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Horoscope
Someone thinks you're cute and sends out an unmistakable signal. What do you do? Well, if you're interested, you send something right back -- then sit and wait. A little mystery can only add fuel to the fire. Ok on here that could be easily taken so many different ways. If I'm interested in someone that person definitely knows it...just like I know it if someone is interested in me. Now as for the mystery...LOL, do I really need any more fuel added to the fires in my life? A friend of mine on myspace posted this bulletin and I found it rather amusing. This is what it said about Libras...which I am. LIBRA: The sex addict Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna fuck with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible.Rare 2 find. Funny. Talkitive. Erotic. Smart. loves

The Lotus Pod
Void, canceled, simply annulled. Endlessly aching, unconsoled. Life without you, cause without reason. Touch without sense, time without season. I face life now facing a cancerous sore, A sordid parasite that eats at my core. All that makes me whole, all I hold deep within, Leaving me lifeless, or at least not livin'. A shallow face, anguished and marred. An empty space, scaled and scarred. Sweetly abiding to a cynical charade. Secretly hiding 'hind a fictitious facade. Still, lost within this heart of glass, This fragile and yet unfeeling mass. Lies the remains of a love that glowed, The gift to you I once bestowed. But honor and pride now bereaved- By your love for me so misconceived, Ripped from my inner depths, impeding- Mind and body and spirit, bleeding; Now's crushed to sand from thy ruthless hand, A cold stare I just can't understand. I feel that somehow, somehow I'm dying, At least my soul and all that's underlying. A simple void, is that what I'v

My First One
Remember, old folks are worth a fortune, with silver in their hair, stones in their kidneys, lead in their feet,and gas in their stomachs. I have become a frivolous old girl, iam seeing seven gentlemen everyday! As soon as i wake up, Will power helps me out of bed, Then I visit John, next its time for earl grey, followed by Postman Pat, Shortly, Arthur Ritis shows up andd stays for the rest of the day. He doesn't like to stay in one place for long do he takes me from joint to joint,. After such a busy day, I'm really tired and iam gald to go to bed with Johnny Walker. oh yes Iam flirting with Al Zymer. P.S. The Preacher came to call the other day. He said at ,y age I shoould be thinking of the Hereafter. I told him I do, all the time. No matter where I am, in the Parlour ,upstairs ,in the kitchen or down in the basement I ask myself, "Now what in the dicken's am I here after. overheard at a W.I Meeting today was a pain in the ass for me persoanally..i dislike the

Mindless Drivel
mikald24 (1/12/2008 11:49:15 PM): hey Wendy Yates (1/12/2008 11:49:20 PM): Hi mikald24 (1/12/2008 11:49:33 PM): u up Wendy Yates (1/12/2008 11:50:21 PM): If I wasn't, would I be talking? mikald24 (1/12/2008 11:50:38 PM): u tired Wendy Yates (1/12/2008 11:50:59 PM): Not really mikald24 (1/12/2008 11:51:36 PM): u swallow Wendy Yates (1/12/2008 11:52:02 PM): Do you? mikald24 (1/12/2008 11:52:15 PM): i do mikald24 (1/12/2008 11:52:42 PM): u Wendy Yates (1/12/2008 11:53:25 PM): Very rarely and only if I'm married to the man mikald24 (1/12/2008 11:53:38 PM): u come over Wendy Yates (1/12/2008 11:54:15 PM): Public place? mikald24 (1/12/2008 11:54:28 PM): my house Wendy Yates (1/12/2008 11:54:53 PM): That's not a public place Wendy Yates (1/12/2008 11:55:07 PM): Why do you want me to come over.. I'm not going to do anything sexual with you mikald24 (1/12/2008 11:55:10 PM): u wont mikald24 (1/12/2008 11:55:25 PM): hang out Wendy Yates (1/12/2008 11:55:53 PM): I'd rather hang o

Other Stuff.
OK, WELL MY SON WHO IS 12 YRS. OLD MESSED UP MY LAWN MOWER! HE THOUGHT HE WAS HELPING AND TOOK APART MY MOWER WHICH WORKED FINE BEFORE HE STARTED, AND DECIDED TO POOR QUARTS OF OIL INTO IT! WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY THE MOWER DIDNT WORK AFTER THAT. SO I THOUGHT "OH GREAT I HAVE TO BUY ANOTHER ONE", BUT MY FRIEND PAUL WHO FIXES MOST OF EVERYTHING I HAVE AROUND MY HOUSE THAT IS BROKE SAID IT COULD BE FIXED! SO A WEEK LATER HE CAME AND WE HAD TO DRAIN THE OIL OUT AND WIPE IT ALL UP AND OFF THE MOWER. WE PULLED THE STRING TO GET MORE OIL OUT AND IT WAS SPRAYING OUT OF THE SPARK PLUG HOLE. I GOT THE MOST INGENIOUS IDEA HOW TO SOP UP THE OIL OUT OF THE HOLE.. READY FOR THIS? A TAMPON! HERE'S THE PICTURES OF MY MOWER WITH THE TAMPON IN THE SPARK PLUG HOLE! WHAT A REDNECK I AM TURNING OUT TO BE! COME COMMENT BOMB ME IN A FACE CONTEST! I NEED UR HELP AGAIN! CLICK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE U TO THE PIC TO BE COMMENTED AND RATED! JUST COMMENT AWAY ON THE SAME PIC! THANKS SO MUCH! Go plac

My First Help Me Plzzzzzzzzzz
PLEASE WATCH THIS VIDEO IT IS FOR A LITTLE BOY OUT OF FLORIDA AND HIS FAMILY...I SUPPORT CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS...THNX...Tammy Pray for baby Kaleb.Add to My Profile | More Videos (repost of original by 'CherryCherry¢â For All The Lost Children.' on '2007-06-10 16:53:37') (repost of original by 'motor fish' on '2007-06-10 19:11:13') (repost of original by '¢¾ BeAuTiFuL DiSaStEr ¢¾' on '2007-06-10 19:58:19') (repost of original by 'Bi~Babe' on '2007-06-10 20:00:09') (repost of

Other Stuff
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! VIRGO: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going.

Rantings Of An Eveull Mind
100 useless facts about me 1. I can say the alphabet faster backwards than I can forward! 2. I am overly tender hearted. 3. When I sneeze, sometimes I make this crazy noise of "cha-ching" my kids lose it when I do this. ~shrug~ 4. Sometimes I crave frozen Totinos pizza and french fries as a meal. (takes me back to my childhood) 5. I learned to cook at the ripe age of 6. (my mother can NOT cook!) 6. I am afraid of spiders. 7. I am afraid of heights. 8. Sometimes I dream things and they happen 3 days later. 9. I am slightly colorblind when it comes to pastel colors. (thank god I'm not into pastels!) 10. I want to have sex in the anti-gravity room at NASA. 11. I have no life lines on my hands. 12. I collect Magic The Gathering Cards for the artwork. 13. I don't really like wearing gold, I prefer silver, white gold, or platinum. 14. I can roll joints that look like cigarettes. (no I don't use a rolling machine or dollar bill, free hand only!) 15. I don't eat rabbit food.

Babylove1966
WELL MY DAUGHTER MET A GUY FROM MYSPACE PAGE AND HE TALKED HER INTO MEET UP WITH HIM THE THING IS MY DAUGHTER IS ONLY 14YRS OLD THIS GUY IM TALKING ABOUT IS 21 OR 22 YRS OLD THEY MET UP AND HELD MY DAUGHTER DOWN FOR TWO DAY COME TO FIND OUT HE RAPE HER TOOK MY BABY GIRL VIRGINITY AWAY HE LET HER GO HOME SHES BAK HOME SAFE WITH ME THE THING IS I HAVE PIC OF THIS FUCKIN GUY THEY PUT OUT A SEARCH FOR HIM SHOULD I LET THE COPS ARREST HIM OR SHOULD I GO DO WHAT IT TAKE TO GET BAK AT HIM FOR WHAT HE DID TO MY DAUGHTER I HAVE ALOT OF CONNECTIONS SHOULD I STAY PU OR LET THE AUTHORITY DEAL WITH IT PLEASE COMMENT Message: Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u don't repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! A • Q • U • A • R

Random Thoughts Of A Submissive Girl
It is appalling, the behaviour of some that claim to be submissive. I don't care if you are owned or not. If you have claimed that you are a submissive, then perhaps you should at least stop and educate yourself so that you know precisely what it is that you are claiming. Do you have any idea how disturbing it is to see these lab monkeys in chat, behaving just as such.. a bunch of lab monkeys. Throwing things, being ignorant to manners and simple politeness. Hissy fits and bad attitudes. I sit and watch and bite my tounge. Gawd have mercy on the first of these foolish twits who dare cross me or those that i hold dear. Disrespect will be curbed immediately and is not tolerated. I am submissive yes, but i am no doormat. I am completely capable of holding my own and more than willing if the need should arise. So tread lightly ladies, show due respect. Tell me, if you were in a social function with a room full of respectable Dominants, would you be throwing things and stripping on table

Fun Stuff For The Adventurous
i missed some of this....disappeared before i could capture it: ->The Carver: it isn't required to have a conversation The Carver: sorry im not hot ->The Carver: sorry i'm married The Carver: sorry im not hot female ->The Carver: yes and not turning it on ->The Carver: it isn't required to have a conversation the part i missed was him asking: "can i ask a favor" lol...and it isn't even noon yet. i just got a friend request along with this fu-mail. i guess he didn't read the profile. Date: Sun, 14 Oct 2007 23:04:56 -0700 From: Size: 2 KB To: sorcery@fubar.com Reply-To: how are you you are so beauty and charming liked to talk with you do u use msn or yahoo messenger? if u wanna add me reistarik@msn.com and reistarik@yahoo.com mines...wait your reply....!!! i have a cam too if u wanna see em !!! it's good for a bit of the giggles though after four years together (which we were fortunate to have made it to)it appears the marriage is ending. it is

Things For Today
So yea being too nice and sweet just sux. Got my heart broken once again can't seem to get anything right not here and not in the real world. I'm so tired of all this crap I really don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm the one just standing on the outside watching everything happen for everyone else but me. I feel so alone in a sea of friends and family. I don't know how much more I can take anymore. This is why I stay single because thier just isn't anyone for me out there. If there was I think I would of found them by now. well thanks for reading to those who did and thanks to those who showed me love while I was feeling so sad. LIFE HOW DO YOU LIVE IT DO YOU LIVE IT LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW OR DO YOU TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME THINKING YOU WILL SEE TOMORROW.I HAVE TRIED TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST EVERYDAY TO BE HAPPY ONE. YESTERDAY I GOT SOME BAD NEWS THOUGH WE WERE NOT CLOSE BUT WE WERE STILL FAMILY AND HE WAS SO YOUNG TO HAVE HIS LIFE END SO SHORT. JON JON HAD HIS HE

To All My Friends
FRIENDS ARE ANGELS WHO LIFT US TO OUR FEET WHEN OUR WINGS HAVE TROUBLE REMEMBERING HOW TO FLY AND THIS MY DEAR IS WHY YO TE AMO CON TODO MI CORAZON. YOUR A WORLD CLASS SISTER DON'T EVER FORGET THAT. TU HERMANA ELLA To Put It Simply, I Want You I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to

Numbness Creeps Upon~
I feel your stare upon me from afar...sending thoughts to my mind.Knowing it is forbidden to have me but yet wanting nothing more.The burning sensation from within you grows,Needing to feed now I call to you...I feel you standing in the shadows watching me where I lay...Passions within you build to extreme levels of excitement or just pure lust of wanting...My body is naked and warm to the touch,moist from excitement knowing you are close...I close my eyes and feel you walking towards me,Cautious like a beast but curious you circle me like a wolf ready to pounce on his prey...My breathing is faster as my heart pumps more blood through my body.Needing to feel you,Wanting nothing more for you to taste me...You jump ontop my body and grab my head,Kissing me deeply,Growling wildly,Pulling at my lips as I feel your hands quickly open my thighs...Trying to stop you BUT knowing I want nothing more but to feel you inside my body...Flesh on flesh,You penatrate my inner soul...Scratching the lay

Jokes
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their newwives duties.The 1st man had married an Asian woman and bragged that he had told his wife she was going to do all the dishes and house cleaning. He said it took a couple of days but on the 3rd day he came home to a clean house and the dishes were done.The 2nd man had married a White woman. He bragged that he had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking. On the 1st day he didn't see any results, but the next day it was better. By the 3rd day, his house was clean, the dishes were done and he had a huge dinner on the table.The 3rd man married a Samoan woman. He boasted that he had told her that her duties were to keep the house clean, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed, and hot meals on the table for every meal.He said the 1st day he didn't' see anything, the 2nd day he didn't see anything but by the 3rd day most of the swelling had gone down and he could see a little

Poems
Tear away this trash you hold inside. Crazy little girl the world was once with. Now only left a hand to the wind for its self out one bye one. You kill it all with no drop. You break it with everything let it go or die trying. Forgive her for she kills her self with the mind of the weak. Blood stained clothes now nothing. Tears pour out the words of the past. feel. the one you can call is gone. when you feel all alone. if you need to fall this is why we hold the path this is why we breathe. feel the path i must go with the path i must die with breathing is less life and more death. bring in the mind. what you gonna do? what will you see? being the way we breathe the way we die? another dull night. as i sit here here frozen alone i wish it was something. i wish you could feel it the sounds get lonely. go the freaks are out tonight. i wish you could feel it. all is quite dont you feel it

11 Things Woman Should Know About Men
Okay been thinking about this for awhile. Here are somethings that have been bugging me on here: ~the whole Rate/fan/add thing. Grow up this isnt High school! Funny that most people who require this dont recipriocate. ~Kids I know you are all very proud of your kids, I am. But, I feel that maybe some kids pics should not be on here. Lots of sickos out there. ~I dont re-post or sticky, Im not going to buy you a HH,VIP,Blast or any other premium service. Nothing personal just dont have the money to do it. ~ point whoring... 50 kagillion till Im Godfather.... ~lots more little things but I'll let you all add to the list. what is your pet peeve? Subject: Easiest Quiz World's Easiest Quiz You require only 4 correct answers to achieve a passing grade. 1. How long did the 100 year war last?

Random Actsof Chance...
there once was a boy who painted his face, and in a fucked up world he found his place, for within him he found, he was a nightmare klown, and would forever be a disgrace. an innocent walks in the darkness of night, but in this darkness something follows, an innocent that walks is filled with fright, for in the darkness lurks a creature so hollow, can you hear him? do you see him? shall you fear him? or should you be him? a nightmare stalks in the darkness of night, but in the darkness the light does follow, a nightmare that stalks so afraid of the light, for within this darkness a soul can be swallowed, can you hear me? do you see me? you should not fear me, for you will be me. my darling enchantress my feelings for thee you give me more passion than i ever knew could be when i lay in bed of you i have so many visions from darkness now my heart has arisen all the pain of my life you have taken away and in my dreams you always come to pla

Blah
so now i understand by bush and cheany felt that we should go to "war"...george bush owns a factory that produces yellow ribbons...in his factory they make yellow ribbon stickers, yellow ribbon decals, some say support our troops (like we wouldnt support someone who is being forced to fight in a stupid war), yellow ribbon shirts, anything that has to do with a yellow ribbon is made by bush...this is how i figure it all went down...one day bush was sitting in the oval office playing game boy when cheany came in and told bush we needed to go to war so all his stocks in halliburton would go up and he could make like 50 billion dollars so bush argreed but then he asked "dick what can i do with my yellow ribbon sticker factory?" so cheany told him they would tell all the stupid americans to buy these ribbons so we can prove we are real americans...he also told bush to tell everybody "were gonna fight um over there so we dont have to fight them over here, but if we do have to fight um over h

Movie Reviews
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com I really liked this one!! Stephen King has never let me down and he delivered yet again.1408 definitely had some pretty scary moments in it,and at this point I really dont get "scared" anymore ,this was done really well,nice twist endng all in all a great watch,Check it out,let me know what you think. http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com This is really good! A must see for any Pacino fan.He is a Seattle college professor that gets wrapped up in a series of murders,then ultimately ,gets a phone call that he has 88 minutes to live,therefore he must solve his own crime before he dies.Great story,fast paced,some good twists very worth watching! =) http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com I had heard quite a bit about this movie already,about how good it is.It is wayyy better than expected,Its absolutely hilarious!This well casted duo pulled off a great and believeable story.Definitely worth checking out!!!!!

Me Just Thinking
well hey dis is david her best firend she ask me to get online and lets her friends know if any happend to her she here it is grace passed away a week aago the cancer got finely Ok, I may just be out of it or somthing. But well heres another of my rants. Yes I know I rant alot. Get Over it. I am lonely. I really Liked a guy. But I know I stand no chance because I am sick. I am really shy when it comes to telling someone I like them. I can't help it. I was Always the geek in school, so yeah It scares me to get turned down. It takes me right back to my past. Plus I am scared to be with anyone, Lately I have gotten sicker I mean this is the sickness I have been. I hardly am able to get out of bed. Well needless to say it sucks But yeah back to the rant. I just don't want to get with someone for the fear of me getting so sick that I just mite pass...Ummm....Away... I just don't want to leave someone with that Kinda heart brake But on the other hand. I d

My Blog
well just wanted say that i miss you all... ive been getting things ready to move into an apartment and things have been hectic. have forgotten about yall... and i cant get online very much at work anymore so it makes it hard too.... for sale..to the highest bidder...(couldnt give myself away so i am trying to sell myself lol) ME When women are looking for a man what is the most important thing about a man? Is it looks, money, package size ( :P ) or what??? Come on ladies let me know........

I Hope You Care To Read...and Rate Them
She is a teenager now, Not a little girl any longer, and yearning for love is growing in her To love and to be loved; And because at home there was little time for love For caring and turning to each other She now runs the risk of throwing herself into the arms of anyone ...to experience love She wanted to be more important to someone wants someone who will think about her often and she is looking for someone to receive her love. But she cannot distinguish between falling in love and love Right now everything is feelings and day dreams She does not recognize any dangers. _dYaNiKa_ There once was a king who offered a prize to the artist who would paint the best picture of peace. Many artists tried. The king looked at all the pictures. But there were only two he really liked, and he had to choose between them. One picture was of a calm lake. The lake was a perfect mirror for peaceful towering mountains all around it. Overhead was a blue s

Hands
A crimson stream within my dream A night and a night ago, Held within a sanguine gleam deep within its ebbing flow, A body that once was free To walk where he wanted to go. But then was not the time, When a minute seemed like an hour's turn on the clock, With a decade's breath between each tick And an eon's between each tock. Moods lanquidly shift as from the speakers tunes drift through the smoke permeated the air. Speak on the threat of death and hold your breath for the spead of the road before us has not slowed but bowed towards two transcendent ends. Speak of it and friends shall weap in gloom, speak not of it and we shall enjoy the light of the moon gleeming off of teal metal and chrome while we travel home through nostalgic glimmers of chemically inhanced dreams. A frown of unhappiness courses across my face drawing heavy lines of separation from a fevered pace. Pounding sounding incessantly, grounding me to the phone as stupidity binds body and soul to a seat, and

~ Dale Earnhardt Sr. ~
Dale Earnhardt is awarded 1st place at the 1993 NASCAR Winston Cup awards banquet Video starts with 20 laps to go, Bobby Labonte's car lays down fluid, Terry spins out of the lead after Waltrip hits his car, Dale E. takes the lead but Terry is relentless. On the last lap Dale E. spins his opponent out of the way. A very wild finish at Bristol Motor Speedway. post race Dale Earnhardt is awarded 1st place at the 1994 NASCAR Winston Cup awards banquet

Music
Not sure how many of you that read my blogs actually pay attention to the music that is in my stash. I know sometimes I just go through and rate unless something really catches my eye. Anyway, If you do pay attention, you'll notice that I have a very wide variety of music stashed. At times, I just get in these moods where I start to remember songs from years ago that may have gotten me through a time in my life and I'll scurry over to "You Tube" to see if they have it, then I have the urge to stash it so I have it close by. Tonight wasn't the greatest of nights for me. Just had a little bump in my road that had me a little down and it led me to look for one of Bon Jovi's old songs. I guess some would take it as a love song, but that is not at all how my mind was disecting it. I think we all interpret lyrics differently. A song that may get me through losing a friend today may be the song that gets me through losing the love of my life a year down the road. Personally, I feel like i

The Idiots Of The World Try To Score:
My thoughts in [brackets] as usual: gogomomo: hi jessi whats up? DD: Hello gogomomo: thank u for the 10 rating did u mean it? [huh? Mind you, he's got a pic you can barely make him out in.] DD: of course gogomomo: ur like a 15 wow ur hottt [and your like an illiterate moron] DD: thank you gogomomo: u like younger guys? DD: depends on how young DD: as long as they aren't illegal, lol gogomomo: 25 gogomomo: damn gurl u need a slave around i could be that slave u know DD: You live in NY? gogomomo: i live next to u i live in patchouge DD: Oh. [dammit I was hoping to use my "you'd fly all the way here for little ol' me?" line] gogomomo: can u handle getin licked head to toe doe like an hour hun gettin worshiped? [can you handle the English language?] DD: Can you handle being real with me before I'd even think of letting you? gogomomo: i can i will tell u the truth i have a g/f but she doesnt like to have me go down or go down she hates oral

Poems And Lyrics I Like Or Wrote
snapcase-Caboose do you know yourself do you know the others can you pull the weight that rides on another's shoulders once you've lost yourself to the acceptance mask well could you find yourself it's not a simple task self-inherence freedom comes from within take a different track it's time to see what you are made of can you expose yourself can you peel off another layer will you make the time the time to control because only you can save yourself only you can save your soul and once you save yourself insecurities will die genuine qualities and true character will shine now that you belong to you what will the others think well, soon they'll follow you you'll see they're all so weak come on can you, let go can you, be you "Sanctuary" This is for the one who saved me accepts me for who i am, just me and always gives back tenfold whatever i give Respect was never ever questioned, every feeling reciprocated mutual ideals and passion straight from

From The Gods
i wish i had this many more books a live-in tattoo artist an ever-flowing keg good friends, to drink it and... someone to cuddle with... lastly health and happiness to you all ! XOXOX BIG BUCKS FOR A ROCKIN' KAWK NSFW SALUTE!!! (we want you to pose for us.) ------------------------------------------------ ONE MILLION FUBUCK NSFW TRIPLE SALUTE CONTEST! ================================================= c'mon, you know you wanna... even if you're not: all you've got to do is: Take a pic of your cock ------------------------ with LUCKY / SICKKIE /& PEROXIDE written on it. then send it to: peroxide bombshell she will put the pics ((salutes into the folder she has appropriately titled

Just Thinking About Stuff
Most know the expression “If you really love someone you set them free.” Everyone gives that statement tons of lip service but how many can walk the walk? Based on what I’ve experienced in my life I place having to make that decision among the top 5 hardest choices to make within the spectrum of human experience. To let a person you really love go, and know they may not come back to you. Not wishing them ill will but a better future and happiness. I wonder how many people could really do this? I just know it hurts. It makes me recall an ancient sand script which roughly translates to “sometimes life really sucks.” Love comes in many currencies. Just recently I was reminded of that fact. A woman with whom I had developed an attraction helped me remember it. I had come to the point where I was pretty much in love with her and she knew it. For her own reasons she did not feel the same way towards me. Being compassionate she tried as best she could to set me down easily, sure it stu

Jokes
The Equation: 7 Glance = 1 :)Smile 7 Smile = 1 Meeting 7 Meeting = 1 Kiss 7 Kisses = 1 Proposal 7 Proposal = 1 Marriage - And that 1 Bloody marriage has 777777777777 problems. So beware of glance! Plan For Future: Teacher asks children, what do u wish 2 do in future? Robyn: I want 2 b a pilot. Marvin: I want 2 b a doctor. Tobey: I want 2 b a good mother. Emon : I want 2 help Tobey. Exams: Exams are like GIRL FRIENDS; 1,Too Many Questions. 2,Difficult to Understand. 3,More Explanation is Needed. 4,Result is always FAIL! Liar: A man is dying of Cancer. His son asked him, "Dad, why do u keep telling people u're dying of AIDS?" Answer: "So when I'm dead no one will dare touch ur mom Delivered: Indian Punjabi Sardar sent a SMS to his pregnant wife. Two seconds later a report came to his phone and he started dancing. The report said, "DELIVERED". Three Feelings: What's the difference between stress, tension and panic? Stress is

I don't get it, I know all my venting is about guys. But I found out yesterday that someone I have been chit chatting with all of a sudden he is talking to my best friend. I know he thinks she's cute cause he told me that she is and I know she is also. So I will be telling him off and not being nice to him. I am in a bad mood so alot of people will be getting told off soon too. Is there really a point to get to know someone from online because I am learning that there is no point in it. I don't meet people at the bar but I am meeting the wrong people on here and I am about to just not try any more. If you get told off I don't want you to be suprised. I think if you really let ex affact your feelings and make you feel bad, you are not over them. You still have something for them and I don't think you should be moving on. I just want someone drama free, because I have my own I have to deal with. If you have a gf or someone you like more then me don't try to "get with me". I don't want

Hopeless Romantic Here
"Passion’s Ocean" I feel the fire of passion in your eyes. As we lay next to each other, the tides rise. Waves of ecstasy rolling down your face. I slowly run my hands to your side as we embrace. I am lost in your eyes and feel no motion. Yet as we are together in spirit, it’s like being the ocean. You flow with me like a warm summer breeze. It is when I am with you that I feel at ease. I have felt you close to me in certain ways. It gets stronger and stronger with the passing days. Having you with me gives faith and hope. This bond we have holds stronger than any rope. I want to love you in ever way. Letting our bodies and souls flowing out more than words can say. What we have can go beyond physical touch. Where there is no misery and love means so much. I focus back in to your smile. I know to be with you, I’d cross any mile. As our love flows like a mighty river. Sometimes when I make touch with you, I quiver. We are st

Moving On!
Hey ya'll it's been a long gosh dang time! I met a great man that I moved in with in January and we've been doing great. Well, here's the bad new's in Aug I started having some crazy symptoms. I went to a doctor that diagnosed me with a UTI and put me on antibiotics. By Oct 30th things went bad and I ended up in the ER in Elko, NV. They gave me a cat scan and diagnosed me with a Tumor in my vaginal area and sent me to a oncologist in Utah. There I found out by biopsy I have squamous (sp) carcinoma cancer and need surgery/radiation/chemo. I have an appt in Idaho on Dec 3rd to go forward with the above treatment. I don't mean to put you all off, but of course my health comes first and foremost. All I ask for is prayers and love at this point. Thank you all for your love and friendship! Please add my bf my #1 guy on my friends list as he's my rock and needs more inspiration than I do...He's my strength and with your help I will get better .... Much love to you all, Jackie

Something Cool To Check Out!
create & buy custom products at Zazzle I happened to have Stumbled Upon (SU) this Savage Chicken website and thought I would share a few of the cartoons with you this fine Monday morning. Hoping that everyone has a phenomenal start of the week. :) You must check this out -- especially if you like something unique and with rhythm!!! :D

Whatever
SDMF to my BLS brothers and sisters and hello to all me friends and folks on here sorry if i havent had time to chat with all of yall i be busy as heck with these crazy work hours well hope to hear from yall KEEP THE GEARS SPINNING AND THE BEAVERS GRINNING lookin for new friends and folks to talk so if u like tattoos metal country pericngs and drinken hit me up cus we"ll get along fine if not still hit me up being different aint bad to all my fubar friends and fam whats up and how yall i hope everybody doin great and a SDMF for my BLACK LABEL SOCIETY BROTHER & SISTER out and made love for my SOCIETY DWELLERS out there i love yall and goodone yall TAKE HER EASY AND IF SHES EASY TAKE TWICE

Funny Thing Is
I am so tired of relationships. Why my boyfriend has to treat me like shit is beyond me. Everytime I turn around he is pissed off and taking it out on me. I am tired of being beat on physically, mentally and emotionally. I feel so alone. I can't really have friends and when I try to have one he moniters what I can and can't say. I give up. If this is what life is then why live it? I just don't get it!!! I have gone out of my way to help others with their contests and whatever else they needed but when I needed help while I was in a contest I didn't get any help from my friends. Why is that? I posted several bullitins and a couple of blogs but everyone was to busy to either read them and just did not want to take time out of their busy schedule to help me out? I am not harping but a little frustrated about it. You want help but when someone else wants help in return they can screw themselves right? I give up.. I am in one more contest but I think that will be the last.. So sorry to ask

People
hay everyone whats good i just started a new lounge its called the hot spot check it out on my profile go to my lounges and then u will see it please i need members to join it hay everyone i need more people to join my lounge i have music and 2 people joind so please subcribe to my lounge okay i just got a letter from some one on here about my sexuality u no what i don't give a flying fuck what anyone says I'm a bisexual freak i like both men and women if any one has a problem with that then take me off Ur friends list cause u no what its time to grow up people this is the 20th century every one just needs to exsept people for who they r it dose not matter if ur black , yellow ,white , or green just remember just be u and dont try to change who u r inside if u want to get to no me my email addresses r on my profile thanks and have a wounderful day

Friends
1. are they worth the time and effort to get to know ?2. are you willing to overlook your needs to tend to thiers ?3. if you made a mistake are you willing to admit it and come forward and make amends even though you feel you will lose the other ?4. if they make a mistake are you willing to treat it as a broken pane of glass and help them replace it even though there is a chance of of getting cut ?5. are you willing to accept the concequences and pain to be honest even though it could cost you everything instead of lying ? “If adults want to take such chances (with marijuana) that is their business” Ronald Reagan quotes (American 40th US President (1981- 89), 1911-2004) i will be making salutes for those that show luv !! pm me if you want one. if you are one of the special ones and you ask nice you may have a nsfw salute ;) hit me up, show me some luv !!!

Government Sh*t/news
Good Shit... Listen if you got the balls! http://youtu.be/pl6V5KZn8CA U.S. President Barack Obama, announcing Friday that "the rest of our troops will come home by the end of the year," said: "After nearly nine years, America's war in Iraq will be over." The new partnership with Iraq will be "strong and enduring" after U.S. troops leave the country, Obama said in the White House briefing room. The United States will continue its interest in a strong, stable Iraq after U.S. troops leave, the president said. "Today I can say that our troops in Iraq will definitely be home for the holidays," Obama said. About 39,000 U.S. troops are in Iraq, and the U.S. had wanted to keep from 3,000 to 5,000 troops in Iraq past 2011 to aid in training and security. But the current Status of Forces Agreement with Iraq dictates the U.S. troops leave by year's end, and the United States and Iraq had been unable to come to an agreement on key issues regarding legal im

Just For Kicks
Cus I hate feeling left out and stuff. Tell me 10 things you know about me or 10 things you like about me!! Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1)I collect transformers,video game figures, and comic book toys:D 2)I put ice cubes in my milk. 3)I could stick my head out the window of my kitchen for like 10 mins at a time, just cus the air smells good. 4)my oldest son can kick my ASS in def jam:| 5)I hate hate HATE being called Natasha, but dont mind being called Tasha. 6)I wear black eyeliner.. only cus if I dont..people claim that I look high or just havent slept in 2 weeks :| 7)I laugh uncontrolably at the thought of Chris freakin out

Song Lyrics
When America Goes Down When the quick and grinning fire burns our epitaph on ice, When the mad seas breach the ramparts, And demand we pay the price; Will our 'twained lives split asunder? Will our love submerge and drown? Will we cling tight through the thunder as America goes down? When the fungal growth that's fastened on our cities lifts and flies, When the pioneering spirit of our forebears falls and dies; Will we still lie curled together in our broken marriage bed? Will our love still be forever when america is dead? While the parasite is eating through our sweet and happy dream, While the nightmare is descending, And the sleeper cannot scream; While the night is washed with creeping In all shades of black and brown, Will you wash my wounds by weeping While this land of ours goes down? When the rising god of history starts to beat the drums of doom, When this rich and diverse culture seals its democratic tomb; Will we march along in sorrow with a dumb, fu

Random Stuff ^_^
morning/afternoon/evening/hello people! I know I have quite a few followers of my rants now.. lol.. anyhoo.. the other day I was making a list of things that piss me off (my net was down) and It turned into a rant.. so, here ya go.. have fun.. and as always, if any of this offends you - fuck off. general annoyances* Insomnia - Insomnia due to some asshole stressing me out* The word "chillaxing" (because "chilling" wasn't quite poinltess enough was it..)* "Wiggers".. I've heard that is the short version of those white trash assholes who wear ridiculously baggy tracksuits/(occasionally) completely inaccurately made camo stuff/ tshirts with pointless logos or slogans (oh you know where I'm going with the clothing description.. I'll leave the rest to whatever the tards in your area look like) stupidly huge crappy jewellery (and before you americans start, thats how jewellery is supposed to be be spelled. Idgaf what is says in your dictionaries.) and of course, the oh-so-smart look of

Ramblings Of A Crazy Man
Thought this one was already in here guess it isn't. Pull me close... Lost and wandering in the dark Alone and searching for a start Don’t know how to begin to embark Upon the path to quiet my heart. Head bowed as I cross the empty street Closed eyes cause my feet to stumble I remind my heart it must beat Or else it is bound to crumble My mind filled with incoherent thoughts Thinking it is all going to be in vain Emotions only hurt have brought Down my eyes pour tears of pain So pull me close and hold me tight Stay in my arms throughout the night Don’t know what I hope to find Can’t say what will bring me peace Trying to open my eyes and not be blind Looking for a way to make the hurt cease Other’s confused with the same plight Familiar faces in twilight fade Fighting the urge to hide in fright To leave this life we have made So many souls don’t know where to go When they are so lost and hurting Everything seems to come so slow When ou

Native Legends
Why Your Great-Grandmother Wasn't A Cherokee Princess Question: Why do we have this family myth about a Cherokee princess in my lineage, when there's really no such thing? It seems like a lot of young people these days are searching for an elusive ancestor who was a Cherokee princess. Usually they reveal this family history proudly to a bunch of Indians in a chat room or mailing list somewhere and get laughed off the Internet. Why? Well, there is no such thing as a Cherokee princess. They're not real. We never had princesses, and we still don't, unless you count the winners of beauty pageants. But, I don't like to call people liars for no reason. So giving these seekers of their family history the benefit of the doubt, here are some possible explanations for anyone who has been told they have a Cherokee princess in their family tree. 1. "Princess" may be a very poor translation for the daughter of a chief. Cherokee chiefs were not kings. They were chosen by the community

Everybody
Up for offer: Personal salute(SFW) add to family list for a week with access to private folders I will make them tags ids any kind of pic the like leave comment on their page daily pic/link to them on my profile crush & owned by them for a week if the winning bid is a 7 day blast or 3 month VIP then i will rate their pics during happy hour 10s or 11s if a VIP another salute=2 total(1 SFW & 1 NSFW) add to family list for a month crush & owned by them for a month personal phone call(SFW) add to yahoo with cam show(SFW) pimp them out as much as i can ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ minimum bid is 100k fubux no drama...leave it at the door if u bid & dont pay then the next highest bidder will git what i have to offer lets have fun wit this yall ~Dre@meR~ as if u didnt know yayyyyyyyyy i am now ninja warrior...whoohoo!!! :D ty to everybody who helped me get there.much love to u...u know who u are.and a big special spank u to daddy & hopeless for

To All The Women I've Loved.
Sleepy cream I see you laying there, dreaming of things Moaning and slowly grinding your hips. Having fun in those little secret worlds you keep. Wondering who you are having fun with? It’s fine with me, sitting here watching you dream. I love the smile on your face. Every now and then you even let out a little scream. I laugh knowing it’s not from pain. You nipples are erect, I can smell your juice. It’s getting me hard as a rock. Sure I could go over and make a move. But it’s more fun watching you get off. My eyes open wide, your hand moves slowly down. Begins rubbing your pussy while you grind. I sit here careful not to make a sound. God babe you are looking so fine. You moan a little louder, arch you back just a bit. Beginning to tighten you thighs. Next thing I know, I’m rubbing my dick. Watching you have such a good time. Your hands moving fast, your body is shaking. You gasp! My mouth begins to water, for this cream you are making, So Fast!

Just Some Rants And Stuff
"Portrait of a Friend" I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry

Songs
You can't quit until you try You can't live until you die You can't learn to tell the truth until you learn to lie You can't breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you're the joke It's nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful Will you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral I know some things that you don't I've done things that you won't It's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful Will you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral Alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful Will you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful Will you swear o

The Young Ones Quotes
NEIL: Oh..have we got a video? VYVIAN: The next person who says that..im gonna put their head through the window! NEIL: Vyvian..Have we got a video? VYVIAN: Right this way Neil... (window is ripped from wall and smashed down over neils head) If I had a penny for everytime I had to answer the door....I'd have five pounds sixty three" -Neil Moan, Moan Boring just because you do a little bit of house work -Rick

More Assorted Stuff 09/29
You dance for me Cheri Only me, only I My own little temptress. Your body casts a shadow As the moon watches on A supernatural Peeping Tom. A silhouette hits the floor Doing a duet of arousal For me, only me. As the silver lighting beams down Your dances awaken my inner animal; I yearn for your flesh. Hair of silk blows against your bare back As you remove the final article. I bring you to my lips, Our secret little hiding place, a spot Reserved for two. You let all of yourself to me And I see only you I feel only you I smell only you I taste only you I sense only you And we are as one. Breathing together now, two souls in unison Your moans cast against my shoulder As we join in an embrace You are my breath And I yours. A shiver rides down my spine As your nails claw at my back & we draw closer And closer Closer Closer still Your moans, your pussy hot and throbbing ready to suck me in that opening of heaven yes i slide into you deep my love one ha

Song Lyrics That Mean Something To Me
After a long and much needed break from Fubar Im back. Now Im back to level and make it to godmother. My 1 Year anniversary has already passed and I was hoping I would be there before then but I didnt quite make it. Any help would be appreciated. I recently became fusingle, so now Im ready for some fun!!!!!!! So come on by show me some love and all of it will be returned. I love blasts, blings and VIPs, but hey who doesnt right. It took me 5 bars, some 30 license plates I saw her mustang And my eyes filled up with rage I brought my pistol but I ain't some kinda fool So I walked right in bare-handed She was on his arm while he was playing pool Just like I used to do she kissed him while I got a beer she didn't think I'd show up here I'm a crazy ex-girlfriend I watched her for awhile but I didn't like her walk she came across kinda cheap to me but hey hows that my fault She looked at my man like he didn't have on a stitch somebody tell that girl to st

Random Thoughtz
Is it just me or is this place getting to be a fucking drag here lately? Pervs running amok,hate-mongers everywhere,and let us not forget about our new anonymous "dislikers". We could have done without that little button... I know that the people (and I use that noun loosely) who have inspired this mini-rant will most likely not even read this blog since their A.D.D. and general ignorance make reading difficult for them,but honestly,if all you want is a orgasm then go to a porn site. If all you want to do is hate then go back to Myspace with the other 12 year olds. Or hey,here's an idea,you dont even have to leave Fubar,just form your own little group of like-minded assholes and perv and hate each other. Some of us are here to rate pictures,level up and visit with friends and quite frankly desire no interaction with you. HEY FU-FOLK,WHATZ POPPIN? BEEN A WHILE SINCE I CHECKED N BLOGWISE SO I THOUGHT ID BETTER GIVE YA'S N UPDATE...WELL,ITZ LIKE THIS...LOL! MORE OFTEN THAN NOT I SE

The Real Deal
Miami is calling me. I hear it clear as a bell. So far, however, I'm not hearing any specifics...like where I'm going to work or even where I'm supposed to live when I get there. But, I'm still not super stressing, so I'm going with the Universe on this one and taking a leap. I'm looking for immediate job opps (promo/event/print modeling, cocktailing, go-go dancing, etc.) that will provide immediate income and I also need somewhere to stay while I get things together enough to get a place of my own...I'm not going to have much stuff...just clothes...everything else is either being sold or will be here in storage...and I plan on slamming myself with as much work as I can, so I won't even be around much...basically I need a place to sleep and shower and get dressed. If you're in the S. Florida area or if you have friends/relatives that could throw some suggestions/ideas/offers my way, I'd appreciate it and the favor will be returned ten fold as soon as possible... call me c

Funny Stuff
A man walks into a bar with a paper bag. He sits down and places the bag on the counter. The bartender walks up and asks what's in the bag. The man reaches into the bag and pulls out a little man, about one foot high and sets him on the counter. He reaches back into the bag and pulls out a small piano, setting it on the counter as well. He reaches into the bag once again and pulls out a tiny piano bench, which he places in front of the piano. The little man sits down at the piano and starts playing a beautiful piece by Mozart! 'Where on earth did you get that?' says the bartender. The man responds by reaching into the paper bag. This time he pulls out a magic lamp. He hands it to the bartender and says: 'Here. Rub it.' So the bartender rubs the lamp, and suddenly there's a gust of smoke and a beautiful genie is standing before him. 'I will grant you one wish. Just one wish ~~ each person is only allowed one!' The bartender gets real excited. Without

More Like Short Stories Than Poems
I had a dream about you also you were with just with bra and panties on, so i took you flung you on that giant 4 poster bed...I tied your wrists and feet with satin rope ever so soft and smooth, yes your legs were spread very very wide on that big bed and i could see your panties already getting moist, but to finish my fantasy i blindfolded you and i told you that tonight was your nite i just wanted to give you pleasure. i started to kiss you our tongues play and we kissed hard and started to bite each others lips that gave us erotic pleasure, i played with those sweet suck able and chewable breasts till i saw u starting to thrust your hips up to me you needed to be touched now i saw your nipples oh so hard i sucked them and chewed them till i heard loud moans, i looked down at your panties and they were so soaked i think you had came already from just kissing. So now is your time lover i will make you cum and cum then cum again, i take my hands and starting t

Roxy's Poetry
I do not have a halo and I have no wish for wings For I am no kind of angel Just a simple, useless thing. No matter what may come, no matter what has gone, I'm just a simple person and often I am wrong. I never ask for anything I never care for myself I never see the beauty, I stay hidden on the shelf. I am what is expected of me Never dropping the facade, never showing what's deep inside, never showing the pain. I wish I was an angel a treasure to be loved, instead I'm just a useless thing, hidden in the dust. Someday I may be found by someone who will care they will wipe away the dust and leave my soul bare. In a crazy way I'll always be sad deep within my heart I feel so utterly bad. Sometimes I'm happy Sometimes during the day I laugh and joke acting so gay. But mostly I'm quiet upset, lonely, and blue. I've lost the ability to be happy..like you. Someday the joy might come bringing it's warm sunshine to cast away the

A Prayer For Our Troops
Marines Denied Permission To Film CommercialOn The Streets Of San Francisco By Dan Noyes SAN FRANCISCO, Sep. 24, 2007 (KGO) - New York said "yes," but we said "no." Why were the U.S. Marines denied permission to film a recruiting commercial on the streets of San Francisco? San Francisco is, once again, the center of a controversy over how city leaders treat the U.S. military. This time, it involves an elite group of Marines who wanted to film a recruitment commercial in San Francisco on the anniversary of 9/11. The tension has been building in the two weeks since the city turned away members of the Silent Drill Platoon, and it boiled over Monday afternoon at a meeting of the San Francisco Film Commission. The U.S. Marine Silent Drill Platoon performed Monday morning in New York's Times Square. They filmed part of a recruitment commercial through the start of the morning rush hour -- something they could not do in San Francisco on the anniversary of 9/11. "It's insultin

Quotes
"Sometimes we stare so long at a door that is closing that we see too late the one that is open."- Alexander Graham Bell "Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people." -Eleanor Roosevelt "Nothing strengthens authority so much as silence"- Leonardo da Vinci

"..am I Too Lost To Be Saved?"
how does an "open marriage" work? hubbie and i didnt really discuss the boundries or guidelines...he had sex with one of his girlfriends....it shook me to my core, i got jealous, mad, hurt....cant even thin to let him touch me now....all i see is her with him. yes this is my issue, yes i probably need to get over myself. he got mad back, said in his mind "open marriage" means everything is open....dating, sex everything. i just didnt think hed really have sex...thought he would say "no, sorry i love my wife, and i care too much for her, i cant go this far with you" guess i was wrong ..... so i need educated here....what are rules and guidelines of an "open marriage" ? what are couples in one allowed to do? help me understand, so we dont fight and argue....that is what we agreed to an "open marriage" to in the first place so the fighting would stop...... ok....i know i can be stupid, but this takes the cake...since sean told me he was done waiting for me to make up

Poems I Wrote
My Passion Do you hear that sound? Do you feel the same vibe… Do we share the same hidden desires that our bodies can’t hide… Well let’s find out shall we…I pick up my phone and ask you to come over… Please…wear that sexy red dress that comes down passed your shoulder… I can’t wait to see you…I have been dreaming this all week… Your hair, your skin, your smell…and that smile surrounded intrigue…and mystique… What’s going through your head right now? What holds to your wants; what do you desire… What are the secrets to your charming ways that I have so come to admire… You’re ready? You’re on your way? Good because I’m really getting excited… My body is filled with an uncontrollable lust and I can no longer fight it… I put on my grey silk shirt, half buttoned up as if I felt too lazy… And splash on a little bit of my special cologne, the one that makes you go crazy… There’s a knock on my door…I slowly open it to see… There you are standing in the shadow…so elegantly….

Who Knows Anything I Can Think Of
Never has a subject been more emotive than when I ran a small survey to find out which were our favorite top 10 romantic movies of all time. First of all there is the problem of defining what constitutes 'romantic'. Then there is the era and age of the movie. Then there is the notion of what counts as a movie. In other words can a made-for-TV program count. Finally, after pulling my hair out with the stress of it all, I whittled the answers down to a final ten. You may not agree, you may send me your own lists and you may threaten me with violence but the point is, there is no definitive list. We all have our own top 10 romantic movies based on what we have viewed over the years. And that is it. Here are our the results of our top 10 romantic moves survey in no particular order. Love Story (1970) The music helps I have to say has an amazing impact once again on recent viewing but that's not the whole story by far. One of the best and most popular and enduring love stories on ce

Favors
Did you see that!!! So I need help trying to figure out where this guy is coming from. Follow this email thread: --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Greetings again. Just took the final exam. Number 8. I found something I'd like for you to review if possible. Question 20 reads: In an experiment by Moscovitch (1982), when older and younger adults were asked to call an answering service once a week without using any reminders: Selected Answer: more older than younger adults made the call. Correct Answer: some of the elderly used reminders anyway. If you read the text (662) both of these answers were stated. Just kind of tricky....not sure if it merits any credit or not, just sharing. His reply to me was: Good argument. What about a point? Cheers, Now is he asking me to provide a point to my argument or is he offering me an extra point towards my final

Friends And Family
CLICK ON MY PIC AND VOTE FOR ME PLEASE DO NOT BOMB THIS CONTEST FOR ME! I HAVE TAKEN MY PICTURE OUT OF THE CONTEST DO TO KNOW THERE IS NO PRIZE! BYRD915@ fubar THANK TO ALL MY FRIENDS FOR ALL YOUR HELP! NYCE-N-SLOW@ fubar

Widely Recognised, Universally Ignored
Ok, i promised I wouldnt do this! So I wont... ....happy new year! Well, the turkey has been eaten and binned, the spirit bottles and beer cans have been thrown out and the tree has been taken down. So here we are, a few days into a brand new year. Quiet isnt it? Does anyone get excited about a new year? Or is it just another day? For me, its a chance to start a clean slate,give up and start stuff and basically repeat last years failings. My new years resolutions are to stop smoking and get fit, lose the belly and control my temper. Easier said than done I think...but one step at a time, i'll try my best and see what happens. As you can see, this is a new blog for a new year. I'll be trying to keep it upbeat and interesting, unlike last years! I'd like more comments and thoughts on my writing, as I'm contemplating writing a book about it, but only if theres enough interest. If not, ill write it anyway! So heres to a better year than last, and all it brings.

My Life
My gf moved here from Ohio to be with me and she left me last week. Yes, I have issues that need to be addressed, but so does she! Ok, I am getting help. I am working things out, but she STILL doesn't want anything to do with me! I am NOT her past! Guys fucked her over badly and I am NOT one of them! Dammit, I love her and she won't support me in my help and recovery! She is gone and I hate love. It doesn't exist. I tried many times and failed...and Lisa was the best thing that ever happened to me...and she is gone. I give up. I wil be single the rest of my life...me and my cats and ferrets...that's it. Great life huh? Whatever! I attempted suicide lastnight and it didn't work. I feel like my life is over. I can't even commit suicide right! Lisa left me and I have nobody. I don't know what to do. Well people, here is an update of my life... In December, I lost my home and became homeless. I was staying with a so called "friend" for a bit, but she threw me out, and took all my furni

Movies
I saw it last Friday on opening day. I did enjoy up, and thought it lived up to the hype in many ways. What I have been hearing today though, seems to be a bit much. Best movie of all time? Not sure I put it up that far. While a batman movie, the star of the story is the joker. We do get a sub plot involving Harvey 'Two Face' Dent that is interesting, but clearly the story revolves around the joker, and Heath Ledger's performance. This version if by far more darker and intense than the Jack Nicholson version. Nicholson's character was over the top. Ledger's version is more psychotic in its portrayal. He is pushing this morality play, trying to bring out the dark side in everyone. No material needs, its more about creating chaos. And its played well. Unlike the Nicholson version, we don't really get a backstory for the character. He just is. The opening scene has the joker robbing a bank. The visuals are much different than its predecessor, batman begins. The movie definite

What Tha!!!!!
"First Time Sex" A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night to meet, and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time . The boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!" The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the

Putting The 'laughter' In 'slaughter"...
1. If you had to delete one person off of your top friends, who would it be? No one. I already deleted the 'unworthy'... 2. Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do? Wipe the tears from my eyes, try to compose myself, take a real deep breath.... and then continue to point and laugh. 3. Your best friend tells you she is pregnant. What is your reaction? "I saw this movie. That makes me Danny DeVito! This SUCKS!" (Am I the only one that remembers Junior? http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0110216/ ) 4. Name one thing no one can ever take away from you? No one can take anything from me that I don't let them take. 5. When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? -- EVERY THREE SECONDS. 6. What is the last thing you spent money on? -- Uh. Cheeseburger. MMM MMM. 7. Who is the most attractive female in your Fubar friends? -- Chastine, hands down. 8. What is the last thing you ate that had onions in it? -- DAMN THE ONION. 9. Do you

...ummm Hello?!
& I'm ready to wait! is it sad that I love Miley Cyrus??? I do its funny. So today..DEPPER training was like "sweet" in a sense..actually I sat there & was showing everyone at the station amazing videos lol ...man I love this shit. I don't know where the cute boy shorts I got last night are :( someone should...yeah...let me know lol cuz seriously FUCK i'm not of sound mind right now...

Auctions
Hey..... Anyone still wanna do a m00b contest? I know I've lost my main contestant but a little birdy just asked me about it. I'd gotten all sidetracked with my neverending depression and all :P I don't know why I did, I guess to see if my theory about declining bids with each auction is true. Bid if ya want... whatever. Pleaaasseee help me out with just a rate! A happy hour would *really* help me out - I'm dying to godfather.

Bada Bing Events!
HEY HEY HEY Family and Friends Come On Into BADA BING LOUNGE and Celebrate The QUEEN'S Birthday w/ Us Starting @ 730ish pm est Friday Night! It's Gonna Be 1 Helluva Rockin Good Time! The TGIF Jams Will Be Played Alon

Songs
This song is for my baby i found the one im looking for already but this is just for her before i found her so i love my baby to death. here you go baby. NATALIE LYRICS "Where Are You" (feat. Justin Roman) [Justin] (I know you are out there baby...somewhere) There is someone out there for me (I know there is somebody out there) I know she is waiting so patiently (yeah) can you tell me her name? (Somebody tell me her name) This life-long search is gonna drive me insane How does she laugh? How does she cry? What's the color of her eyes?

Turd's Memoir's
u r n my every dream u r my fantasy u r my baby girl of whom i love whole heartedly i thank god for the chance to meet u cause it was instant love ever since i seen those eyes of blue ill never 4get the day i asked u to go out with me u said yes but we thought of the distance n if we could make this a reality well here we are its coming upon a year and we are still together even after those who tryed to interfere so never leave me and ill never u this is what they call destiny and baby u know this is true please tell your sister i did send what i promised and that i sent her an email and that ill keep my promise to send my twice monthly love notes i truly miss her 2 my baby you make me feel like i am on top of the world cause i am your turd and you are my baby girl im sorry i let him get to me but you should understand he brings out my negativity im just glad we are starting to make things right knowin that you love me meens ill sleep better at night

Everyday Is A Gift.....
Feeling a little stressed???? Life getting on your nerves? Can't stand the pressure? Here's a new relaxation technique that might help ... Sit comfortably ... Close your eyes halfway to dim the light. Take a deeeeeep breath ... Are you concentrating? Clench and unclench your fists. Feel the tension moving to your hands? Now slowly ... pull your arms back as far as you can ... AND... Whack the person next to you really hard! Doesn't that feel better?!? Consider yourself whacked.... ....HAVE A NICE DAY!.... Desensitized.....the mind of an analytical thinker. Is it all in the manner of molding someone or something to suit us better on any given day? Are you a realest? or an idealest? Is the glass half full? Half empty? Does it really matter? Shadows dancing....cobwebs clouding. Swept aside like feelings...emotions, passions & digressions. Analyzed, densensitized, brutalized & demoralized yet searching still. One foot in front

Just For Fun
PLZ Rate & Comment or maybe even buy me hearts plz?? 'Plz Rate & comment bomb for me!' @ fubar Click on the pic & help me out PLZ!!!! (CONTEST IS OVER THANKS SO MUCH TO THOSE WHO HELPED ME I DIDN"T WIN BUT THERE IS ALWAYS NEXT TIME! KEEP AN EYE OUT FOR THE PIMP OUT OF THOSE WHO HELPED ME THE MOST!) I've entered into a giveaway for a 1 month VIP and all I need is 10,000 comments! (Rates DO NOT COUNT) I would really appreciate any and all help at this! Also Add/Fan/Rate the host plz! 'I only need 10,000 comments for a one month VIP' @ fubar I'm also looking for someone to be my Valentine ;) So who want's to buy me hearts?

My Affair With Christy 2006 - 2007
Originally posted in Myspace on Friday, July 06, 2007: Prologue to an Epilogue To my readers: I apologize if you were shocked by reading my blogs. I know that it's a lot to take in (seeing someone's life splayed across the screen in such a raw and unabashedly shameless manner) about someone you really have never met – or, to those of you who do know me – about someone you thought you knew. I don't blame you if you think ill of me after reading those words or if your inclination is to judge me harshly and not to communicate with me further. I truly would understand. My intention was never to paint myself as a victim and garner sympathy in those blogs so I was intentionally brutal and forthcoming in my relating of the events. My main intent was to - as candidly and objectively as possible, unfettered by unnecessary emotion - lay the facts out as they occurred and tell my story with Christy and let people judge me, judge US, for what we are, not what we portend to be. In so doing

Wanna Own Me??
follow the link if you want, I'm posting it in comments since lately links don't work well in blogs will rate pics and stash during hh crush for two weeks add to top friends comments on profile often fu drinks when you're dry if VIP is offered: will use 50 to 75 11's daily on you make a salute for you possibility of making custom pics too crush for month if bid is high enough: will give yahoo addy and more, lol...... have any ideas just ask ;) My offer includes: crush for the month add to family top friend rate stash & pics* during hh *with 11's* {add more when I think of it or as bid increases} I do not need a VIP but bling would be great! oh and by the way............... He has 664,697 Points to go to be an Insider! He is a sweetheart. He can even personalize pics and such. I am not so good at that. So, come join me on his page and show him a lil' b'day love. I love this song,lol. Lovable_Perv@ fubar

A Fraction Of Fiction
Working on the next installment of Mad World, and due to the subject matter, it's making me kind of tired. But I feel the need to be creative. So, I ask you, Give me an idea. Any idea. Let me see if I can face the challenge. Throw one at me. Give me a song to write something to. Give me an idea. Hell, Give me something basic and tell me to work from there, whatever. But get me out of this funk created by the fuckin thing that is SUPPOSED to be the outlet of my rage. If alot reply, I'm going to pick the one I like best. If only one replies, I'm just gonna delete it and wait for a better one. J/K. (ornot) The knock on the door was unexpected, but the person doing the knocking was as suprising as finding a winning lotto ticket in your stool. It just doesn't happen. But here she was, dressed to kill and looking nervous just beyond his door. Looking behind him, He thought about how quickly he could clean up. How he could throw away the empty beer cans. Push the magazi

Undeniable Truth
If you buy me a blast, happy hour or VIP I will make you a personalized background for your Fubar / Myspace as well as a very sexy salute to you. Just thought I'd share :) Yea. So i've tried writing this blog 3x already because i accidentally click something or hit refresh without realizing it. So today was really fucking boring. The highlights of my day were finding out my sister is coming out to see me tomorrow, speaking to Sephiroth ♥ on the messenger, having KIRA "pimp" me out. lol. Thanks girly! and finishing up the night with a fairly decent conversation with Xavier. Blah. The shitty parts of my day: I woke up and till this moment have had only spuratic moments of peace and quiet. The rest of my day had me almost spiral into an anxiety attack. I found out my good friend Pendragon is NOT coming out to do a photoshoot and hang out. Which sucks because I'm moving to Florida on April 1, 2oo8. I don't know why I am waiting till the last minute to pack. I guess it's still hard t

Political Ramblings & Fyi's
I wish I wrote this but give credit where credit is due... Written by Russell KingMarch 22, 2010, 3:16PMDear Conservative Americans,The years have not been kind to you. I grew up in a profoundly Republican home, so I can remember when you wore a very different face than the one we see now. You've lost me and you've lost most of America. Because I believe having responsible choices is important to democracy, I'd like to give you some advice and an invitation.First, the invitation: Come back to us.Now the advice. You're going to have to come up with a platform that isn't built on a foundation of cowardice: fear of people with colors, religions, cultures and sex lives that differ from your own; fear of reform in banking, health care, energy; fantasy fears of America being transformed into an Islamic nation, into social/commun/fasc-ism, into a disarmed populace put in internment camps; and more. But you have work to do even before you take on that task.Your party -- the GOP -- and

Revised List Of Fu Angels!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~ BABY BLUE EYES GIRL **CLUB F.A.

Treat Me Gently
not always things are the way theyre supposed to be not always you can have the reason in all you make me feel like a baseball game you pitch me or make me bat a homerun you are just like a dream and all i am is a poor dreamer you are just like a dream and from that dream i never wanna wake up thats why i never wanna open my eyes dreaming thats the way i wanna live traveling in the night in the darkness you are my escape from realness i never ever wanna stop dreaming who cares if the world stops moving cant do anything about that with you i plan to escape from realness and i never wanna comeback never we share the same sky we share the same dream the same time and the same place we were part of the same story we went to the same highschool i was the punk and u were the honor roll rolling stones get to meet and u and i should meet again but for now just take care and may god bless you dont do anything i wrong wouldnt do we lit the same fire we competed in

Pieces Of Me
Two nights ago I got sideswiped and dragged by a car. It was a complete and total accident (I don't want to go into the details just yet). Anyhow... I have huge bruises on me, my whole body's sore, and the worst of it: I have cuts and road rash on my feet. The combination of those two is the most painful and worst feeling I have ever felt. I was screaming and crying for God knows how long. It felt like someone lit my feet on fire and I couldn't put it out (I was wearing flip-flops btw when it happened). I can't walk well now because of it. I had to hold on to the car til it stopped cause my feet had gone under it and I figured if let go I would get run over ( I have bruises on my arm, chest, and side to show for it). I think I got off good cause it could've been worse. Just a thought: It really amazes me how little people care. There was a car behind us that saw it happen and when it was over with, and I'm sitting in the middle of the road screaming cause I'm

Penguins
Penguins acquire Hossa By Rob Rossi TRIBUNE-REVIEW Tuesday, February 26, 2008 UNIONDALE, N.Y. -- The Penguins made a late and significant splash before the NHL trade deadline expired today. The Penguins acquired Atlanta left wing Marian Hossa for forwards Colby Armstrong, Erik Christensen, Angelo Esposito -- the 20th overall pick in the 2007entry draft -- and a first round draft pick. The Penguins also acquired right wing Pascal Dupuis. Canadian sports network TSN reported the deal. Hossa had scored 26 goals and recorded 56 points for the Thrashers. He is an unrestricted free agent on July 1. The acquisition of Hossa occurred just minutes before the 3 p.m. deadline. The Penguins also acquired veteran defenseman Hal Gill from Toronto for a second- and fifth-round draft pick. Gill has appeared in 63 games for the Maple Leafs. He is averaging almost 21 minutes per game and has scored 20 points to go with an even plus/minus rating.

Articulate Silence.. Disclosed
Articulate silences follow The screaming that swallows my soul Suffocating to the rhythm of your heartbeat I beg of you please hold me close Ignore these jealous lungs of mine Who cares if I can't breath Yes I know I'm damaged There aint much left of me My soul is mangled, this is true And my heart, broken, bound and torn There isn't much to give, I know But all that's left, is yours If only I knew who you were If only you saw me I swear I could be beautiful If you could just love me

Information
Initial Agreement of Service i, ________________________, with a free mind and an open heart; do request that _______________________ accept the submission of my will unto this Dominant and to take me into this Dominant's care and guidance, that we may work together in trust and mutual respect. The satisfaction of the Dominant's wants and desires, are understood to be consistent with my desire as a submissive to be found pleasing to him. To that end, i offer, use of my time, talents, and abilities. Further, i ask, in sincere humility, that, as the Dominant, the care of my body be accepted for the fulfillment and enhancement of our sexual, spiritual, emotional, and intellectual needs. i ask to be guided in sexual and sensual behavior, in such a way as to further my growth as a person. i ask that extreme care be given to clean and safe involvments with regards to bodily contact regarding all manner of Sexually Transmitted Diseases and all forms hepatitus and other infection. Afore mentio

Black Diamond Dj's
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All Of My Online Poetry
A picture is worth a thousand words, at least thats what I've been told. But a picture of you is worth more to me than gold. Cause you are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. Illuminate the dark and set my spirit free. You are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. You have the key to my heart so set me free. With eyes like diamonds you draw me close Until your lips touch mine and were nose to nose. A million butterflies flap their tiny wings, As a chorus of heavenly angels gladly sing. You are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. You have the key to my heart so set me free. You asked if our love will last and I think it might, If we try hard to make things right after every fight, To wipe away eachothers each and every tear, To be there for eachother year after year. You are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. You have the key to my heart so set me free. © Brett Harper Awake, awake oh mighty Athena, feared and honored g

Bullys
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. ALL MUST BOW DOWN AND PAY RESPECT ON THEIR KNEES FOR D.J. TEARS OF POISON !!!! CLICK ANY OF THE PICS HERE AND BE TRANSPORTED BEFORE THE FEET OF D.J. TEARS OF POISON ONLY AT WICKED !!!!!

Random Shit
I think I'm going crazy. Sleep is nonexistent. I lay awake at night, heart pounding, head spinning..it takes forever to fall asleep. And once I do, I find it almost impossible to wake up. I wake up and feel physically exhausted, I literally need to give myself a pep talk just to haul my ass out of the couch and start moving. I'm sure if I didn't consciously force myself to move, I could sleep so long that I'd starve to death. I'm always anxious and stressed...I've become jumpy. Sudden movements at the corner of my vision cause me to jump and freak out. Sometimes I feel that my heart is going to explode out of my chest. Talking is becoming more and more difficult. I can't even pick up the phone and call my mother, I just don't want to talk. It's getting harder and harder to turn in job applications. I sit outside, palms sweaty, heart pounding, fearing to turn it in because I can't take anymore rejection. I've been rejected by everything and everyone I trusted most lately, and I just can

Music Lyrics I Like
When I Fall ~ Steven Page & Ed Robertson of the Barenaked Ladies I look straight in the window, try not to look below Pretend I'm not up here, try counting sheep But the sheep seem to shower off this office tower Nine-point-eight straight down I cant stop my knees. Chorus: I wish I could fly From this building, from this wall And if I should try, Would you catch me if I fall? My hands clench the squeegee, my secular rosary Hang on to your wallet, hang on to your rings Cant look below me, or something might throw me Curse at the windstorms that October brings. I look in the boardroom; a modern pharaohs tomb Id gladly swap places, if they care to dive They're lined up at the window, peer down into limbo They're frightened of jumping, in case they survive. I wish I could step from this scaffold Onto soft green pastures, shopping malls, or bed With my family and my pastor and my grandfather who's dead Look straight in the mirror, watch it come clearer

Auction
5 credit bling for sale Please place ur bid in comment here Bling will be sent in HH and after I received the fubucks Have fun bidding!!! u wanna own me? well its easy, all u got to do is pm or sb me with ur bid n we work some out dont be too greedy lol ~Rate all pics during HH ~Rate all stash during HH~get u drunk when i see u r not~random comments~random gifts~custom pics for u (3D, Animation, Photoshop)~SFW Salute till $50 bids~NSFW Salute for bids $100 or more~11's rated during HH (if VIP bids)~Blings (if Blingpacks)~Pagepimpout on my page~Blogpimpout in my blogs n more for sure if bid gets really high :) now comment or pm or sb me :)

2008 May
my blogs are public they are open to read comments are open to all i'm open to criticism do not criticize my friends they are not open to criticism you will get a fight look all you want but dont ever think that we can ever be friends never cruel and nasty still is echoing on the pages of ashley's shout box after that i can never be never ever be friends of someone who has said such things to anybody and to such as sweet criticize me not my friends any attack on my friends is a attack on me i will fight back revenge is best served cold you will wish you never started The Violence… Of the night! Of what's out of sight The violence of a choice… I do not understand! The fatal remains of a thought… And a life never planned! What more is out there? Waiting for me… More pain? More sorrow? What? More love? A dream… About tomorrow? The day after… And of thorns drenched in my back? Of a lonely bird… What d

Show These Peeps Mad Luv!
Its about that time! You know, the time that comes around every year for EVERYBODY...its BIRTHDAY TIME! Our very own sexi smexi FU, Confidence, is celebrating her birthday on Monday and we need to make this a very SPECIAL birthday for her! Everybody knows my girl LOVES bling, so bling, bling, bling her like CRAZY...I'm talking jets, flying monkeys, Elmos, even bling packs galore! She is always doing so much for everybody so lets go and shower her with birthday luv! BLING HER, GIFT HER, TICKER HER, BLAST HER, I'm even talking about HAPPY HOUR her...she is worth it ALL! ~*~Çðñ£ïÐêñ¢ê ï§ whå† måkê§ mê §êx¥~*~Owner Of LÏVÏÑ ÐÃ Ð®∃ÃM Always ~N~ 4ever**@ fubar Brought to you by ME :D The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™@ fubar

Humor
A little boy wanted $100.00 very badly and prayed for weeks, but nothing happened. He decided to write God a letter requesting the $100.00. When the postal authorities received the letter to God, USA, they decided to send it to the President. The President was so amused that he instructed his secretary to send the little boy a $5.00 bill. The president thought this would appear to be a lot of money to a little boy. The little boy was delighted with the $5.00 bill and sat down to write a thank-you note to God, which read: Dear God, Thank you very much for sending the money. However, I noticed that for some reason you sent it through Washington, DC., and those a-holes deducted $95.00 in taxes. Billy What Else is there to say? LOL

The One
some videos i took with my phone: pcb07 pcb07 Instructions......(I was tagged by Raider Hayter) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I play photohunt way too often 2. I love women's boobs and ass and va jay jay. 3. I can't whistle or snap my finger. 4. I have been caught by the cops having sex in a car 5. I have hit a person in a wheelchair with my car 6. I secretly like to be tied to a bed 7. I eat chicken everyday 8. I can play any and all sports 9. I have a dry sense of humor 10. I love motorboating brain ninja melisa pixie h mch malicous im kidding of course, but got this email, pretty interesting. Bell Curved

Sexya
Everyday I get more afraid Of giving my heart away Scared of what love will bring Too nervous to hear the words you’ll say I find myself lost in you Not sure if I want to be I see the looks that you give And wonder what you see in me I don’t want my heart broken But I am so in love I can’t seem to give up A guy sent from above So I’m gonna trust you Please don’t let me down For I am giving you a chance To turn my life around Don’t take it for granted ‘Cause it might not last long I have weak thoughts And my heart isn’t too strong I’m putting my life in your hands Now it’s all up to you I look forward to the places we go And the things we’ll be put through But remember that I’m vulnerable And I can’t stand to be hurt I want to be at the top of your list But I don’t have to be first Believe me when I tell you That I love you with all my heart That I’m here for you forever and always Just like I was from the start.---MT I close my eyes and think of you

Eh I Just Make This Shit Up Anyway
sing to me oh misery with your sad songs and broken sitar strings remind me why i live and breath to do your work and live in your lonely shadow like meeting black death with glass eyes and broken wings and in the castles stable a young mare meets her mount that cad that fiend he's no gentleman who rides my girl about... i stumble and i stagger through life seems like my heart breaks every time it rains love and respect are slippery and run through my fingers like water i find myself wishing for a better life... sometimes in life a broken heart mends and you look and you find yourself surrounded by friends and whenever that happens when your someday begins don't panic don't struggle take it with a grin...

Your 2nd Amendment Right
For more than a year now there has been an effort in Illinois to pass resolutions in support of the Second Amendment at the county level. Although two counties passed resolutions in 2003, the real effort to promote this program began last March, while pro-gun activists were traveling to IGOLD (Illinois Gun Owners' Lobby Day) in Springfield. Currently, 82 of the state's 102 counties have passed resolutions supporting the Second Amendment. In Lake County, there is a petition drive to promote passage of a resolution, which has already collected approximately 3,000 signatures. In light of the recent Supreme Court of the United States ruling that the Second Amendment protects an individual right, many of the 20 remaining counties, including Lake County, should be interested in showing their support of our Right to Keep and Bear Arms. If you wish to help with this effort in Lake County you can sign a petition supporting the passage of a resolution or you can contact members of the Lake

For Friends
Trying To Make The Spotlight...But Way Too Proud To Beg! So Instead Please Hit My Contest Pic With Rates And Comments!I get 20 bux per rate and 10 per comment. So every little bit helps. This is an easy way for me to get bux. So any and all rates and or comments will be greatly appreciated. THE Slut™-Brandis RL Hubby Memorys&Sweets4ever, owned by HypnoticStarr@ fubar

I'm Write Here
She has freed herself from the chains in which bond her but doesn't feel free. She sits upon a grave of her late lover, never to come off again for now she has become stone. click the pic to find out what i am like and check out the owner of the auction! I will not buy my own auto but will random bling those who rate my photos

Wanna Own Me For A Month?
SCARLETT IS IN A CONTEST FOR MOST COMMENTS Scarlett is in a contest and needs your comments. She is always helping others to level and now we can give back. Please click the pic below and rate it. Anyone leaving at least a hundred comments can get the following tag made by me, Ms. Sassy. Just private message me with the number of comments done for Scarlett and the tag is yours. This pimp out brought to you by: Ms. Sassy {Shadow Leveler} Proud Fu-Owner of Happy Country Girl and MzCaBiBBW@ fubar I'm in an auction. Wanna own me for a month? Click on the link and bid, bid, bid. :D Auction ends July 19th. I'm up for auction. So if you wanna be spoiled and spanked, click on the pic below and bid on me. I promise you won't be sorry :)

Erotic Stories From The Mrs
You came home from work, it had been a long tedious night on the third shift. Driving home, although exhausted, the birds were singing and the summer warmth was just beginning to radiate. You couldn't help but smile a wide grin... The house was very quiet when you entered, which wasn't unusual, often your wife was sleeping when you entered and you would silently slip into the bed next to her and drift off. But this time things seemed different in the house... The lights were left on in the kitchen and sitting on the dining room table was an empty bottle of tequila. You lightly stepped down the hallway toward the bedroom door and as you approached the cracked door you heard the joints of the bed creaking. You paused right outside the door, and took a deep breath, fear and dread as well as excitement swelled in your chest. You put your palm against the door and pushed it a crack and put your eye near the crack. There in the slanted morning light beaming through the blinds you saw a nake

2008 August
“What Them Girls Like” Single by Ludacris featuring Chris Brown and Sean Garrett from the album Theater of the Mind Released August 7, 2008 Format CD single, music download Genre Southern hip hop Length 4:06 Label Def Jam, Disturbing tha Peace Writer(s) Christopher Bridges, Se

Poetry
The sky is blue The grass is green My love for you is true I am seriously missing you Why did you have to leave me? Couldn't you have stayed? I need you sweety Please come back I hope you don't forget me Because I won't to you My heart is now aching It's falling apart There's nothing to live for Just like you said You lured me into your heart and soul Then you just up and left me. If life treats you as one big joke And your successes few Remember that the mighty oak Was once a nut like you. If I left Would you follow? If I tried Would you try too? If you went Would you come with me? If I died Would you die also? If you left I would follow If you tried I would try too If you went I would go with you If you died I would die also.

My Blurbs!!!
Every freedom that we, as Americans have, we owe all to our military services! If it weren't for the brave men and women who have served our military and died for our country, we wouldn't be able to enjoy the freedoms we have or the quality of life that we have. I am absolutely disgusted when I hear someone say that they support our troops but not the war, or that they won't support anyone who joins a group of "baby killers." I get tears in my eyes when I see a man or woman who has served our country, being disrespected or shuffled off to the side, instead of honored for their service and sacrifice. Our military men and women don't serve our country for money or because they want to go to war. They do it because they feel obligated and honored to serve and protect our country. These men and women do jobs that most of us civilians could never fathom, they see things that most of us don't even see in our nightmares. Not by their choice or because they are warmongers, but because they

My Love Poems
When your hands go out, love, toward mine, what do they bring me flying? Why did they stop at my mouth, suddenly, why do I recognize them as if then, before, I had touched them, as if before they existed they had passed over my forehead, my waist? Their softness came flying over time, over the sea, over the smoke, over the spring, and when you placed your hands on my chest, I recognized those golden dove wings, I recognized that clay and that color of wheat. All the years of my life I walked around looking for them. I went up the stairs, I crossed the roads, trains carried me, waters brought me, and in the skin of the grapes I thought I touched you. The wood suddenly brought me your touch, the almond announced to me your secret softness, until your hands closed on my chest and there like two wings they ended their journey. When I lay and think, in my bed at night, the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight. I toss and I turn, dreaming of you

My Book: 13-19
Act 3 Scene II... Family therapy Scene opens in Teresa's office. Zeda's mom, Linda, and her boyfriend, Tony, are seated on the couch. Teresa is visibly shaken by the eerie similarities in appearance between her and Linda.. She is fiddling around with things on her desk. Teresa: I want to thank you Mrs. Hester for coming today. As i mentioned over the phone Zeda has been having a hard time here. She has shown some improvement over the last 2 days and we are considering placing her back into the community. We feel that more family involvement may help her move forward in a more positive manner with her treatment... (Linda stares contempt into Teresa’s direction. Teresa clears her throat then picks up the phone and dials 258) Over the phone: Back desk Teresa: Can you send Zeda to my office (There is a moment of awkward silence. Linda, contrary to her previous depiction has dreadlocks and her nose pierced. Her and Tony are both rather muscular, Tony is tall and dark.. rea

Codes
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Poetry
Is this what I have to become All my nature and being to be undone Is the cover that entire people can see? Is there a place in this world for people like me? Am I to walk alone? To find no companion no desired attraction no love to be A heart slattern broken, a soul gone dead To walk this world in the world of dread To see the couples link as one To see the passion from the window open wide To see passion I will not know for my self In addition, to bring joy, pleasure, you decide. I guess this is the life for me To watch the world and let it be And know that it is safe to say No one to stand by my side I lay in the ground waiting still for the earth to fill me still cover every inch of me end the torment let me sleep fill the hole in cover me up fill the void do not stop end the pain that comes to all lay me to rest one and all I lay here and wonder is that all there is I lay here and concider how passion dies I lay here and wonder what dark does lie Feel the

Level Ups
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Random Writings
Why do i tear myself apart? Forgoing happiness, Ignoring my heart. Foolish pride steering a foolish mind, Forcing me to leave logic behind. Thoughts of suffering and thoughts of fear blur into one another, My thoughts are unclear. Through a haze of confusion I sit and cry, Wishing I'd let those thoughts slip by. By paying them no attention, Paying them no heed, I wouldn't have perpetrated that foolish deed. Now I'm left alone with my anguish and pain, Until a small ray of light can be glimpsed once again. You.....You are a memory, a mental reflection of what once wasan image in the psyche of a face, the sound of a voicei hear no words, i don't need to, i've heard them beforethe long conversations into the night, about hopes, fears,the past and the futurethe hopes that never came real, the future that no longer existsa different future will come truea different future for me to the future that becomes real for youI have a hope for the future, one just for youthat your fears will re

2008 September
one drop of rain is one of a teardrop i can taste life in a teardrop with all the emo that comes with one drop of rain in a teardrop you gona miss mei know thatgone after today CeceRead My Writing at WritersCafe.org betrayal is the most hateful best friends forever is corrupt when da lies are flying first you lie to me then you lie to yourself lie tat you lie biggest betrayal yea i feel hard to remember the lies when you touch me so cuz i feel the memories of the good touch open talk to you hatas of fubar oh yea you guys just a bunch of assholes i already give sweet n spicy such hell already now some asshole giving cinnamon hell for no salute i told her she dont need no salute i know who she is thats all that matters this damm place is full of salute police nsfw police do we have fashion police here too you so busy spreadin your hate you not know how sweet and nice that cinnamon is mrhumpy she tell me all about you you told her to stay o

Vids
from my beautiful baby shannon ♥ how long have I been in this storm so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form water's getting harder to tread with these waves crashing over my head if I could just see you everything will be alright if I'd see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and everything will be alright I know you didn't bring me out here to drown so why am I 10 feet under and upside down barely surviving has become my purpose cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface if I could just see you everything will be alright if I see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and I will walk on water you will catch me if I fall and I wil

Reasons Not To Vote For Obama
What if I told you that Barack Obama plans to dismantle our US Military by cutting funding, would you believe me? What if I stated that he plans to dramatically reduce spending on nuclear defense systems, would you call me crazy? Finally, what if I told you that Obama refuses to develop nuclear weapons and plans to eliminate our nuclear weapons arsenal, our last line of defense in desperate times, would you call me a liar? For all the reasons stated above, I refuse to tell you those things about Barack. I am going to let HIM tell you. Sen. Obama does not believe that we have the right to own a handgun and do not have the right to use force to protect our family. His view of the Second Amendment changes depending on who he is talking to. Sen. Obama does not believe it is in his pay grade to know when life begins. He believes that government is the answer to all problems. His liberal voting record is more socialist than liberal. His voting record is even m

Pimp Out Blog
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Odds & Ends
.... ..... THIS IS A ROUGH BUT FOR SOME REASON I CAN ONLY UPLOAD TO SOUNDCLICK & OUR STAGE HOPING TO GET A BETTER RECORDING IN THE VERY NEAR FUTURE Momma I'll Never Be Like Him ©2006 Jody Dickey/Ben Burton/Ric Ledford Momma...it's been awhile, since we talked things through But some memories still haunt me; I had to be near you I was thinking of the bad times, when I used to pray That daddy would stop hurting you, how I wished he'd go away (c) Momma I'll never be like him, that's a promise I will keep I thank you for who I am; that your warm heart is in me In my loving tender arms, my family will always be I will never hurt them, 'cause Momma...I'll never be like him (V) The sad day came when I was ten, I found you lying on the floor You told me not to worry; soon you'd be at Heaven's door He could never hurt you up there and one day soon I'd understand "You'll have a family of your own, be a gentle loving man" (Chorus) (v) I've brought you some dandelions and for

Piece Of Advice
"Identity" by Nick Bentley I find it wonderfully ironic that the majority of my life has been spent fighting just to be me. I believe I've come up with decent percentages that divide the contents of a person's identity: 33% - Mother, Father 33% - Pursuit of Interests 33% - Failures, Mistakes, Turn of Events The remaining 1% is always Subject to Change. I also love the concept of taking time off to "find oneself." To my knowledge, the Self-Exploration Excavation usually involves vacating to a destination to experience something "new and exciting." I can see how new experiences can change a person, but I'm not sure how that change would help a person "find themselves." Maybe it would fit inthe percentage of "Failures, Mistakes, and Turn of Events." Maybe experiencing something new and exciting unlocks an attribute in a person's psyche that feeds their personality. Maybe the new experience conjurs up the realization that you were not who you thought you were. I wo

Mood Lyrics
I try to make it through my life In my way There's you I try to make it through these lies that's all I do Just don't deny it just dont' deny it and deal with it yeah deal with it You try to break me You wanna break me Bit by bit That's just part of it If you were dead or still alive, I don't care, I don't care, And all the things You left behind I don't care, I don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But you're eyes see right through That's all they do i'm getting tired of this shit I've got no room when it's like this what you want of me just deal with it So If you were dead or still alive, I don't care, I don't care, And all the things you left behind I don't care I don't care nothing can care about, Nothing can care about you wont' be there for me, you won't be there for me If you were dead or still alive, I don't care, I don't care, and all the things you left behind, i don't care, I don't care If you were dead or still alive, I don't care (

Blog This! Hehehe
1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. It's rare. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-alcoholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas! 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat step #3. * 4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like buying a sports car with an automatic transmission. 5. Do not have a snack before going to a p

Hope You Enjoy These
‘Twas the night before Christmas - old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list, Miserable brats, ungrateful jerks, I’ve a good mind to scrap the whole damn works. I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa" - what do I hear? My old lady bitches ‘cos I work late at night, The elves want more money and the reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed up the maids, Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things might get better, Those assholes from ATO sent me a letter. They say I owe taxes - if that ain't damn funny; Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus money? And the children these days - they all are the pits Ask the impossible, the mean little shits. Spent a whole year makin’ wagons and sleds, Assembling their dolls - arms, legs and heads. Made lots of yo yos, but no-one wants them, Just computers and robots – like I'm IBM? If you think all that's bad, just picture this: Try holding tho

Political And Religious Shit...
Apparently I made people mad on newsrag... all over my views on abortion and planned parenthood... WASHINGTON (CNN) -- A 13-year-old Arizona girl who was strip-searched by school officials looking for ibuprofen pain reliever will have her case heard at the Supreme Court. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The justices accepted the case Friday for review. They will decide whether a campus setting gives school administrators greater discretion to control students suspected of illegal activity than police are allowed in cases involving adults in public spaces. Arguments are expected to be heard in April. At issue is whether school administrators are constitutionally barred from conducting searches of students investigated for possessing or dealing drugs that are banned on ca

My Writings
so much pain she has from her past, so much pain that will probably last, so many things from her life that precluded the man im trying to be. so much damage there is to repair but its just not up to me. so in my blindness i was a reminder of how she use to live when the only thing i had was good intent to give. i hurt her and scared her and she pulled away because my desire to help with the best of intent was to much like a place she didnt want to stay. i am me and could never be him but good intent is no substitution for a pain that wont subside. so as i sit here in more pain than she knows, her past might very well kill me but my love for her still grows and grows. and I am More Sorry for hurting her, than she could ever hope to know. I Love You Baby Boo. I hope you can forgive me. if i was smart id just start off rambling because nothing i say seams to do you justice. I Love you ....doesnt fully encompass even half of what i feel, I Want You doesnt come clo

My Poetry
You're my everything My hearts desire You're like the flame That ignites my fire When I see you coming my way My breath catches, I don't know what to say To me, you're the brightest light in love And compared to all others, your beauty rises above You are the life in which I live To earn that love, my life I'd give You are the one, I want, I need It's your face that in my dreams I see It's you that holds my heart captive It's you that makes my pulse explosive You're my answer, my wish come true And if you'd have me....I'll always love you! I had closed the door upon my heart, And wouldn't let anyone in! I had trusted and loved, only to be hurt, But that would never happen again. I had tossed the key to my locked away heart, As hard and as far as I could! Love would never enter again, My heart was closed for good. But then you came into my life, And made me change my mind. Just when i thought that tiny key, Was impossible to find. Just then you hel

Video/vblogs
Our bed we live, our bed we sleepMaking love and I become youFlesh is warm with naked feetStabbing thorns and you become meOh, I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for youPick a song and sing a yellow nectarineTake a bath I'll drink the water that you leaveIf you should die before me ask if you could bring a friendPick a flower hold your breath and drift awayShe holds my hand, we share a laughSipping orange blossom breezesLove is still and sweat remainsA cherished gift unselfish feelingOh, I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for youPick a song and sing a yellow nectarineTake a bath I'll drink the water that you leaveIf you should die before me ask if you could bring a friendPick a flower hold your breath and drift awayShe tells me things, I listen wellDrink the wine save the waterSkin is smooth I steal a glanceDragon flies 'er' gliding overOh I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for youPick a song and sing a yellow nectarineTake a bath I'll drink the water that you leaveI

Community Public Service
I just wanted to say that the people that buy credits with welfare money are despicable trailer trash. And above being lezzies preying on scorned women that are vulnerable is the lowest form of insensitivity. And to boot, they use it to purchase pimp hands to temporarily silence those people that call their hand and do not agree with their disgusting life style. John Kennedy once said to a assembled group of scholars in the White House, "I think this is the most extraordinary collection of talent, of human knowledge, that has ever been gathered at the White House - with the possible exception of when Thomas Jefferson dined alone." The quotes below could prove his point. When we get piled upon one another in large cities, as in Europe, we shall become as corrupt as Europe. Thomas Jefferson The democracy will cease to exist when you take away from those who are willing to work and give to those who would not. Thomas Jefferson

Poetry Man
In the storm Stands the white rose tumultuous waves of destruction abound her Yet tall is the white rose strong in the face Of the sensed doom around her And she does not bow down Pure is the white rose In the compost earth growing eternal strength in the nights that so hurt I see not the white rose She is so far away But I long to protect her But only the words can I say So I send her my words And my poets heart To help her when there is hope to see her through Be Strong little flower Your heart will guide true And as long as you want I will always talk to you Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped my through. I knew I could

Crazy Quizzes
Your Ninja Name is Annoying Artist Get your Ninja Name at Quizopolis.com Your Smurf Name is Insane Smurf Get your Smurf Name at Quizopolis.com How Will I Die Quiz You will die at the age of 85You will die by drowning in your own body sweat Find out how you will die at Quizopolis.com

Random
We slip close in the spaces that bind, the places that rend and tear under the relentless scrutiny of our demands. All of us are falling. Falling in, falling out falling into, sometimes landing with sickening thuds that produce rivulets of blood and scars that shine near as red. I like you because you are wounded, wounded like me in different contexts that make it interesting for us to compare the twists of the places where we stitched ourselves back together again, to try again. To try to not try again. I like you because you are smooth and unstained, glistening purely in your idealistic unrealities. Sometimes it gets to be a bit much, then, I like you simply because you are pretty. With this hand I’ll hold yours, and that one cradles the tender slivers of this friends hope. That ones love. Yet anothers despair. Clutched in the warm dampth of my fragile fist that nests them safely, close to me, where I can see the pulsing of life in these small wayward dreams. You dream of despo

Jokes
ABOUT MARRAGE! Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady, and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules:"I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want -- and I don't expect any hassle from you.I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner.I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing, and card-playing when I want with my old buddies, and don't you give me a hard time about it.Those are my rules.Any comments?"His new bride said: "No, that's fine with me.Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night...whether you're here or not."(DARN SHE'S GOOD!)************************************************Marriage (Part II)Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary!The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, 'Here Lies My Wife -- Cold As Ever'!" "Yeah?" she replies."When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, 'Here Lies My

Dreamin'
Ummm ... I don't quite know what to say. But some people need to get a check on reality. And the fact that ... SHIT HAPPENS. ->: Lord God .. you need help. I explained what happened. You are high maintenance. I talked to you on here : 5 seconds?...you didn't even answer my last 2 texts when i asked how your easter weekend was....you are just fucking rude.....anyway, im off to reality, have fun on here...cya ->: I meant off my page idiot. you have serious attitudinal problems. Simply because I haven't returned your texts in 5 seconds. As I said my phone was suspended, that is why i didn't respond. Go get yourself checked. And keep off my fubar page and all else. : Lol....I'm like 4000km away.....I'm keeping my distance. ->: well you need to piss off and stick your grapevine up your ass. Idiot .. now eff off and keep the hell away from me. I am not joking. : I just heard it in the grapevine....and don't tell me to fuck off....or i will cock slap yo

Songs/poetry...do Not Rip Or Copy!!!
They stand outside on a sunny day But it's cold out here despite the sun's rays A multitude of people with suitcases and bags Some dressed in splendor; some dressed in rags Artisans, artists, poets, and scribes And everyday people with everyday lives Beautiful children, and young ladies, so fair A little girl with a pink ribbon in her hair A soldier smiles at her as he walks down the tracks She hides behind her father and does not smile back She looks at her shoes and nervously kicks the frozen ground And waits for the train that will take them to Krakow And from Krakow.....Auschwitz bound I looked to the sky Fire filled my eyes Smoke filled my lungs I started to run The sun was covered by the smoke's black shroud I couldn't push my way through the crowd I couldn't get away The bombs fell The streets burned like Hell The sound of explosions rumbled Buildings cracked and crumbled The sound of destruction drowned out my cries Couldn't see through the darkness i

Writing/poetry
Her eyes, the color of wet pavement, So cold, so empty, so close to death, Still hold one glimmer of life\As they stare from above the nose, Slipknot close to the skin of her neck, Rickety chair unbalanced beneath her toes, Flesh clammy and wet, hair unkempt and filled with sweat Around her throat, she grasps the constricting cord, Her hands shaking with indecision and fear, Yet, the act is so simple, so clear Eyes, once full of shimmering hope, Now glanceing up at the knotted rope, Are only filled with tears, Her lifes a debt she cannot afford With one deep inhaled breath, Placing her hands across her breasts, Eyelids blocking the light from the room, Teeth bared, gaining strength, Nails cutting through her palms, Blood dripping to the floor, Her feet rock the chair until it tumbles.

Dear Diary Of A Drug Fiend
today is well i dont know what fucking day it is i am just waiting for it to get dark so i can go outside it is like sunday or monday of...uh..sep i think so i am all fucked out on drugs and booze again..and fucked out over a girl again i hate girls, and booze...i like crank though however...that way i dont have to sleep or eat or feel like a human being i think i landed a job today for seven weeks in newark cutting concrete for $27 an hour which is great, cause i am almost out of drugs..and lost three hundred dollars at the casino last night and left the car running in the parking lot all night...it had a love not on it when i came out this morning....said PLEASE RESPECT OTHER PEOPLES PARKING SPOTS but you know when i am alone i dont respect shit..which is why i played my music/guitar at full volume last night and cut wood on the patio for some shelves at three in the morning with my skill saw until people started screaming shut the fuck up, and then i went completely physco an

Songs I Love
Pardon me for saying, I was afraid she never gave me the time of day If love is a slow dance, i just hope for one chance I hope time could stop, its hard for me to breath She's really walking over here to me What should i say? What should i do? Don't let this end now Slow this dance down I could stay here all night... Forever [2x] This is not my strongest point that she knows She pardons me for stepping on her toes I heard she's a pageant queen So what's she doing dancing with me? I hope time could stop, its hard for me to breath She's really falling in love with me What should i say? What should i do? Don't let this end now Slow this dance down I could stay here all night... Forever [2x] Dance with me forever... Teach me every step, every tip and every turn Your arms around my neck you make want to learn.. I'm only getting better Don't let this end now Slow this dance down I could stay here all night... Forever Don't let this end now [2x] Slow Dance A Slow Dance Your havin

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holy shit what the hell happened?? friday things were great... i come back and shit's everywhere!!! i think i know why i'm so damn reclusive... cause i'm sick of putting myself out there for ppl and getting nothing in return... maybe i have a bad picker or i did pick a good friend just too scared to have a backbone.. but for once it would be nice if someone proved me wrong... for once i would like to have ppl in my life that i can truly care about and not have the fear of attachment only for them to leave... then again like i said maybe it's me.... eh well... hopefully when i wake up later it will be a better day... i know it won't be better but i can hope that something goes right... good bye to my friend i hope he stops beating the shit out of you, goodbye to my baby sitters 1) i hope that you don't do what you told me you would on friday and i have the same hopes for your brother 2) i will pray that your mother finally listens to you all before something terrible happens 3) in my d

Ma Blog Too
You know I Can't Smile Without You, I Can't Smile Without You, I can't laugh and I can't sing, I'm findin' it hard to do anything. You see, I feel sad when you're sad, I feel glad when you're glad, If You only knew what I'm go ing through, I just Can't Smile Without You. You came along just like a song and brightened my day, Who'd've believe that you were part of a dream Now it all seems light years away. And now you know I Can't Smile WIthout You, I Can't Smile Without You, I can't laugh and I can't sing, I'm finding it hard to do anything. You see, I feel sad when you're sad, I feel glad when you're glad, If you only knew what I"m going through, I just can't smile. Now some people sa y happiness takes so very long to find. Well I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me. And you see, I Can't Smile Without You, I Can't Smile Without You, I can't laugh and I can't sing, I'm findin' it hard to do anything. Y ou see, I feel sad when you're sad, I feel glad when you're glad, If You

Just A Thought
All night long I was woken up by the aching in my jaw were a tooth USED to be. Without dental insurance I could not afford a root canal and so I had it yanked out. Everything was just fine until the numbness wore off - then OUCH! I would wake up, wander around, then finally take a pain pill and fall back to sleep. When it was time to do my taxi-mom thing I was sure I was A-OKAY! And I was....right up until the time I pulled in to the garage after all precious cargo had been deposited - and hit the lawn mower, which was kind enough to go THROUGH the wall at various spots. My husband's finely tuned hearing had me jumping as I stared at the lawn mower shaped holes and heard behind me "So what did you hit?" YIKES! Rule #1: Do not fool yourself into thinking your reaction time is not impacted by a legal dose of a narcotic. I never had any issue with antibiotics, but heck, as far as I know now - they could be the latest MR. HYDE revealer. I learned somethng today. Now my mouth really hur

Poems Dealing With Love
I can't be with you today but if you close your eyes and think; I'll be beside you in the kitchen wearing your shirt - standing by the sink. I'll be with you in the bedroom waiting quietly on your bed; Just close your eyes and think of me, relive those memories in your head. I'll stand by you in the bathroom, an unlikely place to meet; I'll smile at you so playfully as I let you brush my teeth. I'll be your light in the darkness, shining steady through and through; You only have to watch it glow to know I think of you. I'll be the music that you listen to, I'll be there in every song: I'll laugh with you and sing with you, and comfort you when your day's gone wrong. I'll be the wind that ruffles your hair, I'll be that warm embrace; I'll be the hand on your shoulder, I'll be the tender touch on your face. I'll be the clock gently ticking, reminding you of the times; We've shut the rest of the world outside we're in our own world - yours and mine. I'll be the moon as it dances on

Life
Soo..I am LMAO over here and wanted to share it..of COURSE he blocked me after his last reply BIG DADDY ...: well i am white trailer park trash u fat ugly big tited fake cunt bye -> BIG DADDY ...: no..it is 16 tops..andya talk like a thug from the ghetto...it is quite sad..it does not make you cool..it makes you sad BIG DADDY ...: i talk 31 not 15 lol -> BIG DADDY ...: ohh my bad..less than half your age..gross...she is after you foryour trailr dude..not your wrinkly ballsac BIG DADDY ...: shes 21 lol -> BIG DADDY ...: yeah a 51 year old man who talks like a 15 year old street thug and has the SN BigDaddy and plays sugar daddy to women half his age..yeah da bomb lmaooo BIG DADDY ...: im da bomb babes I got the results of my stomach biopsies back yesterday the cells are benign this made me happy now as long as the ones on my lymph nodes come back benign too...I am only as broken as ever and do not have anything new to add to my list of ailments PS I still t

Poems All Poems Love Dark Ect Military Poems 2
JOSH IS MY EXHUSBAND I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HIM OR U LITTLE CUNTS EMAILING ME FUCK OFF by CassandraXVeronicaXONealaXLawsonA brilliant mans honor forever i shall holdhe fought for the Americanshe stood until he could stand no morehe hung the flag high upon the poleeveryday he raised itevery night he sheltered it from the coldhe was old there was no doughtbut his spirit never ran outhe loved this country and this landhe didn't care about the presidents planhe fought for his wife her kids and so onbut now he's gone America will always remember you by CassandraXVeronicaXONealaXLawsonHonorhonor, respect, courage,strengththis is what the military needsno cowards,liers or thivesno room for no bad companythey will stay strongand fight all night longfor this country when in needthis is the americansM-I-L-I-T-A-R-Y

Poems
I look up to the sky and I send this message through my eyes can you hear me? can you hear my prayers? I want to talk to you so you should pull up a chair I can fell you looking right at me I close my eyes and your face is the only thing i see Reaching my hand out towards the stars that shine the wind through my fingers feels like your fingers interlocking with mine Can you hear me? do you hear the words i'm trying to say? it's hard to put my feelings together, but i'm trying in every single way. I wish you were here in my arms so i could hold you tight hold you to the point where we fall asleep in each other's arm's and our hearts say goodnight "I love you" are the words I here coming from the moon i'm wishing even harder for you to come home I speak to the moon, yes this is true cause whenever i'm not near my love i ask the moon to look after you Can you hear me, MOON? Did my message get through? Just tell him that I miss him

Awesome
Today and every Friday, hopefully, no mumms from me! A. Happy B. AWWWWW How many believe that the Pimphand is used as just a funny toy or mainly as a dictatorial weapon? Why do those who think they know something about Judaism, insist there is no hell or heaven in Jewish theology? No permanent hell it is true, but a place of purging sins of the soul for eleven months. On the other hand Gan Eden, or heaven is generally permanent unless one needs to be reincarnated. Yes, Orthodox and Chassidic Judaism does believe in reincarnation, although it is not stressed.

Life And Time Of A Beautiful Disaster
I want to go outside and open my arms and spin around in a circle until the world becomes a blur of colors and shapes. I'd laugh as the wind slithered through my hair in soft wispy carresses and the grass beneath my feet trembled as my feet moved across them into the dirt below. I'd smile and watch as you copied my every move and giggle with each circle we made, and when you got too dizzy I'd catch you before you fell. I dream sometimes that we'd sit together on a pile of blankets reading together, and you'd ask me questions and look onward diligently as the story was weaved by my words. I imagine how much you've grown, how much your eyes sparkle with the light, and how much you've changed. We would race to the kitchen and make breakfast in the mornings, and i'd teach you how to flip pancakes and watch your eyes light up in awe. You'd try to take a peek and talk my ear off about how much you liked food. I imagine two faces smiling at me, and sometimes I can even hear their l

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How I Feel
You've got a way with meSomehow you got me to believeIn everything that I could beI've gotta say you really got a wayYou've got a way it seemsYou gave me faith to find my dreamsYou'll never know just what that meansCan't you see you got a way with meIt's in the way you want meIt's in the way you hold meThe way you show me just what love's made ofIt's in the way we make loveYou've got a way with wordsYou get me smiling even when it hurtsThere's no way to measure what your love is worthI can't believe the way you get through to meIt's in the way you want meIt's in the way you hold meThe way you show me just what love's made ofIt's in the way we make loveOh, how I adore youLike no one before youI love you just the way you areIt's in the way you want meOh it's in the way you hold me

My Summer Vacation
My husband and I had to leave our friends' farm and truly head for home today. We rode just under 400 miles and are resting in a comfy hotel right now. Tomorrow's goal is our oldest daughter's house where we plan to spoil our granddaughter as much as possible in the few hours we will be there. We rode interstate today and it was UGLY. I miss twisty farm roads but we are on the home stretch so from now on we are all about speed. We are in the midst of a heat wave so we're drinking a lot of water and stopping every 150 miles or so to stretch, eat, gas up, and rest a bit. I'm trying to enjoy the scenery but today was the most difficult trip of my whole vacation. I think I'm just exhausted. I also am very excited to get home. I have eggs due to hatch on Wed. and I hope to be home to take care of them. If you see me out on my little Harley, honk! Keeping the rubber side down, Lisa Ann *Drama Queen* It seems like every day of riding is more beautiful or interesting than the day bef

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Today the sun rose,But it I did not see.Something more beautiful,In my eyes came to me.A smile that glows,More than the sun can shine.Now a friend to me,I hope for the rest of time.Brooke send me your smile,For today and now on.And I promise mine forever,Now our friendship has begun. Her beauty beyond my words,Her heart I cannot grasp.If only across this ocean,My heart I could cast.Would hers come in return,Or mine broken back to me.I look across this ocean,Wishing for her eyes to see.Her beauty,mind and words,I would cherish along with her heart.But until she can see my words are true,Here will I stand,from her an ocean apart. Bullets fly,some dead lay dead, Brutal,heartless they walk away. And drink to thier victory, Till the dawn of a new day. The new day starts,10 fold now replace, Look for others to help with this menance. And pray to God you send them, And they resectfully do thier penance. If life and death were as easy as this game, Some could master it all. Oth

How I Feel
Bright LightTonight I was lonely,I had to come by,I wanted to be happy,In moments I would cry...Just to say this to you,I'll always be loving you...I forget about the tears,With your music in my ears,I am really into you,When I share with you,Moments of your day,What you have to say...The little things you do,Are those defining you.No solitude in the night,When I see your bright light,My heart gets so happy,I sense your serenity...I'll just say this to you,I'll be forever loving you... Falling in love with youI lived my life mostly in solitude,Not because I was a bad dude,Trust in people was not something to do,Years before I knew you... I walked through life going nowhere,I saw trees but paradise was not there,Birds flew around and I did not care too,Long before I met you... If sometimes I appear very sad,Do not think I am feeling bad,I care not for me but only about you,I only care about you... It was long for me to see some light,Telling myself that all will be alright,And you cam

Jokes
THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD is SHIT. That's right,shit! You can smoke shit, get shit faced, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, tell people to eat shit, forget shit, some people know their shit and some have shit for brains, there's crazy shit, there's bullshit, horse shit, chicken shit, deep shit, the wrong shit, the right shit & not enough shit, weird shit, scary shit, up shit creek with out a paddle & sometimes everything you touch turns to shit. You could pass this on if you give a shit or not if you don't give a shit. Hope you have a shit free week. But remember shit happens ! What do you call a dead blonde under the porch? Last years hide and seek winner Q: What's the difference between a Northern fairytale and a Southern fairytale?A: A Northern fairytale begins, "Once upon a time..." A Southern fairytale begins, "Y'all aren't gonna believe this shit..."

My Poetry
I CARRY YOUR HEART WITH ME I carry your heart with me(I carry it in my heart) I am never without it(anywhere I go you go,my dear); and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling I fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet) I want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud) and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apartI carry your heart(I carry it in my heart) Alcohol Sedated and numb I fade from his mind You give him what he wants His emotions are blind I am stripped of hiim I lose him everytime I long to know him more But I see he isn't mine I was robbed at birth And again later in life You stole my father I gave up being a w

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the breakfast conversation between my siblings Sister : Do we have porriage? Youngest Sister : umm no but i think we have oats -facepalm- Recently my youngest sisters thing has been to point out all my inappropriate sexual endueno comments, so standing in the kitchen one afternoon whilst her best friend was over, we had a conversation that was rather amusing and this is how it went.Sister: "we even got a movie" Me: "oh yeah whats it called?"Sister: "morning glory"Me: "well thats inappropriate"everyone burst into laughter and she went throughly bright red with embarssment whilst standing in the kitchen at mum and dads i educated my sister.... Me: hey sis did you know when a woman menstrates her middle finger is less sensative ... (flips her off) mum and dad crack up laughing behind me and my sister pulls a horrified look then a not funny shell look yeah probably had to be there, but try it out some time :)

From Me.
I've noticed in my own life, that all too often i get stuck in the friend zone. Either due to my own missed opportunities or cluelessness. Or cause i'm "too" nice at times. I dont know. Quite often it seems I am the first person to come to when there's a problem, or a breakup or whatever. Get told you're the exact type of guy i want, then get overlooked. Dont get me wrong, i'm not complaining about being there for people. I love that actually, I like to help and make a difference. But why doesnt "you're the type of guy that i really want" seem to ever turn into "You're the EXACT guy that i want"? I used to get told that I am too nice to women. I should take advantage of my position, cause breakups or mistrust and use them. but i cant. I like to believe that i'm not that type of person. I.E. if i get asked what i think about someones bf that i like her. I do my best to avoid it, if i cant, i do my best to make ABSOLUTELY CLEAR that my opinion is biased but i'll try to be as objective as

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How To Love Lyrics[Lil' Wayne]You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heartNever really had luck, couldn’t never figure outHow to loveHow to loveYou had a lot of moments that didn’t last foreverNow you in the corner tryna put it togetherHow to loveHow to loveFor a second you were hereWhy you over there?Its hard not to stare, the way you moving your bodyLike you never had a loveNever had a loveWhen you was just a young’un you’re looks but so preciousBut now your grown upSo fly its like a blessing but you can’t have a man look at you for 5 secondsWithout you being insecureYou never credit yourself so when you got olderIt’s seems like you came back 10 times overNow you’re sitting here in this damn cornerLooking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulderSee you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heartNever really had luck, couldn’t never figure outHow to l

"the Rambling Emotional Pomes Of Life
I am 6' 1" tall 285 lbs and have blue eyes and brown hair if i have hair i choose to shave my head i have a gotee mustach and beard no tattoos or perieceings 2'' scar over right eyey i wear glasses i have false teeth but refuse to wear them hope there is not a problem with that but im a natural persone and dont belive in prosieses to improve on ones looks...I am JUst your avreage joe and a redneck at that.... Tagline:I am not old I am Not new I am just me No more No Less Ask me what you Will and I will answer With the best Of My Knowledge. Member Since:April 11, 2011 Gender:Male Location:Fairmont,W.va Age:48 Relationship Status:Singel Interested In:Friends, Dating, Serious Relationship Languages:English Ethnicity:Caucasian/White Religion:Agnostic Orientation:Straight Elementary School:Dunbar Intermediate School Junior High School:Miller Junior High School High School:Fayette County High School '82Fayette Area Vocational School '82 College:The College of Woo

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When you're not here to share my days and nightsMy life is so incompleteFor you are my heart, my soulThe ‘oneness’ I had known to seekWithout you I merely exist from day to dayWith you I know that I will findAll that I have been searching forMy completeness, my eternal peace of mindYou are the keeper of my dreamsThe man who holds my heart in his handsThe one I want to spend my life withThe one with whom I will always standStand beside through thick and thinThrough all that life will throw our wayKnowing that this special love we shareWill guide us, each and every dayThis journey was started long agoBefore this time and placeThe journey of completenessAs two hearts and souls embraceForever is what I want with youFor the search is at an endOur hearts have found each otherAs lovers, as soul-mates, as friends. Modest at the topStraight to the topand then keep on headin' upstars shine for whywe should give a fuckAbout what is realand how real is stillthe only way for

Poems
Dressed to fulfill your fantasy, lingerie, heels and more Whoever you'd like me to be, I'll surprise you at the door Eyes that shimmer, Smile filled with delight Together we quiver, At each other's sight You hold me first, Embrace so tight I feel your thirst, It's a perfect night Your heart beats with mine, Our lips lock The clock stops in time, Hard as a rock I'm taken away, We dare not part As we move united, I feel your dart Piercing through me, Depths unknown Together we travel, Together we moan Bodies trembling, Heart skips a beat Energy consumed, Prickling with heat Nestled in your arms, Peaceful and sound Dreaming of you, Until our next round on the twelth day of christmas fubar gave to me ... 12 friends a pokin 11 knobs I'm blocking 10 friends in shout box 9 horny topics 8 bitches bitching 7 friends complaining 6 stalkers stalking 5 DRAMA QUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENS 4 friend requests 3 crappy gifts 2 photo tags and a creep who wont

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(this was taken from a conversation about cock) I may not reach the bottom but i can fuck up the sides if you can't chew it, play with it, or shag it, piss on it and walk away. as i do i check in on friends periodically here and there i sent a message to one of my friends saying.. hey im lurking what are you up to? Friend: not much just hanging with friends Me: well then do your zip up lmao

Poetry
Michael Watches Over Thee, One Angel, with eyes that dare, I Saw him sent from our sky, To A World thats our nightmare. He Takes Away our misery, And replaces all our pain, He repairs our broken hearts, So that we are free again. Michael is our Freedom, our everlasting Faith, He touches us with Purity, We once again feel safe. My soul is gray, my heart is cold, i cannot die, though i am old. To much to do, too little time,

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Jokes
A blonde goes on a hot date and ends up making out with the guy in his car. The guy asks if she would like to go in the backseat."No!" yells the blonde.Things get even hotter, and the guy asks again. "For the last time, no!" says the blonde. Frustrated, the guy asks, "Well, why the hell not?"The blonde says, "Because I wanna stay up here with you!" A cop is staking out a bar for drunk drivers. At closing time, he sees a guy stumble out of the bar, trip on the curb, and fumble for his keys for five minutes. When he finally gets in, it takes him another five minutes to get the key in the ignition. Meanwhile, everybody else leaves the bar and drives off. When he finally pulls away, the cop is waiting for him, pulls him over, and gives him a Breathalyzer test. The test shows he has a blood alcohol level of 0.0. The cop says, 'How is this possible?' The guy says,'Tonight I'm the designated decoy.' A man is told on Friday by his doctor that by 3am Monday morning, he will be dead. The man

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The Warning( From my dreams) I found myself walking along On an old cobble-stone laneRunning side by side the AtlanticOf an ancient Eriu' seaside town I knew I was to meet him hereThat dear soul once bound with mineHe visits me inside my dreamsFrom the place where theres no space or time. The sun shone warmly upon my face The wind brought me gently to the placeOf an old stone bridge with a sittng benchA stream below rolled down into the sea. There he was bent over the wallAnd staring at the stream belowHe jumped o'er the wall and down the bankI followed as much in wonder The water foul and of sulphur smellKneeling down he began to drinkDo not do so, good soul said IIf you drink that you will die. He gazed at me with piercing eyesA painful sorrow across his faceRising up he climbed the bankHe was now to leave this place We walked along in silenceMe wondered with time to thinkWhat water have I been drinkingThats made my soul to stink. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ "So You Say" So you say that you ca

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Ripples In Time
I'm a free Spirit , wild and free , So untamed , as far as the eye can see , No one holds my heart or mind or soul , No one can hurt me , or get through to me. I love to love for love itself , To give pleasure untold , To watch dreams unfold , But you wont find my soul.... Cause I'm free...... So give it your best shot , In the end , I'll stand alone , And fly in the wind. To my lover in the skies , free to be just me.... my soul was stolen The pain of growing old , isn't as bad as we were told.You still feel with the same heart ,Just like from the very start ,Where his smile , as he curls his lips ,Is written in every line , Like the story of old ,It's the love we unfold , like the rippling pages of time.It was our's then , it is our's now ,Just have to turn the page , the lov

He Was House Sitting.
I didn't stay all night with Tony i left home. I remember as i drove up the driveway to my own home thinking how am i going to react to Abel .... Will he know i was with Tony? As i arrived closer to my house i see all the guys including Abel were outside sitting in my garage. I get down out of my truck and walk up to Abel give him a kiss and tell him i am going in to shower he tells me he will be right in to join me. Oh no will he know i feel my clitt its really sore. I get my clothes and go into bathroom and undress turn shower on and get in i notice a mark on my breast omg Tony left me a hicky! How did i not notice this? My breast are so white and how am i going to explain this to Abel? I start shampooing between my legs and i can feel my clit is sore. Abel knocks on door i tell him hold on i rinse quickly and spray the restroom just in case i have an after sex smell. Abel walks in and slaps my ass. I ask him if hes already showered he replies he hasn't as he starts undressing to get

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I Luvz Ma Friendz!!!
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Insight To My Mind
Ok my blogs are usually a way for people to get some insight into this head. well here ya go. I don't have many feelings. and the feelings i do have are hidden by smiles and laughs. I am a fun person BUT... I am sick and tired of these people passing judgements on people before they really get to know them. Now this is y i say that.. people message me all the time say omg ur hot.. then they find out that i have 2 kids. HELLO READ MY FREAKIN PROFILE... I am single for the reason being the person i want i can't have and other than that no man wants a premade family. I am a single mother. my daughters father is in her life she lives with him but my son's father walked out on him after i kicked him out of my life. HELLO MY LIFE I NEVER TRIED STOPPING HIM FROM BEING A FATHER! SO NO THAT ISN'T MY FAULT. I have been through more things in my life then most of u will experience in a lifetime. I am a great person and ask anyone on my family list i bet u $100 they will agree without me even say

Pathways
Another day has come and gone As I sit here drinking tea Very different then yesterday New things for me to see The pain has eased A new release, of many hidden secrets To deal each day, I must say Is much better then to hide it As I was whaling, oh, so much pain Has left me now refreshed A cool breeze blowing, now my way Oh, so blessed, to have another day 1) always remember this is the internet 2) Be careful who you give your heart to 3) Many here are players,with many accounts 4) Never trust anyone , who says trust me. 5) If you give your heart , be prepared for the consequences. 6) Even if they sound sincere, they may not be Do not feel bad if this has happened to you. It has happened to the best of us. Some come off, so charming and lovable , only to find later, they are married or playing many at the same time.. This is a nightclub, nothing more, nothing less. Just have fun and move on with your life.. Bright Blessings to all Two Witches

Stuff
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1) I am a computer geek 2) I chew matchsticks (it is better then smoking) 3) I like cheese on everything 4) I use a conditioning shampo as a body wash 5) I am learning Arabic and Hebrew in my spare time. 6) I wear my socks when I sleep now you are being tagged This is the definition of friend from www.freedictionary.com: friend (frnd) n. 1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts. 2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance. 3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade. 4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement. 5. Friend A

All About Love
Reach for a glass, take a long drink. Waiting for that moment when you've escaped. You can't deal with life so you drink it away. You forget that it hurts everyone else. While you search for heaven in a bottle remember... It will still be hell for the rest of us... How to say 'I Love You' in different languages Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M'bi fe Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T'estimo Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou English - I love you Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki' Faroese - Eg e

My Blog
I am free i had something that shackled me.. but now.. mmmm bliss. no more ignorance no stupidity.. now im ready for a challenge.. not stagnation..People can be assholes.. but today im past that.. Its good to be the King!!! insert Sarcasm here.. Blah house work sucks.. but ya got to do it.at least its sunny out. maybe ill take a nap ..Wow is it boring when you first wake up..Dont know whats gonna be going on today..Its Friday so who knows.. Anyway hoping something exciting happens.. Exciting is better than boring right..So heres a blast from the past.. im gonna go eat.

Serious Stuff
I am still alive, waiting on some high speed internet, so that is why I am not on here much. It just takes way to damn long to navigate this page with dial-up. Hope all of my friends are well and that you all had a great holidays. If anyone would like to get in touch with me you can email me at stuepdassol@aol.com or contact me on myspace, I check it a lot more regularly. my myspace: http://www.myspace.com/Stue_pidassol hope to hear from you soon. so yeah I moved, but where I am living now all I have is dial-up, and if you don't know, this site is horrendous to use if you do not have a high speed connection, so I am still alive, just not much chance of getting on here for now, if anyone needs to get a hold of me, feel free to ask for my email address. I got a job... go me

Fenix's Blog
hey, did you know you can rate the blogs now??? and hell, no! i ain't showin' you my titties! well, i dunno - get me drunk enough, . . . . My friends competed in a talent contest, and we were the only people that didn't show up because of my petty little issues. I really need to grow up and get over myself. Check these guys out! SDW WINS!! yeah, so i'm in a crazy-ass mood today, and i'm reeeaaaallllly looking forward to this weekend! i'm thinking maybe some new pics are in order, . . . . also, we've been talking about doing some artistic, erotic photo shoots with our friends, and sharing them with all our friends here. well, you know, if you're into that sort of thing :)

Uhhh My Blog
I was suppose to have my Party lite Candle Party this weekend. due to the fact that I have to work Saturday. I had to reschedule my party. Which is now March 25th at 3pm. If you are interesting in going. contact me here or at tinkerbell268269@aol.com today is my stepgrandparents visitation. I am really dreading going. I don't do well with dead bodies. Ive never really had to deal with one. Except one summer like almost 2 years ago when a resident at my work died on my shift. But this is different. This is family. The other familes funerals I've been to, the casket was closed. I guess it's just hard because almost 2 weeks ago I saw them alive. I mean granted I didnt know them very well, they are still family and I should be there for the rest of my family. I know my dad and stepmom really need me right now. Especially my stepmom. Those were her parents that she lost. My dad told me that it would mean alot to Jackie if I was there. He's coming to get me later on today. I have no idea wi

Kolo Kealoha~lachman
I LOVE IT WHEN MY BABE FUCKS MY OKOLE/CULO "AZZ"... Life is never good 4 me & this is wut I wish you'd see. Jus let me end it all 4 I'll be happy in da end, I'll finally be free. Free from all da pain & torment & da never endin battle. No more dealin wit da arguments & tears, I'd finally be through wit it all. U jus don’t seem 2 understand dat by keepin me here your making it worse. If I were dead & gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have da curse. I’m already considerin doin this even without your consent. I know 4 sure dat once its all over with my heart will finally be content. So here I am just sittin there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist. Please every1 don’t be upset, please don’t be piss'd. U jus need 2 know I love u all but couldn’t handle it anymore. Ok here I go, I’m doin this 4 sure. U jus need 2 let me go 2 heaven now, hopefully God will understand & accept this. Sad eyes... dat used 2 shine so bright, But you'

First Blog
I knew this would happen someday. I went into the gas station today and asked for five dollars worth of gas... The clerk farted and gave me a receipt. As many of you know my cat suddenly went lame. Yesterday he took a turn for the worse and seemed to be in pain. Last night I heard him about 2:00 am let out a yelp. This morning I found him on the basement floor. He had died during the night somehow. Binkx came into our lives at a time when the children wanted a pet. He did belong to our neighbors but the father booted him out. Literally I saw him beat Binkx on the front lawn, kicking him and punching him. Binkx ran for his life and lived under our bush. The father and I did have some payback as I hate to see any animal abused like that. He lived under our bush for 3 months before Sandy let him come in. He took to the kids right away and slept with my daughter. She and he were very close. He was also a great tree climber and loved his head rubs. He was a strange cat to say the

You Like That Uhh?
I just realized you can do a blog on here. HAHAHA Duh me. Well I have been sick as a dog with severe bacterial strep throat.. nasty shit.. couldnt talk my whole boday ached.. BLAH! BUt now i am feeling alittle better still very soar and hurt to talk but i can though..SO THERE! ok thats enough for now.. toodles Meow meow meow meow meow meow ! And ifyou didnt catch that meow meow meow meow meow meow! My poor lil girl.. was at a firends house and their dog bit her in the face.. :( OH MY GODS! she had to get 5 stiches on the outside of her cheek and 2 on the inside. Update... i looked at her paper work and it was 9 stitches on the outside 7 on the inside. she has some puncture wounds but they werent deep enough to stich up.. and when he bit her .. she bit down on the inside of her check and now thats cut really bad... She just cant win!!!! They have her on antibiotics and all that.. she has to go back saturday night for a 24 hours check up. shes on a liquid diet for 48 hours un

One Of My Poems
Today I walked a long road, Listening to the voices in my head telling me what i did was so wrong The burden tight as a noose around my neck the weight heavy on my shoulders My tears silent within a dying heart Yesterday, stained with shame and a fury diseased cancer tearing me apart And i did not know where to go Tomorrow knows no releif from torment Pain etched into my dirty face with horror in my eyes i reach and hope to unburden my soul But i know, nothing will come with chains and leaden wieghts dragging in the dirt. You just sit down, reading or watching tv drinking beer, thinking about your bills and the stress your family gives you you just wanted a moment of peace no murder on the news no gunshots or sirens in the streets. You get drunk, remembering back in the day when life was simple and you knew it all Back then when you left home, telling everyone you got big plans. One by one everyone just left. Victim of chance, who knows but th

Funnies
>Three Italian nuns die and go to heaven. At the Pearly Gates, they are >met by St. Peter He says, "Sisters, you all led such exemplary lives >that the Lord is granting you six months to go back to earth and be anyone >you wish to be... The first nun says, "I want to be Sophia Loren;" and >*poof* she's gone. The second says, "I want to be Madonna and *poof* >she's gone. The third says, "I want to be Sara Pipalini.. " St. Peter >looks perplexed. "Who?" he asked " Sara Pipalini;" replies the nun. St. >Peter shakes his head and says, "I'm sorry, but that name just doesn't ring >a bell." The nun then takes a newspaper out of her habit and hands it to >St. Peter. St. Peter reads the paper and starts laughing. He hands it >back to her and says, "No sister, the paper says it was the 'Sahara >Pipeline' that was laid by 1,400 men in 6 months." > >If you laugh, you are going straight to hell! IF YOU SEE SHEEP....... YOU NEED GLASSES!!!!!! Free Myspace

Nfa's Corner
I had a problem on friday night, my filling came out, and I have no dental insurance. One of my godmothers called me, and said do not worry I already made you an appointment, and I am paying for everything. Thank goddess all I had was to replace the filling. On another note I barely got any sleep, and I still have not been eating as much as I should be. I had a cup of coffee, and a cookie. That is all I have had since friday. I am really not wanting to see anyone, not even my own grandmother, I have not been going over there. I am really upset, and just really hurting, I did it again where no one can see. I am really tired of all this, being unhappy stuff. It's like I am back at square one. I guess letting go of things is alot harder than I had expected. I just hope everyone is happy, or at least someone is happy. I just wish the person I wanted, actually wanted me back, but this life is not full of wants, it's only based on needs. Maybe I need to be alone, I work better by

Poetry By Me
Dedicated to My Jared 0ct. 6th, 2006 (C) KarinRochelle I never thought it coud happen like this Never thought I would get just one kiss And now with you I see what I missed And I will never let this feeling go... You are my amazing You are my happinenss You are my everything My one and only Never before had I thought That God could give me such alot of blessing.... You are my Amazing! So much time that had gone by And I never thought I would ever see you again But then came the *when* And I will never never let us end You are my amazing You are my happinenss You are my everything My one and only Never before had I thought That God could give me such alot of blessing.... You are my Amazing! *Hand in hand Side by side We'll make it through All our days We will never see a day When we cant weather a storm together ***first of all: DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO READ ABOUT MY FAITH. i do not preach at people. i am letting you kn

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Full Name: Vickie Lynn Hogan Birthdate: November 28, 1967 death: Feb. 8, 2007 Birth Place: Houston, Texas, USA Height: 5' 11" Career Start: The Hudsucker Proxy (1994) AA Ranking: #9 most searched Celeb 1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yes my daughter loves kisses 2. What song describes your relationship status? 3. How much does your dog weigh? 70 lbs 4. Are you a heart breaker, or the heart breakee? both 5. Ever waxed your legs? hell no have waxed my eyebrows won't do that again 6. Earrings or necklaces? actually i like both don't have either that i wear right now. i like wearing something that has meaning or emotion behind it. 7. Who have you talked to most today? my psychologist i guess i pay him so i gotta talk or i lose $! 8. What is the oldest message in your inbox on your phone? probably a few months ago i like keepin messages that are nice to replay 9. Friend of the opposite sex that lives clos

Breaking Points
I watched a snail crawl along the edge of a straight razor. my dream. That's my nightmare. Crawling, slithering, along the edge of a straight razor and surviving. In French......Je me sens que seul........... Je me sens que seul et moi esperez que quelqu' um m'aime vraiment pour qui je suis et pas ce qui ai obtenu je. J'espere qu'un de toi prendra le temps de me connaitre pour qui je suis. "Someday this war's gonna end. That would be just fine with the boys out in the desert. They weren't looking for anything more than a way home. Trouble is, I've been back there, and I knew that it just didn't exist anymore.

Mamaj
Hey everyone come check this out website out it is www.piczo.com and add me as a friend our tell me you are thier and i well add you as my friend anyone has aim hit me back Hello to let everyone know today is my birthday Sorry i havent not been on but the baby was in the hospital she just got out today so we where thier for turkey day also she is doing better i hope she is my pround and joy and then my grandamama had past away we had to go out of town for that she past away on nov 11 and then baby got sick

To Far
Your Attitude is Better than 90% of the Population You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life. How's Your Attitude? Want one? Go to www.geocities.com/testiflash Guitar Skills

Union Jack's Ponderings....
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 6. I fall for the wrong types of chicks. 5. I take the side of the underdog, only to discover why no one likes them. 4. I need complete privacy in the water closet to relax enough to do my business 3. I'm a clean freak (both me and my environment) 2. I'm a work-a-holic 1. I'd rather hunt people than hunt animals. (MUHAHAHAHA)... I'm an animal lover and think they have more right to life than most people. koolchick4u Sarah Kitten1968 Britfanjojo knightskitty Liz Things to do at Wal-Mart while your shopping buddy is taking their sweet time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in peoples carts when th

I Am~~
YOUR NOT A LITTLE BOY ANYMORE...I CAN'T KISS YOU AND HOLD YOU AND YOUR PAIN AND HURT GO AWAY...IT KILLS ME INSIDE TO KNOW YOUR HURTING TO KNOW YOUR IN PAIN AND BE HELPLESS..I CAN ONLY LISTEN AND GIVE YOU MY ADVICE..AND HOPE THAT YOU WILL LEARN FROM LIFES TRIALS..AND MISTAKES..REALIZE THAT YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL SOUL..AND LOVE COMES FROM WITHIN...HAPPINESS IS INSIDE OF YOU..IT DOESN'T COME FROM SOMEONE ELSE..YOU DON'T NEED ANYONE TO VALIDATE YOUR SELF WORTH..YOU MY SON ARE AMAZING IN YOUR OWN RIGHT.. HANDSOME,SMART,FUNNY,STRONG,LOYAL,SELFLESS,WONDERFUL YOUNG MAN. ONE DAY MY SON I WON'T BE HERE TO LISTEN OR TO FEEL YOUR HEART WITHOUT YOU SAYING A WORD...ALL I CAN HOPE FOR IS YOU REALIZE LIFE IS LOVE AND LOVE IS LIFE...LIVE YOUR LIFE MY SON WITH LOVE IN YOUR HEART ALWAYS! SMILE OFTEN.. LAUGH HARD.. DANCE IN THE RAIN.. CRY WHEN IT HURTS..MAKE MANY FRIENDS..JUDGE NO ONE..WORK HARD..STAY LOYAL..RESPECT EVERY PART OF THIS LIFE YOU LIVE..FROM THE GROUND YOU WALK ON TO THE SKY FULL OF STARS AND

The Random Babbelings Of An 18 Year Old Soul
this week = fantastic no other words could describe it. i left FIT on friday afternoon and im returning the monday after that, after one of the greatest weeks of my entire life. i saw all my friends, went to an amazing concert, got back the man of my dreams, ate dinner with the family, stood cuddling with chris and partying it up with lisa on the line outside best buy for black friday, spent SO much time with chris that i thought teh word was going to blow up- we never get to see eachother this much, it was quite a treat seeing him every day for about 9 days

My Life Today
been missing yall bunches ...xoxo steph well everybody its been a while since you all have heard from me but ive been trying to heal from my back surgery and trying to take care of Gwyn and Daddy the best i can the last time i wrote i told yall about daddys cancer and how it was going but the news im trying to get to yall now is daddy needs yalls prayers..... hes needing prayers to be pain free till the good lord comes to get him and bring him home ....yeah yall thats right my daddy is losing his battle with cancer and the doctors are giving him 3 to 4 days hes only on oxygen and pain meds to keep him comfortable but in a few days he will be in no pain at all ..its very hard for me to talk about because my little girl Gwyn loves her papa but i wanted to tell yall cause yall are like family and yall mean the world to mean even thow im not able to be on the computer very much nomore ....if yall would like to call my home my number is 1-22-798-6083 and daddys hospital room number is 1-22

Writing
This site is full of people who are fakes, who create dummy accounts just to get points. Or who ask you to leave them lots of love without having ever once talked to you. Who have 3k "friends" but only talk to like two. Who talk shit about other people and have internet pictures as their main picture. Funny how everyone on this site is "model-esque." Or guys who rip pictures of women and post them all over their site just to get lots of hits. What good does that do you? Do you earn something in life? Does it boost your ego if you're rank number 25? If someone rates your pictures a 9, do you get pissed? Have you paid money just to get "more friends", ala those sticky notes or blasts? I bought a blast one time, but I didn't say one thing about commenting or rating me. And I don't care if you comment or rate my pics, I will still be your friend. Because when it comes down to it, this site shouldn't be about who's the most popular. It should be about who is the most interesting, who

Jokes
A couple had been married for 45 years and had raised a brood of 11 children and were blessed with 22 grandchildren. When asked the secret for staying together all that time, the wife replies, "Many years ago we made a promise to each other: the first one to pack up and leave has to take all the kids." ROFLMAO think I shoulda tried this one too with my ex hubby!! (DAMN IT, ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THAT ONE) Walking up to a department store's fabric counter, a pretty girl asked, "I want to buy this material for a new dress. How much does it cost?" "Only one kiss per yard," replied the smirking male clerk. "That's fine," replied the girl. "I'll take ten yards." With expectation and anticipation written all over his face, the clerk quickly measured out and wrapped the cloth, then teasingly held it out. The girl snapped up the package and pointed to a little old man standing beside her. "Grandpa will pay the bill," she smiled. You scored as Penis. You are attracted to t

These R Just Bordom At Its Worst
im not a toy please dont play with me i cant take it again you wanna get to know me thats great but dont use what you learn to use me ive had it done before im falling and i dont know why i cant afford to hit the ground because im going too far too fast i might not be able to put the pieces back together i cant believe i wait for the fone to ring like a little school girl whos got a crush everytime it rings i hope its you to make me laugh, make me blush or just to tell me hi! i am starting to wonder why why fall for me? why you think im your world? why im the one you want? and all im looking for are the answers the truth is all i ever want!!! i cant think about everybody else i need to get away far away cut the strings taht tie me to yall but i will always know my way back i want my own life if only for a little while i dont have to runa way but your gonna make me ive always thought about everybody else whens it going to be my turn to break free free from

My World!
Well Christmas is almost here. I can't believe how fast this year has gone. It's almost over! Christmas is less than a week away. My kids are ready but I'm not. LOL! They are ready to open the gifts. Speaking of, Bucky's last present came in the mail today. I didn't think it was going to come. The place said that I needed to pay first, but I guess they changed their minds. Good for me though. I was really upset that I couldn't get him what I wanted to. Now it's over! I got it! Under the tree and he has NO IDEA that it's there. :D He thinks that I just got my brother something else. Which I did, but he doesn't know that he got something too! I can't wait until everyone opens their gifts Monday morning. I think that everyone will be very happy with what they have. Well, I'm outta here. Time to go and play with the kiddos. Have a great day to you all. Lots of love and peace. Merry Christmas from Ria!!! See what happens when you leave somewhere for a while? Things

Nix's Journal
I sat here, trying to describe him... words failed me. After the last man in my life broke my heart at the worst possible time... I swore off all relationships and love... So, this guy would have to be something fucking amazing in order to get me to open up and let my guard down again........... that's just what he did. My friends call him a lucky bastard, but I think they might have it wrong. At a time in my life when I wasn't looking for anything, he walks into my world and gives me everything. I'm the lucky one. I can't describe him... words wouldn't do justice- but he's changed my world, and I'm loving every moment of it. I should be scared, running like hell........... maybe he just did what so many have tried and failed- tamed the Nix. I have no desire to be anywhere else but in his presence. *********UPDATE******************** I'm not dating this person anymore. I've grown, moved on, and am on my way to becoming the person I most wanted to be before I let my illness

Jokes
THIS IS THE TRUEST THING I HAVE EVER READ....AND IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN DIAGNOSED YET...DON'T WORRY...U WILL BE, LOL! Recently, I was diagnosed with : A.A.A.D.D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only 1 check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to my d

+death Metal+
....With Soilent Green, and Chimaira(never heard their stuff). What in the Hell is it going to be like, watching a fictional cartoon Death Metal band live? This show sold out at The Fillmore, in SF. WTFFF?! NILE couldn't sell out there. Neither could Celtic fvcking FROST. So, which band is it, causing these incredibly prolific ticket sales? Hmm? I used to love Toki. But seriously, fvck the rhythm guitarist. The new fave : Skwis.: Toki, why can I never 'have anyting dat 'ams mines? Hey YOU! Commentor! I beseech thee, who art thou's...uhh...most favorite Dethklok member, and why?!+ Here we go...google vid or youtube > LameSpace video. NEW fvcking NILE out July 17th, year of Diana two thousand and seven. Behold my awesome peers : + +How can GOROD(Technical Death from France. Oooohh, sounds delectable, YA?!)have never made any official music videos? WHAT GIVES?! They are the BEST Death Metal Band to me so far. Formally known as Gorgasm, and have the

? Firstish ?
Well I'm weak, I've gotten back into the smokes again and it pisses me off, GRRrrrr I've kicked over 4 major habits, habits that were more addictive, and more fun, Why can't i kick smoking? ARrgg.. I'll try again next week.. *sigh* Billy Talent Videos | Movie Clips | Chicago Property (x)Smoked. (x)Drank alcohol. ( )Cried when someone died. (x)Been drunk. (x)Had sex. (x)Been to a concert. (x)Given a handjob/gotten a handjob. (x)Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob. (x)Been verbally/sexually harassed. (x)Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. (x)Felt someone up and/or been felt up. (x)Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. ( )Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. (x)Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. ( )Been to prom. ( )Cried at school. (x)Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store. (x)Went streaking. (x)Given a lap dance. (x)Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. (x)Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over. (x)Slept over at someone of

Poems
Addiction Staring through blood-shot eyes As the addict in me starts to die My world is turned upside-down As I start to realize it's worth staying around My life comes rushing back in from the haze Sometimes I feel like I'm lost in a maze All the emotions I thought I left behind Where just waiting there for me to find At war with everything I buried deep inside Letting hope be my guide Sometimes I feel like this is more than I can take But with the help of friends I feel like this is a stand I can make My Aloha Island My Aloha Island, far across the ocean blue, Where trade winds, make dreams come true, Palm trees dance and sway in the breeze, Calls a welcome aloha plea, come home to me. Twinkling stars, like scattered diamonds above, Sends shinny beams, lighting the heavens with love, Granting wishes, made upon a bright star, Wanting dreams to come true, whatever they are. The beauty of night, with moonlight on land, Reflects the light of

Understand!!!!
sorry i haven't been writing on here much... since daddy passed away... things have been up in the air for me. i went into depression for a while and hid from the world basically... but i'm getting better. i miss him a lot and still cry for him often. i start college soon... i was supposed to start on may 29th, but due to transportation issues i had to push it back 6 weeks... but it's alright. i enrolled in the Academy of Court Reporting... which should be good for me since i fly on a keyboard anyways and with it being a freelance job i can easily work for a company that lets me travel. the renovations on my apartment are basically done and over with... there are just a few odds and ends that have to be tweaked and it will be complete. my divorce is going nowhere atm... which is irking the hell out of me... everyone hopes that jason and i are going to get back together and its not going to happen and it's pissing me off that nobody will just let things be and accept the fact that i don

Dark's Insite
I hate it when I post messages on my friends page, but they won't show the same respect. I also hate when ppl try and say I come on a page and don't post a hi, YES I DO (you never notice), but you never give me the same respect back! Stop Whining, you do the same thing!!!! I would also like to know why these ppl have thousands of friends, do you ever respond to all of them, I don't think so. So it's not really a friend, it's for popularity! I have not been on because so many things have been happening in my family and I feel like I am drowning. So many so called "Friends" have came and left my life, I have just been tired of it all and don't know what to do anymore, except try to enjoy my husband and 4 children. My brother-in-law who was in the car accident on January 12th finally came home after he died (his heart stopped) it was 2 months in the ICU and organs missing but he is home & alive. Of course, not the same man he used to be, but still here. I hope everyone is havi

Tom's Blog
That's all. Enjoy! LEXINGTON, S.C. (AP) - A man fatally shot his friend with a high-powered rifle in a dispute over a $20 bet on the South Carolina-Clemson football game, authorities said Sunday. James Walter Quick, 42, was charged with murder in the shooting of Richard Allen Johnson, 43. Johnson died from a single shot to the chest, according to a preliminary autopsy Sunday. The two had bet $20 on the annual game, with Quick taking South Carolina, which won 31-28, and Johnson taking Clemson, Lexington County Sheriff James Metts said. They drank beer all afternoon and watched the game Saturday at Johnson's home, and began arguing about the bet after the game. Metts said Quick went to his car, got the rifle he normally uses for hunting and fired one shot, hitting Johnson in the chest. Deputies arrested Quick. Quick was being held Sunday in the Lexington County jail, awaiting a bail hearing. The sheriff's department said he did not yet have a lawyer.

Damn
So i wake up in the morning with an infection so i make a docs appointment for the evening i get there and they take my blood pressure... it was 160/120 They were freaking out. I told them my meds to sleep gives me a slightly higher blood pressure and the doc jsut doubled the dose. So now im being forced to take a beta blocker to get my blood pressure down, so it makes me dizzy then onm top of that i have the meds for the infection, and then my sleeping pills.. How the fuck am i supposed to start my grad work with all this shit in my system....FUCK the doc kept telling me stories of people who died of heart attacks.... So i added a girl last week on here. She accepted but completely ignored any shouts or messages. So i get re3ally sick and start to move so i have no internet and when i finally get onlin i was checking my shit form last week and saw she had deleted me. So i asked her what her problem was and she completely gave me this aqttitude like it was my fault acted liek she was b

Jokes
There was a man who worked for the Post Office > > whose job it was to > > process all the mail that had illegible > > addresses. > > > > One day, a letter came addressed in a shaky > > handwriting to God with no > > actual address. He thought he should open it > > to see what it was about. > > > > The letter read: > > > > "Dear God, > > > > > > I am an 83 year old widow, living on a very > > small pension. Yesterday > > someone stole my purse. It had $100 in it, > > which was all the money I > > had until my next pension check. > > > > Next Sunday is Christmas, and I had invited > > two of my friends over for > > dinner. Without that money, I have nothing to > > buy food with. I have no > > family to turn to, and you are my only hope. > > > > Can you please help me? > > > > Sincerely, > > Edna > > > > The postal worker was touched. He showed the > > letter to all the other > > workers. Each one dug into his or her wallet > > and came up with a few >

Becky_tuckers
Give this heart [¢¾] to every person you care about including me if you care. Try to collect 13[¢¾]. its not easy ." WHO EVER WANTS TO TALK LET ME KNOW I WILL BE ON FOR A LITTLE BIT .........BECKY THANKS TO ALL THAT RESPONDED TO MY BIRTHDAY AND THANKS TOO ALL FOR THE GIFTS ......BECKY

Tatts
1. What do you order at McDonalds? food 2. What color is your TV? silver 3. What was your first cd? hell if i know 4. How old were you when you discovered porn? um like 13 i think 5. How many times have you had your heart broken? i dont care 6. How many times have you broken a heart? i dont think its possible 7. What was your first car? 1986 ford escort 8. Did you wreck it? the transmission went out 9. Have you ever been fired from a job? yes hahha 10. What color is your bathmat? wtf 11. What cd is in the player in your car? dont know it got stolen 12. Do you let people borrow your cds/dvds? fuck not anymore 13. Were you in the band in high school? asb 14. Coke or Pepsi? both are nastyness 15. What is your astrological sign? Gemini 16. Do you know what it means? The Twins durh 17. Do you have anyone elses name tattooed on you? my daughters name in japenese 18. Do you own a cowboy/girl hat? noo way 1

Stuff
The Female Disney Character Personality Test NalaAt a young age, you were playful, adventurous, always wanting to be on top, and didnt always obey the rules. Now older, those traits still show, but now you're more mature.I will now label you: playful, intelligent, thoughtful, fun-loving, and wild.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code You are 30% STUPID! You're not a complete moron, but you're definitely on your way if you don't watch out. Beware of brain farts!

Oh Come On
if you would like to be in my auction that starts tomorrow and will run for 5 days, if you are interested please send me a private message, their will be a 50K entry fee in fubucks you will need to send me to enter, but you will be garaunteed to make way more than that back in return, minimum opening bid will be starting at 100k..... here is a list of things you can offer, or you may offer other things of your choice ty please contact me asap if intrested and send a link to the pic u wanna use in your private message plz CONTEST STARTED THANX EVERYONE WHO ENTERED if you would like a VIP, let me know and i'll rip the pic you choose from your profile, im doing a contest for most popular, its pretty simple, comments will be worth 1 point, and ratings with be worth 5 points, anyone is welcome to enter, the contest will last just one week so people can get on with their lives in a timely manner lol.... 1st place will recieve a one month VIP and a blast, second place will recieve a blast

If Ur Bored,
Your Power Color Is Gold You're dependable and hard working. You never miss a deadline - and you're never late. You have a clear sense of right and wrong. You're very detail oriented. You get frustrated when your friends are sloppy - or when they don't follow through. You're on top of things, and you wish that everyone else was! What's Your Power Color? You Are 46% Selfish You are quite balanced. You are able to compromise when it's in the best interests of those involved. But you're no pushover. If something is important to you, you'll get it! How Selfish Are You? Plz take the time to comment and let me know your kinky turn on.....thanks You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Blind Folds67%Bondage42%Chains/Handcuffs

Yeah
Hey could we please get a little help here on boosting this lovely fubarian to her next level? She's 7372 to being a Fu-gee so please go and give her some love Happy Country Girl @ fubar SEVEN HUNDRED FIFTY SIX HOME RUNS!! I just hit the limit for photo ratings for my level. I've never done that before. geeze I feel sorta lost.

My Personal Only If You Want To Know Me For Real Stuff
try not to conform the world to your image for it has greater plans instead imagine you conforming to the world and its needs-Sarai (yes i thought of it) damn fortune cookie things going threw my head all day Ok guys so you know i am going to apologize for not telling everyone personally right now. over the last couple of days i recently made a new friend who then quickly became my girlfriend and her son my son and my son her son so i want ever one to know this about me I love everyone i have met on here but i am now involved so continue to be my sweet sexy cherries that i love but be nice to me too ok much love Sarai TURBO EG6@ CherryTAP

Yanno What Chaps My Ass?
ok here is another thing that just chaps my ass, and i know it gets to some of yall as well... dont ya just hate when ya watching a porn and everything is all good, then for some dumbass reason the camera man goes to the guys face...and theres nothing but his face in the screen and he leaves it there for a little bit...WDF? i dont want to see his ugly ass..who gives a rats ass the faces he's making. who tha hell told the camera man that shyt was sexy or looked good? or they go to some dumbass shot like her gripping the pillows or sheets, or worse they pan down to the guys legs to show him standin there in his socks.. now i know porn isnt known for its quality filming or acting, but DAMN...who tha hell wants to see that shyt ok, so whats up with all these females runnin around calling themselves MILFs on their profiles and in their profile names? first of all , who deemed you a MILF or did you just think it was something "cute to say" now true enough some of them ARE indeed MIL

Shawna's Blogs
WELL I WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS I WILL BE WITHOUT A COMPUTER SO I WILL NOT BE ON FOR A FEW DAYS WILL MISS YOU ALL AND HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A SAFE WEEK... WELL THANK YOU FOR ALL THE UNDERSTANDING.. HUGS SHAWNA Body: CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 am. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" "I m

Promise
Today sucked, hard core. well most of you who know mw know that I work at a school and am a teachers aid for 25 kinders and I also have my own three children when I get home. So most think I am nuts but I would love to be at work instead of home at this point today, I had a dentist appt. there were to see why i was in so much pain. well I figured work on a few teeth, a few fillins so on. nope. They decided to pull a tooth and in the process, pulled my jaw out of place and cracked my jaw bone. Now if you really Know me you would think that I am just fine. NOT I passed out on the living room floor, havent done that in awhile and last time I did I ended up in my birthday suite when I woke, lol, anyway I am in pain and the pills make me goffy, k now that I just pretty much picked on my self talk to ya all laterz. ~COPE~ Come Bomb me in this contest I am so behind. Thank you Justin came home today, Yay, but he can't go back to school till at least monday t

More About Me
My name is Jason. I was born in Toronto, ON. I lived there until I was 12 yrs. Old. Then I moved to pickering Ontario and I lived there until I was 27 yrs old. Now I'm living in Oshawa, Ontario. My parents were divorced just after I turned 7. My dad got custody of us. Don't ask me how, but he did though. Lol. When I was 8 yrs old I started smoking. Since then I quiet for about a yr in total. But I'm still smoking though. I've been smoking in total of 22 yrs now. When I was 11 I fell on some monkey bars and lost one of my kidney do to the impact of the fall. During the operation, the doctors lost me twice. They operated on me for 16 hrs straight. When I was 13 yrs old. I started to drink alcohol. I did this until I was 18. Just b4 I was legal to buy it. The reason I quiet this is b/c I didn't see the point in me drinking anymore b/c it didn't do anything for me. But slowly kill me, cause of my one kidney. The reason for this, my liver is working ov

Bored
>BigDaddyMi...: with a mouth full of teeth like mine a cock like yours better hope the man attached knows how to romance me BigDaddyMi...: with a cock like mine u dont need romance...u just need to hold on! ->BigDaddyMi...: lol BigDaddyMi...: thanks! ->BigDaddyMi...: how romantic BigDaddyMi...: okay....rephrased....i'd love to fuck the shit out of you! ->BigDaddyMi...: thanks, but I'd like to stay in one piece please BigDaddyMi...: lol....you...your sexy as fuck ->BigDaddyMi...: I'm sorry, but tear what up? oh how I love crazy ass dudes... I'm so not fucking happy right now. I can't stand being pregnant anymore. I WANT HER OUT RIGHT NOW! The doctors keep telling me she's going to be a big baby and it's better for her if she decides to come out on her own. Well guess fucking what. It's better for her if she comes out now before I get too stressed out that I can't handle it. :( I've done everything I can think of except sex. That's not happening because her h

Random Ravings
Internet Women Gina lives in Florida, Next to some Nicole Who's dating Eric With an artistic soul. Heather likes to gossip About some kinky Liz-- A real sexoholic, Who really likes to please. Ashley looks fantastic In her birthday suit-- Is it any wonder She is everyone's pursuit? Stephany is blogging About another ex, Giving tips to everyone On the joys of sex. Jenna is a lesbian-- Forget about her-- Better talk to Courtney Who'll make you purr. Pamela looks tasty For someone of sixteen-- Look for someone older If you know what I mean. Well endowed mothers With some racy pics Blog about literature And Realpolitik. Is it any wonder That I'm so shy?-- With so many choices, With so many lies. Maybe it is Nadja, Amber, Jill or Kate, To give me inspiration For another day. Jessica is dazzling, Kimberly's a star, Looking so sexy, Yet living so far. If I lived in Texas, Would you love me still? Would we still be kissing In bea

Fanstasy
My horoscopes, they tell me Spend time with a possible soul mate A glimpse into your mirror Shown open eyes to a sign of fate It was your hand That took me to the stars Stitching my wounds Healing my scars Oceans of love Millions of kisses To me, you're the one hit That everyone misses Men are from Mars Women are from Venus Minds that believe it Are truly ingenious The Angel that guards me And sinning with the Devil Our souls are evaporating Together to a higher level I'm your Queen Be the King of my castle Only saturate me Through true eyes that dazzle Never fear the storm It's almost over Clearing the air Emotions drunk, yet sober In the darkness of morning Shining from the light Shadows still creep Through the brightness of midnight Reality gets twisted Entering my dream world Forever in eternal love The poison just won't kill Mesmerized by one flame Caress the burning desire Giving your breath away Only f

My Writings
I can't allow myself to breathe And so my lungs are caving in Because I can't take in the air For it's poisoned with my sin So here I suffocate With nothing left to do Until you pull me close and whisper "I will die for you" You kiss me bittersweetly But I taste approaching death You offered your life, so I took it As I inhaled your breath I felt your spirit leave And now I don't know what to do Overcome by guilt for accepting your life For how can I even live without you? I thought I lost you forever And so I jumped into the sea I wanted to perish with you But you came back for me You carried me through a tunnel Speeding away from this black lagoon To an enchanted somewhere far away From the vultures and their wicked tune Landing gently on a private beach The portal behind us, closes The breeze carries with it, a song And the ocean is made out of roses But these flowers have no thorns I'll get lost benieth the wav

Relationships
his mind twisted and distorted throat still numb from the cocaine he just snorted. his mind can focus on nothing but her. she was his life his everything and now shes gone. all thats left of her are fadeing memories. all he can think of anymore is ending it all. he feels so weak and helpless. she was his backbone his reason for being. he now sees no reason for his existance. he feels its a fucking waste of time. he could not possibly go on living. he puts the revolver in his mouth says his prayers and collapsed bleeding onto the couch. M.A.Z.J Once in every lifetime, someone comes along, The one special heart You've been waiting for your whole life long. Once in every lifetime, God sends an angel from above, To make your life complete Who you can give your endless love. When a love like this comes, make any sacrifice, For the best things in life Seldom come along twice. There is no love that compares to yours and mine, A love from heaven that only comes "Once

An Amber Colored Life
It's past midnight..I'm sitting here in darkness, the kids are in bed-Very reluctantly I might add. Plotting revenge against me for sending them there no doubt, and I hear them whispering back and forth, then laughing uncontrollably. At first its humorous..then I started to worry..are they stratigically planning my demise? My mind raced thinking of all the things they could possibly be whispering about then laughing like it was a joke meant to stay just between the two of them. (evil children) One gets up, peeks out at me, noticing that I've noticed, she just stands there draped by the darkness of the doorway she was standing in. I look at her, she looks at me, and I'm thinking to myself "The end for you is near. Why is she just standing there staring at me? It's kinda creepy." So, I ask her.."what are you doing?" and as if a glow from heaven came on cue, she steps out of the room and is illuminated in light and in an angelic voice she says "mommy can I have something to drink?" Whe

Blends
About this piece: This was made for a member of GCNaptown About this piece: This is another expierment...the person is Joel Madden About this Piece: The cartoons are from Good Charlotte's website when they had TCOLAD layout up and I couldn't resist putting them in a blend

Mystery's Mystical Blog
THE TIME THAT I'VE WASTED IS MY BIGGEST REGRET,SPENT IN THESE PLACES I WILL NEVER FORGET. JUST SITTING AND THINKING ABOUT THE THINGS I'VE DONE,THE CRYING ,THE LAUGHING,THE HURT AND THE FUN. NOW IT'S JUST ME AND MY HARD-DRIVEN GUILT BEHIND A WALL OF EMPTINESS I ALLOWED TO TO BE BUILT. I'M TRAPPED IN MY BODY, JUST WANTING TO RUN, BACK TO MY YOUTH IT'S LAUGHTER AND FUN. BUT THE CHASE IS OVER AND THERE'S NO PLACE TO HIDE.EVERYTHING IS GONE, INCLUDING MY PRIDE. WITH REALITY SUDDENLY RIGHT IN MY FACE, I'M SCARED, ALONE AND STUCK IN THIS PLACE. NOW MEMORIES OF THE PAST FLASH THOUGH MY HEAD, AND THE PAIN IS OBVIOUS BY THE TEARS THAT I SHED. I ASK MYSELF WHY AND WHERE I WENT WRONG. I GUESS I WAS WEAK WHEN I SHOULD HAVE BEEN STRONG. LIVING FOR DRUGS AND THE WINGS THAT I HAD GROWN, MY FEELINGS WERE LOST, AFRAID TO BE SHOWN. AS I LOOK AT THE PAST IT'S SO EASY TO TO SEE THE FEAR THAT I HAD, AFRAID TO BE ME. I'D PRETEND TO BE RUGGED, SO FAST AND SO COOL. WHEN ACTUALLY LOST LIKE A B

Lanie's Poetic Attempts
What is that, I see there in your eyes? Passion and tenderness, no need for disguise. Searching for answers, to questions you seek. They're beneath the surface, no time to be meek. Open your heart to loves gentle caress. Completing this task, I make one request. Be careful my love, these feelings are new. Choose wisely when saying, "I Love You." a. boudreaux 2001 I can be gentle, and I can be kind those arent thoughts that now come to mind I am selfish and I can be rude some may not like my blunt attitude I am unique owning many a flaw and I am more than I hold in my bra though in defense they are quite a treat I cannot fault those finding them neat I have many things some old and some new not everything tho will i share with you I am myself I need approval not I sit here alone with nary a thought I am a woman that is not my defense it is simply my reason this makes sense a.boudreaux 2007 you're the only one for me..

Random Thoughts
im stuck and 99.99% whats kind of BS is this ive been answering MUMMS and rating stuff and im stuck...help! ok i just got to crush alerts.....who sent them hehe? im looking for someone who can download some music for me cuz my computer cant. anyone wanna help?

Love
deleting this...thanks everyone...cya Ok...i wanna put pics of of people on here that i talk to on a daily basis...if i can put one up of you let me know and send me a message....i dont just wanna take some and put them up without permission..please let me know if i can...ty Im cleaning out my list....nice knowing some of you.....but those of you that know your gonna stay dont worry about sending me anything...

Love Hurts
Nothing hurts more than realizing that he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him. If you are going to make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears. I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too? Even crack it a little? Theres a place in me where your fingertips still rest...your kisses still linger... your whispers softly echo...Its the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me. Theres a girl in my mirror crying tonight and there is nothing i can say to make her feel all right. You dont die from a broken heart...you only wish you did. You dont realixe how much you care about someone until they dont care about you. Look in my eyes and you will find me. Look in my heart and you will find you. You know you love someone when you want them to be happy even if it means that you are not a part of it. So, 2006 has ended. In all honesty, I couldnt be happier! I have many resolutions f

Poetry
In the swirling mist, my path is lost, no turning back, it's the cost... To the darkness, forever I am bound, for me, final salvation is found... My darkest secret, black veil of death, in it's cold embrace, I take no breath... Final sacrifice, split blood, out, from veins just flood... Everlasting hunger, my final cross, in the misery of past, it is no loss... Last drops of life, poured from the dead, sacrifice for this night, made for the undead... by SorrowMan Love me, my razor blade. Peel my skin, make me scream. Sink so deep, make me weep. Cut my flesh, make me bleed. Take my life, set me free. by SorrowMan With nice little twist, I slit my wrist... Not waiting life to kill, rather my own blood I spill... It's my own choice, I have no fears, only pain, in eyes some unshed tears... On the floor, blood making stains, slowly releasing me from my pains... Bloody stains, stains like in my soul, caused by all the pain, thi

Love And Things!!!!
Love is not needing a snooze button on your alarm clock because when it goes off the first time in the morning the thoughts of your loved one make it impossible to fall back asleep. - Natasha Harris - I believe in angels, The kind that heaven sends, I am surrounded by angels, But I call them friends. - Aizabel Parinas - I wait for you, anxious to see your face. I stand and watch, looking for the first sign of your arrival. I finally see you, I take a second look to make sure you're really there. My pulse races and I crack a smile, this is what I've been waiting for. You begin to approach, you say, "Sorry, I'm late." I say, "No problem." But I think to myself, 'I'd have waited forever.' - Jordan Jones -

Me
Well my 8 week old niece is learnin fast pop just gave her, her first taste of chocolate and she loves it take's after aunty trady HI all well today is the day i move on and tell my ex to his face it is over. I am so scared. still have alot to do in the house. I will be back when i have access to a puter. love u all. Beautiful scars Sex, Drugs, Rock and Roll, Weed, Speed, Birth control. Life a bitch and then you die so fuck the world and lets get High.

My Truth
***You Are From Mars*** You're energetic, althletic, and totally hyperactive. You love playing sports and being in the middle of all of the action. You're independent, corageous, and brave. Unafraid to do things your way. Mars can be reckless, quick tempered, and a little too spontaneous. So think before you act - and resist your natural urges to dominate others. What Planet Are You From? http://www.blogthings.com/whatplanetareyoufromquiz/ Take the What Mixed Drink Are You Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Random Thoughts
I have come to realize that Clint Eastwood is freakin' hot in "Hang'em High", I mean this guy had it going for him. He's soooo hot back in the day. I shall marry a guy that is as hot as that bad-boy face, cowboy thing. Hahaha. Holy crap. They had Prince sing there! Colt's are kicking the Bear's ass. 16 to 14 OOOOOOHHHH YEAH! I've had it damn it!! I've had it all the up to the top of my head!! If I am talking to you on here and you get upset, tell me so I can leave you the hell alone. For some reason, very few people seem to be understanding and be mature to talk it out!!! If we just can't do that, then leave me the hell alone. Yes, I am very irritated. Obviously.

My Shoulder
When one looks into ones heart and sees the pain one feels.It tears the other person to pieces knowing that person cares about someone.A person can tell alot about ones soul looks into their eyes,or heart.We hurt the ones we love and not mean to but it is out of our control.When you love someone and hurt them usually things one does or their actions that can make one fall in love.The ones you love are those that care and when they get hurt their soul dies with their heart and it shows one that we all make mistakes in life no one is perfect. I have such great friends that care and see that if i am in trouble come and help me when i need them. And I couldnt make it without them. To all my friends this is for u... Dionne Warwick Videos | Music Videos | San Antonio Homes For Sale As I look out on the ocean I see nothing but waves. The rays of sunshine cloud my eyes so I can not see the boats that travel the many seas. I often wonder are there angels out there that look

My Poems
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE. The origin of this letter is unknown

Stuff
I DON'T KNOW IF THIS IS A TRUE STORY, BUT IT SURE IS FUNNY! This is probably the funniest date story ever, first date or not!!! We have all had bad dates.. but this takes the cake. This just tells you how tough it is to be single nowadays. This was on the "Tonight Show" with Jay Leno. Jay went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman ever had. The winner described her worst first date experience. There was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was midwinter... snowing and quite cold...and the guy had taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City, Utah. It was a day trip (no overnight). They were strangers, after all, and truly had never met before. The outing was fun but relatively uneventful until they were headed home late that afternoon. They were driving back down the mountain, when she gradually began to realize that she should not have had that extra latte. They w

Here I Go....
I hate being lied to I hate being hot I hate being yelled at I hate being pulled over I hate getting tickets I hate working retail I hate fast food I hate being told what to do I hate breaking my nails I hate stubbing my toe I hate when I trip I hate slipping on the ice I hate getting hurt I hate feeling lonley I hate when my ex calls me I hate when I answer I hate when my mom worries I hate when I work hard for no reason I hate when people don't call me back I hate packing I hate moving furniture I hate missing people I hate saving money I hate waiting I hate loving...and not being loved back I hate leaving I hate saying goodbye I hate when people rush me I hate feeling out of control I hate being disappointed (In myself or others) I hate when people give up (on themseleves or others) I hate when people tell me to be quiet I hate being made fun of I hate when people make me feel stupid (when I AM NOT) I hate cold soup I hate day old french fries I h

Istanbul, No Longer Constantinople
So it's common knowledge now, to anyone that reads this, that I lost my job. I keep applying for new jobs, and hoping something would happen and my luck would turn around, but that simply isn't the case right now. Interview after interview, application after application, looking for a new job is awful enough, but now my options will be even more limited. Since I had my license officially suspended, I won't be able to drive around to get to a new job. I won't be able to drive anywhere to do anything, I'll be basically stuck at home for 60 days now. When I got the notice, I saw that I could appeal, and I tried to, but by the time I finally had all the paperwork straightened out, I had missed the time limit to file my appeal. So far, I am left with no job, and no license. People seem to forget how to call another person on the telephone as well, seeing as no one has called me really in about a week. Life does indeed go on, but I thought my friends might have been a little different

Another Hillbillie Joke
Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel, " After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies.. "Great," the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, for

Contest
ok come vote for gem plz I will be doing a contest it will start Jan 29 and last til Feb 9th... it will be the best female tattoo from the neck to the hips > Must be SAFE FOR WORK. and Pic must be tasteful or it will not be used. > rules > 1. one bulliten posting yourself a day. you can post as many as you want but at least one a day. > 2. Most comments win. you can comment bombs are accepted > > winner gets a great prize... there will be a 1st 2nd and 3rd place prize. > Go VOTE FOR ME MY FIRST TAT CONTEST IM IN PLZ STARTED YESTEDAY AND BEHIND LOVE TOALL THERESE THE RULES TO LOVE RAIN.

Fun Quiz
OK SO THIS IS KINDA COMPLICATED AND TO GET REAL HONEST OPNIONS I WILL HAVE TO TELL THE WHOLE STORY..........LAST DECEMBER A FRIEND OF MINE CALLED ME FROM ANOTHER COUNRY ASKING ME TO HELP HER WITH SOME MONEY SO SHE COULD GET BACK HOME ....WELL SINCE I WAS IN MY OWN PREDICAMENT I DECIDED I COULDN'T HELP HER OUT IT WAS EITHER HER OR LOSE MY PROPERTY,WELL AS MOST OF YOU KNOW I HAVE 3 KIDS AND IAM NOT ABOUT TO DO THAT !!! WELL SHE GOT MAD AT ME AND STOPPED TALKING TO ME UNTIL LASTNIGHT HER BF CALLED TO SPEAK TO MY HUSBAND (SHE CALLED MY CELL PHONE)WELL I THOUGHT SHE WAS MAD AT US???? SHOULDN'T I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE UPSET TOO,BECAUSE SHE WAS ASKING ME TO MAKE A DECISION BETWEEN HER AND MY FAMILY ?!!!! SHOULD I TALK TO HER AND SEE IF SHE'S WILLING TO APOLOGIZE FOR ACTING THE WAY SHE DID ? HONEST OPINIONS ONLY !!! THANKS ~S.C.~ You are 5% Gold Digger You are not a gold digger. Love means a lot to you and you would never compromise your chance of true love by trying to seduce someon

Mj And Legalization #2
The film is great and really delves into the racist history of the Drug War's roots. Please watch... if the video is not working, one of two things is going on: 1. too many of you are trying to watch it at once, and thus you should save the bulletin and come back later to watch, or 2. it has been removed. So don't email me if this isn't working, as they always work when i try them, before i send them out. Excerpted from 'Energy Farming in America', by Lynn Osborne. Biomass conversion to fuel has been proven economically feasible, first in laboratory tests and by continuous operation of pilot plants in field tests since 1973. When the energy crop is growing it takes CO2 from the air, so when it is burned the CO2 is released, creating a balanced system. Biomass is the term used to describe all biologically produced matter. World production of biomass is estimated at 146 billion metric tons a year, mostly wild plant growth. . Some farm crops and trees can produce up to 2

A Little Of Everything!
TONIGHT THINK OF SOMEONE YOU LOVE OR MISS AND SAY A LITTLE PRAYER FOR THEM IN HOPES IT REACHES THEM AND FEELS THERE HEART WITH LOVE AND WARMTH IN REASSURENCE THAT SOMEONE OUT THERE IS THINKING OF THEM AND CARES FOR THERE SAFTEY AND WELL BEING......SO TONIGHT BEFORE I LAY DOWN I AM GOING TO THINK OF EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU ON MY LIST AND SAY A SMALL PRAYER AND THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME THE CHANCE TO DO SO..... DON'T TAKE FOR GRANTED WHAT YOU HAVE TODAY BECAUSE IT MAY BE GONE TOMORROW ....GOOD NIGHT AND GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU. LOVE, SHELLY JEAN ----------------- BASICS ----------------- What's your name?: Shelby What do people call you?: Shel Or Shelly What Does Your Name Mean?: its OLD ENGLISH MEANING MEADOW ON LEDGE Do people spell/say your name wrong?: sometimes Where you named after anything?: yes unfortunately I got my name from my dads twin brother and sister Birthplace: Raligh General Hospital W.Va.

Random Stuff
Had a surprise last weekend... One of the tanks I had filled with water and was cycling to get ready for some Angelfish suddenly had baby fish appear in it. I have no idea what kind they are or where they came from. I suspect they maybe baby Buenos Aires babies because I "seeded" the tank with water from a tank that had those in them. The eggs must have been in the gravel I vacuumed while transferring the water. Then I had a snail appear in an established tank that has never had anything but the fish that I originally put in several months ago. That one is a real mystery to me. Although I have nearly 20 different species of fish, I have been concentrating on Angelfish. Perhaps I should call my hobby "Immaculate Conception Fishery." Be sure all of you working folks throughout America get your #$%^*&^ taxes paid on time. There are 12 million Hispanics (that we know of), not to mention all other cultures that are here illegally. Many hospitals especially the one specializing

Contests
TheRH@ CherryTAP Current Contestants. Current Standings Updated After 10PM CST MISS KATY- ĆŦ¬МǎҒїǻ Current Votes-6349 bambamgirl Current Votes-226 Mzbehavin;) Current Votes-20 sweetlyps4u Current Votes-1011 Eyes~Like~Stacy Current Votes-317 myeviltwin Current Votes-3512 ~♥Bipolar_Bitch♥~ Current Votes-3297 Winner will be determined by comments and ratings. Voters and Contestants can vote. Starts Friday the 16th at 10:00 PM CST Ends Friday the 30th 10:00 PM CST There will be a 1st, 2nd, and 3rd place winner. All gifts will be a total of cherry bucks. 1st place- 10,000 2nd place- 5,000 3rd place- 1,000 RH Papi RH@ CherryTAP Sexy Swimsuit Contest Results Sinnam0n-4397 1st Place- Corvette ~*Ashley*~-4320 2nd Place- Silver Motorcycle

Things To Think On
Month one Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs I love the sound of your voice The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though It is so nice and warm in here Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy I always want you to be happy I don't like it when you cry You sound so sad It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it I spend a lot of my time exercising I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs I am becoming quite good at it too Month Five You went to the doctor today Mommy, he lied to you He said that I'm not a baby...

For Your Pleasure
Consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. Consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a loser. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. Consumption of alcohol may convince you that your ex is really dying to hear from you at 4 am. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to roll over in the morning and see something really scary (whose species and/or name you can't remember). Consumption of alcohol is the leading cause of inexplicable rug burns on the forehead. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that you're tougher than a really big guy named Kong. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe you are invisible. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to think people are laughing WITH you. Consumption of alcohol may cause an influx in the time-space continuum, whereby small... or large gaps of time

Ideas That Sound Good At The Time
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless (God I should have gone to the gym!!!) thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stan

Special Someone
IT IS SPRING BREAK TIME...WHO WANTS TO COME AND HAVE A WICKED PARTY AND GET WASTED HAHA!!!! hey to all friends on here...its been awhile since my last blog...i just wanted to ask if anyone gets tired of modifying themselves to please others...im tired of going out of my way to act differently around other people I AM WHO I AM I love DODGE and am a big dodge fan I love guns I am tired of being a push over so i will start to push back not cuz i hate you, but for my own ego I love big trucks I also and set in my own ways...arn't we all I love my friends and if you cross them you cross me I also love my family you cross them and you will have problems I really am not that hard to get along with but you always get those people that try to push your limits but its only those times when you truley find out what you are capable of Well thanx to whoever takes the time to read this...and thanx to all my friends on here and hopefully this will spark a fire inside each of you who f

My Shit
So yeah.. related to my last post.. I have been feeling rather disconnected the last few days. On the outside looking in, longing but not knowing how to reach out for it. You know.. How do you approach a submissive you are interested in? well it doesn't matter anyways, cause I cant do it like 90% of the Dominant people out there.. thats not me. I'm Old Guard, but also soft and sweet.. i smile a lot and laugh.. I refused to form an image that was contrary to who i am.. and I am kind.. thats all there is to it, I'm kind.. even if I'm fucking twisted and evil.. -grins- so when I was always approached it was either I let them know i was willing, by kneeling at their feet.. or they said 'your mine.' and I said ok.. but the world feels more complicated now.. its no longer 'PC' to go up to some one you like.. and who seems genuinely interested in you.. and say 'your mine.' then your considered one of those foolish newbies who thinks every submissive in their general location, is thei

A Contest For The Soldiers
Ok, i would like to hold a contest for all of you soldiers out there. In order to enter into the contest i need a picture of you in your uniform. This will be kinda like the sexiest soldier. Please contact me ASAP to get your entry into the contest. This is open to male and female soldiers. So if you are in your uniform and want to compete Then send me a message. BITCH2WITCH&BACK@ CherryTAP SUPPORT THE TROOPS CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!! COME SHOW THEM SOME LOVE FOR THERE CREADIVITY! D.J Squall snuggles ~I.B.I.C.~ ~D.S.C.~ (NSFW) Poisonflightledr Dark Drifter insane_wayne_2003@yahoo.com Be Safe, Sleep With A Soldier Hubby To kayla¢¾ THAT'S RIGHT!! TIME FOR THE SEXIEST SOLDIER CONTEST

My Poetry *copywritten*
Searching for inspiration Hearing the rain fall, And the rolls of thunder in the sky Your hand caressing my neck, Your thumb glides to my lips Your fingers hold my neck as I kiss your thumb Leaning down behind me, I feel your lips glide from shoulder to shoulder Leaning my head back for you We kiss so deep, so passionately I forget where I am or what I was doing Big strong comforting arms lift me from the chair Candles light the bedroom Portishead plays from the speakers Gently laying me on the bed Kissing my toes, my chins, my knees Kissing kissing kissing all the way up To my forehead and licking behind my ears Biting my lip I let out a soft moan And trace the muscles of your back Digging my nails every so slightly into your skin Your growl arousing me deep inside I bite your shoulder and wrap my legs tight around you Arching my back and you look into my eyes Your look asking for permission I reach up for another kiss as I thrust up Taking you into me,

My Crazy Ramblings
So I leave soon... Back to KY... its kinda scary! lol Im completely excited though. I feel like Im finally going back home! I dont think its really hit me thought that I'm actually moving... I feel like its all happening in slow motion!!! lol I have got so much to do and a very little time to do it all in :P lol Its kinda crazy but there's one person in particular that I absolutly cannot WAIT to see... He has been one of my closest friends for the past few months. And especially recently as I try to sort out my feelings for my husband and decided what I'm going to do. lol i dunno... i guess im just rambling :P I am who I am.... There is nothing I can or WILL do to change that.... I have finally come to be mostly happy with my life... for once! And now all of a sudden ppl feel the need to fuck with that! Well I hate it for everyones luck... it doesnt work! I love being me... i love who i am. I really dont know why ppl feel the need to meddle in my business! My sexuality

What Is Your Fucking Problem?
Sorry I haven't been very responsive. Some of you know that I have a couple of minor issues with my heart. I've been a little under the weather the last couple of days and have been watching the puter from my bed where it is a little difficult to use the keyboard. Well. after 16 hrs of not being ble to getonline all night, I finally got on. ANyone haev any problems? Terry - Terry King's Sexy Acronym - Tis for...TantalizingEis for...EroticRis for...RacyRis for...RisqueYis for...Yummy is for...Kis for...KeenIis for...IrresistibleNis for...NakedGis for...Gyrating The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com

Life
"Love, what is love. Well what love is to me, it's knowing that everyday you get to spend every minute with the person who makes everything okay; who makes life fun to live with; who backs you up even when everyone says you are wrong and you feel like you are going to cry and you turn around and there she is just holding her arms wide open and you feel so safe in them and you know she is the one person who will never laugh at you but with you; who never gets mad at you but gets mad at the same stuff you do; who you can tell everything to and know that she will smile and know exactly what you are talking about, not just saying I know, but have lived through the same things. Love is so much more than my words can describe in this world, it's somthing that no matter where you are you know that the other person is waiting for you to come home to. I love you Christie Lynn Garza. It just came to me while I wrote it. You are my inspiration to my writing. I haven't written anything like thi

I Just Can't Loose
So being out here in the desert, women are a bit scarse. Cute women even more rare and a woman who would give me the time of day... priceless So I'm standing in line behind this girl, can't see her face, she's in DCU's so it's not like I can see her figure but her neck.. the hair at the base of her neck is just so damn sexy. I just want to breathe her sweetness, nibble on her neck, her ears, cup her bare breasts with my hands and have her reach around and hold my head as she grinds into me...... Or when a girl comes out of the shower and crosses your path, you smell her soap, her shampoo and it is just so damn GOOD! "Excuse me miss, would you mind if I came over to your hut and performed oral on you for a few mn?" And that is what goes though my mind these days... Or when you start to pull down a woman's underwear... and her pubic hair is a bit compressed from being confined and it puffs up a bit when you free it.... the hint of moisture as you run your tongue across her lips

Mysery Loves Me
this cracks me up, so many hot chicks and cool people in williamsport have profiles, and I swear to god, I've not seen one cool person around here.. where the hell is all the cool people at? lol man I swear! Im in prepsville! You ever get the feeling when someone is totally screwing you over, in more ways then one? To the point where you can just feel it. I'm waiting for that one day when the truth comes out, and one day it will. That day will change everyones lives. Nothing will be the same ever again. Everyone that knows me KNOWS that I keep several blogs because Im such an open person, which could get me into alotta trouble. Then again between myspace, and livejournal... I could easily forget to update every now and then. So lets see...if I can keep this one up to.. Im your usual, goth freak. I don't dress goth all the time, life gets to busy and occasionaly I have to look like a normal person. Then again if I was to win the lottery I would totally buy out hot topic, and keep that a

A Moment
i finally came around but u were no where to be found im here but where are you? i search high and low and all around no where to be found where did you go? im here waiting while on the inside im aching the heart screams your name this aint a game im finally here waiting on you ready to pursue ready to take that chance to have that life we could share but your elsewhere was i too late? did i miss my chance? did i luck out on romance? tell me im not to late u took my heart and rippd it away you have a blackheart but to my dismay i actually loved you you put me down called me so many names caused me to have a breakdown you played your game and i was only the pawn so many tears have fallen i cant believe i can still cry u had me in a dungeon but i cant deny that i still love you the pain may linger but ill go on living and my heart may be bitter im gonna quit crying all you are now is just a memory i never knew that one night of passion coul

Kink
yes this one has a guys name in it..but i just had to blog about this guy....he is my ex boyfriend....and we had amazing sex....the last time we had sex was like amazing..yet it was nothing special....i think it was due to the fact that we aint a couple anymore it was free and he did things that tore out my heart...but he felt sooo good and sooo right...even though he broke my heart he made the sex worth while.....is that why the sex was amazing cuz my heart was finally in it???? i dont know but thats what im thinking...i mean he spanked me something he knew i loved for like the first time ever..he let go///as i did i??? would i like him back ion a heart beat....lol...am i getting him back probably not Ok,I ain't going to lie or front.I am what I am.I love it! I went to saskatoon for the night and had a good time.I also had a one night stand.(my bf n I broke up) it was a blast,I went all out with the kink,after all wanted to leave him with something to remeber me by,lol. Anyways,

Why Is My Hand On Fire?
Another one of these things: 1. What is your occupation? This year, mail-sorting machine operator. With an IQ of 148. God Bless Ohio, Land Of Opportunity. I still usually list "musician" as my religion & ethno-background, though. 2. What color are your socks right now? white 3. What are you listening to right now? my S.O. coughing 4. What was the last thing that you ate? a pretzel 5. Can you drive a stick shift? No 6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? "Burnt Umber" (or maybe not, but I always thought that was a cool name for the "dark orange" crayon) 7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Some survey-taker, who I told to stop calling. 8. How old are you today? 45. Just like yesterday. 9. Favorite drink? "Diet Pepsi Jazz Wild Cherry & Vanilla." Or Murphy's Irish Stout. 10. What is your favorite sport to watch? Politics 11. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yes, I'm embarassed to say. 12. Favorite curse word? I seem to say "dammit" a

Hey Ya'll Im New..whatda Think?
well i told you a bit about me in my about me section,but heres a bit more. Im into pretty much everything,mostly because i try and find the fun in everythig i do,i like meeting new peeps and im a pretty big freak if you getto know me and stay on my good side....you dont want to be on my bad side,youd have more fun in hell than on my bad side!!hahaha i dont know much about this place yet but i like what ive learned so far..its such a big confidence boost when people tell you your a hottie...even if theyare strangers,its better that way,when your a stranger its purely physical,you think im hot because im hot not because im funny,quick witted,smart,smart-assed,and sometimes a bitch!! nope not for me. so who wants to come out and play? i gots toys....mwhahahahaha omg! im 20!! fuckin amazing!! lol but no fo'real i didnt think id make it this far!! but im here and its great!! cant wait till 21!!! so now when ppl ask me how old iam i can proudly resply...IM 20 MOFO!!! lol my babys comin to

Got A Fue New Things On My Page
ONE Bitching because you cant view someones private pics just makes you look desperate and creepy-GROW UP! TWO To the people who have like 40,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someons fan list. who cares? ITS CherryTap SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up fruit!!! SEVEN Fake pics just to booster poi

Dear Diary
Earlier Randy and I set up the baby crib, its so beatiful, its one of thoughs Oak wood cribs, brand new, A friend of mine was just going to throw it away then she called me and asked me if i wanted it, so now I have the bassinet and the crib, I think that bassinets are just for like naps and stuff. well fellow cherries I've had a long day feeling really tired so i'm gonna take a shower and blog on myspace for a bit and my LJ then head to bed goodnight fellow cherrys and have fun Sorry Cherries that i haven't posted anything in my blog sense the other day I just have had alot of things going on around here lately. I found out friday i'm going in to finally be indiced thank goodness, I was almost about to start charging this munchkin rent LMAO. other than that just been getting things ready for this week by friday when i go into the hospital at 4:15am soo fellow cherries i'm alive and still kicking just wanted to post something in here that way ya'll knew what was going on with me

Yesterday
I know I try still, you dance in my mind every time I close my eyes I see you, staring back at me and my heart skips, it cant be then silence before the THUMP just say it, you know I will jump and fall, all over again for you this love I feel, from the depth is TRUE I know when you think your feel'n me, everytime you blink how could I control this, strong emotions this love, so deep like the oceans all is hidden, the beauty beneath oneday, it will escape, so grit your teeth then, I will not let go, keep you here in my heart, in my life, always so near as I hold you in my arms, this love I feel we never really touched, becomes so real it has been right from the start, yet is the reason you stay so far away, I bet I gamble my life, if I lose, at least I never will live to feel the pain, the hurt, forever as the days go by I try I know only when I close my eyes, I feel you reaching then I wanna tell you, I

Over The Hills And Far Away...
Please, I really need your help. I need a book 'Horror A Thematic History in Fiction and Film' or a copy of it. It is too expensive to me to buy it by Amazon and send it to Poland. Please, if you have that book, please, let me know. THANK YOU ;* There is a chance that I can go to America for a year. I'm so excited because my dream may come true. So there are three possible states: Illinois, Massachusetts or Colorado. I don't know which one to chose. Help me make up my mind. I was Tagged by TOMICIDE Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was addicted to carrot juice. After 6 months my skin was orange. I quit it but I still like it. 2. I love TEA

"will"
Happy Mothers Day to all Mom's out there,Hope your all Having a very Wonderful Day.. God Bless!! Hey,Just saying Hi to everyone!! Hope everyone is doing good.. Have a very nice weekend and a good week... hey everyone have a very nice and safe week...

Deb
Hi to EVERYONE, Well I must tell you, I have had the most AWESOME 48 hours on this site I have ever had! So I wanted to take the time to tell everyone who came out to my page during my auto 11's and my happy hours on Sunday and Monday, THANK YOU SO MUCH for rating some or all of my pics. My birthday was Jan 5th also and I want to thank everybody for all of the beautiful cards, profiles comments, and all the wonderful gifts and drinks, you all sent me. I just cant say enough how absoutley awesome "everyone" that I have encountered on here is and I mean that from he bottom of my heart. So let me show you all some love...thank again, your friend always Diamond Deb MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsHappy New Year to "Everyone"Well the holidays are now over "but" I'm still celebrating and I am celebrating "BIG" I just wanted you all to know that I am hosting "2" Happy Hours , yes 2 lol, I am will turning a whopping "51" Januarty 5th. So starting Su

New To Cherrytap..
Im so glad people like to copy my blogs and repost them to thier site...I told you Im done with the fighting...So, just let it rest..You dont really know me..If you did you would understand me....Im a very caring person that why Ben has a place to live...Money is not everything to me just want my bills payed who dont...I have work since I was 16 been taking care of myself ever since dont need one to do it for me...I talked about gays and that was wrong of me...But your no better talking about me being sick there for awhile...Anixty attacks are not fun to have...All people have problems in their life that are hard to deal that was my case..Now my doctor give me the right meds and I'm better...So, lets stop all the bullshit... George Strait - I Cross My HeartAdd to My Profile | More Videos Phil is my everything and I'm excited..We are taking things slow...We want this to last the rest of our lives...We are not having sex until we think the time is right..We are bonding into a wonderful

If Ever You Were Curious...
You should be able to unsend gifts....like a return policy. The person pisses you off, you virtually bitch slap them and take back the gift and half of however many cherry bucks that you spent on that gift should go back to your account. That's a gift idea....a virtual bitch slap and a virtual pimp slap. That would tickle my fancy. Doctor's found more cancer in three other glands. We are now up to 5 different spots in two years. He' started smoking again. He still tells his doctors that he doesn't. It's time for him to retire and spend time with his family. So we just closed on our house in Antioch and started to move in when my father got orders saying we are to report to Ft Rucker Alabama by March 16th. The biggest thing is am I going yo be moving with my family down south, stay in our newly built house or get an apartment in Chicago. I'm kind of excited....kind of not. I'm ready for a change of scenery however I don't want to leave the people I have here. My school is also h

Daily Messages
Until you fall down you never learn to stand up! LK It’s not the years in your life that count. It’s the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln Make the most of yourself, for that is all there is of you. Ralph Waldo Emerson

Random Tune Lyrics
(verse) my popularitys on the ri-ise.my self-image is somewhat sinking my heads expanding in size but my stomachs shrinking it all evens out in the end thats what I'm thinking sing the cashregister raps ch-ching ching.green backs bring the bling bling na na I may stay home.rev got the ring ring ha ha hey hey poem while my answering machine screening calls.hailing safe and alone I want change in your message not the coin return of a payphone my boys are concerned that my brains blown voices get turned away annoyed with what they say if its a gay tone n they like "hey ho!" then I'm all like "hey yo..." few remain prone to spray straight shots with blood stained glocks n a face of stone to melt your ice grill it might spill! n break ya Bone. Thugs-in-Harmony cd presenting tape should own replace the thrown with some Non-Prophets drop bass ON Sage is know to pull your card kid so chill I mess up plans like robbers with no skill my only knowledge is the holy father SO TH

~ America, My Country ~
One of the Best Wins in NASCAR history, after the Death of Dale Sr in the final lap of the Daytona 500. So much healing was done that day, Dale Jr fighting for the Win in the Pepsi 400 just 5 months later. The after race meeting of Dale Jr & Michael Waltrip (he won the Daytona 500 but really could not enjoy it,ost all events useally due the Winners was cacelled after the news of Dale Sr passing, who was Michaels Friend and Car Owner) The meeting of those 2 in the infield was a healing seen for those of us that morned his Father. They say he was watching over his Son that night Those that hate us should think........

Rogues Blogs/quizzes
What Care bear are you?Cheer bearYou are Cheer bear!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as FireFIRE! You are spunky yet loyal, and have the heart of a warrior. Though unpredictable and hard to contain, but your best buds always manage to keep you in check. you can have a bad temper but you are not mean. You are however strong and protective, so enemies WATCH OUT! Fire 83%Wind 67%Light 67%Darkness 50%Earth 50%

My Poems
Last time I saw you mom was When you hugged me and said goodbye. The last words I heard were I Love You, All I could think of was all the Good times we went through. I wanted to hug you and tell you that I Love You, I just stood there and cried. No words would come out. There in my mind I kept hearing You saying I Love You, I Love You Then I knew it was to late. When I got on the road to go back home, I wanted to run back to you, But I couldn't I wanted to tell you the truth that I Love You, I Love You. But it was to late and those were the last words. As I waited for you thru the years Now and forever we will be together. As I am the child of God. I extend my hands to yours. So I can lead you down the path of righteousness So we can be with Jesus together. It's not hard to pray the sinner's prayer. Please kneel and hold my hand daddy. And close your eyes and pray with me. Now you have joined me on being a child of God. I praise you and thank you daddy

Bdsm Info
Collars and Traditions Everything you wanted to know about collars and then some. Includes: A special concern about the dilution old traditions. by jade -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Collars, collars everywhere... but what are they and why do we use them? Recently we had a firestorm of activity on our bulletin board concerning collars. It's a subject often asked about and one that seems to generate many different responses from the community. I'm not going to claim to have all the answers on this topic or try to write a document to use as a standard for the D/s, BDSM lifestyle. However, I will try to share what we've learned in our own experiences during our journey into the realm of dominance and submission. A collar is extremely significant in our lifestyle, no matter in what group you find yourself. It not only identifies the person wearing it as a member of the lifestyle, it indicates they are submissive a

Madness
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH MEMORIES !!! Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or P C or the MA C ...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, C D's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....Way back.... ....Way.....way.....way back..... I'm talking' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE !!! YOU'RE I T !!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A / C ) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running t

Writings.......
She can feel the anticipation flow through her veins. It's as if it becoming a life force all it's own. She has had blind dates. She has had friends fix her up. She has gone out with mutual friends. The phone call changed everything. One short, but influencial phone call. She was sensible, though most thought of her as carefree. "It was his voice," she tells herself. His voice was so sincere, so full of passion. It was down right sexy. She told herself not too get carried away. She keeps reminding herself it's just a meeting. She frightens most men after they get to know her anyway, so why would this be any different. Still even with that thought, she cannot 'pretend' to be someone she is not. In her past she had tried that as well. It never worked for too long, and the more, it usually blew up in her face. So she would meet this stranger. The stranger with the incredible voice. She would see where it would lead, perhaps to nothing more than an incredible friendship. But then

Things Important
The Ded have arrived in South Carolina. Everything is going very well so far. This place is beautiful. more to come. Today was a good day. I washed my hands of the heartless, selfish girlfriend. I spent an entire afternoon with my daughter at a park. It was just her and I. It was the best afternoon I've spent in ages. I've got a hard week coming up. But today gave me inspiration to make it through. I died So many years ago But you can make me feel Like it isn't so And why you come to be with me I think I finally know Mmmm, mmm You're scared Ashamed of what you feel And you can't tell the ones you love You know they couldn't deal Whisper in a dead man's ear, It doesn't make it real That's great - - But I don't want to play 'Cuz being with you touches me More than I can say But since I'm only dead to you I'm saying stay away And let me rest in peace Let me rest in peace Let me get some sleep Let me take my love and bury it In a hole six foot deep I can la

Nothing Personal Just Some Words Tha Fell Out Of My Head Today
I stayed where ever he stayed most of the time and a lot of the people he stayed with didn't like that. I stayed with my Jessica at time for awhile and sometimes she stayed with us. One of the first places I remember staying is with momma Rose and Paulie that was really a gross place to stay. Momma Rose was a very over weight older woman who had something wrong with one of her eyes it never moved she rarely bathed and could never seem to make it to the bath room at night she slept on the couch and you could never sit on it because she usually made it there. We would have to cover the couch cushions with garbage bags until we could find a new one that someone was throwing out. The house was full of roaches! There was never any food so we were always looking for a free meal at the mall. We would go to the rocky horror picture show at the movie theater on Friday and Saturdays they always had it running and the theater was right across the parking lot from the mall. It was easy to sn

Picture
I won't mention any names because you know who I'm talking to, but if by chance I give you my number, then you MUST realize I'm a single mother of three teenage girls, I work until 7 or 8pm EVERYDAY. I also MUST go out of town as it is part of my job. Having said this if I don't answer my phone or call you RIGHT back, and you leave me like 10 messages and they are not very nice or even RUDE....Then please FEEL FREE and lose my flippin number, because I don't have time nor do I want to deal with that DRAMA....Much Love to all my understanding friends!!!! To everyone, I'm so sorry I have not been around lately! Work, Holidays, Work, Massive court S**T, work and kids and work and kids. It's been a hayday and I'll try to do better at keeping in touch. I hope the holidays were great for eveyone and the New Year finds you in health and happiness!!!! Take care and all my love....Muah BTW.... I'm SO proud of my GIANTS!!!! Free MySpace and Xanga Profile Flash Games

A Little Lite Reading..
I approach you as your attention is directed elsewhere; my purpose specific for your pleasure. As I fumble with your buckle, our eyes meet genuine surprise sparks your brown eyes. No words spoken, my lips meet your throbbing cock; my fingers massaging the base gently Up and down, my toungue wraps around you methodically leaving no inch uncovered or dry. Faster and harder my focus is your climax baby; I am eager to taste your seed Your breath heavier each stroke intended to make you squirm and moan in ecstasy driven anticipation. Gripping my ponytail you thrust your pulsating cock down my inviting throat mindlessly fucking my face. I hungrily accept each and every inch of you; patiently awaiting your moment to arrive Our eyes meet at the exact moment of climax while you smile, I swallow…. ~JM~ 2007 I hate not knowing where I stand with someone. I'm the most open and honest person you could ever meet. If I like you .. you

Just A Little Crazy
1. Stop lying to your kid about an obese man that is in all right committing a fucking crime. 2. Holidays suck for the most part. When did you get something you really wanted and it wasn't a phase you were in? 3. In my defense I'm a little cynical but still have not proved there is a god so that rules out the birthday bullshit. 4. Most people really can't stand 97% of their "FAMILY" I can count on one hand blood relations I like. Only 2 of which I love at all. (yeah I know I'm a dick) In close "STOP WITH THE X-MAS SHIT" It's been a week since I wrecked my car. An I'm guessing concussion did a little more damage then the one's I've had before. The shitty part about it is that my motor skills are not 100% yet. Then again I'm just happy I'm not a vegetable right now. So I know it's time for me to start to take it easy from now on. At least that's all that really happened aside from some bumps and bruises. Plus this whole experience gave me a new found hate for drunk drivers. M

Search Light Into My Inner Person
ok lets start with whats with the mumms voltures?! ok if you dont like the subject of a mumm why the hell do you feel the need to say thats a dumb mumm etc i wont use all their colorful words. ok a mumm is a basic tool to get votes for one and help make a decision, just because you think its a dumb decision some might not find it as easy to decide. i may be wrong but isnt this site for friend networking, and earning points, why are we acting like kids? putting people down for a question? whats the sense? my advice if you dont like the mumm move on.....is that hard or something i will never be rude to someone for no reason but i will say this and its to get it off my chest....if you have to live your daily life to argue on the internet, quit wasting your time and go stop a car with your face here we go again...darkness is taking over! and what ironic...im conflicted about it! i dont really like feeling like im dark it doesnt feel like me but yet in the darkness my mind comes al

Helping A Friend
Good morning SBG family and friends! Well, I have been up since 4am cdt bombing away. When I woke this morning, we were trailing by 1934 comments....as of right now at 6:30am we trail by only 1400!!!! I have to go to an all morning meeting so I'll be leaving shortly! Just want to thank all of you for busting butt to keep us in a position to catch the leader!! You all are tremendously awesome! Keep up the good work and I should hopefully be back early afternoon, if not sooner! Thanks again for all the hard work you are putting in this contest in order for me to win! Coach Just want to thank everyone that has helped me build my lead in the contest!!! Keep up the great work everyone....it is highly appreciated!!! Now for those that want to help but haven't yet...here is the link to the contest...drop by, rate and comment all you want...fubar gives ya more :) Love ya all! Hey everyone! I just want to thank everyone that stopped by and left birthday love for me! You g

My Poetry
Happier now than i've ever been if i ever was i dont know when I feel like i could almost fly fly so high and touch the sky I know that i am loved very much i almost melt when i feel His touch I will forever and always belong to Him when i'm by His side things seem less grim I wrote this awhile ago..dont remember the date..but sadly it never got used...felt compelled to share it anyhow..(just so ya know i didnt always write depressing shit lol) enjoy I Bond Myself to you my darling; Mind, Body and Spirit I take you as my childe, my love my heart and my slave I give myself to you to be your Dark Angel, your Mistress, yours in every wayTo Bond U/us to become O/one W/we are close, but this will draw U/us closer W/we are in love, but in this O/our love shall grow stronger Knowing that where ever W/we are and whatever W/we do... W/we are One i look back now and i always knew exactly how much i love you so different but still the same its lik

Emjays Corner
I can't help but be a little fed up with the vulgar messages I recieve about my boobs. I am fully aware that they are large but this does not give people the right to make certain comments and talk to me in such a rude manner. Im not talking about 'nice boobs' or 'theyre big' comments.. more the 'hello my big titted friend' and 'can i titty fuck you' comments... and even those are tame compared to some. Its rude. You wouldn't say that to someone on the street so why say it to a lady online? I do not put myself across in a slutty way, I have no nsfw photos up so I feel angry at this all. Ive met so many great people on here.. just ashame some people are such perverted assholes :/ Love to you all. (not the pervs obv :P ) XX I dont usually do things like this, but I was already pissed off.. to then come on here and has some dirty perverted asshole start on me because I will not tell him my bra size. He then goes and rates all of my pics a 1, which I can see him d

Stuff
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

Mmmmm
after my niece went to the dr, to fix her nose, she was at tennis practice and a girl hit the ball and hit my niece in the face ...... and yes she broke her nose again, poor girl lol so its mothers day, i dont get my girls, my friend is being an ass and im unhappy, so ya im venting and pisses and in the mood to get drunk alreay at its only 1115am, oh well couldnt get much worse the dixie chicks with a passion

My Thoughts And More...
I had hoped last night that when I got home that Teddy would be online but I guess my little wish didn't happen. Last night at work, I almost cried because I miss him so much. I almost cried on the way home and I almost cried here at the house. But I kept telling myself "Angel's Don't Cry." It's just getting harder and harder to survive each day without knowing if he's okay, what he's thinking or simply talking to him. I almost had the urge last night to just drive down there. But I didn't because again I'm too damned scared to go pass Monticello and pass Panola road. I'm useless. I don't know how I'm making it through this. Stephen needs to hurry up and get back to campus. *sigh* It's not fair really. I think I'll go and read my book now. I'm getting down in the dumps. I just want him so bad. I want to be in his arms. I want to hear from him. I want...I want so bad to just talk to him. I'd give anything. Anything at all.... Okay so The Family and Children's services j

Misc.
Just an update on my youngest..She was home shortly after, the doc checked her nose and said that the bleeding is normal because she's had her cold for so long, never bothered to check for infection or anything, damn doctors. Tara Why do people seriously care if they're downrated? U still get the points. I seriously think that if someone has the nerve to stop by, downrate you, and then explain why they did it when confronted, that it should just be dropped. Why alienate the person? They were honest, if BabyJ wanted everyone to be rated 10's or 11's don't u think he would have actually just put the 10 or 11? instead of 1 thru 11? Yes a downrate can be insulting, but, come on, honestly, does it change ur everyday life? to know that someone WHO CLEARLY DOES NOT KNOW YOU downrates a photo of urs? I've watched a gazillion bulletins fly by over time on down raters... Sit there n think...does a 5 really hurt you that much? if it does, maybe you should go outside for a walk?

Bealzes Historical Entries - January 2007
(Originally posted on January 19, 2007)Last night my wife told me she had cursed two of my coworkers, ones who were going to open the business with me but never seemed to work on it. One of them has been robbed twice in the past month. Fortunately, he had insurance. He's moving out of his apartment, but I wonder if it'll help...In other news, I had lunch last week with Putz Boy. I ignored him quite well. I think he got the feeling I don't care for him...tag: curse, coworkers, Putz Boy-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas! (Originally posted on January 10, 2007)One thing I am getting a little addicted to is the Yahoo Answers site. It's kind of fun asking and answering questions about various things.One of my questions deals with the new 14 Points of Fascism and if we're really experiencing something bad.Most people, though, are just saying yes or no without giving reasons behind it, which is what I was really after.tag: Yahoo, Yahoo answers, questions, fun, hobby-*-*-*-*-*-*-

My Thoughts And Ramblings
I find it hilarious that someone would be offended by a picture of me in JEANS showing my tattoo on my lower back and actually mark it as NSFW.. come on i thought that we were supposed to have some freedom here and actually act like adults... Just wanted to say hi to all my friends. Please understand if im not sitting here or take a moment to answer. I am dealing with some circulation issues in my legs and have to get up often. ok so sorry my last two posts were messed up for some reason i could not continue to post on the first one. Life will go on either way and my girls will always continue to be number one in my priorities and my life but when your friends dont even follow through on their promises it makes it hard to have hope that one day you might find love again.

Erotic
He came to me from out of the heavens, As I was standing alone. My heart so heavy and ladden with fears, The road ahead of me so long. His words rang so true, They swept my tears away. He comforted me, cared for me, Made me complete, He showed me the way. Honor was his light, Peace was his strength, Happiness was his goal, Love is my reward. Although we have just begun, Time will take us on this journey, Hand in hand we will explore, All God meant us to know. First step being the hardest, That one we have made. Our journey we are beginning, Our destination unknown. Honor being our guide, Peace being our strength, Happiness being with us, Love our reward. If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slo

Random Thoughts
If there is one truth that is evident on this floating rock of ours, it's that evil people never simply die. Oh sure, they have their lives extinguished for them, usually in unsavory ways that their pernicious behavior completely warrants, but they never just fall over dead. Why is this, exactly? I theorize that the evil that courses through some people's veins coats them with some kind of a death-deflecting, Teflon-like material. Death just slides off of these fuckers like a grilled cheese sandwich off a brand new skillet. Look at fucking Castro, for crying out loud. And what about Yassar Arafat? Sure, he laid there in a coma for awhile and some speculate that he was poisoned anyway, but however you cut it, the terrorist leader of the PLO did not die without a fight. The thing is, never -- NEVER I say -- do you hear about someone evil just keeling over and dying from natural causes. They always have to go out in some big dramatic fashion. Wouldn't it be simpler if some people just.

In The Mind Of The Big Bad Wolf
There was a time when a kind word was all I need to set my heart a blaze. But time is funny that way and oh how things changed. We grew apart, or at least one of us did. Now your name is spoken in past tense with a tense past. I hear from you ever now and then, asking me to give in again. If only you knew that just seeing you around is enough to cut me to shreds. I know things for you are long since dead, even though I will always love you. So with heavy heart I put my quill to the parchment and sign my name. With shaky hands and faultering spirit I make my way down. A few feet from the mail box my knee trys to buckle. I must be strong and let things lie in the grave they are buried in. The scars you gave were as bad as those you received even if you dont see how deep they run. With a few simple signitures, it is once and finally done..... How do you explain to a four year old child that the only reason you havent seen him since he was six months old

Erotica
The first thing I did when I walked in was head straight to the bar. The bartender girl said, "What can I get for you hun?" I said, "a shot of cheap tequila and a strawberry daquiri." I downed the tequila shot while she was making the daquiri. God bless tequila. It did a lot to calm my nerves. I grabbed a trivia box so I could have something to do and sat at a table and waited. About 5 minutes later the tequila was kicking in and making my cheeks nice and red. The second thing alcohol does is make me sweat. That had just started when he walked in the door. I didn't even notice right away because I was reading a trivia question, but I glanced over and he raised his chin in that "ah, there you are" manner and walked over and sat down. The picture on his profile is not the most flattering picture. He was a lot more pleasing to the eye in person than that photo... and he was so easy to talk to! We sat at the table in the bar eating and drinking for about and hour and a half. We talked a

Longing For Comfort
Passionate accord Between friendship Fluency of silver tongued thoughts Express deepness Kind oratory Of suppressed anticipation Fill a drift of sollitude Your gracious annotation Replenishes my passion Perception is only a image One that can revolt and nauseate Moreover personality is an art Something you have not mastered Respect must be earned and not given freely One who trusts in the mastermind Is one who is a fool at heart Deranged delustions of faculty Consume sanity Words spoken over spirited lips Are truths untold Wisdom lies in soundness and understanding Wicked evils cloud your judgement A standard observation is all that is needed To show non lucidity You may consume my possesions You will not consume my heart Trivial malise Haunts my lucid mind Compelling madness Rational thoughts are not an option Nor a solution Consumed by fictious anguish Desire grows In search of the everlasting truth The validity of real

My Blogs
Current mood: loved Well it has been a very long time since I have posted anything on here so I figured that I would write a blog to let all my friends know that I am still among the land of the living. LOL I know that from time to time that some of you have seen me sign off yahoo it's not that I don't want to chat with any one I just haven't had the time to do nothing but check my email. I do love and miss all of yall. I have tried a few times to find what room yall hang in but had no luck. Any ways life is really great I am finally very happy. Happier than I ever thought I could be. I have met a really great man and we are engaged to be married soon as I set the date. Among other things going on in my life my Mom broke her leg on Dec 7th and I have been having to take care of her also and work fulltime also. No rest for the weary...LOL Well I guess that about pretty much sums it up for this time. I will let yall know more soon as I get the chance. To all me friends just wa

Bands/artists I Like
Old-school hip-hop, traditional classic rock, and spooling electronic vibes were the initial factors behind the building of the alternative metal quintet, Linkin Park. The band's southern Californian musical roots were also an underlying basis, for drummer Rob Bourdon, guitarist Brad Delson, and MC/vocalist Mike Shinoda formed a tight friendship while still in high school. Shortly after graduation, art student and DJ Joseph Hahn hooked up with bassist Dave "Phoenix" Farrell and Shinoda for the band, Xero. Hybrid Theory came later, but the band opted on the name Linkin Park when singer Chester Bennington was the last piece added to the band in 1999. Soon the band became a noticeable face at the Whisky as well as favorites in and around Los Angeles. Zomba Music's Jeff Blue was one of the few who didn't turn the band down for a contract at the turn of the millennium - Linkin Park signed to Warner Bros. after being turned down three times in late 1999 and got to work on their debut album.

Which "phobia" Do You Have?
"U" Uranophobia or Ouranophobia- Fear of heaven. Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating. "V" Vaccinophobia- Fear of vaccination. Venustraphobia- Fear of beautiful women. Verbophobia- Fear of words. Verminophobia- Fear of germs. Vestiphobia- Fear of clothing. Virginitiphobia- Fear of rape. Vitricophobia- Fear of step-father. "W" Walloonphobia- Fear of the Walloons. Wiccaphobia: Fear of witches and witchcraft. "X" Xanthophobia- Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow. Xenoglossophobia- Fear of foreign languages. Xenophobia- Fear of strangers or foreigners. Xerophobia- Fear of dryness. Xylophobia- 1) Fear of wooden objects. 2) Forests. Xyrophobia-Fear of razors. "Z" Zelophobia- Fear of jealousy. Zeusophobia- Fear of God or gods. Zemmiphobia- Fear of the great mole rat. Zoophobia- Fear of animals. Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing. Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching. Acerophobia- Fear of sourness. Achluoph

Dailies
Today is a great time to rest for a bit and take stock of where you're headed. It's not necessarily time for a course correction, but you can get a more accurate reading of your trajectory at the moment. huh, I am at home sick today Your instincts are dead on, especially when it comes to a few personal interactions. Yes, that person is being weird, and yes, there is a reason for it. You may not be able to act on your knowledge, but it's still there. Someone awfully appealing throws a little sweet talk your way. Go on and throw some right back. Not only will this lift your spirits, it just might open your heart. There's no harm in testing the waters, is there?

Jokes
1) You have to take out the garbage. 2) Being told to put the seat down. 3) No sofas in your restrooms. 4) External genitalia are vulnerable to knees and fastballs. 5) Even if you get you head caught in an industrial wood chipper, you're not allowed to cry. 6) James Bond movies only come out every 2 years. 7) Ribbed for her pleasure - not yours. 8) You have to wear ties. 9) You can't flirt you way out of a traffic ticket. 10) "Women and children first." There was a competition to cross the English channel doing only the breaststroke, and the three women who entered the race were a brunette, a redhead and a blonde. After approximately 14 hours, the brunette staggered up on the shore and was declared the fastest. About 40 minutes later, the redhead crawled up on the shore and was declared the second place finisher. Nearly 4 hours after that, the blonde finally came ashore and promptly collapsed in front of the worried onlookers. When the reporters asked why it took her so long to complet

Stuff
A skinny little white guy goes into an elevator, looks up and sees this HUGE black guy standing next to him. The big guy sees the little guy staring at him, looks down, and says: '7 feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch private, 3 pound testicles, Turner Brown.' The white man faints and falls to the floor. The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him. The big guy says: 'What's wrong with you?' In a weak voice the little guy says, 'What EXACTLY did you say to me?' The big dude says: 'I saw your look and figured I'd just give you the answers to the questions everyone always asks. I'm 7 feet tall. I weigh 350 pounds. I have a 20 inch private, my testicles weigh 3 pounds each, and my name is Turner Brown.' The small guy says: 'Turner Brown. Sweet Jesus, I thought you said, 'Turn around.' last weekened i saw something interesting at larry's pistol & pawn shop that sparked my interest. the occasion was our 15th anniversary and i was looking for a little somet

Me
A THUG’S LIFE I come alive when the soles of my Nike Airs Touch down on the concrete. It’s time to get that money, I’ve got the wind beneath my feet. No fear in my heart, Ice water in my veins. Walking through the shadows of darkness, I feel no pain. This game is all that I live for, Yet my conscience calls out for so much more. No friends, only potential enemies, My mind is constantly at war. Looking over my shoulder, never knowing what to expect. Relying on this piece of steel, tucked in my dip, to keep these haters in check. The women, they love my gangsta, when they hear my name ringing on the block. It’s amazing what some people will do, scheming and plotting to take my spot. I’m getting tired of the rat race, Living life at a fast pace. I need to find a way out, Before I wind up catching a case. Niggas might not understand, But it’s time for me to be my own man. My life is passing me by, I gotta come up with a plan. I’m willing to

Contests
Please come help comment bomb my GF she is behind CONTEST FROM 6-21 TO 6-28 NEED YALL TO COME SPANK ME WITH COMMENTS ITS FOR EITHER A MONTH VIC OR 7 DAY BLAST FOR 1ST PLACE SO PLEASE COME BOMB MY PIC USE LINK BELOW A-HaTake On MeMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com My GF is in a contest Great Bedhead Challenge please come help her win link is below please come help her win link is below Rascal FlattsI Melt

Life!
I am not feeling like myself right now. I have to have surgery on the 19th and I will not be on for a few days or even a week after. I ave to have my uteris taken out because of internal bleeding inside of it. I am scared to go through this in many ys. I hate going under the knife for one and two because I feel like I wont be wanted if I cant have any kids. I know I already have three kids and I dont need any more but I want a huge family. I feel like I am not a woman right now and i hope that after I have this surgery that I will not feel that way, but I am afraid that I will feel like that! This is just my feelings down on. If you dont like what I have to say on here than dont read it or anything. I am going through something hard right now and I am not knowning how to deal with it. I love her to death... There isnt anything I wouldnt do for her. I love her life I love my sister. Hell she is like one of my sisters to me. She is better than any of my sisters have ever been

Jokes
hi everyone, I had this sent to me in an email off a very dear friend of mine that I have known for years, so I trust his judgment and thought I had better forward this information on to everyone I know Health and Safety Warning Please do not swallow your chewing gum!!!!!!!!!! This is what could happen if you do, you have been warned!!!!!!!!! ROFLMAO hehehehe 17. Evening Massage - 6PM 16. The Ladies Bible Study will be held Thursday morning at 10. All ladies are invited to lunch in the Fellowship Hall after the B.S. is done. 15. Scouts are saving aluminum cans, bottles, and other items to be recycled. Proceeds will be used to cripple children. 14. The Pastor would appreciate it if the ladies of the congregation would lend him their electric girdles for the pancake breakfast next Sunday morning. 13. Low self-esteem Support Group will meet Thursday from 7 to 8 pm. Please use back door. 12.

Mostly My Favorite Lyrics
Die, die, die my darling Dont utter a single word Die, die, die my darling Just shut your pretty eyes Ill be seeing you again Yeah, Ill be seeing you, in hell So dont cry to me oh baby Your futures in an oblong box Dont cry to me oh baby You should have seen it a-coming on Dont cry to me oh baby I dont know it was in your card Dont cry to me oh baby Dead-end soul for a dead-end girl Dont cry to me oh baby And now your life drains on the floor Dont cry to me oh baby Die, die, die my darling Dont utter a single word Die, die, die my darling Just shut your pretty mouth Ill be seeing you again, yeah-yeah Ill be seeing you, in hell Dont cry to me oh baby Your futures in an oblong box Dont cry to me oh baby You should have seen it a-coming on Dont cry to me oh baby I dont know it was in your card Dont cry to me oh baby Dead-end soul for a dead-end girl Dont cry to me oh baby And now your life drains on the floor Dont cry to me oh baby Die, die, die m

To My Friends
Aries Your element: Fire Your ruling planets: Mars Symbol: The Ram Your stone: Ruby Life Pursuit: The thrill of the moment Vibration: Enthusiastic Aries Secret Desire: To lead the way for others. Description: Aries are fire signs and those born under this element are regarded in astrology as adventurous, active and outgoing. It won't matter where you go or how remote or unusual it is - from the Outback to the Antarctic - you can be sure that an Aries has been there before you (or at the very least you will meet one along the way!) Aries is a uniquely naive sign. Although they are independent, outgoing and assertive they are also surprisingly trusting, often innocently walking into the lion's den at times. No matter what upheaval, challenge or triumph they confront - an Aries has a wonderful ability to bounce back. Their faith in life and the future remains untouched by hardship. Their gift is that they are always children at heart and the world is always a magi

Quotes
" courage is not the absence of fear or dispair but the strength to conquer them " a single moment etched in time shining brightly like a star in a midnite sky , an aeon , an instant , a million years pressed into one , when all stands still and life explodes into infinite dreams , and all is changed forevermore , in the blink of an eye !!!!!!!!!!1 You do not become a rock star unless you've got something missing somewhere, that is obvious to me. if you were of sound mind you could feel normal without 70,000 people a night screaming thier love for you...........

Living With Pain
Don't you dare say that all models are fake and stupid. I am one and I am educated, have a life and a family and can actually cook! WOw imagine that! I have no room for ignorance so be careful what you say Ok so I finally am comfortable with who I am and I am coming out now. No not saying I am gay people so get over that LOL.Since I was 5 years old i have seen and heard things that I could not explain. It was not until recently I realized what my gift was...thats right people a gift and I am a medium...no I can not tell you your future or blah blah blah but I can help you find closure. I have done it for many people and as of next week will actually have money from doing so. I don't play games and I don't mess with people's minds what I do is passionate and real so please don't mock me. Feel free to come by and ask me Is it not sad that we put our lives in the hands of politics? Do they really have our best interest at hand or are they just trying to gain votes? Isn't that part of th

Rants And Raves
for all the christians who i am gonna offend... I dont give a fuck. lets have a little histroy lesson here folks.... The anti christ was only used int he bible like two times... and those references are found when people turned their back to disbelieve that jesus was ever born... NO THE ANTICHRIST IS NOT A MAN NOR WILL HE OR SHE EVER BE A HUMAN BEING! I know what your gonna say... WELL HOW COME EVERY CHRISTIAN BAPTIST EVANGELICAL PREACHER SAYS HE IS COMMIN! oh and "everyone shall bear his mark and his number will be... tsk... we already have numbers given to our names.." we need money to buy and sell... and LOOK AT WHAT THE FUCK IS ON THE BILL... IN GOD WE TRUST... gotta love how there is a double meaning behind it... if hey sues said give to ceasear what is cesears.. meaning money is not needed... why are we always scrownging for money... working for money.. doing things for money... kinda makes you wonder how come this guy up above needs it.. why must we give to

Scrapbook Pages I Have Made
I was just offered my own site to display my scrapbook pages and kits on. It is suck an honor. I couldn't believe it when they came to me and offered to host a site just for me because my kits are great they say! Now I need to come up with a LOGO and a site name... Anyone got any ideas???? Please friends go check it out... http://www.cjsscrapbookingwithattitude.com/Memoriesmadeeasy.html Memories Made Easy"

Do Not Read, If You Can't Handle Sex...hot....
We meet for the 1st time after chatting on line and several phone conversations. I am walking towards u, as u are standing beside ur car, watching me as I get closer, I look up, our eyes lock, a smile across both our faces, I reach u, we embrace into a tight but gentle hug. We look at each other, saying it's a pleasure meeting u as we tremble in each others arms as our lips meet, in a deep, soft, passionate kiss. We are both so hot with desire for each other after all the erotic conversations, not being able to stop how we are feeling for each other, thankfully we are in a somewhat secluded area, our hands exploring each others bodies as we kiss more deeply, our breathing heavier, knowing we want each other right here and now. Not wanting to stop to find a more secluded area, or a bed to be completely alone. I help u out of ur shirt, admiring ur tattoos, my hands running over ur back, ur shoulders, admiring ur smooth skin, kissing ur chest, gliding my tongue over ur very erect nipples

-shrugs-
--Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE) --"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. --Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.* --Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. --Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. * --Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. --Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. * --A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. * --Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still

Leave Some Love
Insane Driver!!!!Add to My Profile | More Videos Single..... woot! lol So everything was going well at the store tonight.. things were running on time.. we were gonna get outta there earlier. We got robbed tonight.. Amma and I had a gun to our heads.. It sucked so bad.. but they caught the guy so.

O.o;;!!!
Is wonderful. I love you. I miss you. I can't wait. 800 miles is too fucking far. But I'm addicted. Feel the pain I feel cut your wrists, hoping the pain will perish with your loss of blood cry the tears I’ve cried crimson red tears I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED view the world, through the eyes of an outcast never will i be pretty enough never will i be accepted never will i be PERFECT suffer as I do, when I start and end my day put on a happy face, pretend everything is okay no one cares about me. Who will be there to stop me pulling the trigger? Who will be there to tell me, "your better than this.... you don’t need to hurt yourself.dont do this" WHO WILL BE THERE TO WIPE AWAY MY TEARS? No one, no one loves me, for they are just my enemy turn your back, talk about me as if I’m not a person as if I feel nothing...Callused False belief, just like my false hope of being able to succeed. I am a person; I take things twice a

Contest
A friend needs some help. Drop by and rate and throw some comments her way please. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2373265&albumid=1615626&i=3946637721&idx=2 need 6,000 for a bling pack thanx in a giveaway need 12,500 comments for auto bling. If you want to leave some comments it is appreciated. thnx

Wonderings And Ponderings
No... you can't just find us in the streets. We don't just walk up to you and say... "Dominate me NOW". That defeats the purpose of being submissive. I don't want you to think that I wouldn't love to go up to someone and say... "Hey, I am lonely. I don't have a permanent dom.. would you be willing to treat me like s**t by degrading me. abusing me, then use me for your own pleasure" I have to be able to trust someone with my life to submit to them fully and the way I like to submit. I don't think of myself I think of you and your wants, needs, desires. I become another toy for you and you alone, unless you are willing to share me with others....(prior approval is suggestted). There is nothing worse than a dominant who is in fact a submissive and asks you... "Is it ok if I tie you down today?" Please, just do it and if I don't like it you can be sure you will hear my safety word out of my mouth. All I ask for is simple...take me, m

Iam He
I want to thank a recent experience for teaching me the value of pain and for those that want to claim responsibility for that pain…YOU CAN’T HAVE IT. It is mine and one of the things that this experience has taught me is that these is a side to me that has become en-caged and if you wanted to unlock the darkness inside of me then congratulations for I have come to realise that the one thing that kept Me as Me was my ability to live a life in hope and to dream… I have also come to know that there are several types of death and I have found one of those which is the death of the Spirit and with that death of Spirit comes the realisation that the nicer side of me is no more...so as for helping people in this life right now I am tired of being the nice guy and never achieving even a semblance of the dream that I have been given. So I am going to go through this life just being like every one else as a self centred idiot that thinks of himself before all others

Poems
Broken He brakes her heart, And she blames herself. He uses her, But yet she loves him. He tells her that he doesn't feel the same, But she holds on. He calls her to talk about his new love, And she listens. He doesn't see that he is hurting her, Or does he not care? Through all the pain and tears, She remains loyal and faithful to him. But yet she wants to Move on with her life. He has a spell on her So that she won't move on. Will he ever set her free From this eternal hell? Heather J McVey Copyright ©2008 Heather J McVey Its so lonely when you try to hide yourself , Just so you won't get hurt. but it turns out you'll be by yourself, when youe feelings you try to desert. The world id full of problems, thats easy for anyone to see. you can't even begin to fix them, if alone you want to be. I've learned this the hard way, that everyone needs friends. and now I suffer day by day, I guess this is where my story ends. But you yourself should

Quizzes And Crap
billie baddass -- [noun]:An oral sex master 'How will you be defined You are flirty. You find it easy to attract people because you are so confident. You also arn't bad to look at which helps. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com Your Passion is Red! You've got that spark - a good dose of intensity, power, and determination. You do whatever you want in life ... to hell with what anyone thinks! With so many interests and loves, you're always running around doing something new. You have fire in your eyes, and it shows. Bet you're even wearing something red! What Type of Passionate Woman Are You?

Why Do I Care?
Why should I care? When my shift ended on Friday night (11:30pm) I sat a talked to a friend instead of going home. She asked me what was wrong and made a statement about how I must really not want to go home tonight, yea was my answer. I left here about 1am, and just drove some back county roads till about 3am before heading home. What has been on my mind is another person I shot some e-mails to. She lives about 2000 miles away, has kids, widowed. Its pretty obvious she has several on-line admires and the chance of my ever meeting her in the foreseeable future is limited to some alternate universe. So why should I care, why should I let anything read concern me? I don’t know her, nor she me. Why should she? She has her own problems to deal with, kids, dealing with a disability, and just the immediate sphere closest to her just like the rest of us. Who am I to even warrant a thought on her part? Other than being parents what commonalities do we share? Why do I care?

Dementia
I'm holding my very first Fubar Auction! The highest bidder will receive the following: 9 minute TOTALLY nsfw video Access to a folder of photos that no one else does (also nsfw) Ownership in my display name for 1 month Fan/Friend/Family Rates of all photos & Profile during happy hour Pimpout on my profile for one month Permanent pimpout in my blog The Rules 1. No drama 2. You bid must be in the comments section of my profile 3. Your bid must be higher than the last bid Bidding will continue until Friday, December 14th @ 7:59PM. Bidding begins at 100,000. Good Luck Everyone Miss Athena Hollow

:)
The severity of symptoms varies greatly between individuals; however, all people with autism have some core symptoms in the areas of: * Social interactions and relationships. Symptoms may include: o Significant problems developing nonverbal communication skills, such as eye-to-eye gazing, facial expressions, and body posture. o Failure to establish friendships with children the same age. o Lack of interest in sharing enjoyment, interests, or achievements with other people. o Lack of empathy. People with autism may have difficulty understanding another person's feelings, such as pain or sorrow. * Verbal and nonverbal communication. Symptoms may include: o Delay in, or lack of, learning to talk. As many as 50% of people with autism never speak.2 o Problems taking steps to start a conversation. Also, people with autism have difficulties continuing a conversation once it has begun. o Stereotyped and re

Twilight Of My Love
its heaven. its hell. its so hard to think. so hard to breathe. somewhere there is storm that rages. there is a sea that swells. the rain, it pours. and the tide washes away memories. here it is silent. where is my storm? where is my sea? where is my rain? and where are my waves? and what happened to my memories? the static on the radio makes the bugs cry and the babies' flailing arms and crumpled faces cry to the symphonic moon the same principle as the sound of some kind of blue with feathers and the wilt of August in its rasp there is a sickening fall from grace that lands one substantially blind but the night's rhythms stamp out the doom light of time a time when light and dark do not exist when darkness becomes a sound and light a dream that same sound and light bombard the senses all at once, and you, my queen stick our your tongue as you, my noble king, touch the tip of yours to mine. if i could think about anything else - if i could

Views From The Nite
Sometimes I write with my eyes. Sometimes I write with my mouth. Sometimes I write with my blood. All of my poems are me, And I write me for you. If you don’t read them, then I might as well be dead. But this is mostly me: always smitten with you, always in love with you. All of my poems Are love poems to you, (even this one). Paint Her in Words by LateNiteFantasy© I paint her with words, Rather than brushes, My fingers will not easily hold. My eyes can’t see the colors clear, But the description in my memory, Take me back to her youth. A fine lined porcelain face, With ruby lips and azure eyes, That danced when the devil took her due. How can any oils or color capture the love Of her? Or any brushstroke let flow Her kind and gentle ways. I paint her with words For word are all I have that flow Upon the canvas of the mind. I am all eyes: Light blue, almost as blue as the sky, large, round, passionate; long, thick lashes –

Um Yeah
OKIES. ALOT KNOW THAT I USUSALLY JUST SIT IN MY CORNER AND NOT SAY ANYTHING.. I TRY TO KEEP THE PEACE . TRY TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY. AND YOU CANT ALLWAYS LIVE YOUR LIFE THAT WAY CUZ ITS NEVER GOIN TO TURN OUT THAT WAY IN THE END.. BUT HERE IT GOES.. THERE IS SOMEONE THAT IS UPSET AT ME. OVER SOMETHING THAT I THOUGHT WAS JUST A JOKE.. IT MENT NOTHING. IT WAS A JOKE. I HAVE NO DISRESPECT FOR THE PERSON THAT IT WAS A JOKE ABOUT. AT ALL!. BUT FOR THE PERSON THAT IS UP SET AT ME.. IM ONLY WRITTING THIS CUZ I KNOW RIGHT NOW YOU DONT WANT TO TALK TO ME AND I TRIED TALKIN YOU TONITE.. AND IM SORRY.. I LOVE YOU ALOT. I MISS TALKIN TO YOU. AND I HATE THAT YOUR IGGNORING ME. THIS IS REALLY HURTIN ME TO THE POINT THAT MY STOMACH HURTS I DONT LIKE THAT YOUR UPSET WITH ME..YOUR MY LOVA FFS. YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND ON HERE.. IM SORRY THAT I HAVENT TALK TO YOU ALOT IN THE PAST WEEK.. EVERYTHING HAS BEEN HAPPENING SO FAST IN THE PAST WEEK.. ALOT OF THINGS IM NOT USED TO.. HAVING AN ACTUALL RELATIONSHIP W

My Lyrics
Inside The Darkness (verse one) The smell of love has gone, But still I hold on, Waiting for that moment, When you take my hand, Tell me with your eyes, Everything will be fine, And in one lost night, We will change every thing (chorus) Eclipse the moon, Drown out the sun, Blackness overwelms us, Soothing our minds, Take me to another deminsion, Lets live forever, Show me you can love me, Inside the darkness (verse two) Faded eyes of blue, Show the pain well, I know i cannot hide this, It's the disease in me, Forgive all that i've done, I cannot change it now, Look deep into these eyes, Everything will be fine (chorus two) Eclipse the moon, Drown out the sun, Blackness overwelms us, Soothing our minds, I'll take you away to another world, Let's live forever, I can show you love, Inside the darkness (verse three) Steal the night away, Run away from the past, Feel the love grow inside, Bury everything that doe

Dedicated To Those Lost...
A dear friend of mine informed me that her and her husband who is recently back from Iraq just lost their expected child after just 12 weeks and I have been consoling her with something I have kept after my own losses in the past. It is a sad day that another new beginning has already come to an end but I hope this helps others who have suffered as such... In this time of loss I call upon my spirit within to guide me to my strength so that I may find peace and completion. I will use this strength to demand of myself and others my need to grieve completely, for this will be my first step to healing. During my time of grief I will seek guidance not only from my inner spirit but from loving persons who may offer wisdom and comfort. I need to understand that the soul as well as the physical body needs healing and to pay attention to this. I will learn to accept that the soul may never heal completely. I will learn to live not in fear and once again see beauty in my world

R.a.n.d.o.m.r.a.w.r.s
Been listening to DJ kawasaki for quite some time... OHhhhhh yellow fever in my veins. Always in my blood. Goodnight :) Well holy fuck me running right? Who the hell are you? we saw your pic!! and WELL..... HOT. So we were practically Drooling Like we were lesbians..LIKE we were. Get over it. WOO! Aside from the usual...breakthrough calls I get from BunnEH. This time it was Johnny that called. And he was quite upset. Okay, so it wasnt really a call..it was more of an exchange over myspace, and he set out to call em. Pleading that he really needed to talk to me. Johnny and Daniel decided to mutually break up. And For the first fucking time, I sat there with my mouth open, sort of half blatantly trying to take in all his qualms. Half whimpering and dazed, he poured his heart out quite literally, my sheer reaction was to half sob with him abit. I could not take him crying really, and what I did was to listen ever so

New's
MONDAY, Aug. 13 (HealthDay News) -- When it comes to a woman's choice of a life-partner, a man's face may mean a lot, a new study finds. Many women regard men with masculine facial features -- such as a square jaw, larger nose and smaller eyes -- as unsuitable long-term partners, because they're more likely to be domineering, unfaithful, unaffectionate and poor parents, U.K. researchers have found. On the other hand, women believe that men with finer facial features -- fuller lips, wide eyes and thinner, more curved eyebrows -- to be more committed, less likely to cheat, and to make better parents, said the study by psychologists at Durham and St. Andrews Universities. For this study, British women were asked to view pictures of men's faces that were digitally altered to look more masculine or feminine and to predict the men's personality traits, including sexual behavior and parenting skills. The findings are published in the current issue of the journal Personality and In

Lyrics To My Favorite Songs
Love was a former owner, but quiet is renting our houseIt seizes my lips from speaking, but forms a sarcastic smile Suspense now raised one of your eyebrowes You ask me if there's someone else I replied yes, hell yes You asked me if it's another man, I said no You laughed and say is it a woman, I say yeah Surprisingly you ask me for honey's name And her name is me, And she loves me more than you'll ever know And I finally see that loving you and loving me Just don't seem to work at all So patiently, she's waiting on me to tell you That she needs love And to choose between you two, boy you know If I have to chosse, I choose me And she told me to tell you to never to hurt me again Cuz if you haven't heard she's a bad chick Eventhough I haven't been, no Yet and still you try and test me by raisin' an angry hand Put it down, put it down I'm leavin don't try and stop me, (no) I'm late and she is waiting, (yes) My love for me is too much so I can't stay And h

How I Feel...
Ok, how do I feel tonight? Well, I feel like doing some random fucking nsfw bitching. You may think it's funny/ not funny I don't give a fuck. Believe it or not, I didn't want to see your cock I wanted to see your face. I know that you didn't understand this and that's why you have five pictures of your face and two whole albums dedicated to different angles of your cock. It also validates my suspicion that you were lying when you told me sex wasn't the most important thing in a relationship. Next.. if you realize I don't respond when you keep shouting at me, stop shouting at me, it's obvious I'm talking to someone else. It IS possible. Pick another girl on your friends list to stalk. Next.. (I got some serious rage) Stop asking women if size matters. It matters enough that there are no women with you. Read the fucking sign and get a clue. Next.. (wow) Don't tell me you want to be my friend, yet ask for a nsfw pic without reading my poetry. Words don't compare to action

9-11 New Information
Do you know where the Flight 93 wreckage is? I do. "IRON MOUNTAIN" "WHERE DID FLIGHT 93 REALLY END UP?" "EYEWITNESS ACCOUNTS OF FLIGHT 93" 9/11 WAS AN INSIDE JOB LOUNGE FIND OUT WHY ALMOST HALF THE COUNTRY THINKS IT WAS AN INSIDE JOB. (repost of original by 'SAVE AMERICA!' on ':43:41') LISTEN AS HILLARY CHEERLEADS TO NUKE IRAN, YET ANOTHER COUNTRY THAT HAS THREATENED NOBODY. (repost of original by 'SAVE AMERICA!' on ':20:50')

Photo Contest
well guys looks like at this moment im tied in the competition :D i have 21,812 comments with 141 rates :D:D and she (lil devil) has 21,535 comments with 468 rates! :O it has been the two of us back and forth for the past couple days please, if you havent rated and commented yet, go do it!! i need help from all my friends!!!! every rate and comment counts, so anything you can do is appreciated :) CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE (rate and comment) i love you guys! thanks for all the help :D:D **muah** ((((hugs)))) hi everyone! well, as of this moment im in second place with 17,110 votes. first place is lil devil with 17,490 thanks to everyone who has helped me! you guys seriously rock!!! if you havent stopped by yet...please do! every rate and comment counts!!!! if you have a few minutes to kill drop some lovin on meeeeeeee! i need all i can get to win. :D CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE (rate and comment) thanks again guys!! **muahs** WITH

Bomb Fest Of 07
good evenin familys i hope all are doin well, well tomorow is the big day the party of the year, i hope are ready as of today im not takin no more entrees to the bomb fest. this bomb fest is for fun in all, please lets not have NOOO DRAMA IN ANY SHAPE SIZE OR FORM.if any one feels thier a problem pls go to ur leader b4 u come to me , also please have proof b4 comin to me , we are adults. make sure all are have added i will only add one time tomorow an after that statin sunday i will add twice a day , thier has been more enough time for all familys to have done it by now good luck to all familys love rubia WELCOME ALL TO THE FALL 2007 BOMBFEST Starts: Sept 15th 12pm est until Sept 30th 7pm est Rules: 1)Bombing Families can team up with other Bombing families. *But need to inform Host pls* 2)Each person in the families must have a Salute 3)Each person in the families must be a level 7 4)No Dual accounts 5)Family Home Page *If have o

Letters From My Soul
I have decided to be done with the bad, and start with the good so I would like to share some good secrets about myself......to level THAT bad one.... I love Hello Kitty. She makes me happy and if I weren't a blood donor, I would tattoo her somewhere on my body. I am a HUGE animals advocate. I feel that since animals don't have a voice, I should speak for them. My favorite flower: Anything but roses. Never roses. They aren't original enough. If I were to recieve an Orchid or a Daisy from a man that I was seeing...I would just melt. I don't believe in sex on the first date...or the second...or the third. I want you to know the way my heart feels before you feel my body. I believe in love....yet don't act like it. I am afraid to love because I feel that I can be so powerful inside of it....that it would make me burst. I don't know where he is but I can't wait to meet him, and show him things that no one in the world has seen before. If I like someone, I neutralize m

Fun
AQUARIUS - The Slut (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Random . Shy . Addictive. Attractive. Quiet . Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The sexpot (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. ARIES- The Irresistible One (3/21-4/19) Nice. Is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 y

Life As It Is...
Sounds like i am being a GRINCH....But i am kinda sick and tired of this season....For the following reasons though...The cost of living is so high, gas prices are ridiculous...So therefore i barely make it through my week on minium wage...I been living on my own for 6 almost 7 years now...So my christmas always suck for me,cause i never have the money i want to spend on people...I feel i always give shitty presents cause they don't cost hardly anything...But people say it is the thought that counts...One of my big reasons i hate christmas is my DADDY is never home anymore on christmas, he works in iraq for haliberton. So every Christmas day i come to my moms to see my mother, and my sister, sometimes if i am lucky my brother shows his face....It just doesn't feel like christmas anymore...I wish things could go back to when we was small when we had our family with us....I don't want to be young again i just wanted the feeling of christmas back...I miss my dad like hell i only see him 2

Poetry
Your dreams I want as mine Your reality should be mine as one I hope to be My dreams should be yours My reality should be yours As one we will one day be All the unspoken feelings All the unspoken thoughts Mind body and soul one day it will be There will become a time That it will just be right It feels that it is now But we both know it is not I will not lie I want it so To be by your side I will not lie the feelings will not go My love will get stronger as time goes by I know what you are saying on some levels we are the same I know what you say you want And I may not always agree But one thing I have learned And one promise I will make I will always think about it before i disagree Verbal yes it might be but with thought and feelings You can always guarantee I love you with all of me For now and forever you will always know That from the moment we met I knew deep in my heart From that first kiss it was the start OF THE LOVE THAT

Poems
Highway Dream The car speeds down the open road In summer sun and all blue sky You sit beside in relaxed mode And watch the scenery go by The day goes on, the heat has built With the roof down you want a tan The highway’s clear, you have no guilt Undue your blouse, you have a plan So there you sit, blouse open wide Your breasts receive the sunshine’s rays I watch you, eyes closed, at my side So beautiful, these summer days Now as you doze, your skirt rides up Your legs ajar, show well toned thighs Nipples are hard, a breast you cup And from your mouth come little sighs I watch the road, no-one around Your nipples and your breasts you feel I glance at you, my heart does pound Watch hands caress, mind in a reel! What’s in your dream I’d love to know As tween your legs a hand does roam And at your crutch your fingers go To explore now, that hot wet home What’s in your dream? It seems to work! Pants to the side are pushed with ease At you cunt lips,

Forbidden Love
friends you dont know your true friends you think you do but when you need them thear not thear all i ask was to be a friend all i needed was some one to care friends should care but dont always care friends are in your life or out freinds dont always see what you feel freinds sometimes call all i ask was for my friend to call me or text me or email me but now it looks like my friends are going away and i feel so dam lost dont have to many i lost alot in my years but i still rember them and wish the best for them friends should always think about there friends not all friends do its ashame but its true when i become friends with some one i care and worry how they doing some times to much my friends do mean the world to me i do love them only if they would see i do any thing for a friend give my blood my hart my soul to a friend but got to rember not all friend care or do as i do give them se

Packer Fan's
THIS IS FROM MY BROTHER. HE ASKED ME TOO PASS IT ON. Hello everybody, I know we all do our part to help. I have been Involed with the "Relay For Life" for over five year's. Most of you know a couple year's ago I was Diagnosed wIth Terminal Cancer. I kicked Cancer's Ass ! This Organization mean's even more to me now, then when I started with them. I know that everybody can not donate to this cause. If you can not, but know someone that could, please forward my donation page to them. The link is : http://main.acsevents.org/site/TR/RelayForLife/RelayForLifeMidwestDivision?px=6426269&pg=personal&fr_id=7884&s_tafId=115769 THANKS WISHFUL THINKING MONUMENT TEXTURE WHAT THE LADIES WOULD LIKE TOO SEE, LOL !

Ah
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Real Shit
this woman is stuck in my head i want more than just to have her in bed, even though we dont talk much she stays on my mind, everytime i wanna act a ass and start messing up stuff i picture her smile and my anger comes down,this feeling wont go away i wonder if she feels the same way i need her in my face day to day the home of the bloods and crips, niggas that not scare to empty a clip. where the police are no to be full of shit, the govenor just had to be a movie star and rich before he got his office, some of the dangerous street in the world are here, but dont be scared u can have alot of fun here. the beaches are as beautiful as Florida and keep alot of people happy,the weather is the best and wouldnt change it for the world. beautiful women are everywhere but every once in awhile you'll find some one with a jerry curl and even someone dance like a robot on the corner for fun. Two weeks ago my two year old cuzzin had a tv fall on her and crack her skull, she had severe brain dama

The Baroness
The Baroness' Seat of Power by mcfbridge © Baroness Von Higgenpoof was a shrew. There was simply no other way to describe her. It seemed that her favorite pasttime was screaming at whoever happened to be nearby. She screamed at the butler when her lunch was late. She screamed at the maid if the floors weren't spotless. She even screamed at her husband for apparently no particular reason at all. Matilda Von Higgenpoof was 47 years old. She had married the Baron when she was 23. Matilda had expected to be a duchess by now. Certainly, she should at least be countess. Instead, that lazy no good husband of hers had remained a baron. He had no ambition at all. In fact, he had the nerve to tell her she should relax and enjoy her station in life. Well!! That might be good enough for a lazy bum like Frederick, but Matilida Muffinpuffin had not been born into this world to be satisfied with being a mere baroness. The baron had married well over his station when she had agreed to be his wi

Joke Nite
A Mother passing by her son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to 'Mom' With the worst premonition she opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Mom,: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Mom she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone.We'll be growing i

Murderer Of Love's Stories
Last Turn I shift into reverse, check my rear view mirror, let out the clutch and press the gas. Freedom. That’s what I need. I drive around the corner and see my target. It’s this windy road that crawls up to the top of a mountain. We call it Dread Way. “You’ll be dreading every minute on the way up to the top.” That’s what we tell all the new kids in town. On the very top of the mountain there is an open field, popular for parties. I squeal my tires and start heading up. I set the bottle down beside the picture frame. The sunset peered through the brown liquid. Every time the taste makes me gasp. I glance down at the picture. Two guys with their arms draped over each other’s shoulders. Smiles cover both their faces. I could get into my car right now, drive up Dread Way and end all this. Just speed up the god for sakein’ mountain. Just keep my wheels going around and around in a circle, until the last turn. I hated that mountain, every time I went up there I was scared. O

General Bullshit
so my friend has a pic that is totally not nsfw to me marked because it involves two men about to kiss...but other people can float in the ticker with shifting pics that have them holding a penis in their hand and it isnt marked and this is a person who has been harrassing another friend to the point she had to lock her profile down to only friends ....what is this bullshit can us bi people and the gay and lesbian community not show our side of the spectrum just because we arent "straight"? its such crap that you can have a chick about to obviously suck on a penis but not two men kissing ..GAH! i was tagged by darth goatse.........thx eeeeever so much Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can

My Feelings
the love i once knew is slowly slipping from my heart the love i once thought would never part that love is slowly dieing all becuz he was lieing may have a broken heart but may have a new start ©sms 2007 always deep within my soul i knew we have a love like no other what we share is something others only hope for and dream of but few ever experience. our love is magical beyond belief away without hesistion you give yourself completely you have reached the very depthes of my soul bringing out emotions i have never knew i had and unveiling an ability to love like i never thought possible ©2007 I have nothing left- Nothing to give... Since I don't have you- Why Should I live... The words you say-Conflict with the beat.... I look at your brown eyes- so warm so sweet I'm Sorry my feelings for you have changed Is what you said.... I feel so alone so lost- I feel like I'm dead... When you told me you liked me- All the glory rose to my heart... Yes, you w

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Time Passes
Was browsing youtube watching it snow~~I came across this video and those of you that know me well~~know that I'm both a Kid Rock and Dale Jr. fan~Anytime they come in a package is a good day for me~~LOL~~As I started to watch it~I got a lil emotional~(if you have read my about me,you know why)~as the soldier stops to kick the ball back to the lil boy in the video~~I thought of Nick~~Even tho I saw him at Thanksgiving~~I miss him daily~and I can picture him doing that~~~I won't get all political about this~~cuz it's only a blog about a mother's love~~Enjoy everyone and have a great weekend~♥ LiL~ When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Tampa , Florida , it was believed that he had nothing left of any value Later, when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, They found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her c

The World Of An Innocent Tease
my life has been really crazy lately.. Yes i am a proud mother of a baby girl Named Kaylie. She is my world.. yes I am lucky I have 2 jobs.. when most people cant even get one.. Yes I am single.. and that gets lonely and hard sometimes. Recently... I was in a relationship with a guy.. and he and I thought about getting married... and then I found out I was pregnant and he was meeting other girls and texting other girls.. (all named Jessica which was weird) so I dumped him... So in case you didnt follow that iam pregnant again. THey will be 15 months apart.. How does a girl do the single mom thng workin 2 jobs.. I need to get back out on my feet.. and I just cant get my ducks in a row. Oh while all this is going on.. Recently my daughters father (who dumped me after I got pregnant the first time) was in a coma.. and thankfully he woke up... and my dad was diagnosed with lou gehrigs disease. Most people who get that only live 1-5 years.. He has had for a long time.. and

Travellin'
Hmmmmmm...Should I put this in Catagories or just Blast Dumb Assed 4-wheelers in General..... As for the Catagory of just total Pinheads it is a toss up between (1). Any Utah Driver, especially those fucking idiots that live between Salt Lake City and Provo. (2). Also ranking right at the top are those ignorant pathetic dumasses that commute between Ft. Collins, Colo. through Denver and out to Aurora. Most inconsiderate: Again, Utah ranks right at the top, but lets not forget Southern California as well.... Why DO you 4-wheelers zoom up alongside 80,000 lbs of steel and then just sit there riding next to us for miles at a time? Do you not have ANY clue just what kind of danger you are putting yourselves into?? And they wonder why they get run over or put in the ditch. PATHETIC!!! And can anyone tell me why....when your a quarter of a mile behind a Semi and you see his (or Her) turn signal come on you Smash the Gas and try to pass?? Are you REALLY that FUCKING MORONIC??? Gawd 4-w

Other Stuff
The site made it where we can Re rate all our friends... My issue is that my Vip runs out in a few days and there is no way I can re rate everyone an 11 before that happens... I've had a VIP for over a year and there are some personal reasons why I can't renew my VIP, like feeding my kids. So please don't take offense if I rate you a 10. If I had the ability to rate everyone an 11 I would. Thanks for understanding judy Blasts, Blings Tickers & Things... We all seem to want these things yet sometimes they seem very unattainable... So how about an easy way to earn maybe not all of them but some of them... Join an Add, Fan, and Rate train that pays you back... The idea running through my mind is that a few of us start a train and as new people join they give the little gifts... Happy hours are expensive and with the economy the way it is well I'm a single mom and can't afford 1 for myself let alone to give as a gift for someone else... yet there are

Barbiie Wants U To Read Diz♥
ok plz stop askin me to add u to ma family list if i wanted u on der i would have added u and i dont have ne picz of me dat r naked n neva well so dont ask me to take ne i have a hubby and a wifey so respect dat im here to make friends not nething else so dont try.i flirt yes but doesnt mean i wanna hook up or sleep wit u im tried of getin harassed by all tha prevs so plz do me a favor stop harassin me askin me if u can see me nakd stop all tha dirty comments if i wana b ur friend i will let u know ok its ma fukin lyfe i will date whoeva tha fuk i want yes ma babidaddy is black n yes i love him to death but u have no rite to judge me n talk shyt so do me a favor stop talkin shyt about me callin me shyt lyke diz whitetrash_with_tat2s: ur a RACE RADE AND MAKE WHITEWS LOOK BAD whitetrash_with_tat2s: its ok i saved all ur nude pics lol they on a racist site as a nigger lover lol

Poems From My Black Sept. Albulm
ARE U A GUCCI MOMMA OR LUIE VUTON? FENDI EYE WEAR LOOKIN LIKE YOU A STAR. MILLION DOLLAR SMILE AND I AINT TOUCH THE PRODUCT IN A WHILE IM REAL NERVOUS. AT THE POINT I'LL PAY FOR YA SERVICE WHAT YOU WANNA DO HUH? I GOT A JAY WE CAN BURN IM A LISTENER MA TELL ME HOW YA WORLD TURNS TELL ME BOUT PASSIONATE DAYS OF YA LIFE INVOLVE ME AND MAKE IT OURS WE DESERVE IT RIGHT? I GOT A ROOM A COUPLE MILES FROM THE CASINO LIHGTS AND YOU SEEM THE TYPE TO WORK YA HIPES LIKE ARABIAN NIGHTS WHAT YOU LIKE MA? I GIVE IT TO YOU,BACK SHOTS AND LICK A LITTLE. "YOUR MY LADY" INSTRAMENTAL IN THE BACKGROUND WHILE WE DOIN WHAT WE CAME TO,SCREWIN HOW WE CAME TO STRETCHIN YOU OUT KISSIN YA ANKLES YOU BETTER BE THANKFUL YOU HERE CUZ YOU WANNA BE NOT CUZ YOU GOTTA BE RIDING ME,ROCKING ME MENTAL MONOPOLY EROTIC PHOLOSOPHY I LOVE DA WAY YOU SAY THE THINGS U SAY WHEN YOU ON TOP OF ME KISSES IS HARD AND SLOPPY ITS GON' BE HARD TO STOP ME... FROM BENDIN YOU OVER GIVIN EVERY INCH TO YA CH

Other Sites
LOL-- What the fuck is it with this Islam bullshit that they have to "hide" their faces??? I see alot of these people in the city of Philadelphia and they look like idiots to me. If you want to dress like a terrorist go live with them in the Middle East! You know, if I managed a bank I damn sure wouldnt let anybody in who has their face covered!! Once again, aint no alla. Only GOD. If you have to hide your face--you must have something to hide!! Yeah I guess some people think Im a racist because of my "about me" section. Ive been accused of it on numerous occasions but that couldnt be farther from the truth! I simply treat people the way they treat me and by the way they act! I mean if you want to act like an ignornant prick Ill treat you like one. The word "nigger" simply means just that--an ignorant person. I personally know alot of "white niggers" who I cant bring myself to even speak to because if I do Ill say whats on my mind and, once again, be accused of racisism! I just think

Native Amercan Pride
I wanted to Share with everyone how proud I am of my son John , as many of you know he has been away at bootcamp he joined the Army and doing very well . John well be coming home in November for 4 weeks then he is off to his first Duty Station in Hawaii . WOW what a place to be . He has added Airborn Infantry and Ranger to his contract . John called me today to let me know he scored the highest on his final testing and will be an Honor Graduate , Im sure you know now why I am so proud of him . Here is a pic of him I will keep you posted . Thank you to everyone that has been here through this hard time and easing my mind as I let my son grow from a boy to a fine young man by the way the one on the background with the shades and his arms folded is my 19 year old son at his brothers graduation lol HERE ARE THE LINKS TO EVERYONE IN OUR FAMILY PLEASE BE SURE THAT YOU VISIT EVERYONES PAGE AND RATE THEIR PAGE FAN THEM AND ADD THEM AS A FRIEND LE

Jokes
1. You let your 14 year old daughter smoke at the dinner table in front of her children. 2. The Blue Book value of your pickup can double depending on how much gas in the tank. 3. You've been married three times amd still have the same inlaws, 4. Someone in your family died after saying "Hey, guys, watch this". 5. Your wife's hairdo was ruined by a ceiling fan. 6. Your junior prom offers day care. 7. You think the last words of the "Star Spangled Banner" are, "Gentlemen start your engins". 8. The Holloween pumpkin on the porch has more teeth than your wife. 9. You have to go outside to get something from the frig. 10. You need one more hole punched in your card to get a freebie at the House of tattoos. 11. You can't marry your sweetheart because there's a law against it. 12. You think loading the dishwasher means gettaing your wife drunk. 10. You are guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack 9. If you get tired, you can wait 10 minutes

Sayings Of Different Kinds
Lead to the river Midsummer, I waved A "V" of black swans On with hope to the grave And though Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain... So I swore to the razor That never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again Bared on your tomb I'm a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above onto me? For once upon a time From the binds of your lowliness I could always find the right slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discoulours all with tunnel visionSunsetter... Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To Her alone in full submissionNone better... NymphetamineNymphetamine, Nymphetamine... Nymphetamine girl.Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine... My Nymphetamine girl. Wicked with your charm I'm circled like prey Back in the forest Were

Sharing Personal Experiences/wishing Could Have Experienced
A >brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. >When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions >at the entrance: >"You may visit this store ONLY ONCE!" There are 6 floors and the value >of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any >item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, >but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman >goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. > >On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: > >Floor 1 - These men have jobs. > >The 2nd floor sign reads: >Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. > >The 3rd floor sign reads: >Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good >looking. > >"Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. > >She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: >Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking >and Help with Housework.

Poems Written For My Kids
Every tear drop every broken heart that you will face growing up Every broken promise, every shattered dream I will be here. For every time you fall i will be here to pick you up. Every tear drop i will be here to wipe them away. Every mountain you climb i will be there to help you, catch you when you fall. Every tear drop that falls mommy cry's to. Mommy tried to keep you safe, but i couldnt protect you from everything. Every tear drop that falls mommy's heart breaks. You have been hiding in a shell of confusion, hurt and anger. I dont understand why it had happen or why you had to go through all this, you are so young and fragile. Every tear drop that falls mommy wipes away, every tear drop i pray you that someday you will be free from this pain. Mommy to is confused you are not alone. I will face this pain with you and we will hit it head on together. Just remember mommy loves you, and i will always be here for you. Every tear drop. I watch you grow wi

Jam On Toast
I hope everyone is having a wonderful Holiday season. Things are looking pretty good on this end. I just found work a couple of weeks ago and I'm enjoying being productive once again. I've noticed that I'm feeling much better about myself and I feel like things are turning around for me. I want to thank everyone who's stuck by me through my darkest and kept reminding me there was light waiting for me at the end of the tunnel. I'm lucky that it wasn't a train coming at me lol. Merry Christmas (or whatever particular holiday you celebrate this time of year) I just want to let everyone know, why i haven't been myself today...today would have been my dad's 51st b-day...so i just have the added reminder today that he isn't with us anymore. I apologize for me being a bit down today, and i'm sure i'll be back to being my typical self again tomorrow. I apologize for any inconvience this may cause. Have a great day! Hey ya'll... i just want to thank all of my friends on here who did an

Daily Ramblings Of Morbid
Yesh, im on cam so if you want to see add me on yahoo morbidxprincess OK, what are your guys problems, i've gotten so many comments/shouts saying how i'm a fatass, yes, i know i'm big but does it really matter? yall have been infected by the media on what real beauty is. i love me. i love being big, i have curves :P. the problem with skinny bitches is they take it to heart and let it get to their head like they are the ones who can rule the world just because they are skinny and hot. MANY BIG GIRLS ARE SEXY AS FUCK! my best friend is big, and god damn is she sexy. its stu[id how guys only think with their cocks, most of them only go for the skinny hot chicks, not big/curvy beautiful girls. personally, i'd rather stay like i am instead of being skinny, whats the point in changing for people you're never gonna see, fat is just a three letter word. it doesnt mean that your ugly, dumb or not nice, i'm sorry but big is beautiful and for all you who dont agree with me FUCK YOU, GET YOUR F

Questions
6 truths of life: 1) You cannot touch all of your teeth with your tongue. 2) All idiots, after reading the first truth, try it. 3) The first truth is a lie. 4) You're smiling now cause you are a idiot. 5) You will soon forward this to another idiot. 6) Theres still a stupid smile on your face 10. DAMN, that uniform! DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!-lol 9. They find it hot and leave it wet 8. They're good and trained in mouth to mouth 7. Anyone that can carry their hose over their shoulder has something going for them 6. They can quickly and efficiently solve any problem 5. They always maintain their umm . . . . apparatus 4. You know he is in damn good shape 3. They run in for you when everyone else would run out 2. You know they can sweep you off your feet 1. Not many can say they're dating a HERO!!!! About two weeks ago, God was looking down at Earth and saw all of the repulsive behavior that was going on. So God called one of the angels and sent the angel to Earth for

A Day In The Life Of A Douche Bag
I really need to start following Canadian politics soon. It’s currently just some background noise for me. I listen to CBC (equivalent to NPR) on my drive into work frequently, but that’s about the extent of my following of what’s going on in the Great White North. I pay closer attention to what’s going on in my home country. What I’ve seen the last year has been truly pathetic. We come off eight years of leadership our government admittedly spied on its own citizens, imprisoned people without due process, politicized the Department of Justice (justice is supposedly blind people), invaded a sovereign nation without provocation and sold that invasion to its people and congress with lies, and encouraged policies that help drive the global economy into one of the worst recessions since the 1930s. So after years of failed policy and fear tactics, now the right wingnuts are just making shit up. Death panels!!! AHHHHHH! Obama wants to kill Palin&rsq

Yay Poetry Of Mine
My heart's beating so fast I don't know if I'm going to last Running down this road of confusion Wondering how to rid of the delusion Of this life I lead Will I ever get a head o the stampede What am I supposed to see What am I missing Give me a clue A sign A brief moment of intelligence Clarity Is what I search for the hardest To get a hold of the emotions And to kick out the constant thoughts Of anxiety Can I How will I Ever survive Surrounded by nothing but lies No one wants to step up Or keep it real Never can we own up to how we really feel Afraid to hurt Afraid to scar Afraid to accept who we really are Find one Forget the rest Then it's all really put to the test Can you stay loyal While being happy Or do you end up disregarding All past memories For a future unknown You say you can think like meReally do you want to deal with that atrocityDeal with the velocityOf thoughts pounding constantlyThe never ending questions of"What the fuck is wrong wi