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Flawless's blog: "My Heart"

created on 02/24/2010  |  http://fubar.com/my-heart/b329682

Tough

They tell me not to show my feelings so much, they tell me to be tough. Not to let them see my real hurt. Why I ask am I not a woman? Am I not a human being? So I not deserve to be loved as her? I know one day that person will come, that's going to love me for me. And won't be ashamed to show it! He won't lie to me and say he was feeling me. So until that day comes, I'll hope and pray you don't get burned the way I did. Cause you should know how it feels. 

Never


I told you that I could make you happy, I told you I could love you. I promised you I would never hurt you. But you are the one who keeps hurting me!! So I release you from my heart, you don't  deserve my heart, you don't deserve my love.Your not worth the tears any more. Go away from my heart, it doesn't need you anymore All the tears I wasted on you, you don't deserve them either. You played with my love for you, and maybe one day, I'll forgive you. But for now I'm just going have to hate you. I want you to know how it feels, cause I wanna see you cry, I wanna see you hurt. Because that my friend is what I truly feel you deserve!!!!! I don't wanna hear the I'm sorry's any more, they can never replace the love I had for you. The dreams I had for us. They are only wasted nights. 
One day my heart will sing again and it won't be because of you, it will be because I finally found the one who wants to take my hand, who wants to dance with me. The one who wants me in his life, It may not be today or tomorrow. But it will happen and when it does, you won't even matter....as of now you are nothing more than a piece of CRAP on my shoe!!! And when I clean that shoe you will be gone FOREVER!!!! Thanks for making me finally seeing that you are not the man I truly believed you were!

This is why your my EX!!

My heart yearns for the day, you will see what you gave up.

How you tore me into pieces, stole my heart and wouldn't let go, Days I wonder what I really meant to you

Was I just a game, or did I really mean something to you?

Why would you tell me you love me, only to walk away?

The days were long thinking of WHY this was happening, The nights I cried for you for you to come back to me. And you did only to leave me again a week later. Was I not enough,was I not small enough,or smart enough or maybe not pretty enough?

Guess I'm never gonna be enough for you or for anyone?!


When does TRUST begin?

When do you start trusting someone that you are suppose to be talking/dating? How soon or when do you think that things should be progressing towards the next part of the relationship? Why play these little games with us, I mean if you dont like us in the sense that you dont wanna be with us, then Y lead us on? If you dont want to be with us in the bf/gf way. I want a honest answer.....GUYS please help out on this one!

You know some thing about fubar that has always bothered me, is how people wanna be mad at you for wanting bling. Let's face YES we all want a little bling on fubar. So Why do people get so mad when they see someone ask or maybe even beg? I will be the 1st to admit I have done both. But on the same side I have done my fair share of blinging people at random and people who ask. I also however try to do other things for bling such as rate entire albums or make pictures for people. I try to be as fair as possible! But what really bugs me is how some ladies and some men for that matter, dont even so much as bat a fucking eyelash and they get any bling they want! Thats what pisses me off. So in conclusion does some begging a little really that bad? Cause on the backside you dont know what that person has done for that bling.... Please comment! Keep If Nice Please....

GOOD ENOUGH

 

Sometimes I wonder will i ever be pretty enough, will I ever me smart enough or sexy enough. My heart cries out to you, but you dont return my call.  I pray everyday wondering where you are, are you really died or is this all a horriable nightmare to which ill never wake up from. The day we met was the day my life changed forever. Nothing has ever been the same since. Your in mind,your in my heart and you will always be there. I always dreamed of the day we would meet, and now because of someone elses selfish heart we will never become one! She took you away and destroyed something that was a love that would never die. But I know you wouldnt want me to hurt, or to cry for you. But I can't my life was suppose to be with you, my life was suppose to continue with you. So many new adventures were suppose to start. But no matter what my life must go on. Cause I know ill never be pretty enough, or smart enough or sexy enough for anyone else! Someone else will always be before me!

Stolen

My heart yearns for the day, you see what you gave up! How you stole my  heart and ripped it into pieces. So many wondered what I really meant to you, Was I just a game or did I really mean something to you.

Why would you tell me you love me then walk away? Days and nights I cried for you to come back, and when you did come back you never stayed. Why is it so hard to love me?! Was I not enough, was I not small enough,smart enough or maybe I just wasn't pretty enough. W

When will I be enough?

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