SexyPanda's blog: "poems"

If you are a dream, then let me sleep and never wake. If you are a mirage, then let me stay in my deliria. If you are a song, then press repeat and never ever end. If you are a game, challenge me more and let me win. If you are light, keep shining and lead me out. If you are a storm, bring in the wind and let the thunder boom and shout. If you are a picture, then hang on my wall and let me look at you forever. If you are color, please be white;pure and clean as the snow. If you are feeling, it must be ecstasy; never give in. If you are a lie, then trick me forever and hide the truth. But if you are pain, then go away and never ever look back.

Here I am alone again, Alone with my thoughts, Some Good,Some Harmful,Some Shameful, Here I am alone again, Alone to do as I please, I feel empty,hurt and ashamed, Here I am alone again, Alone with thoughts of killing myself, I can't..... I want to ... How do I ........pills and drink.. No-One will miss me.... No-One will care....... I'm done GOODBYE NO-MORE!!!!!

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when your in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks your just as pretty without make up, one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares, loves being with you, and how he's the luckiest guy in the world to have you.

I close my eyes to sleep... I close my eyes to life... I close my heart to love... I close my heart to hurt.... Cuz if I do all this then I cannot Love You.... I cannot Hurt the ones I love...... I often wonder if I went to sleep and never woke up ..... If I'd even be missed at all..... I close my eye to sleep now......

Here in my dream..I am loved... Here I find total peace and quite.. I give into your wants.... Dream safe of our sweet passion filled love.... Your Touch of my hard nipples.... Your hands on my neck rubbing caressing... Your mouth kissing my soft lips slowly kissing a burning path down to my tight pussy.... You find me wet and ready....(1finger,OH 2so tight) I move,I moan....... My hands move down your hard body..... Slowly I grab your cock, He gets hard just for me.... Look at me filled with need... You move above me kissing me... As you put your big hard cock in my tight wet pussy.... Sowly at first,You don't want to hurt me.... I move my hips,my legs go around your backpushing you in deeeper..... I maon,I cry out your name..... We both explode....OH GOD!!! Only I can dream ,sweet wonderful dream....

I sit here all alone thinking of you, I can feel your touch,but it is not you,my heart aches...... I lay awke at night wanting you to come to me ,but you don't,my heart aches..... I roll over to touch you,you move away from me,my heart aches.... I need youy touch ,I try to wake you,but no answer,my heartaches..... I want your hands on my body , I need your hands all over me, Please to stop the ache,my heart aches.... I stop trying roll over goto cry myself to sleep...

My Love for you is ever strong, the love I feel will never hide, My Love for you is always alive in the nightbehind close door, We have a bond so stong... You Hold me ......... Kiss me ....... Caress my body....... Make long passionate LOVE all night along.... But My Love,we doint do that like we use to ..... My LOve,I am always yours, Never to Stray.. My Love,We have fallen.... Help me come back to you... My Love,I need all of you again......

I see you standing away from me, We are Only Friends, I dont know how to feel, I look at your body and think of what I would do if we where ever alone, I shouldn't think this way.... I'm promised to another, Then you look at me and I'm blush a bright pink.... You ask "What is wrong?" I tell you "nothing at all"....... You tell me "Your my friend and you care"... You want to take me for a walk.... You says its just so we can talk..... My heart starts to race at the thought(us alone) I tell you "I can't go,He'll get mad if I go".... You take my hand and lead me away..... I take my hand away... You tell me "it's going to be Okay.." We take our walk and stop in a quite place where we are all alone to talk.... Again you Demand "WHAT IS WRONG?" I tellyou "I'm afraid" You ask me "Why?" I start to cry...the tears don't want to to stop..... You pull me close ,I half-hearted push you away... Hold me there in our embrace..... I look up in your eyes and You can see in my eyes what I want and need.... We steel a Long Sweet Kiss..... SHHHHHH!!!! Our little secret....