My soul hurts, and mostly I choose not to think about my son in Tucson. But as of late, I can not help knowing that he is not within my grasp. 7 months old now. In the last months I have seen him for 20 minutes. I have Sundays off, she will only let me see him in Saturdays. I get on Saturday off every 6 weeks. She gets $570 a month. That is $270 more than anyone I know paying child support for a single child. I have to get health and dental for him and I can't take him out of Tucson when I go visit him. So I drive 100 miles, can't get my son tp take home, only stay in that shithole town, and drive 100 miles back. I can't even take him out of Tucson.
So on the one Saturday I get ever 6 weeks I get to drive 100 miles to shithole Tucson full of methheads.
This is while her parents bought her car, pay for her gas with a nice little gas card and her brother buys her cell for her. Meanwhile I have to do that all for myself, while paying $570+ a month and my parents have not gotten to meet their first grandchild yet while her parents were there at the birth and have seen him multiple times already.
I started paying child support when I left her at 3 month prego because I realized it my duty. It was her and her parents baby not mine as demonstrated from the get go. It was treated that way and have been since. Now months later when her bf moves in and I get pictures of my son with him when I have not seen him in months, it hurts.
There is so much more. I am so angry. I can not believe this woman would do this. I wait for the day to explain t our son exactly how his mom treated me. I wait.