Jaythewicked The Lonely Assassin's blog: "Random Songs"

I need a beginning again I want to feel how I used to feel When everything was in the palm of my hand And you were here with me, oh You know I just don't get it You know I really don't get it at all That you would leave so sudden well did you know You would leave me all alone I think we've fallen apart I don't know where I should start You left me here to be broken hearted I think we've fallen apart I don't know where I should start You left me here to be broken hearted Somedays I wonder where I would be Cuz I don't think it was wasted time I always thought you'd be waiting for me And now I'm facing the world alone You know I just don't get it You know I really don't get it at all That you would leave so sudden well did you know You would leave me all alone I think we've fallen apart I don't know where I should start You left me here to be broken hearted I think we've fallen apart I don't know where I should start You left me here to be broken hearted I think we've fallen apart I don't know where I should start You left me here to be broken hearted I think we're falling apart I don't know where I should start You left me here to be broken hearted I wonder what you are doing today I wonder if you could've ever changed I wonder if you still think of me the way that it was The way that it used to be I need a beginning again I need a beginning again I need a beginning again I think we've fallen apart I don't know where I should start You left me here to be broken hearted I think we've fallen apart I don't know where I should start You left me here to be broken hearted You left me here to be broken hearted You left me here to be broken hearted

Skillet- Open Wounds In the dark with the music on Wishing I was somewhere else Taking all your anger out on me, somebody help I would rather rot alone Then spend a minute with you I'm gone, I'm gone And you can't stop me from falling apart 'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault [Chorus] How could you, how could you, how could you hate me? When all I ever wanted to be was you? How could you, how could you, how could you love me? When all you ever gave me were open wounds? Downstairs the enemy sleeps Leaving the TV on Watching all the dreams we had turn into static Doesn't matter what I do Nothing's gonna change I'm never good enough And you can't stop me from falling apart 'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault [Chorus] How could you, how could you, how could you hate me? When all I ever wanted to be was you? How could you, how could you, how could you love me? When all you ever gave me were open wounds? Tell me why you broke me down and betrayed my trust in you I'm not giving up, giving in when will this war end? When will it end?? You can't stop me from falling apart [3X] 'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault. [Chorus] How could you, how could you, how could you hate me? When all I ever wanted to be was you? How could you, how could you, how could you love me? When all you ever gave me were open wounds?

Im sick of your depacrocy Im tired of your slanderous ways Im tired of being your shadow in the back Im done being the way you think I am I am Just me "If I were to die, would you love me then, If i was just a lie, would you speak of me then, If I was lost, would you find me then? If I was gone, would you mourn me then?" Im tired of of the sickness I feel inside You see me the way they show me why cant you look past the past Im so sick of being here and not there Can't you just see the light in me Or is it just gone from your sight "If I were to die, would you love me then, If i was just a lie, would you speak of me then, If I was lost, would you find me then? If I was gone, would you mourn me then?" "If I were to die, would you love me then, If i was just a lie, would you speak of me then, If I was lost, would you find me then? If I was gone, would you mourn me then?" I guess my time is done I wasn't the one But now you'll seee The darker side of me I wish we coulda been Cause ...nevermind, im done "If I were to die, would you love me then, If i was just a lie, would you speak of me then, If I was lost, would you find me then? If I was gone, would you mourn me then?"

I sit here wondering Why we Grow Wondering When today is going to be tomorrow How I let you walk on me Why Was I too blind to see When did things go so bad? I didn't do nothing to make you that mad Yet you went all out Everything you said, you had to shout Is it because you got older? Or is it cause your heart got colder? When did this happen? I can't believe this happened. I was ontop, had It all You set me up for the biggest fall Now I sit back with nothing, As I wonder how this happened and When.

Today is the Day of Love Today happiness raises above Today People Do see What their love wants to be Today Couples gather together An share all the good times they share Today is the day for Love No time to push in shove It's Valentines Day Keep on loving is what I say. ~. Jay The Wicked .~

Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you, for you Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you As years go by I race the clock with you But if you died right now You know that I'd die to I'd die too You remind me of the times When I knew who I was (I was) But still the second hand will catch us Like it always does We'll make the same mistakes I'll take the fall for you I hope you need this now Cause I know I still do Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you Should I bite my tongue? Until blood soaks my shirt We'll never fall apart Tell me why this hurts so much My hands are at your throat And I think I hate you But still we'll say, "remember when" Just like we always do Just like we always do Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you Yeah I'd spill my heart!!! Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!! My hands are at your throat And I think I hate you We made the same mistakes Mistakes like friends do My hands are at your throat And I think I hate you We made the same mistakes Made the same mistakes Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you, for you Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you, for you Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you Until the day I die (Until the day I die) Until the day I die!!!

I hate feeling like this I'm so tired of trying to fight this I'm asleep and all I dream of Is waking to You Tell me that You will listen You're touch is what I'm missing And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing You Comatose I'll never wake up without and overdose of You I don't wanna live, I dont wanna breathe 'Les I feel you next to me You take the pain I feel Waking up to You never felt so real I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream 'Cause my dreams don't comfort me The way You make me feel Waking up to You never felt so real I hate living without You Dead wrong to ever doubt You But my demons lay in waiting Tempting me away Oh how I adore You Oh how I thirst for You Oh how I need You Comatose I'll never wake up without and overdose of You I don't wanna live, I dont wanna breathe 'Les I feel You next to me You take the pain I feel Waking up to You never felt so real I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream 'Cause my dreams don't comfort me The way you make me feel Waking up to You never felt so real Breathing life Waking up My eyes open up Comatose I'll never wake up without and overdose of You I don't wanna live, I dont wanna breathe 'Les I feel You next to me You take the pain I feel Waking up to You never felt so real I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream 'Cause my dreams don't comfort me The way You make me feel Waking up to You never felt so real Oh how I adore You Waking up to You never felt so real Oh how I thirst for You Waking up to You never felt so real Oh how I adore You The way You make me feel Waking up to You never felt so real

I see you standing here But you're so far away Starving for your attention You don't even know my name You're going through so much But I know that I could be the one to hold you [Chorus:] Every single day I find it hard to say I could be yours alone You will see someday That all along the way I was yours to hold I was yours to hold I see you walking by Your hair always hiding your face I wonder why you've been hurting I wish I had some way to say You're going through so much Don't you know that I will be the one to hold you [Bridge:] I'm stretching but you're just out of reach You should know I'm ready when you're ready for me And I'm waiting for the right time For the day I catch your eye To let you know That I'm yours to hold [Altro:] I'm stretching but you're just out of reach I'm ready when you're ready for me