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Hey anyone who reads this, as it says I am bored. If anyone feels like it message me on yahoo at eayrik21 make the day interesting lol, later "Eayrik"
Have you ever been talking with someone and wanted to say something terribly but you couldn't because you were afraid it would be taken wrong? Or you'd say it wrong? Or any other number of things would happen that are bad? That happens with me way too much. I want to be blunt like I was before and concequences be damned but sometimes concequences can be pretty fuckin' bad. I'm trying to get back to who I was a few years ago as far as my confidence and saying whats on my mind. Part of it is I think too much, another part is I care what people think too much too. If somebody doesn't like me it's they're loss right? This blogs basically a bunch of questions if nobody looks at it it will still have done it's job cause I'll have gotten this off my chest and hopefully I'll be able to say what I want. I have to many friends and family, people I care about to worry about every little thing I say. If somebody takes something wrong I'll have to explain it and hope for the best. I really feel that most things can be worked out if you talk about them and as long as people will talk to me about problems I'll try to help, as bluntly and honestly as possible. So I had better get step up and live by this cause you only get one life and I intend on making the most of it. Eayrik

Chalk the walk

Another year passes and so does another Chalk the Walk. I'm already looking forward to next year :D Ayden had a blast at the beach. He got to see family and we're probably gonna hang out at the beach again tomorrow. All in all it was fun though, my hands are rubbed pretty raw from sliding them on concrete most of the day, I've got an interesting collection of sunburns in places that are odd to feel, and Ayden and I only just got back 10 minutes ago (945) but it was great. My dad joked my piercings first words out of his mouth when he looked at me "fall into a tacklebox?" and he joked me throughout the day. It was wonderful seeing the family. As far as the chalk the walk went, I didn't know what I was drawing till this morning, but I actually finished it and I'm not bragging or anything but I think it turned out pretty badass. I got a lotta compliments, didn't win anything but I had a good time that's what matters. A pro photographer did take pics of Ayden and I with the drawing though so I should get them soon, I'll post them when I do. My sister's boyfriend got second place for his addams family, which was badass. It was a great time though, and I strongly encourage any and everyone to participate, even if you can't draw a stickfigure cause if anything it's a good excuse to hit the beach up. I'm out of things to say so I'm gonna end this with lots of love for my friends and take care, I'll catch you later, Eayrik
Anybody interested in defacing public property legally? OF COURSE YOU ARE :D, if you're in the Norfolk, Newport News, Chesapeake, Portsmouth, or anything Hampton, va area, va beach is having they're annual Chalk the Walk contest on the 26th of June. The theme is totally television, anything on tv within tasteful standards (there's kids man) is allowable. They have 3 distinguishments of Children's, Amatuer, or Pro (pro being anyone who has sold art). So if your in the area feel free to stop by and make yourself known, take it easy and best wishes all, Eayrik
I've been through some life altering events the past few months, and despite coming out of it all a bit more scarred I feel like I've been given a second chance at my life. So what I'm saying is I wanna make the best of it, meet new people, make new friends, and live life to whatever kinda fullest I can. Anybody, I make friends with, if I ever start to back down from something in your presence, hit me, beat the living crap out of me, or if your more comfortable, just remind me "dude, you said you wanted to live remember?". Beating the crap out of me would probably be a little extreme but hey if it gets the job done lol. Here's to tomorrow people, Eayrik

So very sad....

I'm hurting immensely at the moment, one of the best friends I've had since I moved to this area is pissed at me, and I may have lost her friendship. Is it sad that losing her friendship hurts more than losing my wife? To make matters worse it wasn't over anything all that big, it was a misunderstanding about how I phrased a sentence. She took it the wrong way, knowing what I think of her, and now I may have lost the best friend I've had since I moved here. If she reads this I'm sorry I never meant what I said how you took it, hopefully we can be friends again, So very sad and hurting, Sinnet

gah sundays

I don't really like sundays... maybe it's due to the having to go to church as a child, or maybe that it always was the end of the week for me, I dunno? In any case, now I don't like it cause I have to take my son back to his mom, and I get to spend a whole week missing him this time instead of 2, least I have that to look forward too. Well that and chalk the walk, which is in virginia beach on the boardwalk the 26th, any aspiring artists or people with kids feel free to join me lol, it starts at ten in the morning and the theme is television. It's a good outlet and thing to do during the summer, but that's all I got for now, take it easy all, "Wycked"
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