irish angel's blog: "poems"

The mask a mask is something we use to hide behind. It can be physical like the ones we see at a parade or on Halloween. A mask can be emotional the kind we wear everyday ones of pride. We wear a smile to hide our tears or our hurts. We wear them so no one can see what we feel inside is It wrong to wear a mask? Why must we wear them? Dose a mask show strength or weakness? These questions I can not answer only you can I know for me emotion is not a weakness but pride dose not let me drop the mask I hide behind.

Love Is love just a four letter word? People say love means nothing some say it means everything some say it is a verb some say it has no value. But to me love means caring, and kindness and always being there to lean on a shoulder to cry on, a helping hand, a smile when the sky of life are gray. People lie and cheat and say love as it means nothing to them. But it is something love is a verb you can say it but if you don’t show it it means nothing

IN MY ROOM In my room I am alone I can travel. In my mind I can fly the skies or swim the oceans and the seas. In my room no one can hear me cry or see the pain I feel. these walls hold a lot of memories and secrets but will not tell. They held pictures of my childhood heros and my teenage crushes. Those rock bands I would have died to see in my room I lie awake thinking of things I wish I never said and the things I wish I did. In my room I am free to be me no one to tell me you can’t or you should. This is my world, my life in my room

In love with two men I am in love with two men both say they love me and want only me where do I go? Who do I choose? One hurt me twice obviouse choice is to reject him but I can’t.he claims to have changed but did he?time will only tell dose he realy love me? He says he dose but I have heard it from him before. The other I thought I knew loved me I thought I saw it in everything he did but it was a fake love. Will either one love me tomorrow? Or even next year? What if I start to change what then? Will they still love me? I feel like shouting I feel like screaming but it is no use these are my choices no one can make it for me when I make the choice will I regret it tomorrow? I know that someone will get hurt and that will hurt me why can I not have both?

I listen I lie in bed crying while you are fighting you say you love each other but you don’t I know I listen. I know you tried to love each other but as the money grows short hatred entered the soul. When you got divorced you said it was not my fault but I know I listen you would say “life would be so much easier if we did not have that girl” I know I listen. I heard you fight about money I heard you say your through. But you did not think of me. where would I go what would I do? Now your gone you leave me alone I now lie here hoping, waiting, listening for you to come home.

Friends friends, how do people meet friends? Why do people have friends? People think they don’t need friends but they do. Friends are people who you can talk to or share your feelings with. I never knew what a true friend was until I met you. You have been there through everything. You have been a shoulder to cry on, someone to make me laugh when I am down. Someone to listen to all my stories. You have congratulated me when I succeeded and helped me back to my feet when I fell. That is a true friend.

Confusion Is this right? Is this wrong? Do I stay or do I go? If I stay what will change? Will I regret it? If I go will I wish I stayed? Will anyone understand? Why am I confused? Is it yes or is it no or can my answer just be I don’t know? No matter how I answer it will be wrong and yet it will be right. Why is there such a fine line? Confusion, it haunts me. It follows me I can’t get away I must face it. Sometimes it is simple sometimes it is complex. What would I do if a life was on the line? How would I react when no clear answer is there? Some days I wish I could hide but it is there with me I can’t even sleep.

Big sister a big sister is a person you share secrets with. A big sister is your best freind. A big sister is a person you depend on to take you places. A big sister is a person who protects and helps guid you. A big sister is always there for you she never leaves you. A big sister may fight with you but she will always love you. God put big sisters in our lives to help teach us. GOD BLESS BIG SISTERS