ClareBear's blog: "Stuff"

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New picture of me.

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Find a guy who calls u beautiful not hot, who calls u back when u hang up, the boy who kisses ur forehead, stays awake to watch you sleep, shows u off to the world, constantly reminding u of how lucky they are to have u... the one who turns to his friends and says 'that's her.

I'd never knew what this felt like
those butterflies fluttered inside
when we had our first kiss i was scared
with so much past hurt i tried to run away
but the smile on your face was enough to stay
the memory so vivid i could never forget
not one second will i ever regret.

When i give my heart i give it all
but i never prepare for the big fall
I care too much or not enough?
I do all the running and yet never chased
no wonder im so easily replaced
You say you care i believe you do
but i know how to show it why dont you?
I feel so dumb for letting you in
which just opened a gateway for the pain to begin.

I try not to hide
and I try not to cry
but everytime I do
my feelings come alive
But no one can see
What your doing to me


You hurt my feelings
And you don't even realize it
But how do you know
If I am hurt or not
You're not inside my head
You don't know my thoughts

I try to make you understand
but most the time you don't care
You say I mean the world to you
But your never there

You talk to other girls
And act like it don't hurt me
But it hurts me more
Than you will ever see

I love you
and I want to be with you
But how can we be together
when you keep getting me confused

You act like you want to be with me
And sometimes you don't
I thought you love me
But maybe I am wrong

I want to be with you
And I'm sick of being confused
So if you love me
Then what are you gonna do?