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Jasper's blog: "So I..."

created on 05/04/2008  |  http://fubar.com/so-i/b212948
SO after a few bad relationships and awfull dates I decided to get drunk and think about what I really want in a man. Here's a rough guideline done in the spirit of fun and honesty about what I want and am tired of. ---------- Please Meet Most or all of these requirements when applying. 1. Must be self sufficient- I’m not asking you to be rich, or support me in any way. I just don’t want to support you. 2. Tattoos and Long Hair- This is negotiable but these things do turn me on. 3. Must have an open mind- I’m an odd person you have to be able to handle my quirks. 4. Have a sense of humor- I don’t take myself serious enough and I take myself too serious sometimes. I need someone to help me lighten up and someone I can make laugh. 5. Must love Metal- I’m into my music. I have an open mind about trying new stuff and won’t bitch about most types of music but don’t expect me not to like my music cause you think it sucks. 6. Let’s not talk about the ex- I do it too, but let’s try to keep it down to a minimum. This has ruined plenty of relationships where guys did nothing but badmouth the ex. This wouldn’t have been a problem except when he goes back to the person he just told me was the scum of the earth. 7. This isn’t going to be a one night stand- Don’t try to sleep with me the two weeks we know each other as a minimum. I don’t do casual sex. EVER. If I’m that into you I’ll go for it but I’m not that easy. 8. Willing to try new things- I love to be introduced to new bands, new foods, new experiences and I want someone willing to do the same. 9. Must be creative- I’m an artist, I love doing things that are fun and creative. 10. Tell Me THE Truth- I’m a big girl. If you’re not into me or you just don’t want to do that. TELL ME, before I get hurt not after I’m in love with you.

The Bucket List

I got to watch the movie "The Bucket List" with Morgan Freeman and Jack Nicholson. It's a very good movie. Leaves you a lot to think of. What would be a list of things you want to do before you die. You never know when you're gonna go. So the question is what do you want to do before you die? Not that any of this will be accomplished but here's a few things I really want to do. My Bucket List: 1. See Japan. 2. Go to Greece. 3. Stand at the foot of the parthanon. 4. See they pyramids. 5. Publish a book. 6. Make someone unforgettably happy. 7. Visit New Orleans. 8. Make friends with someone famous. 9. Live for several years somewhere outside of Tennessee 10. Take a tour of the US's creepiest and most haunted places.
How do I describe the experience of being in a crowd during a concert? It is a fantastical experience being in the mosh pit; loosing yourself to the sights and sounds of what is going on around you. There is an energy you get from the performers and the people around you. The crowd as a whole is a living breathing entity that moves and changes. You will not always have the same people around you throughout the entire show. You will not always have the same person pushing and shoving. I got into see Disturbed recently. A friend got me in and it was one of the most fantastical shows. The musicians and the crowd were electrifying. I have loved this band since down with the sickness came out. Watching 5 Finger Death Punch live just added them so the list of my favorite bands. I missed seeing As I Lay Dying because of waiting to get in so I can't say much about them, but I got a few overpriced drinks and a few blurry photos of the others which are posted in my photo album. I also came out reminded of why I love being on the floor of one of these shows. This is the type of show performers want to have. Something that moves hundreds of people into a mass frenzy each one believing they are indestructible. I'm glad I went. Just in march I lost myself into the music of a show for the first time in over a year. I missed it. I don't know what or who was holding me back, but I missed being able to let go of everything. No one or thing will hold me back ever again. It was that night and nights like last night that remind me how alive I am. That is the power of the mosh pit. It reminds us to look at that person trying to dictate what I can or can't do and say 'you can't tell me what to do' and I sure in the fuck will not let you hold me back. You can not tell me who my friends are and you can not tell me who I can't fuckin talk to.

I am

So I.... I Live: in Clinton. I Work: as an insurance agent. I Talk: with an accent to some of my wurrrds because I'm a southerner. I Wish: to leave a positive impact on everyone I meet. I Enjoy: hanging out with friends. I Look: so-so today. Not too bad but not at my best. I Find: body odor and bad breath to be repulsive. I Smell: like Clinique's Happy. My favorite perfume I Hide: my toys. I Pray: That I win the lottery. Amen. I Walk: to the car. We have a treadmill I need to start using that again. I Write: short stories, poetry and the fucked up dreams I have. I See: how many people will put "dead people" under this one? I Sing: along with the radio in the car. I Can: be annoying because I worry too much about the people I care for even when they don't give a shit about me. I Watch: movies. I Yearn: to share my art with the world and be appreciated for what I have done. I haven't asked for a dime, just a comment that the work was mine. I Daydream: about doing a job that is worth while and lets me travel the world. I Want: to have someone that loves me and can put up with my odd quirks. I also want to bring nothing but smiles to that special person's face. I Cry: for other people and my own hurts and fears. I'm too sentimental and it bothers me when another is hurt. I Read: lots of books. I love horror and fantasy. I Love: to be spooned and petted.. I Sometimes: wish I could see the future. I Touch: my hair. I know it doesn't look that freakin great but I like to play with it. I Hurt: When people lie about me to others and lie to me. I Fear: being hurt. I Hope: that tommorrow brings a good day. I Break: apparently my cameras. Even the expensive ones. I Eat: when I remember. I Quit: thinking I could help everyone a while back. I Bathe: daily. sometimes twice I Drink: margaritas. I've passed to love onto many people now I Stop: for helpless animals. I Save: usless junk. I'm a sentimental pack rat. I Hug: anyone who I know and wants a hug. I am in: Tennuhshee. I Play: with my guitar. One day I hope to actually play it well. I Miss: having someone to cuddle with. I Forgive: the people who have wronged me and hope they forgive me for anything they think I've done to them or anything I may have actually done. I don't do things to people on purpose and never would intend harm to another person. I Drive: far more carefully then I use to. I Learn: everyday. I love to learn new things. I Have: a soft heart. I Don't: like liars or thieves. I Made: a walking stick for my grandma. I Kiss: people special to my heart. I Believe: that everyone deserves to be happy. I Wait: for the day I win the lottery and become a millionare. I Need: to actually play to lotto for the above to happen. I Feel: I can accomplish anything I put my mind to if I really want to do it. I Know: I am loved. I Wonder: if a tree falls in the forest and no one is around to hear it... does that mean someone's not going to see the forest for the tree I don't have much use for: idiots and liars. I am: far too nice for my own good, but I will continue to be so because that's me and I love being able to make a positive impact in people's lives even if these acts go unappreciated or ignored.
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