Amirah Princess of Cooternets Radio's blog: "Story Of My Life"

Yep Im MIA. Have been for months. Im rarely on here anymore. Few contact me here so Ive just taken a step back. When yall wanna talk, you know where to find me.

BLAH! FIND ME A REASON TO SMILE AND MAYBE I WILL!!!!

Well it looms closer. I am going to have surgery on the 10th and be gone till the 16th. Gee, I hope Im missed!

So, yeah. My daughter left me yesterday. Shes in Ohio for 6 weeks!!! Im less then thrilled. Not that seeing her dad is a bad thing but Im ABIT irritated with him. *meh* Go figure, an ex wife pissy at her ex husband. Im home for the summer, with my 5yr old son (whos handsome!) and preparing for surgery on July 10th. Ill be down and out for a week and totally unplugged during that time. Im actually going up north to get away and heal in the calm and quiet of the country up I-75 in Gladwyn County. So for now I think Ill go back to rating pix (cuz I have nothing else better to do) and maybe go find some funnies to share in my other folder.

I totally screwed up something. I totally like.. made a HUGE mess of my personal life. Things are SOOO strained and weird. Have you ever wanted something so badly but can't for the life of you figure out how to get it?? Welcome to my world. I think God hates me.

I'm so deep in thought right now. I have alot going on with my health. Funny, ever notice that ALOT of folks here have serious health issues? Thankfully mine are serious but I do have to have surgery in July. I've been healthy as a horse most of my life and in the last 4 yrs I've had more health problems than I can count on one hand. Two knee surgeries endured, more to follow and now this. Course theres more mixed in but I won't go into details. So I sit and ramble. This is the stuff that makes me cherish my life and appreciate what I have. I'll be .. *gasp* ... 35 this year and I feel it coming full throttle. Any suggestions to help me feel young??? I could use them :)

So I went to the K-Wings game last night. Oh to watch the Rockford (Ill) IceHogs get beat was a lovely end to my Saturday. Mind you, we took a beating in the 3rd but damn if the K-Wings didnt keep their heads up and win!!! The IceHog fans were just that, hogs. They were the loudest, rudest, FOULEST bunch of folks Ive ever had the displeasure to encounter. But my weekend hockey comes crashing down around my feet today. The Redwings were a huge disappointment today. They lost in OT 2-1 to Anahiem and thanks to Franzen at the end of the 3rd and Lilas in OT .. we are going to Anahiem down in the series 3-2 and fighting to stay alive. So Ill spend the rest of my weekend sulking over the NHL loss but proud of the UHL team and anxious for results on tonights game in Rockford. Game 6 will be here Tuesday night and Im PRAYING for tickets!! GO WINGS!!!

Nothing seems to be going my way. My relationship ended, the friend Ive been aching to see here has been MIA and Ill be damned but I drank too much tonight and feel like crap. Things just havent been going the way I want them too. Some days, its not worth getting out of bed for this crap. Yes Im rambling and feeling sorry for myself. Im entitled. I just want some happiness and a warm pair of arms around me at night to reassure me and soothe me.