FIRE RICAN STUD's blog: "RANDOM"

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now: 1. Please stop with the manipulation, it no longer works on me. 2. You are on my mind and I support you 110% perecent. 3. Just relax and take things with a grain of salt. 4. You are so talented and so intellegent. 5. Time heals all wounds unless the wound keeps popping up and pissing you off. 6. People can just be plain mean. 7. I wish i could help you, it hurts me deeply to know your in pain. 8. Is it worth it? 9. Don't lie to me and don't tell me what you think I want to hear. 10. I am so happy I met you and I am so excited to get to know you better. NINE things about yourself: 1. I love to do nothing at times, sometimes just taking a drive around nowhere is relaxing! 2. I love hanging with my friends. 4. I have an intolerance for manipulative people. 5. I can tell when I'm being lied to 6. I love to spend quiet time at home. 7. I am a very sensitive person, yet strong as nails!!! 8. I love my family and friends and I tell them I love them often. 9. I am no longer as stupid and nieve as I once was. EIGHT ways to win YOUR heart: 1. Be honest. 2. Don't change and don't expect me to change for you.I am who i am, take it or leave it. i won't pretend to be someone else for you. I won't lose myself for no one! 3. Be sensual 4. Be sexual 5. Be hard as nails, with a soft, kind heart 6. Make me laugh 7. Support me emotionally and listen to me 8. Treat me like a woman SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot: 1. I love my career 2. I want to share my life with someone special 3. I need to meditate more 4. I need to start saving more money 5. Where is the love, always giving never getting in return. Am i so unlovable? 6. My kids are the greatest 7. Was it me SIX things you wish you never did: 1. married the wrong person 2. got a matching tattoo with a best friend that i no longer talk to 3. dated half the guys i did! What was i thinkin!! 4. moved so far away from family 5. gave up on dreams and goals for a man 6. drank so much i puked on my shoes!!! That one happens to much!!! FIVE turn offs: 1. Being lied too 2. Being taken for granted 3. Being manipulated 4. not being respected because i am young and a female! 5. people who think they are so much better then everyone else! FOUR turn ons: 1. A strong man, physically and emotionally 2. Touches, smiles, a good sense of humor!! 3. looking in my eyes with an honest soul 4. the smell of a man just out of the shower THREE smileys that describe your life: 1. Happy 2. Huge smile 3. Loved TWO things you want to do before you die: 1. get my motorcycle and do a cross country road trip 2. find true love and live everyday like there is no tomorrow!! ONE confession: 1. I hide my true feeling down deep inside. I don't like to show anyone my softer side. If i am sad, i cry alone so no one knows. I tend to build a brick wall and keep everyone out. I would rather fix everyone elses problems before my own and i suffer because of that sometimes. 1. Do you bite your lip? Only when i make the sexy face!!! Come get me baby!!! 2. Do you have pictures on your walls? Yes 3. Have you seen people picking their nose? Sure...and why do they have to do it behind the wheel? 4. Do you like country music? Some..country rock. 5. How do you peel your orange? Yes, but i hate when it gets under my finger nails, ishy!!! 7. Could things be better in your life at the moment? yes, it could always use improvement 8. Have you ever tried to put a huge puzzle together? yes, get easily frustrated and pissed and them put it away 12. Have you seen the movie Jaws? Yeah, love it. I still get scared when i swim in the ocean!!! LOL 13. How do you feel about show offs? Well, i am a show off, so I am cool 14. Do you go to the library? Yes 16. Whats your favorite type of energy drink? Red Bull 17. What do you put on your hamburger? Ketchup, mustard, cheese shrooms.. 18. Do you wish you were older? hell no!! i have issues with the age i am!!! I love older guys, but me being older, not so much!! 19. Do you wish you had magical powers? yes 20. If so, what powers? the power to control minds. Make people fall in love with me and give me what ever i want!!! LOL And have Wonder Woman bling!!! 21. Do you eat teddy grahams? No 22. Does anyone hate you? probably, but i don't care. There is always haters. I just feel bad for them wasting that negative energy!! 24. Have you ever believed in fairies? yes 26. Do you have your nose pierced? yes, i did, then had to take it out because of work. gonna do it again because it looked hot!!! 28. Do you know how to divide? Yes but I prefer to use a calculator 30. What is your favorite number? 15, but prefer 69 31. Would you rather have braces or glasses? I have glasses, only wear them to read 34. Have you ever seen Coronation street? yes, sorry i am a dork! I do watch PBS sometimes!!! LOL 35. Are you missing anyone right now? Always 36. Who? A few people 37. Do you have a job? Yes 39. Have you ever stolen something before? Yes 40. What was it? a few things What holiday is coming up next? Christmas! What are you doing this weekend? going to a party on saturday and then party for me on monday!! What is the last thing that you ate? toast Do you watch a lot of TV? only in the evening when i am not running the streets Are you feeling uncomfortable? No but I am a little cold right now When is the last time you laughed a lot? yesterday. Pete makes me laugh!! Would you rather get your lip or nose pierced? Nose, it doesn't hurt Love or hate? Love Why did you last smile? Amy called, she is still my friend Have you ever locked keys in a car? nope What was the last movie you went to? Hmm..can't remember.. How are you feeling? Good but cold Are there any plants in the room you are in? Nope Do you believe that women should be able to have man jobs? If that is what they want to do but remember ladies you will never be paid the same as a man Do you hate people? No I do not Do you hate your parents? Never Friends or family? I love them both Is your heart currently hurting? just alittle Have you ever been to L.A? nope Do you still have an obsession with something that you loved as a kid? Nope How is your hair? Straighter than I would like it to be today Do you think people talk bad about you? yes, but haters, the rumors are not all true!!! just a few!!! LOL Have you/do you go to shows? yes Have you ever had stitches? Yes Are you cold? Yes Do you like the current holiday? Love all holidays Where is your heart? missing in action

Maybe... Message: Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong person before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us. Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you’ve ever had. Maybe it is true that we do not know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we do not know what we have been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Do not expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it does not, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Do not go for looks; they can deceive. Do not go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. Always put yourself in others shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts them too. The happiest of people do not necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you cannot go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and the heartaches." So make love to the present and screw the past.

FOOD FOR THOUGHT HMMMMMMMMMMMM, Subject: FOOD FOR THOUGHT HMMMMMMMMMMMM, YOUR HONEST OPINION Date: 10/31 12:44 PM Message: THERE ARE MANY SICK PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD, AND I MYSELF WAS WONDERINIG. WHY SO MANY PEOPLE PUT THEIR KIDS PICTURE UP WEAR HARDLY NOTHING, OR PERIOD. WITH SO MANY ONLINE STALKER CASES GOING ON . YOU NEVER KNOW WHO IS WATCHING , AND THEIR TRUE INTENTIONS.ALSO MANY PEOPLE THAT HAVE BEEN VICTIMS, TO SENSELESS PREDATORY VIOLENCE. REMEMBER THIS CAN APPEAR FROM ANYWHERE. WE AS ADULTS,& PARENTS MUST KEEP OUR EYES OPEN TO THE WARNING SIGNS .THESE RUTHLESS INDIVIDUALS HAVE NO FACE , VERY COMMON THEY ARE .WETHER THEY BE FAMILY, FRIENDS, OR OTHERS . WE ARE VERY PROUD OF OUR KIDS , THEREFORE WE MUST PROTECT THEM WITH OUR LIVES. SUCHAS A LIONESS DOSE HER CUBS.PLEASE UNDERSTAND I MEAN NOT TO INSULT, BUT PROVIDE AWARENESS. PLEASE REPOST WE ALL NEED A HELPING HAND TO PROTECT THE WORLD , AND OUR FUTURE. WHICH ARE THE KIDS GOD BLESS YOU AND MAY HE HELP US ALL AMEN JESUS R CALDERON THE INSANE POET

THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW !!!!! THIS IS WHY I URGE WOMEN, TO NEVER LET THESE PEOPLE KNOW. THAT THEY LIVE ALONE ,AND GIVE UP TOO MUCH INFO SUCH WHEREABOUTS.. THOSE PICS ARE COOL. YET IN PICS THEY MIGHT SHOW THE SCHOOL NAME ,AND WHAT NOT. WHICH IS MAKING THE INNOCENT KIDS TARGETS , AND WHEN THEIR SINGLE MOTHER COMES TO PICK THEM UP FROM SCHOOL. THEY ALREADY KNOW WHO TO LOOK OUT FOR, AND MIGHT FLEE THE SCENE BEFORE GETTING CAUGHT. IN FLORIDA ,AND IN THE SOUTHERN UNITED STATES THIS IS A PLAGUE. THAT NEEDS A QUICK CURE. WE AS PARENTS MUST STAND UP. IF NOT NOW THEN WHEN? TIME IS OF THE ESSENCE, EDUCATE OUR KIDS WHILE THEY ARE YOUNG. INSTEAD OF THIS DISILLUSION WE HAVE OF A FAIRYTALE WORLD. DO YOU KNOW ISLAMIC LAW CASTRATES RAPIST AND KILLS CHILD MOLESTERS ? I KID YOU NOT!! YET IN THE U.S. THEY ARE GLORIFIED THROUGHT THE MEDIA. AS 1 U.S. SOLDIER WHO CAME FROM IRAQ ,IN SOUTH CAROLINA WHO HAD MOLESTED ATLEAST 5 BOYS ;AND ONLY SERVED LESS THAN A YEAR. NOW WHAT DO YOU CALL THAT??? PLEASE REPOST IF YOU LOVE LIFE , KIDS ,AND MOST OF ALL GOD THE CHILDREN ARE THE FUTURE GOD BLESS EVRYONE ,AND THEIR FAMILIES AMEN JESUS R CALDERON THE INSANE POET A PERSONAL PROPHET OF GOD

Message: Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Gentlemen, PLEASE let your Lady Friends know.... IF WE CAN PASS ON JOKES, SURELY WE CAN PASS ON A WARNING THAT MAY SAVE A LIFE Please repost. This can also be found at www.NBC.com JESUS R CALDERON THE INSANE POET A PERSONAL PROPHET OF GOD

EXTRENE URGENCY !!!! YOU NEED TO KNOW Girls Read This VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE!!!!!!!!! A woman at the nightclub Krobar in Pittsburg PA on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her then dumped her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood along with Progesterex, which is a small sterilization pill used on horses. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape and sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Rumor has it that Rohypnol is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girls drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in a drink as easily, is such that the victim doesn't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drugs effects are not temporary, they are permanent. Progesterex was developed to sterilize horses. Any female who takes it will never be able to conceive. The bastards get this from anyone who is in vet school or at any university. It's that easy and Progesterex is about to break out big everywhere. Believe it or not, there are even sites on the internet that tell people how to use it. Please COPY this to everyone you know, especially girls. Be careful when you're out and don't leave your drink unattended. If you leave the table, take your drink with you. If you forget, don't drink it when you return to your table, get another drink. Please make an effort to pass this on to every female friend or relative you know. Be careful and God Bless! PLEASE I BEG & URGE YOU TO REPOST .KNOWLEDGE IS POWER &KNOWING IS HALF THE BATTLE !!! JESUS R CALDERON THE INSANE POET A PERSONAL PROPHET OF GOD

HOW IRONIC!!! Message: Samuel Cabble, an African-American Private in the Union Army, Promises His Wife That Slavery, the "Curse of This Land," Will Be Crushed In the beginning of the Civil War African Americans pleaded with and even petitioned the government for the opportunity to fight. But it was to no avail. Political and military leaders feared it would only stimulate recruitment efforts in the South, and many held the racist view that blacks were cowardly, lazy, and untrainable. But as Union casualties escalated and the military command recognized the need for increased manpower, small regiments of black troops were formed starting in the summer of 1862. After issuing the Emancipation Proclamation, President Lincoln launched an aggressive campaign to recruit black soldiers. On July 18, 1863, the Massachusetts Fifty-fourth, the first all-black regiment organized in the North, demonstrated extraordinary courage against impossible odds during an attack on Fort Wagner in South Carolina. Other regiments would also shatter every stereotype hurled at them. Despite being underpaid, assigned menial tasks, and given inferior medical attention, young black men continued to volunteer in droves. An estimated 180,000 African-American soldiers served in the war, representing nearly one-tenth of the Union army, and over 37,000 of them died.Twenty-one-year-old Samuel Cabble (possibly Cabel), an escaped slave, enlisted with the Massachusetts Fifty-fifth Volunteer Infantry in June 1863. Soon after, Cabble sent the following letter to his wife back in Missouri. (Correspondences by slaves are exceedingly rare; slaves still in captivity were punished severely—even put to death—if they were caught writing or reading any materials, particularly letters.) Dear wife i have enlisted in the army i am now in the state of Massachusetts but before this letter reaches you i will be in north carolina and though great in the present national difficulties yet i look forward to a brighter day when i shall have the opertunity of seeing you in the full enjoyment of freedom i would like to no if you are still in slavery if you are it will not be long before we shall have crushed the system that now opreses you for in the course of three months you shall be at liberty. great is the outpouring of the colored people that is now rallying with the hearts of lions against that very curse that has separated you and me yet we shall meet again and oh what happy time that will be when this ungodly rebellion shall be put down and the curse of our land is trampled under our feet i am a soldier endeavry to strike at the rebellion that so long has kept us in chains. write to me just as soon as you get this letter tell me if you are in the same cabin where you use to live. tell eliza i send her my best respects and love ike and sully likewise i would send you some money but i no it is impossible for you to get it i would like to see little Jenkins now but i no it is impossible at present so no more but remain your own afectionate husband until death Samuel Cabble Samuel Cabble survived the war. YET STILL THIS POISON EXIST TIL THIS VERY DAY. AND NOW THE LATINOS HAVE BECOME THE NEW NIGGERS, OF THIS GLORIOUS COUNTRY. AND DREADED BY THE SAME PEOPLE WHO WANTED TO BE TREATED FAIRLY , YET CHOSE TO CONDEM OTHERS LIKE MEXICANS, ETC... WHICH THE U.S. CITIZEN VOTED FOR THE PRESIDENT WHO ALLOWED THEM TO ENTER THE U.S. AND ARE DREADED BY MANY U.S. CITIZENS(CAUCASAIN,AND BLACK) YET THEY LOVE THE PRESIDENT. HOW IRONIC?? LETS ALL PRAY FOR BETTER WORLD !! AMEN JESUS R CALDERON THE INSANE POET A PERSONAL PROPHET OF GOD

BEING AROUND YOU IS LIKE A REFRESHING SUMMER BREEZE. LOVING THE RESILIANCE OF YOUR SMILE. THE TENDERNESS & WARMTH OR YOUR EMBRACE, IS MORE THE ENOUGH.TO FUEL MY LOVE. HOW AM I ABLE TO TO BE SWEPT AWAY, BY ONE OF GODS FINEST CREATIONS? THIS IS ALL I ASK? WHAT IS REAL? WE MIGHT MIGHT QUESTION THE SINCERETY OF ONES ACTIONS,OR WORDS.. THAT SEEM TO BE PLACED DEEP WITHIN ONES HEART. WATCH ME BE YOUR FRIEND IN WAYS YOU NEVER KNEW POSSIBLE. ROSE PEDALS FALL FROM MY HAND WITH YOUR EVERY STEP. SIGNIFY THE DIVINITY THAT I SEE WITHIN YOU. WANTING YOU TO LIGHT UP MY LIFE... AND ALLOWING YOU TO DO SO. WITH ANXIETY AND CONTENT... Jesus, Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

Wanting to run,run fast. As I never dare to look back. Memories of what you were,and now you are not. Time passes like a spring breeze. You have what I cherish, With my life. Unass this! Which is not a possesion. But my child. Well d*** you shall I say. May the lord have mercy on my soul. For I will atest this til I am no longer. Why should this be fair? a woman keep a man from his seed. Reflection of him,blood of his blood. Flesh of his flesh. Lord please! To you I kneel,and pray. To make it possible. That he really know my love for him before I pass away Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon