ThatEvilBitch's blog: "I'm a Poet or I try to be"

Keep flapping those loose jaws No one listens It only makes you weaker to those who see it Cruel bully Ignorant fool You, the Fanged Beast Attacking me at the jugular Ripping me to shreds Go away I hope a hunter catches you, mutilates you Run and hide, little creature That's all you can do now One word And you'll be a wretched, Hairy carcass You've violated me, you've won Cease to exist, Pathetic fool

Even as I lie here Bound, I know you, My Captor, I know your scarlet skin Better than my own blue: Every scar, blemish, flaw You may have my body Simple flesh, canvas, nothing more Your desire not within your reach Consumed, my heart, in shell, Protected, withdrawn, isolated, fragile My mind, the toy Your child inside cannot play with So you desire the blood Bursting veins Take your fill I will annihilate you once these chains are broken I will never beg I will never stop fighting

arms raised to the sky fingers grazing the stars magick surging a tornado a torrent of heat as the bonfire blazes a sheet of flame before me it guides the energy out of my body blasting from my fingers into the universe

i want to hate you I want to rip your cold heart From your chest Just to show you how black it is I don't know what happened Or why you insist on tearing me apart I tried to show you what love is I tried to be comfortable with your lifestyle I can't shake the feeling You've lied to me this whole time I trusted you and thought you really loved me I came out of the emotional barriers for you And you broke me in half I hope you're happy with yourself I hope she was worth the pain No amount of I'm sorry will ever Bring me out again.

I read your words They are plain to me and lifeless I've studied every stanza carefully They're dull, like the edge of my knife You're a rubber doll You pretend you are everything to everyone Speaking supposedly magnificent phrases When you really say nothing Your impact is so minute Behind your tinted Oaklies Underneath your black, silken skin Lies simplicity, loneliness, fear So you use words to get your way, But like I said, you say nothing Those mumblings in the dark Have no texture...smooth as glass And they are polished like a beautiful jewel They are plastic, they are nothing They are like You.

The first hit Taken in full force Rips through her body Convulsing excessively Writhing, yet laughing Sending her emotions Onto the ultimate Rollercoaster ride Her best high Came not from A puff of smoke Or liquid injection But from living life In the chemical generation

Erupt A beach covered in thick, grey ash Strewn about, the bodies of Islanders and tourists Their clothes ripped and matted Drenched in blood; their skin Charred Cajun-style, Crispy and black And the vast mountain beyond Exploding a million fireworks, Salivating bright orange magma, Rumbling, as the mount And it's surroundings implode Leaving nothing to exist