I want to feel you here with me
Your breath, your caress, your warmth
I want to feel this all over my body
So I can believe, if only for a moment
I am worshipped as the goddess I should be
Eyes in the darkness
Always watching
Always knowing
Mist swirls around me now
I feel his embrace
I know I shouldn't
But he calls to me
Wanting me to be his forever
I wrote this on night out of the clear blue... its usually not my kind of writing but it decided it needed to come out.
Here I am the one you can't stand
Holding her heart in her hand
What could I have done to make you understand
That my love and my life were there in your hands
We use to be one but now it is done
The razorblade did the job
My blood is now gone
My heart hurts no more
For I have purged it of you and my life
I hope you understand guilt was not my plan
For I tried with all of me
To show you what you meant to me
Before you came to hate
But guilt is what I delt
When with one stroke I cut
My life and my pain out for good.
By EW 1-22-07
My Dark Lord, My Dark Master
I am not worthy of you but
I long for your deadly kiss
Bring to me eternal sleep
So I may be with you forever
Take me into your darkest dreams
Let me dwell there with you always
Let me know your touch
Let it awaken every part of my being
Let me know your breath
So I may feel it all over my body
Take me into your arms forever
So I never see the sun again
Two people torn apart by religion, hate, and fear
Two hearts in the darkness trying to find their way
Two souls morning the thought of never being together
The end is near and so is our lives
The human race are all dead inside
The angels all have gone away, while
The humans are left to play
People die and no one really cares
The shadows win the game
Mortal souls are theirs at last
No angels to make a saving catch
All the angels have left this place
Leaving the shadows to claim our race
Watching us suffer in the darkness
Coldly laughing, watching us squirm
Faithless suicide with nothing learned
Winter has come and there's no sound at all.
The ground is white and there's no leaves at all
Mother Nature sleeps and winter has come
Dreams of summer have faded with the sun.
Darkness is here and I don't understand,
What will come of the world at hand?
Death and destruction seems to be the plan
For what can a mortal do to stave off deaths hand
The gods have abandond their children to the abyss
To drown in the fire of hopelessness and fear.
