469273's blog: "Poems"

There’s not a part of your body that I’m not willing to explore. There’s not a line I won’t cross once we’re behind closed doors. Tell me your deepest desires and your darkest fantasies. I’ll fulfill every one of them, because I aim to please. Some of the things I know I will like, others I may not enjoy. I’m willing to try anything once, consider me your sexual toy. I’ll do anything with a woman, there are no limitations. You want to try something new, send me an invitation. Don’t expect me to read your mind, don’t expect me to know. Let me know ahead of time, just how far you want to go. Don’t be afraid to get kinky; don’t think you can go too far. Tell me what turns you on; I want to know what those things are. You may wonder why I am telling you this, wonder what’s in it for me. When you remember the time of your life, I’m the person you’ll see. I’m not looking for love or ever lasting devotion. Let’s just enjoy ourselves, when our bodies are set in motion. If it is only sexual as friends we’ll go our own way. If we decide we are compatible, then together we may stay. Right now let’s not worry about that, right now let’s just have fun. If you want somebody to fill your fantasies, I’m telling I am the one. Lanny Russell 10/19/00

I find myself thinking of you quite a bit. Even when I try I can’t seem to quit. The sparkle in your eyes, the smile on your face. They’re special to me, nothing can take their place. I like the sound of your voice when I hear you talk. And the sway of your hips when I watch you walk. There’s an aura around you when the sun’s in the air. You’re so beautiful then it’s all I can do not to stare. Exactly when these feelings started, I am really not sure. But the love I want to give you is one hundred percent pure. These are my feelings and now that you know, should I stop these feelings or let them grow? Lanny Russell 9/15/00

Do you remember when I was a baby, crawling across the floor? I was an angel then, a kid you could adore. But as you knew those days didn’t last. I started walking and talking, growing up fast. Then as a kid when I’d scrap a knee, you were always there to comfort me. Then I was a teenager, a young man if you will. Thinking I knew it all but growing up still. No matter what I done or the trouble I found, you were always there for me when I came around. You the streets raised me, but that isn’t true. The good qualities I have, I got those from you. I don’t hit on women or disrespect any other. Those are just two of the qualities that I got from you Mother. You gave me a big heart, you taught me to care. I want to “Thank you” Mother, for always being there. Each night when I pray to the good Lord above, I thank Him for you, and your Mother’s love. Lanny Russell 11/03/03

There are times when I feel so full of emotion. I want to give some one my love and total devotion. Then there are times that I want to stay free. There’s no way to combine the two that I can see. The love I have to give is unlike any other. My spirit must stay free, that I refuse to smother. If I was to do that then I would never be the same. It’d be like taking a beast from the jungle and making it tame. That’s why in my life my relationships have been pretty brief. I have stolen women’s hearts just like a thief. I had to return them when they wanted me to change. Not being able to do as I please makes me feel strange. When I go to return them I could never get it quite right. I’d leave fingerprints behind like a thief in the night. Apparently with me their heart didn’t belong. If they tried to make right what was never wrong. My relationship will be built on a foundation of trust. This is not an option to me, I consider it a must. If the trust is there then my spirit can still soar. It will make me love that woman that much more. Now that you know all this can you accept me for what I am? A free spirited but loyal and loving man. Lanny Russell 9/22/00

My Smile When I woke up this morning, I couldn’t find my smile. So I stayed in bed to think about it for a while. I couldn’t believe it, how stupid of me. To lose my smile and not know where it could be. I looked in my closet and under my bed. It wasn’t there so I tried the kitchen instead. I looked in the cabinets and under the table. Hoping to find my smile, but I wasn’t able. I went to the living room hoping to find, where I had lost this smile of mine. I looked behind the T.V. and under the chair. I looked behind the couch, it wasn’t any where. I went to the bathroom and looked under the sink. I had to find my smile soon or go over the brink. I stopped at the mirror and looked at my reflection. I asked myself the unanswerable question. If I don’t find my smile what am I going to do? It was about that time that I thought of you. My thoughts of you made me crack a smile. Wouldn’t you know it; it was with me the whole while. What I am telling you _____ without you around, I don’t think my smile would have ever been found. Lanny Russell

Brain Teasers In this poem there is a message you can find. While looking for it I hope I’m am your mind. It’s meant for only one person and that person is you. If you look very hard, I know you will find it too. It won’t be very easy but then again it could. You can find it if you look real close, like you should. I would give you a hint only then that would make it easier. I want to see if you’ll give up on my little brain teaser. #2 Would you believe there’s a question I’m reluctant to ask? It’s always on my mind when I see you walk pass. It’s not something I can just ask, that wouldn’t be polite. You will have to decode this poem, and decode it right. I will give you two clues that will ease the perplextion. You will have to look to find the letters you need. The number of lines should also be under inspection you see. I’ve given you all the hints that I care to show. So just decode this passage and then let me know. Lanny Russell 10/25/00 P.S. If you want to know how to figure these out just message me.

How About You? In this game of life I play by my own rules. I try to be nice to everyone and be nobodies fool. I do not punch a time clock and don’t live nine to five. I live my life on the edge, it makes me feel alive. I don’t know where I am going but I do know where I came. From the moment of my birth, I’ve always enjoyed the game. I don’t trample anyone’s feelings; I don’t push anyone around. I try to lend a helping hand to those who’ve hit the ground. The things you consider important, don’t mean a thing to me. The things that I hold dear, you can not touch or see. If our paths should cross and you become a friend. You can call on me for anything; I’ll be there till the end. My rules are very simple and they number very few. When my life is over, I’ll have no regrets, how about you? Lanny Russell 8/17/00

A True Friend What kind of affect some one will have on my life, is really hard to say. A lot of people have touched my life, each one in their own way. Most people just come and go, others come and stay around. The ones that last a life time, are very rarely found. These are the ones that make me laugh, sometimes they make me cry. They are the ones who will answer me, when I am asking myself why. With these people there is an unspoken bond, they’re people I know I can trust. These people I know will remember me, long after I turn to dust. If you’re reading these words then you should know, I’ve let you in my heart. No matter what happens in our lives, from there you’ll never part. Out of all the people I have come to know, you’re one of the few on whom I can depend. I want you to know I consider it a privilege, to call you a true friend. Lanny Russell 11-29-02

Worldly Riches If I had a million dollars, And had to pay a dollar for your kiss, It wouldn’t be long before I was broke, But I would be in a heavenly bliss. If I owned an oilfield, I’d give you every drop. As long as it would insure me, Your love would never stop. If I owned a diamond mine, To you I would sign it away. If that’s what it took for me to know, You’d be mine until my dying day. You see all these worldly riches, To others may mean so much. To me they are all just worthless, In comparison to your touch. Lanny Russell 02/12/03