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created on 05/18/2007  |  http://fubar.com/my-blog/b83623

when feelings take place

When Feelings take place you know When your stomach jumps, and your toes begin to tingle. When your eye twitches, and your cheeks begin to turn red. When a smile crosses your face and your body melts below you. When your heart skips a beat, and you begin to think oh god what is he thinking. You know he is there. However, when you stomach churns, and your toes stop tingling. When you close your eyes just to see him, and your cheeks are pale. When a frown crosses your face and your body feels cold below you. When your heartaches, and you begin to think oh god where is he. You know he is gone. However, when your ears begin to ring and your nose tickles. And You feel warm at night you know he is thinking about you. However, when the tickle is gone. The ring has faded, and your body is cold and sleepless. You know he has forgotten.

Inside

Inside Bottled up inside are the words I never said the feelings that I hide the lines you never read You can see it in my eyes read it on my face trapped inside are lies of the past I cant replace With memories that linger wont seem to go away why cant I be happier today is a brand new day Yesterdays are over even though the hurtings not nothing lasts forever I must cherish what i've got DONT take my love for granted for soon it will be gone all I ever wanted of the love you thought you'd won The hurt i'm feeling now wont disapear over night but someway somehow everything will turn out right No more wishing for the past it wasnt meant to be it didnt seem to last so I have to set him free!! Words that every women should learn to live there lives by it just may someday save you alot of pain!!!!

A Poem to a Guy

a poem to a guy ! you... the one guy i can always talk to ! the one guy who understands me! you... the one guy who makes me laugh even in the darkest hours ! the one guy who makes me get back on my feet ! you... the one guy who likes me for me ! the one guy who helps me to belive that there really is goodness,kindness and laughter in this world! you... the one guy who made me laugh after all that i've been through and proveing it can be done over and over again!!! kelly jo

Dreams

Dreams i Dream of a man with a gental touch,soft lips, and beautiful words . I dream of a man who understands me, wants me, loves me for me. I dream of a man who smiles when my name is mentioned, who smiles when i walk in a room, whos face lites up when i say hello . I dream of a man who listens to my every word, who has the time to stop and say "Hey beautiful looking good today" But most of all i dream of a man who wakes up every morning to say i love you and go to bed everynight just to be with me ! but every women can dream Right ! kelly jo

To Whom it may Concern

To Whom it may Concern Please hear what I'm not saying. Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear, for I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them are me. Pretending is an art that's second nature to me, but don't be fooled. For god's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I am secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without. That confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the waters calm and I'm in command, and that I need no one. But don't believe me. Please don't believe me. My surfaces may be smooth, but my surface is my mask, my varying and ever concealing mask. Beneath lies no smugness, no complacence. Beneath it dwells the real me, in confusion and fear, in aloneness. But I hide this, I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness and the fear of being exposed. That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant, cool, sophisticated façade to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But, such a glance is precisely my salvation. My only salvation. And I know it. That is, if it's followed by acceptance, if it's followed by love. It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself, from my own self-built prison walls, from the barriers that I so painstakingly erect. It's the only thing that will assure me of what I cant assure myself of, that I'm really worth something. But I don't tell you this. I don't dare. I'm afraid to. I'm afraid that your glance will not be followed by acceptance. I'm afraid that your glance will not be followed by love. I'm afraid that you will think less of me, that you'll laugh, and your laugh would kill me. I'm afraid that deep down I'm nothing, that I'm just no good, and that you will see this and reject me. So I play my game, with façade of assurance without, and a trembling child within. And so begins the parade of masks. The glittering but empty parade of masks. And my life becomes a front. I idly chatter to you in suave tones of surface talk. I tell you everything that's really nothing, and nothing of what's everything, of what's crying within me. So, when I'm going through my routine, do not be fooled by what I'm saying, and what I'd like to be able to say, what I need to say for survival, but what can't I say. Honestly, I dislike the superficial game I'm playing, the superficial, phony game. I'd like to be genuine and spontaneous, and me. But you've got to help me. You've got to hold out your hand, even when that's the last thing I seem to want or need. Only you can wipe away from my eyes the blank stare of the breathing dead. Only you can call me into aliveness. Each time you're kind and gentle, and encouraging, each time you try to understand.

Funny Song

Funny song!!!!!!!!! Last night I stayed up late and masturbated, it felt so good, I knew it would. Last night I stayed up late to masturbate, It felt so nice, I did it twice. You should have seen me on the short strokes, It felt so grand, I used my hand, And you should have seen me on the long strokes, It felt so neat, I used my feet. Shake it, break it, beat it on the floor, Smash it, bash it, thrust it through the door, Some people seem to think that fornication's grand, But for all ~around enjoyment, I perfer to use my hand!
As of 2007 the Earth System has already undergone profound global change of which global heating is the most immediately evident profound impact. It is getting hot, and it is happening fast. Many leading scientists tell us we have 10 years at most given current trends before climate change becomes irreversible and dangerous, beyond the generally accepted rise of 2 degrees Celsius considered adaptable (we are about 1/3 the way there). Yet the chortling television weather people tell us the unprecedented wave of global mild weather - really a lack of winter in many parts - is not climate change. We are encouraged to take advantage of our good fortune and get out there and play golf. At what point will abrupt climate change and deterioration of the Earth System's life giving biosphere be recognized as a global ecological emergency, and responded to as such? And will it then be too late to limit damages, or even to survive? Global warming is not a slow, gentle, pleasant rise in temperatures to be savored. It is an abrupt fundamental break down in the Earth System's climate sub-system that threatens the Earth's, humanity's and your family's ability to live. It is not enough to blame the weather on El Nino, which itself can be and is exacerbated by climate change. As climate change continues unabated by systematic policy responses, and "wacky weather" more prevalent, we can expect immediately budding trees to die from later frosts, agriculture to struggle to define growing seasons, pest insects to multiply, and ecosystems to deteriorate and die. The ability of individuals, communities and nations to deny the obvious is amazing. People do not like hearing that their consumptive, wasteful lifestyle is destroying God's creation. For most our addiction to lethargic comfort is so great, our ignorance of ecology and our total dependence upon a healthy biosphere so complete, and our psychological inability to grasp that humanity has overrun the biosphere becoming the dominant force in nature so absolute that we do nothing as the greatest avertable disaster to ever face civilizations looms - increasingly recognized but not nearly sufficiently addressed. Humanity is deeply within the Anthropocene era whereby our presence is the greatest force shaping the biosphere. We are witnessing the jarring collapse of the Earth's most recent climate equilibrium, and depending upon how much climate forcing occurs from continued emissions, there are no guarantees what the next climate will look like or even be regularized within a decent time period. And the longer term results will be calamitous - extreme weather including super storms, floods and droughts, massive crop failures, vegetation die-back over whole regions, a proliferation of tropical diseases, rising seas destroying cities, a massive refugee crisis and a general breakdown of anything resembling dependable climatic patterns. Don't believe me? Walk outside right now - see or feel anything different? Are the trees blooming in the middle of winter like in Washington D.C. and New York? Is there a lack of snow as in Minnesota and Europe, while other areas like Colorado get dumped upon? Are the rains failing as with Australia's "Big Dry"? So much of the global ecological system's processes and patterns which provide the life-giving context for human civilization have been lost and changed, and it continues to intensify. Essentially no natural processes are assured as a very different Planet emerges - climate patterns, water supplies, ocean fisheries, soil fertility, terrestrial ecosystem energy and nutrient cycling are all in doubt. Many rightly do what they can individually, but are discouraged by the fact that many necessary changes like widespread public transportation, caps on emissions, and universal adoption of a low carbon energy economy requires societal changes beyond an individual's immediate grasp. Goddamn it, snap out of it! I want to shake every climate denier and ambivalent Earth slayer, slapping them in the face to awake them from their slumberous death march. We are witnessing a human caused disintegration of ancient climatic cycles, with anthropogenic emissions forcing the global climate beyond what has always been a high level of variability. We must get past the ingrained illusion that humanity has not become a planetary ecological force. And that the changes we are witnessing in a single lifetime are good. As the ecologically ignorant chortle, pleased to be outside in winter in short sleeves, perhaps they should consider how global heating will impact their water, food and shelter requirements for life - to say nothing of the economy and their prospects for employment. How deeply and sadly we are in denial regarding the consequences of the abrupt climate changes we are witnessing. The life giving biosphere is in tatters and near collapse because of you and me and everyone. We are witnessing the logical conclusion of deforesting 80% of the world's natural ecosystems while working on the rest, breeding and increasing in numbers recklessly, using fossil fuel energy wastefully, and believing our lifestyles and consumption are independent of the Earth. Massively reducing emissions must become this next greatest generation's central call to duty. Dramatically and rapidly reducing greenhouse gas emissions must become the central organizing principle of governments, business and individuals. Contracting rich nations' carbon emissions, while allowing materially poor nations to converge with the rich's level of emissions, is the only way forward that is both equitable and likely to be successful. We need contests, and publicity for best practices, and technology sharing, and a rejection of coal, and emission caps, and global carbon trading, population control, huge renewable energy subsidies and so much more. Only massive public and political pressure - now - can save the Earth and all her species. The recent vote in the U.S. was a repudiation of oil industry governance. Now it is up to Democrats to stop pandering on gas prices and propose a progressive, workable carbon tax; ratify Kyoto and meaningfully rejoin international climate talks; launch an "Apollo project" supporting renewable energy, and generally for the U.S. to get on the ball and rejoin the league of civilized nations that are working on climate solutions. I exhort all that read this to break the denial that the current "wacky weather" is natural; it is more, much more; the start of systematic collapse of being as we know it. And I ask that you help other non-ecologically attuned people grasp what their way of life is doing to creation - risking ridicule as an acolyte of ecological truth. Take responsibility personally, and become involved in the great climate change/ecological sustainability movements that are set to rock this world - bringing forth the necessary societal changes. Time is short, but solutions exist. Save the climate, save the Earth, save yourself and your posterity. Get active, organize, agitate, protest and above all else reduce your carbon emissions!
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