Bellas daddy's blog: "deathangel84"

my name is alec im 24. recently i had a stroke b4 xmas it started out as the flu i got so dehydrated that my kidneys shut down right now i have no feeling in my left hand i just got out of hospital this tuesday. ne ways also my daughter has to have heart surgery n shes only a month old please pray 4 us thankyou n god bless

Life to me can be very valuable cherish what you have an cherish the loved ones you have i dont care if they did something wrong to you if your fighting with them now or whatever. You only live life once there only in your life once your only in there life once so cherish them while you have them. My dad has had six heartattacks an the docs told him theres nothing more they can do for him ive been through this shit six times already an i know the next time he aint gonna make it. If you have had a fight or are having a fight right now im just telling you to cherish that person an make up with them because tomorrow they might not be here written by devilbird

Where is my life taking me Some places I never wanna be The depression an hurt I endure everynite Just wish I was the one to see the light He takes good people even the bad Why must you hurt us an make us all sad They say theres a god we will all find out Take it away I gonna scream an shout Hes here to get him he dont want u to cry Just smile with those tears in your lonely eyes written by alec serr

My life sux right now and I dont know what to think anymore honestly. My dad had his sixth heart attack last week and the docs told us theres nothing more they can do for him. Sux balls then recently today the docs confirmed my gurls pregnant so at the same time Im depressed but excited. I dont know what to do right now. I need to go spend somemore time with him before its to late but I want him to be around to see his grandchild grow up. Life sux

Fear of life what to do Everybodys screwing you Fuck the pain, fuck the fear Your pain is shattered in the mirror No passion, no pain, what can you say Being tortured in every way Im done with this game fuck it im out Im not gonna scream just fuckin shout

I aint been on here since october since my aunt died which ever since i aint been the same. Ive been more depressed since shes left than I ve ever been in my life. I used to go to bars with her and she was always the one to buy drinks even for a stranger thats just how she was. I miss her everyday more and more this christmas with out her didnt seem the same and the rest never will. Every day I go through life wondering if I even want to go on with my life alot of the time I dont. Unfortunately I do. I have thoughts going through my head of close family members Ive lost and thoughts of the women who have crushed my heart and it gets to me Im the type of guy who doesnt have the balls to let that shit go cuz when u fall in love and the women crushes ur heart u lose ur mind and it hurts and the pain never goes away. Us guys just want to know why? Why do u crush are hearts when we put everything into these relationships love u with all are heart then all of a sudden u dont want nothing to do with us? Guess it just sucks having a good heart thats abused. I sit here and talk about suicide everyday but never do it cuz I aint got the ballz but when u lose somebody whether its a relative or some one u fall in love with some of those gurls just dont get it. Some times i wonder if suicides calling my name i swear it is one of these days i mite just cave in and say fuck it. All im saying is for u ladies out there dont crush are hearts therevaluable and once we give them to you for us theres no looking back. alec serr (aka Deathangel)

MY FAMILY AND I GOT SUM REAL BAD NEWS TODAY.... MY AUNT HAS COLON CANCER AND WAS TAKING CHEMO FOR IT AND THE DRS TOLD HER TODAY THAT THERE IS NOTHING MORE THEY CAN DO FOR HER. ITS ALL OVER NOW. THEY R GONNA STOP THE CHEMO AND PUT HER ON HOSPICE. SHE IS SO AFRAID TO DIE SHE TELLS US. AFRAID TO FALL ASLEEP TO NEVER WAKE UP AGAIN.. SO PLZ HAVE OUR FAMILY IN UR PRAYERS. THANX

U never take life for granted cuz u never know when ur gonna go. My aunt is sick from colon cancder and has been for past two years but just found out a month ago. She made everybody aware recently she doesnt have to long. She is afraid to go to sleep cuz she doesnt know if she is going to wake up. She is an angel and dont deserve it. So if ur reading this do me a favor and tip one up for my aunt((((this ones for u auntie)))) thankyou and god bless alec