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bloodydove's blog: "ohh no"

created on 08/26/2007  |  http://fubar.com/ohh-no/b120947

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My friends cat just had 5 kittens at 9 this morning...birthing is an odd messy but beautiful thing...kinda ironic

Who are you?

A life ends another begins, all in this never ending circle..we gain some and lose more than what we gained...but in the end...we realize that it was all worth living, that no matter what happened to you...you survived and grown stronger...and in hopes that next time won't be soo bad. We learn to love, some learn to hate, some start wars while others would rather them stop. Too much darkness in this world...too much sadness, we don't we change what we can stand together as one...change this heartless world...with numbers we can do anything....why don't we?...we don't like something we bitch about it....doesn't anyone try and change what is so wrong...or do you sit back and let things be...no matter how wrong they are...who are you....leader.....or followers...I know what I am do you? are you willing to stand up for change and take a risk no matter how hard or tough the road...no matter how long it is.....or are you the people that sit there and do nothing but complain about your life and not do anything to solve what the issue is.....you tell me

Sick, Twisted

Sick, twisted, broken and spared my life is slipping from my own hands nothing is mine anymore My walls are crumbling, no where to run backed up and trapped, no one to turn to people tell you they care, but do they? Is life really forgiving? my blood is dripping, no where to drain to this anger and rage beating me in what do I do, where do i turn? pills are inviting, knifes gleam with ectasy is this my path? what am I becoming? is this person in the mirror me? I stare back at this unknown person looking back at me is this me? why so angry, why so sad?

No One

No one knows the battle that rages inside me,No one can tame the flames The longer I fight, the stronger it gets, but at the sametime I can't let it win I fight to go on, and the whole time this empty void is never filled. why am I here I ask my self, and no answer comes, I try and try but soon I shall fail, just as we all do, but mine will never be forgotten soo easily I have soo many people fooled that I am ok, and this whole time they have no clue whats inside This war rages on and on, and I am almost spent, I am not me anymore but someone else. The real person has died years ago, to never return to this disolte place My blood shall fall to the ground and with that drop it shall be heard, No more will my scream fall upon deaf ears, no more will my scars fall on the blind people around me For that will be my end, and the terror will flow out and for once peace will be known -Kayla

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Lost,lonely sick and twisted left in this f*cked up world alone and lost when will this mudslide of anguish end? when will a new life begin torture within myself to keep me sane, when will this end i look towards the mirror and Pain is all I see why can i ever be happy...i try honest i do, but somedays it is never true the razors gleam and shine with intent, the pills in the cabinet call my name no one to hear my tears, this shall all end Never again shall i be hurt, never agian shall my heart be played with this will end, along with everything else. This angel has fallen and no one can see that her tears fall upon deaf ears Her blood stains the floor, her wings welt the frown turns to a smile, for pain and anger seem to disappear see what they have done! No more shall I be left in this world to mourn No more shall I be me

??

No time to spare, the light is fading away The days grow longer, the night more welcoming No longer shall i fight the shadows anymore I am what I shall become No more anything anymore The life I live is non-existent Nothing will be the same anymore No longer shall I be here No longer shall I care The life I lead is nothing anymore My blood shall fall, and the world shall quake I shall let all see the pain in me I shall let my demons out to slay this world No more shall I keep them caged any longer No longer will I save this place I will let it fall, into broken dispare May my blood fall, and destroy this place

Broken Wings

Take my broken wings and teach me to fly once again I have fallen too hard and too fast, nothing is real anymore Numbness overwelmes me, this rage will never quiet down The battle rages on and on, with no one to save me from my hell how could I have fallen this far down and not realized it? Never agin will life continue to torture me, for i shall be rid of it soon and no one will ever know

Timeless

The roses bloom Sky turns blue time ticks by where am i going what shall i become..... The sky turns gray time seems to fade life will never be the same as the sun turns to stone wondering lost and broken souless and heartless life becomes empty as the heart becomes stone lifeless eyes, grey and lost nothing is anymore blades shine with ectasy the walls never talk take this lifeless body for i am no one anymore nothing remains but a shell take this waste of space
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