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ITS REALLY BAD WHEN I RUN A NIGHT STAR AND STILL I LIKE FAR MORE THAN WHAT I GET BACK. THIS REDNECK REALLY IS AN IDIOT.......
I do not understand why it is that if you are "friends" with people, you can not leave comments, polish bling or use ability points on them. I mean if you are supposed to be "FRIENDS" then why in the hell is things locked to every one but those who have nothing better to do than sit here 24/7 and spend their time? SOME OF US have a job / and or take care of parents so we dont have that luxury... I mean to tell ya SMMFGDH
I WANT TO GO AHEAD AND SAY THIS NOW. IF THE ONLY REASON I AM PUT INTO ONES FAMILY IS TO BE IN A FAMP ETC, PLZ DO ME A FAVOR AND DONT PUT ME IN THERE THEN. LEARNED TODAY ONE I HAVE KEPT IN MY FAM ALWAYS BC IS LIL A LIL BRO TO ME, JUST ONLY PUTS ME IN HIS WHEN HE DOES A FAMP. TO ME THATS REALLY FK'D UP BAD..... SO IF THATS ONLY REASON U PUT ME N UR FAM, DONT THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!
I dont any more whether I even exist or am just a shell of a rotted corpse, being forced to just hang around upon this plavet for others' amusement. I have asked myself what truly good reason is it, that the Great Spirits sem to have for wanting me still around. Within my twisted and warped mind, all I see is pain,misery,heartache and death. So many times I just want to join my brother or Squeaky, and just grab that gun, put it up to my temple and pull the trigger so I can be rid of all this chaos and misery I am stuck in , within thi society who just but only sees me as a joke. Many do not realize just how very hard it is I fight each day to just stay alive and breathing. It's a never ending battle that as of late, the Darkness is gaining more and more ground taking over.I see dear ones hurting and in pain, and it makes me feel useless, for there's not a damn thing I can do, to even take away their pain, much less have mine subside within this shell of a body.Honestly, I Just Don't Know Anymore!!!!!
PJ ( James )
3/8/2017
12:21am
"Hello"
On a day when it seemed as if everything was going wrong,
There was one I met who simply kept me smiling all day.
Being able to have a normal civilized chat with her,
Was the one thing that truly just made my night go better.
She kept my mind always intrigued by her words,
Nothing out of line, just true words of wisdom and cheer.
The very best part of this week now so far is simply,
When all she had to do was jusy say to me, Hello!!
PJ Page --- 7/16/2014 ---- 3:56am
