FkinMick's blog: "Life and shit"

Apparently this MUMM I posted was a problem: I have posted a few MUMMs and almost on queue some jackhole MUMM Nazi tries to comment about how its not a MUMM. I am not sure where these idiots get their designation as a MUMM expert, and IDGAF. And save your time, the comment approval is on and there is nothing you can do about it. HAHAHAHA This is a MUMM because of this: I am not sure if I like Coke or Pepsi. MUMM what should I drink?

My soul hurts, and mostly I choose not to think about my son in Tucson. But as of late, I can not help knowing that he is not within my grasp. 7 months old now. In the last months I have seen him for 20 minutes. I have Sundays off, she will only let me see him in Saturdays. I get on Saturday off every 6 weeks. She gets $570 a month. That is $270 more than anyone I know paying child support for a single child. I have to get health and dental for him and I can't take him out of Tucson when I go visit him. So I drive 100 miles, can't get my son tp take home, only stay in that shithole town, and drive 100 miles back. I can't even take him out of Tucson. So on the one Saturday I get ever 6 weeks I get to drive 100 miles to shithole Tucson full of methheads. This is while her parents bought her car, pay for her gas with a nice little gas card and her brother buys her cell for her. Meanwhile I have to do that all for myself, while paying $570+ a month and my parents have not gotten to meet their first grandchild yet while her parents were there at the birth and have seen him multiple times already. I started paying child support when I left her at 3 month prego because I realized it my duty. It was her and her parents baby not mine as demonstrated from the get go. It was treated that way and have been since. Now months later when her bf moves in and I get pictures of my son with him when I have not seen him in months, it hurts. There is so much more. I am so angry. I can not believe this woman would do this. I wait for the day to explain t our son exactly how his mom treated me. I wait.

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it'll get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a whole bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street. You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary ... not supplementary. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr.. Right. Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your always readily available to him...he takes it for granted. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others. Ladies..... RETHINK your choices, and PREPARE. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

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