poisonousbitch's blog: "stop looking at me"

When tears fall and you think you can't take the pain anymore. Stand up and be counted for. When you know you have been treated wrong. Stand up and show them they didn't beat you, you are still standing strong. When you think that your heart will break for the last time. Stand up and tell them you are just fine. When they try their hardest to bring you down. Stand up and show them, it's your inner strength you have found. When you think life is just too hard to take. Stand up and show them they were the one's that made the mistake. When you think love is just passing you by. Stand up and catch that special person’s eye. When you think you won't get the job you dreamed about. Stand up and show those bosses what you’re really about. When you think all is at a loss. Stand up look in the mirror and be thankful your life wasn't lost. When you think that life is just too damn hard. Stand up and go to a hospital and look at all those people fighting to live, Because life isn't something you should just disregard. So you see life is meant to sometimes be a battle for some of us. But you know what LIVING IT IS A MUST!!!!

Nobody to stop me, to tell me what to do. You better believe I’m so over you. I no longer have to tolerate your shit. You’re an abusive, lying, cheating prick. No bruises for me to hide anymore. I would never let you back through the door. I have that choice and I say hell no I won’t take it anymore. Are you smart enough to figure out why there’s so much animosity? It was always you, it doesn’t matter how many excuses you make, and it was never me! There are no emotions left for you, to me you’re just a waste of space. Bet it burns you that I was that one person you couldn’t break. No tears for me to cry. No bruises, I WON’T HIDE! You don’t scare me; I won’t hide in a shell. Touch me again and the only thing you will see is inside of a prison cell. The need to teach our children that the way you treated me wasn’t right. No more darkness I see the light. I’ve got the inner-strength something you never had. You never even seen what you did was wrong and that’s kind of sad. You may have burned me, punched me, cut me with a glass. But the only way I’ll bow down to you is so you can kiss my arse. What you did was my fault somehow. That’s bullshit! I can see perfectly now Your no longer in my head, I put you on mute. So I say goodbye with the middle finger salute!

i get to perve on the hot bods and i think yum.. i can still look even though i've become a nun.. i may be shy but i can still drool over you.. i can even imagine what i'd like to do. it could be lust i try to disguise.. but i could melt looking in a guys eyes. i blush easily but i still take a peek.. shy i may be but some guys on here make my knees go weak. its not just ya looks ya bod that makes me grin. its the personality thats deep within.. if ya got personality and can make me laugh then i'll think ya cool. nice eyes, personality and arms make me drool.. but sense of humour is what is what i love most.. ya ahem size dont even try and boast.. ya size doesnt interest me it the slightest little bit. dont brag bout how tough ya are coz i'll more then likely think its women you hit.. you see i dont care if your strong or weak. its personality and laughter i seek. so hello to all the ones i call hot.. im saying hello to you even if you think your not..

What do you say when trust is an issue? Do you turn around and say I just don’t trust you? Or do you hold it in on the inside? Do you try to conceal your pain? Your feelings you try to hide. What do you say when you think he’s going to fool around? Do you stand up or do you just let those feelings get you down. I know you hide things from me you think I’m a fool, when I’m not. You can lie but I do know when you do it, I’m smarter than that or have you forgot? Don’t tell me your lies I don’t want to hear the words of what isn’t true. Don’t whisper your lies, like the words I will always love you. I don’t want to hear those words because they just aren’t true. The bitterness is a great thing one can’t control. But your lies have the ability to destroy ones soul. I don’t want the lies I just want the truth. Honesty is all I want from you! Don’t whisper your sweet nothings in my ear. Because lies aren’t what I want to hear.

stop looking at me i'm not looking at you. stop staring dont you have something else to do? stop talking to me i don't talk back. try and touch me ya gonna feel a hand go whack. are you waiting for me to reply? have ya not noticed i have no mouth to say hi? do you honestly think if you stare long enough i will change somehow? so my owner will say stop looking at me now. so no matter what you say do or even try. boobies dont listen, talk laugh or cry..