Ree's blog: "Reezy-Baby's Blog"

So Ray Jay and I are back together and happy =] We want our family to work. This has been an amazing week. I love him to bits.

So today is nov 15. Not much of a day to some. Today would of been my and Ray Jay's 6 month ani..but due to the recent bullshit with he dumping me and says we will work it out later...but thats old news. Yes, I am pregnant with his child :) fun stuff. I woke up this morning in a down mood..but My Ma and her amazing friends and family at Club United have certainly brought my mood up. I am actually havin a better day. Thank you all I love you to bits :)

Yeah so Ray Jay and I know I'm pregnant. And I guess we are making ground. We still kiss and hug and make love and all of that stuff but we aren'tr technically dating. He says he hasn't given up on us and that he does want to fix us. Im sittin at his house right now I just don't know what to do. I found something out that really bothers me but I don't know if I should just go home and say to hell with this..or not. I feel lied to.

So I get a phone call today from my Mom. Telling me that on Friday she died...apparently her stopped and they had to revive her and she was placed in the ICU. She is out of the hospital now but the cause of her heart failure is still unknown. Her stupid freakin room mate gave her 50 days ( i think is what she said) to move out because she and a few other stupid ass people think that she did it on purpose with drugs. Which is NOT the case and I honestly wish I could bitch smack the ppl sayin this shit about my mom. I really am very worried about her and I hope she is going to be ok and that she is taken it easy. So if I seem a bit off.. this would be why.

Well Bad habitz is havin an auction on their staff..which kinda gave me the idea that Im going to auction off some of my pix to the highest bidder..so yeah I really dont know what pix to auction and I will put them in a folder..so if u see a pic that u think would be a good auction..holla at me.

So my ex found out about my boyfriend and is all like so who is this guy..and I told him his name is Ray...and he was like where does he live so I can go shoot him I was just like dude stfu u arent going to shoot anyone..then he told me that he would shoot me. I laughed at that too. God my ex is a fuckin retard. So then my ex was all like whats it with you and LD relationships.. and I told him well Im going to see him hopefully this coming month..he got all emo and was like Im gonna let you go. Why ppl think they are tough and then go emo is such a funny concept. But Im happy with Ray..he's amazing..He treats me really good its like Im walkin on coulds when he talks to me. love Ree

So like yeah I found out about a week ago that my ex cheated on me the whole time we were together..He doesnt know I kno this tho. So he's been tryin to call and text me and I dont reply to him because he's pretty much scum in my eyes.. This is why I don't trust males..they fuck me over all the time. It's wicked lame..I can't seem to ever find a nice guy who wont fuck with my mind.... They are usually off on some superficial type shit.."omg your hott" dude don't judge me by my face..thats some old bullshit right there.. Like really how many of you would hit on me if I was fat? I guarantee most of the ppl who hit on me right now would stop. So really if you are only talkin to me cuz u think Im hott please stop..cuz it's not really gonna get u anywhere. Im meant to go to the dentist in about 30 mins and my friend isnt here..Go figure..no dentist for me today it looks.