xWhiteTrashBeautifulx's blog: "My Poetry"

You... More and more lately, I've caught myself thinking of you; Of the places you go, And the things that you do... I wish I could be there with you, As you go through your day,with a hug,a kiss, And all the right things to say... I'd hold you, and kiss you, And whisper in your ear... I'd tell you my deepest secrets, And everything that I fear... I love kissing your neck, And making you shake...I love your lips, your eyes, And the love that we make... I love kissing your toes, And the tips of your fingers...I love, after I've kissed you, The taste that lingers... You're perfect to me, In every possible way...I'll love you forever! There's nothing more left to say! Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

Wishes... I've been through fire and ice, sunshine and rain, with a "permanent" face of happiness, and a beautiful smile to hide the pain. I wish I could hold you next to me, and feel your breath upon my neck, I wish so much for you to see, the pain your absence brings. I really believe I love you, more than you'll ever know... I hope forever you'll love me too, until God calls me home. I want so much to be with you, my heart aches for your touch... I want your body next to mine, I wanna hold you so much. I wish I could tell you I love you, and hear you tell me too, I want so much to say the things, I'll never get to say to you. Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

Who Are YOU? I am loud, I am funny, and I am smart. I am ME. No one changes me...It's impossible to try. My personality is unique. There's not another one like it. I am ME. I am crazy, I am beautiful, and I am thick. I have been hurt too. But I will not be broken. STILL, I am ME. I am artistic. I am CREATIVE. I am ME. NO ONE ELSE. I have been lied to, lied ON, and taken advantage of. I have remained strong through everything... That's why I AM ME. Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

P.M.S. There's one week in a month, when you wish everyone to hell. Your head aches, your stomach cramps, and your body begins to swell. You jump on everybody, for the stupidist little things, but that's just the half... of what your period brings... Before it ever happens, you leave your hair a mess. You don't give a damn what you look like, we call this P.M.S. Your friends try to help, but you're so hard to deal with... Your teachers sometimes tell you, that you're going down the wrong path. When it's done and over, you leap and jump for joy... When it starts over again, you wish you'd been born a boy!!! Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

I slept... A tender kiss, a warm embrace, I live each day, to see your face. A smile of gold, and a laugh that's true. These are only a few of the things, I love about you. The way you walk, is care-free and simple, like you don't have a care in the world. Your sexy eyes, outlined with lashes, beautiful and naturally curled. Big strong arms, and beautiful hands, keep me warm and safely kept, I loved the way you sat and held me, while dreamily, I slept... Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

I Am Enough You cannot change what is part of you, although I've often tried; My body was never thin enough, my imperfections I'd always hide. I smiled when they said I was beautiful, I laughed when they said I was great... But it took a long time to believe their words, I figured loneliness was my fate. The boys I wanted, didn't want me, I was tossed, used, and torn. So many took me as a joke, I crawled inside myself;scared and forlorn. I finally decided to believe in me, I realized I was worth so much. This was when I could see through the storm, when I allowed my soul to be touched. But I know that I will always love myself, no matter what-I AM ENOUGH!!! Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

For John Daniel Hamilton III For John Daniel Hamilton III... A kiss as gentle as a flower, a touch as tender as a tear, my heart beats faster and more furious, whenever I feel you near. You're there to listen when I need you, and to hold me if I cry. Within my heart I don't have to wonder, if it be the truth, or just a lie. With a smile brighter than the sun, and eyes more beautiful than the stars, my body does but ache for you, though held back by physical bar. Obstacles may come our way, in physical or emotional form, but in your arms is where I'll stay, while my heart doth battle the storm. Due to mutual differences, we ended the relationship on December 2, 2001 after 5 months and 2 days. Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

Untitled Remember me on quiet days, As raindrops whisper on your pane. But in your memories, have no grief... Let just the joy we knew remain. Remember me when evening stars, Look down on you with steadfast eyes. Remember me if you once wake, To catch a glimpse of red sunrise... And if your thoughts do turn to me, Know that I would not have you cry... So live for me, and laugh for me- When you are happy, so am I! Remember an old joke we shared, Remember me when Spring walks by... Think once of me when you are glad, And while you live, I shall not die. Lindsey Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby