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I have been dealing with the real life issues.. If you haven't known, my dad has been to two hospitals and a physical therapy building care since before November of 2011.. Last time I have known he will be finally be able to come home in less than a month.. Fingers and toes crossed.
I have been fighting back and forth with bankruptcy issues with my lawyer that I think might be resolved this year.
Last Friday my sister lois, fiance, Frank, Did a big oops and had all of hers and his kids in his little car with Abby and Ava not having their car seat......Short version: Kids were fighting in back,, Frank had to turn around in his seat to yell. Ran a stop sign.. turned around and the next thing happened t-boned a truck... he was in hospital for a day and a half. His kids: FrankIE- bruised and hurt every where...Hunter wasn't wearing his seatbelt correctly,, and the Buckle part torn into skin that was just barely miss organs.. Last time I known he is still in hospital,,, Sidney guess wasn't hurt much and was let go to her mother(franks ex)Lois kids: Abby(6) had to stay over night and keep and eye on her.. Ava (7) had a crack in her head/skull near the eyes.. she's so bruised up in the face that if she was older it looked like she was in a bar fight with 20 people... Truck won by the way//
The night before Frank was getting ready for a pig roast at his brothers land that he drank so much that it was still high in his system when he was checked out... Kids in a small chev. car... 4 kids in back 1 in front. No car seat for my nieces..
Long story short.. Frank is in Jail for endangering the kids, driving with no license, for the car and himself, and had warrants for no childpayments..I feel sorry for Lois and the kids,, But I never did like him. There is always something about him that , yea, My radars are going off.. I guess Lois had one radar before if she had to get my oldest niece to put something on the p.c. that she found out he was talking to another gal,. and it was more than just talking. there's other things but I think Lois is being blind, .. She is smart in other things but.. just not that.
People always ask me why I am grouchy around the winter holidays.... well lately..
Dad seem to go into the hospital for something.... My sis gets beat up and moves back home... I am still in Debt.
Next month a few days before my birthday my childhood real life best friend died... What makes me think of her again?
Guess what first rock movie we seen together w hen we were younger,,,, Purple Rain... Heard that song 2ce, recently less than 2 hours..
Oh yea.. Did I tell you?? I work in retail for 18 years
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Don't you feel it's strange sometimes when you think you have made good friends, you'd thought they would be there for a while??Yes, Being on vacation and staying up late @ night with no one up and around me.. Just makes me wonder on the who and what....
Most of the time it is hard for me to stay in touch because the only thing lately for me in my life is just grief.. I don't want to go to a friends page and just whine and bitch....When I don't have anything else to say at the moment.
Some just figured I am just too weird,,, Well, and some just figured they would get one thing from me...If I don't have much to say except having whining issues,which is most days lately.. I just stop by their page to let them know I was there.. Just to say "Hey.Friend.. it's me... just saying hi and thinking about you...
Granted a few aren't as close as we were..Sadden by that.. but it doesn't cloud meReally, just because I might seem annoying online at times... people tend to drift..I am really trying to joke.. Sorry.. I am not feminine enough for some..And I have word things differently that makes people confuse or astray
I never intentionally want to hurt anybody..If I have.. Sorry..
Sorry to some who think they wanted me to be.Sorry to some that I don't act tough nor mean..
I am not sorry... For who I am and what I love to do..I am not sorry for the people I care for..I am not sorry for your own mistake
I am not sorry That I won't change for you..If you love/like me (Yes, I love all my friends who are there.. and say hi.. thinking of ya..in their tiny way)
If you don't... Your problem... NOT mine... and you weren't a friend after all.. to thatI am sorry for letting YOU hurt me... and since you are/did...You made a mistake
This is not just for one in particular,,,, but if you think it is you??? What are you gonna do...Continue to hurt the ones that do care for you? IF so... F.U. You just wasted a friendship....I'll find out and when I do...GOODBYE
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http://mseulsoadnyn.blogspot.com/2011/03/something-i-have-been-thinking-about.html
If you want to know... Go there.. If not.. I don't care.
For a bit, during an early morning my cable company decided to shut me off and I have been using my dad's slooooww p.c that everyone goes on and decides not to log off and that it needs RAM also.. It runs like Dial up... but it is not supposed to be acting like that. Something about it also doesn't like to rate anything on here So if I come across your page and just give you a drink in return,,Sorry not my fault. To the people that know me.. I usually rate back...--------Because I can't get back on my p.c. soon enough I had to fix my car first since that was #1 priority on my list,, I was just happy it wasn't as bad as I thought.. Since a friend of mine helped me.. That save me $600 or more
-----I guess, working for a company and working 15 years out of my 17, I have to really watch what I saidA coworker and I got into a heated argument, he couldn't leve things well enough alone,, so I said"Leave me be or I am going to ram this NOS energy drink bottle up your butt." Hmmm, I was told I could've had a case of sexual harassment against me.. Told my manager.. Was nothing sexual about it.(She thought my saying was funny but I had to watch out.) Then the little dingleberry had the nerve to ask my manager if he can help me working in a certain department...she told him Helll no..(From what I heard from other shifts they don't want him working that one anyways) I told her it is best to keep him away from me.....Also told my crew,,, This place is gonna be quiet around here, since I have to watch what I say now,,,-------------I learned the same nimrod was trying to get the pharmacy tech. position,,,The same one my niece was asked for,,,She accepted it,,, He doesn't have it.--------By accepting,,, She will not be moving to Canada for another year... Though she will be married to her hubby by then( by courts and I, the one that raised her,,, wouldn't have known it would be sooner, All I know about the weddding next year){You know the one that raised her through out the years, helped her and her mother whenever possible.. and sometimes to put my life on hold} That means by October. because her lease is up then she will be moving back here for a while...----------
Been calling my financial lawyer and to see what is up... I get answering machine... I should have been gone through all the courts by now... and be set... and ready to save enough to move out of here,,,---------Michigans weather is like me.. temperment and attitude can change very quickly..
