……One Second is Enough to Fall in Love……and One Misunderstanding is Sufficient to Break Friendship. Friendship is the Rainbow Between to Hearts. Sharing 7 Characters First i like u, then i loved u, Now i'm afraid to lose u, If you dont send this to everyone on ur list, u will lose the person you love. sorry i dont wanna lose the person i love.................................................................. .................................if i dont get th
Quizzes Are Fun!
You scored as Darkness. Darkness! Silent, mysterious and contemplating, you keep to yourself, and maybe a best friend. You are sometimes shunned and sometimes adored. It really depends. you will fight if you have to, but dont take much pleasure in it. You may feel alone, but its really that you just push everyone else away... Darkness67%Wind50%Fire33%Light33%Earth17%What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow. Roguish,quick-witted, and incredibly lucky, Jack Sparrow is a pirate who sometimes ends up being a hero, against his better judgement. Captain Jack looks out for #1, but he can be counted on (usually) to do the right thing. He has an incredibly persuasive tongue, a mind that borders on genius or insanity, and an incredible talent for getting into trouble and getting out of it. Maybe its brains, maybe its genius, or maybe its just plain luck. Or maybe a mixture of all three. Captain Jack Sparrow75%Lara Crof
Stuff Goin On In My Head
I was reading a friend of mine's blog the other day and she talked about her life and how she grew up and how someone made a derogatory comment about her being ghetto or pretending to be ghetto. Now while I was reading this it got me to thinking, and I asked myself a question. "Self." I said to myself. "'Sup" I replied (Yes I talk to myself this way sometimes). "Is being ghetto really such a bad thing?" I asked myself. And here is my reply: First of all, being ghetto is not about being a specific race, color, or creed. No ghetto in this world is completely filled with just one race. Some folk are there not by choice but doing what they can to survive, and others are there for other reasons which I don't want to get into, but yall know where I am taking this. That doesn't mean, however, that growing up ghetto is a bad thing. I am a prime example of growing up ghetto, but that in no way shape form or fashion makes me a bad person. Yeah I grew up on what most people will call the "
Me
She sits alone in a dark corner. Her invisible chains hold her. Her tears burn her flesh like acid. She holds on to what once was. She is slowly slipping away. She is losing hope of holding on much longer. Her tears fall like rain. She crumbles to the floor. The pain is hidden The tears are cried His memory Will never leave my side Today is the day of my surgery. 12:40CST i will be under the scalpel. i would greatly appreciate any and all good thoughts sent this way! *huge hugs*
What Goes On Inside
What if that teacher didnt speak up.. or was like everyone else, and didnt see the clues... where would i be today? i guess the bigger question is... who am i today... these down moment suck... ill get hyped up again... but tell than i just have these thoughts... so confused.... lost and alone forgoten and confused loved and brused striped from the soul peace will one day return im really hyped up... our next football game is on friday.. i love wearing the uniform to skol... i love how i get looks from hunks... god i am so damn boy crazy... this site is cool... i think .. i mean so far it is... i have a dr. appt. this week and i think they may change my meds.. but hell life will go on... im just pumped up... idk y... lol fun fun fun xoxoxoxoxxo damn... i dont want to go.. i want to stay on this site.. i dont hate school but its nto that grand... long story...
Poetry
How Dare You ... How dare you look at me the way you do, with wide, gleaming eyes filled with wantoness and shadowed dark with subtle beckoning. How dare you move the way you do, all smooth muscle and taut sinew. How dare you lure my senses, smelling of sweet earth, rain and cloves. How dare you make me hunger, with bitten, bruised lips, placing the taste of your need into my mouth. How dare you bind and gird yourself with metal and leather, making soft unyeilding flesh swell and strain within it's confines. How dare you offer yourself to me, like a jewel laid upon a velvet cloth, the radiant essence of your loins, spilling forth like treasure from it's coffers. How dare you think that I control you, take you, possess you. When it is you who overpowers me, wielding your body like a weapon, weakening me and in your final stroke bringing me to my knees. These words from me to you, They come before your eyes, Seen and read by you, Allowing you to see me, As I am
Fun
You scored as Penis. You are attracted to the: penis. You are a penis man/woman.Penis100%Abs/Stomach58%Face50%Butt42%Boobs0%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)created with QuizFarm.com You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma? Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too
Me
Why am I so lonely? Sitting on my bed; in the dark like I was dead. Being lonely is not fun; you should only be lonely when your life is done. But even then you should not be lonely; that is something that most people told me. Being lonely upsets me sometimes, but I guess it depends on what goes through your minds. I'm not lonely my life is just shattered; like big clumps of thunder that have just clattered. Thunder from the storm that is just ending; What kind of message is this sending? Just to tell you I am not a foney, I really am lonely. No BODY LOVES ME ... I'm so sad :( No one shows me any love.... once again so many people to get DELETED off my list.. pretty soon I'll be left with no friends except for the people I really know in real life.... It's a shame... I guess after this I will see who my real friends are on here huh... well good bye people. Have fun.
Life
so anyways, me and my fiancee went to my moms last night and we were just chillin down there for a while.  when time came to return home, my woman had a back pain that had her in tears so I rushed her to the hospital.  I called my mom and they came to the hospital too.  we stayed the night at my moms.  I really don't know what this mumm is getting at other than the fact that I put my pregnant woman before me which goes to show my righteous, unselfish ways. I've diagnosed myself cuz I was lookin up stuff and I ran across this and it turns out it is exactly what I am ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hypomania (literally, below mania) is a mood state characterized by persistent and pervasive elevated or irritable mood, and thoughts and behaviors that are consistent with such a mood state. People experiencing hypomanic symptoms typically have a flood of ideas, and sometimes mildly grandiose thoughts and visions. It is distinguished from mania by the absence of psychoti
Everyday Something New
well... i went to the medical service, and doctor gave me a pill for the pain but she said it didn't look like i have an infection inside my ear, and that my eardrum and everything there was ok... what can i say? i promise i'll take an appointment with the specialist, because this didn't convince me i had a serious infection in my ear when i was 16, and this pain reminded me of what i had 10 years ago anyways i feel a lil better, but it still doesn't let me relaxed i'll be around here till i go home (that means in 15 mins :D) hugs everyone much love... Maria i just came back from lunch, and in the morning i had to go to attend the dot net classes (they started with ASP.NET last class) but now i'll go to the medical service, i don't feel good my right ear hurts a lot, since the last 2 days, but i thought it was just a moment, not nothing that would hurt me inside for so long time so i don't think i'll be around till later many hugs for everyone, and i'm sorry for being absen
Words Of A Creative Mind
Joseph clasped the woman hard to him he saw the blood on her chin.With a sinking feeling he knew the glass had penetrated deeper than he had thought. "Hold still dammit! You wanna die or something?" he growled at her out of concern. "Vincent! Want is the ETA for a medivac!" he yelled out to the empty bar room. "Fifteen minutes minimum Joseph. Does she have time?" Vincent replied through bars sound system. He had already looked up the emergency postings of the local hospitals when he saw the woman hit the floor earlier. No dammit! Get the bike out I am gonna have to take her in." Kit had slumped over on him once again her breath came in ragged gasps - blood still bubbled on her lips. Joseph got the T shirt on her like a child dressing a doll and made for the doors which Vincent opened ahead of him. The bars delivery elevator rattled and from the depth below the bar rose Joseph's Victory 2300. Joseph put Kit on laying her in front of him on top of the bikes big fuel cell and cli
My Pomes
I tried to tell you I love you but the words were hard to find. I'm always thinking about you you're the only one on my mind. Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face I should learn to laugh and not to cry put yourself in my place. There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no. You wanted me to hold you but I kept letting you go. I'm afraid that I am not the Girl you've searched for all these years. I will kindly leave now don't you cry try to hold back your tears. It's been so long I haven't seen you for quite awhile When I think of how we met it only brings back your smile. I remember when I held you then and told you we'd never part I loved you then I love you now and I'll hold you in my heart. One day you'll love me as I loved you. One day you'll cry for me as a cried for you. One day you'll want me but .. I won't want you Last night I matched all the stars with something I liked about you ... I was doing fine until I ran
The Meaning Of Frienship To Me!
Listen do you hear the wind? On its wings I will send My love to you today As I do in every way Your love means so much to me Open your eyes and you will see What your love has done Now the metamorphosis has begun I have beautiful wings to fly With them I can soar so high To you, my love, I will send Whispers of love in the wind When you hear the wind whistle by Take flight with me, soar high Close your eyes, picture me with you See, together neither of us can be blue Listen and you will hear I am close, always near In your heart I reside When I am not by your side samara. A dream is a wish your heart makes When you are fast asleep In dreams you lose your heartaches Whatever you wish for, you keep Have faith in your dreams and someday Your rainbow will come smiling through No matter how your heart is grieving If you keep on believing The dream that you wish will come true No matter how your heart is grieving
Back To You...
I've been doing this a lot... Because of this... Because of him... Tee hee...
Hell,
Saturday, December 09, 2006 2:04 PM - The devils Butt buddy.! Good lesson for people About to Wed! Current mood: determined Yea. Some men shouldnt be alowed to breed, Some mothers shouldnt be alowed to Raise Kids All brothers and sisters should not have sex., Some men should actually be Drug behind a truck and then Shot from toes to head.. Some mothers who think they are perfect are not and should STFU and stay out of everyone business , Just because they have no life doesnt give them the right to get all up in others, Some mothers need to stop acting like they are Mrs cleaver and start Relizing that they are stupid imbreed Trash ., who are living in the 40's when it is 2006- 2007 Some mothers can PRETEND they did nothing bad in their past to scar their children ., ( But you will always know you did ) Some men shouldnt drag their wives around pretending to love them, cause one day that woman will Get pissed off bad enough she will hunt you down
Angels Whispered Love
Tears of Blood tears of blood run down my cheeks leaving stains ofcrimson on my face this once elegant face now unrecognizably even to myself I don’t even know whoI am anymore baby without you I’m lost but all I know is that I’m crying tears of blood thinking about how much I cared about you back in the day but that’s all changed because of one little mistake that you can’t forgive now we’ve both moved on with our lives an found sumone new to spend our money an time on... (another older one) Here wer are together by all odds standing soo close it scares me you say were here as just friends leaving me to wonder what was meant by that its all just a dream though your not here with me at all your really soo far from me i lay all alone in my bed soo warm yet soo cold broken like an angel choking on pain & lonelyness feeling like i'm holding on to my last breath so come and save me from this feeling for only you can save me but sumhow i know you'll only leave me to die this s
This Is The Real Me.........like It Or Leave It!
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General/miscellaneous
Recently you guys may have noticed that I haven't been on a lot. This is because my life was turned upsidedown recently. If you checked out my newest pictures you see that I was beaten..kinda bad... My soon to be ex husband did that to me, and I moved back in with my ex, he was right there beside me the night that it all happened after the police arrested my 'hubby'. I couldn't believe that this was happening, I mean things had never been like this before. But life is what it is, so i just dealt with it, until the day in court. I want you to know that he had the nerve to pull some bull shi* fake water works!! As if i would feel guilty for someone that beat me like he did! No, all the tears in the world would not make me feel sorry for this man. He had no right no matter what to do that to me, but here's the kicker, I don't really know exactly what it was that I did to piss him off so bad. I really don't know what set him off, and since then I have come to the conclusion th
Em's First Blog
Lost Cherry
THIS IS MY DAUGHTER, I WAS HOPING MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY COULD WELCOME HER LIKE YOU ALL DID FOR ME. LOVE YOU ALL manda@ CherryTAP i finally leveled up. thank you everyone that helped me. i do have a new album. i also have some new pix of my granddaughter in the family album. your are all more then welcome to come looksy. and a special thanks to erik, you are a great friend. thank you so much. hi everyone can we please welcome a new member to lost cherry, she needs some cherry points lets help her out. not sure how to paste her pic in here so here is the link. i hope this works: Rah Rah@ LostCherry
Big Mama
I lend you for a time a child of mine," he said, for you to love while she lives and mourn when she is dead."it maybe six or seven years, or twenty two or three, but will you till i call her back, take care of her for me? she'll bring her charms to gladden you and should her stay be brief, you'll have hey lively memories as solace for your grief I can not promise she will stay , sicne all from earth return but there are lessons taught down there i want this child to learn I looked this wide world over in my search for teachers true and from the things that crowd lifes lanes I have selected you Now , will you give her all your love nor think the labor vain, nor hate me when i call to take her back again.. I fancie that I heard them say " dear loard, thy will be done. For all the joy they child shall bring the risk of grief will run we'll shelter her with tenderne
Love Stinks
You search your whole life for the right person. Mr or Miss right as they call them. Then you finally meet someone amazing wonderful who you have alot of fun with. Just about the time you start thinking you have finally found in my case mr right something happens and you lose that person. Its all enough to make you want to completely give up. Makes you think you are never good enough for anyone. Like you deserve to be alone I know thats how I am feeling right now. I lost my mr right and he could care less right now that im hurting. So if my mr right doesnt care why bother finding another mr right? This hurt and pain has to stop. Im tired of crying myself to sleep every night because im not good enough for him and I dont make or keep him happy. I've not only spent my whole life looking for mr right but also trying to figure out why everyone says love stinks. Well, its clear to me they got that all wrong love doesnt stink. IT FING SUCKS!! This idea came along when i was talking to a good
Breathing Room
HAVE QUESTIONS? ask them here... Is your real name Raven? yes Will you be my girlfriend? no, I have a boyfriend and I love him very much. Will you marry me? look at the answer above... Are you a virgin? are you stupid? Will you photoshop a picture for me? only if I feel like it Where were you born? Berlin, Germany Why are you such a bitch? I'll stop being a bitch when you are less stupid. How long you been down? who got you started? 1994, My cousin James R.I.P. How do you do your make-up? talent How tall are you? 5'5" How many tattooes do you have? one currently How old are you? 17, 18 on Feb 13th...was born Feb 13 1989 What languages can you speak? I can speak german, french, some spanish ♥ΡřĩŃċĒŝ§♥:: i got a question hehehe wen r u coming to aus to sex me???.... put that in there hehehe love u XoX hehe you are so goofy i love you ^_^ and asap =P R.I.P. Robert Bryan Minor1985-
Quizzes & Surveys
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style? You scored as Little Prep. Prep-Your a prep you wear hollister and abercromie and you think your popular when most likely your not. you love rap most likely.Little Prep80%Your HardCore Now45%Gothic40%Punk30%Emo B****20%Your Perfect Stereotypecreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as EXTREAMELY PISSED. You are a danger to yourself and others... WELCOME TO THE CLUB. You need to seek help before you assult someone.EXTREAMELY PISSED
Family Matters
Well, my uncle has been sick for over a week. He has had a virus that has been going around. I had it myself. The difference being that my uncle has just kept getting worse and the doctors have been trying to figure out why he wasn't fighting the virus off easily. Well, the last of his tests results were completed today and we found out that he has a tumor in his stomach. From what they can see of the tumor, it appears to be about 3 inches in length and possibly about an inch in diameter. We know that the tumor is benign and not malignant, thank God for that. I am relieved to know what is going on at least though, just because this tumor is benign, it does not mean that he couldn't die from it because of its location and size. They have decided to try and newer treatment first and if that doesn't work then they will try an older form of treatment. If that still doesn't work, then they will do surgery. They are trying to avoid this due to the fact that he had surgery only a few months a
Okay
Bibliography Aronofsky, Darren, dir. Requiem For A Dream. Artisan, 2000. Darren Aronofsky’s film “Requiem for a Dream,” although made in collaboration with the original novelist, distract from the 1978 book’s more political, social, and spiritual messages in a way which romanticizes and glorifies the deteriorating spiral of the drug culture. Not only does this movie provide an artistic interpretation of the novel, but it contains details of the movies’ making. Throughout the filming, Selby himself was there, working with the actors and reading excerpts from the original and getting them to really understand the characters. Coutreau, Robert. “Defining the Sacred.” < www.raintaxi.com>: online addition: winter 1999/2000. Coutreau interviews Selby and reveals the author’s late-in-life beliefs about philosophical topics such as God/spirituality, happiness, the creative will, and love. Selby humbily speaks of universal concepts and western consumerism. Hinduism and Taoism are favor
Just Stuff
YOU KNOW YOU’RE A BIKER WHEN: - Your best friends are named after animals. - Your best shoes have steel toes. - You have motorcycle parts in the dishwasher. - Your idea of jewelry is chains and barbwire. - You can tell what kind of bugs they are by the taste of them. - You ever bought saddlebags so you can carry more beer. - You’re only sunburned on the back of your hands. - You carry a picture of your bike in your wallet. - Any day you ride is a good day. - Your other vehicle is a truck with motorcycle ramps in it. - Your three piece suit is Chaps, Leather Vests & a Leather Jacket. - Your kids learn to ride on the back of your bike before they can walk. - Your garage has more square footage than your house. - Your coffee table collapses from the weight of motorcycle magazines - You throw a party and more bikes show up than cars. - Any one of your bikes is worth more than your car. - You carry around a crushed beer can in the case of soft tar when you park the bike.
Angelface
Here are my remembrances of life long friends And of love that knows no distance and will not end. Here are sweet momentoes of times long past Of friendship that will last and last I store these memories here in part The rest is stored within my heart. Anonymous Is it so or are people selfcentered. Has anyone else noticed that you place a comment on someones page from your peeps, and they hop right over to see who placed it. But never say hi or return the favor. The same amount of time it take to check me out takes to say hi!!!! Are some of us just numbers to these peeps. Time will slowly heal The pain, which is now so sharp And will fill with sweetest memories that hole left in your heart Think of the one you miss Think loving thoughts and smile And know that you see her again Though it may be a while In Gods Word find your confort It's as if he holds your hand And know that when in Heaven You are reunited You will understand For althought it may be pa
Friends
Sorry I haven't been around this week end. A biker friend of mine went out to ride his bike and had a heart attack and died. All his biker brothers and sisters, lay him in the ground this week end, biker stile. Brothers and sisters from 25 years ago all showed up. So we honor him all this week end. Yes we shed some tears, and drank some beers... Thats the way he would have wanted it, and would have did the same for any of us.... "HE WILL BE MISSED" Rest in peace my brother. for all you that thought I was gone for good... I'm back. I missed you all very much...life without your computer sucks.... Hope to hear form you all.. bigs hugs and kisses to each and every one... Hello to all my friends.. I am sorry I havent been on line. The place I moved to don't have cable internet yet, but soon... I am getting a new Harley in two weeks and am going to cross the USA on it.. love to stop in and see ya.. My cell Number is 803-508-2424 if you want to say hello just give me a call.
Daddy's Comments
If you use LIMEWIRE for free music and movies, PLEASE READ THIS!! http://tech.yahoo.com/blogs/null/58727 Then get your self protected by going to www.prepaidlegal.com/go/levon I don't use my fubacuks because I'm not on this site that much so I'm willing to give up my fubucks to the first to ask for them. I have 32k right now. People always ask me to give them one reason why they need a Life Events Legal Plan from Pre-Paid Legal. Now I'll give you 101 reasons. 1. You don't have an up-to-date will. 2. You don't understand the difference between a trust and a will. 3. Family members challenge your parent's will. 4. You don't understand your health insurance plan or the new Medicare Prescription Act. 5. The IRS selects you for an audit. 6. Your parents die and leave you executor of their estate. 7. You are tired of hidden fees at your bank. 8. You have a retirement savings plan. 9. You change jobs. 10. You receive a speeding ticket. 11. You are buying or selling your ho
One Of My Many Methods Of Madness..
It's cramped in here and I can't see... I think mommy loves me; because she wants to set me free.. Abortion. It scares me to think where the world would be...if this didn't exist. Now, don't get me wrong, I do think that killing an unborn child is wrong, but there are factors that we all must consider.. Most countries that don't practice abortions are suffering from rampant over-population, as well as disease and starvation. Poor living conditions, unsteady economy, just generally horrible well-being for the people. It's hard to get good food, and even harder to support 5 to 7 kids, on average. On the flip-side.. Abortions...as they stand, are so morally wrong, it's shocking that some people can do it without a second thought. Imagine going out, having sex with everyone you could find. Imagine not using protection. Imagine not worrying about all of the possible diseases you could possibly contract. Imagine finding that easy girl... Imagine having sex with her
The Dude's Daily
I now have my first story on digg. Here is the post and you can digg me up right on my blog by clicking the little yellow button. http://0nestop.wordpress.com/2007/03/02/web-2obama/ If you know the terms, Joost, Twitter, MSDN then you'll enjoy my last few blog posts at
Quizzes
What does your fav colour mean?(anime pics) PURPLE-you are intelligent and quick-witted. You have a keen eye for detail, things which are normally overlooked by people. You are infuriated at the slightest provocation. You tend to be extremely effusive in your expressions of grief. You are a creative person and an egotist of sorts. You seem to possess a cultivated taste for the subtle in life, while recognizing the magnificent.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
Poetry
Without a name, unspoken, untold My lips will give no token My heart is broken Braced and framed In my deepest shame Love lost, to blame I cradle in my arms My only hope for sunshine These sands, this grain Filtering through my hands Broken shards Duck taped and stapled I see all these faces Smiling and laughing But the words that they speak Are very lacking Not in skill Nor in vigor But happiness And content I see those same happy faces Turn upside down In unsatisfaction Their frowns keep falling When tears hit the ground Though I want to hold them And tell them its all right I know its better not to Because they are lost in the night All they need is a little love But they look in the wrong places Sex Drugs And Alcohol Are their only embraces You're the epitome, my darling My days grow dull My life grows somber My eyes grow tired Seeing your reflection in each tear Makes me long for you My love for you-though there is no poetic justi
Poems
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING AND ONLY GOD KNOWS THAT NOTHING WILL COME IN BETWEEN THE LOVE THAT WE HAVE INTERVIEN. WE WERE TRUELY MEANT TO BE. AND THIS YOU KNOW WE CAN SEE. I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU, OR LEAVE YOUR HEART BLUE. I'LL ALWAYS STAND BY YOUR SIDE. NO MATTER IF OUR HEARTS HAVE DIED. YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY. NOW WE WILL NEVER BE LONELY. I WILL BE THERE YOU HAVE WAKEN. MY HEART YOU KNOW YOU HAVE TAKEN. I REALLY TRUELY LOVE YOU. AND MY WORDS WILL ALWAYS BE FOREVER TRUE. WRITTEN BY STEPHANIE L KEMP ON SEPT 28TH OF 2005 THIS WAS WRITTEN FOR OUR WEDDING.... I destroy homes and tear families apart, I will take your children and that's just a start, I am more valuable than diamonds and more precious than gold, The sorrow I cause is a sight to behold, If you need me I am easily found, I live all over schools and downtown, I live with the rich and with the poor, I live
This Is My First Blog
Has anyone ever wondered why those tiny rings of fat are so fucking good. I've had 3 of them today. ... thank god i have a great matabozium. (sp?) So, again i wont be on for a few days... MY SISTER IS FINALLY HAVING THE BABY!!! Shes in the hospital as i type this. And im just waiting for some one to come get my daughter so i can go up there and be with her. Sorry to everyone that i promised to write back/to do things for... its gonna be a bit longer of a wait! Have a great xmas if i dont talk to you!! -Kay so i desided today to join in on a best ass contest, and i'm not winning... but i would like to... so you should all go and vote me a ten! yup... you really really really REALLY should! ok... thanks!
Life
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Marsha's Moments!
Bananas Containing three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fiber, a banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy. Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes. But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet. Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is because bananas contain tryptophan, a type of protein that the body converts into serotonin, known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make you feel happier. PMS: Forget the pills -- eat a banana. The vitamin B6 it contains regulates blood glucose leve
Stuff
Ok... It's been way too long since I bitched in a blog so heres my latest whine..... Doctors! They suck! I've been really sick with some mystery ailment for sometime. headaches massive fatigue dizzy ... bad enough that I missed 2 months of work and genrally feel like death on a stick so what do I do? Why, go to the doctor of course, because these highly trained medical professionals will surely know what the issue is and fix me right up, right? WRONG!!!!!!!! So I finally get a doc to see me, nice lady an all but then it all starts. She writes me a bunch of perscriptions and says " And I want you to take this stuff for your allergies" Huh? I dont HAVE allergies! I tell her this and she says yes you do. Uh, no ...... I don't. Last time I checked one with allergies either wheezes sneezes coughs and is usually generally misrable. Ok so I'm misrable without the other symptoms..... but ok I'll take the stupid allergy meds ( haven't done SHIT for me. Why? Because I don't blood
Until We Meet Again
I would just like to thank everyone who visited the Huge Chairty Event the we hosted on Paltalk over the weekend of the 15th. It was a huge sucess for we have raised over $675,000.00 yes I said 675,000.00 dollars. Between the 100k plus the ppl of paltalk donated we have had many corporate donations come in. I would also like to thank the ppl from Meril Lynch for starting off the corporate donations. Thier donation of of $150,000.00 started the ball rolling for other companies to donate. Bless everyone who donated money and time to this event. For those of you who didn't know about it several of the room owners myself included closed our rooms to host the BIGGEST fundraiser in Paltalk history. together we raised a lot of cash for children across the globe. Thank You!! We made a lot of needy children happy this year with all of the wonderful donations. Just think if we pulled this event off in just one weeks time can you imagine what we will accoplish next year. I can't wait to se
Joke Of The Day
Little boy kills a butterfly, Dad says no butter for 2 weeks! Boy kills a honeybee. Dad says no honey for 2 weeks! Mom kills a cockroach, boy turns to Dad and says are you going to tell her or shall i? You scored as Disappear. Your death will be by disappearing, probably a camping trip gone wrong or an evening hike you never returned from. Always remeber that one guy who was hiking alone and got in a rock slide. He could have died, but he cut his own hand off to save himself. Don't end up like him (or worse, dead).Disappear93%Bomb67%Posion60%Suicide53%Gunshot53%Suffocated47%Eaten40%Natural Causes40%Stabbed33%Disease
My Poems On Wild Cherry First Poem - Ode To Love
I long for the cold linoleum of insane asylums... Such white history...how it hisses it's secret's! I long for the cosmic scarletite of lost dreams... How they scream to me, every night- calling, calling... I long for the once resplendent beating heart- It pulsates inside me like a hornet's nest... The dumb vibrations, the sting... I long for my ensanguined purity- though it be tainted by cold steel... I long for the bleeding to stop- though bleeding leads to cleansing... Upon a happenstance... I may even wish - Or perhaps dare... Even believe- in life. VJA 2006 Walls, that’s what divides us. Impenetrable walls, celestial walls- I felt my walls come crashing down the other day… In a pile of terrible debris- They did not fall sweetly into place- Like well stacked dominoes… But rather like skyscrapers… In an earthquake- An implosion of sorts… Why do we always build walls? And why are they
Humor
Q: Why did Sadam Husein want looser pants ? A: He heard some one say he was soon going to be well hung ! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A rabbit one day managed to break free from the laboratory where he had been born and brought up. As he scurried away from the fencing of the compound, he felt grass under his little feet and saw the dawn breaking for the first time in his life. "Wow, this is great," he thought. It wasn't long before he came to a hedge and, after squeezing under it he saw a wonderful sight: lots of other bunny rabbits, all free and nibbling at the lush grass. Hey," he called. "I'm a rabbit from the laboratory and I've just escaped. Are you wild rabbits?" "Yes. Come and join us," they cried. Our friend hopped over to them and started eating the grass. It tasted so good. "What else do you wild rabbits do?" he asked. "Well," one of them said. "You see that field there? It's got carrots growing in it. We dig th
Misc
The influence of your Day of Birth; You were born on the ninth of the month, which means your birth number is 9. You're a broad-minded, idealistic, generous and energetic woman. And talk about a flair for the dramatic! You truly enjoy making "an entrance," whether it be into a room or into life. For you, life is one exciting adventure, which you nonetheless take quite seriously. You're the type of woman who wants to experience everything there is to do at any one time. Going on vacations with you can be frustrating for friends and family because you want to see and do EVERYTHING! Your Destiny number; To those who know you, you're as solid as the Rock of Gibraltar! You're a 100 percent reliable and trustworthy woman. The reason why you have your feet on the ground 24 hours per day is that you're under the influence of a 4 Destiny. Women with this Destiny are sensible, hardworking and live life with integrity. In fact, you probably adhere to that old saying, "Honesty is
Jessis
myspace layouts The thing that really pissed me off today was not getting a low rate on one of my pictures, or even people that try their hardest to be rude and piss me off, what really pisses me off is when I go to a web site supposedly deticated to my goddess Brigid, only to find out some lame is calling her a myth. News people, Pagan beliefs (and my goddess) was around long before Cristianity!
1st Blog
1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? Answer: 21. Would you do me once a
Crazy Cowgirl
WOO HOO! IM FINALLY GONNA GET TO GO TO CLASSES. IM GONNA BE ABLE TO WORK ON CARS WITH S DEGREE. AS WELL AS BE ABLE TO MAKE MUCHO MUCHO MONEIES! WOOO HHOOOOOOO! GO ME! ANYWAYS IM MOVIN TO WYOMING. I WILL BE THERE THE END OF SEPTEMBER, BEGING OF OCOTBER! WOO HOO! passion kicks in and my eyes go blind. my thoughts go all to one. massive chaos consumes me, my body shaking. all i know is his touch is all i need. when he looks at me i tremble and fall. my knees buckle. my eyes shine. my thoughts consummed by this one man. fear creeps in, and i calm down. my heart is aflame. my thoughts afire. pounding hard and fast, my breath races. and all i know is that his thoughts are on me and mine on him. sitting at a diner. laughing at my friends. letting you all know that i am totally fine. i am living with my crazy friends and going to the beach almost everyday. working to maybe get a brandnew ninja! what does everyone think? just a thought. well lots of aloha friends!
Misc
(Kinda funny that I happened upon a blog about guys eventually finding salvation in BBWs, since I was gonna post on the topic anyway. Not really sure where this is gonna go, but we'll see....) So, I'm wandering around here again today, and finding plenty of soft & sexy BBWs. LC is great, but can be a double-edged sword. I'm gonna say something here, that I wouldn't in real life (too shy), about someone that wouldn't be showing me their cleavage or more in real life. (Well, usually.) But, I also have to put up with the boob zombies in the process and try to find a way to say something beyond just 'nice chest'. Filter out the boob zombies, though, and you're left with two groups. Guys like me, and the 'barbie doll' mentality (to borrow the term). I'm sure the cleavage filter drains most away, but some are still intent on saying stupid shit about being ugly, etc. Why? Is it just something I can't understand because I'm on the other side? I've always liked big girls; e
Thoughts
it has been a while since ive been here and for good reason about 2-3 weeks ago my son was arrested here in mb for tresspassing,well i sent him to ny to visit his mom , he wasnt there 2 weeks and he got roughed up by the nys troopers and according to witness he did not get his miranda rights read to him , so ive been busy working andpuling hair and favors to get this kid home safely...what a nightmare this has been! so if any of you read this, i am soory i havent forgotten any of you , but its been craxy for me here, wishing you all a safe and happy easter....as always..rebel today i got a call from the dr regarding my scare about cancer...for the past few months ive been hemming and hawing on the fact that i may have it, and the worst kind for a man...yes folks the oleeeee testy cancer...and i say this for any man if you find your testey enlarged dont play around get a checkup..ladies if your giving your man some lovin...check it out for him...you may save his life.....well right now
Poetry
Out with the old....In with the new. Out with the ones that chose to be untrue. In to the ones that wish to not part... And the one that won the key to unlock my heart. © Tanya Lanea Carson 2006 I am waiting in the darkness.. No light shining through. No one here to comfort me.. I am waiting here for you. I don't know where I am.. I am dazed and confused. I don't know who will help me now.. Somehow I feel used. I feel no sadness nor happiness.. I feel nothing at all. I wonder if a slight and gentle breeze should blow my way.. If it would make me lose balance and fall. Will the one I am looking for save me... Before it is to late? Or will that person forget me and leave me in this darkness to stay, If that is so, I already know, that it must have been my fate. © Tanya Lanea Carson 2006 Why am I always confuzed, Why am I never satisfied..even when when things go my way? I fight for things that mean a lot to me... But when I finally get what I want....ther
Just For Fun
SIGN MY GUEST BOOK!! AT THE BOTTOM OF MY PAGE PLEASE Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Your Aura is Red You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage. Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works! The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez Careers for you to try: Dancer
Just Fun Quizes I Found.
Your sexual experience is like a street racer You like to have fun all the time, and if hooking up is a consequence of that then so be it. You are very easy going and have a rocking life. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You are 33% evil You are not so evil. You are overall a nice person, although I wouldn’t want to get on your bad side. You have an extravagant imagination. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com Melissa S Witte Not Fit for Society Passable Extremely Insane Passable Click Here to Find Out YOUR Psychiatric EvaluationatQuizGalaxy.com
Popped My Own Cherry
thanks for all the bday wishes on friday...i love all my cherries...have a great night Whats up cherries...just sitting here recovering from the flu that has been going around...anyone wanna keep me company right now...i cant sleep and im popping pills to get better russ From my sick bed Funny Myspace CommentsBored As Hell? - Click Here Today was a day from hell...Work was stressful with the employees who have a chip on their shoulders. Everyone seems to be made at me and i wish they would at least confront me on this problem. Its hard enough to get someone to doing something that i ask them to do. I do run the branch and it would be nice to make it a tight run office...i need a beer...someone wanna have one with me
Bored
So I got all these messages that I have to change my pictures....so I changed my profile pic but let me know if you can see the rest in my folder. Just not sure what everyone else sees when they look at my profile. Thanks. I haven't been on here in a while. This whole site has changed! So boys are so weird. At any given moment any guy on a date can fall into one of any category--horny, shady, gay, weird, shy, cheesy, cute, i can't think of anymore right now. I need to fire up another mum, the mum is running my decisions right now. Its an instant survey. Got another date tonight with him.
E's Blog
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Erotica
Hello sexy man of my wet dreams. I can not wait fo your sweet sex. I want you to show me new and exiciting pleasures of which I have never known, when we join in the flesh. I want you to show me how much of an expert you are in matters of love. For myself I shall start at your feet and work my way up. I warn you now that I like to have control. I will lick you all over from your feet to your sweet mouth of which I plan to get the most use out of. I will suck and nibble on your toes, work up your sexy legs with my hot wet tongue. I will nibble your body all over. I will lick the hollow between your legs paying special attention to the area where your legs join your body. I will carress your balls and gently tug them. Fondle and lick them to my hearts content. I will nibble up your sweet cock, licking it all the way to the head. Slide my hot waiting mouth down your throbbing shaft until you want to explode. I will suck the head of your cock till tears form in your eyes and gently nibble
My Own;
paint me a picture with flexibility. show me your soul through the acid in your gut. use your left while looking to the right. show me your insecurity & flaunt it. eat your way through flesh & bone. curl your toes with the power in your teeth. go down to the docks & gaze at the ground. go home to nothing & like it. take of your clothes & stay fully covered. fight your way through an empty crowd. stare down all the blind pedestrians. take my hand & pretend it/s real. i tatse your wife, your kids, your new car. accessories. i taste your game show grin. your perfect teeth. i reach and miss. i spit at ceiling fans and sundowns. your name under my pillow, your eyelash on my lips. make a wish. [you sold me everything.] i taste your new home in flames. i taste your calloused typewriter paws. oh.so.television. success. your secretary the mistress i never had. glowing. i smell your teenage daughter/s tears. she reeks of sedatives. i need this. i try to become you. anything to e
Cherry Licker!
There was this guy who always went out drinking with his friends. He would always come home very late. One night, while he was at the bar he told them his secret for being able to sneak in late. "When I walk in the house, before the wife can say anything, I lay her down, take off her panties, and give her the best oral sex she's ever had, until she has such an orgasm that she falls into a deep sleep. Then, I wash up and go to bed. By morning, she is so pleased, she doesn't care what time I came home." One of his friends thinks this is a great idea. So he stays out late, comes home, sneaks into the bedroom, gives his wife the best oral sex she's ever had, and goes to wash up. His wife walks into the bathroom, obviously upset that he's home so late. "Hey, why aren't you sleeping?" he asks. "I was was, but I came in to tell you that we've got to sleep on the couch tonight, 'cause my mother is sleeping in our bedroom." A mother is in the kitchen making dinner for her fami
Me = Laughing Not So Much
i haTe people. fucking liars. this movie makes me miss my ex. shes a cool grrl. when shes not being a dick to me. its either love or hate between us. normally just hate these days. shell be gettin married REAL soon. its cool. we're still "friends". even though we hardly ever talk. dont hang out really. when we do its completely akward cause im still into her. she gets all kinds of pissed off at me for me being stupid and still being into her. life. good shit, right? may-onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn... it is FREEZING in here. good thing i gots my hot nasty cheap, over spiced shit soup! and futurama is on again oh yeah a two-fer and this one is REAL funny im still cold though BLEH *shakes fist violently at house in general* DAMN YOUS!!!
Ohh Yeah.
1.Where will you be when it turns 2007? at a party with people i love 2. How did you get the idea for your MySpace name? umm it used to be my nickname 3. What song are you listening to right now? I Miss you - Blink 182 4. Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry? nope 6. Do you own an iPod? used to 7. What was the first thing you thought this morning? i was in a good moood and started dancing and jumping on my bed :] hah 8. What do you do for a living? Student & waitress 9. What will you do tonight? hopefully talk to my love and then go to sleep 10. Whats your favorite memory from last weekend? getting drunk with sweet people, and talking to my love 11. What are the last two digits of your phone number? 36 12. What was the last thing you ate? brownie 13. What was last thing you drank? miilk 14. What was the last movie you watched? umm Christmas vacation 15. What do you dislike at the moment? my ass 16. What food do you crave
There Is Hope
How is everyone tonight? I've had better years, 2007 is a bust so far to be honest, though the semi short term shows improvement as I will be removing some money drain from my life, reducing stress and lending to the possibility of advanced socialization. Basically, I'm dumping cost and heading out soon...I hope. It's kinda hard to say to be honest because so much of what has come my way recently ended up about a million miles from where it was suppose to be… No matter, I live and write; hence you're happy, right? ;-) On the bright side my baby's mama is FINALLY getting into the work force which lessens my stress on my children's financial position plus, I get to baby sit weekends, which from a fathers point of view, is better news than the playboy mansion calling to talk direct to me. Also I've gotten in contact with some good parts of my past. Rachel...I know no one here knows her, though 1 or 2 may have heard of her from me, hard saying. I go through spurts of mushily talki
Bite Me
These are just a few of my favorite things!!...LOL I'm feeling fine tonight. The rain is coming down hard and I have nothing else to do!!! Hedonist....this one word describes me to a tee. I am one of those people who move from one pleasure to the next. Thinking that this is all there is to life. Well, it is true. What is life without pleasure? Many may say that this is not the right way to live but what other reason is there. Would you live for pain? I wouldn't. I know that you have your good with your bad and I accept this. Yet I take special interest in the most pleasurable of moments. Why letthe mfly by and only have one in a life time. Am I trying to pack to much into this one life? Maybe. Really though it is my life and I find it very fulfilling. Maybe a little lonely because I still don't feel like I have a connection to one person but still is is pleasing to me. I have my children and my animals for now. SO my little family is whole bunch of hedonists. In many ways we are barba
Christy's Wild Side
Yay! My first original erotica online, and now you can find all the erotica I've written at ChristyWild.net! But, for now, enjoy the erotica! One Nighter By Christy Disclaimer: This story is an original work of fiction. Duplication can only be made with the permission of the author. Summary: Two people meet up in a bar for a one nighter...or do they? He sat there, watching her. The brunette had been in last night, and with it having been Halloween, she'd come in dressed in a cowboy outfit. A leather fringe bra had hugged her upper curves and the matching chaps certainly defined her curves lower down. He smiled in memory of the looks of pure satisfaction from most of the males, and even some of the females, that she'd been getting in her fetching get up. He himself had definitely not been immune, going up to dance up against her and had grabbed her by her hips as he enjoyed the sight of her ass framed by black leather. As they'd danced, he'd whispered in her ear what
Patriotic Stuff
A truly powerful song A Soldier Is:Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack.A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the Protector of America, with the latest copy of playboy in his back
New Blog 001
ok so I'm doing another giveaway, this time from stephanie...she is awesome. she gives away all the fubucks on the happy hours. so anyway...if you have some time...you can leave a comment or 2. thanks in advance. I would like to thank mell who has offered 100 of her 11's and stash rates to whoever ends up owning me in the auction. thats awesome, thanks babe!!! You Don't Have To Own A Cat To Appreciate This One! You just have to have a mother-in-law!!!! We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house. The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird. My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside
This Shit Is Real...think About It!
how in the hell can two kids that don't belong to you capture your heart and make you love them so much that you never want to see them go???fuck!!! The culmination of a three-year investigation by the Bureau of Alcohol Tobacco and Firearms (ATF) and supporting law enforcement agencies from five counties let to the execution of raids upon the homes of officers of the Vagos Motorcycle Club. These raids required over seven hundred law enforcement personnel and resulted in only twenty-two arrests. This was one of the largest operations of this kind in the history of California. This resulted in the confiscation of property from these homes. The ATF cited the confiscation of illegal firearms, drugs and Vago paraphernalia such as vests, patches, T-shirts, jewelry, pictures, etc. Out of the alleged illegal weapons seized, over ninety guns, a large percentage of those weapons were in fact legally registered to Vagos members with no criminal history whatsoever. One member asked an ATF agent
My Exciting Life
Yeah my dad is smashed.... Its really depressing being around him... seeing him stumble all over the place... slurring his speech... talking to the dogs... Thats not even the worst of my day... but id rather not get into that in a blog... Lets jus say its about boys.. yeah boys.. nothin but trouble.. *sigh* i duno... im sick and tired of being depressed. I jus wish that i could get away from it all... Sometimes i really do feel that everything would be better without me here.... Sure i do some good, but its not enough to weight out the bad in my life. A few of you know what im talking about but if you dont, dont be discouraged.. things always have a way of working themselves out... *sigh* this is my life................... Yeah im excited because i just cleaned my horribly messy room yesterday. And i organized last night. Then i couldnt fall asleep so i did the dishes and cleaned the stove and cleaned the entire bathroom.. Yeah theres something wrong wi
Poems
Venting... That's what they call it. Well if that is all it is, I wish i could do it! I am so mad right now, I dont know what to do. I want to yell and scream and throw things across the damn room. Throwing all of my hurt and anger into it. Instead of keeping all these feeling, locked up inside myself. I hurt and I don't know how to make it stop. I try so fucking hard all the damn time! And I never get it right. EVER! God I just want the pain to stop! To go away and never come back. I dont want to feel like I'm letting everyone down. Because that is what I am doing. Thats what I am best at. Saying and doing all the wrong things at all the wrong times. No matter how easy or simple things are. I am the responsible one. The one everyone can turn to when things go wrong in their lives. I put my life on hold and jump to their beck and call. But when fixing their lives start to fuck up mine, what am I suppose to do? When the stress of their lives makes my hair fall out what am I suppose to d
Poems
Silence now!No goodbye,no reasons whyonly the pain we feel inside Why! we ask whywhy did they have to go awaywhy oh why is there so much painto much to explain we look for hopeWe look for helpall we find is our tears tears from the paintears falling down like raintears for our loved ones losttears oh so much tears through the tears we praypray that they are in a better placewith no pain,no fearonly peace and love to light their way for the tears will go away but the memories will always staystay!right here in our hearts Read more: http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendId=54004173#ixzz0tvZ0WaHl They Aren't Meant To Come True Definitely Not For People Like Me And You They Will Usually Just Pass Us By Making Us Wish, Hope, And Wonder why We Keep On Thinking Every Single day That Something, Someone Special Will Come Our Way We Sometimes Don't Even See The Sign When It's Finally Our Space And Time Those Dreams That We have Always Thought Of
More Crap
im in contest only based on rates not comments if you could help that would be great thanks dutch http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=191890&albumid=220127&i=1238621908 since you are born time is ticking wasting away 8 hours of sleep is nothing accomplished i know my time is short on this earth i hope my time will be well spent time with you is always slow your drag the hands of time behind your sorrow i run the earth in search of the clock stopping a few more hours is all i need my time is short years have passed nothing accomplished time isnt on my side i lay awake in bed time is slowing down tick tock tick tock my clock is running out one more minute is all i need to show my love for you time is out love yall have a good wednesday muwahsssssssss dutch
November 2006
here we are and it's already almost half through december. I haven't written a blog in nearly a month and i feel terrible. I haven't been contacting people and the only things i've had time to reply to are messages here. I'm really sorry for all that, but i've been majorly busy with school and stuff.. and a halfway relationship that doesn't even really exist. it's quite great really. but anyways, I thought I would write this to tell everyone that i am still alive and kicking and I will be back as soon as i can If you would be so kind, please go vote for all these people and me =] > here is the link to the other please vote lots in both thanks > > Have you ever wandered what life would be like if we didnt have to sleep? If we didnt sleep just think of how good our technology would be, how much more time we would have, and how much more fun we could have. Now dont get me wrong i love to sleep but some nights like to night i just cant calm down so i cant sleep.
Just Some Things To Think About In Life
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is,won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
Johnjohn's Boring Blog!
ifjfuktdhmgcjfgliukjtfhtfchn I am looking for some beautiful ladies to model for me. I do have pictures available as a portfolio if your interested in looking before you commit to taking any pictures. I can not pay you for these photos but if you like I will provide you copies of them for yourself. Photography is a hobby of mine and I enjoy taking pictures of he human body the most. I am not looking for lude or nude models. I am willing to take those as well, but I am after seductive, provocative, and sexxy pictures involving clothes on. Models interested must not be black with athletic slim or average builds. If you are interested please contact me here or you may send me an e-mail to my yahoo address at lilljohn77 @ yahoo. com      no spaces THE HOLIDAY SEASON AND MY GRADITUDE TODAY I JUST WANT TO MENTION A FEW OF THE THINGS THAT I AM SO VERY GREATFULL TO HAVE IN MY LIFE. BECAUSE AT ON POINT IN MY LIFE NONE OF THESE THINGS OR ANYTHING MATTERED TO ME. NOW THE PAST 3 YEARS I HAVE
Sexual Quiz's
Your Boobies' Names Are... Kermit and Miss Piggy Boobie Name Generator OK, people....Kermit & Miss Piggy?? I dont know if those are the most appealing names I could have come up with., and I dont think they are sexy enough....Do you have any suggestions??? .... 'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com LMAO!!! How bout the guys on Cherry Tap?? Will they miss me??? Never mind the legion!!! Kelli Laffey's Amazing Mental Ability ... You can make cats listen to you. This only works once per cat, though. Use each cat wisely (Remember ... with great power comes great responsibility!) 'What is your Amazing Mental Ability?' at QuizGalaxy.com Why on earth would I wanna make a cat listen to me??? Now making a man listen to me would be THE BEST mental ability!! If you could make a man listen to you what would you make them do??? Be specific!!!
Sara
I been questioning things soo much lately. Kieran will be a month old tomorrow and NOT once has his dad asked how he's doing or tried wanting to see him. A close friend of mine is going through a divorce and her soon to be ex husband hasnt been around to see their daughter because hes avoiding all the stress.Seeing my friend go through this, its making me wonder if thats the reason my ex wont come around to see the baby which i dont get because while i was pregnant he sounded determined to be in the baby's life.  I try at ALL costs to keep the stress down between me and my ex and everytime he gets stressed from other situations he seems to take it out on me.  I dont know what to think anymore bout the situation. This will be Kieran's first Christmas and its going to break my heart more than its already broken if his father doesnt even come around to see him.  How can anyone be so fucking cruel like this? Yes! My ex and i have probs but those probs are between me and him, it is NOT the
Life
I got some bad news recently. My mom was diagnosed with inflammatory breast cancer. She has to have her breast removed and go on chemo. She has a 50% chance to live the next 5 years. I am super close to my mom and this is killing me. It's so hard. I can't really think...I've been in a daze. I'm going with her to the doctor tomorrow, maybe we'll hear some good news. I'm in this, come vote for me by leaving a comment please!! Hottest Eyeliner/Fishnet Contest Is Now Open For Voting. Come By And Vote For Your Fave. Winner Will Be Decided By Total Comments. Best Of Luck To Everyone Who Entered. I'm not a huge fan of summer because it's HOT and I sunburn really easily. But...I do like going to the beach and just the laid backness (not a word, I know) that it brings. I remember being a kid and just playing outside all summer with NO worries. God, I miss those days so much. Then I remember being a teenager and sneaking beer and hanging out late all summer.
Poems Of All Kind
Dreams I was thinking of us last night And the times we shared How good we were But now we are apart Yet we still have our Dreams For in our Dreams we are together Holding hands on the beach Talking all night under the silver moon Kissing and holding each other tight In our Dreams... For no matter the distance Or the obstacle I will always belong to you For we are meant for each other not only in reality, but also in our Dreams Saw you getting tired and a cure was not to be. So He put His arms around you and whispered "COME TO ME" With tearful eyes I watched you and saw you pass away. Although I loved you dearly, I could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest. God broke my heart to prove to me, He only ......takes............the BEST. Repost if you have a loved one in Heaven † † † There is a place for us that no one else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets, only beauty, peace, understanding. A
Pimpin My Friends Out!
Say Hi to MurphyBoo! Yeah, so like I finally posted a booty pic. When you're done laughing, you can rate and comment on it. :o) Hugz n Snugz to all.
Misc. Shit Everyone Should Know...
The Federal Bureau of Investigations keeps files on almost every person in the entire country. They must send you your file if you want them to.There will not be any charge if the file is under fifty pages.If it is over 50 pages, then there will be a copying charge of ten cents per page. Your file can be obtained by simply mailing a letter to them. However,the letter must be worded properly or else they will not comply, or may only send you part of it. Here is the address which you may use to contact the F.B.I.:Director Federal Bureau of Investigations Washington D.C., 20535 Here is the letter: Dear Sir: I am requesting a copy of any personal file which you may have on myself (SSN ). In addition, I am requesting copies of all files, dossiers, documents, or materials referring to myself. If you consider some
My First Blog To My Friends
MIAMI - Martin Nodell, the creator of Green Lantern, the comic book superhero who uses his magical ring to help him fight crime, has died. He was 91. Nodell died at a nursing home in Muskego, Wis., on Saturday of natural causes, his son Spencer Nodell told The Associated Press on Tuesday. He previously lived in West Palm Beach. Nodell was looking for a new idea for a comic book in 1940 when he was waiting for a New York subway and saw a train operator waving a lantern displaying a green light, said Maggie Thompson, senior editor of Comics Buyer's Guide. Nodell imagined a young engineer, Alan Scott, a train crash survivor who discovers in the debris an ancient lantern forged from a green meteor. Scott constructs a ring from the lamp that gives him super powers, and becomes a crime fighter. He brought his drawings and story lines to All-American Publications, which later became a part of National Periodical Publications, the company that was to become DC Comics, Thompson sai
Daily Thoughs......
SO YOU WANT TO LEAVE THE LOUNGE BUT THE GOOBERS TOOK THE LINK OUT?? WELL HERE YA GO..FILE THIRTEEN THEM!! JUST INPUT THE LOUNGE NUMBER WHERE THE FIVE XXXXX'S ARE!! PEACE! http://www.fubar.com/mylounges.php?leave=XXXXX I hope everyone get a chance to read this.... The saddedst part of any lounge are people's attitudes. The new lounges I have seen owners say no one under level three allowed, no default pic, no one from this lounge or that one... How childish and ridiculous. So as of today I hope people who ask me to join their lounge realize "I WILL NOT SUBSCRIBE" to any lounge that specifies restricting levels, pics, other lounges...if I find out they do, I WILL IMMEDIATELY UNSUBSCRIBE, and may not return to lounge. So if you feel that disgraceful towards someone...block them yourself but do not impend ignorance on others...peace LET ME TELL YOU WHAT I THINK IS REALLY ABSURD...PEOPLE RATE MY PHOTO...DON'T KNOW HOW THEY CAME ACROSS IT ONLY..BUT THEY DON'T BOTHER TO CHECK OUT
My Friends And Family
First off sorry I havent been around for awhile as I have had some personal things going on at home that have had to come first and formost.... Second now that I am back we have had some major changes to the family so I have decided to change the family name.... The new name is Rebel Angels of CT.... Third if you are interested in becoming a part of the new family please contact me or my 2nd in charge...... Angel Eyes Head of the Rebel Angels of CT Redmex 2nd in charge of the Rebel Angels of CT THE REDNECKS ARE BACK!!!! We have brought the Rednecks from the grave... Interested in being a family member contact one of us... Angel Eyes ~ Head of the Rednecks of Fubar~@ fubar out-law~ 2nd in charge of the Rednecks of Fubar~@ fubar PLEASE REPOST>>>>>>>>>>> ATTENTION ALL ROYAL FAMILY MEMBERS..... WE ARE HAVING A YAHOO MEETING TUESDAYS AT 9PM CENTRAL TIME IF YOU ARE ABLE TO JOIN US PLEASE DO SO AS WE WILL BE DOING THIS AS JUST A GET TOO KNOW Y
Take A Look
So, I turn my computer on and bring up lc or ct, whatever....anyways the top photos are on my home page and what do I see, some woman spread eagle with her fuckin lips in my face! I REALLY dont want to see that shit. I think I about puked. Shouldn't the photos that ppl are forced to see be somewhat decent? a little tit, ass not so bad, but that was just DAMN WRONG! Had to share that thought! It seems that I attract crazy fuckin psycho, mental men who aparently didn't get enough attention as children or just like hurting ppl. I am writing this since the majority of my friends are men. Please give me some advice. For some reason, yes I am one of those woman who always blew off the good guys for the bad boys. I now wonder why, because now it seems to be all I attract. I get the ones who say all the right shit at the beginning...I mean everything I need to hear. Once they realize I care well then the mask comes off. I just can't understand....Please a little help here dmont17
Return American Beauty
HATE CRIME Has the media gone totally mad, or is the media just a tool to try and make the blacks browns and yellows out to be saints while totally thrashing the white mans reputation. Everyday in this great nation hate crimes are being committed by those who the ADL and the NAACP so openly protect, but you will never see the crimes that these groups commit against the hard working racially awake white men and women in any news papers or television broadcasts. In fact such stories are just swept under the rug and not a dam thing is done to alert the masses about it. On Halloween of this year in Long Beach California three young white women ages 19 to 21 were attacked by a pack of Negros who beat them badly. Nothing of this story was told by any news media and if it were it was so far in the depths of the paper ensuring that the mass public had no knowledge of this crime. However if this had happened to three black women Jesse Jackson would have made such a big deal of this tha
Important/unimportant Notices
With not having had much time online here over the holidays and now wanting to put even more focus into other things I probably won't be online here much. Depending how little time I actually find myself on here too, I might just end up taking my profile down eventually. We'll see what happens. Should I decide to do so, there are other avenues for keeping in touch with me should any of you (who don't already) want to do so. Who Parent arrive in town for a week long visit Tuesday afternoon...I won't be online much during this time. Happy Holidays! See ya in the new year! Who Thanks for all the birthday greetings/wishes/cards/cakes/etc Much appreciated :)
Words
Sorry is a word that has to be used more often than most other words. Question is why? Why do we feel we need to tell someone sorry? Is it because as a person you feel guilty or inadequate and think that you have let someone else down? Why is it when you just meet someone they will tell you sorry if for some reason they got another phone call or couldn't meet you? Is it out of being polite or what is it that we truly sorry about? I looked up the definition of the word sorry and here is what it means: feeling regret, compunction, sympathy, pity, etc., wretched, poor, useless, or pitiful Those are pretty strong words but yet we will constantly say sorry as a member in society. Do you even mean it half the time you say it? Guessing most people don't but actually feel obligated to say the word. If you don't feel sorry then just don't say anything. Be honest, be truthful, be yourself. Don't ever truly be sorry unless you've hurt someone that you didn't mean to. Be so
With A Thumbnail Link.. ..or With A Text Link.
www.hostdrjack.com www.hostdrjack.com www.hostdrjack.com They are; Mothers, Fathers, Brothers, Sisters, Aunts and Uncles, They are our American Soldiers and they need to be remembered during this holiday season... Press Play to watch They paid the Ultimate Sacrifice: Please take a moment to remember them when you are with your family this year. Pray for their safe return to their families.. LCPL G****** USMC prior Service
What And What Nots
I just had my first sexual experience eating a woman out. I must say that it was a nice experience. Now I know why some men love doing it so much. There is just something about making a woman cum like that. It is really cool making someone feel like that. Family just sometimes sucks ass. Last night I went to karaoke with my sister. Had a good time. Well today my stomach is upset and I feel sick. Not to mention that my youngest has been really sick. I was supposed to go over to my sister's house today. My whole family. We were going to draw names and trim the tree. Casey was going to help Patrick put lights up on my sister's house. Well I started to feel really bad and felt like blacking out in Walgreens. I came home and laid down. Then my grandmother calls and tells me my aunt had a seizer. She wants me to call my mother and tell her to go up to the hospital. My grandmother just wanted my mom to do the same for Robin as Robing did for her. She wasn't going to go. S
Living In A Blonde Mind
LCDR Jeff Giles, SC, USN 30th Naval Construction Regiment OIC, Logistics Cell One Al Taqqadum, Iraq Subject: A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I cre
Quiz Results And Other Stuff (music Videos, Lyrics, Poems, Etc)
After about a year of being gone off Fubar I am back, gonna take a salute and be back to being active on here again. Soo, everyone who remembers me give a shout! Woo Your Name Is Too Too Sexy! :) Your name scored 214 in the "How Sexy Is Your Name Test" How Sexy Is Your Name? Yes I know he looks like a woman. English Lyrics: I don't have them sorry
In Memory Of 5-50 Crips No Longer Around.....
the only other one on the set that was more my age a year older then me passed away before i really got to know him, still showin him some love...the war started over him...peace lil cuz...some say revenge is bitter sweet but about two years ago i got the bastard who did that to you... empty just like a shell...... extremely heartless... but looked out for his crew you know the prime example of someone who lost their sanity on the street. you know i didnt know you much now that you mention it no one really did... but fuck it... you saved me a few times so you deserve my rightful respect for a shoutout you know... i love you just the same cuz always got the crew in my heart. peace Queen of the set everything to Bulletproof... I dont know what happened to you if your still out there....if you are and you bye that small chance see this let me know... your the last of the crew if your out there besides me let me know home girl....miss ya and love ya
Jokes
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call for a Woman in labor. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, A 4yr old girl, to hold a flashlight high over her mother so he could see While he helped deliver the baby. - Diligently and,very wide-eyed, Kathleen did as she was asked. - Her mother Susanna pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him hard on his bottom. And Connor began to cry. - The paramedic thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the little 4-yr Old what she thought about what she had just seen. - Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the First place..... Spank him again!" A four year old little boy was at the doctor’s office with his mother in the waiting room when he spotted a pregnant lady on the other side of the room. Having nothing better to do, he walk over to her and inquisitively asks “Why is your stomach so
For Anyone With Enough Of A Soul To Read This...
my car has a flat tire i cant get this guitar riff right, or any guitar riffs for that matter i have a habit of staying up late, really late, too late i'm constantly losing my mind i can never sleep when i say i'm going to music and friends are the only things that keep me going bank account is in the negative, money's never really been an issue before suddenly all of life's major issues hit me in the face like a brick, injuries soon follow in my perfect world i'd be a rockstar... in fact i posted an ad tonight that im looking for a band so wish me luck i have good friends, one who will go out of his way to pick me up and take me with him to see drifting tomorrow 2 hours away because i cant afford gas money i took a new pic today, some noticed it's really good i am not gonna lie, probably my fav pic on my page now did i write too much? was it poetry or a blog? kinda a mix of both, really. the ones who read this are truly awesome and actually care
My Blogs
THE "IF" questions.... If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you walk out of the door, I would hug you and kiss you and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I heard your name lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play it back for days. If I knew it would be the last time to spare an extra minute or two, I'd stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming that you know I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day. Well, I'm sure you'll have many more, So, I'll let this one slip away. For surely there is tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we'll always get a second chance to make everything all right. There will be another chance to say our "I love you," and certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything
Life
Ok so there is a nasty virus going around here. My mom had it for a while. My little brother came over Friday, and that night his voice started going in and out. Saturday it hit him like a ton of bricks and he got it. Now I have it too. My voice is gone. My head is pounding, and I am aching and hurting all over. I have a sore throat, a nasty cough, and my nose is stuffy, running, and draining all at the same time. Needless to say, I wish someone would just shoot me. Rob came over real early this morning to take care of me since I can't even stand up long enough to make a sandwich for myself. Hunter and Fluffy are sticking close to me. I am not sure how long this will last, when my mom had it, it laasted a few weeks. So if you call and I don't answer or return your call, or if a guy answers my phone, you know why. I am not able to talk on the phone right now. I have resorted to having to write it down every time I want to say something to Rob. Anyway, I hope everyone else is doing bette
My Bi Polar Life
I went to a computer show today with Thore Gundi and it was cool. I got a couple things and he got a neato mp3 player and dvd burner. It was smaller than when I first went to it several years ago. In fact, that is the 2nd time I go to computer shows with people I met from the internet. I sense a pattern lol. Wow I drove home today from FTL and it really sucked. The pain killers made me really tired. I dont' think I'll be able to get out of bed tomorrow I am so sore. I will probably only live online for a couple days so I can heal up, too bad this bad ass one year old isn't going to cooperate with my plan. Ah well. GOod thing women are durable. Having a little party at the house for the game! I'm cooking a lot of yummy food and we are going to create a munchie urge to eat it all lol. I love the commericals during this game, I'm going to put them in my stash. Ok I made fruit & cheese plate,caesar salad, pork chops, collard greens, cheese rice,shrimp, fried gizzards, okra, and we have sal
Got Bored
http://folding.stanford.edu/ Work group 90213 Got new and old pics of the kids up - feel free to make off color remarks about my hellions if you want since its only half my fault!!! gremlindeath@hotmail.com gremlinmaester@yahoo.com Due to adverse issues, these are how you can contact me
Pieces Of My Mind
Things that make you go HMMMMmmmm... Reposted from http://www.weissblog.com/2007/03/12/cherrytap-in-the-news/ What you're reading is a decent article about CT, which raises a few questions. Don't miss the critical ones, because they reference: and Take a look, because what I see are a couple of sites that are designed to compete with Hot or Not (etc) and YouTube / iMeem (etc) ... and they are using OUR data and OUR pictures and OUR stashes and OUR time to do it, without our knowledge or consent. That makes CherryTAP a pretty slick online community, with two backup advertising sites powered by people who had no idea. Think you're upset about people ripping your pics on CT? How about if CT ripped EVERYONES pics, and used that for advertising? Don't take my word, please. Read the message. Look at the sites. - Void. 12 Mar CherryTap in the news Over the last few days CherryTap (CT to the users) has gotten a
Just Another Poem
THE WAGES OF SIN Destroyer of my hopes and dreams your hate is endless as it seems to me you are evil incarnate living lost, alone and full of hate your existence has became a living hell a fate you have earned all to well you won the battle and lost the war now you are nothing but and old whore lost your looks and your soul nothing can ever make you whole the murder of my character you did achieve lost is your victory. yourself you did deceive live on in pain and know the truth you can not pretend you have your youth and know that you failed in your task my soul is my own in this victory I bask you could not wreck me and drive me down you came out the fool and look like a clown the tighter you held on the worse it became now all of the pain is yours alone to claim so here is to the loser a toast and the end to one came out without honor or a friend By R. Thomas Dinsmore In Love with the End She walks the fine edge dancing bet
New User
I need some help now. I am at my limit for rating pics and blogs and everything else. I need some help getting to the next level. Here's how anyone can help: Apparently I am retarded or something and cannot get my pics to come on here. I have to send them to someone's email to let them view my pics. If someone could plese help me get my pics on here I would be ever so grateful. Another way is to help me level up by rating pics and other various things. I have rated many of your pics here and now I need some help. Please? I would like to thank each and everyone of you now for any help that I can get from you. I have been on here for quite some time and helped out alot of you all and now I asking for the same. I am not ver y good at asking but I am here doing so! Thank you for your time! [b]Your Famous Last Words Will Be:[/b] [img]http://images.blogthings.com/whatwillyourfamouslastwordsbequiz/death5.jpg[/img] "What we know is not much. What we don't know is enormou
A Day In My Life
tommy the cat by primus on bass. can it even be done. shit ive spent like 3 weeks workin on it. anyways yeah, happy feet sucked. dont go to it. so im bored of my ass, someone call or some shit. if you want my number, ask PEACE!! well, for all three people out there who i actually talk to on here from my hometown, i m off to college in minot on monday. surprisingly, i think for all the boring shit fargo has to do, i m gonna miss it. well, see ya in 4 years, and for god sakes, someone can take a road trip up ta see me. peace out fargo
Some Poetry
You're on a runaway train Unrecognizable as a friend Addiction a crazed conductor Ushering you to the end Your fellow passengers are strangers With fistfulls of pills They will lead you to a death Florid with ills The train is in a tunnel Lack of light affects your mind You think you see everything When really you're blind By the time you tried to leave The exit light had burnt Other passengers laughed at you The train had turnt The end of the track Was a half mile ahead They had taken their final hits They went smiling to bed Such ugly wreckage Twisted metal, shattered bone So few of the victims Ever return home We are the survivors The family, the friends Our highest stakes in a drug war That will never end. wrote this over the weekend... I want to say it was saturday night, not sure though. my weekend is a blurr. im losing my mind, my hopes, and my dreams. Very stressed right now and its bringing the worst in me out.
Loving Him
So there's this guy, and his smile makes me smile, and the way he talks causes me butterflies, and it's the way he just "gets it". He makes me laugh when I am mad, and cheers me up when I am sad. He's been there to keep me strong and has shown me there is no fear. He was there helping me get through and is there when I'm right or wrong, offering comfort or wise words or just a laugh. He makes me happy. Yeah he was a big jerk, nothing is going to change that, it's happened and things usually happen for a reason, the universe is turning exactly like it is supposed to, whether we like it or not...and yeah it hurt but caring about someone isn't finding a person perfect, it's about seeing an imperfect person perfectly. So for those that may be wondering, maybe I'm not over him and maybe I don't want to be, sometimes there is nothing to do but listen to ones heart. And yes I know to be careful, it could happen again. But what fun is life if we don't take chances. He's important to
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Travel
4th Jun 2006 1:44 AM What up dawgs? been up to a suprising amount of stuff sitting on this little island. a suprising amount to do, so thought i would leave a little taster of what i have been upto as im sure you are all dying to know. As you can see from new profile pic, did indeed go scuba diving, whihc was amazing. saw a completely new world, had geat visibilty, loads of fish and just such crazy stuff i had no idea even exsisted. slighty soured by the fact i had some trouble equaliing pressure in right ear so couldnt go down that deep, was still great though. loads of bumming around on the beach, some snorkling and loads of readng, glad i picked up a fat 1000 page book while in bangkok. Another day went down to the shooting range on the island, let of a few rounds form a .45 and then an AK which was alot of fun, but very expensive, paul got hit in the face with ejected casing which was funny, and even went bowling and saw Xmen 3 (nice to indulge in some normal activitesd
Imagination
Sex
Thanks to everyone who has commented on my writting. And for all the ideas and help. I have three more stories to write before my book is done. So if anyone wants to help..... Questions and Answers So where to begin…hummm…ah yes there we go. It’s late I know you’re coming over and though we sit and talk we both knew what is going to happen, why you have come to my house, but we sit ever so polite and talk. Then finally one of us makes a move and we know where it is going to go from there. The way you touch my skin so light so soft it sets my body on fire. You takes your time, this is not a quick fuck, this is more. More intense, more erotic, just more. Your kiss starts slow using your tongue you slowly works it in and out of my mouth, making me hungry for more. You run your hands though my hair, over my shoulders, I lean into you, my body so hungry for you that I can’t keep my hands off of you. You shiver…hummm. I slowly run my tongue up the side of your neck nipping
Read This Shit It Is To Funny
Last Updated: Dec 5, 2006 Send Message Instant Message Email to a Friend Subscribe Invite to My Blog Gender: Female Status: In a Relationship Age: 25 Sign: Pisces City: Middleburg State: FLORIDA Country: US Signup Date: 03/21/06 Blog Archive [ Older Newer ] 1234567891011121234567891011121314151617181920212223242526272829303120002001200220032004200520062007 Friday, December 08, 2006 Why I love him!!! Current mood: loved Why I love him? I love the way he makes me feel. The handwritten letters he leaves for me to find. The long and short emails that he loves to write to make my day brighter. The voicemail he lets me come into work and hear just to tell me to have a great day. How he will sit and listen to me complain about things that he has little concern for but he knows it means something to me. He helps me with advice and is understanding when I don't take it. He makes time to spend with me even
Song Lyrics
As I stand here I ponder greater things No longer a part of A part of your lover's dreams So much for your common complications So much for your constant desperation For what's to come It's all been written Down, written down But I feel that a change is A change is gonna come As I sit here I'll tell you greater things No longer a part of A part of someone's dreams So much for your Common escalations So much for your Constant fabrications For what's to come It's all been written down , down, downI said for what's to come For what's to come your way It's all been written Down, written down But I feel that a change is A change is gonna come I said I feel so aliver now And I feel that a change is A change is gonna come Keep on time Keep on time You run along Keep on child Keep on child you move along Keep on my time now I run around for you Keep on time Keep on time You run along Keep on child Keep on child you push it on keep on my time now I run around for you You don't know yet You d
Stories From The Road
As long as my Mistress is the open road. Doing her bidding as I run yet another load I guess happiness and love I will never know Because I am always on the go. I only go home to see my son Because a home is no home when empty and there is no love and you know no one That is not something easily a trucker can change When never there a life he can arrange. The best I can hope for is a waitress’s smile Before heading back out and burning up another few hundred miles. Never no time for visiting or a rest That damn Mistress the road is always putting me to the test She says to me what do you think your trying to do. .live life and have fun I have another load with which you must run. So off I go spending another night all alone. Weary and tired down to the bone. The sleeper of this truck can on the hottest day of summer seem so cold With no one to touch, love and hold. Did you ever stop to think exactly all a truck driver has to do without.. All those same speci
Doobastylin
for any of ya'll that might care I'm gone until the 23, going to go play with fire and drum with a few hundred of my closest friends!!! Wish you where there!!!!! leave me some loving if ya think about it!!! About a year and a half ago i was enlisting in the U.S Army, I passed all the tests and physical, 2 weeks before I was going to leave for boot camp i got custody of my son.... so I became a single parent b4 I could become a soldier.... I wanted to be soldier to prove myself to myself, now im a roofer to provide for my family, I will do anything for my family!!! Regardless how hot it is or how high off the ground I am there is a lil' thought in the back of my mind telling me Im nothing... I work hard, usually from sun up till sun down, I just want to know that Im worth what Ive been givin. How do I prove myself now??? What must I do to know??? The rainbow is on the horizon, I am headed to the other side of life, My home and Family awaits, No more excuses have I,
Goddamnit!! %^#%@#$
Don't bother to fucking add me if you're not going to talk to me. Oh and here's a clue about me: I don't give a SHIT about ratings. I am NOT going to rate your or your pictures unless I genuinely think you are an interesting person, or I honestly like your pictures. Stop fucking begging me to fucking rate you, you fucking needy-ass, whiny, cunt-rag, pussyshit, pricks. Life's not a fucking popularity contest, get OVER yourselves people. THIS IS THE FUCKING INTERNET. Goddamn, you people are honestly as bad as all the teens on MYSPACE. Jesus FUCK. I thought you were all ADULTS. Act like them for Chrissakes. I said this a while ago so I'm going to keep it on here, because I think it's a valid point. To (much) older men: I have no problem with you complimenting me, I honestly don't. However, I question your choice in words. It makes me a little uncomfortable to be called "hot" and "sexy" by a man more than twice my age, because in my mind, use of such words means you see me as an obj
Subliminal Mind-fuck 3
...so last night, i got home from work at like almost 10, and we had friends over to party a bit... AND BOY DID WE PARTY... We had me, jacz, jess, christy, shawna, sheri, gordy, henryhank, ashton, loki, brit, rich, angellete, jason, all our cool ass friends over, and fucked up was the mission, and fucked up we got... I stayed away from the Captain Mo and Erk n Jerk, wantd to avoind the hard liquor, but had a few Artic Berry Smirnoff I got for me n jacz, a little Bicardi Hurricane (thanx Sheri), and we all know my love of natural herbal remedies...what a good night we had... I LOVE YOU GUYS! WE ROCK THAT SHIT LIKE AINT NO THANG! REPPIN' IT FOR THE HOMIES YO!!! LOVE PEACE AND CHICKEN GREASE Author's note: No, I am not crazy. Just got stuck on a cool show, and the idea and imagination behind it. It's called "Dead Like Me". Used to be a show on Showtime. Basic premise is about "undead" people who reap souls. When someone is about to die, the reaper is in charge of taking the
Poems.....
I have been kind of inspired to write my thoughts here in a poem which is proper, I think, for the season... Now is the time... It's a great time of the season. It is the time For when we should start believing. It is this time That miracles and great things happen. Why, it's Christmas! Time for helping and for giving. A time for joy, Faith, hope, love and eternal peace. It's a time for Love and unity to increase. But just one thing... We must all keep one thing in mind... Not just this time, But for always should we be kind. This holiday Is there to remind all of us... Of how people Were like in that true first Christmas. A time for joy And never a time for grieving. Just please have faith And ALWAYS keep on believing!!! There is nothing So bad for us we can't handle. It is the faith Which makes everything possible. (own poem) One more poem to share on dreams and believing... It is a fact... That dreams are an important part
Rockers Ramblings
THIS is not a joke, the LINK IS SAFE* Just need some help here folks! Please help my dragon egglings to grow! Click on each and show some LOVE! You never know, a lost dragon egg might follow you home! To steal your own dragon egg click here! Anyone into Rock, here is a Calendar from the Local Scene in Tidewater Virginia, keep your eyes open, some of these bands will be famous in the next few years, especially the one below, cause My SON is in it, MAD MAx!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Their band in on APRIL! Smiles It's been a crazy few days, my small cat Bella underwent surgery to be spayed and after the surgery she suddenly stopped breathing and its been touch and go for the last 30 hours. I now have her in my room at home, isolated so she can get use to being suddenly blind, but she is alive, eating, moving around, using the litter box and still a dollbaby, hopefully the blindness is just temporary from the trauma. Funny, I put it on a cork at State of
Poem
GOD SENT AN ANGEL DOWN FROM THE HEAVENS ABOVE WITH WINGS LIKE A DOVE SOWRING THROW THE SKY IN SERACH FOR A HEART TO MAKE HIS HOME HE LOOKED TOWRADS THE NORTH THE EAST AND WEST NO HEART HE DIDN'T FIND THERE HE STOOD CRING OUT THIS LONE ANGEL NEEDS A HOME TO REST HIS LOVE THEN I WALKED BY HIM HIS CLOTHS WAS TORN HIS HEART SHADERD HE LOOKED UP AT ME WITH A TEAR IN HIS EYE I BENT DOWN AND SAID WHY DO U CRY HE REPLYED I HAVE NO HOME THEN I FELT A TEAR FALL FROM MY EYE HE STOOD UP AND BRUSH THE TEAR FROM MY CHEEK AND SOFLY SAID DONT CRY FOR ME FOR I HAVE FOUND WHAT IAM LOOKING FOR I REPLYED WHAT DID U FIND HE SAID IN THE SOFTEST VOICE I FOUND MY HOME Graphics & Layouts I WROTE THIS WHEN HUBBY AND ME WAS HAVEN PROBLEMS BUT WHERE GOOD NOW =) A LONG GOODBYE by kelli j HERE I SIT WITH TEAR FILLED EYES WACHING U FLY AWAY BUT YET HERE IS SIT WATCHING NOT SAYING A WORD.BUT IN SIDE IAM SAY NO, PLZ, DONT GO, BUT ALL THE WHILE U ARE TELLING ME U LOVES ME.BUT HERE IAM PUSHING U AW
Personal
HI GUYS AND GALLS, Lately yu have noticed i havent been that much online havent send gifts or comments out its cause my personal life is a bit upside down not going to good and im very upset at the moment with things so yu wont hear much from me i will come and see whats going on i hope to spend more time with yu all soon again but for now.....i just cant so i hope yu dont mind send a note or comment show me that yu still think of me love ya all friends of mine shavonna Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com This poem is for bobby my sweet little jack russel who i had to let go to heaven last week wednesday thnk yu for all the joy baby rest in peace The Gate of Heaven I got to the gate of Heaven yesterday, After we said good bye. I began to miss you terribly, Because I heard you cry. Suddenly there was an Angel, And she asked me to enter Heavens gate. I asked her if I could stay outside and wait, For someone who'd
Blah Blah Blah
Relay For Life!!! Relay For Life!!! Hello Everyone, So yesterday was relay for life poker run... Yay!!! No one showed up for the poker run but we got alot of the puddle fest to eat so we made $250 for the relay... Now Funny Funny Story!!! I had made cupcakes for the relay... Had them in this huge cake box... Leaveing the relay my mom did not tie down the box... And sat it on top of another box... Well going home the box flew off the back of the truck and hit my sisters car.. One half of the box went under and the other half went over... YES YES I GOT PICTURES!!! I hope everyone has a great day!!! *mwah* -Minga Yesterday night my uncles house caught fire.. We thought at first it was because of the fire he had in the fire place but it wasn't that.. there was an electical fire.. My sister took some pictures... And I will post them at the end.. But my uncle is staying with us for awhile so I don't know how much time I will g
Pugmie's Thoughts
Thank you for your prayers, thoughts and support. They gave my son a transfusion and his condition improved dramaticly. It was decided to move him to a sports rehab center in Chicago that is better equipped to deal with his muscle fatigue. In a week or two they expect to let him go through a standard program but right now he will be getting electro muscle stimulation a nd hydro theropy. This is a big weight off my shoulders. He will get better it will just take time and following the doctors orders. He understands what this has done to those who care and vows to never ride motor cross again. I'm glad but also sad because I know how much it means to him. Without it he will have to find a new hobby. I hope it's safer and even more fum for him. My suggestion was fishing, as long as it wasn't for sharks or something like that. lol Hugs,   Eddy Some of you may kmow what is going on with my son, for those who don't here it is. My son rides motor cross and two weeks ago  he was in an accid
By Angel Baby Bbw
HEY FRIENDS SORRY IF I AM GROUCHY WITH ANY OF YOU... I AM QUITTING SMOKING!! I HAVE SMOKE FOR 22 1/2 YEARS SO IT IS VERY HARD TO QUIT!! BUT I HAVE TO SO I CAN HAVE MY SURGERY SOON!! SO PLEASE DON'T TAKE IT PERSONAL IF I HAVE BEEN GROUCHY WITH YOU!! I WILL PROBABLY STAY OFF HERE EXCEPT FOR TO JUST CHECK IN FOR THE WEEKEND!! DON'T WANT TO BE AN ASSHOLE TO ANYONE!! TAKE CARE!! LUV YA FRIENDS!! just thought that I would let you all know that my surgery went fine, I got sick & put back in the hospital for another 3 days but I am home & doing good, still taking it easy for a few weeks!! don't want to go back to the hospital!! thanks for all your support & warm wishes!! take care my friends!! love, Angel Baby BBW HEY FRIENDS I WILL BE GONE FOR A WEEK & A HALF ON VACATION!! WOO HOO FINALLY!! I WILL MISS YOU ALL!! TAKE CARE & I WILL TRY TO CATCH UP WHEN I GET BACK!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com LUV YOU GUYS, ANGEL BABY BBW
Simply Cumm In For The Sake Of World's Bad Girls
warm flows the river inside me rushing currents through my veins drink deep my little one take it all gain strength from my precious gift I am the river of life, so boundless drink love and live forever with me I have loved you since time began and shall forever, not a second less for our hearts were bound together in love's sweet unbreakable bonds the world may change, but we do not ancient long before the rise of man Paper Roses... My first husband Murdered Our Second Son as a Baby. These are the Actual Poems sent to and from Prison. Paper Roses The rose is the ultimate symbol of love. The one emotion we are all capable of. I know these paper roses have no smell, But it's all I'm able to send from this cell. This rose represents our love from the start, And will hold a place always for you in my heart. If I were out there, you know what I'd do? I'd find the most beautiful rose just for you. But, until then, I'll sit in th
New Sexy Pictures 4 Friends ;)
Hey friends! We added some new hot pictures for you all to check out and comment, remember, the higher we go in cherry rank... the more pics we can add so rate away, comment to your hearts content and make requests if desired! Thanks!! -Autumn and Ryan http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3067413889 just so everyone one is aware this is my 2nd blog about pic stealing, last night i saw one of our friends pics stolen and a fake profile was created, today someone started a fake profile name "i suck dick" with one of my pics as the default pic. thanks to lost who reported it to me! i think all cherries should watch eachothers backs! thanks guys i love you! mauh!xoxo!
Poet-try
I havent been feeling like doing much lately. I guess i figured that if i just start writing thn something will magically appear from the keyboard that I havent been able to find on my own. I don't really think I'll be able to hold a job, ever. I realized this finally after 2 years of proof, It shouldn't be this way but I don't see the light where I become this hugh impact player on the world seen. Fuck it, even the neighborhood scene, I just want to do what I want to do all the time. If that conflicts with your interests then we can part ways. I have submilinally trained myself for whatever the fuck it is that I do. It's not anyones perfect picture of what life should be, but it seems to work for me. My arrogance is going to be what ultimately forces me to the challenge that I won't be able to overcome. It's just at this point you have to keep fighting. The trampoline that I have under me is made of dental floss and cardboard. I'm 300 feet up and juggling fire, but it's f
My Wretched Little Thoughts
Alrighty, today i am getting off of my fat ass and doing something. It is nice out and junk. I need a new job, some place better where I am at now. Hmmmm, today would be a good day to get out and start checking out places. Argh... but all i wanna do is play on the computer. I need to get laid too. :) one day, he took me to the beach, the sun was setting and it was beautiful... i looked at the guys working on the trees, and then they fell silent... i turned around........ **** he was on one knee, on the sand... the sun was behind him... **** he asked me if i would spend forever with him, and he gave me this ring... i was speechless... **** i said yes....... and yes i cried.... he held me until the sun when down... **** the guys behind us honked and cheered, then resumed working... how nice of them to turn off their engines, and machines, to make that day absolutely perfect... **** he didn't know at the time, but 1 year
Odd Shit
The possibility seems real but don't drop your guy just yet By Brian Alexander |MSNBC contributor I normally don't spend a great deal of time thinking about my sperm. But recently a team of scientists announced they had made artificial sperm from human bone marrow, and media reports abounded with the dire news that my goodfellas (and by extension, me) had been rendered unnecessary. If a woman chose to do so, speculated tabloid journalists, she could make sperm from her own bone marrow, fertilize another woman's egg — and voila! "Men could be completely sidelined," according to Britain's Daily Mail. "Women to Self Create," blared the headline in Australia's Daily Telegraph. "Men beware!" began a story on one U.S. news Web site. There are at least half a dozen reasons why such speculation is silly, some scientific and some practical. For example, as long as sex feels good and remains no more expensive than dinner and a bottle of wine, most people will use nat
Just Stuff ..
Hi, My father died at 9.30 this morning ( UK time ). Despite the fact that his death comes following protracted illness I am somewhat in shock, my feelings are changing from moment to moment as those of you who have lost someone close may have experienced, it's uncomfortable but entirely normal, I know I have a whole grieving process to go through and know enough about that and myself to know that I will both manage and from where I can get support, I got at least that much from the training etc. I'm certainly not looking for sympathy, I am NOT powerless, but rather some understanding if I dont answer you in the shout box or reply immediately to any other message sent. I may appear online but I may wander off either figuratively or literally. I will of course be away for a while in the not too distant future for the funerel etc but will let you know here as best I can, in other words I may disappear for a bit but I'm sure to return to my great and loving friends here. La
Mistress Persephone
I've been a very good girl and posted tons of cool videos in my stash and loads of pics in my galleries to keep you all thoroughly amused and in tune with what I am all about! I'm a real person behind all of this glamour and I work really hard on my website SICKCHIXXX.COM so stop by and check it out! I'm not just a face with some big adult company behind me, it's just me, whatever photographers I happen to work with, the subs I come across and my fabulous webmistresses Amy Rivera and Christine Kessler who handle all the tech stuff for me that I don't have time for. Anyway, I'm totally exhausted today. I'm heading to NYC at the end of the week and I am behind on so much stuff. My yoga class kicked my ass tonight. Not wimpy OM mediations, this is Ashtanga, baby! I need to crash. Lights out. People go through highs and lows. Some more than others. Well, I was going through an exceptionally low, low the other week and strangely enough it was set off by the death of Anna Nicole
Looking For People In My Area (indiana)
if any women out there are looking for fun go to yahoo messenger and add me at xx_loverboy_1973@yahoo.com if there is any hot horney women out there looking for some add me to yahoo lets us all play and have some fun at xx_loveroy_1973@yahoo.com any one wanting to come out to play add me fan me and we can have some fun
Contest
I just need 9994 more comments. Click here and bomb away I'm in the sexiest valentine contest and ned your love. Comment bomb me and I'll help you out when you need it. Of course it goes without saying that I would help a friend regardless, but any help you can give me right now would help. thanks clic the pic I need your help. I need comment bombers to help me gain on the leader. I will always help you when you need it. Can you give me a hand this time? For all those who helped me yesterday, thanks a million. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=396690&albumid=180425&i=3877499900
Help Me Stop Sexual Predators!
THANKS TO THE AMAZING CHERRY TAP COMMUNITY, THE MARC KLAAS PROJECT MYSPACE PAGE HAS INCREASED IT’S FRIEND COUNT OVER 800% IN UNDER A MONTH! However, we still need your help. Please : *place us in your top friends. RIP THE LINKS BELOW AND PUT THEM IN YOUR PAGE, WEBSITE OR BLOG FOR US. *USE THE BANNERS BELOW TO JOIN THE YOUTUBE PAGE AND RATE AND COMMENT THE VIDEO!! *WE NEED TONS OF VIEWS AND RATINGS ON YOUTUBE TO GET MEDIA ATTENTION FOR THIS PROJECT!! We truly appreciate your help and support! With most sincere thanks, JOHN MILLER, EXECUTIVE PRODUCER, “THE MARC KLAAS PROJECT”. hey everyone. i need more hits on the youtube page to get attention. we've received some honors in the past week in the news and journalism categories...we need many more views to be noticed. it's hard to compete with dudes jumping into piles of poo, i know, but let's do this! help me get this message to the media. rate the video, comment and join the page. di
Other
Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell? Why can't I write when I have so much in mind? Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart? Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air? Too many words left unspoken Too many things left undone Why can't it be and why can't I? For all I know this pain deep inside Took the gladness from my heart. Is this the pain of missing you? Is this the reason behind it all? Hear the agony of my heart Longing for you and for your touch Feeling your lips, feeling your face Missing your kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over? For as long as were apart I can never be whole I just want you to know That my heart is aching because "I'M MISSING YOU!" I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant.... who loves to end a hug with a
Random Crap
Ok first this actually happened. Second no its not funny because yes someone could have been hurt, while at the same time it is kinda funny. Lastly if your gonna be an ass or be obnoxious don't waste your time i will just delete the comments you make anyway. Well let me start by saying I am not a bad parent and this is something that i never dreamed could happen to me. I try my best to teach my children right from wrong and i normally have no trouble other then the normal "he's touching me" kinda stuff and standard trouble boys get into. I have no idea what possessed my child to do what you are about to read but its here just to show you what can happen even when you try to raise your kids right. ok yesterday my wife decided to be nice and let me sleep in...while i was sleeping, my son was playing video games, and my wife ran out into the garage to get a box of stuff to unpack we are still kinda moving in.Well my son decided that he would climb up on the counter and grab my c
Cowboy11
One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn\'t any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more \"just one minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say \"I Love You.\" or \"I Miss You\" ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . And care for it and fix it when it\'s broken . and take good care of it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! ¸....¸ __/ /____ ,·´º
The Pain..
When you've had so many rough, hard times You've written it all down with songs and rhymes You get tired of being a companion with pen and paper You feel like you're nothing, clear, like water vapor. Wishing someone was there to hold you tight Someone to help you through times, tell you everthing will be alright. You feel like you are a nobody and no one looks your way Someone walks by, you think that maybe today will be the day But that someone walks on to meet up with their girl Oh my gosh, not again, I wish that was me, it makes me wanna hurl Sigh once but it goes back to the way it was Wow Emily, you look like an idiot again, sarcastically everyone applaused This is really how it is, a small town girl, figuring who she wants to be When you see people, it's easy for them, like one,two,and three Why is it so hard for me? I am smart, I should be a catch to someone My problem is I haven't started, not yet begun So I'm going to end this rhyme, leave my pen and paper
My Poems
How is it when I look at you I see all the things I want and feel. But , when I turn away and go another direction I see only vainess. How is it when I look at you I see the perfect person I want to see. But, when I walk the other direction I do not see anything that's ment to be. My heart is aching and longing for you to the point that I see and feel you in my dreams. Sometimes, I want to scream and let the birds and the sky and the world hear my pain I feel for you. This is when the darkness comsumes my every thought my soul being, and takes me to that dark place that no one can bring out of. How is it when I look at you I only want to say how I feel . But, when I turn away and walk the other direction I can not bring you with me. Because, then that would only bring you into my darkness and one of use has to be brave. So. listen to your heart and feel the power of our love and soul as it becomes one and we pay no attention to right or wrong we just know that we belong.
Whatevers
I'm sure a lot of you know I haven't been on here much lately. I finally come on here today to find out a certain family member of mine is complaining how I haven't been rating their pics etc. For one there is a reason why I haven't been around here much lately not that I feel like telling everyone about it but a few of you do know why. Secondly if you feel your life is going to be so much better because of a certain rank you'll be or whatever then delete me as I'm not here for points! Fact of the matter is I DO have a life outside of fubar and that comes first before anything!!! It pisses me off to no end that someone thinks they can "threaten" me with being deleted from their list because of this. Like that's going to get them anything from me! I am letting everyone know now that I will be here when I can or want to, but I have more pressing matters at hand and if you want to delete me go ahead. Wanted to let everyone know that my computer is down and other things going on that
Hectec
Hi! Well most of you are probably wondering what happened at todays' doctor appt.. GOOD NEWS BAD NEWS, but Isn't it always like that? Bad news first I guess,,, he seemed to think maybe going a year with out Botox shots didn't do me any good.( THANK YOU INSURANCE COMPANY FOR FIGHTING BILLS AND ME BEING DENIED MEDICAL TREATMENT SO MUCH NEEDED!!! Stress, might be a big factor, that muscles may have tightened up so much around nerves I lost feeling n control of my limbs. Plus a medication reaction, that made me walk n talk like I had been drinking that put me into the hospital Good News: Botox shots were given. But probably with only 60% positive note at this time. ( Time will tell )So, I went through about 30 shots today in the head, under the skull, in the traps, upper spine, traps, shoulders, armpits,and head. Being I have gone so long without them I may only see a 60% chance success rate at this time. I am to call him in a month let him know how I am doing. And he will see if he ca
A Yankee Living In Dixie
I was reading an article on the internet today about people who talk too much and how to recognize it. One of the things it said was that if you talked 60% of the time during the conversation, you talk too much. You should only talk 50% of the time, but 30 – 40% would be better. Now, if you only talk 30-40% of the time, wouldn’t that make the other person talk too much? I’m sure everyone has heard that the Governor of New Jersey is in the hospital from a car crash. He was not wearing a seatbelt, even though NJ law requires them. A person with the State Police there stated that the State Trooper driving the vehicle for the Governor should be commended for his driving ability, as the accident was not any worse. Personally, I think the trooper should be fired… 1. He did not make the Governor put his seatbelt on. You know he would have pulled any one of us over for the same thing. 2. He was driving 91 mph on wet roads. That would have got us pulled over also. Sure, he
Sunshine..
How big are you For raping a sixteen year old girl? For scaring her to death And everytime she sees you You make her blood curl? Hurting her so bad That she can barely stand How can you even Call yourself a man? So you wanted sex Couldn't you get it Somewhere else And with patience? Why did you Have to take a young girl And steal her innocence? So explain this to me Because I still don't understand Just how is this Supposed to make you a man? You weren't drunk Weren't even high You just wanted to inflict pain And make her cry. Don't look at me And try to apologize You aren't sorry That you crumbled my soul And killed me inside. I wont accept anything from you I'm the one with the nightmares You are everwhere The only face I see Why couldn't you Just leave me be? Are you proud of yourself? Do you sleep well at night? Do you eve
Poetry
It took a while for the sun to rise today I'm wondering if it will be the day That I will see you again You never used to disappear like you have now had the courage to always speak your mind something changed along the way Walked a path where flowers become windswept tried to remember your face in a memory To only see you once again It would be the best gift to man to finally know where I went wrong here only questions, never an answer The night turns to day and seasons change along the way but your face remains the same I want to forget I want to go on but somehow i'm left with a face that burns in my heart These are my confessions I hope they serve you well and reach your ears wherever you truly are i'd sing them forever and always If I thought that they would make you return I wonder though, would it make a difference? to have the answers now. The night turns to day and seasons change along the way but your face remains the same I want to fo
F--d Up Poems
Fishnets for the sky You used to wear thick makeup You own me always You said you loved me And that we would always be You are a liar You are not punk rock You ditched us at a party You are a faggot
Family Members
Jen@ CherryTAP Amber@ CherryTAP Charles gave his life protecting our country and may he and his friend rest in peace. Charles died saving the lives of 26 men. More like his friends. Charles died on jan 11 2007 at 8:00 am. He took over 23 shots to his body and still he fought on. I'm sorry for all your loss in a friend. He left behind 2 little girls back in the USA. His team is on his page right now passing on the news. Please go show his page much love and thanks for all he has done. He gave the ultimate price here ppl!! Charles aka dragon@ CherryTAP
Eye's Dont Lie
If someone wants to be a part of your LIFE, They`ll make an EFFORT to be in it.So don`t bother reserving a space in your HEART for someone who doesn`t make an EFFORT to STAY. People where many mask's It is very strange to me how people act online. Most are truthful , other not. Make's me wonder why the Mask? This false front of who and what you are. I understand that most people are just playing a role, Or is the role cast when they go online? It is very simple, if you can not be Who you are in life on line you have to put up a Mask, Other may not like what they see,and thats before they lay eye's on thee. Believe, when people have been played enough, They learn not to trust what the see, Wondering " How many mask's can there be" They have Learned the Eye's are the window to the soul. No mask can Change that. To tell a lie is to bind, To be yourself will set you free, You will find
To Harry My One And Only Soulmate
Happiness is the smile on my face When you walk into the room Happiness is the love we share A love that's nothing but true Happiness is me... When I'm with you Only with you Do I feel happiness Happiness is... You I love you Harry, happiness is you!! You and me together forever baby kiss A Piece of Heaven by Connie Hackett My love is vast and deep and whole Just like the open sea. It will go on forever more Into eternity. When you were brought into my life Angels smiled upon me. And with you came a whole new world My soul was then set free. And ever since that beautiful day, My thoughts are turned to you. So to my shining star above, I'll always remain true. When it's my time to leave this earth, To rise to the above, I'll already know what heaven's like, For having you, my love.... A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said...no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no. She th
Recent Work
This just seems like so much ancient history now ( a day after the event) but I wanted to take an oppertunity to say a few thankyou's. What m I talkin' about, well the Sexiest Guy From The UK contest obviously. Remarkable as it may seem (& against my better judgement) I was a contestant. When I first came to Cherry Tap, I wondered what all these contests were all about...they seemed kinda silly to me. & I was certain I would never participate (being a somewhat lilly-skinned English bloke didn't help when the contests all seemed to be for Hottest American Firefighting Ex-Marine's abdominal muscles...). However, seeing a contest for Sexiest UK Guy. I thought I had at least half a chance of avoiding humiliation...given that I had two of the thee required credentials down pat...I was British...& last time I looked I was a guy. So I threw my hat into the ring. When the contest started I was pleasently surprised to not be left in everybody else's wake, & infact it soon seemed that the co
Music.
Its not often that I record myself playing. I do a lot of rectials, but only with Violin, not on the piano. However this was done at my friends house... one of my friend kindly posted this for me back a while ago...so I thought that i would post it on here as well. Its a song that ive always sang to, listened to, played, improvised etc... Its a song which has a lot of meaning to it for me in life. One that always touches my heart from the day i found the song. Legend. I just thought it would be nice that i shared it with all of you. I hope you enjoy it. The song is called Over the Rainbow. Let me know what you think of it. Thanks. Really enjoyed this piece of music that Vanessa Mae plays. Ive played the original classical version of The Prelude. I have to say that i have Bach is really hard to play, but when accomlished, his music is wonderful to play and hear. In this case I love the way Vanessa has modernised it with the street instrument accompliment. Check it out. It
Videos
mix alcohol.. and music .. and a video camera.. get somethin like this .. lol and yes i know the cap was still on my beer ummm .. for some reason .. i am sparticus ..??? lol uummm... i have no idea
Breakup Letter
Happy Mothers day to all the mothers out there. I hope you all have a great day. And if your not a mother, I hope you have a great day with your mom Jeff A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What are these, Dad?" To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex." "Oh I see," replied the boy pensively. "Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package?" The dad replies, "Those are for high school boys, ONE for Friday, ONE for Saturday, and ONE for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men," the dad answers, TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12
Patriotic Stuff
If you read this, you WILL forward it on. You won't be able to stop yourself. The Military The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fightin
I Like It!
Hi all my wonderful friends. I have been in and out on here lately and I'm sorry I haven't been making my rounds. Working nights and doing so much during the day has me wiped out. I am going to try to keep up with you all but please don't be offened if I don't. Just very tired and very busy. Hugs and kisses to you and hope I see you soon. ;-) Just wanted to quickly tell everyone hi and Happy St. Patricks Day. I'd love to go to everyones page and tell you personally but my baby girl isn't feeling well so I'm not gonna be on much today. Drink plenty of green beer for me and stay sweet. Love ya all! Just wanted to let all of my friends know that I haven't been on much lately. Had a lot going on and haven't had much computer time. I pop in here and there to see what everyone has been doing but won't have time to be on much so hope you don't forget me or think I'm being stuck up or don't care. Hugs to you all.
Hi
to every one who knows me please feel free to sign my guest book on my profile thank you sitting here an not hearing no crying or not hearing mommy......mommy....i want this....an not hearing my other little one crying best friend in the whole world came over i got mad at her an told her she needed to come see me on her b-day an she finally came over missed her thought she for got about me she left for a little bit an gave me a break a let me 2 yr old go with her so i can have time alone to clean an relax im enjoyin it but cant wait tell they come back to all the people who view this my mom is fighting cancer an is undergoing chemo treatment and is very sick an i am pretty much very worried about her so if it is cool with any one who reads this can you please pray that she might get better thanks for stoppin bye an readin myspace
Random
Went to a bonfire last night at a friends house and it was fun. Had 2 beers, a shot of Bacardi 151, and finally learned how to drive a manual 3-wheeler. So much fun. It's been such a long week. Between work, school, and homework, I'm dying. I have today off and I get paid, so I'm a happy camper. I'm planning on getting my bellybutton pierced today if my paycheck is decent, so wish me luck on that. I really hate people sometimes. Especially on the internet. Some dude just left me a comment saying that I have too many friends and that I'm only on here for a fuck. To that dude, if you ever read this, I'm not that desperate. I have better things to do with my time. And then he tries to act like a bad ass on my comments. No one is intimidated by someone who can type like they're a bad ass. Hell, my 13 year old brother can do that and he's far from a bad ass.
Confessions Of A Naughty Girl
Finally Im tired. My job is relocating soon, And so will I! Im currently looking hard-core for apartments in the Wyoming/Grandville Area :D ...-covers face- So, I've known this person for a minute,I like him, I wont even lie, and im pretty sure he's aware of it. We've only hung out once or twice, circumstances always end up with us not hanging out...At first it was all my fault, I didn't think he was into me, or what have you... Time has passed and finally im in a place where im trying to spend time right? But our schedules suck ass...Or he has a bad day, or I have a bad day, and nothing ever happens...We're in awe in how fucking hard it is to just get together.. Finally I get a call, he gives me the heads up on his situation, which im not going into..But pretty much letting me know, he wont be single forever... and the possibility window is slowly closing.. I make plans, he's got work and such... I say "Just call, if you have free time, call me.. I'll come out." N
Cami's Blog
I've only 400 points to go. Help me out and let me know you were here and I'll hit you back! Thanks! Cami How do you treat a rotator cuff injury? I was playing football in the pool yesterday and my shoulder popped out and right back into socket. I thought nothing of it, but now, a day later, I can hardly move it...what do I do? Should I baby it or use it? Ice it or heat it? Go to the doc or no? Still trying to get my computer fixed...have some disks, not sure they're what I need...where's a computer geek when I need one.
Here Comes Trouble
With great anticipation Valentines Day has arrived. Everyone's giddy with excitement, will it be roses? a romantic dinner? jewelry? chocolates? or a combination of them all. It's a day dedicated to the romantic at heart, and a day romance manifests itself for so many. It's a beautiful day for those that can touch, feel , breath in the very being of their special Valentine. Those are the lucky ones, the ones they'll hear those magic 3 words, I Love You, and the luckier ones will have it whispered in their ears as their body tingles with every word. Embrace that moment, save it eternally, the magic of that moment will always stay with you. For those of us alone on Valentines Day, those of us that won't hear those words, feel that moment, for all of us that will go through that day with thoughts of that "someone" that's not there beside you, my sentiments can be expressed the best by Pink Floyd's "Wish You Were Here" Taurus You are very stu
Bbw Contest
OK LADIES THE CONTEST FOR YOU SEXXII BBW ENDS TOMOROW AT 4PM EST . THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH FOR NO DRAMA , IM HOSTIN A MOTHERS CONTEST SO IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE PART OF THE CONTEST PLEASE SEND ME A PVT MESG , HAVE A GREAT EVENIN RUBIA I WANT TO THANK ALL THE LADIES IN THE BBW CONTEST YOU ARE commentburner.com THIS WAS THE BEST CONTEST IVE HAD 1ST WITH COMMENTS 10882 2ND WITH COMMENTS 10505 3RD WITH COMMENTS 4704 1ST WITH RATES 50 2ND WITH RATES 42 THANK TO ALL VERY MUCH ALL THE LADIES ARE WINNERS IN MY BOOK RUBIA ok cherryies i need help in the give away . for all my friends who have took the time to help me thank you very much, i still need alot of help , for those who hasnt help come help me out , if not they im goin to take you off my friends list , i help every one out. thank you to all
Madman Rambles On And On..
So here i am shedding my skin like the snake you are. In my days I wonder how to wonder but than I just wonder. I control this part of me so you cannot enter. I block my eyes from the love you tear away from my hands. I eat the flesh of the weak so I can communicate with the deaf. Though you may not understand it's not your fault. You are rasied dead from the time you were born. Children of the Corn? Nope. Just pain in lust and greed. Another memory washed away with LSD. I open that gate and ramble on like a madman. Wait. I am the Madman to ramble on like the Madman that rambles on to talk about nothing but the weather and sex. Ok. I give. You win. So...let's sum up the lastest fuck-ups of the American government: postal service parcel deliveries will increase in price about 100%, we lost (losing as in NO LONGER KNOWING WHERE THE FUCK IT IS!!!) 12 billion dollars in cash put on an airplane by forklifts headed for Iraq, with all this the lack of
Sick And Twisted
o i fineit funny as hell that u think about not tryin to hurt the one u leave but yet i find that u end up hurting them. but yet u try not to say somthing dumb but that take wat as the other way around. oh well life goes on. Even thought u didnt know that it might hurt them. that way. But on the real im still opissed off cause of wat i was told that caused the whole mess in the frist place. Now but urself im my shoes. Ok whay would u do if one of ur ex's calll u out of the blue and tell u that its ur dault that they cheated on u. then found themself pregnant or got someone pregnant. Then they lost or the person they got knocked up lost the kid or kids they was goin to have. But u didnt cause anything to happen like that. and u know dam well that u wasnt around them at the time it happen. but any damn way life goes on. im tried of a lot of things right bout now, im tryin to got my life the way it should be. and then fate throws u a monkey wrench at u over and over. Youi try to deal wit
Words That Speak To Me
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting. Try to kill it all away but I remember everything. What have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end. You could have it all - my empire of dirt I will let you down; I will make you hurt. I wear this crown of shit upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair. Beneath the stains of time the feeling disappears. You are someone else; I am still right here. What have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end. You could have it all, my empire of dirt I will let you down; I will make you hurt. If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself; I would find a way. *Nothing like a little Power Metal in the morning, lol! DragonForce and their lyrics have always touched me in a special way...not always sure why. Sonic Firestorm is my
Story Written By Cheesy!! =)
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Keepin Em Comin
here i sit crying finally after holding it all back not wanting to break but now that you left i cant help it because i know inside that without you something is missing and that without you my heart is split in two as i sit here needing you all i can do is cry listening to our favorite songs trying to feel close to you yet all i feel is the emptiness of not having you when im needing you most We have talked For months now Always being close Never turning away We have been there Through thick and thin Helping each other Making sure all is well Feelings were revealed And our friendship Seems to have become more Even though we aint together We drew a line That we didnt want to cross But deep inside I am loving you I have wanted to say it But know that I cant Not knowing what to do Im telling you here Im in love with you Is it possible to know someone You never met Better then those next to you Is it possible to be closer With the o
Out Of My Mind
I'm new here, so maybe this isn't the easiest contest ever, but it's still pretty easy...no commenting, just creativity. Do you know of someone whose life would be helped by a 1-week blast on this site? Could be yourself, could be someone you know. If so, send me a message explaining the particulars and I will select one lucky winner on Feb 13, in time for Valentine's day and give them said blast at no cost to them. Decision will be based on sincerity, need, rationale, and so forth, and will be subjective. Flattery and bribery are not required, but prolly wouldn't hurt :) If you need some ratings, comments, contest help or gifts, I'll trade ya for some help on this buy a yacht project that runs through March 12... Here's the link to it...send a batch of comments (20 to 50 ideally) and let me know you did, and what sort of help you would like! Hmm...must have had too much to drink, I am in this contest...I don't even know what you get for winning, but it's nice to get
Life
So, I haven't been on for awhile. We don't have the net right now so the only time I get on is at Liz's and that's not very often. I thought I would get on here and give everyone another little update. The doctor decided to go ahead and keep the 21st as my Due Date. He says that since the Sono said the 7th, that just means that she is growing EXTREMELY well. So she will probably be a pretty big baby. Jason says she'll weigh atleast 8 lbs...my mom says 8.5 LoL. I'm guessing a little over 7. I guess we'll be finding out before too long. I only have 3.5 weeks left until my due date, but the doc says that it would be perfectly fine and wouldn't suprise him at all if I went a week or so early. I have another appointment tomo and then after that I'll be going every week until I have her. Sucks for gas prices driving that far, but it means I'm getting close. It has went by SO fast. I can't believe she will be here any time!!!! I can't wait!!! I'm doing really good. Been having
???life Sucks??
I don't know about you but I believe there is a thing called RESPECT in life! What one person likes is not always what someone else agrees with!!To the one who loves to diss ICP fans GET A LIFE if you don't like to rate the pics ffs (and from what I seen you don't have any room to talk I seen your pics and DAYUM as a friend said my comp ram can't handle yer pics LMAO so as I said if ya don't like them) STAY OUT OF THAT FOLDER!!!!! duh........I know I will get slammed for this but hey YOU JUDGED ME 1ST and well thats it thats all have a crappy life!!!! Hey Hun Yer my Jugg 4ever no matter what....Let those lameasses say what they need just to make themselves feel better at night.....as far as I go and I'm sure you go.............. THEY CAN FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFF (tha hatchet) heres to the real Juggs Dont ya wish life was just a bit easier?Maybe you wish the sun would always shine and the breeze was always cool, but lets face it thats never gonna happen so,I guess life is what ya make it right
I Wish Someone Had Told Me I Was Smarter When I Was 16!
Before anyone gets all hyper about this, I am NOT talking about anyone in particular. So don't just start writing me up about how you can do more at higher levels or how you can post more pics...I don't really care about that. Besides, if I find something about you that's interesting, I'll want to be your friend or fan...and I'll rate you that coveted '10', even if you're profile is begging for it. And sometimes I won't...I'm sort of childish like that. So anyway, all of the begging hasn't made me want to leave the CT. I get irked by it occasionally, but then I just change profiles or I blog. Amazing how the mouse can take you somewhere else! I like the fact that there are levels; I like the fact that you can do more pics or whatever when you level up. What I don't like is when someone talks about 'people not being real' or talks about 'all the fakes on CT' when they're kind of fake with all of their 'rate my pics' or 'fan me before you add me as a friend' crap! Like you
Random
Hey all. I'm forming my own family on here called the Uchiha clan. If you would like to join just let me know. And as soon as i reach level 10 n can create an lounge I will. I just want to have a group of my friends together and get to kno each other and have some fun. So get back at me with you replies. Yours truely, Yung Sykosys, That freaky leader of the Uchiha Clan If you woke up one mornin and saw me in your bed wat would u do? 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) jus tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) f@#k me .... details please! 7) give me head 8) make me breakfast 9) ask me my name (lol) 10) call the cops Pisces n Cancer The sentimental combination of these two signs make for an ideal marriage. Although both will have their moments of gloom and doom, they will soon come out in the sunshine and forgive and forget. Lover's quarrels are frequent , but the making up is bliss . Both cherish home, possessions, and friends and there will
Poems
These are just a very few banner i have made.. If you would like me to make you one Than message me and let me know what you would like it to say.. All I ask in return is rate all my pics and stash. Thank you.... twistedshadow{CT ShadowBombers Founder}@ CherryTAP How can you live without sex in your life....... Sex in the morning Sex in the evening Sex at night Every minute of the day Sex.......Sex........Sex Sex is great sex is bad Do it hard when you get mad Sex today Sex tommorow Sex everyday when you're in sorrow Sex on the bed Sex on the floor Have it everyday you will want more. Bones and fire, Fire and bones: We cannot look! It will sear our eyes! Even here is beauty, The ashes of love. To see you truly I would have to die.
Shut Up And Listen
I know that I am to be on vacation right now, but needed to get some things off my chest. First off I am so tired of people acting like their life is so hard and that they have been through so much. Don't get me wrong it might be, but don't broadcast it to everyone. Know that no matter what your friends love you, but stop and look. Damn it there are worse things out there. Do you not understand that life is what you make it damn it, make the most of it. Stop complaining all the time and looking at the past. Do you not understand that it is called the past for a reason. We learn and we grow. I am sorry for all that you have been through in your life, but suck it up, grow and be a better person because of it. Know that I am not saying any of this to upset you or to have you come to me and say why? Or ask me how could you. God life is to fuckin short to sit and complain of the love we lost or the things that have happened to us or the way you look. What it comes to is god damn it shut up
Stuff
Ugh, I get so tired of trying to have "friends" on here and talk about my relationship issues, and every one of them tries to tell me how to run my life and what I "need" to do. I have dealt with myself and my emotional impulses as they are for the last 11 years. Until you have a doctorate degree in psychiatry or psychology, please don't try and tell me what I "need" to do. I make sure and tell any and everyone that I even attempt a relationship everything there is to know about me and my condition. Those people then choose to use that information how they see fit. Until you meet me face to face and see how I react under any conditions, please do not tell me what I "need" because you haven't the slightest idea. With as much money as I have previously given to this site, somehow I get banned from mumms for posting one asking if China should be reprimanded for trying to cheat in the Olympics. What the hell is wrong with asking that? How can it be viewed as inappropriate or NSFW??? So yes
Life, Love, Me!!
OK ALL THIS IS AN UPDATE!! I WONT BE ON FROM SEPTEMBER 28TH TO OCTOBER 5TH... WHY?? WELL LET ME TELL U WHY... I AM GOIN ON A CUISE T THE BERMUDAS. AND IM GONNA BE EITHER DRUNK OUTTA MY MIND TO GET ON, OR IM GONNA BE LOUNGIN AT THE POOL SIDE ALL WEEK... BUT WON BE ON... IF ULOVE ME LEAVE ME SOME FOR WHEN I GET BACK ON.. AND I WILL TRY TO GET ON EVERY NOW AND THEN... MUAHS TO MA FAM! love can be like a game to some people and they will play with someone hart to they get what they want out of them and when someone do that it can come back to them and they will get what they did to there old lover. One of my friend's gave this to me and i want to share it with all of my friends out there. Here it is: MEN ARE LIKE 1. Men are like....laxatives...they irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like...bananas...the older they get the less firm they are. 3. Men are like...weather...nothing can change them. 4. Men are like...blenders..you need one, butyour not quite sure why?
Let's Talk About Sex!
The porno of Lauria's life will be called ... "Celebrity Strip Poker" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Did some X -- $15 Did cocaine -- $20 Did meth -- $25 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on FUBAR -- $100 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Had sex with 2 different people in the same day -- $50 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Be
Perfect Drug
Cuddle Party Rules WHAT TO WEAR: Pajamas - nothing too risqué. Think more comfy than sexy. (More drawstrings, less lace. No shorts.) WHAT TO BRING: A pillow or stuffed animal if you like. Juice or sparkling cider is always welcome. Sorry, no liquor folks. Otherwise, just bring your smiling self. STICK TO THE RULES: Rule # 1 - Pajamas stay on the whole time. Rule # 2 - You don't have to cuddle anyone at a Cuddle Party, ever. Rule # 3 - You must ask permission and receive a verbal YES before you touch anyone. (Be as specific in your request as you can.) Rule # 4 - If you're a Yes to a request, say YES. If you're a No, say NO. Rule # 5 - If you're a Maybe, say NO. Rule # 6 - You are encouraged to change your mind. Rule # 7 - Respect your relationship boundaries and communicate with your partner. Rule # 8 - Come get the Cuddle Caddy or ME if there's a concern, problem, or should you feel unsafe or need assistance with anything today. Rule # 9 - Tears and
Rants, Rave, And General Nonsense
We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - Is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - Is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death. Two kids are arguing over whose father is the wimpiest. The first one says," My dad is so scared that when lightning Strikes, he slides underneath our bed." The second kid says, "That's nothing. My dad is so scared That when my mother works night shift, he sl
Miscellany
I'm a lickle bit smitten with this song. Oh to have been in the park that day. *hums* *taps feet* *sings* *dances* A gracious hat tip to Audiogasm for having introduced me to Lykke Li. Thank you! I think 'revolutionary' might be a euphemism for 'bully.' One of my friends gave his new baby the middle name "Josephine." It's an old name, but a lovely one, and it made me think of Josephine Foster. She's a folk singer, clearly not suited to everyone's tastes, but I think some of her songs are beautiful. (And yes, some of them make me want to stick a screwdriver in my eardrum. Philips head, for extra perforation.) Foster's voice is haunting, discordant but somehow perfectly suited to a lullaby. She has the kind of voice I've heard in dreams, drifting out an open window in the nighttime. I poked around online, wanting to share some of her music with my friend. And I found this: Now I can't stop singing it. O, little life, how d
Hmmm
PISSED AND CRANKY A LITTLE SKANKY MY THOUGHTS OF YOU AND ALL YOU DO SLEEPING AROUND NOT AN OUNCE OF CLASS ONE DAY YOU'LL BE BACK KISSIN MY ASS BORED AND ALONE SPEAK IF YOU DARE I PROMISE YOU BITCH I REALLY DONT CARE YOU SHOULD BE SAD THE GUILT AND THE PAIN THAT YOUR INNOCENT CHILDREN WILL DEAL WITH THE SHAME JUST A LITTLE WARNING YOU NASTY LITTLE WHORE PRETTY SOON CHILDREN SERVICES WILL BE AT YOUR DOOR... (OH FORGOT...YOU DONT HAVE A DOOR.....SO I GUESS I MEAN YOUR MOMS!!!!!) ALL THE CRAZINESS WHEN WILL IT END UNABLE TO PLEASE UNABLE TO MEND CLARITY OF MIND PRAYER IN MY HEART HELP ME DEAR GOD SO I DONT FALL APART DESPERATE FOR PEACE SICK OF THE FIGHT LOOKING FOR THE END THAT REMAINS OUT OF SIGHT WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO MAKE IT GO AWAY TIRED OF THE GAMES WE PLAY EVERYDAY AT ONE TIME I LOVED YOU SO PURELY AND SO TRUE AFTER ALL THE YEARS OF TORMENT I FIND MYSELF HATING YOU SOMEDAY I HOPE YOU FORGIVE ME FOR I TAKE MY SHARE OF BLAME
Vampire
Empty yet aware, the original light shines spontaneously; tranquil yet responsive, the great function manifests. A wooden horse neighing in the wind does not walk the steps of the present moment; a clay ox emerging from . the sea plows the springtime of the eon of emptiness. Understand? Where a jade man beckons, even greater marvel is on the way back. bryan.AkA.The.Writer We are fed up to hallucinate with this policy of shit.Cheated by the church and his stupid religion. The most deadly sect and in turn the most unpunished infects of the society. Overwhelmed by retrograde taboos, improper until of cultures previous to ours in the time. Limited by an authoritarian system, submitted as lambs to the voice of the leader of turn. Catched in absurd countries with borders this same that they mount and dismantle to their whim. Stunned by the deepest ignorance, that distinguishes between races, sexes, social cultures, classes, colour of skin, birthplace country, defects….etc.
Angle Eyes
sorry to all my freinds and family here on fubar. been so busy with work its been unreal short staffed. but i will make up for it. i miss you all very very much. love medic while may dear ct friends today is my last day on ct for a while. iam leaveing tomm morning for my back surgery. wish me luck. ill try to come back on here as soon as i can. take care of your selfs and be safe love you all.. to all my freinds and family on fubar. i will not be on here for a couple of days due to my cousins furnal is this saturday. and i want to say thank you to everyone for your preys. i love you all. medic
Rants/raves/etc.
There’s such a thing as rep-tism... You know what I’m talking about. People who are otherwise very open minded, yet don’t think reptiles can be good pets. People who think that the only appropriate pets have fur. Why can they not see the value of reptiles as well? Why couldn’t I derive just as much unconditional love from my gecko, my alligator, my frog? Who’s to say that pets with scales can’t be just as rewarding to own as a cat or dog? And who are the rept-ists to judge those who DO form lifelong relationships with their bearded dragons and their iguanas? We’re talking about rational people here. People who would never accept other isms in their life. People who would balk at racism or sexism, yet they look down their noses at people who happen to have pets that differ from theirs. I just find this unacceptable and I want it to stop. Right now. That’s it. lol Good. Frog (our american alligator) has his own podcast! If you want to check in to see what Frog is doing just click t
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
im 10 weeks prego tomorro and so far so good. there are no problems and everything is going as it should. i plan on posting the ultra sound pics when i go get one done so stay tuned also later on in the pregency im going to do a few poles like if its a boy or girl and what month it will be born. so stay tuned for the fun lmao to thouse i care about love you miss you for thouse i dont know have a good day and if i dont like you what the hell are you doing reading this. he pushes so hard i feel like I'm going to snap i feel the darkness seeping in that sweet sweet darkness no pain no anger no love sweet nothingness my darker half is peeking out i like it i want to run to it with open arms to embrace the sweet blackness my true self will they run the cold creeps in that bitter cold that lets me know I'm alive my dragon roars she senses a hunt smells the blood she senses the weakness deep within his soul he is weak we need strong we need one that can dominate u
I'm In A Contest Please Help Me
can yall help me with a new name ....i think its time for a change ...something to drawl the people to me ....yeah i know i am a point whore ...and needs lots of attention...please comment I guess i am going to leave fubar...so i am deleting my pics and stuff...if you have input on this please comment.... my friend HELLCAT needs some comments please comment her as much as possible ... she needs 250,000 comments to win a yr vic so get in there and bomb her for me... click the pic below ... thank you all very much...you can tell her i sent ya or not...
On The Road
It was strange at the convention...I was there and my other half who calls herself Thagatanegrra...Me...I'm Gata..I am a BLACK cat, however, I just dont use that name...So I was getting alot of, "So you let her use your name?" It's not anbody's name. I get called alot of different nicknames and shit. Its really strange...It depends on where I am of what nickname you here. I love that name though..Gata...I'm so feline..and even people that doesnt know that ask me about it...That makes me feel all warm and fuzzy So, I have to say that I was extremely homoured to have met with the great Mr. Pinhead himself, Doug Bradley. I ran in to get hi sautograph, only to find that he had stopped signing pics...I hung my head down and said "awww I ran in here to get your autograph" and he put his arm around me and said "come with me my dear" So I introduced myself..when I said I'm Monique Dupree...First Blakc Scream Queen..he said..I know who you are...! Well, that did it for me. I didnt know what
My Life
I Rise From My Bed, The Smell Of Death, Screaming, Torturous Nightmares, Fill My Head.. Black Darkened Room, Glimmers Of Light, Illuminating Outlines, Awaking The Night.. I Start To Sweat, Shaking Uncontrollably, My Breathing Eratic, Panic Falls Over Me.. The Black-Cloaked, Scythe-Wielding Personification Of Death, Hourglass In Hand, I Near My Last Breath, Waiting For The Last Grain Of Sand To Fall, I Try To Shout, I Try To Call.. But Fear Takes Over, I’m Under It’s Spell, I Cannot Scream, I Cannot Yell.. The Last Grain Drops, Comes Crashing Down, All Goes Quiet, I Turn Around, A Glistening Blade Is All I See, It Slowly Climbs , Then Sets Me Free... You beat me as if i am nothing but yet your friends all look down their nose at you. You kiss me as if to make up for all the blows but yet your hits left their marks. You leave me as if its the end but yet I know you will try to come home again. You made my deep dark grave so now please let me rest in peace. I hope
Just Me
1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. "Free" men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies: rust and politicians. 15. Know guns, know peace, know safety. No guns, no peace, no safety. 16. You don't shoot to kill; you shoot to stay alive. 17. 911 - Governm
Just Here
yet another day in my life...lol... well, Ronnie is coming to get some of his things today while I'm gone to school. He doesn't want to be here while I'm here which i suppose I understand. Oh well, life goes on.... on a different note..... it's a lovely fall day with a slight breeze and I'm alive...lol... hmmmm, oh, Laura...bite me.... you and Dea both...haha, I had to write a paper for English class and it's due tonight... it turned out pretty good I think. I have a test tomorrow in world civ that's going to kick my ass... ugh, it's gonna be an all nighter... well, I'm off to shower.. ya'll have a great day... ok so nap over.... woke up to the damn phone with the people from the hospital wanting to pre-register me over the phone. Ah well, at least I got a short nap in... these damn kidney stones are kicking my ass right now... who the hell ever wants them can have them because they suck ass. I need to go pick up my meds so it will ease off some, and get the crap for the birthday cake.
Redhead
ok friend and family if u arent going to talk to me..when u are or orent on line..then delete me please and ty whois tired of thios cold weather already and want some shirt shorts or daisy duke shorts..woohoo..i know i do where would u go if it was free any where of your choice and all expensive paid..i go to austruila
Pains Release
It's not a toy It's not a game It breaks when hurt It feels the pain Slow deep slices into flesh Trails of blood still remain I just don't seem to understand Why I'm left to love in vain What is a phantom which roams the night, lodges in every heart, but dies at dawn? (Hope) What darts like a flame, is feverish or languid, red as the sunset? (Blood) What is ice and fire, clarity and obscurity, makes you a freeman and a slave, a slave and yet a king? (Love) They all are elusive and hurt you deeply and cause heartache and pain. So why is it that we struggle, to grasp the ultimate entwining of two people's souls, over and over again? Dusting the cobwebs, from out of my eyes It’s all clear to me now, there’s no more lies There isn’t a reason to cloak the pain Tears still well, flow and fall like rain Clouds slowly now, are starting to part Pain’s releasing, it’s cloak from my heart Occasionally a glimpse, a ray of light Pulling me from never-ending darkness, ni
Naughty Nursery Rhymes
Mary had a little lamb she tied him to a heater he lifted his leg and took a piss and fried his little peter. Humpty Dumpty fucked a fat whore, Humpty Dumpty fucked her some more, All the kings horses and all the kings men, Bent the bitch over and fucked her again. Jack and Jill Went up the hill And planned to do some kissing. Jack made a pass and grabbed her ass Now two of his front teeth are missing
Your Life Is Worth...
i hate when girls play head games with me i want some one who,s not going to play head games with me i want some one to love me for who i am and not what i am not it just piss me off to no end so if ur going to play head games with me and play games with my heart and feeling dont fucking bother me at all i dont need that shit and dont want that shit ok JUST KILL ME AND GET IT OVER WITH NOW Fish Sticks One day a little boy walked in on his parents doing it and asked what they were doing. The parents' reply was that they were making fish sticks. So the little boy left it at that. A few nights later the little boy walks in on them again, and this time he asks, "Are you making fish sticks again?" The parents both reply yes. The boy remarks, "Well, mom, you have a little tartar sauce on your mouth."
Just Stuff
my man Rashad and my daughter Moni my granddaughter Taina (9-14-07) I'm no longer accepting random "friends". If you make a friend request chances are I will delete it, nothing personal. If your a guy chances are almost 100% I will delete it. If you want to stop by and make comment go right ahead but I am not a "friend" collector, sorry. If you have something to say to fine say it, but if its rude or asking for nasty pics or your cute... I'd rather you not. I'm just not interested in all that cyber crap, thanks. I will continue to delete friends that I don't really communicate with. My friends lists is for people who I actually want to go back and talk to or help out with contests ect. That said, for those of you who are really interested... I am a 37 year old mother of three children 19, 17 and 14 (girl, boy, girl). Grandmother to an angel,Emillio Abel, rip and Taina-Alicia. I am in a loving/alternative relationship with an amazing man, R
My Blog
Thinking that I might leave this site...don't really see the point in being on here. Not a lot of people are actually here to make new friends, they seem to be here more for points. Please feel free to leave comments and what ya think. Thanks Fuck this shit!!! I'm tired of dealing with people's shit and I'm tired of not being able to get friends who can seriously be my friends and be happy for me!!! I'm not going to be on this site anymore...If anyone is a true friend and wants to be a part of my life, let me know. Bye!!! this is such CRAP!!! 3 of my pics that i had as my main pics don't have "face pics" and the bouncers say they can't do anything about it 'cause "it's the rules" well kiss my hairy white ass!!! There are OTHER primary pics on here that DONT HAVE FACE PICS. What the hell differnce does it make if it is a face pic or not?? it makes NO DIFFERENCE!!!! hahaha
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plese somebody anybody kill me this cant be real either get me out here or kill me the choice is urs choose wisely first off men cant drive! everytime i get behind the wheel and theres a guy driving there either sunk low in the seat try to look cool and cant see over teh dash bored! OR theyre looking away form the road and talking with their hands while running offa trhe road! not that im sayiing chick are better drivers..were not. i see them talking on their cells and outting makeup on i mean hell my sister wrecked that way...*mummbles* dumb bitch! ive had 2 accidents in the etire time ive been driving and the weather had a factor in both of them. the third time i wasnt driving my car. damn deer! and jimmy is still up my ass! he wont leave me alone! GRRR! AND NOW I HAVE AN OLD FRIND TELLING ME HIS EX IS TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME AND MY ROOM MATE! WTF! shes telling my ex that she never said anything. idk who to believe so i just wont talk to any of them! im sick of drama and non-drivin
Random Thoughts
Just to let everyone know. I am getting ready to make a big move in my life. I am moving back home to Texas. I know that there are a few of you that this might pertain to and I will miss some of my friends up here in Kansas. But I have to move on with my life and get away from here. I am going to be having a going away party up here so if anyone would like to come or help me set this up just let me know. Love you guys, Ti In my mind I can see you. Every minute of everyday my heart breaks a little more. I wonder what you are doing. I wonder who you are with. I have loved you since I met you. You came in my life with such force I wasn't able to catch my breathe. I still am having a hard time breathing. I don't know what to do or say when I talk with you or see you. So I try to be myself, with this you don't run. I break down the walls around me and let you in. You don't run when you find the true me. I wish I could show you and tell you how much you mean to me. But it is so hard
My Stuff
Perfection in my Eyes All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes. Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my h
Life
i am so sick and tired of people reporting my nsfw pics as nsfw.....doesnt anyone know how to read anymore? is it that hard to see that you went into the nsfw folder. its not that its such a big deal but i hate gettin emails all the time that one of my pics has been reported again. then i send back the reply that it is already marked. sorry just blowing steam im tired of people not reading. ok someone please tell me if you have a crush on me.....its killin me. thanks does anyone else feel like i do at times. that it seems you get to a level and stay there forever. then i hate it when you vote on people but they dont return the favor. more so when you see that they came to your page but couldnt at least rate you. ok guess im done whinning for now....lol just been one of those days for me. hope everyone else is having a better day.
Poetry
i am a submissive woman. i am not weak, nor am i worthless. i am intelligent, and possess a strength that withstands the trials of life. This strength which i possess and cherish is my gift to You. When life breaks You down and makes You question the man you were intended to be... allow me to allow You to suck my strength from me. Make it Your own. i do not give my submission to a man just because he claims dominance. But to You, i give all of me... i trust in You to cherish the gift, embrace my trust in You... to protect me. i have opened up my heart and my mind... the very core of my soul to You... and invited You in. . You know i have suffered and You know i am scared but You... have erased the memories and replace the pain. You are my Master and i am Your slave. i am not to be degraded nor dishonored yet i recognize i am not Your equal, nor will i ever be. i was created to compliment You... i was created to make You whole
My Poems
i miss your voice echoing in my dreams... I miss your hand in mine... I miss... my head on your chest I miss... YOU!!! copyright 22march07 Erin E.E. Francis So tired of being strong So tired of trying not to cry So tired of holding it all together I cant do it anymore! Its time to break down Its time to let it all out Its time to let the tears fall! Erin Francis Valentines Day 2007 M moral boosters I intellegent L loving I intent on survival T team players A all together R rely on eash other Y YES WE CAN!! W willing to give I inventive V very supportive E eternally grateful S some dont understand copyright 21Feb07 Erin Francis
Random
As long as I don't cry, I will be fine. I know better than to trust anyone, so it's really my fault for getting hurt. On the other hand, it shouldn't hurt. He's not mine and never will be. I broke up with my boyfriend. There's nothing left to hold on too. He brought me back to a place I promised I would never return. I won't be scared or hurt anymore. I will never forget the look in his eyes that night. It was the first time I thought he would actually do something to me. I saw the anger, the fire burning inside him. I spent 3 years being beaten day in and day out. I won't be in any kind of abusive relationship again. His eyes keep haunting me... I'm not going to cry about it though. I'm not a baby. It's another lesson to be learned. Just because I'm good looking/hot/sexy/beautiful or whatever you feel describes my outer appearance does not mean I'm a whore. I do not cam with anyone. I don't think about your compliments after you have said them. I don't care if you think my boy
Help
OMG.. It's finally over!!! I haven't heard 100% for sure from the contest holder but I am pretty sure I did win! Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone that helped me! 54,000 comments is a lot of dedicated friends! Thank you!! I sure as hell couldn't have done it without everyones help! Pantyshotz you have been there with me since the beginning and OMG Girl I love ya to death I know I couldn't have done it without you! I will as promised return the favor to everyone that helped me.. Contests let me know and I will be there!! For the record.. That was my last contest that I will be in.. For a very long time if not ever!! :) Also, for those of you that also was promised my private folder is open. Again, Thank you everyone for all your help!! Tons of Hugs and Kisses!! OMG.. I need everyone now!!! Im behind and its over today! But that means everyone has to go comment bomb for me so I can get my 30 day blast!! It ends today Please help!!!
Poetry
A smile on my face And the gleam in my eye Masks something far deeper Hidden and locked away That dark corner of my mind The pit in the bottom of my soul Ice found in the core of my heart It lingers and lurks Patient and waiting Everyone sees happiness and joy But if they look really close they will see In the eyes if you look really down deep You might see the secret That I harbor so do dear Odds are I don't really like you For no reason at all But don't take it to personal You are one among many A whisper on the wind A promise in the dark A cry in the night A pleading wail A heartfelt scream An endless quest An unending plight A constant search A hopeless dream A pitiful existence A fruitless life Searching for that one They that make us breath That put a beat to our heart Searching for that soul The one to make us whole Never finding them A chasm in our heart An unhealing wound Feelings not shared Dreams unspoken Love is dead And all you are
ღஜწdreameeწஜღ
Dreaming ... As I sit here, I think of the beauty that is sitting before me. The wonder that is you. As I close my eyes I see the stiloette that is you. Feeling the warmth of your sweet touch. As I sit here with eyes closed I sense your spirit connecting with mine as I am in sweet surrender to you. The feelings of love & passion mixed with deep caring make my heart race & beat all the more faster. As I sit here with eyes still closed I sense your soulful touch... The connection that makes us one... The place where love is immeasurable... passions beyond our wildest imagination. The place where two souls innertwine & become one, where love never ends but only continues to grow. The place where 2 hearts & souls go to grow old together... To forever love only one another... Getting lost within your loving embrace, your warm breath upon my face. Closing my eyes as I lean in & gently kiss your soft sweet lips, feeling your passion & desire. Oh my love, how you set my very
Musings
September, 2001 Dear Friends, In deep sorrow we have searched for the magical answers to this horror. We recognize that we all hold creative and destructive force within us, this is our divine nature. Honoring our divine nature in all its complexity, how can we come into balance? What we know is: we have come together over many years,  trained and built relationships with each other and the sacred earth. For the first time in history, we have built a network of witches that spans the continents. We have the training and power to focus our wills and spirit. We have the help of many, many spirit realms and we have the communication network to take effective action as has never been done before. All of the psychics and sensitives have known we would be called upon someday to use this network. Let us now each take a stand for love, peace, beauty, justice and freedom. Let us now each take our wisdom to make a spell like there has never b
Strange Questions!!!!!!
OK now DO remember i didnt write this people im just posting it becuase it was a good read and also becuase today WAS the day lol... Enjoy. Borrowed from http://www.abalook.com/journal/2011/1/14/rapture-forecast-to-happen-on-2152011.html also A really good read.   The Rapture is a fairy tail This is a warning and a call that the secret rapture is a fairy tail and has deluded millions of Christians into a false notion of escapism. First of all you have to understand that the WORD was given to Hebrew people, not a Jew or a Christian. So in the world today there are three thoughts / mindsets: the Hebraic Thought, the Judaic Thought and the Christian Thought. In western thought, the 'heart' is the seat of the emotions, and especially that of love. It is important to realize that in the Hebraic thought, the heart is the seat of the MIND, INTELLECT and WILL. So western thinking is often misunderstand, so for example scriptural love is not an EMOTION, but an action of obedience. So w
Sum Stuff About Me...
This is fun to do. The only catch is that you can't ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your tota l fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got
Wendy
I lost my dearest friend of over 25yrs last thrusday night at 7pm. God called her home and i knnow she is no longer in pain. We met at work aaaand our friendship was born there. Flora was a very loving caring mother grandmother and friend. No matter whAT she was doing she always made time for me. She was a wonderful christian lady. She spent the last 8 years of her life in a nursing home as she needed more care than family and friends could give her. She touch everyone in her life. She had lou gerhig's disease for 8 yrs. she is at peace now and has gone home to her lord.. She will be greatly missed by one and all. Hello to all my friends just letting everyone kow things are good right now. has been pretty hot here during the daytime but nice at night. have a good day all. my darling little show dog Ira passed away yesterday. He was my pekingese show dog. Wonderful little dog he had a wonderful life with me. A very dear gave him to me about 6 yrs ago. He was great compa
Another Dedication
A tribute to Ville Valo....set to Vampire Heart.
Hazel Eyes
Stolen We watch the season Pull up it’s own stakes And catch the last weekend Of the last week Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced Another sun soaked season fades away You have stolen my heart You have stolen my heart Invitation only Grant Farewells Crash the best one Of the best ones Clear liquor and cloudy eyed Too early to say goodnight You have stolen my heart You have stolen my heart And from the ballroom floor We are in celebration One good stretch before our hibernation Our dreams assured and we all Will sleep well Sleep Well Sleep Well Sleep Well Sleep Well you have stolen you have stolen my you have stolen my heart Watch you spin around In your highest heels You are the best one Of the best ones And we All Look Like We Feel you have stolen my you have stolen my you have stolen my heart Music Video:STOLEN (by Dashboard Confessional)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com I was young
Who Says Blondes Have More Fun?
Life..............where do I start? Well lets just say things don't always go the way you want them too no matter how hard you try. First thing I would like to say is a big thank you to Morgan, Brian, Danielle, Kyle, Buddy, Eric and Scott. You guys are the best, you have been there for me lately when I needed someone to talk to or vent to or even yell at, and I love all you and I promise to become normal soon :) Well.....I signed another year contract with my apartment and Im actually ok with it. I planned on moving but things change and shit happens so.....I really like the location of my place and love the extras that come along with it, like pool, tanning bed, fitness center and this way I dont have to deal with actually packing and moving to just another apartment, whats the point right? Speaking of extra's......I actually used to fitness center today....omg, I think Im going to be dying tomorrow.....seriously.......but if made me feel good and it took my mind off things wh
Time Passers
You Are More Yin Feminine Devoted Forgiving Fall Winter Afternoon Moon Time Passive Metal HoneyAre You More Yin or Yang? You Are 35% Normal You sure do march to your own beat... But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at all You think on a totally different wavelength And it's often a chore to get people to understand youHow Normal Are You? You Are a Bloody Mary You're a fairly serious drinker, who's experimented a lot with different drinks. You're a drunk, but a stable drunk. You don't ever let your drinking get out of control.What Mixed Drink Are You?
Wow
A blonde and a redhead met for dinner after work and were watching the 6 o'clock news. A man was shown threatening to jump from the Brooklyn Bridge. The blonde bet the redhead $50 that he wouldn't jump, and the redhead replied, "I'll take that bet!" Anyway, sure enough, he jumped, so the blonde gave the redhead the $50 she owned. The redhead said, "I can't take this, you're my friend." The blonde said, "No. A bet's a bet." So the redhead said, "Listen, I have to admit, I saw this one on the 5 o'clock news, so I can't take your money." The blonde replied, "Well, so did I, but I never thought he'd jump again ------------------------------------------------- Two blondes decided that this Christmas they wanted to cut down their own Christmas tree. So they drove two hours into the country and walked deep into the woods to find the perfect Christmas tree. They had planned the trip well, especially considering that they were blond. They were dressed warmly with boots, w
General Info
You were the one, I thought would be there forever. You were my best friend, Companion, Lover Despite the drama you created. I took your threats, I dealt with your issues, I was always there for you. But, your problem? Your problem is you don't know a friend when you see one. A Relationship is built on many things. Communication. Reliability. Compatibility. Trust.... Your lies stabbed me in my back. It hurt at first, Sure. But, still, I stood by you. After everything I was there. Through every issue, I was there. Now, because of your lies, I am backing off. I have enough problems to deal with, I don't need lies on top of it! I'm sorry, I truly am. I probably shouldn't be. I was your friend, And it didn't bother you one bit, To lie, Even to steal. Well, thanks a lot. Once I get that knife from my back, I might return the favor some day. Well, You can thank your lies, Cause of them, I wont be there when you cry. Hope your happy now... Oh, I
Nascar Season
whats up with people today i was driving back from tifton ga last night and cars and truck were about to run all over me and i was doing 75 mph they are getting crazier or just plain stupid. Express Yourself LIVE ok all you race fans are we all ready for it to being. who will be the 2007 nascar champion? i would put my sites on a rookie this year.
Commandant Divxmaster
I must apologize if I don't respond to you, indeed, i'm a french guy, living on his island in the middle of indian ocean, and i discovered CT a few months ago, and becomming more and more CTholic, hi hi.. anyway, couldn't find yet how to respond, the bulletin is something i don't understant at all,lol soplease, if you wanna write me. excuse me if i take time for responding. Ladies, The Commandant proudly presents to you his Bar attender, i called Alain. i'm the very dork that is on top of the boat who makes hello to you.
Angel
when someone you love passes away and they leave you all broken hearted and all u can do is mis them each day and you don't want to move on without in your life but you know in your heart you have to move on that is want they would what you to do and you cry all the time you mis them just rember how much they loved you and they didn't what to leave you but it was their time to go and be with god when he calls on someone they must go to him and that hurts when u lose someone like that but they are in a better place now they are in gods world and that is a better place one day we all will be together again. THIS IS THE DAY I THINK OF YOU AND WISH YOU WERE HERE THIS IS THE DAY I MIS YOU AND I LOVE YOU MY MOTHER THIS IS THE DAY I MIS TELLING YOU HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU THIS IS THE DAY I MIS GIVING YOU A HUG AND I MIS ALL ARE LITTLE TALKS WHEN ITS JUST ME AND YOU I MIS YOU ALL THE TIME AND I MIS MY MOTHER MY FRIEND AND THE ONE WHO WAS ALWAYS THE
Need My Special Cherries
1st wiiner will be a yauht 2nd will be a porche final winner will win 3 day blast on me.. i wil rip your photo.. from your profile you can vote for yourself as much as you wish. starts as soon as i get all the pictures good luck. xoxox flame internal flame..@ CherryTAP MUST BE SAFE FOR WORK 1ST PRIZE 3 DAY BLAST 2 PRIZE 3 DAY BLAST 3RD VIC GIFT OF YOUR CHOICE 4TH..POSCHE CONTEST STARTS AS SOON AS ALL ENTRYS HAVE BEEN FILLED PRIVATE MEESAGES TO ME ON WHAT BIKE SOI CAN RIPAND ADD IT WEN ALL ARE ENTERED..ILL POST A STICKY PLUS SEND Y UR LINK GOOD LUCK..BIKES RULE MEN/WOMEN ARE TO ENTER MUST BE SFW ANY FLAGGING OTHER CONTESTENTS WILL BE AUTOMATIC DELETED..WILL NOT BE TOLERATED JELOUSEY.. WHO APPROVES OF THIS SON /MOMSEX NASTY CHECKOUT CT IS GOING DOWN HILL NOT UPTHERE WORRIED ABOUT A THONG BUT THIS TOPS IT LINK http://cherrytap.com/user/537900
New To Ct
IF YOUR FEMALE AND WANT TO BE ADDED TO MY FAMILY TO VIEW NSFW PICS SEND ME A COMMENT AND I'LL ADD YOU SORRY GUYS I HAVE A BOYFRIEND FOR FEMALES ONLY. SEXYMOM07 :) i have just over 3200 pts to level i need your help so i can add more pics for you all to enjoy!!! hey everyone sign my frappr in my interests section :)
Winey Mother Fuckers
To My Friends, Fans, And Family!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wz1W_omigwg `` HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY`` CLICK THIS LINK AND IT WILL GIVE YOU THE REST OF THE INFO NEEDED!!! OKIEANGEL~~HAPPY HOUR STASH DOUBLE POINTS~~ CHECK IT OUT@ CherryTAP THIS IS NOT A CONTEST NO TIME LIMIT IS SET YOU GO AT YOUR OWN PACE. WHAT HAPPENS IS YOU LET ME KNOW WHAT PHOTO YOU WANT PLACED IN MY HAPPY HOUR GIFT GIVEAWAY FOLDER. I WILL RIP THIS PHOTO AND YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS COMMENT ON IT UNTIL YOU REACH THE DESIRED AMOUNT OF COMMENTS TO WIN WHATEVER GIFT YOU WISH. GIFT WILL BE PURCHASED DURING THE NEX
Babyface
www.hostdrjack.com Hope yall have a great night and I will talk to you tomorrow! www.hostdrjack.com To Everyone on Cherry Tap, Have a great night and sleep well!!! Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes BEST Weekdays Graphics and Images Too my Buds on Cherry Tap!!! Love ya! Amanda (Babyface)
My Blog Has A First Name..it's B-l-o-g!!
Lets see... Welll,The biggest thing in my life is i'm very married now. Well handfested. But many don't get what I mean when I say that. That's right my beautiful Gypsy honnored me by agreeing to be my Mate. I've never been happier. And She is my beam in an otherwise shitty time in my life. Not so much my life but my family I chose.So I am effected as well. We'll be moveing soon. Then yet again.5 of us are in the hospital right now.3 in very bad shape. Then there's the odd actions of someone i'm close to. Well we all are close to. I'm questioning they're real intent with being close to us. Seems it's all a way to get them the monies they need & very little other.There is a chill in the air if it's any topic other then helping them with money. That sucks. I'll help out my friends as much as I can. But I will not help you out if that is sole reason your my friend. Everyone of my kin are this way too. Poisoned is temp. on hold . With our siner & gutirest in the hospital there's li
My Stuff
Just want to thank everyone for all the love. Hubby is still kicking my butt. I can't seem to catch up to him. I might make it someday lol. Thanks again Yup that's what time it is here. Can't slep so I thought I would pop on here and check out the people who inhabit this place. What else is there to do at this time of the morning? Go to wal-mart and get my shopping done I suppose naaah. That can be done later. LOL well, off to do some other things that need to be done. LOVE YA'LL Turst is a funny things, it takes forever to earn but a moment to lose. Why do we trust those we know we can't but don't trust those we know we can. I'm not quite sure where this has come from, but it's been on my mind alot lately. I have a few people in my life I trust. Sometimes I wonder if I should. The look on their face sometimes suggests they are hiding something from me. Maybe I'm just being paranoid. Due to things that have happened in the past it makes it hard for me to completely tr
The Dorkier Side
so last time diana and i went to the zoo we saw one of the polar bears playing with one of their toys, he was jumping up and down seemingly trying to demolish a plastic barrel. and i didn't even think about taking a vid of it! but pretty much the same thing happened this year! so i got one this time! RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 10 friends. 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun! IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? "atomic" blondie HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? heartbreaker- pat benatar WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? all my love- led zepplin HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? original fire- audioslave WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? one way or another- blondie WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? you spin me round (like a record)- dead or alive WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Yes I Am Going To Try This Again
in the mumms but they are so boring tonight..I mean what the fuck?I am so sick of the 'should I sleep or stay up? Am I hot or not? I want to try the lounges but am kinda of leery of them I guess I just don'tknow what to expect from them is all.So if anyone reads this and wants to fill me in on what the lounges are like I'd appreciate it. Yep thats the name of this blog and thats about how I feel.I'm all of thee above and thatsallI'm going to say. Today I got a letter from my dad and my stepma.They have decided to adopt my oldest son and give him a stable home in which he will be able to grow up in.My oldest son his name is Cory has been bounced around a few times in the last few years.Nothing that I am proud of but also I had no control over the siyuation either.But I cried when I read the letter enclosed with the court papers.My dad and stepma have unconditional love and I know that my son will be taken care of and get the attention and love he needs as a growing boy.Even though my
Nancy's Blogs
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees, but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but
Damn
PLEASE YOU GUYS?? THANK YOU GUYS FOR BEING MY FREINDS EXPECIALLY THE ONES WHO TALK TO ME YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE PHAT AZZ WHITE GAL, ASH, JADED LOLITA STONER AND EVERYBODY ELSE WHO TALK TO ME ON THE DAILY SWEET LOVE IS SOO FINE HEY JUST WANTED YALL TO KNOW THAT
Venting
This is just a vent to get it off my mind more than anything. My friend is a good girl from what I know of her however lately it is like she is begging for trouble. She moved out of her abusive relationship and found a new place to be but in the process one of her male friends had a heart attack. Well she sort of expressed her feelings for him - she liked him etc and was worried. They started seeing each other and of course things were good until she realized she had feelings for another guy. Long story short she didn't let guy A know and went out with guy B. Bad choice in my opinion but I am not the one making the decisions. Guy A found out and now she is minus him in her life. Guy A went and spoke to Guy B who promptly went out with another girl so now my friend is talking to me about the situation and how things were done to her etc. Remarkably she does express some guilt in the situation now (initially she didn't) Lovely day isn't it. To top it all off she was out with tw
Vibe Exp.
GangstaRock Bizznotchezz..can u digg it ^-^ said: these niggas got problems.dont think there is a head doctor out thee that could solve em. and i dont care if i was ballin.get outta line wit me and the paremedics are callin.you know shit about us.we'll flip a fuckin bust and its straight to fists and cuffs.stage you with an upper cut.we aint playin.we fukkin nuts.so gangin all up on us will leave ya'll niggas in the dust.haha i got rhymes for you to ...thats pretty neat eh -Each1 Teach1-BrassKnucklePoet said: ashes to ashes and dust to dust, im smashin lookin in my rearview at the butts of sluts, how they gon look at me nuts?..hittem with a biiiiatch whuddup? im gon follow it up, till they cant swallow enough, put some jizzm on the belly if they keep hollerin stuff....   GangstaRock Bizznotchezz..can u digg it ^-^ said: got this gat on my waist and this look up on my eye-these demons are along for the ride-i get high.then im fine.no i aint.shit im lyin.i got this fight goin
Love
TO EVERY GiRL THAT iS SCARED TO PUT HER HEART OUT THERE AGAiN, BECAUSE SHE HAS BEEN HURT TOO MANY TiMES OR SO BADLY. TO EVERY GiRL THAT HAS BEEN CHEATED ON, BECAUSE SHE'S NOT A SLUT WHO GiVES IT UP TO ANY GUY. TO EVERY GiRL THAT DRESSES CUTE, NOT SKANKY. TO EVERY GiRL WHO WANTS TO BE CALLED BEAUTiFUL, NOT HOT. TO EVERY GIRL THAT WiLL SPEND HER WHOLE DAY LOOKiNG FOR THE PERFECT PRESENT FOR YOU. TO EVERY GiRL WHO GETS HER HEART BROKEN, BECAUSE HE CHOSE THAT FEMALE DOG iNSTEAD. TO EVERY GiRL THAT WOULD DiE TO HAVE A DECENT BOYFRiEND, EVERY GiRL WHO WOULD JUST ONCE LiKE TO BE TREATED LiKE A PRiNCESS. TO EVERY GiRL THAT CRiES AT NiGHT BECAUSE OF ANOTHER HEARTBREAK. TO EVERY GiRL THAT JUST WANTS TO HOLD HANDS. TO EVERY GiRL THAT KiSSES HiM WiTH MEANiNG. TO EVERY GiRL WHO JUST WiSHES HE CARED MORE. TO EVERY GiRL WHO WOULD JUST ONCE WANT A GUY TO GIVE THEiR JACKET UP WHEN THEY ARE COLD. TO EVERY GiRL WHO JUST WANTS HiM TO CALL. TO EVERY GiRL WHO LiES AWAKE AT NiGHT THiNKiNG ABOUT HiM. TO EVERY
Storys And Poems I Liked
This morning I told my supervisor that I was coming to see him. I had finally had it and was throwing in the towel on my emergency medical career. I was fed up with always being tired, tired of never getting fed, sick of being plagued by sick people who really aren't, supervisors who really don't, co-workers who sometime won't, professionals who aren't, and drunks who are... constantly. The week started out very typically on Monday morning. I overslept, and in trying to shave, brush my teeth, shower, and cook breakfast all at the same time, I managed to cut my face, slip on a bar of soap, scorch my best (my only) skillet, and catch my breakfast, and almost my, kitchen on fire. I arrived late to work still bleeding around the neck area, only to be harassed by the opposite shift, who wanted to know why I was never on time. (This from the guy who conned me into working for him so he could attend his aunt's funeral. His poor aunt died 11 times last year). My partner, Dave, and
Writings On The Wall
I want a man that every guy wants to be just because he's with me. I want to be that woman that every girl wants to be just because of the man I am with. I want to be apart of the couple that everybody wants to be. I want a man who knows he can't find anybody better. I want a man who's best for me and I can't do any better. I want the man who will treat Bryson like his own child. I want a man that can be a father figure and a good male role model for him. I want a man who wants the whole package, faults and all. By Abigail AkA BlondeAquarius Good personality. Great sense of humor. Loyal to friends and family. Nice to everybody. Caring for the people that are loved. smiling and laughing most of the time on the outside. Crysing on the inside. Happy go lucky on the outside. Depressed on the inside. Out spoken, open and honest. Outgoing. Will talk to almost everybody. Determined but is held back. Knows exactly what wanted and how to get it but can't quite reach it
~ Stories On Our Troops You Will Never Hear ~
Set to the old Song WAR, but it really has some great scenes of our troops and the Men, Women and children of Iraq you sure will not see on the news. The Media will never tell you how OUR guys are treated. U.S. SENATE REPORT NO. 848 ON ATROCITIES American military troops were starved, beaten, and tortured by their Korean and Chinese captors. Every rule set forth in the Geneva Convention was broken when thousands of Americans died at the hands of barbaric Communists in the Korean War. Thus is the conclusion of Senate Report No. 848 on atrocities committed against American troops in Korea in 1950-51. This page of the Korean War Educator reveals the contents of Report No. 848, which was published by the United States Government Printing Office in Washington in 1954. Text of Senate Report No. 848 83d Congress 2nd Session KOREAN WAR ATROCITIES REPORT OF THE COMMITTEE ON GOVERNMENT OPERATIONS MADE THROUGH ITS PERMANENT SUBCOMMITTEE ON INVESTIGATIONS BY ITS SUBCOMMITTEE
Mac Dre
Sailor Moon 41-53
Sailor Moon 68-80
My Words My Notion My Feelings My Emotions
Please hear me How does it make you feel To be so close but yet so far Looking into the love of your life eyes seeing your shooting star Days are dreaded with emptiness as each day passes It winds up being another unanswered wish So determined to love reaching out into the dark and cold world The cold touch of loneliness chills the soul Losing control of all emotions Tears begin to race down the sore cheeks that have been stricken For so long from holding back the rains of sadness Why does such sadness plague the inner most, tenderness of my being? Inside I’m screaming Do you hear me? Am I heard? For I’m unable to speak with elegant but soft verbal words Only those heard from my broken heart A connection from another world where mind, body, and souls Connect has me in disarray Happiness is all I try to achieve and accomplish Not just for myself but for the both of us Please hear what I’m saying I know that sometimes my words are a bit slurred but w

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