BoricuaAngel FUBombers's blog: "Friends"

The cool night breeze Rustles through my hair As up at the cloudy night sky I sit and stare The only thing on my mind Are visions of you And I wonder what your doing If your thinking of me too I'm sitting here so lonely Feeling cold without you here Wishing I could lay in your arms And whisper in your ear So I could tell you how I feel The things I want desperately to say But fear of rejection Seems to always get in my way Id do anything to be with you Id catch a falling star Id give away everything I hold dear to me Just to be right where you are Id dye my hair Pink! The color I hate so much But id do it for you If I could only feel you touch Id stand out on the street In the pouring rain So you wouldn't have to feel One single ounce of pain Id embarrass myself in public Just to bring a smile to your face The memory of you Is one that cannot be erased Id take a hundred hits And id die a thousand different ways If it meant that you would be happy For the rest of your days Id go skydiving without a rope Sail through the air If I knew that when I hit the ground You'd be the only one who'd care Id give you a one long stemmed rose Every single day of the year Just to show you that I care Oh, how I wish you were here Id smother you in kisses Your lips agaisnt mine For your sweet, gentle touch I cant help but pine Id swim across the Ocean Cross a thousand seas If it meant for one night We could be alone- Just you & me Id write you a song That would remain close to my heart But I guess it wouldnt matter Because we'd still be apart Id write 100 poems About my feelings so real But none could even begin 2 describe The way you make me feel Sometimes I forget to breathe Just staring into your eyes The feeling like a fire within That never seems to die If God said to me right now That one of us had to die And the choice was up to me And we couldn't say goodbye Id simply take his hand And let him lead me away So you could be happy Living content with each day Do you understand now There isn't a single thing I wouldn't do If it meant that you could see How much I care for you

She kept her feeling hidden Out of everyone’s sight A mask to hide it all Until she went to bed at night Her diary knew everything His looks, his eyes, his smile In her heart she knew she loved him Though her head was in denial How could he not notice it As she said it loud and clear He never told her how he truly felt He just ran in fear Although she had a boyfriend She really loved him too She didn't want to hurt either one So she didn't know what to do Her feelings were so deep At least she knew they were true She wanted to scream it loud And say that I love you He felt the same about her But kept it all bottled up inside He said he wanted to be *just friends* Although he knew he lied They loved each other so much Though neither of them knew He always said I love you But she didn't know it was true One day he was through with it Tired of always crying He called her up and told her That he was through with lying He said *I have loved you since the day That you stole my heart I think of you all the time Whenever we are apart When someone says love You're the first thing to my mind I know that I love you And loved you this whole time So stop playing games lets get one thing straight I know that you're with him But I hope that I'm not too late She began to cry Knowing how she truly felt She wanted to tell the truth She wanted to just melt After she gathered her thoughts She grabbed the phone and sighed She said *I dint feel the same* Knowing that she had lied She couldn't tell him the truth It would break her boyfriends heart But she was destroying her own Knowing forever they would be apart In her diary that night She told about her day How she lied to him And the price she'd have to pay The pain was building up And the tears were falling down Her heart was so strong Then it crumbled to the ground She was writing in her diary When her boyfriend called her phone She saw it was him And just wanted to be alone He called her back again And answered the phone, did she He said this relationship ain't working I am so sorry She began to cry Although pain she did not feel They were tears of joy That moment her heart did heal She called up the guy she loved And said *I'm through with lying too My boyfriend was in the way But this time I secretly loved you* He replied *I love you too But theres something have to say I have a story to tell About what I was going to do today I called and told I love you But you refused my heart I began to cry And simply fell apart I grabbed a gun and put it to my head Without your love I was better off dead I was about to pull the trigger When my phone began to ring I noticed it was you And my heart began to sing But now I know you love me And I know its true Let me say it again Baby I-LOVE-YOU!!!!* They talked for a while About how stupid they had been Believing the other just wanted to be friends

Friendship comes to those who seek It never comes out of nothing Every friendship is unique It really means something You don't always see your friends They are like stars, they're always there With them you let down your defense There's nothing you can't share A friend is there through good times and bad You know there's nothing you have to fear They're there to cheer you up when your sad Even if they are not so near Friends, they are forever Lovers just for a while Never run out on your friends, never Cause they're the ones who make you smile Friends are there till the very end They are there through thick & thin Friends are the ones who never pretend And they forgive us for any sin

When life hits you hard, And you break down and cry. Remember I'm standing right there for you, You just have to open your eyes. When all seems lost, And it seems no one cares. Look deep into your heart, You know I'll always be there. When you're about to give up, Tired of all the pain and harm. I'll be there to help you back up, Forever I'll hold you in my arms. When all goes wrong, And you feel you're the one to blame. Point the gun at me instead, At my heart is where you should aim. Don't throw away your life, I'll be the sacrifice instead. For you I'd die over a million times, Point that gun at my head.

Ever since i was a little girl i always dreamed that i would have a real friend that would like me for the person that I was. I would go to school crying because no one liked me. My parents were always telling me don't lose hope there is someone out there for you. There is someone out there who is gonna be your friend. And I never did because I knew that I would find that person. but I still wondered when that day would come when I didn't have to live with all the torture and all of the lies and rumors. It wasn't until I found you that i started believing in myself. You have made me feel so special and I've found a reason for me. To change who I used to be. I found a reason to start over new and that is all because of you. Without you I would be nothing. Your always there when I have a problem. I feel like I can tell you anything and you have made me feel like I was on top of the world. don't ever leave me. This poem is dedicated for my Best Friend ~Spyder~

If you ever left me i would cry every night that your away from me. I don't ever want you to leave me alone in this place. My heart would break in so many pieces if i ever lost you. Why are you leaving me....when this is the day that i need you here the most. I love you so much please don't leave, your the only one that only understands me. Your the only one who really cares about me....so please i beg of you....don't ever leave me

If your going to give me fortune Don't take away my reasoning If your going to give me success Don't take away my humility If your going to give me humility Don't take away my dignity If your going to give me love Don't take away my harshness completely If your going to give me harshness or coldness Don't take away my love If your going to give me a mistake Don't take away my power to learn If your going to give Don't take away....